#but like im backing out lmao i dont wanna be there IN PERSON

[vonbabbitt]

k in further regard to that You Are Ableist Because Kamimura Is Ugly anon i wanna rant a bit because i didn't have time last night but i do now

i think the bigger issue is equating ugliness as an inherently bad thing. like its somehow Bad Representation to be disabled and conventionally ugly. unfortunately sometimes disability is conventionally ugly!!! thats fine!!! i hate this narrative surrounding disability thats supposed to be encouraging where the take is just "even if youre disabled youre just like the rest of us youre beautiful and gorgeous in your own beautiful gorgeous body teehee!!"

actually no! at the peak of my chronic pain a few years back i could not regularly shower or brush my teeth or brush my hair or make myself look presentable. and thats fking fine because i was dealing with other shit!! but dont be purposefully obtuse and be like "youre still beautiful in your own skin teehee" because thats not what we're talking about!!!

when you inherently assign a moral value to whether or not someone is conventionally unattractive, YOURE the one creating the problem. its the same narrative i hate of people being like "if you really believe in yourself you can do anything!!! it doesnt matter if youre disabled" like no it does in fact matter and i cant in fact do absolutely anything!! i cant walk properly! i cant see properly! i never will! and that isnt some sort of Bad Representation its LIFE

there was someone i will not name in the tetro server ages ago who said some really insightful stuff about Ugly Disability and i felt like it was received quite well at the time. but now im disappointed that people seem to have missed it lmao. it just annoys the hell out of me because the issue isnt disabled people being ugly, the issue is that you view ugliness as an unacceptable taboo and thus its somehow less acceptable for a disabled person to be ugly than an able-bodied person to be ugly

[twilve]

damn this guy really wants me to come to his orgy

[variksel]

this might be a tad too personal of a post But do you guys ever come out and then stop c aring about your gender and then, some time later, realize that your loved ones slowly overtime start treating you as if youre not that gender Still just because youre just not like. scrambling to get top surgery

do you ever look at urself in the mirror a year after you came out and realize that you still dont like to talk about gender, that you let distant relatives say "oh he, or she or whatever", that you dont correct anyone calling you a "whatever" or a "they" even though youre binary, that you feel more and more insecure about it and that you like. just dont like how they talk about you as if youre nonbinary even though youve told them youre a man for two years now!

[theclearblue]

I'm gonna get into a brawl with my mother one day don't be surprised when I get on the news

[frobby]

i love madoka magica however i dont think we as a fandom talk enough about how tragic madoka herself is. probably because the narrative itself steers you away from thinking about her personally. shes not a character shes a desire that homura has, shes a force of good, shes homura's foil. but those are all madoka's narrative roles but madoka herself as a person is not really looked at because we are viewing this world from an unreliable narrator(homura) who only sees madoka as those things. The best thing homura could have done for madoka was give up on her, to let her go. because every time we go back in time the image of madoka is distorted, she loses more of herself every regression of homura's as she tries harder and harder to save her. We don't even know what madoka originally wished for to become a magical girl in the original timeline. and she actually acts quite differently than the madoka we meet. shes a lot more honest and caring and bold. by the time homura's has reached the actual anime madoka has been reduced by the sands of time to a figment of herself. she has no wants or desires of her own beyond wanting to do good and help her friends and when all her humanity is stripped away is when she finally acends to godhood because thats all thats left of her. an ideal and a faith in her. madoka kaname died a long time ago and all that is left is her ghost.

[ratmonky]

have an inspection for my apartment tomorrow morning, my last day at my small ass uni apartment is today and i'll be doing my last bit of cleaning!!

i literally have nothing else in here other than my new laptop that i only do editing with so i spent last night and my morning just now writing lol

i've partially finished my dbd chapter (4k+ words atm) but it introduces another killer that the reader will be paired up with and the next segment is the michael myers' trial!! so my question is--- would you rather to have me post it now or after i've also written michael's trial? (might take a week or two to write and post michael's trial, if i post it now you'll have another chapter within the next month)

was gonna make a poll but i like to interact personally so let me know in the comments heh <3

i'll make it easy so you can copy paste your answers like this:

i waited 3+ years for michael i CANNOT wait any longer

i waited 3+ years for michael i can wait longer

[an-theduckin]

Wait shit people might actually care about me

[widevibratobitch]

omw to play emotional support for my mom disguised as ✨fun family bonding time✨ for the rest of the week <3333 there's something so deeply wrong with me uwu teehee

[slutdge]

somehow while ive been going through the unbearable torment nexus ive still been able to keep up with my album-a-day-for-a-year thing so far

[coridallasmultipass]

I hate when my phone won't let me have 2 audio sources running at the same time (depending on the app). I know what I'm doing, let me hear the discordant noises. My brain has built-in audio separation for music. It came as compensation for auditory processing issues. Don't make me pause the music.

[valenthario]

feeling sooo stuck with my content rn🤪🤪‼️

[bangcakes]

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[lucarioguy15]

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[sensitivedead]

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[todayisafridaynight]

The bento counter clip you shared is EXTREMELY funny (if it's not a glitch I'd love to try and trigger it), but I couldn't help notice the flower petal-shaped particles in Jo's "heat trail" for the first time. I somehow managed to overlook them until now.

RGGJo also has petals in his heat trail, and personally I've always liked to link it to the fact he canonically wears perfume. What if 7Jo wears a floral scent too...? Would be neat, given I can't tell which of them is supposed to be the one with the sensitive nose lol

Jo’s counter is actually a programmed thing from my understanding: he is meant to deflect regular/MPless attacks and items, but considering most people use exclusively special attacks at this point I reckon not a lot of people catch it (and as for items, you’re either using a rocket launcher/projectile or you’re too far for him to do... that LMAO). Still, it’s going to entertain me for a while the fact he CAN just cancel your healing

And I’m SO glad you noticed the petals too! I didn’t catch that they were a thing for RGGJo as well, but I thought they were a cute detail for Y7Jo when I first noticed them a while back! It’s especially sweet if we put it in the context of a reference to him and perfume :)

[quietwingsinthesky]

i am being genuine, i think Zachariah is one of my favorite characters on this show