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sensitivedead · 1 year ago

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#VENT IN TAGS #OH i love doing this #my feelings about my depression atm feel so weeird #im just mad #like its so annoying to have to keep picking myself back up lol #i wish i could just function and regulate myself better? im really bad at it #its like #i can do all this shit that helps me get out of all of the different this affect me #but its so easy for me to get lost in the depression and to not do that #like i forget that when im like literally just confused with my emotions and in a fog and i dont want to do things im interested in #and not able to fight this boredom i call it ive been out of therapy a long time idk therapy speak anymore but this lack of socal wtv #thing idk ANYWAYS but i KNOW things i can do to help myself to get out of that #i havent been lately and idk #im in a moment of clarity but trying to get back into #a routine since moving out i havent had one or the one ive had is like not good for me leading me to a bad state of self #i need to get back on vitamins and shit i might take gaba and htp 5 again and i know im deficient in like vitamin #b12 and vitamin d and magnesium but since i moved i havent reupped my supply lmao and its been over a year!! RIP i did this but #i dont have a great social life? i have strong family and a loving bf and close friend but a lot of its complicated and i struggle #communicating online (LOL THIS SUCKS NO? I CAN WORK ON IT IG BUT LIKEAAAA--) and i basically only wanna talk to people IRL but im home #constantly so i just have no one to talk to but im like a fucking old person annoyed that they live in a digital world #like I HATE THIS GRR THESE KIDS and the these kids are my parents and friends and shit like its completely a me issue but my brain is like #my brain feels useless s #my brain feels useless and like im unmedicated but also not on the suppliments i should be on and also doing things like #being up to date on news and specifically negative news and like focusing a lot of my energy on that for some gd reason like im aware ive #been into that but i am like #this is me being like ok rose im ready to go back to myself again #ye

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toofypigeon · 8 months ago

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The Groke :)

#i love herr #uugh i havent been drawing at all lately:((#idk y..#the moomins #moomin #moomintroll #the groke #snufkin #illustration #winter #art.png #oh also this is made on clip studio paint #i wanted to try it out #its nice

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weaselmcdiesel · 1 year ago

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howdy i made these a long time ago but i dont feel like finishing them :)

#havent been drawin that much lately mmmmwah #my art #fan art #mcyt #grian #ethoslab #limited life #limited life spoilers #for whoever still needs that tag #life series #traffic smp #idk what my tags are and i never do <3

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applejuicehq · 9 months ago

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looptrain

bonus original sketch <3

#fun fact it was only like . a day before i drew th sketch of this that i first actuay listened to lagtrain #knew of it and its popularity but was like eh. idk if ill like it #then it proceeded to get stuck in my head . and still is. its been like a month or smth that thang is Catchy #anyway i finally found a brush in autodesk that feels good .. might be able to play around w digital more now #isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #siffrin isat #siffrin in stars and time #in stars and time siffrin #my art #havent been doing well lately . i need to draw.. more..#oh god the quality help . click for better quality i made it so crisp i prommy......

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woolying · 23 days ago

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rainbow dash and j makes so much sense i think

gift for @hayleymarriedjakuraii !! hope u enjoy <3

#danganronpa despair time #drdt #drdt fanart #j rosales #j moreno #arei nageishi #jarei #my art #artlying #i havent drawn ponies since like 6th grade why was this so hard #also its AREI DAY !!#i forgot and i dont have time to draw anything else #so i added her last minute oops #silly fun fact!! i used to not rlly like jarei but ive now been enlightened #i need to draw them Even More to atone i think #later tho too many ideas not enough time #more j art coming your way guys i just have hw to do first #not to get real and personal for a sec but #i also had two family members pass in the past couple months and have been doing Not Too Well lately #but drdt and esp content from the vas has really been helpful in lifting my spirits #so i really wanted to do something for hayley while shes going through something similar #idk how much this will actually help but i hope it brings u a bit of joy during hard times!!!#but yeah this was the only gift i planned #the other j art coming up is just bc you have too many fire ideas and i have to draw them all lest i perish

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solcarow · 8 months ago

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seafood trio portraits !

+ some alts. with spoilers !

#this is how they look after the 3yr jump 👍#pretty proud that i managed to capture how i usually imagine them :0 ! been in an art slump so this was a pleasant surprise #idk if ill b able to draw them consistently tho . so these designs r for my brain only #might try to color these but i havent eaten lunch yet so thats a problem for another day #solar-drawss #my art #han sooyoung #kim dokja #yoo joonghyuk #yhk #yoohankim #orv #orv spoilers #omniscient reader's viewpoint #omnicient reader's view point #cackling at how miserable sp and 63hsy look compared to kdj in the middle #her whimsy … shes living her best life rn #……i lied i think i just gave him My face straight up jfc . get that off of u asshole #anyways if u didnt already notice ! yoohan have matching eyebrow scars 🫶#kdj has one on his nose in that first one #the second kdj has cracks all over her which i forgot to add is inspired by hehearse’s works !!#the reason why they dont show up in the first one is bc aileen covered it up before he went to 1863 #like . hoseki no kuni style ✌️#fun fact i sketched that hsy the night before her birthday skfjsjf had to give up bc it was too late tho #so now im repurposing it for this #NO WAIT I SHOULD JUST GO BACK AND GIVE HSY A CLEFT LIP …. dam lost opportunity. well whoevers reading this just kno she has one now

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kaeyachi · 2 months ago

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One of the probable reasons as to why Kaeya didn't arrive on time for Crepus and Diluc when they were attacked was because he, and the knights with him, had no vision, and thus, cannot use a teleport waypoint.

Him receiving his cryo vision when he was supposed to get scorched by Diluc was genuinely the biggest slap to the face given to him by Celestia. It arrived just in time to save HIM.

Even now, the vision only heals and shields him alone as a manifestation of his desire to keep living from that fight... but he can't use it to help others.

#ngl this description was a shock to see purely coz wtf were inazuma vision bearers doing lmao #unless they didnt want to leave their countrymen alone while the decree was still up #kaeya #kaeya alberich #yeah idk what else to say about it other than the fact that Kaeya's vision is the biggest middle finger from celestia #celestia: lol f this kid specifically. he did nothing wrong but his fam sure did #1 more thing but do they have to approach a teleport waypoint to use it?#im assuming they do purely coz they dont memorize where all the other waypoints are #ngl this opens up to other ideas like cyno tighnari and collei travelling instead of teleporting is coz nari hasnt been to mond #same with others taking a boat coz they havent encountered that waypoint yet #i guess that explains things for most inazuma vision bearers actually :O they havent left the nation so they cant unlock the other waypoints #wow i have a lot of thoughts here in the tags yet again. kaeyachi with the tags that can be a whole entire post instead.#right back to kaeyangst but seriously what a wicked timing. him receiving it too late to prevent everything #him also receiving it just in time to let him continue living his life full of lies...(his own words not mine)#did he start learning how to use it immediately? did he fear its usage because it meant celestia was watching him?#did he stare at it in betrayal? throw it off a cliff? hide it in his drawers?#so many thoughts hnghh

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ezlo-x · 2 months ago

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Considering maybe rewriting my au,, not like complete overhaul but I just feel like it’s a jumbled mess rn,,

#lately i havent been feeling confident w my writing #I should probably write like what I already have established #like what’s solid #idk i feel like im going crazy #txt

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skunkes · 1 year ago

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re purring i meant fur cause cows dont purr same way cats do but they make can make similar noise when content (its more like a groan but close enough)

got u then