#but ive lost it which sucks

[dizzybevvie]

my brain at 9pm spinning the wheel to see if it lands on "someone please objectify me so i feel wanted without commitment", "why has no one in my entire life ever like-liked me and what am i doing wrong", "calories are the problem and i need to lose 20kg immediately", or "im literally the hottest person ever"

[coffee-cait]

Cheers Ratio, to our continued collaboration~🥂

[nordfjording]

came to my gran's today to find she hadn't even gotten out of bed. called around some, ended up going in anyway and spent two hours sitting on her floor with the dogs in bed with her. november is always rough for all of us, but not having a dog anymore took the last out of her, i think. this is a woman who's never cried in front of any of us, not even in my dad's or uncle's funerals, but talking about eddie really choked her up. can't even blame her.

[yuwuta]

months post the rat’s death (s*kuna) and yuuji is healing from the fight’s trauma you guys have your first “night” together and it’s the most relief and pleasure he’s ever felt in his life like the shudder and gasps he’d be letting out walk with me

i’m walking with you…. it’s probably one of the few times he actually finds himself speechless and he’s oddly embarrassed about it, he feels like he should have something to say, should probably have the words to tell you how he feels when he’s balls deep inside of you for the first time, should probably open his mouth to ask you if he’s doing okay, if it’s too much, if you’re uncomfortable, he’s never really had his dick inside anyone before but it probably could hurt—but he can’t. he doesn’t have any words, he’s literally never felt such intense pleasure before in his life and every time he opens his mouth to say something, anything, only moans spill out, every time he has a single breath of clarity to form a coherent thought he’s overwhelmed by the reality that you’re underneath him and he’s inside of you and you’re alive and it all amounts to a mush and a gasp and he doesn’t realize how hard he’s holding on to your wrists or how raw your skin is from his biting to stop himself from moaning or how bruised your lips are from kissing and biting and sucking and the only words yuuji has probably been able to say all night is how he needs more 

[jrueships]

im going into my new work tomorrow, first time ever😐

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[littlecutiexox]

Been a little stressy but hopefully things start looking up

[milkweedman]

Some of the stuff ive been spinning on the handmade supported spindles. That bigger green skein was done on my largest handmade supported spindle, and i think i could have fit quite a bit more on there, so im really pleased with that. Obviously nowhere near what i can fit on a bobbin on my wheel, but theres trade offs with everything.

[vampiremourning]

need at least 1 person to be mentally ill with in the dms about my own writing perhaps then ill be able to publish something

[gaytobymeres]

i think the point of a university-level education is a bit lost on some of my course mates...

[cerkowah]

good lord William's voice does so much to me. like it's not fair how down bad I am solely because of his voice

[arolesbianism]

Yet another beautiful day to have the Maxwel tag blocked (can't see half of the posts in the Wendy tags)

[kohakhearts]

well folks its been a good two months of denial but i am finally ready to admit that the reason everything sucks is because of major depression relapse. if i werent so depressed id make this everyone elses problem by projecting it on to blorbo but alas

[twinsoftriumph]

very deeply sorry to the experienced player who guided me through the fire trial while i was dressed as a moth post-eden for fun and was probably...... surprised to see me cycle through various elder hairs/ultimate rewards and the 1st anniversary party hat while lighting my friend candle afterwards

[monsterbisexual]

its so weird how id been seeing the same therapist for like yrs so ofc ive talked abt intrusive thoughts n my whole deal etc n then i talk to 2 different mental health professionals (different therapist while mine is taking time off + psychiatrist for trying meds again) n both of them are instantly like oh well yea buddy thats ur ocd!!

[qeyond]

I heard you say that You'd lost, you'd lost You'd lost your way But I don't think you had much to lose That house was never built for you And I ain't gonna hang my head for them For them And I ain't gonna let them Paint the truth with sin And I ain't gonna tell you it's okay But at the end of the day You were just something they'd blame

B always knew A's days were numbered, and while the Eyes were never kind enough to whisper secrets locked behind tear choked throats, he always knew. He always knew.