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ive been thinking about taco and balloon forming a little alliance post s1/ pre s2 where they'd (begrudgingly) work together planning on how to break into hotel OJ to steal stuff to take back to their makeshift camp like food, blankets, pillows, etc,,, anything that could be useful to them
#UGH TUMBLR DIDN'T SAVE MY DRAFT R U KIDDING ME WROTE A TON#ok let me go over this again as i remember#balloon ends up encountering tacos makeshift camp wandering in the woods#i like to think balloon makes close to zero noise when he walks around#kinda floats around if u will#taco figures she could use this to get balloon to sneak into hotel oj to get her stuff#well. she tells balloon its “for the benefit of both”#balloon and taco parallel eachother in so much#both of them put up a “mask” as a strategy to further into the game which lead to both of them losing all of their relationships after s1#although both of them eventually ended up feeling guilty for what they did it took taco much longer#i think their alliance worked decently well for a while but balloons guilt and need to apologize is what drove them apart#by the time of that one scene s2 ep7 where balloon goes up to apologize and has his conversation with oj they'd already drifted apart#i think I'll doodle some more stuff with them eventually im still waiting to my charger to come in the maaaailllll#all of this has probably already been pointed out but im having fun and they've been on my mind a lot lately#so#shrugs#im screaming into the void#ii taco#ii balloon#inanimate insanity#phonification
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Btw context behind the names / trio decision. The names kind of happened on their own, but I also was unsure between having Janet's last name be Roberts or something else. But then I started playing with the idea of her, Jay, and Carmen being classmates, and I came up with one specific dialogue idea that sounded funny to me. Idk what would prompt it or anything.
The three generally are kind of silly / bullies to each other sometimes (Jay to Janet and Carmen, Carmen 'fights back' on her and Janet's behalf. They don't all hate each other a lot, and they can work together well. They're semi friends. I hope the teasing stuff doesn't spin the wrong idea), and I also realized Jay's nickname makes him sound like his name is Jaywalker. Like the crime or whatever. And I was like oh what if Carmen said that to him. But then I was like oh. Car + men. You put them together and that's another crime and someone dies. But then what's Janet's crime name joke? And I thought to the earlier thought I had about Jay calling her Bob (because of her last name, but she isn't sure why and thinks it's cuz he doesn't know her hairstyle name or smth), and I was like. Maybe he could say that was her crime. Being named bob. Hahahaha.
Anyway, if you're curious, none of them really talked before this class (and still don't outside of it), but I thought it'd make sense for Carmen to know Janet loosely bc Hannah is at lots of school events for yrbook and Carmen helps out with those often. Maybe they follow each other on insta or something. Idk about Janet's connection with them though. Maybe Jay has had a class w one of them before or smth (maybe recognizes a little? but not really)
Named characters
[woo] -> Jayden ("Jay / Rue") Walker
[lily] -> Hannah Wilson
[jan] -> Janet Roberts
Also thought Janet / Jay / Carmen would be a fun trio to work with, so they're classmates now and sit together in their english class
#sitcom boys#had a silly comedic type of idea for them to be in#yes it's a romantic thing. kind of#they never talk about it out loud though#and carmen's rlly in the middle of it bc of miscommunication#also they don't actually like each other / nothing happens cuz of it#also involves hwa but only cuz of jay's internal dialogue stuff#this doesn't rlly make sense#but its ok I'll figure it out#it starts cuz of jay being kinda corny in 'secret' which is fun
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maybe if i just put these screenshots together youll understand why i think their relationship just Works so well as it pertains to the characters and themes of S4 in general
neither of them know what theyre doing, but theyre figuring it out Together. the old ways are dead. and together theyll build a new future thats worth fighting for
#twdg#violentine#clems “i dont know” paired with violets “lets figure it out together”. screaming crying throwing up#clem never knew what she was doing!! she was just trying her best!! and now shes tired as SHIT!!! she wants a break 😭!!!#vi helps take that weight off by supporting her as much as she does (which is A LOT!! and clem supports her in return. they grow together)#that bit in the woods where instead of getting grossed out by the guts vi crouches down to ajs level and keeps the situation calm#and she looks up to clem and gives her a little smile. and clem just relaxes and smiles back !! DO YOU UNDERSTAND !!!#clem being anxious about her reaction. violet putting her at ease. clem getting to Relax for 2 seconds. they help each other CHILL 😭#ALSO why their walk home talking about ericson and renaming it and imagining what they could add to it is just so good narratively#they turned that prison into their HOME!! a place worth fighting for!!!#tenn wanting to help rebuild. vi saying Everyone will :') its a home for ALL OF THEM 😭 its about the COMMUNITY !!!#this is also why i think the friends route still works but theres just even more Juice with the romance. even ignoring minnie#violets “you better not disappear on me”. friended clems “ok” to romanced clems “i promise”#in a season about building a home and a family that second one just hits harder you know? and like above with the learning to dance#i just feel like their romantic relationship specifically fits into the overall themes of the game the strongest and elevates it#me talking at the wall (tumblr drafts)#all of my friends who have played twdg are too normie so i gotta make posts like this instead. or i'll die#wont somebody analyze narrative with me#it speaks
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wait, why can’t a decent amount of the members in proto-thunderclan not hunt?
A lot of them have serious physical disabilities! It's enough that it poses a logistical problem, which they are committed to overcoming together.
Thunder Storm's three legs makes him slower than his companions. He's ferociously powerful, but like a male lion, he has to rely on his "lionesses" to slow a large animal.
Bright Storm has asthma from her heroics trying to save SkyClan cats from a fire. She's taking that from Gray Wing, who is famously the first major death now. Like her son, she has a difficult time with chasing prey.
Bumble is dyspraxic. She's a terrible hunter and fighter and struggles with self-worth because OTHERS used it to dehumanize her, and continues to, even after an entire society forms out of love of her.
Sunlit Frost has permanent nerve damage in his arm from the fire, and ends up working so hard that it makes his disability worse. A bite on the good paw from Snake becomes infected after he refuses to sit out from digging graves after the First Battle; I am planning a chunky B-plot about Sunlit coming to terms with the fact he has to retire early.
That's FOUR major members of a small group with physical disabilities that make hunting hard or impossible. They have a lot of logistical problems that I will actually be exploring solutions to.
#One of the solutions will probably be a hog hunt which I'm excited for#As there's a bunch of things each person can do to help with that#It's really such a shame that canon is so hyperfixated on disabled cats feeling like they 'need to be useful' in a very well established--#Society where they CAN just be comfortably cared for#It frustrates me that the series keeps portraying that as a Good Thing and not either a tragedy of self-worth OR an exploration of--#SOCIAL ableism.#So for BB!DOTC I'm going to try and take aim at both#Ok then; let's TALK about a small underdog group who needs its members to contribute#And let's talk about how even THIS little group INNATELY values its members. How that is good and natural#And how there's NO excuse for the bigger group to be so cruel. It's not neccesity. It never was. It was spite.#Thunder Storm says 'The point of having a group at all is to care for each other. NOT to have it serve you.'#Man really comes out here like FROM EACH ACCORDING TO HIS ABILITY. TO EACH ACCORDING TO HIS NEED#And I am trying to think of how to stress how MUCH food SkyClan has. Like how I'll show that...#I'll definitely need to make sure to set up a lot during the time Thunder Storm is Clear Sky's acolyte.#Btw does that sound like a good word? Trying to figure out what Tribe cats call their apprentices#Because fuuuuck no I'm not calling them To-bes
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I knew about the post concert depression but no one told me about the post concert constant feeling of AAAAAAAAAHHH that lasts days and makes everything much more bearable and beautiful and some sort of ethereal type of hope is restored into the world, or maybe it's just the "seeing your favourite band after first thinking that it would never happen and later spending many months waiting for it all the while fearing that it wouldn't happen after all because of circumstances outside my control or feeling like it was too beautiful and wonderful to be true so ofc it wouldn't come true" part of it all
#guys i love they might be giants. did you know about this#me days before the show: crying because i will see they might be giants#me days after the show: crying because i saw they might be giants#truth is that i didn't actually full on cry until yesterday evening though so once i was back home so it was all officially over#and it was time to just slow down and realize that oh well wow. so all that just happened. like for realsies#i also finally looked through my videos and my recording of the whole show (yes as an archivist freak who records audio from most concerts#i obviously had to record this one also. now i can listen to it again and again and be remided that i didn't dream it all up after all)#but yeah all this and now i'm supposed to move on and go back to my stupid daily life#like i didn't just have one of those real actual life experiences and moments of pure fun that other people generally get from time to time#and that i haven't had since idk even when a year and a half ago#thats the last time i consider truly amazing on a level somewhat comparable to this. but back to the show and the whole thing.#like this wouldn't have been quite as perfect if i didn't share that time with fellow fans / friends that i ended up attending the show wit#you don't realize how badly you've been wanting to be included in things and for people to be genuinely fond of you and like your company#until you get included and shown that fondness. like wow i'm allowed to have fun too after all. can it happen again someday please. anyway#i'm just glad that in midst of my big bad awful times i could have this truly amazing 10/10 time#and i guess it doesn't have to be the last such time right. even if it's easy to give into the feeling that it is#but ok anyway i'll get to that proper show recap later when i can think clearly again#and maybe more on that more personal side of it all too because well i have many more thoughts obviously#but whether i get to that in 3 days or 3 months is a mystery for now. just kind of a lot to think about once again#and my stupid baka life continues on also whether i like it or not so that has to be taken into consideration as well#time to think again about school that i'm so totally fully failing now with my two weeks long absence yayyy. its fine i'll figure it all out#goosepost
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damn in the absolute worst case scenario (unlikely) I'm also on cohost now (@/b4kuch1n if the link don't work). otherwise I'm baku_of_healthy on ig and still @/B4KUCH1N on twitter. but they will, in fact, have to surgically remove me from the walls of this site if they want me to pack it in before it literally vanishes from thin air
anyways

#bakuspeech#pattern for this thing by boigameista !#I'm trying to sew a zipper onto its ass so it can be peeled. bc this is a gift for a baby#and I want it to be easy to wash#mm. I really do need to get my ass in gear and make a portfolio page huh#I'll look into neocities rn. figure something out at least temporarily#you know what I am chuffed tho. that I got a pink fabric for the innard of this thing. its so gross looking#which appeases something in me. naked mole rat in a frog costume#but for now. I sleep#have a good night lads. u can hang out with this thing its ok
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I hope picking the Male Rover from Wuthering Waves is the reason I sort out my gender situation bcs that would be a pretty funny way for that to happen
#currently im forever in a loop of 'genderfluid or gnc cis girl' and the former often branches into 'ok but what ARE the genders in ur fluid'#and what most often messes me up are my pronouns. im not attached to she/her but the idea of changing it or even saying idc --#-- doesn't cause strong feelings for me either way. so i just keep using she/her#anyway a long time ago when wuwa was still barely in beta i saw male rover & thought 'wow rare male mc i prefer to the fem one'#'surely he/him won't be jarring for a game. i'll just name him angkasa like my mom would've named me as a boy so i can have some distance'#fast forward to now where i use angkasa as a second name and have this gender predicament happening. and wuwa's releasing soon.#why did i write all this <- guy who's procrastinating from doing lineart#(see. see how sometimes i say guy & sometimes girl. & sometimes i can't figure it out so is that its own gender or lack of gender or??)#i WAS gonna let this rot in drafts but yknow what. maybe my confusion is amusing to someone. woe! scattered thoughts be upon ye
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today i bring you another installment of real housewives of st. petersburg. tomorrow? who knows
#war and peace#andretole#(part of my stupid andretole au... to answer the question no one asked i.e. how would anatole know ahead of time andrei was into men)#andrei bolkonsky#ippolit kuragin#anatole kuragin#lise bolkonskaya#ft a mustacheless ippolit because im trying to figure out how faces work lately#and switching to a new brush! my god next thing you know i'll be changing the shade of blue i use for my lazy bgs#anyway consider my big brain idea: ippolit using his intel for evil (wingmanning for anatole). have you considered it? do that.#ill be off to the side contuing to think about anatole making bedroom eyes at andrei yeah its kind of a full time job#@laevateinn thank you for the image descriptions! at first i copy pasted yours then i got the confidence to freestyle a bit. hope thats ok
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WAIT SHIT this needs to go in the valvert playlist URGENTLY

hdgdgsgsgsjsjss
#oh god oh fuck its giving me feelings#ok idk where to fit this in but i'll. i'll figure it out#it's the ship song by nick cave btw#valvert#character playlist#les mis#javert#jean valjean#sylvie's own nonsense
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once again not dead, just working on wipss, the magical girl ford au has entranced me
#chirping#brrd art#wrrk in progress#gravity falls#i wont do all the subtags right now . i'll do the whole 9 yards when i post the full piece#really loving this recent trend of mine with limited color palettes#its giving me a lot time to study contrast and figure out what colors work best where#brrd lore i took a 4ish year break from drawing anything that wasnt a little doodle#and when i came back i started posting it#really pleasantly surprised by how nice everyones been#but thats a post for another time lol#i will hopefully be done with thissss tomorrow? or the day after?#and i might draw a magical girl stan to match who knows#maybe i'll be the one (i think) to make a magical girl dipper#because i know theres a mabel and stan design too#and a fiddlefor#ok this is a lot thanks for checking my tags byeee
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#arknights#i should probs make my own play tag for this instead of the main one but i'll figure that out if i make more posts like this. anyway#im finally reading the reunion arc of the main story thanks to the downtime between IC and typhon#(i cleared out all the stages first and now im going back to read cus my memory is so bad i'd forget what happened with how long it took)#poor hoshiguma i dont think she gets paid enough to stop these two from killing each other in cold blood#i find it funny tho that i decided to read lone trail before having read anything past episode 3 cus that one bit where rosmontis is like#'when's amiya coming back i miss her'#i was like (clueless) 'its ok rosmontis i think she just went out to get milk. she'll be back soon'#something tells me i'm due to find out she did not go out to get milk from the corner shop#voice of a guy trying to erase the memory of spending Six Hours trying to beat the last stage of episode 8 yesterday morning#i got distracted. anyway the women are fighting
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Reloaded this scene to take better screenshots.
#talia brosca#i realize i have written 0 posts about what compels me about these two#but i am quite fond of them as a couple#maybe someday I'll get around to writing about them#once i figure out how to put what i like about their dynamic into words#something something grief and trust and talia actually believing that its ok for relationships to be temporary instead of just pretending t
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Got a character hub made 4 oc pages in it not sure if ill continue hmmm
#nillas#I mean besides the tutorial and having *all* of your creations in a... side panel instead of its own page its. Ok i guess.#theres a small artist community in it & its nice how theres always(?) events there#also i *have* made my character articles trust but i unlisted them cuz i got paranoid 🤩#i had art on their galleries and i didnt watermark them lol cuz theyre all art ive posted on my privated art blog#the website lets you watermark all your pics in one go but the watermark rlly covers the center#and it divides the pics into 3x3 portions using lines#would be great if you can just submit your own watermark instead lol. Unless you can & i just havent figured that out.#I'll make more of my ocs there I guess idk
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A Series Of Unfortunate Events, by Roscoe Deertrees
-sign lease for new apartment with gf! but we need a place to sit
-buy a couch at a furniture store and qualify for store partnered credit card to finance monthly payments
-lose my wallet in the furniture store, ask about it only minutes later after I notice it's gone, no one has seen it but they say they'll call if they do
-walk of shame home several states over, order new bank cards
-forgot to give gf her set of keys for new apartment and she is moving in before me
-taxes approaching, cannot pay the stupid tax website for my state filing fee with no credit card
-move-in date for gf approaching, cannot pay to send the keys in express shipping envelope at the post office with no credit card or means to withdraw cash
-no call from furniture store about my wallet, potentially stolen
-new bank cards have still not arrived
-furniture store credit card arrives! perhaps not all hope is lost! With a credit card I can pay my state filing fee and express shipping for the keys and-
-card can only be used in the furniture store, the furniture store where I lost my wallet, which caused all of my problems in the first place
#👍#well!#its ok Im figuring things out#worst comes to worst I'll just file for an extension and my gf will order new spare keys#but ideally I can just pay for both problems to be fixed#to be clear Im not blaming the furniture store for the loss of my wallet that was the fault of my pants pockets being too small. and my adh#roscoe rambles
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My stupid story is 20k now how I do make it stop 😵
#Every time I read through to edit I end up adding another scene this is so fuckin embarrassing#It's not even in chapters it's just one massive thing#The beginning is bad though I have to figure out how to rewrite that but lmao a fixed version with dialogue will be another 2k aha ha ha#There's one long scene I could remove and make that it's own one shot but also god how about I Don't#I'll probably end up deleting it because it's just. Too much. Compared to everything else. But also. What if I didn't? 🤷♀️#I think what's hilarious is that I had Plans. About Themes. And Character Studies. And Comparisons#And idk if it's even really in there and visible and not just 20k of 'what if I just wrote the most indulgent shit for me specifically'#And then ended it with an emotional slap to the face because I love building things up and then tearing it apart#(and it does that really well; I'm giggling into my hands - I'm dancing on my own grave)#I've cried so many times during this stupid fic#*deletes other comment*#Anyway my OTHER fic that I also indulgently love and is way too long and made me cry way too hard every fuckin scene#Does not make me cry anymore and idk if I broke it somehow in the editing or if I'm just immune to its devastation now#Honestly concerned that when I post these I'll be like 'meh; it's just ok' and then anyone who reads it is like ☠️☠️☠️☠️#Hehehehe#Ok I'm done
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oh man first test is tomorrow and i'm writing a fucking megop fic this movie will be the death of me
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