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Ch 5.2 coming very soon! (on patreon)
I'll be posting the new chapter update within 24-48 hours from now.
Here's a new discord links cuties 💖
#I know it was down a while#there was a reason#but its available again! Have fun!#plz join#we have cookies#and fan art#and sometimes spoiler mondays
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I have a gift for y'all today !!! 😊 Ever wanted to find a line in Re:Kinder in a single place for the sake of reference?? How about multiple chunks of lines. how about all the little variations that arise in the text with it's many endings, item descriptions, text that comes from interacting with the enviroment, and character info from the menu without having to boot up the game and go through it at long minutes!!???
well i sure did😊 Since I do a lot of fanart and think up my own silly theories and thoughts that need me to reference the game lines a lot, i have made a transcript for it for convenience's sake. A weirdly thorough transcript handwritten and proofread by me including all character lines available in-game. And I'm sharing it with you all today for anyone that wants it !!! :3 To use as a reference for creative fanworks or a quick search for a line in-game, whatever you wish to use it for!!
It uses the english translation of the game by vgperson. So naturally all credit for the game lines available in here is to her and Parun who made the game.
I did my best to organize it in a way easy to digest. Do note that I'm still human, and there's still the chance for mistake in it no matter how much I've proofread it, since I'm not even an english native speaker ^^. But I hope it serves you well nonetheless if you wish to use it.
That's my gift for today!!! Not the usual art, but still a project I'm proud of. Enjoy!!! 😊
#re:kinder#rekinder#not art#now goofy commentary for those who read my tags#i may have spent at the very minimum around 35 hours on it 😁 because thats what my pomodoro timer got to count in sum#but then again i spent more time without timing it as well so. we'll never know how many hours in total I've put into this#no regrets it was fun because shocking fact of all i enjoy this game🫣 (/s)#you could say but michael there are long playthroughs available on YouTube#couldnt you reference that instead of making a transcript#to that i say... they don't play the game like i do im picky as hell they dont show me every nook and cranny possible#and also i dont like scrubbing through those i thought just pressing ctrlF on a script would be easier. AND IT IS JAJSJSJSJSJS#but thats personal preference all in all#and im used to using transcripts for fanworks coming from earthbound. like there's one for the main game dialogue online and i love it a lot#for this game to not have any felt like some sort of crime considering how cool the story and the lines it has are#its also plenty useful for a game you're writing the spanish wiki for#yes i am doing that apparently my hobby became community work since i got into this game#gotta put that free time before turning 18 and getting a job onto something why not make resources just because i can#anyway fun fact while proofreading i noticed that everytime yuuichi was on scene there was a typo because i got too excited or emotional#either i was laughing because of how evil he is or i was getting unreasonably angry at the treatment he recieved in the past#in section 9 which is true end confrontation i was doing mistakes left and right until the fabled princess line scene#there i was bawling like a baby but THE ERRORS STOPPED ABRUPTLY LIKE I WAS FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE ALL UNTIL THE SCENE ENDED#THEN THERE WERE A BUTLOAD OF MISTAKES ITS INCREDIBLY FUNNY😭 i was fighting for my life holding in all those typos because i couldnt see#so this transcript was made with a lot of emotion laugh and tears and now you know#now i can get bagk to drawing this is the thing i mentioned i was doing fot a while#content feeding schedule crazy rn
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talk to me about profound, formative events in adulthood impacting people's settled daemons. are their shapes set in stone? would a strong enough experience manage to cause a crack in their settled shape? is there such a thing as daemon dysphoria? do our daemons define us, or do we define them?
#his dark materials#daemons#like ok i know daemon settlement is related to dust and adulthood or whatever#but they reflect peoples souls and the kind of people they are#AND THAT CAN CHANGE#our souls can be broken or elevated at any time of our lives#we can experience things so profound and of such incredible importance that i truly believe a person can be changed at their core#at any moment of their life#i was thinking about recently when i took an mbti test for fun for the first time since i was 20#so arguably an adult and would have had a long set daemon by hdm standards#mbti as most other personality tests widely available on the internet are bullshit but still#a few years back it consistently would give me infp and i definitelt related to that#now its enjf and yea. i grew and changed a lot over these years and the defining qualities do seem to fit#so that made think about my own daemon again and while before an african civet seemed the perfect fit now i found im a gray wolf#[using the daemonpage forum for reference btw; their analyses are superb]#anyways yea#this just led me to think about how constricting the concept of settled daemons is#people change over their whole life#sometimes the most defining changes dont happen during adolescence. sometimes we 'grow up' more than once#what happens then#granted i have not read everything pullman ever wrote so i might be wrong#but i dont think this has been ever properly explored#i want to talk about this so bad
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like i wouldnt mind like. Not having new linear games post 5 its judt that sims 4 wasnt even supposed to Be The Sims 4 it was a last minute pivot and the base code is so outdated and was broken On launch so like. i just wish we could have the final actual sims game be like. one that was always intented to be a major sims release AND be intended to be so long term . yk
#i dont even want like. Ooh major graphical updates whatever if sims 5 was announced and they looked photorealizstic id hurl i wouldnt play#it#my ideal would ig be sims 4 with a touch more realism style wise. if this makes sense#like its a bittt too cartoony for me but i like the like. Clay hair or whatever SJFNFJ. and i think having it be simple in basegame means#you can customize it easier + itd run better on more pcs#so im fine eith that. i would nottt want it more cartoony#i also like. I understand the sims is like. an all ages game i do sometimes wish that the animations in 4 were a bit toned down#like i dont mind silly goofy wacky stuff i think its fun and like. The sims has always been a bit sillay yk. but the overexaggerated#animations r sometimes like -_-.... to me. but thats personal preference#IDK. the tags that show up when i type idk r so funny. do i ever know anything. sources say no#BUT ya i just rly wish like. if this is what they wanna do i wish theyd give us One more full game give it lots of time and love and rly rly#focus on having it excel at like. being this partnof the sims#since they wanna have like. Other sims games that have online features and multiplayer and everything. they could use that to make sure that#ts5 was Rly solid as a foundation and as like. ykwim..... they could plan updates for the future And dlc or whatever and i just think itd be#a better move than trying to make sims 4 happen#bc i judt dont think With all the updates in the world. sims 4 wont ever be like. what it couldve been. yk. i just dont think you can make#it work without Fullllyyyy just starting over.#and at this point with like..so many modders and stuff and everything and how much dlc there is thatd be impossible Esp if they keep#releasing new stuff which. They will ^_^#idk. im excited for some other lifesim games im keeping my eye out#but i rly do love the sims and i just wish that it could be as good as it could be. It has such a huge budget and team and like. if ea would#stop just trying to make as much money as possible off it i feel like they could make Such an amazing game. not to put down indie gamedevs#at all the games jve been looking at look Incredible like.. yk. but the fact those games are so good eith FAR smaller teams and budgets is#like. imagine what we could have if the sims had that amt of care and time put into it.#but whatever whatever whatever. sorry im just rambling#again ik what i would want from my platonic ideal of a sims game isnt what everyone would eant#but idk. i feel like another good step might be like. making the other sims games more available and updating them so they run better on#modern pcs. but i dont think thatll ever happen DNDNFJFNFN.
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yeah no finally going insane over being unable to refind this video. send help??
looking for a video that explains how undertale groups font+audio combos for specific characters. at this point Im half thinking I might have hallucinated new undertale info because I legit cannot find it but also I know it was a video I watched because I know literally nothing about coding and would never have thought that audio and font need to be specifically told to be together (probably wouldve just. idk. overlayed the audio as a separate thing. I have no idea how but also I would have no clue how to group them together either so. idk).
like it explained that each "character" has like, a specific audio, and some of them have specific fonts (like the skeletons) and colors and I think the speed at which the text was moving was part of that too? and that a lot of those are saved so you can have an automatic toriel audio+text (font+speed+whatever idk what goes into making a game) for scenes and stuff idk. like a retrieve function I think? but for fonts? and that because of said ability to retrieve they just numbered the fonts and its like the narration is 0 and flowey is 1 etc etc and just. I swear I remember the wingdings font from room 264 with the like. typing noises that are overlayed on mus_smile. being saved together as like font number 666 or something. I swear I have very vivid memories of seeing this in a video somewhere. really need help finding that please help
#like this isn't even. helpful for my theories and connections its just something I remember seeing and need to save for notes again#utdr occupies like. 85% of my available brain space. I think of those games constantly#I just. need that video. or maybe screenshots of someone finding it or something#I KNOW its a thing I know nothing of coding I cannot have dreamt this up#undertale#undertale community#undertale fandom#this straight up is irrelevant its just gonna be another nail in the coffin for my theories#meanwhile the bits Im more recently focused on include stuff like “spamton neo sprite has 6 strings” and thinking about muffet#I just. I want more of that 6s analysis. we already have a lot but I want more ok#and this is gonna be such a fun way to find more 6s in funky locations in undertale pleaseplease if anyone finds anything#just respond to this post in some way I need help with finding this again
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i finished unicorn overlord i have immense haead trauma now
#its really good. i love my wife. i love my peepaw josef. i love srpg gaming. rolling around in my fun fantasy mudpit as usual again!!!!awawa#i finally got to use amalia's unit on the last map and her wildkick stun fucking. locked [REDACTED]'s scary round-start skill.#teams are so fucking fun i didnt think they'd work as well as they did shredding that fight's checks. oh my god that was fun#UNICORN OVERLORD BABY!!!!!!!!!!!! THE UNICORN OVERLORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FANTASY KNIGHT GAMING FOREVER#unicorn overlord#what a finale to me..............owoowoaoaoaagggh. oowaaaaaaaaaaa. I have a headache how long that took#but what a good time. i wana see the postgame extras but im satisfied ive seen the end of the story now whee. yippee. hehooo.#armour clanking#play unicorn overlord available now on switch ps4/5 and xbox with a five hour unlimited demo thansks
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Had fun adding the stickers. Now to add some layers of mod podge.
Next step is painting the interior? Im thinking hot pink/Neon orange 🩷🧡
#my wips#this is Retro's car & stand since i don't have any available rh stands anymore#its been super fun painting again and im excited to try the lps#sad they never made the shadow high jeep now would've been fun to customize
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favorite first watches of july 2024
tagged by @mariocki thank you!!!!!
them! (1954)
the adventures of buckaroo banzai across the 8th dimension (1984)
the long and the short and the tall (1961)
columbo "last salute to the commodore" (1976)
galaxina (1980)
the spy with a cold nose (1966)
also tagging @bawnjourno @starringvincentprice @baycitystygian and uhhh any other mutuals who are movieheads. say you were tagged by me!!
#disclaimer that i make everytime i tag people you dont have to do this and if youd rather tie me to some train tracks thats okay#anyway. on to movie discussion#im counting the columbo episode because i want to. bc they're like mini movies. especially that one bc its the length of a movie#but im not counting regular tv episodes bc i see new episodes of cheers every week and i watched the first two episodes of night court too#anyway. im also not including darling on this list even thought it was new but i did not like it . very not my favorite#them! i also didnt see exactly from the beginning i dont think but i saw like 98% of it. very fun#was very late to buckaroo banzai but it really is that good. its everything#the long and the short and the tall is Not Great but its pretty okay. as many british actors as you could want and more#the columbo episode is just so funny. i like the theory posited by columboscreens that hes off the shits on dramamine or something#galaxina was well also not great but it had moments of genuine inspired comedy that i loved. bonkers movie#the spy with a cold nose despite the gunchy version available on youtube was unexpectedly delightful. very silly 60s spy movie spoof#i normally watch more new movies in a month i try for one every weekend but i didnt end up doing that this month rip#thank youuuuu again for the tag <3
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I'm sorry, Mari, I know you don't want to talk about it anymore, but why is it so problematic to repost other photos? I feel like one of the biggest reasons people do it is because they don't know why. I understand that you can't publish images of chapters that have to be paid for like webtoon or merch (although I don't know why either) but wmmap has already ended years ago so I don't understand what the problem would be.
Yeah, it's as you've said, firstly, because most of it is paid content. That's why you'll see that manhwa accounts on Twitter almost always post proof of them having purchased the chapters. Secondly, because this fandom has a huge reposting problem in general (art, fics, translations, edits, etc). For "regular" pictures I have less of an issue, but if it's "exclusive" content, I feel like I'm already edging the line of what is respectful to publish/leak. Yes, there are hundreds of illegal uploads of the manhwa, but that's not something I wanna promote. I wanna encourage people to support the author. Spoon has also spoken about this a bunch of times. But I guess some people might disagree with my stance.
Let me put it like this. When I stay up until 5am to watch a Chinese stream and get news about the donghua, and people immediately repost the pictures without keeping my @, it's tiring. When I spend my own money to attent Spoon's art class (at 3am), take notes, work with Japanese and Chinese fans/friends to provide English fans a translation and summary, and people immediately repost it without asking, it makes me wonder why I even bother. The last thing I want is to sound all "oh, woe is me" though, that's why I haven't spoken about this many times (I believe this is the second time in 4 years I bring it up).
For pictures that have translated content (such as what Lithi does), I think it's way worse, because you are basically "stealing" their labor without any credit. Fan translators already operate in a grey area, legally speaking. There has been a lot of drama in the fandom around this subject, and in general, translators hate to see their work reposted. Most of them have deleted their translations because of this (Ever wonder why you can't find fan TLs of the novel very easily anymore? Lithi has also deleted a bunch of her novel posts and I don't blame her). Sure, reposting a single picture/page might not be big deal, but this has happened a million times.
And then there are instances when people straight up copy posts word for word, pic for pic, which is just kinda annoying/comes across as clout-chasing. Not reposting other people's posts is kind of online etiquette.
#did you know i was who broke the news about the donghua 2 years ago to the western side of the fandom? (humble brag) /j#idk but its my own policy to never repost anyone else's content no matter what it is#i always try to go to the source of the picture if its publicly available or pay for it if its not#and if its something like a photo op took i always ask them for permission beforehand and include their name in the post#also re: the paid content point. There's a single Athy picture I've never posted anywhere and I know nobody else has either#cuz it was given to the people who attended Spoon's class under the promise to not publish it#would we Actually get in trouble if we did? probably not. but its the respectful thing to do. the JP fandom has this etiquette too#also i'll say it it bothers me much more when people do it to lithi than me. i wouldn't be here if lithi hadn't taugh me how to use Ridi#anyways not talking about this ever again! i want my blog to be fun. if people have questions my dms are always open
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hmm
#having Thoughts that maybe i shouldnt be having#so i have a friend who's handsome hot nice kind sweet funny etc he's like the whole package#yesterday one of our friends told him i didnt have his contact saved on my phone and we (jokingly) made a whole thing out of it#so he took the convo from our gc to our private messages to let me know he had mine saved WITH A SUNFLOWER EMOJI NEXT TO MY NAME#bc ATTENTION according to him i am little flower and im radiant like the sun so = sunflower#like 🥹🥹🥹🥹❓❓❓❓#n then he told me i didnt have to change my pfp bc i alr looked pretty in it then he called me his love and today#we're all going to a party our friends' cheerleading squad is hosting right and he won't go bc he'll be busy that day#i was moping in the gc bc i wanted the promotional prices (im the only one who doesnt go to their uni n non student prices r higher) and#they weren't available anymore so he messaged me to tell me he'd help me go?? i said how he said he'd pay me the difference i was like 💀#so i said okay it's only like 10 bucks and he sent me 20 like hello? i know this doesnt sound like much but we're all broke college students#so like? why did he do it#he said if he wasn't able to go he'd like to at least help me go then sent me extra w a cute little message telling me to enjoy the party#and have fun and calling me a sweet pet name now im like . Confused#bottom line is idk if he's flirting and i probably won't bc a) he's already said he doesnt know to make a move on pretty girls and b) here's#the catch: we have a mutual friend who confessed to me like 3? months ago. i turned her down for a number of reasons n i also knew they had#hooked up before so when i said no ig they started hooking up/going out again? and i wasnt fully aware of that until like. last month#and prior to that i hit on him at a party at our friend's house and all he did was stand there kinda speechless 💀#so i took it as a no n moved on but now idk if its bc like. he was alr w her or he just got shy or if he actually just didnt want it at all#and im just imagining things. and circling back to it: i guess i wont find out bc 1) he won't do anything 2) idk whats the current status of#their relationship (ig over bc they weren't all over e/o at our last function) and 3) even if theyre not together anymore i absolutely would#not try anything behind our friend's back or w/o her knowledge or consent bc they did have something doesnt rly matter what it was and#shes still my friend above all so i gotta be mindful of her feelings for me AND for him and abt us or whatever#so yea thats something thats been on my mind since yesterday#im not like. suffering over it btw its just something on my mind that i wanted to share#i probably wont even do anything about it and then forget abt it next week lol#mari.txt#but also feel free to like comment on this or something i love it when yall r nosey lmfao
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Wanting 2 make a scope creep nightmare of a visual novel vs my inability to focus on jack shit ever in my life.
#it’d also be like. if not directly a danny phantom fan game rewrite then something blatantly derivative which would b fun#but I couldn’t sell it or anything and the amount of work it would take is#like when I say scope creep nightmare I mean this thing would take place over 4 years and be a full series rewrite w/ dynamic paths#like the series itself would be 200000+ words (52 episodes * 22 minutes * 200 words per on-screen minute_#and that’s with 0 branching paths or narration bc it’s a kids cartoon and not a visual novel#plus I’d need to add more content towards the backend bc season 3 mostly sucks and the ideas that don’t suck need to be earlier on#and that’s before we get into the fucking art scope creep#bc I played slay the princess and scarlet hollow so now I’d ‘’need’’ to make thousands of assets like those games#’’need’’ as in ‘’I have so many ideas for scene-specific sprite background interactions if I don’t do these I’ll die’’#yes I am genuinely planning shit out no this game will never actually exist#because again. scope creep nightmare. guy who can’t focus. guy who’s never written anything substantial before.#ALSO I STARTED PLANNING IT IN THIS INFINITE CANVAS APP#NOT KNOWING THE LASSO SELECT TOOL COSTS 39.99 TO UNLOCK#theres more in that price but for the most part I just need the lasso and that’s not available on its own#and the only other way is through a subscription which is dumb. fuck that#lalala
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Hey, I know you're a Projmoon fan, I guess I'm curious because I'm at an impasse on what to do rn, did you play through the entirety of Lobotomy Corporation, did you just skip it entirely for Ruina, or did you read a summary/watch a cutscene compilation or let's play/something else? And what would you recommend as an approach? I've tried playing through Lobcorp but it's just extremely tedious and I'm considering skipping it to get to something I think I'll like more (Ruina)
oh!! ok my answer is a little bit complicated tbh; bc i havent. played any of the series at all. WAHAHA
what i personally did was um. attempt to watch an incomplete lobcorp lp ==> couple months radio silence ==> watched one (1) day of gameplay from a friend (for one boss fight specifically) ==> got recc'd summaries i slowly watched thru ==> couple months radio silence. ==> watched someone else's (actually complete) lp ==> (rabbit hole'd) summaries again.
um. dont do that. JSNBGKHDBK
im not gonna act like i Know how t tackle a series like this (since it took me like 4 circles around to Actually Commit to it (and also im kind of. new. here)) BUT from my personal opinion of the series and how it carries itself, i CAN recc at least Some order of something.
TRY to play Lobcorp! which i can kinda see is already done on your end. its something i Super want to try but absolutely know i wont finish SKJFNKDJF;; the main draw of PLAYING lobcorp is the struggle. it Sucks! its Long and Tedious and the game HATES you... and that's the point! it's plot relevant. it's an experience i didnt get to feel, but can so painfully just Understand by merit of watching someone else do it, only skipping about occasionally. tl;dr: the game loop is Telling A Story, Dragging You In-- THAT is the draw in insisting folks play it. it genuinely makes the... everything... hit that much harder. Once youve given it your best, dont feel ashamed to look for someone who's Done It! (i hear a lot of folks havent completed lobcorp themselves, so ✌) DONT UM . SKIP IT COMPLETELY THOUGH ruina is literally a Direct Sequel to it. i think it does a good enough job at introducing the setting on its own, but i am GRABBING YOU this shit will hit fucking DIFFERENT if you Understand. also its a lovely game worth looking at and appreciating bc GOD what a fucking experience those last few days are. i do not cry that easily to stuff like this but OUGH. AUGH. H
Wonderlab??? its a webcomic thats heavily reccommended you read through, but due to um. circumstances . it doesnt seem t be feasible atm. however, there IS a synopsis up thats pretty darn good! wonderlab, iirc, isn't directly plot relevant, but DOES introduce certain important concepts for ruina. however, it's not Mandatory, as ruina Also explains these things. as far as i know, its just a fun lil kickass story in the universe taking place between series you can look at if you want :)
Play Ruina! or watch, i guess. again, i watched an lp and it kicked the shit out of me emotionally (affectionate) so honestly do what you will here, i suppose.
honestly though, these are both super fucking long-ass and ridiculously heavy games so you're probably gonna be here a while. it took me like two weeks of committed watch time t look into Properly, and that was even when i started skipping straight to cutscenes at the latter half. embrace that! i cant stop you, but id heavily reccommend at the very least watching through the gameplay loop for a good chunk of the time-- giving the story that space really hammers home the... Everything. heavily heavily recc letting it Have that space.
for ruina specifically though, definitely at least watch through the beginning and ending legs of every fight-- and at least a solid chunk of every boss fight. if you're intent on skipping round gameplay loops like i did, imean. watch the boss fights watch the boss fights these fuckers do NOT play around. i cannot applaud these games' soundtracks enough and i wont say anything but trust me trust me trust me.
ANYWAY. here's the stuff that was recc'd to me, personally! if you wanna give watching through the series a go! :]
Lobcorp LP: [x] (Commentated+Completed! I couldn't find any no-commentary ones that were finished, but honestly for its gameplay loop it Helps. Blind on his end, but he does genuinely really like the series so i give it a thumbs up ✌) Ruina LP: [x] (Same guy :] also completed!) Lobcorp SUMMARY: [x] (Brief, but a good opener+summary!) Wonderlab SUMMARY: [x] (It Sure Is Wonderlab!!) Ruina SUMMARY: [x] [x] (Actually incomplete, but goes pretty well in depth and is easy to watch+absorb.) Alt SUMMARY: [x] (Consists of both parts of the duology! I haven't actually watched it in a while so i don't exactly remember much t say about it, but it sure is on my list!)
#TAG ESSAY BUT ITS IMPORTANT ACTUALLY HI <33#pikasks#long post#speaking only what i know and feel from th short amount i can speak for!!!!!!#VERY VERY good game series though when it hits it fucking HITS.#its just 'im in hell im in hell im in hell im in hell-- OH FUCK.'#transitioning to a slightly more jaded 'ah. hell. --OH FUCK.'#ANYWAY. for lobcorp; abnormality lore isnt PLOT IMPORTANT but it IS very very fun storytelling so if you like fun spooky stuff. nods.#again-- do what you will and what you think is most fun-- this is just what i think would have th most impact!#for me tho watching the summaries THEN the gameplay helped a lot bc i do Not retain info well at ALL#. i also get really stressed when characters are in danger and i dont know what will happen to them so that helped there too KSJNFKJD#again. heavy heavy series but if its your speed its SO worth it.#ALLSO THERES CONTENT WARNINGS HI YEAH theres an image available but tbh most of it isnt that bad.#EXCEPT ONE INSTANCE. if you dont wanna know when dont read ahead BUT#REALLY HEAVY BODY HORROR AND GORE WARNING for one specific part of ruina-- nothing good happens on trains. <3#it builds up to it very well so you can see it coming p easy-- no jumpscares-- but YEA THAT BODY SURE CAN HORROR.#THATS ALL. OK. HAVE FUN <33
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if you dont mind, who's the character kyr you posted about? what book are you reading? i need recs--please!
About 50% of the way through some desperate glory. Kyr is the main character! This book has been getting a lot of advertisement for being in the same microgenre as tlt--basically having to do with queer characters & some type of empire. I'm waiting until the end to decide exactly what I think of it, but what I can say is I'm having a good time
#tamsyn muir called it 'unsentimental' but personally i don't find it that way i think the narrative is sympathetic to the characters#see y'all don't believe me when i tell you she's a sap#anyway. i read the author's two novellas while waiting for this book to become available at the library#and i'd say there's a change in style between those and this book. her language becomes much more spare but characterization gets better#well. characterization of the women gets more interesting i should say#she does the thing where her protags feel completely believable but some of the side characters lack depth#again not as much of a problem in this book because everyone just gets more page time#i have some thoughts re: its portrayal of empire/resistance to it and re: cleo but. again i am only halfway through#it's a book i have had fun thinking about#replies#sff book club
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btw mar who is kokoro hanabusa
!!! kokoro is an idol from i-chu! voiced by ayumu murase :3
i mostly read her as transfem though ive only watched the anime so ig i don't know that much slfjskfhsjfjs
#ichu doesn't have any mobile games active rn but there is a switch port available in japanese and there's the anime too#i basically watched the anime for her alone ngl#but it's fun normal-ish idol shenanigans mostly#it has some great music and fun characters and is overall a fun watch 👍#watched it while it was airing two years ago..............#kokoro was in fact the first ayumu murase chara that i actually ? liked and recognized as such#started playing gnshin a couple of months after starting ichu and when i heard venti's voice for the first time i was SHOCKED#immensely pleasantly surprised#wish i could watch amber's flight fairytale for the first time again its still my number 1 genshin experience#←guy who didnt know venti was barbatos until that moment#anw kokoro i love kokoro#strong girl#direct0rhutao#preguntas
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the worst part about subbing, beyond the systemic issues of our education system, is that I bring really interesting scripts to read, and I want to keep reading them when I get home, but they're my Substitution Scripts so i can't. sigh.
#it's okay because I'm subbing on friday 🌟#the front desk called my phone during class to ask if i was available to sub again tomorrow 🙈 but alas that's the one (1) day i have#my Job job this week 😔 which sucks because my theater teacher is out tomorrow 😢 that would've been fun to sub#but! I'm doing band on friday which will be a good adventure on its own. and then!! i get my first substitute paycheck next week!#sriracha.txt
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every day on this trip is worse
#i can not stand my sister at all i truly can't#she's been yelling and arguing for 10 minutes because she has her hair straightner but mum doesnt have a plug converter#and she keeps yelling ab how her fringe is fucked when it looks literally the same as it has this entire trip#and is yelling ab how its mums fault as if she couldn't have bought this shit herself before we left#i am just. so over this#any fun that would come from being on an international trip is immediately taken away by my mum and sister constantly getting angry#and either yelling or getting passive aggressive and making me feel horrible its just so tiring#bc i feel like such a fucking asshole for not enjoying an international trip that i will never get the opportunity for again#like this cost so much money and it feels awful to say i dont want it or that its not fun or whatever#but i am constantly dissociating and trying not to cry and ive had meltdowns and panic attacks almost every day but im not allowed to show#them bc my sister tells me to calm down and not be so dramatic and everything is a sensory nightmare#and i have a very specific diet at home and its not available outside of nz and there arent really any worthy substitutes and even if there#are i wont know bc i dont speak the languages so im just living on shitty little protien drinks and hot chocolate which makes me feel worse#and on top of it all im sick and i havent had any chance to rest bc my sister wont stop ab going places and doing thingd#and gets pissy if i dont want to#and its just so fucking difficult i knew that being stuck w them for 2 months would suck but its been 1 week and i cant do this anymore#i have no other option but i seriously don't know what to do i don't know how to handle this im at my limit#travelling is stressful and anxiety inducing and its hard enough doing it once on my own#let alone every 2 or 3 days w family that rushes and runs late and has 10000 bags that never fucking fit on the trains#and its always me left standing in the aisle blocking peoples path with nowhere to go bc my sisters giant suitcase wont fit anywhere#i hate this so much and its making me hate all the cities and countries we go to bc i dont get to experience the places i only get#to experience fucking breakdowns and im constantly drinking water bc im constantly dehydrated from either crying or panicked breathing#its a mess and i hate it and i want to go home I haven't felt comfortable or safe since i left home and i wont feel either until i go back#but that isnt until the last couple days of january so i just have to keep dealing with things getting worse by the day#negative cw#rant cw#ask to tag cw
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