#and then the fucking government throws more wrenches into my already fucking miserable existence and i just
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i am this 🤏 close to a complete fucking mental breakdown how are we doing today
#they are snipping my benefits if i dont find a cheaper apartment. they have changed the game on me about this again#it wasnt like this last month. theres no available cheaper apartments in this city but they dont accept that as an explanation anymore#i cant find a fucking job and im pretty sure the gallery ghosted me and/or im not getting it and im so fucking out of options i dont#know what to do anymore. nothing fucking works out and ive just been sitting here crying for like two hours now#i have people trying to walk me through this and rationalize this but its so fucking useless when nothing i try works out#and then the fucking government throws more wrenches into my already fucking miserable existence and i just#im just so done. i just want to lay on the floor and rot like i get it im useless and you dont want to support me gg this country sucks ass#fuck the mentally ill fuck the poor fuck the jobless how about we try to make you homeless as well like#if i have tried to avoid wanting to feel like dying lately wow this surely set me back like two months worth of progress on that. fun#im just. out of options. i cant even fill this fucking apartment application without feeling shitty and hopeless about it#moving is the last thing i wanna do and theres no places here but what the fuck can i do. i dont know#sorry im just. i dont know. everything just fucking sucks. i just want to stay here and have a steady job and just#i just wanna live. but they are making it so fucking impossible i dont... i dont know#i dont fucking know#night is an absolute mess on main
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