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Oh hey 2 AM palpitations what the actual fuck
I am relaxing on the couch with Tim and considering having some yogurt before getting ready for bed. Nothing stressful is happening. Why heart do that
#palpitations are harmless i'm fine#but it is an alarming feeling#usually i get them due to caffeine or anxiety but i haven't had caffeine in over 12 hours and was just chilling so?? the fuck#mod post#palpitations#health stuff
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Meta Jazz, the Arkham Intern Therapist Pt1
Update 5/16/2024: Congrats guys, gals, and others! You have planted the seeds and they have grown. Today I wrote another 46 pages on this story (the first section was only 9 pages ya'll). I'm working on splitting it up into smaller sections so I can post it now because tumblr said no to doing it as one piece. I'll be using the tag #Meta Jazz Arkham Intern Therapist if you want to follow it.
Original Note: I'm going to go ahead and apologize for how OOC Bane is in this. It originally was Joker but I couldn't see Jazz tolerating his proximity for more than a single millisecond so Bane it is.
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The hardest thing about being a Meta in Gotham was responding appropriately during a Rouge's attack, Jazz mused to herself. Or perhaps that was just the hardest part about being a Meta intern at Arkham while studying psychology at Gotham University. Or maybe it was just her, she considered watching the guards and Dr. Rylie whom she'd been shadowing for the past 2 weeks wide eyed, pale, and shaking as theybstared at Bane behind her. It must just be her, Jazz decided, newbie guard Kyle Jennings was definitely a Meta after all. She should probably give him some tips on hiding his enhanced strength considering how often he broke mugs, door handles, and other delicate items used in daily life.
"Weapons down or I'll snap her skinny little neck." Bane growled out, shaking her slightly for emphasis. She very much doubted that. Liminials were built different than the standard Meta, stronger, faster, better endurance, and senses even if they could mostly appear to be standard humans on the outside. As such, their bones and muscles were much were much denser than regular humans or even Meta humans. Technically, she could be considered "invulnerable" much like the Kryptonians are.
"Back up! Let him through!" Dr. Rylie shouted at the guards. "She's my student! Let him through!" His voice was higher pitched than she could recall hearing it before.
Ah. That was panic.
Jazz sighed involuntarily and glanced over her shoulder at Bane. Why the man had grabbed the only person close to his own height nearby was a mystery to her - no, nevermind, he clearly meant to use her as a shield - but it made looking him in the eye more difficult than necessary.
"Mr. Bane, remove your hands from my person, please." Jazz stated calmly, channeling what Danny called her inner mom as she spoke. "I will give you to one to comply."
Bane looked stunned for a moment then laughed.
"Five."
The laughing continued. Jazz could sense a stir of uncertainty through her colleagues as they looked on.
"Four."
"Did you really think that would work?" Bane snorted out, arms tensing more around her.
"Three." She continued, indifferent to his words from her experiences raising her brother. Once the count down starts you mustn't respond to anything the kids do or say until they comply or the count is done.
"What cab you even do if I don't?" Bane asked darkly breathing directly in her ear. She kept her face expressionless despite the urge to express disgust.
"Two."
"Jasmine..." Kyle whispered halfway across the hall from her looking on with a pained and horrified expression. Gun tilting towards the floor. Sloppy.
"One." She finished and Bane gave a derisive snort.
Then she was moving. Hauling the enormous man up and over her shoulder using the arm that had been wrapped around her neck. Bane hit the cold tile hard enough that the tiles, subfloor, structural supports, and part of the concrete foundation buckled beneath him. His shoulder popped out of joint, his wrist cracked - a hairline fracture by the sound of it - and his breath was punched out of him from the force of impact. She released his arm as soon as his was embedded in the tiles and moved forward. Kneeling over him, support most of her weight on her left foot resting on the broken ground, her right knees pressed firmly across his throat without supporting any of her weight. The position put more strain on her muscles than she would've liked but at least Bane couldn't risk fighting back without crushing his own neck in the process. He could hardly throw her while flat on his back with a mangled arm.
"Now," Jazz began, looking directly into the behemoth's pained eyes. "Do you know what you've done wrong?" She asked like she would have done with Danny as a child.
"Yes, Ma'am." Bane choked out. Jazz heard movement and murmuring behind her. She didn't turn to look.
"What did you do wrong?" She asked. It was important to make sure children correctly understood why they were in trouble after all. There was a long pause as Bane appeared to cast around for the exact right answer as if he feared getting it wrong. A bad habit Danny still uses as well, Jazz thought to herself.
"I tried to hold you hostage," He choked out in a rush, words tumbling over one another as he tried to get them all out. "I scared you coworkers and it was very disrespectful."
So he'd gone for the grab-bag response. It wasn't wrong per sey but it did indicate a past history of abuse. The type of answer given by someone who expected to be harmed or ignored if they gave the "wrong" answer. Danny tended to use that method also and their parents had always been negligent at best.
"And are you going to do it again?" She asked giving him a Look as she did. Bane's eyes widened and he tried to frantically shake his head as much as possible with the pressure on his neck.
"No, Ma'am." He promised fervently.
"Alright then," Jazz said giving him a warm smile. She gestured vaguely towards the guards without turning to look at them. "Kyle here is going to take you to see the nurse and then back to your room then. I'm sure you'll behave for him?"
"Yes, Ma'am. I'll behave." Bane said. Jazz stood slowly asking sure not to put any additional pressure on his neck as she did. Kyle came and stood next to her as the giant of a man slowly pulled himself to his feet then led him away with 5 other guards.
Jazz heaved a sigh. Well, time to find out whether or not she could play all that off as normal, non-Meta human behavior.
#dcxdp#dc x dp#dpxdc#dp x dc#jazz fenton#bane#arkham asylum#BAMF Jazz#Jazz is Danny's Mom#You cannot tell me that she didn't start viewing nearly every male around her as a child automatically after a life with Jack Danny and Vla#Feel free to add on#I was going to have one of the batkids show up toward the end#But it didn't have the same impact#And I don't think the guards had time to sound the alarm#Bane just got cleared from medical#Not even to his cell yet when he pulled this#Legit only tried because 'hey she's tall enough to be a human shield'#It was a bad decision lmao#Ngl Jazz's midwestern sensibilities would totally tell her Joker is a mad dog that needs to be put down#But I may be projecting#Meta Jazz#Arkham Intern Therapist#Meta Jazz AIT#MTAIT#AIT#Meta Jazz Arkham Intern Therapist#my original post#Because I reblog so much I now need that tag. lol
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POV you’ve informed the Queen and the Court’s Sorcerer of something and they very clearly know something that they’re not letting on
#hehe just a silly doodle#Gwen’s great at subtlety so would this even happen? debatable#just feel like they’d definitely get up to magical shenanigans post-canon#plus there were enough things in the show that could make a reappearance#Lady Vivian is visiting? Oh no is she still under the curse??? D: *cue mutual looks of alarm*#(it’s okay she’s not. justiceforvivian2024)#but anyway STILL they’d definitely go sneaking around in the vaults or library to find answers to the latest Situation tm#like yeah magic is legal and Guinevere is literally the queen#but that doesn’t stop them from shiftilly snooping!! shiftilly snooping just Happens when ur friends with Merlin#it’s like enrichment for them#ANYWAY yet again I have NO idea what proper anatomy is and I did not use a reference for Merlin and only glanced at one for Gwen so#sorry I cannot do u justice merlin + guinevere </3#my mom once glanced at one of my doodles when I was home and she was like why does Merlin look like a monkey#WHICH WAS KINDA OUT OF POCKET TBH 😭😭#but maybe one of these days I’ll actually learn drawing-related things so I can better spread my beloved post canon Merlin agenda#Merlin#Gwen#merlin fanart#bbc merlin#my art#art#merwen#EDIT: fixed up the colouring bc it was bothering meee rip
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HYUNJIN | "ATE" trailer
#hwang hyunjin#hyunjin#stray kids#bystay#createskz#skz#a9gifs#*gif#*ccarly#*hyunjin#*carly:hyunjin#feel like i forgot how to gif so i don't like these much but w/e#he was so friggin cute in this#anyway i turned my alarm off this morning so i need to work so late now snzzzz
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autism 2 autism communication
#mine#original#orange overlay pink multiply layer my beloved#what hve i done today.....done some face studies!! very helpful!!#i am . beginning...to find.....a way of drawing that feels comfy to me...ouh#i will hopefully do some portfolio drawing tomorrow hehe#im going to re do my website...how it is now is. ugly. i wouldnt hire me#what else is going on...ive ordered some wool bc i hve learnt how to KNIT#im so alarmed. im going to attempt to make a cardigan i am so deeply alarmed#i need to exercise and have a bath. mmm. i will play vid game and then chores and then exercise and then eat and then bath#hve a good evening my friends
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I just realized that Riku's hand visibly shakes when he tenses his fingers and wrist during his idle animation.
#kingdom hearts 2#kh2#riku#video#i always feel bad for him when i see how he keeps his thumb hooked in his pocket as he walks. how he doesn't walk comfortably#it's clear he sustained a pretty nasty injury from roxas but#it's pretty alarming to see a kh character suffer from an ACTUAL injury yknow?#sora gets beat up left and right but it's nothing a little potion can't fix#it's not like jumping down from a building will break his legs or being stomped on by a huge heartless causes any lasting damage#video game characters can brush all that off and keep going#but i look at riku and i want to take him to the hospital#even more now that i see that he's in visible pain when he has to fight#also ignore the sounds of goofy in the background lol
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*tries to organize my thoughts*
*remembers i'm not in school and therefore beholden to neither heaven nor hell nor any man's grading system*
*joyously shredding & tossing all my carefully arranged 3x5 mental notecards into the air like so much beige confetti. raising my arms in victory, cheering raucously until i accidentally inhale bits of homemade confetti*
(*coughing up itty bits of paper like a cat evicting a hairball with a firm understanding of tenants' rights*) wait wat happens next
#i marie kondoed my thoughts and *i* feel great. but now my stream-of-consciousness has escaped containment#so many innocent bystanders at stake#every time i try to organize my thoughts i run out of plastic bins and have to make a trip to the container store where i get even more dis#racted so. you can't just hand me THIS brain and NO catalogue OR library classification system#and expect me to single-handedly sort through all this nonsense? bad form but fucking form not in my job description#aNYways. formal education sure did a FUCKING NUMBER on us huh#(a number i measure not in gpa or dollars of student debt.#but in the number of therapy sessions & medical debt it will take to recover.)#seriously folks. our education systems are...innately traumatizing for a huge number of students. and we NEED to address this.#the fact that it is culturally common for adults to have anxiety nightmares about school/exams...even decades later?#that is not cute. it is Alarming.#no one--much less entire generations--should be spending their developmental years in an environment of chronic stress & pressure & strain#and yet that is the reality for millions and millions of pre-teen and teenage and young adult students#this isn't healthy and it serves and empowers NO ONE#...except of course the many exploitative educational & financial & debt-collecting institutions thriving from the current balance of power#and of course it's a nefarious and powerful way to sabotage/erase the middle class#which billionaires and the wealth-inequality creators they finance couldn't possibly have any noteworthy interest in whatsoever#it's not like there's an elite group of people with huge financial incentives to drain/steal resources from the masses...#anyways sorry for going all Conspiracy Theory on you.#obviously the billionaires who control the vast majority of our resources and news and political campaign funding#are not tied to every single itty bitty social issue and i'm a silly billy to imply it#please tell elon musk to ignore this tweet i am so subservient and acquiescent#mr musky u r so good at inheriting slavery-built mining fortunes & buying other people's companies#& building rocket ships & fancy cars that do NOT explode/catch fire & also NOT running billion dollar companies into the ground#mr musky u r so talented genius billionaire playboy with 10 kids and ex-wives who find you creepy af babe u r basically iron man
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confessions has the potential for an extremely satisfying narrative resolution because it’s directly addressing the two elements tangled up in eddie’s queerness. the well (and thus the will) is one of the few times he’s let himself choose what he wants for himself, even if he doesn’t realize it. it was the catalyst for him choosing chris and buck as his family. the divorce is what he needs to let go of. it’s tangled up in his conflating of shannon as the love of his life and his best friend. he needs to internalize that he wasn’t being left behind. he needs to let shannon move from the box he’s put her in as his wife and into a space where she was a co-parent and best friend. then he’ll be able to move buck, who he’s put into the space of co-parent and best friend into love of his life in his mind.
#it’s 7am i woke up before my alarm and im having feelings.#911#911 abc#eddie diaz#but seriously i get so annoyed at treating shannon and chris like they aren’t tied up in his queerness bc that’s just not how life works#911 tag
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are we fucking with the fit today
#my lap is open and free and available#don’t be alarmed if I moan a little when you sit down#feels like a blue kind of day#I got the color coordinated autism#lesbian#butch#femme bait#butch bait#butch4femme#butch4butch#femme4butch#butch4all#werewolf butch#puppy butch#transmasc lesbian#nonbinary lesbian
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#my stand in#my stand in the series#it's like he has like an alarm on joe for when any men is in 50 degree radius of joe#<- is that the right formulation for this idk but it truly feels like this
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Forget Traditional Homeownership: Meet the Transgender People Who Have Given Up On The Unattainable Ideal Of Traditional Personhood
#seriously it's actually kind of alarming to what extent like. we're all traumatized to the point where we start to feel like unpeople#where even the concept of being a real person in the same sense as most people starts to feel out of reach#also to answer tags: the phenomenon in this post isn't exclusive to trans people but it's seemingly especially relevant to us#this is also totally a neurodivergence mood#voidpunk#transgender#mental health#mental illness#dissociation#depersonalization#neurodivergence#autism#trauma#abuse#100#200#500#1000
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Cardan: *brings his ex back to live on the land and then exiles Jude who he married the night before & who just got back from enduring over a month of torture*
Cardan: *does not have any doubts that Jude could possibly misinterpret this situation*
#out of context just calls out to me I’m sorry#also poor Jude saved his life the day before too#Cardan and Jude not realizing how insecure the other feels about themselves in their relationship is just#I understand Cardan’s perspective I just love giving him shit for this#like you created the biggest misunderstanding that has ever been misunderstood#the way we could have avoided that#fuck you too Lady Asha you miserable waste of space#like ew keep out of ur sons love life I cannot believe u did that#Jude is the only reason that bitch was ever out in about in the first place and Asha did the opposite of paying her back#UGH like Cardan ripped out his heart and put it in those letters#and you just destroyed them??#alarming#excruciating#distressing#cardan greenbriar#the wicked king#jude duarte
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The Sollux expressions are so sweet!!! Why's he crying in the last one?
your ask is 2mths old so sorry aghk 👁️
basically the answer is that i draw expressions reflecting my mood arnd that character LOL
#thanks for ur interest :} the alternate answer wld be that space feels infinitely colder after losing someone close 2 u#i have a few more srclinks i wanna add to the solpost but arghh ive scattered them everywhere . ill pop em in once i find em#ask#anon#homestuck#karkat vantas#aradia megido#sollux captor#arapostings#2024#vioart#+ going on tentative break for now be back in a bit hm maybe earlier if i can manage the anxiety palpitations before then#if u see my main poking around (@hivepixels) do not be alarmed#ik some ppl might be spooked by it.. isoke fear not. im jst an ant peeking thru ur aisles collecting crumbs for my house
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I 😭AM😭 NOT 😭OKAY😭
#outlander#outlander spoilers#outlanderedit#7.08#jamie fraser#jamiefraseredit#claire fraser#clairefraseredit#jamie x claire#gifs#mine#THIS SCENE THIS SCENE THIS SCEEENNNEEEEEE#SOUND THE ALARMS POP THE CHAMPAGNE REJOICE HALLELUERRRRRRR#COS THE LAIRD AND LADY OF BROCH TUARACH IS BACK#IM A SOBBING MESS RIGHT NOW GIFFING THIS#THIS WAS SUCH A PERFECT ENDING TO THE FIRST HALF OF THE SEASON#AND JUST THEIR EMOTIONS REALLY HIT ME IN THE FEELS#😭😭😭
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uh oh, i lured you into a false sense of security.
boo. homestuck nostalgia post!
#soulstuck axing anniversary was a while ago but it didnt feel correct not having it on my tumblr#i have many complex feelings about that msfpa. it was my baby#but i rlly couldnt finish it#homestuck#souleater au#soulstuck#thats not a tag. or if it is its not mine but oh well#pale dirkroxy#i dont feel like tagging everyone#anyway this goes out to that one recent person who liked my davekat comic on this blod#shout out to you man#you made me remember i drew this#say sorry to everyone else#this wont become a regular thing. scummies do not be alarmed
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#dunno if this counts as a sniffer or a muncher so i'll tag both:#sniffer#muncher#and bonus#anime#under the cut#sandshrew#sandshrew is so cute. i got one billion of these guys every time the wild area thing or whatever it's called in pokémon XD alarm went off#wild area is gen 8 but. those of you who've played pokémon xd you know what i mean#i feel like i have a lot of thoughts on that game that have somewhat solidified over time as it's been a while since i played it and i've#had a lot of time to process my feelings about it#i'm not sure if i ever talked about them here but i think i mentioned having been playing it a while back#either way i think it's not as good as pokémon colosseum. that's the gist of my feelings#it has some things that are better that make it hard to go back to colosseum but i just like colosseum more despite all of its#lacking quality-of-life features that XD has
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