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Some long-term followers may have noticed this subtle shift already (especially those who are in the 14DWY Discord server or have read this post), but I figured I'd make it official.
I'm no longer associating myself with the yandere VN community.
The TLDR is that the energy here really fuckin SUCKS!! And I don't want to be part of something so hostile and needlessly competitive.
The constant infighting and epicaricacy between communities is deeply upsetting, and it's very disheartening to see aspiring developers cancel their projects because of the unwarranted backlash and harassment they face.
Some entitled folks on here reeeeally need to understand that constantly harassing others for updates, encouraging developers to belittle others to make themselves/their project look better, complaining about a project not meeting the expectations you specifically put in place, attacking other communities because of the parasocial relationship you share with another developer, getting mad that you chose to ignore important PSAs or warnings and faced the repercussions, or even sending in hate messages on anon because you're bored are not things you should be doing â let alone be proud of.
I try to avoid bringing up these topics as it's not the vibe I want to have on this blog (nor do I want to negatively contribute to the Streisand Effect and blow things out of proportion), but I'm genuinely getting tired of being on the receiving end of all this harassment and negativity, seeing it happen to others, and watching other indie developers encourage such vile behaviour. I'm done.
For those wondering what this means for "14 Days With You": for the most part, everything will still continue like usual. I've said this from the very beginning, but 14DWY is just a passion project I pursue whenever I feel like it. It's something I do for fun as a hobby â not because I want to publish a well-known game or turn it into a career. I've been on Tumblr for over thirteen years now, and it's taught me how to grow thick skin, so everything that I'm yapping and yammering about won't stop me from working on 14DWY.
However, this does mean that I won't be as interactive with other developers or their communities anymore; many ill-natured people have ruined this for me.
Because of them, I'm no longer able to voice my opinion on other games without some opinionated rat whispering in my ear about how the developer is "problematic" or that I could get cancelled for simply following them on Twitter. I can't interact with certain games without its parasocial community becoming hostile or gatekeepy towards anyone they don't like. I've seen communities belittle and devalue promising demos because in their eyes, nothing can compare to their favourite game (or their favourite developer). I have been harassed, bullied, and doxxed by other communities and have seen the same thing happen to others as well. I've heard about the developers who weaponise their community's loyalty to attack and drive out their competition. And I've witnessed more than enough developers expressing how badly they want to take a hiatus due to how much unwarranted negativity they receive, but don't want to disappoint their community by doing so.
By saying all of this, you can understand why I dislike being here so much, as well as why I no longer find any enjoyment in interacting with the yandere VN community.
Many people here â fans and developers alike â are so needlessly pushy about their standards and personal opinions being the norm, and if anyone else goes against them, they'll purposefully try to ostracise and bully them out of the community. This place isn't as laid-back or inclusive as it used to be, and I don't want to be associated with a community that acts so hostile and aggressive towards anyone who shares a differing opinion â nor do I want to be part of a space that caters towards developers who'll tear down others in order to have a moment of relevancy.
We're all doing our own thing and making our own games; it shouldn't be a competition. But if you see it as such, then I urge you to take a moment to stop and rethink your actions â or, at the very least, understand how it's affecting you and others around you.
So until there's a reasonable change and people can go back to being less... demanding, hypercritical, and gatekeepy about who interacts with what, I'll be stepping away and continuing to stay in my own bubble, as I have for the past two years now. I've already unfollowed everyone associated with the yandere community many months ago, but I think I'll just unfollow everyone entirely now for my own peace of mind. I will also no longer be interacting with any yandere VN communities (aside from close friends), nor will I be as public with my interests from this moment on. Everything on this blog will be strictly related to 14DWY like usual, and I will continue to block and report any spiteful "anons"/burner accounts sent my way and delete their messages.
Again, this isn't really much of an announcement â it's more so just paragraphs of me bitchin and moanin 𫶠â but I wanted to get this all out there instead of leaving things unsaid and having people come to their own conclusions as to why I've suddenly become less active, less optimistic, and why I've stopped engaging with a majority of the yandere community in the last two years.
So, yeah... ^^; If there's anything I want y'all to take away from this entire post, it's to be kind, open, and understanding towards everyone â developers and communities alike â and to spread support rather than negativity. It's what I want my own community to be known for, so please be mindful of how you treat others online.
And if you find yourself being surrounded by constant toxicity and negativity (be it from friends, mutuals, or even other developers or communities), please don't feel ashamed to step away or cut them off entirely. Put yourself and your mental health first. I also think it'll be good for me to leave all this negative energy behind and continue to kick off 2025 in a better light, so if y'all need to let out any frustrations of your own, feel free to go ham in the replies (obviously, be kind and civil though jghsjg T_T)
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Wakey Wakey!
Wife Sevika x Female Wife Reader (Fluff)
Waking your wife after a long nap with a surprise (browniesss).
Content: Modern setting. Sevika has both arms :)
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Neatly placing the brownies on a plate, you carry it to your shared bedroom. The curtains closing off any sunlight from the window, causing the room to be dimly lit. Only illuminated by the light coming the open door, which you closed after entering.
Your wife was laid on the bed, her soft snores breaking the silence as sheâd been sleeping for about three hours now. You approached, placing the plate onto the nightstand before sitting on the edge of the bed. A hand brushing hair back from her forehead as you took a second to admire her relaxed face.
Her brows no longer furrowed, her lips parted, and her body still, and limp. Sevika had came come home from work and had knocked out on the couch, you had to prepare the bed for her half-asleep self to crash onto. After a long while, it was time for her wake up. And, to surprise her, you made her favourite. Brownies. Sheâd sot on the bed and gobble them up in under a minute, always stuffing her mouth while scrolling on twitter.
âBaby? Itâs been a while. Wakey wakeyyy.â You lightly tapped on herâ causing her to jolt up into a sitting position. âWoah! Babyââ âWhat the fâ Is something wrong?!â
âŠ
You bursted out laughing.
âNo.. no, baby!â A hand over your mouth as you tried composing yourself. âOh.â Her voice raspy, slightly shaken aswell. Sevika gave you a look of confusion before staring off at the closed door; possibly trying to wake herself up. âI made brownies, and youâd been sleeping for a while so.. I thought Iâd wake you up.â You flashed her a smile, brushing your hands against her arm; which made her relax. âThought someone broke in.â The woman returned a smile before watching you position the plate in her lap.
âFor me?â The womanâs lips curled up into a grin, even if she tried masking her excitement it was quite obvious. She took a piece in hand before biting, her brows raised as she chewed. Your eyes met her averted ones as she chewed, looking down at the other three pieces with a fat smile on her face. âYou didnât have to,â âyeah, well I wanted to.â
Sevika always had a soft sport for your brownies, giving you extra affection after seeing you place the tray in the oven. She knew how to make them herself, she had the recipe, but eating the ones you made with your pretty hands? Now that was pure magic. She swore it some sort of witchcraft, how your brownies always turned out perfect.
A groan left her lips, her eyes flickering to you, and then back to the sweet in her hand. âItâs really good, how the hell?âŠâ your wife seemed to be in awe. âGets better everytime yâmake them.â Her husky voice muffled as she took another huge bite. Sevika was really enjoying herself, her attention fixated on the plate in her lap as she munched on each piece. âGlad you like them, baby,â you wipe away a crumb from the side of her lip. âThought Iâd surprise you.â Your cheeky, proud grin making your girlfriend flash one back. âI like them? Holy shit, I love them. Did you make more?â Of course she asked. âA bucket load, Iâll get some.â
âMm, wait,â your wife took her sweet time chewing, all the while holding onto your hand. âKiss.â A finger pointed to her lips and you pressed a brief kiss there. âSeriously?â The woman ended up holding the back of your head all the while making out with you for a few more minutes.
Well, making out with you until she was satisfied. Which, would be never.
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HI!!! can you do the enhypen prompt 16 and 17 with jay?? thank yoouu
P: Boyfriend!Jay X Fem Reader
Warnings: Suggestive Content, Whipped!Jay, we love a man who begs
note: i had time.. so yeah :) This for all my ladies who wear lacey underwear underneath the baggy clothes àŽŠà”àŽŠàŽż ËÍÌêłËÍÌ )â§
16. "Do you want me to beg? Because I will." 17. "One more taste, and I swear Iâll lose control."
Jay absolutely loved seeing you, no matter the occasion or what you decided to wear. It didnât matter if it was a casual hoodie and jeans, a simple summer dress, or the formal gown you once claimed didnât suit youâit all reminded him of how breathtakingly beautiful you were. And to Jay, there was no arguing against that fact.
He could never understand why you sometimes doubted yourself, saying things like, âI donât feel pretty todayâ or âThis outfit doesnât look good on me.â To him, those words simply didnât make sense. He saw you through a lens tinted with love and admiration, one that made every aspect of you seem flawless. Your beauty wasnât just about how you looked; it was in the way you carried yourself, the way you laughed, the way you treated others with kindness even when you didnât have to.
In Jayâs mind, no other woman in the world could ever compare to you. Sure, there were plenty of beautiful women out there, but they werenât you. You were the one who made him smile just by walking into a room. You were the one who knew him better than he knew himself sometimes, who made him feel safe, valued, and loved. You were the one heâd chosen, and to him, that made you irreplaceable.
There was also a quiet possessiveness about the way he adored you. Not in a controlling or overbearing way, but in the way he took pride in calling you his girlfriend. When he introduced you to his friends or casually mentioned you in conversation, there was always a flicker of pride in his voice. Jay loved showing you off, not because he wanted others to envy him (though, secretly, he didnât mind if they did), but because he couldnât help being proud of the fact that you were his.
And in his heart, Jay already knew he wanted you to be more than his girlfriend one day. He often imagined the moment he would ask you to marry him, rehearsing it in his mind and wondering how you might react. He didnât want to rush youâheâd wait for as long as it took for you to be ready to take that step. But until then, he was more than happy to call you his girlfriend. To him, the title meant everything because it meant you were his, and he was yours.
Every day spent with you was a reminder of how lucky he was, and Jay never wanted you to forget how much he cherished you. In his eyes, you werenât just beautiful; you were the kind of special that made him believe in soulmates.
He wanted you to be his forever. The thought of waking up next to you every morning, seeing you smile at him as the sunlight filtered through the curtains, was a dream he was determined to make a reality. Jay had no secrets when it came to you. He was like an open book, willingly laying himself bare in front of you, no matter how vulnerable it made him feel.
He trusted you with every corner of his soul, even the parts of himself he once thought were too messy or complicated to share with anyone. With you, there was no hesitation. If something was weighing on his mind, he told you. If he had a silly thought or a random idea, you were the first to hear it. If he made a mistake, he admitted it without shame, knowing you would never judge him harshly.
This honesty, though, also meant that his feelings for you spilled out in the most unfiltered ways. He would often find himself confessing just how much he loved you, even in the smallest, most casual moments. You could be doing something as mundane as scrolling through your phone, and Jay would blurt out, âI love you.â He couldnât help himself really. His emotions for you were always bubbling just beneath the surface, waiting for the slightest excuse to overflow.
But there was more to his honesty than just his loveâthere was his desire, too. Jay wasnât shy about how much he was drawn to you, how you had this effortless ability to captivate him in ways no one else ever could. It was in the way his eyes lingered on you a little too long when you werenât looking, or the way he would lean in just a little closer than necessary when you spoke.
Sometimes, his words would betray just how deeply he craved you. It wasnât always something he could control, especially when the thought of you consumed him in the best of ways. You could feel it in the way his hands would gently brush against yours, as if he was trying to be close to you without seeming too eager, but you both knew better.
âI canât get you out of my head,â heâd admit sometimes. It wasnât an exaggeration. He often found himself lost in thoughts of you, even when he should have been focused on other things. He would catch himself daydreaming, imagining the soft curve of your smile or the way you looked when you were nestled against him, your head resting on his chest.
Jay was always ready to voice what was on his mind, he wasnât one to hide his thoughts, especially when it came to you. He didnât even try to filter his reactions, which made everything he said feel honest.
You had just finished drying your hair after stepping out of the shower, the warmth of the dryer against your skin leaving a pleasant feeling while the bathroom smelled of the shampoo you liked. You stood in your simple, comfortable clothes, the fabric of your loose clothes falling over your skin, paired with a pair of lace underwear that you had bought on your birthday months ago.
It had been tucked away in the back of your closet, forgotten until now. You had never gotten the chance to wear it before, so when you found it still in its bag, the tag untouched, you decided today was the day. You had ripped the tag off without hesitation, and slipped it on, and now you found yourself rediscovering exactly why you had bought it. The way it felt against your skin, the way it hugged your curves, and the way it made you feel undeniably feminineâit was all so perfect.
You stood there for a moment, lost in your own thoughts, admiring the way it made you feel. But you were quickly pulled from your thoughts by the sudden knock on the bathroom door. âAre you finished in there?â Jayâs voice called out.
You quickly turned off the blow dryer and put it away, brushing a few stray strands of hair out of your face as you made your way to the door. You opened it to find Jay standing there with a laundry basket in his arms, his usual smile gracing his face. But when his eyes met yours, they flickered down for a brief second and up. Then, in a split second, they darted downwards again, clearly noticing the lace peeking out from under your clothes.
For a split second, he didnât reactâhis eyes widened, and you could see him processing the sight in front of him, almost as if his brain couldnât quite catch up with his eyes. His gaze lingered for a moment too long, and it was impossible not to notice the way his expression shifted slowly. His lips parted slightly, his breath catching as his eyes darted back up to yours, now a little more intense.
âIs that... lace?â he asked, his voice low, almost a whisper, like the question wasnât one of curiosity, but more of surprise.
You could see his mind working, his thoughts clearly running wild as he took in the sight of you standing there. He swallowed hard, and for a moment, you both just stood there.
It wasnât often that you saw Jay lose a bit of his usual composure, but now, his hands tightened around the laundry basket, his knuckles white as he tried to remain cool.
âYou know,â he finally spoke again, his voice slightly more strained than before, âI was going to help with laundry, but I think I need a moment.â He was trying to regain some composure, but the way his eyes never left you made it clear that the sight of you had ignited something he couldnât easily ignore.
Jay placed the laundry basket down slowly, the sound of it hitting the floor almost too loud in the silence that hung between you both. His eyes never left you, and his body seemed to move on its own, drawn to you like a magnet.
Without a word, his hands found their way to your waist, pulling you closer until his body was pressed against yours. The sudden closeness made your breath hitch, as his hands trailed around your waist, fingers grazing the fabric of the lace, the sensation sending a wave of warmth across your skin.
âGodâŠâ Jay groaned, the sound low and strained as his fingers gently ran along the edge of the lace, tracing the delicate pattern against your skin. His touch was tender and slow, as if he wanted to savor every second of feeling the lace beneath his fingertips.
You could see the struggle in his eyes, the way he fought to hold back, but there was no mistaking the desire that pulsed in him. âYouâre killing me right now,â he murmured, his voice thick with longing. The words came out almost like a confession, so unfiltered, as if he couldnât hide what he was feeling any longer. His breath was warm against your ear as he leaned in closer, his lips brushing against the side of your neck, the feeling sending a shiver down your spine.
His hands moved down, caressing the lace at your hips before pulling you even closer. The way his body responded to the touch, the way his groan escaped him, it all showed just how much he wanted you. âYouâre so beautiful,â he whispered, his voice barely above a breath.
Unable to resist, Jay leaned down, his lips capturing yours in a kiss that was gentle at first, testing, exploring. But it didnât stay gentle for long. The kiss deepened as he lost a bit of his composure, his hands gripping you more firmly, pulling you closer to him. The heat between you both surged, and you kissed him back just as eagerly, matching his intensity.
Jay guided you across the bedroom, your bodies moving together in sync. He broke the kiss for just a moment, his breath ragged as he led you toward the full-length mirror at the foot of the bed. As he spun you around, the sudden shift in perspective made your heart flutter. Now, you were facing the mirror, your reflection staring back at you, and Jay stood behind you, holding you close, his chest pressed against your back.
For a moment, you both just stood there, breathing in sync, before Jayâs lips found your shoulder, kissing it softly while his hands slid to your waist, holding you tight as he whispered sweet compliments in your ear. âYouâre perfect,â he murmured, his lips brushing your skin as he continued to kiss along your neck. âSo incredible... everything about youâŠâ
You tried to glance away from the mirror, feeling suddenly self-conscious, but Jay wasnât having it. His fingers gently but firmly grabbed your jaw, guiding your face back so that your eyes met your reflection once more. You could feel the intensity of his gaze as he held you there, making you face yourself again.
âLook at yourself,â he whispered, âdonât look away.â His words were like a command that made it impossible to do anything but meet your own gaze. His hand remained firm on your jaw, gently guiding you while his other arm stayed wrapped around your waist, holding you securely against him. âYou see what I see?â he muttered, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear, his breath warm. âDo you see how beautiful you are?â
Your reflection stared back at you, and though you felt shy under his attention, there was something about the way he held you that made you feel secure. The way his hands movedâone tracing lazy, gentle patterns at your waist while the other stayed steady at your jawâwas grounding.
He dipped his head again, pressing his lips to your neck, just below your ear, lingering there as though savoring the moment. The sensation sent a shiver down your spine, and his grip on you tightened slightly. âEvery part of you,â he whispered, his voice filled with affection, âis perfect.â
You swallowed hard, your breath hitching as you tried to process his words, his touch, and the way his gaze flicked up to meet yours in the mirror.
Jayâs breathing grew heavier, his chest rising and falling against your back as his lips trailed along your neck. The delicate lace seemed to have an almost visceral effect on him, his hands roaming your waist and hips. His fingers brushed against the lace, as if he couldnât stop himself from feeling it again, marveling at the way it clung to your skin.
âThisâŠâ he murmured, his voice rough, nearly a growl, as his hand traced the hemline of the fabric. âYou have no idea what this is doing to me.â He paused to take a deep, shuddering breath, his lips brushing against your ear. âYou look soâGod, I canât even think straight.â
You couldnât help but let a soft laugh escape you, the sound teasing in its lightness. âYou really like lace that much?â you asked playfully, though you knew full well by the way he was reacting.
Jay groaned, his hand tightening slightly at your waist as he pressed a kiss to the curve of your shoulder. âLike is an understatement,â he said, his tone low and almost desperate. His lips hovered near your ear again, his voice barely above a whisper but filled with so much intensity that it made your heart skip a beat. âYou have to wear more of it. All the time. For me.â
His bluntness made you smile, and you couldnât resist teasing him further. âOh? Are you saying I should go shopping for more lace?â you asked, turning your head slightly to glance at him, your tone light and filled with playful mischief.
Jay groaned again, his head dropping against your shoulder for a moment as if your teasing was physically affecting him. âDonât play with me,â he muttered, his voice strained. âDo you want me to beg?â His voice was shaky now, his desperation seeping into every word. He pressed another kiss to your neck before continuing, his voice barely above a growl. âBecause I will. Iâll beg if thatâs what it takes. Justâplease, wear more of this, want more of it.â
You couldnât help the way your smile widened at his reaction, the teasing in your expression making his jaw tighten. âJay,â you said, feigning an innocent tone, âyouâre really going to beg for me to wear more lace?â
His breath hitched, and his hands moved to grip your hips more firmly. âDonât tempt me,â he warned, though there was no real bite to his words. His forehead pressed against the back of your head for a moment before he groaned once more, almost as if he was fighting to keep control.
âIâll do it,â he muttered, his voice low but filled with conviction. âIf it means I get to see you like this every day, Iâll fill your closet with lace. Every color, every designâyouâll have so much, youâll never wear anything else.â
You turned slightly, your smile softening as you reached up to touch his cheek, your fingers brushing against his skin. His eyes met yours in the mirror, filled with so much love that it almost overwhelmed you.
âI donât think youâre ready for that much lace,â you said, but your tone was softer now, playful without being dismissive.
âTry me,â he challenged you, âIâll prove it. Iâll make it happen. Just say the word.â
Jay would do anything to show you just how much he adored you, and if it meant filling your wardrobe with lace to see you smileâand to indulge his newfound obsessionâhe would gladly do it, no hesitation.
.....
And he did do it. After that day, it was as though a switch had flipped in Jay. He started bringing home lace in every imaginable color and designâsoft pastels, bold blacks, rich jewel tones, delicate florals. Every type he could find was soon tucked away in your closet. It was thoughtful, sweet even, a little peek into how deeply he cared about you. But his reaction every time you wore it? That was something else entirely.
You werenât used to seeing him like this, so utterly undone, so out of touch with his usual composed demeanor. But you couldnât deny how much you loved it. You loved the way he folded for you, how a single glimpse of white lace beneath your clothes could derail him completely. Oh, you had him hooked. So much so that every time you wore it, his eyes would darken, his breaths would hitch, and whatever train of thought he had? Gone, like it had never existed.
Lace was his weakness, yes. But lace on you? He was goneâreduced to a pleading man, desperate for just one look, just one touch. And when you finally gave him permission, the transformation was instant. His hands would tremble slightly as they reached for you, his lips brushing reverently over the fabric like it was sacred.
âOne more taste,â heâd whisper, his voice rough with need, âand I swear Iâll lose control.â
But the truth? Heâd already lost control. The moment his fingers skimmed the lace against your skin, he was a goner. You saw it in the way he looked at you, like nothing else in the world mattered but you in that moment. His touches grew hungrier, his kisses turned sloppy and uncoordinated. And the marks? Oh, you had plenty. They were proof of just how completely he surrendered himself to you, his passion for you spilling over in ways he could hardly contain. Jay never held back when it came to you, and the lace only seemed to amplify that desire.
It wasnât just about how beautiful you looked in it, though that played a part. No, it was the way you made it lookâhow effortlessly you wore it, how it became a part of your natural allure. He was mesmerized by you, completely at your mercy, and he didnât care one bit.
âYou have no idea what you do to me,â heâd groan, his voice shaky as he traced the edges of the fabric with his fingertips. And maybe you didnât. Maybe you didnât realize just how thoroughly you owned him. But every time he dropped to his knees for you, every time he lost himself completely in the feel of you, the sight of you, the essence of youâyou were reminded of just how deep his devotion ran.
Jay was yours in every way, and he wasnât ashamed to show it. Especially when you wore lace.
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GT: I should preface this request with an overture of appreciation. GT: For how much your cool and brotherly friendship means to me. GT: It has just been⊠GT: Absolutely *bully* having a standup gent like you in my corner. GT: Just a grade a dude whos a cut above the others in class and camaraderie. GT: Phew⊠*gropes for fresh kerchief*.
Wow, Jake is fucking terrified of this guy - or at the very least, he seems incredibly intimidated for a guy who's ostensibly just chatting with a friend.
Unfortunately, this is exactly what I'd expect from a Bro who's not any different from his adult self. Jake's acting exactly like Dave did, back when he was forced to share an apartment with the guy.
TT: Take it easy, bromide. TT: Just about the only way I could salvage endearment from this perilous slope of horseshit would be to discover, really fucking soon mind you, it was a preamble to some floundering invitation for me to rush to your vicinity as nakedly as possible.
In other words, you wish he was hitting on you.
I really don't think he's kidding, especially since both Roxy and Jane seem to want a piece of English, too. Jake's sitting at the epicenter of at least three crushes, which is not a pleasant place to be sitting when you're fifteen.
TT: But since we've already shot that wad's eventuality on so many dry runs of flustered ambivalence that were as hilarious as they were one sided, TT: That leaves only one hope for this message to avoid spiraling toward qualification as a critical fucking defect in the hull of the Mach 10 rocket that is my precious spare time.
And here's the guy's actual personality. It's a fairly even mixture of Rose and Dave, a combination which synergizes much better than you'd expect.
He's still prone to Dave-style rambles - but unlike Dave, his streams of consciousness are every bit as eloquent as Rose's text, which some extra swear words tossed in for flavor.
It's very good, and immediately does a lot to humanize him, especially when all we've seen so far is "roof. now." and "State your business."
TT: And that hope lies in the extent to which you were practicing artful insincerity. TT: Now's your opportunity to pretend that's what you were gunning for. I suggest you seize it. GT: I⊠GT: Oh. Yes! But of course. GT: The ironies! GT: Good grief how i was bandying them just now. You know me dude. GT: *Blows smoke off red hot irony pistol.* GT: *NONSUGGESTIVELY!!!!!*
lmaoooo
Alright, I can't actually tell if that was a Freudian slip or not - but I kind of hope it was. If these two became a couple, the vibes would be incomprehensible.
TT: I'm guessing you're probably jonesing for uranium about now. No? GT: Ok can you please just sendificate me some more already?? Im in kind of a hurry! [...] TT: You know. I've offered to construct the rabbit for you many times before. I would craft a much deadlier model. [âŠ] GT: Damn it man ive told you this is just something i have to do myself. [âŠ] TT: Yeah, I know this is your policy. You've done a good job and you should be proud. TT: But it's my responsibility as your friend to offer one last time. TT: Just as it's my responsibility not to just fork over a bunch of uranium just because you ask me in a moment of weakness. [âŠ] GT: Why not??? TT: It's too easy.
Throughout this whole conversation, I've been trying to get a grasp on Bro's general vibe - and I think I'm starting to understand it.
When you're talking to Kid Bro, everything is a game - and he'll make damn well sure that you follow the rules.
Jake previously committed to making the bunny alone, and Bro refuses to rescind that rule, even if Jake's no longer following it himself. He strikes me as a guy who frames every interaction he has as transactional, confrontational, or instructional. He's not capable of just shooting the shit - there has to be an angle.
Mind you, I don't think there's any genuine malice in it. I think this is just how he's wired - and I really do think he's trying to help Jake develop as a person, in his own way.
The problem is, we've been down this road before...
...and nothing good lies down this road.
#homestuck liveblog#full liveblog#act 6#s183#4184#edit: ok interestingly he DID offer to rescind the rule#but only if jake lets him fully make the bunny himself#he demands all-or-nothing basically
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finding & knowing your worth. á„«áĄ
i wanted to take some time and talk about self-worth. this is something that was extremely difficult for me to find and realize for myself, but as i look back on my life and reflect on my growth, iâve found myself truly knowing my own worth. of course, i still have those days that are more difficult than others, but iâve been able to quickly pick myself back up. why? because i know my worth. i want to share a few things that have helped me realize that for myself, so i hope this post is able to enlighten you. ă
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letâs begin âŠ
àšà§ â lose interest in outsider opinions
in simpler terms: stop caring. i kept asking myself, âwhy do i care so much about what others are thinking of me?â and then i came across a couple quotes where one said, âif you wouldnât trust their advice, why would you take their criticism?â and the other said, âi would never want to trade lives with someone who hates me.â those two quotes really stuck with me because it reminded me that those people who didnât have a good opinion of me were the same people i needed to stop caring about.
so what if someone didnât like me? that person is either no longer a part of my life (for good reason) or they donât know me in the ways that my loved ones or my own self do, so why should what they have to say or think about me matter?
i knew myself better than anyone, so whatever anyone had to say about me shouldnât have bothered me, and i let it stop bothering me. i also realized that as my day goes on and i find myself not thinking about what someone said, i tell myself that it wasnât even worth a single thought in the first place because, clearly, it doesnât bother me anymore!
if it wonât matter to you in 5 years, donât continue to give it any more of a meaning.
àšà§ â stop seeking validation
to piggyback off of my previous point, seeking outside validation is 1. not worth your time and 2. pointless. other people should never be the ones who define your worth. you have to seek validation from yourself. nobody else has a right to tell you whether or not youâre worthy.
i was always looking for validation from others, and it made my own journey to finding myself even more difficult. there were so many different opinions about me that i kept hearing, and it made me feel lost. it felt like i was getting further and further from truly discovering myself and feeling like i was worth something.
i had to pretty much force myself to seek validation within myself rather than from anyone else. it was hard, but the longer i kept searching for some kind of worth to others the more miserable and empty i felt.
àšà§ â self reflection
time to bring out that journal, babe. weâre going to write about ourselves.
no, seriously, take some time to reflect on yourself. look within yourself and understand yourself a bit more. getting to know yourself and taking the time to focus on yourself can help you figure some things out and even bring you one step closer to truly knowing your worth.
prompts for reflection:
what are 3 characteristics about your personality do you like about yourself? why?
what are your strengths? how do those things about you make you a better person?
whatâs your favorite thing(s) about you? how would they compare to what a loved one would say about you?
what are the things that weigh you down? what can you do to lift that weight off your shoulders?
how have you changed within the last 3 years? what about you has changed that youâre really proud of?
self reflection has helped me grow so much. iâve learned so many new things about myself and itâs helped appreciate myself way more. youâll be surprised at all the things you find about yourself, and guess what? one of those things will be your own worth.
àšà§ â surround yourself with positivity
the people who you surround yourself with will play a huge role in how you feel about yourself. i spent too many years surrounded by people who made me feel like i was never enough, and i continued to keep the same kind of people around. i was sick of it. i was tired of being mistreated and feeling betrayed. those people made me feel miserable and they only ever brought me down rather than lifted me up.
even the media i consumed didnât help me. i was always so focused on comparing myself to those instagram models and tiktok girls who looked nothing like me, and it made me feel worse about myself. even watching videos or shows that brought me down made my esteem drop too.
itâs important to surround yourself with people and media that make you feel good, that lift you up, and that help you feel confident because that kind of good treatment is what you deserve! you shouldnât have to submit yourself to negativity, it only makes you feel worse and itâll continue to get worse the longer you keep those things and people around.
now that i have people in my life that make me feel genuinely loved and cared for, i feel like i can offer that same energy those people give me to myself! it really makes a huge difference who your close circle consists of, so make sure those people are people who are genuinely and unconditionally there for you.
àšà§ â final notes
if you do need a reminder: you are worthy, and you always have been! finding and knowing your own worth is no easy feat, but the journey youâll go on to discover it and implement it into your life will be so extremely worth it. i promise!
you will always be more than enough, and i hope you can continue to remind yourself of that. treat yourself with genuine love and kindness, and donât ever take yourself for granted. you have achieved so much and you have so many things to offer in life. you may not see it now, but once you do, youâll see just how beautiful and bright your own light is.
with lots of love, faustina đ·
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A New Chapter in Red
Lewis Hamilton x Reader
Summary: A new start for your husband, a new reason for more pictures.
The day felt unreal as you walked into the Ferrari headquarters hand-in-hand with Lewis.Â
It was right after he posed next to the beautiful car.
The iconic prancing horse above the entrance and pride filled your chest. This was a big moment for him, a new beginning with Ferrari, and you couldnât be happier to share it with him.
He walked around the office and said hi to a lot of people.
Everyone was super welcoming and kind.
Lewis looked amazing in his new team uniform, the bright red and white suit making him look every bit the champion he was.Â
Your champion.
His smile was easy, but you could see a hint of nerves in his eyes.
âYouâre staring,â he teased, glancing at you with a smirk.
âI canât help it,â you said, holding up your phone to take another picture. âYou look perfect.â
âIf I knew youâd turn into my personal paparazzi, I might have left you at home.â
âNot a chance,â you said, snapping a quick shot as he adjusted his shirt. âThis is history in the making, and Iâm not missing a second of it.â
Lewis shook his head, but his grin stayed.Â
âYouâre unbelievable.â
âAnd youâre incredible,â you replied. âLook at you, standing here in red. Youâve earned this.â
He softened, stepping closer and brushing his hand against your cheek.Â
âI wouldnât be here without you. Youâve been my rock through everything.â
âYouâve always had it in you, Lewis. Ferrari didnât just pick anyone. They picked the best.â you smiled at him.
A team member called him over, and Lewis pressed a quick kiss to your forehead before walking away.Â
You stayed back, watching as he greeted the crew, his charm and confidence lighting up the room.Â
Of course, you pulled out your phone again to capture a few more shots of him.Â
He belonged here, and it showed in every move he made.
You were happy to be taking pictures of it. Maybe you will make a photo book with all of them.
This day will be a big day in history.
Later, you found him in the garage, standing in front of the scarlet car that now bore his number.Â
He seemed lost in thought, and you couldnât resist wrapping your arms around his waist from behind.
âYouâre really loving this proud-wife role, arenât you?â he said, his voice full of warmth.
âAlways,â you said, resting your cheek against his back. âThis is a big deal, Lewis. Iâm so proud of you.â You felt his heart beat and even heart it.
He turned to face you, his hands settling on your hips.Â
âIâm proud of us. I wouldnât be here without your support. Youâve been my biggest cheerleader.â
âAnd I always will be.â
Lewis leaned down, kissing you softly.Â
You both heard the flash of your phone camera, making both of you laugh.
âCouldnât help yourself, could you?â he said, shaking his head.
âNope. I want to remember this moment forever.â you said as you took yet another photo making sure the car was in the background.
Lewis always loved it when you took pictures of him. You smiled so sweetly behind the camera each time. A proud and happy wife.
Lewis was very nervous for his first day. He wasn't huge with big changes, but he knew some were needed.
It was new, but you were very excited for the future and the new season.Â
A new chapter in red.
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ficlet: breakfast of champions
Here's a smutty little thing because you know Mulder has a favorite place in the world and spends as much time there as he can. tagging @today-in-fic
Sometimes he asks himself how he used to spend Saturday mornings before he and Scully started sharing a bed. He never wants to go back to that time.
Sheâs trembling through her second orgasm and he licks her through it, ignoring his own painful hardness. Heâll get off eventually, but heâs not done with her yet. Heâs never done with her. Itâs unfortunate that they canât do this all day, but they still have to do things like eat and sleep and work. Itâs too bad really. Heâd live down here if he could.
âMulder,â she whimpers, and he rests his cheek against her thigh. Her fingers go slack in his hair and the muscles in her thighs relax slowly, and he closes his eyes.
âGood?â he asks.
âOh god.â She sounds wrecked and it makes him proud, so proud. âDo you need me to answer that?â
He lifts his head and grins up at her. âYes, please.â
She laughs breathlessly, her face flushed, her hair a wild, flaming-red mess. âYes,â she says. âAnd you know it.â
âIâm glad to hear it.â He catches her hand and places a tender kiss against her fingers. âI can make it even better.â
âI donât know if I can come again,â she says, but her eyes are still hungry, and he thinks he might die if he doesnât get his mouth back on her.
âYou can,â he tells her. âAnd Iâll prove it to you.â
Her hands run through his hair and the look in her eyes is challenging. âYou can try,â she says.
Oh, he thinks, heâll do more than that.
Hooking his arms underneath her thighs, he spreads her legs as wide as he can and sets to work. She lets out a shuddering exhale as he licks through her folds. Sheâs swollen and wet and so sensitive, and this is his favorite thing in the world, drowning in the smell and taste of her until nothing else exists in the world. Just Scully and Scullyâs pleasure and the pleasure of doing this for her.
He sucks on her clit, pushes his tongue deep into her, buries his entire face in her cunt until he canât breathe. God sheâs perfect.
Her fingers pull his hair hard as she comes on his tongue, her thighs shaking as her hips rock up against his face with the frantic rhythm of her third orgasm.
He only takes the time to tell her, âI told you so,â before he dives back in.
She doesnât tell him to stop, she keeps her hands in his hair and her legs open, his name falling from her lips like a prayer over and over as he worships her the way she deserves.
And he makes her come again. Again. And again.
When she canât anymore, when sheâs done, she guides him into her and he lasts a handful of thrusts, mere moments before he groans out her name and falls apart in her arms.
They shower, they get dressed. They go about their day. In the afternoon, sheâs making coffee in the kitchen but turns to him eagerly as he pulls her pants down and off and sinks to his knees, slinging one of her legs up over his shoulder.
Heâs never done with her. For as long as she wants him, he will never be done.
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Harry Potter Headcanons
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For all the people with daddy issues.
Summary: Now how do I explain this? It's pretty much about you having daddy issues and therefore what would include dating these older men.
Includes: Severus, Sirius, Remus, Lucius,
âïž fluff âïž reader is 18 or older
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Severus:
Very protective obviously
Worries a lot about your well being
Would keep you save from voldy & death eaters..He just doesn't want you to be involved
Can be strict sometimes about who you interact with
He loves when you sit on his lap
He would teach you a lot about potions & dark arts how to defend yourself not how to practice it
Keeps the relationship with you very private
A lot of hugs and kisses
He can get sometimes a little rough but obsesses over you
Also very calm as it's not in his nature to yell when he's mad
Sirius:
Lot's of kisses on the forehead
His kissing is very gentle even when you make out with him
He loves to stroke your hair and tell you how good you are & all that sweet stuff to make you feel loved
Cares about you like a real dad
You're his first priority even above Harry
Lots of late night cuddles
Likes to tell you stories..Sometimes you fall asleep to them
Loves to take you on little walks also at night in the moonlight
Very gentle with words & touches
Would never make you feel uncomfortable
Remus:
He is so sweet to you. Can get little serious/strict with you but never yells
Is literally the best at cheering you up
Likes to give you chocolate no matter if you're upset or not
Handles situations where you're crying really good like he's not awkward or something.
Cuddles you a lot or just give you hugs
He is more of a hugger than kisser but he loves to kiss you don't get me wrong there
Also very gentle with words & touches even more than Sirius
Loves to see you smile..I think your smile is what he loves most about you
He smiles a lot at you & listens to your troubles whenever you need to open up to him. It never annoys him & he always has a good opinion & resolution or just simply shares what he has to say.
Loves to hold your hands & kiss them to show how much he honors you.
Lucius:
Dude i don't even know I feel like he would add to your daddy issues haha but no in all seriousness
You're his princess. Literally.
He takes you shopping & you can buy whatever you like
A lot of gifs but also lots of sweet words
He praises you a lot
He is always very proud of you no matter what you do
Loves kissing you and having you sit on his lap
Also loves when you cuddle into him, your face in his chest.
A lot of compliments & prioritizes to make you feel safe no matter how much he's shitting his pants (referring to his state in HP 6&7)
He finds it very romantic to slow dance with you & look you deep into the eyes with much love in them.
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Something Important I can't stress enough: Daddy issues or father complex is a real condition that only people with a bad father can have. So if you have a good or ok relationship with your father but you like older men, you do not have daddy issues but a preference which is called 'daddykink'. Stop for fucks sake romanticizing a psychological condition. Not all people with daddy issues like older men btw.
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HI!! I LOVE YOUR WRITING SO MUCH!!
Could you do a fem reader with TFP ratchet whoâs in high school (sophomore year or freshman) and goes to a school where thereâs a nursing class??
Obviously no romance, more like a friendship! Iâd love to know how Ratchet would act if there was another human on the team but who was studying to be a nurse, Also if you can Iâd love if you could add June in too since sheâs a nurse too!
Tysm!!
YOU ARE TOO KIND OH MY GOODNESSS!! HIII!! Iâm so sorry i couldnât get to you sooner, I hope you are having a great day because this one is so much funnn!! I love platonic :3
[ RATCHET ] & [ FEMME!READER ]
[ ratchet & human!femme!freshmen!reader ] + [ platonic ]
READER INTRO
You were a timid and cheerful freshmen that starred in the medical and scientific subjects. Curious about the newest things and willing to try new experiences knowing it could either be deathly or a cake-walk.
HEADCANONS
- The way you met Ratchet was somewhat strange. You were walking home from school and you saw an empty and vacant ambulance. This never happens and you knew this so you went to investigate. Once you hopped into the passenger seat, you looked around in curiosity, unaware of the consequences. Ratchet was having a bad day and did not want you to play with his buttons today. He drove off immediately to the base and dropped you off outside of it.
- Introducing himself as a Cybertronian was pretty hard. You were extremely afraid of him and he did not have the patience. Eventually you both got along and realised that youâll be dealing with Transformer adventures and Medical school at once, great. Luckily you were assigned to partner up with Ratchet so at-least you guys somewhat knew each-other
- When you met everybody, Raph and June stood out.
- You and Raph were both really smart and related to one another because of both of your schedule problems. You both struggled balancing good grades and transformer duties due to them both being extremely important. You enjoyed how smart Raph was in Sciences and you both would share some new info to one another, it kinda scared Miko and she started calling it âNerd Talkâ.
- June was a nurse for your town and you knew her beforehand. Before you have met the crew, you went to June oftenly to ask for tips and information about the medical field. Your questions were definitely creative and it always had June thinking, this made you stand out to June so she remembered you too. Now that you two were gonna see each other more often, you can ask more questions!
- Ratchet isnât the type to praise or compliment others directly but he knew that you knew that he was proud of you. He would listen to you cheer in happiness because you passed a class with flying colours. If he could during alt-mode, heâd just smile.
- Just like how Ratchet taught Raph, he will teach you. He has seen you exceed in the medical subjects for humans but he wanted you to push further into Cybertronian. He thought it would be pretty simple since he is a Cybertronian himself but he underestimated how annoying it would be. Learning about a whole new subject that related to engineering and Cybertronians was a bust. You had no motivation to try and it was merely too much for you to handle. Ratchet was disappointed but it was fair.
- You walked home often but every once-in-a-while Ratchet is willing to drop you off instead. This is pretty out of character for him but he thought that it would be best to get along with you and to talk to you as much as possible. Because of this, you guys got pretty close as friends. Your friends thought it was pretty cool but strange that you were being driven by an emergency vehicle and your parents always questioned themselves about Ratchet.
- You were extremely committed to your role as the doctor, always cheering the kids on when they leave for an adventure and checking on them after adventures. When June isnât here (which is often due to her busy schedule) you replace her spot. You're still learning but this was an amazing way to get experience.
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~ 2025 season Marmarc snippet ~
This is a first draft cause I wanna write and share my writing but uni is a bitch so no editing and/ or real introduction but somehow it got longe enough and now it's an actual story and not but who cares. đą, this is for you, my dear. đ
"Alex is pretty stressed" Marc said as he sat down next to Bez on the bed. The young man looked at him with tired eyes. He blinked a few times, clearly trying to let the conversation continue.
They hadn't seen each other for the whole day. And it had been a long and tiring day for both of them.
Softly he asked. "Oh no, is he okay?" "Yeah..." he reassured him. "It's just - Nadja said he's supposed to finish in the top 5. That's a pretty big ask. I mean, I believe in him but Aldeguer got a better deal. I mean, he's asked to be rookie of the year. He only has to beat a fucking aprilla and a Honda. That's not really hard and-"
"The fuck you just said?" Marco interrupted and sat up with an angry glance. His until then half closed eyes went wide. Marc blinked in confusion about to ask what was wrong when he remembered that his boyfriend was no longer riding a Ducati.
He felt the heat creep up in his cheeks, embarrassed to be caught like that. He stared at Bez, realizing how deep his words had to run and he knew he had fucked up. "I - No, baby, that's not what I meant-" he said quickly, reaching for the younger one, hoping the physical contact might settle his anger.
"A rookie on an aprilla. Not you. No, never you. A rookie on a aprilla isn't that big of a threat to a Ducati but you-" Bez scoffed. He had turned away, not leaning into Marcs touch. Something he had never done before. The rejection broke a small part of the Spaniards heart.
He watched how he turned his head away to avoid his touch in his cheeks. He saw how he pulled his legs away as if Marc's touch would burn him. "You know what? Go fuck yourself." he said and stood up.
He was already up when Marc grabbed his arm. He hung onto his wrist. He felt his skin and for a moment he felt settled. "No please. Listen, I-" But his boyfriend moved his hand away.
Marc wouldn't force it, so he let go. He stared at him, begging silently. He knew he had fucked up. He knew his phrasing could have been better. He knew it. But he had been to tired to realize beforehand. But at least Bez turned around. "I believed you when you said that aprilla was good... You know how anxious I was about the decision and you lied!"
The Ducati rider swallowed. He did remember the discussions they had about the younger ones move. At first it was just a theoretical question but at the end, Marco spoke openly about it. And Marc had encouraged him.
"I didn't!" he reassured him. "You did!" "I didn't! You asked if it'd be the right choice. And I always said yes because-" "And that was a lie!" "No! I honestly think it's the right choice... For you. I mean - look." He took a deep breath.
"You weren't happy in the last year. Like - not at all. The team didn't make you happy anymore-" "Do NOT talk about them like that. They are my friends!" he shot back, anger lingering in his voice. Mentally Marc took a step back. "I'm not saying they aren't." he said softly. He hoped a soft tone might calm him down.
"I'm just saying that maybe... You know... You wanting to make them - especially Rossi - proud wasn't excatly helping." "What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" "Marco, I really don't think it's my place to-" "Say it, Marquez, or I'm walking out of here."
He felt his anxiety rise. No. He couldn't let Marco walk out of here, angry, sad. Maybe he wouldn't come back.
"I'm... I'm saying that as your boyfriend, who loves you like crazy, not as a rider, okay?" He looked at Bez, begging him to understand. And he did. The Italian looked at him and replied, slightly calmer "Okay." So Marc explained.
"You weren't happy in the team. You wanted to make them proud because of what they did for you. You felt you were obligated to archive something because you know how happy they were in 2023 and you couldn't do that in 2024. Or at least not in the same amount. You became desperate and angry at yourself and helpless. And I couldn't find a way to help you - until - well until you told me about that offer for Aprilla."
He remembered all the times Bez had stormed into the motorhome and growled something about 'this fucking bike' just to then bury his head in Marc's chest. Sometimes he had cried. Sometimes he had just laid there, pretending the world wasn't there. Marc hated it every time.
He wanted his boyfriend back. The one that came skipping in, a big grin on his face. He didn't care if it was because of Rubik or because of a podium he had scared but he needed that smile back. But during the last season it was like nothing really bought Bez joy, like his whole happiness was swallowed by his fear and anxiety and not even Marc could do anything about it.
"So yes, I said that it was the best decision for you. And maybe - yes it was selfish that my support was mainly based on the fact that I didn't want to see my happy, cheerful boyfriend go down the same rabbit hole as last year."
He felt tears in Hi eyes as he recalled the past.
"But fucking hell - I thought I'll lose you." he said in all honesty. "You can't seriously expect not to encourage you to take a way out. Yes the aprilla is worst than the Ducati. But that's a fact. You knew that when you took the offer. I didn't say anything against that. So yeah - as a rider - maybe you should have stayed on a Ducati because at the moment they are the best"
He saw teh way Bez eyes widen for a moment. But they both knew he was just stating facts.
"But the bike wasn't working for you. And maybe the 2024 or 2025 bike wouldn't work for you either. And I highly suspect that and I'm sorry for that. But maybe the Aprilia works better. I'm sure it will. Marco, I believe in you. You're one of the best riders on the grid. I know you can succeed... But it's not worth your mental and physical health. You can't ask me to actually support that when it's unlikely that it will work"
Marco looked at him, the anger in his eyes gone again.
"And if it doesn't work? If I lose the seat and no one's wanna take me?" "Than they are stupid idiots. Who cares?" "What if that moves destroys my career? Would you-" "If you ask me if I'd still love you if you weren't a motogp rider, I'll throw a cushion in your face. Of course I'd still love you. I love you like crazy. Don't tell me you can't see that? Please, don't tell me I've been that much of a bad boyfriend that you don't even believe that I love you regardless of what you do?"
Finally Bez sat down again, this time right on Marcs lap, which made the older one laugh.
"I'm sorry. I'm an idiot. I shouldn't have jump at you like taht because of it" Marco mumbled, his face hidden in Marc's shoulder. He just leaned against him.
"No you're not. It's okay. I love you. I love you so, so incredible much" "I love you too"
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The One With the Teasing- Steve Harrington x fem reader.
It was a quiet summer evening in Hawkins, and Steve Harrington was lounging on the couch in the Wheeler's basement, his feet kicked up on the coffee table. He was trying to enjoy a rare moment of peace after a long day of babysitting the kids, but there was a nagging feeling in the back of his mindâone that had been there for weeks.
The feeling had started innocently enough. A fleeting glance here and there. A laugh shared when you said something sarcastic. But now? Now it was something Steve couldn't ignore any longer. And it wasn't just any "something." It was the fact that Steve was beginning to like you. Dustin's older sister, the same age as him, the girl who always had something witty to say and a smile that could brighten his worst days.
He was caught in his thoughts when Dustin, ever the mischievous little brother, popped into the basement. He grinned from ear to ear, clearly up to something.
"Hey, Steve!" Dustin said, crossing his arms with that smug look he always wore when he was about to tease someone. "What's it like, huh?"
Steve glanced up, trying to play it cool. "What's it like? What are you talking about, kid?"
"You know," Dustin said, wiggling his eyebrows, "hanging out with my sister so much. You two are practically inseparable these days. Do you need me to give you guys some space?" He winked.
Steve's face turned beet red. "Iâwhat? Dustin, shut up." He rubbed his face in exasperation, but it didn't help. The teasing was already too much. And it wasn't helping that Steve had caught feelings for you in the first place.
Dustin wasn't about to let up. He leaned in closer, lowering his voice in mock secrecy. "I get it, Steve. I really do. She's coolâI mean, she's my sister and all, but I get why you like her." He leaned back and grinned. "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone."
"You're not funny, Dustin," Steve groaned, but there was a glimmer of hope that maybe, just maybe, Dustin was just messing with him. He wasn't that obvious, right? The teasing was just playful, wasn't it?
But Dustin wasn't done. He crossed his arms again, looking proud of himself. "It's fine, Steve. I mean, who could blame you? She's pretty smart, funny, and definitely way cooler than you. It's probably hard to resist her charm."
Steve shot him a glare. "You really need to stop. Seriously."
The basement door creaked open, and there you were, walking in with a nonchalant expression. "What's going on down here?" you asked, arching an eyebrow at the two of them.
Steve's heart skipped a beat. Dustin's face lit up with a grin, as if the entire world had just become his stage.
"Oh, just talking about how Steve's got a thing for my sister," Dustin said casually, as if it was the most normal thing in the world.
You raised both eyebrows. "Oh really?" you said, crossing your arms as you leaned against the doorframe. "And what exactly do you mean by that?"
Steve's eyes widened. "Dustin! Youâ" But it was too late. You were already walking toward them with that smirk of yours, one that had always left Steve speechless in the past.
"Well," you said, as you took a seat next to Steve, your voice suddenly teasing. "I guess I should know how you feel, huh?"
Steve looked like he was about to combust. He wanted to hide, but somehow, he also couldn't help but enjoy the way you were looking at himâplayfully, yet with an undeniable curiosity.
Dustin stood from across the room, looking far too pleased with himself. "Don't worry, Steve. It's all out in the open now. I can't help it. I'm a good brother, making sure you two don't get too shy about everything."
You laughed, clearly enjoying the show, and nudged Steve lightly with your elbow. "So, Steve... was there ever a moment when you thought maybe I was worth not teasing you for?"
Steve, feeling trapped and defeated, sighed. "You guys are impossible."
But then, you smiled at himâsoftly, warmly. And suddenly, Steve felt like maybe he wasn't as trapped as he thought. Maybe, just maybe, there was a chance that things weren't as complicated as Dustin made them seem. Maybe there was something real here.
Dustin watched the exchange for a moment, saw the way Steve looked at you, and let out a satisfied sigh. "Well, I guess I'm not needed here anymore. I'll leave you two lovebirds to it."
"Dustin!" Steve groaned as he threw a pillow at him, but it was already too late. Dustin had bolted up the stairs, leaving Steve and you alone.
There was a brief moment of silence. Then, you nudged Steve again, this time more playfully.
"You know, I think you're kind of cute when you're flustered."
Steve opened his mouth to respond, but the words got caught in his throat. He finally just laughed, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. "Dustin is gonna make my life miserable from now on, isn't he?"
You grinned. "Well, as long as you're not going to make it too awkward, I think we'll be fine."
He smiled at you, the weight of the moment settling in. Maybe Dustin wasn't so bad for pushing him to finally say what he couldn't before. And maybe, just maybe, he was going to enjoy this new chapter of his friendshipâor something moreâwith you.
"Well, I'll try not to make it too awkward," Steve said with a grin. "But no promises."
You laughed, and in that moment, everything felt just a little bit less complicated.
And Dustin? Well, he'd won for now. But Steve was starting to think that maybeâjust maybeâhe didn't mind being the target of a little teasing every once in a while if it meant he got to be around you more.
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Hiiii đ€ I'm the anon who requested Obsessed Hotch i wanted to tell you that you did an amazing job i really loved what you wrote, thanks for taking the request đ„čđ„čđ«
I thought of something new if you don't mindđ„č
It could be something about Hotch and the reader where they're sitting across from each other, maybe in a restaurant or something and he says something like 'don't you think you're too far away from me?đ€š?' Or maybe the reader lifts his foot a little under the table to stretch it out and Hotch feels the movement so he pulls it a little to indicate that he should come closer. đ„č
In the end they end up sitting next to each other and he is so proud that he got what he wanted. đââïž
I know i mentioned a restaurant but it can also be while they eat at home or even at work whatever is best for you.đ«¶đ»
I hope you had an amazing holiday and have the most amazing year ever! đ«đđ
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One Inch Closer
Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x reader
Word Count: 0.9k
Warnings: SFW, first date, new relationship, fluff, flirting, nervousness, hand-holding, Aaron is touchy
A/N: Hello Anon! Thank you so much for your kind words. This is the kind of stuff that keeps me motivated!!! I'm so glad to see you in my requests again, it's always such a pleasure to write for you. I'd been hoping you'd request again <3 I'm sorry for the wait; I was travelling, and I had no access to my laptop. But it's done finally! I hope you like it, please enjoy reading it!!! Sending you my love. Oh, btw! I wrote two parts for this đ đ I legit couldn't choose between either suggestion. Keep an eye out for a part two hehe đšđš
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You hadnât thought buying an ice cream at your local park wouldâve landed you in this spot a couple weeks later.
It had been on a whim. You hadnât seen one of those ice cream trucks since you were seven, and it had been a hot day. So, youâd decided to treat yourself to something sweet. You definitely deserved it after the week youâd had. After fending off some very hyperactive children, you managed to acquire your soft serve. And thatâs where you met himâ Aaron Hotchner. He had been hard to miss, a towering wall of muscle standing in line behind you.Â
You donât know how it happened, how a simple gesture of sharing a bench with him as you licked your cone had turned into a surprisingly entertaining conversation. Maybe it was when you started laughing at his dry jokes. Maybe it was when he told you about the time he accidentally wore mismatched shoes to a meeting and didnât notice until someone pointed it out an hour later.Â
You couldnât hide your delight as he shrugged and said, âAt least they were both black.âÂ
But somewhere between the ice cream and the short stroll through the park after, youâd found yourself falling for him. So you didnât think twice about accepting his request for dinner together. Now, here you were, sitting across from Aaronâs handsome features at a candlelit table in a fancy restaurant.
And you were nervous.Â
No, this was way moreâ you could almost hear your heart hammering. You cast a glance at Aaron across your booth, wondering if he could feel your nerves radiating across the table. But he seemed entirely at peace, his demeanour calm as he perused the menu. If anything, it just made the difference between the two of you feel even more glaring. Aaron was effortlessly composed. Meanwhile, you were fidgeting with the tablecloth, the restaurant feeling like a furnace suddenly. You could only pray that something would distract you from these incessant first-date nerves.Â
âWhat would you like to eat tonight? The roast chicken is the only thing I can pronounce on here, I might just get that,â he laughs quietly, eyes twinkling in the soft light of the candle.
You blinked. Your mouth opened in response, but your brain had apparently taken a walk. An awkward silence ensued, but pandemonium broke loose within you.
Oh my god. You couldnât believe youâd just frozen up like that. Not after how easy conversation had flowed with him in the park. What if he thought you were bizarre? You probably looked like an idiot right now. Please, donât let this be the reason you never hear from him again.
âAre you all right?â Aaronâs deep timbre cut through the chaos of your mind. His brown eyes were studying you from across the table. You had feared judgment, but there was nothing but concern behind the intensity of his gaze.Â
âYeah... Iâm fine. Sorry, uh, Iâm justâŠâ you chuckled nervously, âFirst date jitters, I think.â
A smile tugged the corner of his mouth.Â
âI donât bite, sweetheart,â he teased, his voice soothing the tension in your stomach.
You laughed, enchanted by how easily he had managed to put a stop to your spiralling.
The waiter dropped off your drinks, and for a moment, there was nothing but the soft clink of glasses, the rustling of the napkins, and the quiet hum of conversations filling the space. Then, Aaron shifted in his seat, his focus narrowing on you. His brow furrowed slightlyâsomething unreadable flashing through his gaze.
He seemed a bit⊠off.Â
You shifted uncomfortably, unsure of what to do.Â
Was the conversation too dry? Or maybe the food was taking too long?
A breath of hesitation caught in your chest as your eyes met his. You could acutely feel the weight of his gaze, soft yet all-consuming, as if he was dissecting every little thought, every little gesture.
"Is something wrong?" you asked, voice tentative.
"No," Aaron said quickly, though there was a tension in his posture, something that was just a little too intense for the moment. He took a deep breath, his gaze never leaving you. âBut donât you think youâre a little... too far away?â
You blinked at him, unsure what he meant at first, but then his eyes softened with a hint of somethingâwas he flirting?
He was still watching you, eyes never wavering. There was something in the air now, something you couldnât quite define, but you felt it rush through your veins, making your heart skip.
A nervous giggle slipped from your lips before you could stop it. You felt a flush creeping up your neck, and you quickly masked it with a smile. âIs that so?â
There was something effortlessly intimate about the way he said it, how he made it feel like it was your choice, your move. Without thinking, you got up and slid next to him in the booth.Â
"Better?" you asked softly, your voice not quite as steady as you wanted it to be.
Aaronâs lips curled into a satisfied smile, âMuch.âÂ
His gaze lingered on you for a moment longer, before his hand, ever so casually, reached out to cover yours. The heat of his palm felt comforting against your skin and steadied your pulsing heart.
The waiter came back with your food, but neither of you really paid attention to the plates being set down in front of you.
"Thanks for coming tonight," he said, his voice suddenly softer, almost vulnerable. âI wasnât sure youâd say yes when I asked, but Iâm really glad you did.â
You smiled, your heart fluttering again. âAaron, I wouldnât miss this for all the world.â
And in the quiet that followed, you both knew it wasnât just a dinner anymore. It was the start of something new, something that neither of you had fully anticipatedâbut were both quietly excited to explore.
Thank you for reading! I appreciate any likes/comments/reblogs/follows. Constructive criticism is welcome. Do not plagiarise my content and/or post it anywhere without crediting me.
part 2 (coming soon!)
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SKETCHES.
Warning: None. (Damian, Jon, and reader are age ten to make the story a bit more sweeter.)
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School wasnât so bad! If you look at it from Damianâs perspective itâs awesome. He gets to learn AND play music. Heâs a very tasked kid, playing about 5 instruments. Impressive isnât it? Violin, guitar, trumpet, viola, and harmonica. Let me say, heâs proud.
For his age the boy shared a love for classical music. A habit of scrunching his nose when he heard some of the school bands play harsh music. It wasnât like an abomination or something, but just not his cup of tea. Jon, his friend really was just the opposite. From insulting Mozart to shredding his messy and loud electric guitar in his main solos.
Lunch was one of his favorite parts of the day. The food he got to eat and practicing of his instruments, sounds of the bow hitting the strings of his perfectly tuned instrument. Truly it was heavenly to his ears. âYou messed up again.â a voice he had memorized rang in his head like an echo, immediately looking embarrassed with the biggest frown. âI certainly do not mess up. Clean your ears.â he told you with a scowl.
You looked up at him from your sketchbook, doing a sketch piece that you forgot as homework in lunch time while you listened to him play. âBut you did- you played C minor instead of D.â you said and pointed at his music sheet. Damian huffed and looked where your finger pointed. âYeah, I knew that. I was just testing you.â he said, his tone betraying him and saying in a hidden way âYeah I messed up.â.
The assignment you had wasnât difficult, hence to why you forgot to do it. The instructions were: âDraw someone or anything as many times as you liked, but you had to fill the whole page.â your teacher had spoken in class. Damian tried to peek at your page, failing. Your arm was hiding it like a person who wouldnât let anyone cheat off their exam. He fairly came to the conclusion that it wasnât fair. You never showed him your art! He always showed you his paintings and musical errors without hiding them!
He still made no fuzz, no matter how much he wanted to look at the sketchbook he respected that maybe you didnât feel comfortable with sharing your drawings. Damian understood how most artists were embarrassed of showing their works and that was normal. He continued playing his violin, from playing his piece to playing Howlâs Moving Castle. For a moment you stopped with the pencil strokes.
You mentioned many times before Howlâs Moving Castle, though they were mindless thoughts and some homework doodles. Damian had taken his time to memorize the famous melody in his violin. His gaze was torn between you and his fingers on the violin strings and his other hand on his bow. The gaze was intense, like a stoic way of saying âHey! I learned this for you.â. Other students and teachers paused to look at Damian, ones impressed and others recognizing the tune. Equally, your gaze fixated on him also.
Soon your hand moved on the paper once again, calm with the familiar melody as you drew the familiar boy in front of you with his violin. The drawing wasnât an exact copy of the moment of course, but it was very clear it was Damian Wayne. That was the reason you didnât show him your drawings. It would be weird to show your friend heâs secretly your muse. The stop of the music made you look up, his face scrunched up in a way of silently saying that you should be excited. In a quick panic you just clapped your hands, making others that had heard clap along.
It was priceless. His red face full of embarrassment. The claps died down and his face went back to normal slowly. He frowned at you and gave you a huff, âI wished to be appreciated, but not from the whole school.â he stoically stated, exaggerating in the slightest. âSorry, Wayne.â you said back apologetically, only getting a âTt.â from him.
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âI will walk today, Pennyworth.â the boy addressed the man through the passenger window the butler had rolled down. Alfred was indeed surprised. âAlright, Master Damian. Are you sure you will not even drop your violin in the vehicle?â his fatherâs butler asked, making Damian open a door and leave the violin case securely on the seat and closing the door again. He ran to his friends (whether he liked to admit it or not, you and Jon were his friends.), stopping right in front of the guitarist and artist.
After a while of friendly banter, Jon waved and walked away. Now being alone with Damian he took a notice of the hour. âI will walk you home.â he stated. Not even a âCan I walk you home?â. You didnât comment on it since you didnât have a ride home. âOkay, Damian.â you spoke with a grateful nod.
He walked with you to your home, making small talk and getting a few laughs and smiles out of you which were secretly his goal. Damian also carried your lunchbox. It was a habit he got from the first day of school, which you guys met. You had teasingly asked him to carry your lunchbox and he surprisingly did it. Grumpily, but he still did, after that he developed a habit of doing it. As you stepped foot in front of your door step you turned around, looking at the boy as he made a call for Alfred to pick him up. You dropped your bag mindlessly and companied him in front of your own house to wait for his ride.
âThank you for walking me home.â you thanked, earning a nod from him. âNo problem.â he brushed off, setting your lunchbox next to your bookbag and without you noticing he grabbed something from your bookbag and closed the zipper quietly, putting the item on the inside his jacket. âYou okay?â you asked after seeing his rapid movements. âYes, I am alright.â he said looking over at you and pretending to fix the cuffs of his jacket.
Alfred arrived after about 10-20 minutes, stopping right in front of your house. âBye Damian! See you at school!â you said with a smile and a wave. He returned the wave and a small âYeah, bye.â. He hopped in the back seat of the car and Alfred rolled down the window. âThank you for waiting with him.â Alfred said gratefully, âNo problem, Alfred. See you soon!â you responded. You knew the Wayne family for a bit now, Alfred and Bruce being very fond of Damian having another friend aside Jon.
You got inside your house when you took your backpack and lunch box and Alfred made sure. The car got out of view once he made sure you were safely inside. Now that Damian was alone he took out the thing he had taken. Your sketchbook. He knew he was doing something very wrong, but curiosity killed the cat. He flipped page through page of your art assignments. There were studies and all, but he mainly saw himself. Damian realized that, one; your drawings were awesome, two; he felt- happy? How would he work this out? âŠ
How would he tell you that he was Robin?
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I wrote again!! I need to add more dialogue to my stories and better them. I donât know if i should continue this.
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how about some smutty or fluffy domestic hcs of Nick with a m!Sole?
Sure! I'm gonna keep it fluffy for now, if that's alright.
In the evenings, Nick likes to dance with you to the radio. Nick always insists on leading, and he's so good at it, how can you complain? For the slower tunes, he holds you close and rocks you sweetly, and on the faster ones, expect him to dip you a few times. If you take him out to the Third Rail to dance, he's happy to show off both his skills and his charming dance partner.
If you shave, he likes to hang around while you do, chit-chatting and admiring you. Prewar Nick had a fancy shaving set with nice brushes and such. He made a whole ritual of it. Synth Nick misses that ritual now that he doesn't need to shave, but he likes to watch when you do. The process feels oddly intimate to him, he's glad you're willing to share it with him. Don't let him distract you too much, though...
Nick likes to read aloud to you in the evenings. Poetry, mysteries, and biographies of the jazz greats are his favorites, but he'll read something you pick if you ask him. He lets you rest your head on his chest while he reads, the low warmth of his voice slowly lulling you to sleep. When you finally doze off, he puts the book down and lets you rest, stroking your hair gently and wondering how he ever got so lucky as to have you.
At first, Nick's a little shy about PDA. He gets enough unwanted attention in public as it is, he's not sure he wants any extra. But the longer you're together, the more he warms up to the idea, and soon enough he wants to hold your hand everywhere you go together. Better watch out, he's stealing kisses left and right. He's proud to have you with him, and you give him confidence he never had before.
He will try to cook for you. Emphasis on 'try.' He never was a great cook prewar, and his sense of taste is different now that he's a synth. Ingredients have changed a lot, and he doesn't always know how to adapt the old recipes he knew. He's made you a couple really bad meals. It's up to you whether you'll eat them anyways and risk having him cook more, or if you'll bite the bullet and tell him the food is nasty. If you do, he'll stick to making you coffee instead.
Speaking of coffee, since he doesn't need to sleep, he's wide awake while you're groggy and fresh out of bed in the morning. So he makes your coffee each morning just the way you like it. It's one kitchen thing he has been able to master.
He loves when you borrow his clothes, finds it here hot. He doesn't have a wide selection, but if he catches you wearing his hat, or borrowing one of his button-downs, his eyes will be glued to you and he'll be grinning like a fool. In his opinion, all his things seem to look better on you.
Hope I did your ask justice, I guess some these are pretty gender neutral. Thanks for sending me an ask! :)
#headcannons#hcs#my hcs#nick valentine#nick valentine fallout#fallout nick valentine#fallout 4#fo4#sole survivor#fo4 nick valentine#male sole survivor#nick valentine x sole survivor
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One of my personal goals is getting in shape.
So I've decided that mondays are gonna be my weekly weigh-in days. And I'm about to share my weight from this morning. But let me talk a little about December 19th which is when this goal of mine really came forward full force.
So December 19th we are at a big family dinner at my in-laws and my toddler wanted a piggyback ride. I squat and she climbs on and I struggle to lift us both up. She only weights about 15kg. When I say that I struggled I really mean I had to push for dear life to lift us both up. But it was that or admitting to my whole extended family how out of shape I am. I literally had to push from my toes I'm not even exaggerating! Somehow I managed (insert Michael Scott gif here) to lift us both up rather then die from shame.
Anyway back then I weighted about 81kg (178.5lbs) and I ate whatever I wanted which unfortunately was potato chips and processed candy. Water intake was ridiculously low. As a breastfeeding mum I do have a luxury of extra caloric intake but what I was doing was so unhealthy to say the least.
And so I decided I no longer wanna be a slob and just grab whatever comes to hand when I feel low on energy. So I made some changes.
I started drinking more water. Like every time I wanted candy or felt like munching on something I would drink water or eat some fruit if I was really hungry. Which was beneficial in many ways.
I stoped eating candy, chips and my beloved chocolate. This is hudge deal for me since I'm a sugar junkie. When my husband told my mum that I'm not eating sweets anymore she literally said "That's impossible she lives for candy." But I did it, I went so far that I placed a ferrero rocher ball on my kitchen counter so that I see it every time when I'm passing by. And every time I made a mindful decision not to eat it. And it worked I got hooked on that feeling of being in control!
I reduced my bread intake. I just started eating things that have more complex carbs. I love rice and chicken for lunch, tortilla omlet for breakfast, oatmeal etc. I stay away from grilled cheese (another staple in my pre baby diet), any kind of spreads (because I end up eating a lot of bread with them) and store bought bread in general.
Workouts but I'm gonna make a separate post about that topic soon.
And now I can happily say that I can squat with my velcro toddler on my back!
My weight this morning was 77,4kg (170.6lbs) and I'm proud of that. Current goal is just bellow 70 so I'll be happy with 69,9kg (154lbs)đ
I honestly don't even know how will I look by then so that can easily change if I'm happy with my strength and if I can fit my favourite pre pregnancy jeans! I'm pretty tall 175cm (5'9'') so all the extra weight doesn't bother me much but my bad shape, oh man that haunted my dreams..
#glow up#health and wellness#wellness girl#it girl#postpartum glow up#self care#wellnessjourney#clean girl#weight loss#postpartum weight loss#mum life#mom life#mum waight loss
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Eat Your Heart Out (A Source Memory Pressure Fanfic)
DISCLAIMER: This fic is highly based on source memories, which shares a resemblance to a certain âAsk Sebastianâ series found here. The video was also referenced when memory was spotty. Please donât compare the two, I know theyâre similar, but many source memories seem to be sourced from this video-
It was a long time since the large fish amalgamation was in containment, and it was an absolute fight to get him back. The last-minute change in protocol was a surprise to the task team in charge of dealing with Z-13, which left him rather injured, but the retrieval was a success. For now, he was locked up in his cell with cuffs and the required muzzle, and his wounds mostly tended to before he woke up again. Even with his lure light off, you could see his glowing eyes glaring through the one-way glass.
After giving him a few hours to settle into his new confines, one of the heads of the research division entered the viewing bay. She tapped on the intercom microphone, which seemed to get his attention. Satisfied with that response, she pressed the red button on the tape recorder before speaking.
âThis is Dr. A. Monroe, beginning interview log 1-A with Z-13, âThe Saboteurâ, who-â
âThe nameâs Sebastian..â The beastâs chilling voice cut her off as the purple light from his lure flickered on, showing just how cramped his current living quarters were. The room was padded to make it harder to harm himself (accidentally or not), and his cuffs chained to the back wall to prevent him from getting too close to the glass. She knew his strength could shatter even the shark-proof glass installed, she just hoped the titanium chains would keep him restrained so they didnât have to test that theoryâŠ
âIf youâre going to have this little interview with me, you might as well use my real name.â She sighed as she adjusted the spectacles on her face before continuing her introduction.
â..Z-13, âSebastian Solaceâ, has been recently apprehended and returned to containment after recent events regarding our research facility, the Hadal Blacksite. This session is dedicated to questions regarding the lockdown incident at said facility, as well as⊠Some from the team who managed to survive retrieving the crystalâŠâ She couldnât help but roll her eyes when she heard an amused chuckle.Â
âPerhaps this would be more entertaining than I thought..~ Letâs just get this over with.â Dr. Monroe mumbled something in agreement before glancing down at her clipboard and clicking her pen.
âWhat did you do during the lockdown?â Sebastian chuckled, shifting his position into something more comfortable.
âMostly just explored the extent of my new prison, picking up what was left behind during the scramble to escape⊠You would be surprised just how much was laying around! Light sources, hacking materials, classified documents, first aid kits- Most weren't of use to me, though.â
âWhy did you decide to assist the crystal retrieval teams during their expeditions?â Dr. Monroe raised a brow when she caught a brief cackle from the fish, catching a grin from between the slits of the muzzle.
âIt was a wonderful benefit to me, you know..~ I get juicy data and research, and in return, they get items that are more useful to them than myself. And then they would live up to their names; they would die and I could sell what wasnât broken. A glorious cycle, all funded by you~â Her nose crinkled a little as he spoke, unsure if he was just trying to make her uncomfortable or if he was genuine in his tone. There was always the possibility of bothâŠ
â..What exactly did you plan to do with all of those Blacksite documents?â His demeanor shifted noticeably, his arms crossing over his chest and his tail bunching up in front of him.
âWouldnât you love for me to tell you, hm?â
âWhy did you free the other subjects, and how?â
âWhy wouldnât I free them? They served as a wonderful distraction that allowed me to go about my business! âŠAnd they deserved freedom as much as I do⊠You slaughtered the lot of them, didnât you? I saw all the blood before your team attacked me-â Monroe quietly adjusted her glasses and flipped to the next page before continuing.
âOut of the other subjects within the facility, did you have a favorite?â
âOh, this is definitely a crystal team question, isnât it?â He scoffed a little, âBut if I have to answer this ridiculous question, yes, I did.. Most were not inclined to chit-chat, after all, most couldnât speak! But⊠I came to an.. Understanding⊠With Eyefestation⊠She, yes she, went through some of the worst of your âexperimentsâ... She deserved a better lifeâŠâ
âWhat about your relationship with The P.AI.nter?â A low growl made her blood run cold, looking up from her clipboard to realize he seemed closer than before.
â...Moving on⊠The mutation's side effects replaced your legs with a large tail. How has this affected your movement capabilities?â Sebastian looked down at his tail and flexed it, fanning out the flukes at the end.
âItâs been.. Interesting.. Getting used to it all. While I find it easier to swim nowadays, by no means am I slow on land, which you could probably guess~ I honestly couldnât imagine a life with legs again.â
âWe are half-way through, Mr. Solace. What abilities did your mutations give you?â She immediately grew tense as Sebastianâs eyes widened, his gaze slowly raising back to the glass as one eye twitched.Â
âYou. Donât. KNOW!? You kept absolutely NO RECORD of all my surgeries!?â He lunged forward while baring his teeth through his muzzle, Dr. Monroe immediately slamming her hand on a button on the dashboard. A shrill cry of pain was heard as his body thrashed before collapsing to the ground, heavy breathes can be heard as she gave him some time to recover, ever thankful for the integrated taser in the shackles. She just hoped she could get through these last questions quicklyâŠ
âWere the experiments performed on youâŠPainful?â
â...PainfulâŠ?â A soft, strained voice emanated from the large fish as he slowly pulled himself upright, his yellow eyes glowing from behind his hair.
âWere they PAINFUL? You CUT me open, FISHED around inside me with NO ANESTHETICS, and shoved ANIMAL PARTS into my FLESH! WHAT COULDâVE GIVEN YOU THAT IDEA!?â He snarled loudly, Monroeâs hand hovering over the button yet again.
âS-Subject seems unstable and agitated, suspending interview until further n-â Dr. Monroe gasped loudly and hit the button as Sebastian lunged towards the window again, barely able to register the click and fizzle before the shattering of glass signaled things have gotten much, much worse. She screamed as she was thrown into the wall, struggling to catch her breath from the wind being knocked out of her, fearful eyes watching the mutated fish man tear off his restraints.
âYou know, Doc.. Your little âteamâ shouldâve killed me when they had the chanceâŠ~â He picked her up by the neck and slammed her against the wall, leaning in close with that toothy grin of his. She managed to choke out a pained plea, which he just ignored.
âBecause now? Now I have alllllll I need to ruin your company, and I can just slither out of here, the rest of this place being none the wiser..~ I really must thank you for that. But this is now farewell, Dr. Monroe..~â Another scream was cut short as he ripped into her, letting all of his rage and anger take over until she was no longer recognizable. Dripping in blood, he dragged himself to the tape recorder, chuckling when he realized it was still recording.
âEat your heart out, Urbanshade.â He hissed, his words dripping with venom before slamming his fist onto the stop button, accidentally breaking the machine in the process. He then threw it at the camera before tearing it free from the wall.
â...You took your sweet old time-â He grumbled, a computer screen going white with a sketchy face being drawn on it.
âYouâre so silly, Sebastian! My USB is in the office, see you soon!â
#i might delete this later#but i was really proud of it and want to share#don't exactly feel comfortable sharing it on our main blog but here it is#i'm happy to hear people's thoughts about it#- đïž#sebastian pressure#sebastian solace#roblox pressure#pressure#source memories#introject#system
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