#but i spent so much this year already
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brooooo this dress I love is almost 400 dollars but I could potentially buy it for less than 200....... If it doesn't sell out first. Or if it's still on the shop. it's been up forever and it's gorgeous
#me talking#brown dress for prom... winter formal#.....#its so perfect#but i spent so much this year already
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in a mood (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#doing straight up nothing with the bestie. really good activity of doing nothing#i mainly drew this just so i can test how itd be not drawing their faces bc i Love drawing their faces a little too much.#maybe ill throw them in a more intense situation next time i try it bc it just ended up focusing on wolfwood and his silly newspaper#he's reading the news... cruel happenings all around no mans land... have to keep up to know where to go next and where to avoid#but theres also some guy in the same room being distracting as hell. i think they can coexist without bothering each other but theyd#be so painfully aware of the other person... both of them usually have tended to their own space after all for years. ww especially i think#would be easily distracted with vash's presence bc he's spent 2 years thinking about him already (for his mission...)#and thinking about vash is a Little easier than dealing with his personal anguish#though it can definitely overlap too. and sometimes its not that bad. sometimes its just vash's hand feeling unexpectedly nice and gentle#ruporas art
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max & daniel + eye contact
#aka maxiel ignoring everyone and living in their own little world#second one is giving renaissance#it's not much but it's honest work#it really isn't much and I have no reason for this; I just miss them#I feel like I've said this a million times already but it's true#and it started out as something completely different but I like this version#the amount of photos I saw from 2024 is painful#it wasn't the whole year and he was supposed to be wearing different colors in half of them but it is what it is#the more I look at it the more I hate it; it looks so silly#I was going to do it with less photos but I kept finding new ones and lost track of time editing them#because there was something strangely soothing about contouring daniel's nose :)#aaaahhhh whatever I spent hours on this#daniel ricciardo#max verstappen#maxiel#daniel#max#my work
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day 129
so was anybody going to tell me @adorkastock had their own random pose generator now or was i just supposed to find that out on my own
#day 129#year 5#aradia megido#homestuck#so hey genuinely i think adorkastock taught me to draw???#well among other things obviously. BUT.#in high school when i was just starting to like. understand anatomy as skill that i could Actively Practice#instead of just drawing whatever the hell i wanted and hoping it looked okay#i spent entire art classes just TEARING thru their deviantart page and drawing my blorbos in the poses i found#because my art teacher didnt know what to do with me since i was blowing through all the regular assignments WAY too fast#so she really just let me go nuts#and this was still homestuck mind you. like. it was 2013-2014 i was very much in the rabbit hole already#so fundamentally i have changed as a person in the last decade but also no i havent#ANYWAY it was adorkastock and line of action that basically got me Actually Improving at art at that point. cant recommend them enough trul
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just for fun this time during 'sea of blood' I counted out all the venatori corpses I think we can be pretty sure were lucanis' handiwork before we show up (not including the ones he kills in his initial cutscene, and with an assumption that he's been at work mainly up and down in the areas we move through until we find him, not behind the locked door -- I think that's mostly the work of rampaging undead and other venatori-hoisted-by-their-own-petard suchlikes). can thus happily inform you lucanis has killed at least 32 venatori before rook and company get there. at least one of them he's impaled on their own weird crystal spike things the venatori mages cast as an AOE attack and that they're trying to keep him contained with when we find him. so he's clearly been keeping busy lol. that's my boy dispensing poetic justice and claiming some enrichment in his enclosure while he's at it good for him!
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#I think he's been scouting around found what's techincally the way out realized he can't leave without his blood#and been shepherded/cornered in the room where you find him. or just as likely he lured them in there to take them all out at once#and also he's not a mage. how the fuck is he going to actually get the door out open and then not just drown if he does#even though he found it. lucanis dellamorte's very bad no good extremely awful horrible day (300+ day streak)#CAN the non-mage venatori get in and out of here without a mage to take them. many questions#him coincidentally escaping right now seems to be down to everything falling the fuck apart down there after zara officially voided#whatever OSHA regulations they ever had and the fallout of solas' ritual made magic run wild across the continent#it's interesting to note that the ossuary we see in this is actually pretty much emptied -- she's already retrieved#what she considered her successes. there used to be way more experiments down here until like a week before this#it's just lucanis and the other rejects left lmao#I do like (well. like is probably the wrong word) to imagine that lucanis has spent a sisyphean year of nearly escaping in there#he's killed a guard gotten to look around for intel for five seconds and been thrown back into his cell multiple times before#this time he's just got chaos and rook (basically synonymous terms right lol) on his side#also to all the 'why is he in his full armor and already with a neat beard' complaints -- because this is a video game#and getting a whole new model for him done for all of 45 mins of content max would not be a wise or fruitful use of resources#hope that helps!#if we're going to go watsonian about it he must have been wearing something when he got there and he probably had luggage#so idk he found those in a store room or something b/c callivan... not the brighest bulb in the lamp store clearly
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vent post
#and before anyone who hates my shit says “yeah because you ARE a loser way to have self awareness for once”#i promise you this would be me with or without the LO fandom LMAO#anxiety is a hell of a thing#and as much as i internally guilt myself into thinking it would be better if i just shut up and hid away forever#i also know that's the trauma speaking because the adults around me always told me to shut up#and even as an adult i still encounter people who talk over me and make me feel like i'm not allowed to be outspoken#but the pen is mightier than the sword and all those years i've spent being spoken over i've been honing my penmanship#i have fun talking about the things i talk about and i don't have any less right than anyone else to do it#i am cringe and i am free#self post#vent post#altho on another note i do wanna make time this week to go find new series to read#too many of my favorites have turned to shit and it's taken its toll#i KNOW there are better comics out there that are genuinely well made#i already have a few that i'm reading that i love but i need to balance out the good with the bad more lol#i just need to take the time to go find good stuff instead of pouring so much of my attention into the bullshit that doesn't deserve my tim#i think both things can be true#i can have a lot of fun dissecting and writing about series i don't like#while also nourishing myself with good works that restore my faith in this medium#“perfectly balanced as all things should be”
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It’s really funny when people are like - but JK hung out with x person 10 times this year! - and it’s like, okay, and then he chose to spend the next 18 months, 547~ days with Jimin? 😭 You might really want to rethink that argument friend. JK had other options, other people he could have gone with, other programs he could have tried for, a later date he could have enlisted on, and yet he chose JM, and vice versa. They didn’t even have to enlist with anyone, they could have gone individually like everyone else in the group. No one was expecting them to enlist together. And this is also probably the furthest thing there is from company content or fanservice considering we’re not even going to be seeing them for the next 18 months and I doubt they’ll even talk about their time in the military. It’s just so silly. “JK and JM were never together this year!” buddy, they’re literally together RIGHT NOW 😭
#jikook#I don’t agree with the ‘they didn’t see each other all year’ thing btw#I just think it’s a really funny argument#considering the circumstances#like oh they’re going to be seeing a lot of each other#and pretty much no one else for the next 18 months pal#so where does that leave us#I'm already halfway through making another rant post 🤓#finally spent a day catching up on everything#sorry for possible future tag spam#maybe I’ll even post my JK promo dissertation for good measure#and sorry if this seems like i'm trivializing the military#that is definitely not my intent
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phil posted a while ago that they'd stop taking orders for the tiny horse calendar but dnpshop still has it up should I get it 😭😭😭😭😭
#my biggest thing is that i already spent SO much on flying to perth + tit merch and idw to spend more#but also seeing the december page of the cats calendar on my wall is filling me with so much sadness#i want them to be on my wall next year too#!! 😭😭#but also shipping literally costs MORE than the actual calendar itself#i can't guys. agh#help#dnp#rambles#merch
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thinking abt how the writers fumbled caitlyn and vi in s2, there were so many dynamics and baggage they could have explored but it never was because the writers chickened out on atcually framing cait as having done seriously bad things and that vi might have attachment problems due to her background
#arcane critical#arcane criticism#it could have been so much more interesting and substantial#trauma doesn't just disappear because you had sex in a prison cell#vi spent her formative years in a prison cell ffs#she lost pretty much everyone and cait is all she has#i thought this series was about exploring the complicated relationships#massive L from the writers#you cant tell me a person w trauma from enforcers + an enforcer who has hit her and is willing to endanger civilians is gonna be smooth#of course she clings to cait. she lost everyone and cait also tossed her aside once already
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*thinking about the villains' tragic fates*
You know, their routes never really talk too much about their fates and how it effects them mentally. Or how the MC feels about it, and dealing with the fear and angst of it with the slight exception of William's route
*eyes widen*
... I think I know what the sequels are gonna be about
#I am scared both because it will be angsty and because they might not do this and mess up the sequels#from what I can tell Ikemen sequels can be pretty hard to do right#partly because the playerbase has over a year to imagine their own post-route and get attached to that#and because added onto an already finished story can be difficult without potentially accidentally undoing the efforts of the characters#I haven't read a lot of ikemen sequels so I could be wrong#but Ikevil doesn’t have this problem so much because it feels like there are some loose threads left with their relationship and character#not enough that it leaves you unsatisfied but enough that you could definitely expand upon it#I guess the tricky thing then would be expanding upon it in a way that people like#but for me I noticed some of the routes don't feel like one full finished story in terms of their relationship#it feels like the beginning of something#specifically I get that feeling for Liam's and Harrison's route#like the story ends with them getting together because we spent the whole story getting to know each other and learning their backstory#but it still feels like there's stuff to untangle and figure out in a relationship with them#I just hope that some of the sequels will be more slow paced#and whatever Crown mission going on is only meant to enhance the character journey like in Elbert's route#instead of being the main source of drama#but it could depend with the character and what type of story a sequel for them would be best for#like William's sequel being more action-packed and stakes while Liam's is more soft#I feel like that would fit them#thank you for coming to my ted talk#...in the tags#ikevil#ikemen villains#ikemen series
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"But Kikunosuke-sama ... please don't give up on trusting others."
#Ossan's Love Returns#おっさんずラブ-リターンズ-#japanese BL#BL drama#asianlgbtqdrama#guess what I am ~ obseeessiing oveeer ~#and what if I have already rewatched episode 4 twice#I love Chief so much he is being so kind#unrelated but the last time I watched something with Miura Shohei was the Hana Kimi remake and I am still in awe of the change#yes yes yes i know he just got 13 years older like i did but you know. he did it very gracefully is all i'm saying#(i spent so long getting rid of the gagaoolala watermark omg u.u)#ragongif#gifs
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wow vol 3 cover art huh
#lol if anybody has any hny drawing reqs with significantly lower quality…….my ask box is open……………….#i might draw……or get back to it in two years idk#i spent so much time on the underpainting and for what. shaking tachibana what r the normal colours in vol 3 art w/o the pink and blue ligh#hi! very nornal abt vol 3 cover art! but u knew that already!#the moment theres a volume art where satoko has any positive emotion im gonna cry a river#sorry everytime i look at her in the cover art i have that nothing to smile abt in my life meme in my head#my friend told me to stop posting af 3am but lol. here we r.#firefly wedding#hotaru no yomeiri#my art#doodle#doodles
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seeing everyone do their their yearly art recap thingy or whatever it’s called beautiful gorjus work but i want to float face down in a river until i’m indistinguishable from a raisin
#not because i don’t like the stuff to be clear. just because it reminds me of my own failures this year lmao#i really should just stop all together tbh. but then it’s like i spent so much time on this stupid fucking hobby already#sunk cost fallacy something something#but then again isn’t it even more embarrassing that my art still looks like that after so much time#like shouldn’t that be another motivator to just stop bothering lol#romeo’s wretched rambles
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I know I'm extremely late to the party on this, but I'm only now watching the Dragons series for the first time, and am just now reaching the ending of season 3 (first season of Race to the Edge) and my brain is melting - WHAT DO YOU MEAN HICCUP AND ASTRID HAVEN'T BEEN TOGETHER THIS ENTIRE TIME?? It's been what, 3 almost 4 years since the first movie? You're telling me they've been the closest out of anyone else this whole time, constant partners and confidants, have kissed multiple times, and not only are they not together but they haven't even talked about it this entire time??? "Just friends"???? How??? Why??? This is the most insane thing this franchise has ever done. I genuinely assumed they were together since the ending of the first movie and have just been an extremely chill, non-PDA couple this whole time (especially since they were just kids, at least during the first seasons). I need to reframe the entire last, what, 100 things I watched (counting the shorts and comics) in my mind with this information... Again, brain is melting. Again, insane.
#how to train your dragon#dreamworks dragons#dragons race to the edge#hiccstrid#hiccup haddock#astrid hofferson#my posts#again i know this is very old and everyone already knew this but i just had to rant about it this bothered me so much 😂#also am i the only one that thinks this whole timeline makes no sense?#were the two longest seasons less than a year? and why the three year break?? and how are eight seasons just one year???#it's also crazy that they would build the entire outpost that quickly#they could've just said they found the dragon eye and the island and spent three years there building it#and that would've been more believable
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it's sound weird, but i have headcanon that Hunter didn't go hexside, because he too old to shool(according to my feelings, at the end of the he is 16-17 y.o (except for the post-credits scene), and at that age it is already too late to go to school):p
i mean, well- in my opinion he rather certainly did go to hexside, since one of the things he'd said during his TTT monologue was "i'd like to attend hexside like a normal student and play flyer derby with my friends" and all of his "wishes" were supposed to sort of foreshadow his goals and his future (carving palismen, studying wild magic, etc etc) so i feel like it's safe to say he succeeded in becoming a hexside student as well. we also know he attended grom with the rest of his friend group, and like- since he's 16 before the timeskip (no canon certainty whether he's recently turned 16 or is going on 17 already though, but like... around 16 canonically) that means he'd get at least 1 year of school, but most likely 2+.
my personal headcanon is that he went to hexside for around 2 years (full or not quite, depending on when the school year starts in the boiling isles and how long it lasts; possibly even 3), and during that time he picked up a mentorship/apprenticeship at del's palisman carving shop, and after he graduated from hexside he started carving palismen professionally with the clawthornes (i like to think that he also takes some courses at eda's wild magic university in his spare time, simply cuz . funny uni hexsquad shenanigans)
#like imo him being like ''i dream abt going to hexside'' and then not getting to attend hexside cuz he's ''too old to start'' or sth#would be kinda cruel since he already lost sooo much of his childhood because of belos. and he wants to be a hexside student#he deserves to have these few years of the typical teenage experience that he so desperately longs for#ofc it's not gonna make up for ALLLL the years of childhood that he'd lost. but even 2 years of the experience? would mean So much to him#not to even mention that the idea of him just... sitting at home or JUST carving palismen or doing whatever for halfa day for the 2-4 years#just cuz he's ???? ''too old'' or it's ''too late for him to start high school at his age'' or anything similar ?#while the rest of his friends get to go to school and learn and socialize and attend classes everyday without him . sounds so lonely#and he had already spent most of his life sheltered and separated from everyone so . yeah.#he'd still technically have to finish hexside like 1-2 years before the rest of hexsquad buuuuut y'know. his situation is very unique#so i could also imagine bump/eda agreeing to let him go to school a year or so longer so that he could finish it alongside his friends#but that's like mm i also can see him finishing it a year early compared to the rest of hexsquad and starting fulltime at the palisman shop#but either way; yes to at least 1-2 years at hexside in my mind#now COLLEGE? i Could see him not going to uni since he's already got the palisman business going and is doing well and wants to chill#BUT personally i still like to imagine that he attends classes there part-time#nicole answers#my toh talk#hunter toh#verocorne
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this isnt rlly a serious post more so than a thought I need to verbalize but like. there’s an INSANE difference between the fandom being like “hey what if jack was actually his age and got to be a little normal” vs y’all treating a grown ass man like he has to cover his ears when someone swears or sleep with a nightlight on because he’s afraid of the dark, and throwing the P word around to anyone who thinks he’s attractive. one of these things is not like the other.
#there’s a layer here about giving jack the childhood he specifically chose not to have#and ignoring his other choices because that’s just. idk a running theme with any character who struggles to have autonomy#but whatever idk#genuinely i think the past year or so that I’ve spent talking about this has burnt me out#either that or I’m just too fixated on VB to really care too much#like obviously I still care about it and wish more was done to help but it’s not really a warpath for me to walk currently#just.#I’m just tired dawg#it’s like talking to a deaf brick wall#please just do some research into infantilization I cannot keep having a one sided conversation with people who don’t care#spn#jack kline#baby jack#spn fandom#fandom critical#fandom ableism#tfw2.0#not even just ableism it’s the whole mischaracterization woobified bullshit all over again#and the using baby jack as a prop for everyone else but I digress#jack: *chose not to be a child and hates being seen as one and is more than willing to get violent if he thinks he has to*#y’all for some fucking reason: he’s just a widdle baby he can’t handle the scary movie he needs his daddies to take care of him#I’ve already said all these things before#i am tired. so tired
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