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#but i saw a reel yesterday
shoveitevil · 3 months
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gang im still as sad as i was b4 my birthday but in a new hopeful way with way more questions so that’s interesting
#ok tag rant ehheheheheheheh#ok as of i think feb-march this year i had accepted that i just wasn’t going to transition#that it just was too hard and too expensive and the privileges of being a cis guy esp in the work im going into#are just too great to throw away#this was the point that it was becoming more clear to me that if i really tried i could be a pretty man#i have a decent jawline decent skin im on track to be taller that 6 foot big chin#so i had just decided that when i graduate i was just going to act as if it was just a phase#yeah i would be miserable for all of my life but the alternative in my head was someone still miserable but also unemployed and ugly#i’d rather be miserable looking pretty than be miserable and ugly#but i saw a reel yesterday#and i’m always very vulnerable around my birthday so i was solacemaxxing#it was about someone detransitioning bcs they couldn’t get on hormones#and at this point i had just accepted the fact that i’d never transition and the idea of me continuing my life as trans hadn’t crossed#my mind in a while#but the reel kind of reminded me exactly what i was missing out on#if i had come out to my parents the moment i started to question my gender when i was 11 i could be passing as a woman already#and ik it’s not about passing n shit and like it’s about you and not your perception but like#idk what all the forums i look at don’t get but i don’t want to be trans i want to be a woman yk#anyways i looked into it and at 14 my voice has deepened but not too much#im 5’9 which for women makes me tall but model tall not freak tall#my shoulders haven’t broadened#if i come out soon and my parents are accepting and i can get on blockers#realistically i could be passing before i’m 18#when i kind of got to that conclusion it kind of scared me yk but in a good way#and now i’m stuck with the same question i was asking almost exactly a year ago#is it worth the effort to transition
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zeeckz · 11 months
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dragoncarrion · 6 months
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every time an exotic pet owner gets their animal taken away an angel gets its wings
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siriuslygay1981 · 10 months
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Top three ways you know I needed to be asleep hours ago! (Read: days)
1. Hallucinating!! So fun, always a pleasure to freak out.
2. Writing/words not making sense when written or said. Lots and lots and lots of grammatical and spelling mistakes. Always nice to decipher what I wrote later in the day.
3. Headache. Ouch go away
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gingergari · 2 months
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double trouble or whatever the kids are saying these days
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emeraldbabygirl · 2 years
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@boxyg28 THIS WAS THE LONGEST 5 MINUTES OF MY LIFE I WAS LITERALLY CRYING I HAD NO IDEA HIS VOICE WAS LIKE THAT HELP WHY IS IT SO DEEP THATS SO SEXY IM CRYING IM ON THE FLOOR SOBBING HE COULD LITERALLY SAY “DOO DOO FART” AND ID BE ON MY KNEES COME PICK ME UP IM SCARED
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gorillaxyz · 7 months
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i forgot about hidden mickeys
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summerfevers · 5 months
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i would like to be a letterboxd guy unfortunately i never watch movies and when i do its like. a dcom
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icedteaandoldlace · 8 months
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The influx of boring/ugly wedding dress reels on Facebook has driven me to Pinterest just to look at pretty ones.
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euphor1a · 2 years
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Best 4 hours of my life, with the loml ♡
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#googie 🐰#i know i always say this but i can never really explain the way i feel about him </3 it’s so hard to put into words#i feel so complete now god i love him so much 🥺!! even that is an understatement 😔#i think it was like? 10:30 pm when i saw the weverse notif... and now it’s past 3 am jdghbcbn#i felt so many emotions throughout everything (the wv live; the ig live; and then wv live again) but god.#i’m just way too happy that i got to see him again 🥺; i missed him a lot!#crazy how just yesterday afternoon i teared up watching a reel on ig about missing him </3 and then 6 hours later!!! he shows up 💖#lol and i had so many mini breakdowns bc of him 😭 he’s a flirt FLIRT huh 😔✋🏼! WHAT ABOUT MY WEAK LITTLE HEART SIR???#i really have no defence when it comes to jk </33... sigh. but he sang sooooo many songs 🥰🥰#including txt! svt! nwjns! i’m one happy bitch 🤩☝🏼#what a great day to be alive honestly! just hope that he gets some rest bc goddamn it’s nearly 7 am at sk now 💀#oh and!!!! WE GOT TO SEE BAM MY BABY AFTER SO LONG IM SQUEALING THEY ARE SO CUTE OMG#HOW DID I ALMOST FORGET TO MENTION THAT LIKE WHAT#it was such a bonus to see tae too 🤭#!!! i’m just really happy#i’ll add more tags later... i just want to fall asleep now bc my eyes literally can’t anymore lol#anyway... ik i’m being very delulu here but like. sorry if it bothers you; i’m like this. 🤡#will always be jeon jungkook’s bitch <3#bye bye ~ my eyes hurt 🙁#see you guys tomorrow and i love jungkook 😆... and y’all too <3
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cxffncase · 2 years
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kind of regretting deleting that post I made when I was 17 about building shit in minecraft and tracing it for a background ngl. i don’t have the original link but apparently the post has 99k notes
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horrorwebs · 1 year
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2 days since my Friend last sent me instagram videos please come back i miss you :(
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silhouettecrow · 1 year
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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 136
Adjective: Silver
Noun: Dust
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Silver: made of or colored like silver
Dust: fine, dry powder consisting of tiny particles of earth or waste matter lying on the ground or on surfaces or carried in the air; any material in the form of tiny particles; a fine powder; a cloud of dust; (literary) a dead person's remains; (literary) the mortal human body; an act of dusting
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hobimo · 7 months
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would u guys still like me even if i namedropped the absurdly popular author i fucking HATE . and even better would u keep it just between us so we're besties so that eventually when i finish dragon fic and its the banger fic i want it to be. it might just get recc'd enough that [BTS AUTHOR] reads it. and i hope it makes them realise how awful and damaging their writing is
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pissfizz · 1 year
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Ughhh I hate ig sm sometimes
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unnamed-atlas · 1 year
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I need to draw Wilford and Dark in the Barbie western outfits asap
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