#but i saw a reel yesterday
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gang im still as sad as i was b4 my birthday but in a new hopeful way with way more questions so that’s interesting
#ok tag rant ehheheheheheheh#ok as of i think feb-march this year i had accepted that i just wasn’t going to transition#that it just was too hard and too expensive and the privileges of being a cis guy esp in the work im going into#are just too great to throw away#this was the point that it was becoming more clear to me that if i really tried i could be a pretty man#i have a decent jawline decent skin im on track to be taller that 6 foot big chin#so i had just decided that when i graduate i was just going to act as if it was just a phase#yeah i would be miserable for all of my life but the alternative in my head was someone still miserable but also unemployed and ugly#i’d rather be miserable looking pretty than be miserable and ugly#but i saw a reel yesterday#and i’m always very vulnerable around my birthday so i was solacemaxxing#it was about someone detransitioning bcs they couldn’t get on hormones#and at this point i had just accepted the fact that i’d never transition and the idea of me continuing my life as trans hadn’t crossed#my mind in a while#but the reel kind of reminded me exactly what i was missing out on#if i had come out to my parents the moment i started to question my gender when i was 11 i could be passing as a woman already#and ik it’s not about passing n shit and like it’s about you and not your perception but like#idk what all the forums i look at don’t get but i don’t want to be trans i want to be a woman yk#anyways i looked into it and at 14 my voice has deepened but not too much#im 5’9 which for women makes me tall but model tall not freak tall#my shoulders haven’t broadened#if i come out soon and my parents are accepting and i can get on blockers#realistically i could be passing before i’m 18#when i kind of got to that conclusion it kind of scared me yk but in a good way#and now i’m stuck with the same question i was asking almost exactly a year ago#is it worth the effort to transition
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proud of you king <3
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#sorry mumbo. good job jimmy#pho.posts#wild life smp#trafficblr#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#saw the first reel jim made going around but not the update from yesterday. so <3#i love you jimmy. he's so funny dhfjsdhfjd#and mumbo mention <3#1k
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#metal gear#metal gear solid#mgs#liquid snake#friend sent me this reel yesterday n i was like “that's liquid” (he's a gymbro to me). then she mentioned the sunglasses (i didn't realize)#and i was like. hold on. i can see him dressing up as kaz and doing this shit at his funeral...#and then hours later i saw someone here drawing a discord convo about kaz's last words to ocelot#so i kinda felt a sense of urge to do this bc they were winning us w the kaz death jokes n ive already lost battles to other memes#like the two guys holding each others head n touching their lit cigarettes. couldve done that months ago but im a procrastinator#ive already seen like 3 different versions i feel defeated
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farewell, my idiot son…
#(aka my switch’s internals got fried so the repair shop had to format it to revive it: the tragicomedy)#(wait no on further inspection they seemed to have just given up on fixing it and gave me a whole other switch instead. lmao.)#(i wonder what happened to my old switch though…)#(farewell to all of my save data… thank heavens i didnt transfer anything over from past gens of pkmn)#(but aaaaaaaaa this shiny goo was a christmas present from a former acquaintance… rip squish you wouldve loved kimikawaii mv)#man… these past couple of days have been a *l o t*.#shoutout to [job recruitment company employee] who sent me a ‘hey the job wants you :)’ message#at the exact same time that i submitted a job application form for another company. it truly was a strange coincidence i think…#but… ehe… the… the job that wants me is offering $1k more than the monthly base salary i asked for… is… is this really ok…?#nothing’s confirmed yet. but. y’know. s t i l l . is it really ok for me to get paid so much for a job that lets me skip the morning commute#and while im still reeling from all of yesterday’s happenings… squish my dear shiny goo will never be seen again…#switch save system my b e l o a t h e d#so. long story short. take good care of your gadgets and gizmos guys.#then again. maybe im not the best person to say this… i mean. i’ve bricked like. 3 personal laptops in my lifetime…#and a phone sim card. and 2-3 nokia phones. and 3 android phones. and a tablet. and—#so. yeah. uh. it’s a good idea to take care of your stuff. especially if they’re fragile.#anyway. in memoriam of squish my idiot son im gonna try to find another shiny in sv this time. i hope i can find another…#but aaaaa the map in sv is pretty huge. um. i got lost like 10 times before even making it to school…#the friends are all just. so. friend-shaped. though… i like the sandwich pal. he has priorities.#looking forward to seeing how this story unfolds thoughh. i saw spoilers on twt but i need to know how the story even unfolds bc aaaa#ok that’s it idol sengen tl is now on an extended hiatus (ch 35 has just 7 pages left to go) till i complete this game. whenever it may be.#see y’all then~~~~~~~~~~~
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every time an exotic pet owner gets their animal taken away an angel gets its wings
#shortext#like oh my godddd yesterday i saw a reel#about this instagram account of some ppl that had a pitbull and an australian magpie i believe#and it was like news saying that they got the magpie taken away (good lol)#and everyone in the comments was like 'how horrible do you have to be to report a happy family like this'#for every comment like that i report another one. YOU ARE ALL SO STUPID#THATS NOT A PET THATS A WILD ANIMAL. HAVING IT INTERACT LIKE THAT WITH A LARGER PREDATOR IS AN ACTIVE DANGER
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Top three ways you know I needed to be asleep hours ago! (Read: days)
1. Hallucinating!! So fun, always a pleasure to freak out.
2. Writing/words not making sense when written or said. Lots and lots and lots of grammatical and spelling mistakes. Always nice to decipher what I wrote later in the day.
3. Headache. Ouch go away
#can u tell i havent slept#its time for sleepy sleep#ik its 5am what abt it#actually this has been all week#wakey wake 2-6 pm#sleepy sleep 5-11 am#guess who went to bed at 11 am yesterday#thats right me#actually in pain#goodnight my sweet babys#also i gad to write book idea down and then i saw a quiz abt neurodivergent thing#had to do all that#and i got distracted by reels#stared at my ceiling for two hours tryna sleep but i couldnt stop thinking abt smthn#had to research#also yes i stayed up for two or three days and then slept for three days straight#so it actually cancels out
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double trouble or whatever the kids are saying these days
#gari draws#gari’s ocs#nintendo#smb#oc: mela#oc: pera#mareach fankid#i remembered this wip existed yesterday and did a quick line and color#context: i saw a reel on ig about twin girls getting into trouble during nap time (one got stuck in a vent)#and i thought it would be a very pera thing to do. she’s nosy as hell and often found herself in situations like this as a toddler#so uhhh yeah she’s in a vent#idt i have the reel saved unfortunately 😔
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@boxyg28 THIS WAS THE LONGEST 5 MINUTES OF MY LIFE I WAS LITERALLY CRYING I HAD NO IDEA HIS VOICE WAS LIKE THAT HELP WHY IS IT SO DEEP THATS SO SEXY IM CRYING IM ON THE FLOOR SOBBING HE COULD LITERALLY SAY “DOO DOO FART” AND ID BE ON MY KNEES COME PICK ME UP IM SCARED
#I saw one insta reel last night and died#I had no idea he sounded like this#I WANT HIM#I WANT NO ONE ELSE BUT HIM#WOORIM IM AVAILABLE YESTERDAY AND TODAY AND TOMORROW#AND EVERYDAY AFTER THAT 😍#BE MY HUSBAND PLEASE 💍#forestella#ko woorim#he’s so 😍😍😍#Youtube
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i forgot about hidden mickeys
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i would like to be a letterboxd guy unfortunately i never watch movies and when i do its like. a dcom
#but i saw a reel yesterday and someone was talking about how much they love it and how someday when they have kids theyll make one for the#kid with every movie they watch in their life 🥹 that was cute#remember me i sing#if u see this recommend me ur favorite movie
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The influx of boring/ugly wedding dress reels on Facebook has driven me to Pinterest just to look at pretty ones.
#I saw one reel yesterday and the only appealing outfit was the one the salesgirl started out in#like forget the gowns girl where'd you get that jacket?#I'm having a great time looking through wedding dresses on Pinterest though#I'm not getting married I'm just tired of boring wedding dresses and need a little satisfaction
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Best 4 hours of my life, with the loml ♡
#googie 🐰#i know i always say this but i can never really explain the way i feel about him </3 it’s so hard to put into words#i feel so complete now god i love him so much 🥺!! even that is an understatement 😔#i think it was like? 10:30 pm when i saw the weverse notif... and now it’s past 3 am jdghbcbn#i felt so many emotions throughout everything (the wv live; the ig live; and then wv live again) but god.#i’m just way too happy that i got to see him again 🥺; i missed him a lot!#crazy how just yesterday afternoon i teared up watching a reel on ig about missing him </3 and then 6 hours later!!! he shows up 💖#lol and i had so many mini breakdowns bc of him 😭 he’s a flirt FLIRT huh 😔✋🏼! WHAT ABOUT MY WEAK LITTLE HEART SIR???#i really have no defence when it comes to jk </33... sigh. but he sang sooooo many songs 🥰🥰#including txt! svt! nwjns! i’m one happy bitch 🤩☝🏼#what a great day to be alive honestly! just hope that he gets some rest bc goddamn it’s nearly 7 am at sk now 💀#oh and!!!! WE GOT TO SEE BAM MY BABY AFTER SO LONG IM SQUEALING THEY ARE SO CUTE OMG#HOW DID I ALMOST FORGET TO MENTION THAT LIKE WHAT#it was such a bonus to see tae too 🤭#!!! i’m just really happy#i’ll add more tags later... i just want to fall asleep now bc my eyes literally can’t anymore lol#anyway... ik i’m being very delulu here but like. sorry if it bothers you; i’m like this. 🤡#will always be jeon jungkook’s bitch <3#bye bye ~ my eyes hurt 🙁#see you guys tomorrow and i love jungkook 😆... and y’all too <3
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2 days since my Friend last sent me instagram videos please come back i miss you :(
#like reels and stuff. i mean reels .#but like today i was scrolling and wanted to send him a video and hes usually my top option for sending things#like you know when you press on the paper airplane theres 4 people for fast sending hes the first one that appear#and today he wasnt there cause its been 2 days since he sent me sth and my mother sent me like 100 cat videos since aaaaa kill kill death a#ok i saw him yesterday at college but sometimes i miss people a lot and talking to him is always great#plus i miss all my other friends#but im seeing my school friends tonight so thats really cool!!!!!!!#spikeposting
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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 136
Adjective: Silver
Noun: Dust
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Silver: made of or colored like silver
Dust: fine, dry powder consisting of tiny particles of earth or waste matter lying on the ground or on surfaces or carried in the air; any material in the form of tiny particles; a fine powder; a cloud of dust; (literary) a dead person's remains; (literary) the mortal human body; an act of dusting
#today has been better emotionally than yesterday#im still lowkey reeling from how much of a rollercoaster that was#but i played some commander magic: the gathering with my girlfriend tonight#more specifically i played with the commander deck she bought me for my birthday (which she gave me yesterday as an early birthday gift)#(for those who are curious she got me gimbal gremlin prodigy from march of the machine)#(cos the second i saw him in walmart while we were perusing booster packs i fell in love with the little guy)#(it was loads of fun and im really looking forward to playing with gimbal more especially against my gf)#anyway enough of that#i love this prompt a lot#especially since it feels like a part two or companion to day 95: 'copper breath'#which is probably what im going to do with this prompt#mtg#thanks for reading#writing#writer#creative writing#writing prompt#writeblr#trying to be a writeblr at least
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would u guys still like me even if i namedropped the absurdly popular author i fucking HATE . and even better would u keep it just between us so we're besties so that eventually when i finish dragon fic and its the banger fic i want it to be. it might just get recc'd enough that [BTS AUTHOR] reads it. and i hope it makes them realise how awful and damaging their writing is
#sorry. chapter 5 came out yesterday and im still reeling#its just...#sometimes. you need to read a fucking book to learn how to write#anyway my evil fantasy where they read my fic is delusional and insane and i know this already ok. dont remind me#there's no point to subject myself to this awful writing#so much extra transphobia sprinkled in for no reason#male/female gender essentialism??? in a/b/o????#this is the magic white wolf subspecies fic. btw#white womanhood will save these damned animals apparently#ITS NOT EVEN A GOOD A/B/O. THEY STRIPPED IT OF ALL THE ANIMALISTIC DEVOTION THAT MAKES IT GOOD#so u mean to tell me ur omega did not recognise his alpha the Instant u saw him? mmm kinda cringe.#anyway. if i see the word “trauma” in a fic i break out in fucking hives because of this author#if you guys know who im talking aboit KEEP IT TO YOURSELF. HATING IS AN INDIVIDUAL SPORT#BE A HATER ON YOUR OWN TIME AWAY FROM ME.#but if you know the namkook fic someone mentioned. link please#i have no idea what namkook fic u guys r talking about. but i would like to add a fic to my hater repertoire
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Ughhh I hate ig sm sometimes
#saw this reel of like. a camera set up in a cafe or smth and this guy was struggling to eat cuz he was having really bad tremors and this -#-girl with her boyfriend he was like giving the guy weird looks right so she got up and sat with him and started to feed him his food and -#-everyone in the comments is just praising this woman but like#as someone who that kind of thing happens to. if some stranger came over and started trying to do that I would not be happy like that’s. idk#like yeah she was most likely trying to be nice but no one in the comments seemed to consider how the guy might feel in a situation like -#-this like. do you know how much it sucks to be struggling with something only for the people around you to decide to just take over and do-#-it for you. like that’s more frustrating than the inability to do the thing in the first place. idk maybe he appreciated it but no one -#-seemed to acknowledge how he might have felt about this!! disabled people are literally just props to everyone else to make themselves -#-look good. that’s all it is. maybe I’m overthinking this but god I hate seeing shit like that#and especially after what happened in class yesterday I just. yeah
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