#but hey! internet connection!

[sleepyyghostt]

So i may be lightly stranded in papua new guinea due to.. jet fuel supplier vs banking disputes (??) But were alright and have a bafflingly high quality place to stay thanks to travel insurance (like in australia itd be a very nice place, in the context of hagen?? Bougie as hell genuinely) so ive got consistent electricity AND internet access AND RUNNING WATER for the first time in like 3 weeks!! Been having such an incredible time in png we were in a rural village this whole time so much cool stuff has been happening but yea hiii guys i forgot what point i was gonna make when i started typing. But hiiiiiiiiii i have internet now and thjngs have been good :)

[weebsinstash]

I try try try try TRY (unless I'm intentionally being self indulgent) to not give Reader too many similarities or hobbies as myself

But oh my god an Author Reader, whether an actual author or a self published small time fanfic writer such as myself, really does have so much potential for Hazbin pairings and ideas

Like for example if you think of my poly radiostatic idea from before, then you would have Vox representing video, Alastor representing audio, and Reader representing the written medium/scripts symbolically, rounding out a perfect trio, with your skills inherently tying into both of their mediums while also being uniquely different

There's the obvious and juicy potential of porn author Reader catching Valentino's eye and him liking your work or seeking you out after reading something of yours online, OR you already being a cute lil employee of his and he's snooping on your laptop one day and finds loads and loads of kinky goodness he didn't know you had in you

I've even thought of Reader writing horror novels and other "normal books" and Alastor is absolutely thrilled by this, loves reading your works regardless of how skilled you are in terms of like the more technical things like prose or symbolism or whatever, and THEN he finds out you also write smut and he's just :) immediately wanting to put a stop to that. Oh honey you mean you... waste your time putting your name on such... filthy content to be read by complete strangers? Especially men? Oh no no no, he can't have that at all. Doesn't want you writing it, doesn't want you READING IT, unless it's "tasteful" enough, which, by his standards probably means the most vanilla, barely described missionary sex between two married individuals--

Maybe your skills and descriptors and visualization can directly translate into certain illusionary powers, either creating visions or temporary manifestations of things. You could sit and talk with Lucifer about all the different sights you've seen on Earth, going to parks with your dad as a kid, feeding the geese and their fluffy yellow goslings, allow him to feel the warmth of the sun on his skin, feel a lovely lakeside breeze...

You could tell all your Hotel buddies or new Hell pals about where you grew up, or places you've been, things you've seen, stuff you've done, and SHOW it to them. It'll make those who have died miss being alive and seek out your company for the nostalgia, and those who have never seen Earth all the more eager to talk to you and learn even more...

[dogin8]

Wilbur Soot has obviously read the Callmecarson handbook on how to handle being outed as an awful individual

[lesbiangiratina]

Fucking getchou

[volivolition]

okay, im gonna make ramen for "breakfast" (it is again late afternoon) <33 and then i'll work on things :]

[keirosims]

My WiFi is down so I can’t upload anything or play the game I’m going insane

[noah-slasher]

I had discovered an art gallery/coffee shop area downtown and chatted with a couple of the artists there and then got invited to join the public event tomorrow where all the artists in the gallery are there and apparently there's wine? i hope there's other (nonalcoholic) drinks but I downloaded some of my shit on my phone to sheepishly show them in case they asked bc I was severely unprepared today and all I had to show at the time was a simple watercolor bust that was fine but not a great example of my composition and that made me embarassed

[theicarusconstellation]

i miss boops i want more friends

[trans-rights-coastalmangoes]

i need white women to fucking stop

[bebekita]

Ok I think I’m gonna go to sleep now, but thank you everyone who joined me in booping combat, it was great virtually smacking you all with kitty paws

[floral-hex]

So if I cancel an appointment the day of, I’ll get charged $100, but the doctor can cancel the appointment an hour beforehand and I’m just shit out of luck. Very cool. Not a bother at all.

[publicuniversalenemy]

it was gonna be a weird night regardless but hot damn. that was a Night for Sure

[lizeon]

wth why would i suddenly not be able to watch a live stream on youtube? i dont think its an adblocker thing? i was watching a different live stream like 2 hours ago, i can watch regular videos and vods. but now when i bring up a stream it just goes gray and says "Your browser cant play this video". never seen this and having a hard time finding an answer online that is about a live stream, everything so far is for videos that dont work for anyone else either

[leadmeastraylittlefairy]

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[pollyna]

on another note, i miss you and your tumblr page because im back at uni and the internet sucks so bad that posts without media cant even load. imagine me trying to see the posts with photos or videos. not happening. not a chance. the world is cruel like that. how am i supposed to consume icemav + the daggers content on here? 😭😭😭 everyday im missing them too. im sorry for ranting but gosh im kinda sad

So sorry Internet is shit in your uni :/ and if I can tell you I miss posting icemav regularly with new idea a little too, I'm afraid I'm getting a little stale here.

On the other hand, tumblr doesn't help bc sometimes it barely works with a functioning WiFi,,

I'm sending out the biggest virtual hug and cookies, just to give you a little of Internet comfort 🍪

[comicaldolphin]

Ableists on youtube always talk about how personality disorders are faked sooo so often and how fakers are so easy to spot. They'll claim that science is on their side and anyone who is even remotely "cringey" or different looking is automatically faking.

Meanwhile, psychologists and people with diagnosed DID (not that a dx is more valid, its just so these uppity ableist people can "trust someone's experiences who really have it") speak against literally everything these people say. No, DID/OSDD isn't felt one way. Yes, there can be fictives. Saying that DID is one concrete way and therefore you can always spot fakers is anti scentific since the mind is complex and we dont know enough about it. Basically youtube is a cesspool and im so sad that in our attempt at self discovery has landed on a discovery that many youtube channels profit on ableism and bullying young (mostly lgbt) teens and adults who are mentally ill, even if it isnt explicitly what they self diagnosed with. Who cares either way? Your fake claiming doesn't change what goes on in people's heads. Not mine, either.

*edited to fix my grammar in this one