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So if I cancel an appointment the day of, Iāll get charged $100, but the doctor can cancel the appointment an hour beforehand and Iām just shit out of luck. Very cool. Not a bother at all.
#āconnectivity issues.ā so your wifi is down?#if I said my wifi was down Iād probably get told to go to a Starbucks parking lot or just fork over the cancellation fee#they really have no backup plan for spotty internet? canāt afford to run a hotspot from your phone for 20 minutes#disappointing#not that I wanted a telehealth appointment anyway. I hate telehealth#but still. this was a meeting to get me back on antidepressants and now Iāve gotta wait another week#at least the rescheduled appointment is an in person one.#soā¦ another week ofā¦ thisā¦ not that it would have been solved right away but the sooner you start the better#this is too much info#Iām grumpy!#my brain hurts and Iām hungry so once the tylenol kicks in and I eat Iāll beā¦ less grumpy#whatever. who cares.#this donāt matter#none of this matters#but still! canceling an hour before! wow! Iām glad this was an online appointment or Iād be really pissed#I was just gonna do this in my pjs. imagine stressing and rushing to look nice and get there and all that for nothing#hey real quick letās talk about how $100 as a punishment fee for canceling is kinda fucked up#like yeah I know they want to deter people flaking. these appts are in high demand. but thatās a LOT of cash for someone like me#sometimes shit happensā¦ like āconnectivity issuesāā¦ š ya buttholes#ok this is too much#ok I love you forever#you can ignore this#text
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sry i have chronic only draws megumi disorder the doctor said it's terminal :/
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#me: 'i like yuuji and megumi Equally :)' also me:#i cant help it hes so fun to draW hes so easy to draw i love you i love you i love youuuuuu#also this is kiiind of me making good on that poll i did forever ago saying id draw catboys . so as promised here is A Catboy :3#hes sooooo meowmeow hes so gd CUTE god i love . fushiguro mEGUMI#to b fair i Do like yuuji and megu equally ffgsdjfdjh#sometimes u just gotta spend the whole entire day fully rendering what was supposed to be a megu sketch sheet#but now it is . just a char sheet by talos this cant keep happening#this all started bc i still want to practice/tweak the way i draw faces but it would appear i cannot control myself#also been loving drawing the cat megumi plush gddff fushiguro mewgumi is my favourite animal crossing villager#anyway so much for working on speed this was a fun 10 hours#its ok . i do it fr him <3 geto voice i dont mind being killed by you
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my final from last semester that i made into a zine. cooked this one up in a couple hours before the critique (the ink was still wet!), so it's very raw and kind of sloppy but the sentiment is there. i love you trans people of color. we are the backbone of this community š
#pan draws#pan designs#zine#risograph#i'm not gonna lie i don't love how this one turned out OTL and i think the wording is not done but well... a deadline is a deadline#i'll probably touch it up and rewrite it in the future but who's to say.. i need to stew on how to articulate my feelings coherently#anyway my transness is so closely tied to my experience as a person of color. the current political climate is so fucking ass to exist in#but more than anything i am pissed off at white punks & leftists & trans people that refuse to have meaningful solidarity with us.#so yeah anyway. i was stuck on this one forever and only really got anywhere with it after attending 2 punk noise shows in a row where they#actually used their fucking platform to do like. anything. our struggles are connected you need to careeeee YOU HAVE TO CARE........ ok bye#tdov#trans day of visibility#<- i was sitting on uploading this for a while so the stars kind of aligned for it to be today huh.... happy tdov i love you#xines
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twelve + smiling [S8 / S9 / S10]
#doctor who#twelfth doctor#userangelic#usertennant#usercy#usermulder#usertoph#12th doctor#peter capaldi#dwedit#moffat era#moffatedit#dwgifs#timelordgifs#riotgifs#twelve plus edits#twelve#idk I just love him ok#monks social road came on and this was rotting in my drafts so!!!!!!#I love you forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and
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for as much as I love and adore stories where the power of hope and friendship is a blinding wonderful light, full of happiness and ease and laughter, something hits different about the way hope, in ffxiv, looks like this
covered in blood and dirt and limping forward. Itās probably been said multiple times before but isnāt it a reassuring image to know that hope drags itself through the mud just as much as you do and keeps fighting when it can hardly stand. and amidst deepest despair, light everlasting
#endwalker spoilers#ffxiv#ffxiv spoilers#AAA SPOILERS AAAAAA. LOOKOUT ETC.#miss venat you have beautiful sans undertale eyes#scary image! this is hope and love!!! This is what love and light and the fight to live looks like! And I think thatās neat#I like her. I like that she lives forever and likes bunnies and windhounds and also murder is ok#and I like that sundering was about like. 3/4 for the good of the world and 1/4 Spite
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pelican town, ā72
#stardew valley#stardew valley spoilers#sdv#sdv spoilers#grandpa#mister qi#mr. qi#idk how dates work in stardew universe im just bullshittin#i love qiās huge fucking eyebrows you dont notice them at first but theyre there#(gives our collective grandpa a ponytail) i think he had one. whatever#āwhy isnt mister qi blueā my hc is he is blue from long-term iridium supplementation#and was originally just a regular person#but also itās nice to see ur fav be like a normal human color#if u read tag essays tho consider this:#qi discovers secret to immortality (consuming iridium in a specific manner)#wants to share discovery with his farmer (playerās grandpa) and in that way. they will have all the time in the world to build#a perfect farming/business empire whose legacy will last forever and ever and theyll be 2gether forever#but it turns out. like a lot of normal people would. his farmer does not want to live forever#and obv he doesnāt#in an attempt to try not to ever lose the thing that means more to him than anything else in the world. qi inadvertantly ensures he will#because his farmer is dead. and heās going to live forever#but. itās kind of ok. because he has infinite money and was able to figure out how to talk to his dead bf#and now YOU help them fulfill their joint goal of making the farmās legacy last forever#smile. heart#sobbing
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I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen ning#wei wuxian#wen qing#jiang cheng#Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile.#This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature.#But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly'#My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out.#Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth.#I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity-#-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly.#Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose.#You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok#Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards.#Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever.#To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss.#Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'.#described in alt text#I'm trying it out! *please* give me feedback - I want to eventually Add image ID to all of these comics one day
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Tw: blood (just a bit)
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY! :D to the wondeful fic by @bubbiethesaur
I cannot recommend this fic enought, itās so well written and has got me in a choke hold (Lra sun my beloved<33)
(Ok now Iām sprinting to the new chap)
#my art#Lra#Lra sun#Lra moon#Lra eclipse#long road ahead#ok time to go grazy in the tags#GOD I LOVE THIS FIC SM#IāVE BEEN WANTINO GO MAKE FANARTO FOR LIKE FOREVER#and the new chapter just came out?#Literally made my day#I really recommend reading the tags carefully if you want to read it#but itās so good#dca au
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I actually do love that even if Shadowheart becomes a cleric of Selune she's not like...actively following Selune
like it was kinda always clearly like that regardless but its especially obivous for me playing a Selunite right now because you do get a significant amount of Selune specific dialogue options about the conversion with her basically from the point where she saves Aylin on and I honestly don't usually take them from a RP standpoint, but I like to see where the dialogue trees lead so I'll quicksave and take them to see where they lead and then load back usually to pick the dialogue option I actually want (though sometimes I don't reload especially if the outcome is a little bitchy or sassy in some way unexpectedly fun)
and anyway, if you take a lot of those options, some of which are more pushy about her being a Selunite now, she'll often push back against that. Not in the way where she's actively antagonistic to Selune like she was before, but she'll basically push back against the idea that she's suddenly going to be all for Selune like she was for Shar. or even like actively worshipping Selune at all. she makes it clear that even if she turned against Shar, she didn't do that for Selune or to become a Selunite and you shouldn't expect that from her. One bit of dialogue I really liked from her was her saying that she's "wary of goddesses" right now.
and like I do just really love that because it gives her so much more agency as a character not to just jump from being one kind of zealot to another. like she's not going from being a member of a bad cult to a member of a good cult. she's going from the bad cult to being like very hesitant about where the fuck she goes from here and loosely accepting the support of Selune while there are no strings attached but being extremely wary of seeking out that support or giving that support any kind of deeper meaning or devotion. she's accepting Selune's help because Selune just gave it without asking for anything but she's not going to go about seeking out more until she's dealt with her past and established herself, and she might not even do so then
and I love that for like her personal agency, like I said, but I also love that because also leads to the funniest possible post-game life for her and my Selunite cleric because you have like my Tav, who is actively a follower of Selune and at the end of this game will be one of the most powerful clerics of Selune in any given place because level 12 clerics don't exactly just come out of no where and its like, she's doing so much to show her devotion to her goddess and worked so hard to reach this point and have this much of a connection with Selune and its all probably so big and meaningful to her
and then you have her wife Shadowheart who is also an equally powerful level 12 cleric of Selune but can't quote a single line of any prayer, doesn't know any rituals or ceremonies or anything, and doesnāt even actively worship her in any way but Selune is still like "have some divine intervention"
#I love shadowheart just being a very powerful cleric forever because Selune felt bad and shes like 'you dont have to worship me or whatever#'have some level 6 spells just don't be sharran anymore ok?'#'sorry about the trauma here's planar ally you don't have to do anything or go to church ever'#shadowheart#selunite tave#selune#bg3#baldur's gate 3#selunite tav x shadowheart
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In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if heās really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.
#my art#gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#comic#eye strain#TIME TO DUMP EVERY ONE OF THE 27483949 THOUGHTS IVE HAD INTO THE TAGS BABY#OK!! SO!!!!#I feel like Ford would wonder why he and Stan (being identical twins) arenāt. yk. identical. shouldnāt Stan have polydactyly too?#as a kid he would dream about secretly being nonhuman and being whisked away to a fantastical world full of people like him#finally free of new jerseyā finally somewhere he belongs#a lot of this disconnect from humanity came from utterly failing at social interactions while others (including stan) navigated them easily#the feeling waned after Stan was kicked out and he didn't have that direct comparison but it never left#then out in the wilderness of gravity fallsā his isolation and immersion in Weirdness dragged it back up to the forefront#he deserves to have a breakdown over questioning his own nature. as a treat <3#color symbolism time bc I have a problem and use it at every available moment!!! blue and yellow get more vivid#the further from humanity the subject is#bill is entirely made w pure rgb blue and yellow (+ approximately 2674835 textures/layers/blending modes. I reached 150+ layers. help)#I like the idea that he would appear to ford like pure math considering hes a geometrical motherfucker and how the rest of the mindscape wa#I tried to mostly use trigonometry and related stuff for the Math Greebling. as well as fractals i love you forever fractals#MORE SYMBOLISM:#the grid-ish diamond pattern in all of the mindscape bgs (and elsewhere) is a penrose diagram of spacetime#which shows other universes on the other sides of black holes#SOMEONE ASK ME ABOUT MY EUCLYDIA HEADCANON LATER. IVE DUMPED ENOUGH DUMB HCS IN THESE TAGS ALREADY#BUT I THINK ITS VERY FUN#anyways. fuckt up guys n their egos influencing how they view humanity. bill tells ford hes as human as they come bc he was so easily foole#ford cant reconcile with his humanity bc of a failure to perform in one area#and then the immense guilt and shame over what hes done <3#I have So many ford characterization thoughts. no man nor god can stop me
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kacchan really is so funny for being like BUT WHAT ABOUT BAKUDEKU CANON when he finds out izuku is quirkless
#bakudeku#bkdk#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha leaks#he really is like WHAT ABOUT US#WHAT ABOUT EVERYTHING WE BEEN THROUGH#izuku is such a Gabriella too he DO be running away from his feelings every chance he gets#what about US IZUKU WHAT ABOUT OUR MARRIAGE#WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS MANGA IF WE ARENT MARRIED#and Izuku is like oh no my baby is on too many painkillers hahaha heās not proposing to me right now thatās silly#if he was proposing that would mean he loved me and I canāt accept that reality Iām too much of a burden#I canāt think of myself long enough to realize I am valued#two months ago Izuku was like :) Iām so blessed kacchan talks to me almost normally#how is he supposed to process he was just proposed to by that same boy#like heās also just gone through almost losing him heās probably like Iām lucky heās alive and breathing near me#and kacchanās like I LOVE YOU I WANT YOU FOREVER#Izuku is overwhelmed ok give him some slack
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i love a good old narcissus bit but alternatively. anyone else up thinking about the transgender implications of being deeply enamoured with a blurry reflection of you that is referred to as and sounds feminine
#don't super like how i drew ecaf here but it was 3 am and i cba to redraw ok.#but thank you weird talking mirror for fueling my queer fabian agenda. love u forever#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high#dimension 20#fabian aramais seacaster#ecaf d20#scal art
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Byrd: Whatāre you guys doing? Oscar: Flipping a coin. Byrd: What for? Oscar: Ta-ā¦ Courtney: TAILS! Oscar: Fuckās sake! Courtney: HAH! Byrd: What foooor? Oscar: To see who has to take you to the hospital-.. cāmon! ... [screaming - crying - throwing up] Oscar: Christ, pal-.. you were braver when you broke the damn thing. Byrd: That saw was HUGE, dad! He couldāve cut my whole ARM off! Oscar: Well, itās a good job he didnāt! Byrd: It really did smell, didnāt it? Oscar: Yup. Byrd: I shouldnāt have gone in that pondā¦ Byrd: Donāt tell anyone I cried. Oscar: Why not? Byrd: āCause itās embarrassing. Oscar: Anyone who tries to make fun of you for crying is the embarrassment. Byrd: What? Oscar: Tears arenāt something to be ashamed of, birdie.
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 story#sims story#forever in between#fib#oscar finch#courtney finch#byrd finch#skdjsk birdie pls the saw was tiny and couldn't even cut you#nobody tell anyone he was dramatic at least ok#š#bless#i love himb#š¤#also.. i actually flipped a coin to see who'd have to take him lmao#sry oscy#u had to suffer the stank
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thinking about modern au Kabru
ivy league college student, probably studying law and political science on a full scholarship. first time living away from Milsiril so he has to promise her, yes mom iāll call you at least four times a week, no mom i donāt need your amex black card, yes mom the normal credit card is fine i need to learn how to budget like a Normal Person (it has a limit of $20k ā thatās not normal Kabru).
Milsiril insists for a long time that sheāll just get him a house off campus so he can have his own space (aka a place she can drop by anytime and possibly live a few months out of the year just to be close to him) but Kabru puts his foot down and tells her the best way heās gonna make friends is by living with other students (bye mom).
his floor in the coed dorms is the party floor and he always makes sure to invite everybody (his nightmare is accidentally leaving anyone out and having them think that he doesnāt like them). somehow itās always a good time, everyone leaves with more friends than they came with, it never gets totally out of control, and plenty of girls who are interested in him (and a lot of guys too tbh) bring tons of baked treats so thereās always free food. Kabru is the RAās favourite person to have in the building (even though Kabru himself is messy but most of the people heās friends with are nice and clean up after themselves).
he has a porsche (Milsiril gift for his 16th bday) but heās adamant about not driving it unless he absolutely has to (because he doesnāt wanna look like a douche). BUT he never says no when his friends ask for rides (so he ends up driving all the time anyway). he actually contemplates selling the porsche and going for a more practical car but Mickbell is like ādude you are not taking this away from me.ā Kabru sighs and decides to keep it because his friends (Mickbell) like being chauffeured around in a fancy convertible (Rin, Holm, and Dia donāt care, theyāre just glad they donāt have to walk to the grocery store).
heās probably on a casual texting basis with most of his professors and you know heās going to all their office hours, grabbing beer with them just to keep chatting about life outside of school. and thatās how he winds up in some super secret faculty group chat where heās now privy to all the college administration gossip.
Kabru is elected for student council during his freshman year and heās probably the favourite to be sc president one day.
he doesnāt really date (gets too in his head about how he doesnāt wanna ruin any friendships) but he does hang out one on one with a lot of girls and treats them all really well. he probably goes so far out of his way to be platonic that he flies a little too close to the āJust Like One of the Girliesā sun, he kinda forgets that most people interpret it as flirting coming from him. which leads to a few awkward conversations. people feeling led on, a few angry jealous boyfriends, scathing dms about him being a girl stealing homewrecker.
itās such a nightmare for him and he needs it to end right now. so he begs Rin to ādateā him for a week or two and then publicly dump him just so the entire student body gets the message that he is Just A Friend.
Rin stares at him for a few seconds. then she laughs. she laughs and laughs. she laughs for a crazy long time. and then eventually she goes, āwow youāre an asshole, Kabru. no i wonāt be your fake girlfriend. youāre gonna suffer and iām going to enjoy it.ā
and thatās when Kabru has a moment of enlightenment. ok yeah. asking for that is probably really selfish and mean. maybe he needs to think about girlsā feelings more and thatās maybe more important than his deep seated need to be liked, and when has Rin ever been wrong about anything.
he apologizes. and so begins one of the more serious talks heās ever had with Rin about being okay with not being liked.
he thinks he can really turn over a new leaf. the whole ānot worrying about what other people thinkā thing goes pretty well ā up until Kabru meets the aloof professor for his Monsters and Myths class who keeps forgetting and mispronouncing his name.
Kabru has never needed someone to like him So Bad, he needs Prof. Touden to like him as a matter of life and death, and heās willing to look stupid for it (fails a midterm on purpose to justify begging for one on one tutoring)
#wow if you made it to the end of this post hereās some surprise labru#kabru says fuck my gpa i need this white boy to like me#i am plagued by demons (labru professor/student situationship)#dungeon meshi modern au#ok but the Kabru Milsiril dynamic is my new favourite chew toy#especially them in a modern setting#all of the lavish gifts and expensive lifestyle that Milsiril would want Kabru to have#perhaps even as a way of depending on her forever (love to an unhealthy degree)#but Kabru is more interested in people than material things#so perhaps heās a little out of touch financially (thinks a jug of milk costs $12)#but heās still very much socially aware#enough to know that he canāt just be another annoying trust fund kid with a dumb car and designer clothes and zero fucks about academics#so his social and academic excellence is probably in large part overcompensation for his privileged upbringing#and even the thought of someone not liking him gives him stomach cramps LOL#kabru my love you will always be famous#kabru of utaya#kabru#wasabi rambles#labru#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon
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Howdy hello- guess who made a wings au :)
More to come with this eventually- Iām working on my designs for other characters at the moment, but for now weāve got Red-Tailed Hawk for Curt and Eagle Owl for Owen.
For DMA I had Barn Owl wings because a) Barn Owls are beautiful and I wanted to draw the wings for them, and more importantly, b) Owen would probably want to disguise his wings, and it would make sense if it was as a different type of owl. I just assume heād dye his feathers in some way or another. Look- just donāt think about it too much.
#guys look I made an au!#I hope to do more with this because itās so much fun to think about and draw#Iāve been meaning to finish this for ages- had the idea like two months ago#Iām particularly happy with Red Tailed Hawk Curt- if you donāt know they are a very common bird of prey in the US- but very cool#thereās one that lives not to far behind my house AND I saw one quite literally yesterday#and curt just had that vibe yāknow#the vibe of that bird#also I was a massive bird nerd when I was a little kid so this is scratching that itch from when I was 10#so Iāve got the books I can consult for this thing#At least for North American birds#but yeah very pumped about this#fun fact: the sound you hear on tv used for the bald eagle is actually the sound of a red tailed hawk#Iād like to thank the lovely ryoko-akari for giving me that radical fact#I think it would be silly if they could make bird sounds#just for fun#let my guy Owen hoot- let Curt screech I think#alr what do I call this au guys#wings are forever#birds are forever#spies are birds#birds used to be used by the government for espionage there has to be something good#OK after some consultation weāve got one- from the fantastic swingingthehatchetnow- I give you:#Spies are Forever: Live and Let Fly#isnāt that great yall#manās a genius#ok regular tag time#spies are forever#tin can brothers#tin can bros#tcb spies are forever
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and who will fight for this man? i know i am
anyways. leans on couch. go listen to goodbye blue monday boy. its so vw to me
#āand if you're running out of space / please don't erase / your time with meā ok#ābecause if i thought you loved me once / then i'd be happy / foreverā im going to kms#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#vashwood#checkadii#pour out a cold one i literally likr. have them passively in my head 24/7 i think im going a bit insnae#its not evennn coherent thoughts most of the time its just their presence . get OUTT OR PAY RENT
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