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floral-hex Ā· 6 months ago
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So if I cancel an appointment the day of, Iā€™ll get charged $100, but the doctor can cancel the appointment an hour beforehand and Iā€™m just shit out of luck. Very cool. Not a bother at all.
#ā€˜connectivity issues.ā€™ so your wifi is down?#if I said my wifi was down Iā€™d probably get told to go to a Starbucks parking lot or just fork over the cancellation fee#they really have no backup plan for spotty internet? canā€™t afford to run a hotspot from your phone for 20 minutes#disappointing#not that I wanted a telehealth appointment anyway. I hate telehealth#but still. this was a meeting to get me back on antidepressants and now Iā€™ve gotta wait another week#at least the rescheduled appointment is an in person one.#soā€¦ another week ofā€¦ thisā€¦ not that it would have been solved right away but the sooner you start the better#this is too much info#Iā€™m grumpy!#my brain hurts and Iā€™m hungry so once the tylenol kicks in and I eat Iā€™ll beā€¦ less grumpy#whatever. who cares.#this donā€™t matter#none of this matters#but still! canceling an hour before! wow! Iā€™m glad this was an online appointment or Iā€™d be really pissed#I was just gonna do this in my pjs. imagine stressing and rushing to look nice and get there and all that for nothing#hey real quick letā€™s talk about how $100 as a punishment fee for canceling is kinda fucked up#like yeah I know they want to deter people flaking. these appts are in high demand. but thatā€™s a LOT of cash for someone like me#sometimes shit happensā€¦ like ā€˜connectivity issuesā€™ā€¦ šŸ˜‘ ya buttholes#ok this is too much#ok I love you forever#you can ignore this#text
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hinamie Ā· 5 months ago
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sry i have chronic only draws megumi disorder the doctor said it's terminal :/
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panstarry Ā· 8 months ago
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my final from last semester that i made into a zine. cooked this one up in a couple hours before the critique (the ink was still wet!), so it's very raw and kind of sloppy but the sentiment is there. i love you trans people of color. we are the backbone of this community šŸŒŸ
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andfangs Ā· 4 months ago
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twelve + smiling [S8 / S9 / S10]
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fisherrprince Ā· 8 months ago
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for as much as I love and adore stories where the power of hope and friendship is a blinding wonderful light, full of happiness and ease and laughter, something hits different about the way hope, in ffxiv, looks like this
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covered in blood and dirt and limping forward. Itā€™s probably been said multiple times before but isnā€™t it a reassuring image to know that hope drags itself through the mud just as much as you do and keeps fighting when it can hardly stand. and amidst deepest despair, light everlasting
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kagoutiss Ā· 8 months ago
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pelican town, ā€˜72
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poorly-drawn-mdzs Ā· 7 months ago
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I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen ning#wei wuxian#wen qing#jiang cheng#Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile.#This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature.#But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly'#My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out.#Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth.#I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity-#-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly.#Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose.#You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok#Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards.#Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever.#To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss.#Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'.#described in alt text#I'm trying it out! *please* give me feedback - I want to eventually Add image ID to all of these comics one day
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la5pampy Ā· 8 months ago
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Tw: blood (just a bit)
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY! :D to the wondeful fic by @bubbiethesaur
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I cannot recommend this fic enought, itā€™s so well written and has got me in a choke hold (Lra sun my beloved<33)
(Ok now Iā€™m sprinting to the new chap)
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moghedien Ā· 3 days ago
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I actually do love that even if Shadowheart becomes a cleric of Selune she's not like...actively following Selune
like it was kinda always clearly like that regardless but its especially obivous for me playing a Selunite right now because you do get a significant amount of Selune specific dialogue options about the conversion with her basically from the point where she saves Aylin on and I honestly don't usually take them from a RP standpoint, but I like to see where the dialogue trees lead so I'll quicksave and take them to see where they lead and then load back usually to pick the dialogue option I actually want (though sometimes I don't reload especially if the outcome is a little bitchy or sassy in some way unexpectedly fun)
and anyway, if you take a lot of those options, some of which are more pushy about her being a Selunite now, she'll often push back against that. Not in the way where she's actively antagonistic to Selune like she was before, but she'll basically push back against the idea that she's suddenly going to be all for Selune like she was for Shar. or even like actively worshipping Selune at all. she makes it clear that even if she turned against Shar, she didn't do that for Selune or to become a Selunite and you shouldn't expect that from her. One bit of dialogue I really liked from her was her saying that she's "wary of goddesses" right now.
and like I do just really love that because it gives her so much more agency as a character not to just jump from being one kind of zealot to another. like she's not going from being a member of a bad cult to a member of a good cult. she's going from the bad cult to being like very hesitant about where the fuck she goes from here and loosely accepting the support of Selune while there are no strings attached but being extremely wary of seeking out that support or giving that support any kind of deeper meaning or devotion. she's accepting Selune's help because Selune just gave it without asking for anything but she's not going to go about seeking out more until she's dealt with her past and established herself, and she might not even do so then
and I love that for like her personal agency, like I said, but I also love that because also leads to the funniest possible post-game life for her and my Selunite cleric because you have like my Tav, who is actively a follower of Selune and at the end of this game will be one of the most powerful clerics of Selune in any given place because level 12 clerics don't exactly just come out of no where and its like, she's doing so much to show her devotion to her goddess and worked so hard to reach this point and have this much of a connection with Selune and its all probably so big and meaningful to her
and then you have her wife Shadowheart who is also an equally powerful level 12 cleric of Selune but can't quote a single line of any prayer, doesn't know any rituals or ceremonies or anything, and doesnā€™t even actively worship her in any way but Selune is still like "have some divine intervention"
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lorebird Ā· 2 months ago
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In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if heā€™s really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.
#my art#gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#comic#eye strain#TIME TO DUMP EVERY ONE OF THE 27483949 THOUGHTS IVE HAD INTO THE TAGS BABY#OK!! SO!!!!#I feel like Ford would wonder why he and Stan (being identical twins) arenā€™t. yk. identical. shouldnā€™t Stan have polydactyly too?#as a kid he would dream about secretly being nonhuman and being whisked away to a fantastical world full of people like him#finally free of new jerseyā€š finally somewhere he belongs#a lot of this disconnect from humanity came from utterly failing at social interactions while others (including stan) navigated them easily#the feeling waned after Stan was kicked out and he didn't have that direct comparison but it never left#then out in the wilderness of gravity fallsā€š his isolation and immersion in Weirdness dragged it back up to the forefront#he deserves to have a breakdown over questioning his own nature. as a treat <3#color symbolism time bc I have a problem and use it at every available moment!!! blue and yellow get more vivid#the further from humanity the subject is#bill is entirely made w pure rgb blue and yellow (+ approximately 2674835 textures/layers/blending modes. I reached 150+ layers. help)#I like the idea that he would appear to ford like pure math considering hes a geometrical motherfucker and how the rest of the mindscape wa#I tried to mostly use trigonometry and related stuff for the Math Greebling. as well as fractals i love you forever fractals#MORE SYMBOLISM:#the grid-ish diamond pattern in all of the mindscape bgs (and elsewhere) is a penrose diagram of spacetime#which shows other universes on the other sides of black holes#SOMEONE ASK ME ABOUT MY EUCLYDIA HEADCANON LATER. IVE DUMPED ENOUGH DUMB HCS IN THESE TAGS ALREADY#BUT I THINK ITS VERY FUN#anyways. fuckt up guys n their egos influencing how they view humanity. bill tells ford hes as human as they come bc he was so easily foole#ford cant reconcile with his humanity bc of a failure to perform in one area#and then the immense guilt and shame over what hes done <3#I have So many ford characterization thoughts. no man nor god can stop me
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bakudekublogblog Ā· 6 months ago
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kacchan really is so funny for being like BUT WHAT ABOUT BAKUDEKU CANON when he finds out izuku is quirkless
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scalpho Ā· 11 months ago
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i love a good old narcissus bit but alternatively. anyone else up thinking about the transgender implications of being deeply enamoured with a blurry reflection of you that is referred to as and sounds feminine
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rebouks Ā· 3 months ago
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Byrd: Whatā€™re you guys doing? Oscar: Flipping a coin. Byrd: What for? Oscar: Ta-ā€¦ Courtney: TAILS! Oscar: Fuckā€™s sake! Courtney: HAH! Byrd: What foooor? Oscar: To see who has to take you to the hospital-.. cā€™mon! ... [screaming - crying - throwing up] Oscar: Christ, pal-.. you were braver when you broke the damn thing. Byrd: That saw was HUGE, dad! He couldā€™ve cut my whole ARM off! Oscar: Well, itā€™s a good job he didnā€™t! Byrd: It really did smell, didnā€™t it? Oscar: Yup. Byrd: I shouldnā€™t have gone in that pondā€¦ Byrd: Donā€™t tell anyone I cried. Oscar: Why not? Byrd: ā€˜Cause itā€™s embarrassing. Oscar: Anyone who tries to make fun of you for crying is the embarrassment. Byrd: What? Oscar: Tears arenā€™t something to be ashamed of, birdie.
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wasabi-gumdrop Ā· 7 months ago
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thinking about modern au Kabru
ivy league college student, probably studying law and political science on a full scholarship. first time living away from Milsiril so he has to promise her, yes mom iā€™ll call you at least four times a week, no mom i donā€™t need your amex black card, yes mom the normal credit card is fine i need to learn how to budget like a Normal Person (it has a limit of $20k ā€” thatā€™s not normal Kabru).
Milsiril insists for a long time that sheā€™ll just get him a house off campus so he can have his own space (aka a place she can drop by anytime and possibly live a few months out of the year just to be close to him) but Kabru puts his foot down and tells her the best way heā€™s gonna make friends is by living with other students (bye mom).
his floor in the coed dorms is the party floor and he always makes sure to invite everybody (his nightmare is accidentally leaving anyone out and having them think that he doesnā€™t like them). somehow itā€™s always a good time, everyone leaves with more friends than they came with, it never gets totally out of control, and plenty of girls who are interested in him (and a lot of guys too tbh) bring tons of baked treats so thereā€™s always free food. Kabru is the RAā€™s favourite person to have in the building (even though Kabru himself is messy but most of the people heā€™s friends with are nice and clean up after themselves).
he has a porsche (Milsiril gift for his 16th bday) but heā€™s adamant about not driving it unless he absolutely has to (because he doesnā€™t wanna look like a douche). BUT he never says no when his friends ask for rides (so he ends up driving all the time anyway). he actually contemplates selling the porsche and going for a more practical car but Mickbell is like ā€˜dude you are not taking this away from me.ā€™ Kabru sighs and decides to keep it because his friends (Mickbell) like being chauffeured around in a fancy convertible (Rin, Holm, and Dia donā€™t care, theyā€™re just glad they donā€™t have to walk to the grocery store).
heā€™s probably on a casual texting basis with most of his professors and you know heā€™s going to all their office hours, grabbing beer with them just to keep chatting about life outside of school. and thatā€™s how he winds up in some super secret faculty group chat where heā€™s now privy to all the college administration gossip.
Kabru is elected for student council during his freshman year and heā€™s probably the favourite to be sc president one day.
he doesnā€™t really date (gets too in his head about how he doesnā€™t wanna ruin any friendships) but he does hang out one on one with a lot of girls and treats them all really well. he probably goes so far out of his way to be platonic that he flies a little too close to the ā€˜Just Like One of the Girliesā€™ sun, he kinda forgets that most people interpret it as flirting coming from him. which leads to a few awkward conversations. people feeling led on, a few angry jealous boyfriends, scathing dms about him being a girl stealing homewrecker.
itā€™s such a nightmare for him and he needs it to end right now. so he begs Rin to ā€˜dateā€™ him for a week or two and then publicly dump him just so the entire student body gets the message that he is Just A Friend.
Rin stares at him for a few seconds. then she laughs. she laughs and laughs. she laughs for a crazy long time. and then eventually she goes, ā€˜wow youā€™re an asshole, Kabru. no i wonā€™t be your fake girlfriend. youā€™re gonna suffer and iā€™m going to enjoy it.ā€™
and thatā€™s when Kabru has a moment of enlightenment. ok yeah. asking for that is probably really selfish and mean. maybe he needs to think about girlsā€™ feelings more and thatā€™s maybe more important than his deep seated need to be liked, and when has Rin ever been wrong about anything.
he apologizes. and so begins one of the more serious talks heā€™s ever had with Rin about being okay with not being liked.
he thinks he can really turn over a new leaf. the whole ā€˜not worrying about what other people thinkā€™ thing goes pretty well ā€” up until Kabru meets the aloof professor for his Monsters and Myths class who keeps forgetting and mispronouncing his name.
Kabru has never needed someone to like him So Bad, he needs Prof. Touden to like him as a matter of life and death, and heā€™s willing to look stupid for it (fails a midterm on purpose to justify begging for one on one tutoring)
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ricky-mortis Ā· 6 months ago
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Howdy hello- guess who made a wings au :)
More to come with this eventually- Iā€™m working on my designs for other characters at the moment, but for now weā€™ve got Red-Tailed Hawk for Curt and Eagle Owl for Owen.
For DMA I had Barn Owl wings because a) Barn Owls are beautiful and I wanted to draw the wings for them, and more importantly, b) Owen would probably want to disguise his wings, and it would make sense if it was as a different type of owl. I just assume heā€™d dye his feathers in some way or another. Look- just donā€™t think about it too much.
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checkadii Ā· 3 months ago
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and who will fight for this man? i know i am
anyways. leans on couch. go listen to goodbye blue monday boy. its so vw to me
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