#cw wilbur soot

[copepods]

want to go back in time to 2021, find a single dsmp fan, and tell them that ranboo and slimecicle took pole dancing lessons, quackity was involved in a scandal surrounding poor working conditions for server employees, tubbo and tommyinnit are legally married, and jschlatt is considered less controversial and of higher social standing than wilbur soot

[thund3randrain]

real footage of me when even more of the people who defined my childhood/early teens turn out to be shitheads

[asonr]

WSS FANS DNI. I’m so serious. Sketch dump of c!wilbur and assorted under cut :4

I tried watercolor pencils too!

[yourfaveisanavatar]

I FEEL LIKE POGTOPIA C!WILBUR IS AN AVATAR OF THE SPIRAL

c!wilbur from pogtopia is an avatar of the spiral!

[chayannesegg]

honestly I think it’s kinda interesting how phil’s relationships with wilbur, tallulah, chayanne & tubbo are all reflecting back into his view of sunny tbh. like he has such complex delicate interwoven dynamics with all of them and it all gets thrown onto sunny, this poor kid who he loves in theory, but in practice is a stranger to him. 

like wilbur left tallulah in phil’s care and didn’t come back. even now way after he was initially supposed to, wilbur hasn’t returned (that one day aside). and phil, who had already taken on a big commitment watching tallulah, has been left permanently with two eggs in his sole care. and even though he loves tallulah and wil, and won’t want them out of his life, this is a stress for him. it’s a big undertaking for anyone, to care for two kids alone, but especially since tallulah required a lot of changes in his life.

for better or worse, in many ways phil sees chayanne as an extension of himself. they’re similar in a lot of ways, and often on the same page, and it means phil often struggles to catch up when chayanne’s emotions aren’t on the same page as him. we’ve seen this week, phil having such a hard time understanding the depth and breadth of chayanne’s grief. when he catches on, he usually does a good job empathising and talking it through, but when he doesn’t, he really doesn’t and it can be hard to watch. 

the same is NOT true for tallulah. he has, through hard work and practice, learnt how to identify her emotions. he had to. she needed it. she would have been miserable otherwise. she desperately needed asked for the emotional care and birthdays and consideration that chayanne would never ask for. and he’s good at it—tracking her moods, knowing what upsets her & what she cares about in a way that doesn’t come as naturally with chayanne (or sunny or tubbo or anyone else really expect maybe wilbur). but that took A LOT of time and effort, months of work, and I do think he’s a bit wary of the idea of having to do that again, even when it comes to people he loves like chayanne (or god forbid tubbo).

now tubbo is not wil. tubbo is not phil's son. but he’s still not dissimilar to wil in phil’s mind. whatever the backstory is, phil introduces tubbo to tallulah as an old friend of him and wil’s. he makes tubbo his kids’ godfather. he calls tubbo his boy. he looks out for him. but past those first few weeks, their relationship doesn’t progress. they mean a lot to each other bc of their pasts, but they don’t put any work into upkeeping their relationship and phil in particular doesn’t reflect at all on what how that changes their dynamic. and it does change it—this is clear in purgatory, with phil having zero trust in tubbo to protect chayanne and tallulah, and after, with tubbo endlessly poking at phil’s sore spots trying to illicit a reaction he’ll never receive. 

it's also clear in the way phil has no understanding of what’s going on with tubbo. if he’s struggling to grasp chay’s emotions, he’s not even touching what’s going on in tubbo’s head. tubbo’s death makes no sense to him. it’s sudden. it’s random. it’s illogical. it’s stupid. he wasn’t joking about having two lives? he still took a death bet with richas? he’s not come back? he can’t come back? he’s left phil with distraught kids for no reason with no warning. he doesn’t see the erratic suicidal behaviour, the unending depression, the desperation to be loved. he doesn’t want to see it. he doesn’t want something to be wrong with tubbo, but he also doesn’t even know how to see what’s wrong. he’s annoyed he’s having to deal with it and he desperately desperately wants to believe this is all happening for no reason.

bc at the forefront of phil’s mind is still his love for tubbo. of course, phil would drop everything to help tubbo (if he could recognize something was wrong). of course, he would care for sunny as his own. of course, he would make the same sacrifices he’s made for wil. and he assumes he’ll have to. he thought that sunny would now be under his care. that he’d have to figure out the logistics of a third egg to care for. with wilbur, phil was the only person who could ever have taken care of tallulah. the only person he trusted, the only person who knew tallulah enough. now this isn’t true for tubbo. it’s a genuinely illogical assumption for phil to make: three eggs would be a genuine burden on him; they've never spoken about it; there’s a long list of people who would tubbo expects for sunny before; and he doesn’t even know sunny well enough to name these people for her as comfort.

but still in the moment, alone with tubbo’s eggs and dealing with everything he left behind, phil can only think that the exact same thing that happened before will happen: he alone will be left to care for another scared hurt kid of someone he loves.

and here we come to sunny. a kid whose dad he loves. a kid whose dad he doesn’t understand. a kid whose dad is suddenly gone like his son is gone. a kid who would need him like his daughter needs him. a kid who his son needs to protect. a kid he cares for. a kid he can’t afford to care for, a kid he wasn’t expecting to care for, a kid he doesn’t know how to care for, a kid he would care for if he needed to, a kid he doesn’t know why he’s been left to care for. a kid who is somehow a reflection of all these people he loves but not someone he knows at all.

idk i think this tension comes out in the a lot of the comments phil makes of and to sunny. he doesn't know them well enough to distinguish them from his relationships with other people. and as long as no one challenges him on that, we'll continue to hear these misplaced comments from him, that come across so insensitively, even as he tries his best to genuinely help them and their dad.

[dogin8]

Wilbur Soot has obviously read the Callmecarson handbook on how to handle being outed as an awful individual

[lebloodymoonsystem]

Yk I’m really starting to realise the pain of being a bur fictive bc some people’ll automatically assume I think Willbur soot is good but no, I talk shit about him with Techno and it’s really fun. Meanwhile the other burs rather not have him be mentioned bc of trauma. Really fucked situation when you think about it.. ik it’s been like a while since it happened but it still affects us in a kinda traumatising way.. - Revivebur

[fandomdemigirl]

thoughts and prayers are with you, Australians

[ozzybutweirdthistime]

// tw wilbur soot

what the fuck do you mean he’s on the internet again

[derww]

squiddo are we the bad guys

[crystalsandbubbletea]

You know you're a very shitty person when even DREAM calls you out for it.

And apparently he also INTENTIONALLY hurt Technoblade during his last months of living!?

For those wondering if the Wilbur intentionally hurting Technoblade was real or not:

[c-bedrockbros]

there's no way Wilbur posted a video on his insta story like nothing happened... "hi 🙂 I'm back from my break 🙂" girl....

[thund3randrain]

i physically can't look at any more stuff on wilbur or im gonna break down

how fucking dare he

of course now is when i get back into mcyt

after the dream stuff i said never again but here i fucking am

everything i find comfort in turns out to be wrong

fuck wilbur and his stupid apology

shubble is so brave for talking about him, especially since wilbur is a much more known person with a much larger fanbase, and im so proud of her

now ive got to explain for the second time to my brother why we cant watch a creator he likes anymore, a creator i introduced him to

whats the point anymore

[hermitcraftx]

yall will really do anything for a boring ass whiteboy lmfao

also in no way shape or form am i defending wilbur fucking soot but what is with the differences here. were they not both abusive and shitty to women like george fucking sexually assaulted someone. can youtube stop putting this shit in my fucking recommended im sick of seeing abuser sympathy for george and clout chasing wilbur. copying blood into his mouth and using shelby being abused for clout is DISGUSTING. the differences??? between the situations?? actually making me see red rn But whatever ive hated george for years. jesus christ

[genevawrenn]

Probably the only thing I will say on the problems surrounding Wilbur and the CC himself atm, its a litte raw coming from someone who mained SBI for nearly two years.

That character is one I took for myself, DSMP in a lot of ways was built on fan content made canon, leaving a lot of open room for changes.

Hell I had a whole non canon pantheon and various powers I gave different characters in the ways I chose to portray them.

I am very upset about how it all went down but am using the energy to push towards my original writing and less online time.

I will still talk about fandom related things! You know I will, I've been loving my time on this platform. Its a lot more chill than others like a certain birb app.

These past 2 years I have been finally addressing a lot of my mental health concerns and done some self-evaluation, escapism is a bad habit of mine I am working on dialing back.

I am still very passionate about my writing.

I enjoy writing fanfic still because I picked it up as practice and it helped me immensely find a footing in my style once more.

I just needed to get this off my chest.

Thank you all for sticking with me through these changes. <3

[arctasy]

what is going on over there 😭😭😭😭