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the worst part about romancing astarion is i want to keep him in the party all the time bc he's adra's bae but omg rogues are so inefficient in combat lmao
#madelyn rambles#love to have him around to pick locks and disarm traps#but i just did the balthazar fight#and adra and karlach are killing 3 skellies per turn#shart didn't do much bc she lost concentration on spirit guardians immediately#but her healing helped at least#and then there's astarion#getting exactly one sneak attack in before getting blinded and being a glorified potion thrower the whole rest of the fight#bc he can't get advantage while blinded#and with only one attack per turn his damage output sucks#sigh#rogues#he does have a couple levels in ranger but not enough yet lmao
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i am wide awake thinking about that post canon jb au again when I should be sleeping ā¦!!! such is the nature of the jbrainrotā¦
#the whole setting is jb hanging out in the rock post war#and tyrion became lord of the westerlands / the rock is his but heās off doing stuff in kingslanding and jaime is just filling in for him#atm . but after tyrion comes back his original plan WAS heāll get married to brienne right away and they can move back to tarth or be#travelling hedge knights together or whatever brienne wants to do heās down for it. but the important thing is that he wants to stay with#her .. so heās using the time they have together currently to court her bc she deserves that at least !!#so jaime goes off trying to court and woo brienne but she just thinks theyāre hanging out bc they got relatively close in the war#so jaime being touchy feely isnāt anything new. jaime making innuendos and being kinda flirty isnāt anything new either#but this time he means it LOL heās like I want to kiss you SO badly and brienne will be like lol silly jaime (:#I was also thinking theyād help rebuild lannisport just bc itās a time for healing now and it would be good for the people to get to know#jaime and the lannisters in general bc of how they would just used to sit high above the rock looking down on everyone#but now jaime is like. actively helping and being known and being with the people rather than just being that absent distant lord#also heās thinking he might as well try and foster some relationship with the commoners to his house bc itās for tyrion anyway#so heās off doing that and brienne is tagging along bc she does not want to go home yet#she wants to stay with him and sheās helping out as an excuse to stay a little longer but she doesnāt exactly want to leave him#but how do you tell someone that and ignore the big glaring part that sheās actually in love with him and the fact that they both survived#the war is getting her hopeful???? u want her to admit that?? like a normal person??? no..!!#so sheās just staying and helping out bc a) itās the sensible thing to do b) so she can bask on the sun that is Jaime Lannister#for like a few more days. weeks. maybe a month bc the weather is soooo bad in the stormlands rn šš³#anyway jb hanging out! and everything is going well and good but jaime is now getting popular w the people and heās also looking quite#rugged and handsome post war now that heās thirty flirty and thriving and he also has a new scar across his lip that makes his#smirks even more ! rogueish ā¦ ! and he looks quite nice with the greying hair š so now thereās gossips around him#not to mention heās single too and I think if you were one of the heroes who helped win the war theyāll forget the kingslaying#man with no honor business so lo and behold brienne eavesdrops a group of ladies bc sheās a chismosa at heart and theyāre talking about a#potential marriage for a lord lannister (!!!) and thereās going to be a big tourney held in Kingslanding for it (!!!)#and brienne remembers jaime mentioning the ought to go to Kingslanding in the next few weeks (!!!) and now sheās remembering jaime IS a#lord though not theee lord of the westerlands STILL a lord from one of the seven houses and heās single and very eligible for marriage rn#and now sheās realising everything is returning back the way it was before the war where society rules matters and she has her own role as#now the evenstar bc rip selwyn and jaime has his own role too and the court is a whole different battlefield#one that she isnāt equipped in and even though she had found some new confidence in herself bc killing a bunch of ice invisible zombies#with your own magic sword will do that for you she doesnāt think (and sheās being objective not negative) she stands a chance in THAT
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Happy first birthday Pippa! Just because you have a cone on doesnāt mean you canāt still party!
#Pippa#dog#puppy#corgi#pembroke welsh corgi#send her some birthday love#birthday#bday party#party hats#hats#cone of shame#Margaret āMaggieā Foster#labrador retriever#mixed breed#mutts#wet dog#bandana#sheās not allowed to see Leia or Honey for the next two weeks because she cannot help but play and jump on them#Maggie at least doesnāt understand play totally so if Pippa comes at her with that cone sheās over it#sheāll get a nice park party with everyone once sheās all healed
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TW for talk of drugs, alcohol, and general phobias and ptsd (HCs about Akira and the effects of the interrogation scene)
Thinkin about Akira having ptsd about the interrogation manifesting as something fairly Mundane, as in, something that doesnt come across as a ātraditionalā symptom that strangers can clock. Takemi assumes hed be averse to needles or doctors, or perhaps hed become claustrophobic or uneasy in specific areas like courthouses or police departments; shes not a psychiatrist but she IS a confidant, and shed like to believe she knows him Enough to try and be of some help wrt Akira and his mental health (along w his physical health).
I think hed just have an issue w anything that impairs his cognitive function in ANY way. This includes alcohol, recreational drugs (weed), medications that induce drowsiness (allergy meds and pain meds), flu or fever induced hallucinations, and general anesthesia. Lack of awareness of his surroundings, and an inability to recall even basic short term memories will send him into a slight spiral that he tries his best to avoid by any means.
He comes off as just some dude whos just abstinent about alcohol and drugs, and generally people are super chill about it. He goes out to parties and mingles with everyone, he makes sure his friends get home safe, and hes chill about them doing whatever around him as long as they dont hurt themselves. But its absolutely hell for him and others when hes horribly sick. He WONT go to anyone but Takemi, no matter how much she insists shes just a general pcp. He shies away when its suggested he goes to emergency rooms, and he fights when they try to make him go by force. Hes bearable when hes got a minor cold or virus, but he panics when he gets sick enough to forget where he is. It gets better with age, but whoever hes with has to deal w his meltdowns for a very very Very long time.
One of his biggest fears is falling unconscious, and waking up with a gap in his memory so wide, he forgets who his friends and family are Again. The hands on his person and needles sticking him this way and that are nothing to him when he thinks of the extreme physical duress the metaverse put on him and his team. But it didnt take his memories away, the one thing that made his year in Tokyo worth it, and the threat of having it taken Again always overrides the logical part of his brain that tells him that the circumstances that led to it happening in the first place will never happen again.
#chattin#akira#i feel like he would also have some long lasting chronic pain#probably nerve damage in his hands or flareups in his legs#GENUINELY wanted to have him w broken or fractured fingers after the interrogation#but i think thats TOO long of a heal time for the events of the game unfortunately#pain flareups feel more reasonable#he hates to have a permanent reminder of those days in anyway and it makes him a bit bitter about it#Takemi is happy to know that she can at least help him in this way#pain management and recommending specialists for him#since he trusts her judgement over any other doctor#so i dont think it would be an incredibly impeding force in his life#but it IS there and hes frustrated by it
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what if ford was terrified to sleep the first night after weirdmaggedon because he was scared of seeing bill again
#ae imagine he had the help of the niblings. or at least one of them#(cough cough mabel cough cough)#explaining him her own worries about sleeping and worrying about how he needs to rest to help his wounds heal#and eventually telling him theyāll go into it together (wherever we go we go togetherā¦)#ford falls asleep much easier with that assurance
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@nyaskitten this is Gregor they're a sentient spell and also some sort of rat thing he lives with Gandy (and possibly Jordana I'm still brainstorming) in Mysterium I do not know what came over me but they're very important to me now <3
#was thinking about gandy taking jordie in after everything's over#helping her heal and learn to use magic safely (or at least in a way that won't hurt HER. other people? ehhhhhhhhhh...)#anyway look at my rat boy#ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago oc#oc: gregor
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continue being a little mean to toh fans please it is really irritating how some act like its got the best writing of any modern cartoon
Daawwwww I don't have it in me. TOH fans love it for a reason, and there are legitimately good moments! It's just not the most complex or well-written show out thereāwhich it doesn't need to beābut I also totally get your exhaustion. It gets tiring seeing people praise it so highly over and over again when it's just like...fine. It didn't do nothing but it also didn't do something, you know? It's main couple is cute and queer, but that's pretty much all there is to them. It has a fun cast of characters, but they all tend to fall into archetypes. Luz is a sweet main character, but she doesn't have any real flaws and kinda takes a back seat to Hunter and Eda (the white people lol). Her foil with Philip was interesting...but then they kinda backed off and went the "you and Belos are nothing alike" direction.
((I'm also going to answer this anon with another: ))
And It's not that an unsympathetic villian is bad, or that Belos would even be sympathetic with added backstory, it's just that...there were a lot of interesting things to explore with his character that were left hanging.
Like, while he's definitely not at all a good person, it's intriguing that he would bother to recreate his brother over and over again knowing that each time the grimwalker was going to betray him. It's intriguing that he was even willing to kill his brother to begin with (though Caleb was super underutilized in general). Like, you can give a villain depth without justifying or victimizing them (hi Finnegran from tdp, I'll also add Spider Queen & LBD here). So it just feels like a missed opportunity all across the board. It's still surprising to me that we got a confirmation on the Wittebane backstory through an unrelated background character, rather than Philip himself (who had literally possessed a main character, and mindscapes had already been well-established....the pieces were all there me thinks).
And obviously it's like, people can love something despite it's flaws, and they can cherish it for the good it has, but they still don't need to praise it as an ultimate form of media, you know? We don't need to pretend toh was this dark and complex storyāit was just a story a lot of people liked and resonated with. Which I'm glad it's there for those people, and I'm glad there are options when it comes to queer pieces of media!
That said the show with the best writing of any modern cartoon is The Dragon Prince (streaming on Netflix).
#Monkie Kid while very good is still not that good. I'm sorry lmk. I give you 2nd place. In my heart <3#Though we'll see. If s5 (or beyond) brings back some stuff from s1 the writing might just be that tight#(aka the skeleton key being given to MK in 1x08 & also the 1x01 seal)#Anyways I feel like I've been too much of a hater recently#but gahhh. toh just did not get that deep. it's like fake deep#Let me explain my thoughts:#Lilith cursed Eda. Spent years trying to force Eda into the coven system to undo her own mistake.#Only to then learn that Belos was never going to heal her sister. And does this impact Eda and Lilith's relationship in any way? Not really#Like yeah sure their relationship improves after Lilith leaves the Emperor's coven.#But I can't help but feel like that situation got boiled down to ''Lilith had a good reason for it so we forgive her :p'' and I'm like NO#WHERE'S THE DRAMA#THAT WAS KINDA SUPER FUCKED UP OF LILITH. A LIFE LONG CURSE THAT SHE GAVE HER SISTER. AND WE'RE GONNA LIKE#GLOSS OVER THAT????#tis not story telling for me. At least not any more at this stage in my life.#asks#toh critical
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Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3
#long very boring and unnecessarily detailed tag monologue incomingā feel free to skip:#this is going to sound like a silly thing to be hitting rock bottom over#but iām fairly certain i have a semi-rare skin condition known as sensitive skin syndrome#which is basically where skin gets progressively more sensitive#until it wonāt tolerate the topical application of anything at all without getting irritated#usually it happens to people on the skin of their face and i have it there but i also specifically have it on my lips#(which apparently is extremely not normal; i found a dermatologistās case study from like 2019 of one woman who had it on her lips#and according to this case study there were no other cases of people having it on their lips#in all the dermatological literature he had read)#i canāt follow the protocol which all the journal articles iāve been able to find say is helpful for the rest of the face which is basicall#leave the area the heck alone for at least a year#because if i donāt apply anything to my lips for more than two or three days they will get so dry they crack and bleed#so itās looking like one way or another i may be having to deal with dry burning irritated lips for the rest of my life#and iām not dealing with the thought of that very well#iāve already suffered so much anguish from extreme sensitivity on the rest of my face#and not being able to take proper care of the skin there#and this is just too much for me#i know God is allowing this for a reason but itās filling me with so much frustration and panic and despair that i donāt know how to go on#but i must and i will#this isnāt a serious or a life-threatening condition but itās looking like a pretty hopeless one and itās hurting me badly#and i would appreciate prayers that it would just be healed or that i would know what to do#i think i will try going to my dermatologist but somehow i doubt she's even heard of sensitive skin syndrome#on a COMPLETELY unrelated note i'm just about to get my period and also for two days i've ''eaten'' nothing but vegetable smoothies#and those in pretty small amounts because they're disgusting#(do a detox my hormonal health doctor said)#(it'll be fun she said)#ok if you read this far you're so brave braver than any u.s. marine etc.#thanks for reading ily <3
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I just really really love Tangled so much
#its so pretty and itās a wonderful retelling of the story#thereās no more prince saving the princess heās a thief and only cares for himself#until she inspires him to turn his life around and saves him and then he saves her in return#they save each other they inspire each other they make each other better#rapunzel had confidence by herself but he gave her the confidence to believe in people#and eugene initially only believed in the pain people could wring upon one another until he saw her invite a whole tavern to sing#thereās no reconciliation with the abusive parent and in the end itās not rapunzel that does her in but pascal#her first friend#the one who had always felt powerless to help#and in the movie at least the magic is gone. the magic gives its final blessing finally fulfilling its purpose (to save and heal people)#and then itās gone#and donāt get me wrong i love tts but i will also say that the movie alone was a beautiful and wrapped up story#and all the purple and green and gold and suns and flowers of the movie too like it was just beautiful plain and simple#tangled
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Iām so invested in wizard101 and its denizens that it has got me researching actual irl science and engineering so i could depict magic better
#most of the text is under the tags yet again lmao whoops#Iām out here looking up electrocultural agriculture bc i wanna draw my YW revisiting Khrysalis after Morganthes defeat#helping reverse the mass deforestation and crystallisation caused by the umbra legion#mainly bc I donāt like how fast the game moved on from us saving Khrysalis to merle immediately telling us we r graduating#let there be at least some period of time in between jdjfkg#montage of my wizzy taking the time to learn theurgy under moolinda#despite being a storm wizard#and researching how to heal the land and plant new growth#to use her storm magic to stimulate the plants to grow faster and stronger#bc smth smth electrical currents promote plant development and helps them grow more fruit#and teach whatever shes learned to any other spellbinders and farmers in Khrysalis. bc what good is knowledge if it is not shared#maybe rope professor balestorm into this too with all the experiments. wait who am i kidding he would love that and immediately#(or hop. ha) to help experiment. rope the other diviners into this whole project too actually. get those participation credits kids#w101#wizard101
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im thinkign about him
#'andrew never heals' if i could have taken nora's writing apparatus off her and set it on FIRE i would have#yeah let me just write this tormented character that has been traumatised by every single person in his life#including but not limited to people who were DIRECTLY in official positions designed to help him#and it's left him violent and cruel and possessive and i actively call him a monster and every single character views him badly#either consistently or at least for a little while and regularly dismisses him and his behaviour#and he never heals. he never learns to say i love you. is that not a good story haha?? am i crazy for that? i feel crazyyyy#like the courts there to pursue justice? forced him on mania-inducing drugs that completely altered his personality#the foster system? dont get me started#his family? nice try!#his teammates? getting warmer but we're still not there!#his very readers that supposedly have the benefit of omniscient narrative perspective? nope!#like WHAT FUCKING GIVES#what if i started killing. idc if there are hundresd THOUSANDS of you andrew-antis give me a knife and a vodka shot i will WIN#andrew minyard#aftg
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me @ 16 in 2011 (the year the adventures of tintin film came out and before i got years of free trauma from certain individuals and events)
me now:
#the film marks a milestone to me in not the greatest way#but it makes sense to me#it's a complicated part of my therapy and trauma and healing#my adolescence was very messy at the very least#and finding parallels with tintin and the film is genuinely helpful for my own compassion and understanding#transgender#mental illness#vent#it me#transmasculine#trans men#personal#i don't want to be mean to my teenage self#as she is very important to me#i really tried to be female. it's what i knew at the time.#i don't mind ever being a little girl#but i spiralled in my adolescence#i love her so much but it didn't fit or look right#photos#trauma#the adventures of tintin#favourite films#i always wonder since i saw a lot about it#if anything would be different but i guess it was meant to happen in June 2020
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I appreciate the love for Shoko but all the theories about her somehow resurrecting gojo from death is really setting her up for disappointment
#imo them collecting the body can just be a sentimental choice too not a major plot changer#shoko bringing him to life when barely any chapters have passed without him and without any indication of her having that ability would#be a very cheap move lmao#i still donāt think heāll come back at all but if he did Iād want it mostly to be His choice. then Shoko could fix him up after#but yeah next chapter will likely be something horrific or sad#it is NOT looking good for yuuta and rika#I donāt want yuuta to dieāat least not until thereās a semblance of hope for the protags#gotta balance out the misery with some hope and effort#buuuuut rika??? could see her being destroyed easily next chapter#ā¦.and maybe yuuta too. someone important might get eaten soon#jjk spoilers#wanna say that I DO think Shoko will be healing and helping though!!!#just not gojo for next chapter š¤Ø part of me wishes higuruma isnāt dead tbh#look if itās executed AMAZINGLY and thoroughly explained without making it a shocking fake out deathāthen sure Gojo returnings fine#jjk 248
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Domesticated Post-Tekken 2 Era Kazuya is my favorite to think about because this would be so good for him and everyone else but he would have an absolutely miserable time during it
#like I dont think he would REALLY miss the rich ceo lifestyle bc i dont see it as smth he ASPIRES to but as a means to give himself power#if you (jun) somehow manage to convince him that he does not actually NEED power then i think hes adaptable enough to ajust to a humble life#and the whole being rich thing fed into his worst traits#but I think being close to jun all the time would be torture for him bc he would CONSTANTLY be confronted to his own faulty morality#he cant help feeling above other common people bc he endured much more pain and hardships at 5yo than them in a lifestyle-#but he cannot act on his superiority complex about them bc Its Not The Right Thing To Do#he looks at his newborn son and feel *nothing* before feeling frustration and irritation toward *himself*#bc hes smart enough to know he SHOULD be feeling smth#and if he relunctantly admit this to jun she would tell him that if the best he can do (for now) is to not wish or do any harm on jin-#then it is good enough and he should not beat himself up about it (which he doesnt. but he does)#and even jun. she is another person he could lose and he knows deep down he would be happier without her#but being near her bring back to life smth that died years ago at the bottom of that cliff#and he wont admit it but hes scared to lose it again. even if right now its brings him nothing but discomfort and pain#hes not even sure if he *loves* her. and when he asks her whats in it for her. why she stays with him#(not out of self-consciousness but genuine confusion) she just smiles at him because he IS considering the feelings of someone else#like she is so understanding and he genuinely does try and its a really slow healing process#hes still gonna stay a little bit of a prick smug at times but at least he will be immensely more chill out#and even maybe fall in love with jun *jun* down the line. characters that fall in love with each other years into the relationshipš#and his whole exploration of fatherhood with jin. him vaguely recalling smth nice jinpachi (or god forbid. HEIHACHI pre-cliff) did to him#and doing the same to jin out of the blue for the sake of experimentation#and jin's positive reaction making him FINALLY AT LAST feel some tiny tiny thing for his son.#also for all her tree-hugger talk. jun is right meditating in the forest DOES help kaz a lot#anyway. yeahš#tagging later#tekken
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had the awful revelation that navigating is most likely about SAI the other day and itās ruined my life. āi find my self esteem, then turn so coldā ākinda feels like everybody leaves. feeling the reality that everybody leaves.ā i feel SICK
#āgive me some advice. i am wasting all this time.ā tyler we fucking failed you iām so sorry#nav was already my fav (tied w atrofd obviously) but now it guts me in an entirely new way#god just reading the lyrics makes me fucking cry#this is breaking my heart. we hurt him so much.#iāve always loved sai but we absolutely did not give her the accolades she deserved#let alone what we gave their other albums#i hope the reception to clancy helped heal his heart at least a bit#god. iām just so sorry#blabble#tĆøp#twenty one pilots#scaled and icy#clancy#SAI#tyler joseph#navigating
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yes im mentally ill yes i have an IS obsession. and what about it!!
#everyone say good job beiguo š«#braving nature 10 baybeeā¼ļøā¼ļø#arknights#bagel babble#long tips/opinions in the tags:#reed alter is my number one starter pick bc she heals and does good damage!! if u need a friend support for her feel free to dm#i bring the medic/sniper squad for her bc theres a chance sheāll b auto promoted altho this run i didnt get lucky w that#but also good heals are very important in is4#much more than in is3 i think#elemental not so important but just pure healing#i think at least one good fast redeploy is necessary esp for clearing tiles on the boss stage#texalter stun also saved my ass frequently in challenge stages#eyja is almost a must imo#aoe is superr important and it helps to have her early on but u can survive without her for a bit if u have reed e2#lava is a good budget pick for the early game#i have beaten the normal ending w caster/specialist squad but it was only braving nature 1 so idk if it holds up for higher difficulties#but im sure its viable#i did also beat braving nature 3 with no casters so#blockers r also important btw bc they have a few stages with a shit ton of civvies that need identification#also orchids slow saved my ass. ok thats all i got i think#good luck gamers hope this helps#i think getting here took me like 3-4 days. i really do have obsession
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