#but f u c k that was such a moment
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and don’t even get me started on the lore and the themes and on how emotionally powerful this game can be
#my posts#gameblogging#liveblogging rain world#i could write an essay about this#and maybe i will after i play through all of downpour#but i watched this video called 'rain world and emotions in level design' or smth like that#and it left such an impression im never not thinking about it#and when i got to /that/ room in 5p during my gourmand run#i just sat there and listened to the music and freaking cried#it had been building up as i went through the area bc i went through some of unfortunate development#and i paid a lot more attention to the background art while going through the memory conflux? and all that#but f u c k that was such a moment#its still my absolute favourite area#by the way that's the second time the game made me actually cry#the first time was the first time i saw the opening cutscene and heard 'pictures of the past'#before i even knew enough about the game to be emotionally invested it affected me that much#yea... i think this game is kind of special to me
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tw blood, gore
My Heaven
sh1 locations usually don't get much recognition so i feel like adding some explanatory notes on it (just in case)
the place is the secret chamber in Green Lion Antiques where distracted from prayer alessa is having a tender moment gazing at the point where God's painting is supposed to be
(GOD- IM TRULY BEWITCHED BY THIS GAME THE WAY IT NEVER THROWS STRAIGHT FACTS IN UR FACE AND WISELY KEEPS ATMOSPHERE OF UNDERSTATEMENT TILL THE VERY END SO FKING CHARMING–)
whatever ceremonial stuff it is, it had started to burn before one of harry's passing out
and due to perspective in my drawing alessa stands directly on it ..
i'd like to sum up the post w little art comparison bc i also pursued the goal to redraw one of my old drawings
the first one is pretty rough for sure still luv both of them tho
june 2021 august 2022
seems like i had come to better understanding of what im trying to achieve in terms of composition COLORS and whatnot
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#silent hill#alessa gillespie#dahlia gillespie#unnamed members of the Order. dahlia's gang in short#incubator#incubus#since it's his actual birth scene#damn haven't posted anything serious in a while .. time during summer when i was deciding on ideas for zine almost feels like a past life#made the choice for a reason y'all already know how Normal i am abt sh1 <33#although people tend to associate it exclusively w harry or/and lisa which IS fine still sad alessa rarely gets any credit............#prolly mentioned it before idk but at the very core it's HER game#meanwhile harry is just a witness who brings us into the loop of the story#(not mocking anyone !! tho in that case harry is basically player's eyes and ears)#drawing special attention to My Heaven soundtrack game's ost is hella gud in general but this one f u c k s#oh the moment when i just realized those weird noises are actually roar of alessa's intense s c r e a m s on horribly twisted frequencies#and the God himself is grotesque embodiment of her mental and physical suffering#not to be dramatic but back then i came to sudden realization that i'll never be the same.............#tw blood#tw gore#my art
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#and it was at that moment that she knew#she was utterly F U C K E D#cradle series#akura malice#wei shi lindon arelius#empty ghost#weeping dragon#waybound#cradle memes
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kim's portrait... it's from... it's f. its fr. its when he. its when you. and he. and it's
its from when
oh my GOD i will never be normal again
#disco elysium#THE SOUND I MADE THE WAY I SHRIEKED WHEN IT CLICKED#a mental and verbal double take#like Oh he... wait. he what. the - WHAT#AAAAAAAAAAA#AND ITS BEEN TH EWHOLE TIME#THE WHOLE TIME#THE MOMENT HAS BEEN THERE FROM THE BEGINNING#im WEAK and GAY For INCREDIBLE STORYTELLING#and also them#F U C K#disco elysium spoilers#SORT OF. boy it'd be spoilery if i was remotely coherent
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I decided fuck it we ball and got a cane!!
crying my heart out but
I did it
I fucking did it!! Suck on that!!
This is the most past me could ever have hoped for. I told my dad too. It was fucking terrifying.
But I did it.
I did it.
Fuck yeah.
#does the meek speak#disabled#no plain text#cane#mobility aid#holy shit#im a cane user now?#cane user#HOLY F U C K#swearing tw#tw swearing#hot girl moment from me#the demons are screaming#and they say ‘yippee!!’#also the cane hella pretty#so#y’know#it’s a big vibe 💪🏻 💪🏻 (flexing emoji)#gecko’s silly billy hypermobility
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ALSO NOT GONNA FUCKING LIE IN THE PPG MOVIE WHEN MOJO'S HOLDING THE PROFESSOR HOSTAGE AND ALMOST BREAKS HIS FUCKING NECK TO FORCE THE GIRLS TO BACK OFF..... AND HE LETS OUT THIS SLOW DEEP FUCKIN "That's better" LIKE. SIR???? CAN WE NOT DO THIS TO ME RIGHT NOW IM FUCKING
#YOU KNOW WHAT IM GONNA POST THE CLIP TOMORROW IF IM STILL FEELING AS BRAVE AS I AM RIGHT NOW CUZ HOLY SHITTTTTTTTT#WHYYYYYYY DID HE HAVE TO SAY IT LIKE THAT IM. IM GGGJRBRVSBXNSHFHCG F U C K 😳💖😳💖😳💖😳💖😳💖😳💖😳💖#THEY MADE HIM A SILLY VILLAIN HALF THE TIME CUZ IF HE WAS DOING LEGIT THREATENING EVIL HOT GIRL SHIT LIKE THAT ID DIE#YOU WOULD NEVER HEAR THE END OF IT FROM ME. THE FEW MOMENTS WE DO HAVE MAKE ME LOSE MY GOTDAMN MIIIIIIIIND UGH. UGH. UGH. UGH#DOWN BAD DOWN ATROCIOUS I NEED TO SEE THE INSIDE OF A HOSPITAL RIGHT FUCKING NOW 😳😳😳😳😳😳#ok. goodnight :]#i needed to get that out or i never woulda slept HRNRJRRHRH 💖💘💖💘💖💘💖#ruby rambles#💜: loving you's a felony
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{P E N D I N G T R A I N} ~ Eps. 04 x Ep 09 + D A I C H I YONEZAWA (& N a o y a) Kayashima (as Support)
"'You' SHOULD BE T h a n k i n g
'That' 'ONII-chan' from KANSAI."
"WE Came all the way FROM O S A K A !! !" - Yonezawa's F a m i l y (O s a k a is in K a n s a i)
{Cap'd by Me} {DO NOT C O P Y} {DO NOT R E P O S T} (Please A S K to U s e / S h a r e!)
#izumi family#izumis#koushiros bio relatives#series: pendingtrain#yonezawa daichi#naoya and yonezawa#naodai#naodai moments#naoya and kato#naokato#naokato moments#hikarim cap#pendingtrain spoilers#(This is my 1st T i m e post'ng something here)#not dgmn#(To relate to A Certain Other Fav)#(Whose P a r t n e r speaks K a n s a i a c c e n t)#(Pls be R e s p e c t f u l)#izumi family grave#{izumis f a m i l y grave} is P A S T k y o t o {NOT SPECIFIED *IN* K Y O T O}#what took you so l o n g#digiadvs x pendingtrain#yonezawa!koushiro#kato!jou#naoya!yamato#(in other news I Have Yet Another New F a v)#({But I L o v e many of my F a v s Equally})#({I THINK thats Kato in way back of 2nd one too W a t c h i n g who is another S i g n i f i c a n t Chara})
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I left the tag for like five minutes what the entire high-flying F U C K do you MEAN ROIER IS A RAT??????????
#I need an explanation#NOW#I DON'T SPEAK SPANISH#THE VOD HAS NO SUBTITLES#EXPLAIN#EXPLAIN NOW PLEASE I BEG#I have almost NEVER desired context more than I do at this precise moment#qsmp#q!roier#This wasn't expected#This was so far from expected#I expect many things#Fuckin Ratoier was NOT AMONG THE THINGS I EXPECTED#I thought QSMP ran out of things to surprise me with#SHOWS WHAT I FUCKIN KNOW I GUESS HOLY F U C K????
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Shaman King (Japanese version) ~ {Filler} Episode #49 + Y O H & M A N T A on F a u s t + Y O H & M A N T A (Interactions)
"...I g u e s s this is what {they} call 'T R A U M A'." - R y u; (speaking the word in clear English)
{Cap'd by Me} / @koushirouizumi/hikari-m {DO NOT R E P O S T} {DO NOT C O P Y} {DO NOT R E P R O D U C E WITHOUT MY P E R M I S S I O N} (Please A S K to Use!) {L I K E S O. K.}
[This is a Shaman King Positivity post!] {+Manta Positivity Post} (Please be respectful Interacting)
[DO NOT Tag with featured Character{s}/Series negativity, thank you!]
#yohta#c: manta#c: yoh#c: ryu#koushirouizumi cap#koushirouizumi sk#koushirouizumi sk cap#mankin spoilers#(Not really h E R E B u t {I left a line out but might add bit more later})#(o K OK THIS LITTLE BIT WAS i NTERESTING TO r EWATCH {though its a complete F i l l e r ep but *related back to c ANON* For O n c e}...)#({The moment directly before it is very t R OLLL scene for the viewer but basically using the a NIMATION TO t ROLL BOTH mANTA+VIEWER Y up})#(Inuko's acting is Wonderful here tho BC YES even for '''f ILLERTM''' you can h EAR it in Inuko's voice)#({First the sheer p ANIC response then the p ANTING {A n x i e t y} then Mantas barely there s UPERs o f t c RY i n g})#(O. G. a n i m e too handles 'it' all very d IFFERENTLY {includin in this ep} But {things it did b ETTER than R e b o o t n EGL})#({OK BUT THIS WAS i NTERESTING} r YU {R YU?!??} USES ' T R A U M A' IN CLEAR e MPHASIZED *e NG* {I f ORGOT h E a CTUALLY USES IT...})#({'O K AT LEAST ONE EARLY 2 0 0 0'S a NIME k NOWS THE w ORD +IN E N G????' M E})#({ n O T E TO t O E I !!!!!})#({ ' YEAH I THINK WE ALL k NEW WHAT WAS GOIN ON p OST 'THAT' f IGHT ' - Everyone who actually p AID ..... a TTENTION})#({I BOTH WANT TO S I G H A LOT @ O. G!Y O H HERE BUT ALSO} {Y O H TOO IS WONDERFUL})#(e DIT: SOYEA this one apparently a IRED... J UN... '02 not THAT long after '02 ended hUH {ALSO IT *HAS* r OMI PARK IN *YES* idk if she})#({heard this scene but might have seen ep after since r EN IS... IN... It kindof at beginning???})
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i hit a neat follower milestone and i wanna thank all y’all for following me for whatever i contribute to this big blue marble
#I dont believe in tumblr popularity so i wont say the number but i appreciate each and every one of you#to those of you i get to know irl i promise im alive im just ill at the moment#if youve ever reached out or sent me an ask thank you so much#i think i have all of five followers left over from when i started this blog many many years ago#and yes yes they are all now inactive#so to everyone whos followed me in the past year especially#thank you v much#i love y’all and i hope youre having a wonderful day and are being kind to yourself#sorry for the lack of posts lately#life has been f u c k i n g weird lmfao#personal post#grey speaks
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eigentlich hab ich nur einen netten arbeits-soundtrack für ein paar produktive stunden gesucht und bin irgendwie bei the 1975 hängen geblieben. und jetzt hör ich "woman" und "fallingforyou" und guck verträumt durch die gegend. mission ... not really accomplished, lol.
#'oh and this one's on the house i don't mind' literally us yesterday what the f u c k lol#'and on this night and in this light i think i'm falling i'm falling for you' yeah huh i think so too oops#hearing 'i don't wanna be your friend i wanna kiss your neck' ->#-> and thinking about last night when the whole place shouted 'i don't wanna be friends' along with lady gaga and .. well ->#-> let's just say some ga(y)zes were exchanged in that moment lol#whatever this is i am ... only slightly overwhelmed lol
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so mad that i finished sainw chapter and ao3 b down like. the fic i’m NOT spamming shit out for, so i finish smth, and i wanna post it like “look this one i am extra proud of! :)” but no some dumdums on the internet decided i’m not allowed to receive dopamine
#or serotonin or whatever tf#being manic is like if i keep receiving positive feedback i'm alive but the moment that stops#it feels like i am actively dying and need to slam energy into something else then something else then something else-#oh shit right i forgot i ran out of meds again#f u c k
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Holy fck I just had an experience
#A Experience#gosh#have you ever lived a moment that left you breathless because holy gosh I was not expecting that#bruh nature is beautiful#I feel like I met something unespokeable#a piece of the universe#the quiet but not silence#a black so black that it disappears and start at the same place#f u c k that is why beans like to go out when it's hella cloudy and about to start a storm???#f u c k#I wanted to have taken a picture but it would be just... nothing#it was nothing and it was still something and it was SO BEAUTIFUL#Kanene being Kanene#I feel like I will get overwhelmed if I think too much more about it rn so I might delete this later but#g o s h#There are simply memories that you look at and get 'I will never be able to get over you will I?'#and the answer is no ajgatfajvwyw#but the experience was very good! amazing even! so no worries!
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imagine if it was a scene that paralleled alastor terrifying husk, but this time with whoever owns alastor's soul. and alastor is on the ground quaking and his smile fades out...........
Calling it now—
The entire Hazbin Hotel fandom is going to lose their minds when Alastor finally frowns.
And I'm counting on that moment hitting like a cargo ship.
#I WANNA SEE IT SOOOO BAD#BUT I ALSO KNOW IT MEANS THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE F U C K E D#the moment he does#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor
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😬😬😬
#i just made a big and painful mistake#i pulled something in my back and it's gone from the flash of ''oh. f u c k.'' pain in the moment#to spasm with steadily building pain level#it's like my entire left side from shoulder blades to ass is contracting randomly and at various intensities#with the injured area as the eye of the storm#owchie
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