#did we go from something even as recent as I*n leaving M*ckey behind at the border

[psalmsofpsychosis]

god i— i didn't think i'd live to say this but Sh*mel*ss US season 10 officially made me straight up hate the show. I dealt with 9 whole fucking seasons of category 5 bullshit and i still survived it, i survived all the incoherent inconsistencies and the writers' amnesia, the gradually worsening characterizations to the point of almost every single character becoming so irrelevant and annoying to watch save I*n and M*ckey, i endured all the unimaginably bland traumacore plots, but i guess— congratulations Sh*meless, you broke me. Season 10 is an industrial garbage fire the likes of which i haven't seen even on Sh***less, and honestly? i dont know what to say. I thought I*n and M*ck*y will survive Sh*m*less' horrendous writing, i was hoping they would make it, but the odds were against that i suppose. It says a lot that i get teary eyed whenever i pop up my playlists for earlier seasons because this show managed to go from one of the most sincere and intimate and heartfelt shows i ever got into to one of the cheapest most insincere and superficial and incoherent shit i've had the misfortune of watching. Fucking christ. The whole G*ll*vich proposal tournaments never should've happened, it's gross and made so light of and made so fucking cheap i was practically clawing out of my skin when M*ck*y didn't even let I*n finish his "i'd like to spend the rest of my life with you" talk. Sh*mel*ess has always had problems with emotionally constipated writing post season 4 (Save I*n whose characterization somehow miraculously stayed intact till the S9 departure), but like, goddddd. I'm so fucking disappointed i can feel my atoms slipping into black and crying while they sit for the show's fucking funeral. Was going through reddit earlier and so many people left the show behind after S10E08, and by gods i do want to. I absolutely can, given the fact that post S4 I*n G*ll*gher was the only important thing to me about this whole narrative and they regressed his character back to Alaska just to make a wedding plot happen. god i hate it here. biggest official "he would not fucking say that" status in the last 10 years.