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If ANY of yall EVER do this shit to me, im deleting every single fic out of spite.

If I ever catch one of yall doing this to another author and I know youre a follower of my work I will block you personally on every platform

None of yall are the fic police. I DESPISE genai. I think its an insult to art, humanity, and the planet itself. But aint not a single fucking person here qualified to pick apart a strangers fic looking for a gotcha moment to make yourselves feel superior. If you think something is ai you can ask the author (most are proud of the ai use and will just tell you straight up) if they say yes you have your answer and can warn people. If they say no and you dont believe them you block and quietly keep it between you and maybe a close group of friends. Spreading misinformation is DANGEROUS. And NONE of you doing this shit are anywhere near qualified to do it.

THIS GOES DOUBLY FOR ARTISTS.

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literary analysis being posited as this boring grueling penance that only miserable people insist on is very dumb as an idea but its even more dumb to me, the guy who gets so excited about it that he has to clap and pound his fists against the ground and walk in circles at a dizzying speed unbeknownst to man

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Me, pointing at Tri!Koushiro Izumi, Kizuna!Koushiro Izumi, (also "The Beginning" Koushiro Izumi!), and Hiro Amanokawa: Mutsumi Tamura (Affectionate)

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please don’t let tumblr decide what you like/dislike for you. do your own research. form your own opinions. don’t let anyone make you feel bad for liking/disliking something.

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maybe it’s better to learn a language slowly. maybe we’re too obsessed with things happening as quickly as possible. maybe it’s more beautiful to dedicate years of your life to a language and have it grow with you as you journey through life rather than “become fluent in one week!”. idk just a thought.

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If you don't actually read the thing you're complaining about, you aren't really saying anything about it. Like, the only thing being communicated there is your preference of circumstance for talking out your ass

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{D I G I M O N} A D V E N T U R E 0 2 ~ E P I S O D E 3 3 (J a p a n e s e V e r s i o n) - M I Y A K O I n o u e & H A R U H I K O T a k e n o u c h i {S O R As P a r e n t} + T S U K O M O G A M I

Cap’d by @hikari-m​ {Do Not Re-p o s t} {Do Not C o p y} {Do Not Remove Caption} {Do Not Re-produce My W o r k U n d e r Any C i r c u m s t a n c e s W i t h o u t My P e r m i s s i o n W h a t s o e v e r!} [*I n c l u d i n g for @.I. U s e] (A S K M Y P e r m i s s i o n to U s e!)

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My emotions are valid*

*valid does not mean healthy, or good, or to be privileged above common sense and kindness

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{D I G I M O N} A D V E N T U R E 0 2 ~ E P I S O D E 3 3 (J a p a n e s e V e r s i o n) - M I Y A K O I n o u e & H A R U H I K O T a k e n o u c h i {S O R As P a r e n t} + T S U K O M O G A M I

Cap’d by @hikari-m​ {Do Not Re-p o s t} {Do Not C o p y} {Do Not Remove Caption} {Do Not Re-produce My W o r k U n d e r Any C i r c u m s t a n c e s W i t h o u t My P e r m i s s i o n W h a t s o e v e r!} [*I n c l u d i n g for @.I. U s e] (A S K M Y P e r m i s s i o n to U s e!)

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It's normal to be hard on yourself, because you want to do the best you can and accomplish everything, even when your time or energy is limited. However, sometimes the criticism towards yourself is too much, and it has a negative impact on your mood and motivation. The next time you catch yourself thinking that you "should" be doing more, pause and see if that's actually helpful, because maybe you're doing as much as you can already.

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SO I decided to experiment with blocking someone from an anon ask they've sent to see what happens (thank you to @monjustmon for being my co-scientist on this), and here are the results from our study:

When you block an anon, the username does NOT appear in your blocklist

If you go to the page of the person you've anon blocked, you can still see their page, and it does not look like you have blocked them. In fact, you can still hit the "block" button on their page.

Tumblr will not inform the user that they are blocked from sending you anons. Mon was able to keep sending me anons, but I was not receiving them in my inbox

Blocking an anon removes the anon from your inbox as well as any previous anons still sitting in there that the user sent you

Blocking an anon appears to block the ip address, as mon was unable to send me anons from a side account

Because blocking the anon does not block the blog it originated from, there does not seem to be a way to unblock :( sorry mon

Blocking an anon sent from your own ip address does nothing. I initially tried making a side account for the purpose of conducting this experiment, but blocking the anon did nothing to prevent the side account from sending another, which I assume is because we share an ip address. So if you have an annoying sibling who keeps sending you anons, sorry, you're out of luck.

So there you have it folks, the details of what happens when you block an anon xD

Edit: apparently not everyone has timestamps enabled lol so for all of you, this experiment was done on January 6th 2023

and it's a little spooky to be typing 2023 instead of 2022

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Yet another reminder that faking is a conscious choice that you make.

It is not something you can do accidentally, regards of what you're talking about.

You can't accidentally fake depression, or anxiety, or bipolar disorder, or schizophrenia, or any other mental illness.

You can't accidentally fake Borderline Personality Disorder, Histrionic Personality Disorder, personality disorders.

You can't accidentally fake ADHD, autism, Tourette's Syndrome, auditory processing disorder, aphasia or any other neurodivergence

You can't accidentally fake being trans or ace-spec or aro-spec or any other LGBTQIA+ identity.

You can't accidentally fake chronic illnesses like CFS, fibromyalgia or any chronic illness.

You also can't accidentally fake being good/intelligent at something. You didn't fool your peers into reaching your position.

You can't accidentally fake trauma, PTSD/cPTSD, DID/OSDD/DDNOS or any other trauma-based disorder.

Tldr:

Faking is a conscious choice.

You cannot do it by accident.

If you are worried that you are faking, that in itself is proof that you are not.

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Fanart(?) from staff of Our war game - SIMO

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I really wish people wouldn’t take my autistic behaviours so personally.

If I look bored or uncomfortable at your social gathering, it’s not because your social gathering is boring and uncomfortable. It’s not because I don’t like you. It’s because I get overwhelmed easily and the environment is not one that is accessible for autistic people (for example, there is no designated quiet room).

If I don’t say “good morning” with the appropriate tone of voice and facial expression, it’s not because I dislike you. It’s because sometimes faking a neurotypical demeanor takes more spoons than I currently have.

If I don’t reply to your text message promptly, it’s not because I don’t care about you or dislike you. Maybe I don’t have the spoons or the time to think about an appropriate reply, which takes more time for me than it would for a neurotypical person.

I could go on…