#but also I’m so insanely excited for this show
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❛ BEGGIN’ ❜
𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉…chris loves to make you beg. asshole.
cw: SMUT, unprotected p in v, oral (m receiving), begging, freaky, dumbification, creampie
based on this from like 17 years ago LMAO
you couldn't help but feel a familiar tingle between your thighs as chris’ voice filled the room, his words dripping with that familiar mix of dominance and playful teasing. it was a game you both loved to play—well, chris more than you—but sometimes, his stubbornness could be frustratingly arousing.
“come on, angel," he said, his dark eyes sparkling with mischief. "you know the rules. y’want something, you gotta ask for it."
you pouted, knowing exactly what he was referring to. the bulge in his pants was evident, and you craved every inch of him.
but chris—that mean motherfucker—had a thing for making you beg, and today, he seemed to be in a particularly teasing mood. every time he acted like this, it was like he was just sucking the dignity out of you.
“please, chris," you whined, batting your eyelashes at him. "you know i want it. why do you have to be so mean?"
he chuckled, the sound sending shivers down your spine. chris loved to see you squirm, and your feisty attitude only fueled his desire to tease.
“mean? me? oh, i’m just making sure you learn some manners, pretty. you can't always get what you want by pouting." that’s…such bullshit! chris was, in fact, mean.
frustration and desire battled within you. you wanted to straddle him and take what was rightfully yours, but something about his dominant demeanor always made you hesitate.
chris had a way of making you submit, and you secretly loved the power he held over your body.
"fine," you huffed, crossing your arms. “i want you. happy now?"
chris’ eyes darkened at your bold words, but he maintained his playful facade. "that’s a good start, but i think you can do better. i wanna hear you beg, baby. you know how much i love it.”
unfortunately, you did know how much he loved it. and it drove you absolutely fucking insane.
you felt your cheeks flush, both from anger and arousal. chris was pushing your buttons, and you were determined to show him you could play this game too.
“i—fuck—i need you, chris," you stammered, feeling a little embarrassed but also excited by the vulnerability in your voice. "please, don't tease me anymore. i’m so wet for you." you’d finally given in and dropped any ounce of dignity you ever had to the bottom of the atlantic ocean.
he took a step closer, his tall frame towering over you. "wet, hm? well, that's a start. but i want to hear you say it like you mean it. tell me how bad you want my dick."
is he fucking serious? this man must be insane.
your heart raced as you actually processed his words. chris was demanding, but you craved his touch. you wanted him to know that you were desperate for his hard length inside you.
"...i want your dick, chris," you whispered. “really want it…”
a satisfied smirk played on his lips, and you knew you had finally hit the right note. chris loved to hear you surrender to your desires.
“that’s my good girl," he purred, reaching out to stroke your cheek gently. "but i think we should take this slow. i want to savor every moment."
fuck.
as he spoke, his fingers trailed down your neck, leaving a trail of goosebumps in their wake. you shivered, craving his touch everywhere.
"please, chris," you begged, your voice breaking. “i can’t take it anymore—i need you now."
he chuckled low, his breath hot against you. "impatient, aren't we? but i think i’ll make you wait a little longer. you want something, you use your words, pretty. or maybe i’ll just stop right here and leave you hanging. you wouldn't want that, would you?”
your breath caught in your throat. the thought of him stopping now, after teasing you to the brink of madness, was almost unbearable. you needed release, and chris unfortunately held the key.
“no, please," you pleaded, your voice thick with need. "i’ll do anything. just don't stop. i need you, chris. please fuck me." wow! where the hell did that come from! guess you just really have your sights set…
his eyes gleamed with satisfaction as he took a step back, enjoying the power he held over you. "on your knees, baby, cmon. show me how much you want it."
complying without hesitation, you dropped to your knees, your eyes never leaving his. his strained against his pants, and you couldn't wait to set it free.
“that’s it," he encouraged, his voice husky. "now, tell me again how much you want this." you reached for his belt, your fingers trembling.
“i-i want your cock, chris. so bad—please, i—“
with a swift motion, he unbuckled his belt, and you eagerly pulled down his zipper. his thick, hard length sprang free, and you couldn't resist leaning in to lick his tip.
“oh, fuck," he groaned, his hand tangling in your hair. "that’s it, baby. take what you want, go ahead..shit..”
you wrapped your lips around the head of his cock, swirling your tongue around the sensitive tip. chris hissed, his grip tightening in your hair as you took him deeper, savoring the taste of him.
“fuck, yes," he growled, his hips thrusting gently. "suck it, pretty—c’mon.”
you moaned around his length, the vibrations driving him wild. chris was already close, and you wanted to taste his release, but of course he had other plans.
“enough, baby," he said, pulling you away gently. "i want to feel your pretty pussy—i’ve teased you enough, haven't i?"
oh, he definitely has!
you whimpered, craving his touch between your legs. "yes, please. i need you inside me…”
chris smirked, his eyes full of promise. "oh, i’ll give it to you, baby. but first, i want to hear you beg for it one more time."
seriously.
as he spoke, he trailed his fingers along your inner thighs, making you squirm with anticipation. you were putty in his hands, and the both of you knew it.
“please, chris," you begged, your voice hoarse. "fill me up—i can't take it anymore."
he leaned down, his lips brushing against your ear. "that’s what i like to hear, baby. now, let's see if you can take all of me."
with that, he positioned himself at your entrance, teasingly rubbing the head of his cock against your clit, making you gasp and arch your back.
"please, chris—" you cried out, desperate for him to fill the void he had created. and just as you thought he would deny you again, he thrust forward, stuffing you full in one smooth motion. you cried out, your body adjusting to his size as he stretched you deliciously.
"fuck, you feel so good," he grunted, his hips moving in a slow, torturous rhythm.
he pulled out almost entirely, leaving you gasping, before slamming back into you, hitting all the right spots. you clawed at his shoulders, your nails digging into his skin as you tried to pull him closer.
but chris was relentless, his thrusts calculated to drive you wild. he knew exactly how to make you beg, and he wasn't going to let up anytime soon.
“mmph—chris—i—y’so big…so full—mmh!” you pathetically stammered out. chris chuckled darkly. “yeah, baby? fillin’ you up so well, hm? fuck—take this shit so well..•
as he continued to fuck into you, your body trembled on the edge of release, craving the climax he was withholding. you were putty in his hands, and you knew that this time, chris was going to make you work for it.
“pl-please, chris," you whimpered, your voice raw from pleading. "i-i can't! i need to cum—please—“
he smirked, his eyes full of mischief. "not yet, baby. i want to hear you beg some more. tell me how much you need it."
you were beyond words, your body trembling with need. you could hardly think—your mind was foggy, barely any thoughts flowing through. chris was fucking you absolutely stupid. he had pushed you to the brink, and you were desperate for release.
"...i need—ngh—it, chris," you managed to gasp. “fuck—please—so close."
with a growl, he complied, his thrusts becoming more urgent, slamming into you with abandon. you cried out, your body trembling as the pleasure built to an unbearable peak.
"that’s it, baby," he grunted, his breath hot against your neck. "cum for me. let me feel it, cmon.”
and as if his words were the final push you needed, you shattered around him, your orgasm ripping through your body as you cried out his name. “fuckkk, that’s my girl.” chris followed soon after, his release hot and intense as he filled you with his essence.
sure, chris was mean, especially with all this shit he pulled.
but, you wouldn’t have it any other way.
a/n: HI so this kinda sucked but i needed to write one of my annual singular smuts in between all of the fluff and angst ive been doing LMFAO hope you liked it anyway
tags: @sturniolo04 @admeliora94 @alexturnersgooch @strnilolover @snuffbut @frattboychris @marrykisskilled @mqttittude @purpledragon222 @aubsloveschris @slctsblogana @emely9274
dividers: @bernardsbendystraws
#cayleeuhithinknott#yap yap yap#caylee yaps a lot#sturniolo triplets#matt sturniolo#chris sturniolo#nick sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#chris sturniolo smut#smut#chris smut#𝜗𝜚 cayleeuhithinknott sensitive!brat!reader au#chris sturiolo fanfic#sturniolo
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I just finished season one of Interview with the Vampire! Thoughts below (disclaimer I have not read the book):
One of my favorite things is the exploration of memory and emotion as Louis is presenting this story. Daniel’s comment about EMDR therapy made me laugh. It definitely resonates with my experience, especially with the idea that we can tell ourself a narrative that may not be true for emotional reasons.
The relationship between Lestat and Louis… oh boy. I usually love a good toxic relationship (I mean I ship silvergifting for god’s sake) but this one felt more creepy than anything. I’m still figuring out why, I think partially bc certain aspects hit a little too close to home. Also it felt very stereotypical of a M/f abusive relationship including the triangulation with Claudia. I haven’t studied gender/sexuality in media much so I don’t take my opinion too seriously but I just picked up on what felt like stereotypes.
All that to say I still am enjoying the show and I’m insanely excited to see what happens next (in the present and past!!!) I just love to hate Lestat lmao.
Let me know your thoughts! (no spoilers for season two please)
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I need somebody to give Bryce a sword
#look I’m just saying#if she’s going to be taking down trolls#she’s gonna need a weapon#this is how I procrastinate#but also I’m so insanely excited for this show#I was shaking with excitement yesterday as the cast was being announced#like holy shit!#Lead Bryce! AND James as a main character!!!!#I’m so pumped#anyways time to lock in#cinderellas castle#Starkid#team starkid#bryce charles#ella ashmore#my art#:)
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Our hextech dream….
#the thing is#I’m so excited for the final act to drop#but I’m also so sad because arcane is such a gem#there is very few pieces of media that is so well done#well written well animated well thought out and cared for#the only shows that come close to this level of quality get CANCELLED#So to be able to enjoy a complete and well crafted story as good as this#bro I feel lucky#sad it’s over but I can’t wait#(it’s also insanely rewatchable so I’m not TOO torn up about if#my art#arcane#arcane league of legends#viktor league of legends#viktor arcane#jayce talis#arcane jayce#jayce league of legends#jayvik
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I can’t believe the fanfiction trope everyone came up with this summer of Eddie following Chris to El Paso and Buck finding out is fucking CANON what the fuck and Buck’s sad puppy eyes on the couch when Eddie couldn’t see him 😭😭
#fanfic writers do ur worst#I’m so excited this is insane#this setup is bonkers#something crazy has to happen to stop it#(love confession 👀?)#also buck joining Eddie for the interview???? please#married behavior#911 spoilers#911 abc#911 show#buddie
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I know basically nothing about rowena, but I now finally get what people mean about shipping things aesthetically. because what do you MEAN love of my life sam winchester, 6”4, deeply damaged but lovely straight white dude-man, has a cute, interesting and disgustingly tragic relationship with A TINY GINGER SCOTTISH WITCH WHO’S THE MOTHER OF A RECURRING VILLAIN AND PLAYED BY AN ACTRESS WHO’S OLDER THAN HIM????? WHAT??? I NEED THAT IN MY LIFE RIGHT THE FUCK NOW
like what is this. I love it. I’m obsessed. enemies to friends to lovers, height difference, age difference, and just generally UNCONVENTIONAL AS FUCK for a straight ship??? spectacular gimme fourteen of em right now
#I have a real thing about older women / mothers being put in situations reserved traditionally for young conventionally attractive women.#don’t get me wrong ruth connell is GORGEOUS but like do you know what I mean?? I just love it so much#give me middle aged woman yuri or a mum as the main character or in this case a mum shipped with the conventional white boy lead#and I will EAT. IT. UP.#BRO IS NOT NORMAL ABOUT THAT MARGINALLY OLDER WOMAN!!#anyway point is I’m excited to get to her in the show :3 I fear I will love them extremely dearly#spn#supernatural#sam winchester#rowena macleod#samwena#sam x rowena#also sam is my favourite character and I don’t personally see him as any flavour of queer but I want someone interesting to ship him with#as hard as I ship dean with cas and with benny#like I need the same level of insanity about it and the canon (and non canon tbh) sam ships currently just don’t do that for me at all#so yeah I’m very excited for samwena :3
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i always forget i’m like genuinely pretty good at writing. it’s like crazy
#i’ve been writing some INSANE stuff abt lux. kinda made me cry a little#i think i’m also specifically so good at writing almost exactly in the way i WANT to write rn… like i’m very often able to just#get it written out exactly like i want it…. and it’s just so so fun#PLUS i’ve gotten a rly good hang on how to write both lux and tana when they’re interacting which means the world is literally my oyster.#i can make those bitches do ANYTHING#i have such an obscene amount of new writing over all and it’s just so. FUN#i’m so excited to get to show all this to him…. when we talk next… i think he’ll rly like it….#arambles
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AUUUUGHHHHH MY HEAD HURTS SO BAD
#face#new stupid hat!!!!!#i had so much fucking fun. my boyfriend ended up going with me and staying the whole time :) he wasn’t sure if he’d be able to#we both got drunk i got really stoned we both talked to the dudes from the second band for a WHILE and got cheap leather from em#cuz their singer makes leather like cuffs and collars n that kinda shit#AND THEIR LEATHER IS SOURCED FROM A FUCKING REZ. ITS FUCKING INSANE ITS SO COOL#but also their singer was looking at my tattoos and was like HOW OLD ARE YOU??? and he looks like he’s around my moms age#so that made me feel really fucking good abt my tattoos .#they’re the band that had the heavy metal parking lot shirt#also!!!! talked to the guitarist from the first band outside (i want him BAD) and he got all excited when i said i loved his solos and their#set was fucking crazy and he gave me a couple stickers and then when me and my bf’s bf were talking to the singer from the second band#the guitarist from the first one comes over and starts talking to me again and says he likes my shirt and then he was like yeah man i saw#you out there and i was like damn this seems like the kinda guy that’ll love this set i fucking hope he does I think i’m in love with him.#listen to takacs (columbus based??) + razorblade (pittsburgh)#apparently ppl at thrash shows like my tattoos! i need 2 look into the local thrash scene more
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sometimes i can’t believe i was posting wips every single wednesday and sunday for literal months like who even was that person
#and now i can’t even write a paragraph without taking a month break#or monthS should i say#god why aren’t the words so easy anymore 😫😖#this writers block thing is doing my absolute head in#i get so excited to still be tagged#and then i’m all ☹️ cos i have no words to share back#i have so many wips so may ideas but i am so scattered#i miss writing soooo much#and instead of actually writing#i just think about it#and never get any words down#also we’re like a third of the way thru the new season and that is scaring me#i feel like by the time i can write again or finish a fic i’ll have missed the boat#and everyone will have moved on#or already written the same idea but better#and it’ll be like hey! what’s the point#anyway i’ll try to be reassured by the fact everyone stayed active during an 18 month hiatus#and the more fics the merrier#also feels like i’m trying to make up for lost time#for all the years the show aired and i wasn’t apart of the fandom#i want to enjoy and savour all the moments of the new season with you all#and get out of my own head#but that won’t be tonight 🥲#🌀 hours#don’t mind me being a sook lol#emphasis on the sunday scaries tonight#literally how is it monday again already im going insane 😵💫#d stuff
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if anyone was wondering, i’m currently reading published RPF about F. Scott Fitzgerald for *checks notes* my job, so that’s how my life is going.
#i’m not getting PAID to do it unfortunately#but i am getting an absolutely insane emotional experience#and i’m only three chapters in so i’m sure there’s plenty more excitement to come!#the author CANNOT write dialogue for shit… he cannot emulate how real people speak and puts exposition dumps IN the dialogue#and his descriptions are clunky and could have used some more polishing#he’s not great at showing instead of telling#or like. he IS - but he’ll show and then IMMEDIATELY tell#which is just SO disrespectful to the audience imo#and/or the sign of a lack of confidence in the writer#so bad either way#and literally the reason i was annoyed about that one movie earlier#so like. 🤷🤷#at least the movie had better dialogue#but i think that’s mainly because [redacted] just says whatever the fuck he wants#i know this because i do programs the same way - i can spot a fellow vibes-based speaker easily#it’s good but also MASSIVELY distracting because it reminds me of myself so i get self-conscious 😂😂
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it’s the last Sunday before Sunday’s banner ends so i suppose it’s about time for me to finally boot up HSR and pull him home… wish me luck
#i’m gonna need it bc i haven’t rlly played much since 2.3 so my savings are.. not Great#honkai star rail#hsr sunday#viddy game stuff#Seven.txt#it’s not that i don’t Want to play i just haven’t made the time to do so lately#i’m trying to juggle 4 live service gacha games at the same time and i am dropping all of the balls constantly 😔#i don’t feel like i’m doing much more than i used to but for some reason i seem to have a lot less free time for gaming lately#idk it’s probably just my time management getting worse#Anyways so yeah i haven’t played much since the Boothill hype. and i haven’t pulled a single new 5 star since his release#but i also haven’t played much at all during that time so i’ve only got 54 pulls saved :)#and if that’s enough to get me Sunday and his LC i’ll lose my fucking mind bc ain’t no way i’ll get that lucky#i Do have a good luck streak with Light Cones but i’ve only pulled for 3 so that’s not that impressive#i got Acheron’s on a won 50/50 at 14(!!!) pity and Aventurine’s on a won 50/50 at 22 pity so those were kinda insane to me#but then i don’t remember how it went for Boothill’s LC and i didnt log those pulls so i couldnt tell ya if the good luck streak continued#so anyways yeah probably gonna have to whale a lil bit but that’s ok bc it’s christmas time#i allow myself to whale (or. more like Dolphin perhaps) guilt-free on these games a lil bit on my birthday and christmas as gifts to myself#i used it on Xilonen and her sig weapon back around my birthday and now i’ll use this one on Sunday#ain’t no way i’m letting him pass me by when he’s the one that really hooked me into HSR in the first place#i was halfheartedly playing for a while but as soon as i saw the first hint of him on that livestream Penacony teaser i was Obsessed#don’t think i’ve ever been that excited for a character that i knew next to nothing about aside from a lil chibi avatar -#- and some line about him being malevolent. and i don’t even like the chibi style At All so that speaks to how strong his design was#or maybe it just shows how i see an angel coded character with weird-cool-head-wings and a halo and my brain worms start raving#well it’s 1am here so Technically it’s Monday now but shhhhhh it’s still Sunday in my Heart ok? and that’s what matters#and it’s still kinda Sunday on the American server bc the daily reset isn’t until like. 3am for me#but it’ll still probably record it as me having pulled him on the 23rd :/ oh well can’t turn back time#i guess i Could wait until Christmas morning but i don’t wanna flirt with the deadline so closely#this is close enough for me to count it as my Christmas pulls#and we spent Too Damn long without confirmation of his playability (though i always had faith in the leaks 😤🙏🏻) so i deserve this lmao#i mean i’ve waited longer. i waited for Scara! i waited for Baizhu! but still. all the ‘he wont be playable’ fearmongerers can kiss my ass
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HAVE YOU SEEN THE NEW TSAMS EPISODE YET?!!!
Bloodmoon might be coming back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LITERALLY JUST WOKE UP AND THIS ASK SENT ME FLYING ACROSS THE ROOM OMG. WATCHED IT AND HOLY SHIT. I’M LIKE ?!?!!!!! IM GENUINELY SURPRISED HE’S COMING BACK ???? I WAS SO SURE BLOODMOON WAS GUNNA STAY DEAD THIS IS FASCINATING. ESPECIALLY RUIN’S IMPLICATION OF ALTERING THEM ???? WHAT IS HE GUNNA DO 2 THE BOYS……. IM VERY INTRIGUED
#asks#crack-a-lackin-max#honestly tho i rlly can’t stress how much i thought bloodmoon was going to Stay Dead?????#Like don’t get me wrong i am honestly terribly excited because i miss bloodmoon a LOAHT and if they return that means I can pick apart-#-their character more!!!#however to Me this is so out of left field that i’m also just like HUH AHDISNKDLC#i wonder if ruin is going 2 put bloodmoon thru the horrors tho……#modify them 2 make them obedient is what ruin said. that is smth they have Never wanted to be and I can imagine that will be Maddening if-#-it works. but also like. this isn’t exactly a revival like it is with Lunar. Bloodmoon /died/ died. No nanobots left#A second version of being built. A new version is being built. It’s likely that the new Bloodmoon won’t have any memories#So can you imagine waking up with an insatiable urge to maim and kill and the one person you want to do it to has a failsafe to make sure-#-that you can’t do that and everyone around you seems to know you already and has a deep fear of hatred towards you?#wouldn’t that be more frustrating and confusing than the ever-present hunger? Wouldn’t that drive them a little insane?#sorry this probably won’t happen but could u imagine AHAHBSJABS#sun and moon show spoilers#tsams#bloodmoon#xero thoughts and rambles#bc of my tags LMAO
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it is 5:30 in the morning and i am still itching to draw these lesbians
rattling the bars of my enclosure
#the sillies#ERRURURRURHGHHR I NEED TO#fuck i’m gonna be so busy today#my stepsister has a horse show then we SHOULD be getting haircuts#damn i need a haircut so bad every time i look in the mirror i wanna take scissors to it myself#then i have someone’s grad party#which i’m excited for but lwk worried bc if her little sister isn’t there idk who im gonna hang out with#(my other upperclassmen friends will be there but im still convinced they don’t like me)#(when they’ve proven they do)#i also need to go see my friend and hug them before i explode#they literally live down the street and we haven’t been able to hang out bc i’m so busy errghhh also if you see this hiiiiiiii im gonna try#anyway i wanna drawwwww im going insane about them
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the shizuai and shihosaki brainworms… sorry every1 ill be back to the regular programmed yurivelvet (just regular red velvet posting) and purki…
#my albums are coming so that’ll be a big thing#i have like 3 COMING#everyone say thank u to my sister#i gave her $25 in exchange…😍 i’m so rich#but cosmic. obviously. (my sister’s also getting a cosmic album i’m not a BITCH. LOL) and then red summer#W TWO WENDY PCS I WON CUZ I RLLY NEED MORE WENDY PCS i got one in yesterday and its chiki wendy but#she’s lonely…#and then i’m getting rbb w an rbb yeri pc!!!! i love rbb era for her her hair is so nice#was gonna look for sappy but everyone loves their sappy albums i guess#happy w rbb tho bc it’s what i initially wanted before some hiccups anyway#SO! excited.#purki’s also booked and busy this year?!!? they’re so energetic idk how they still manage to be hyperactive for their tiktoks post-shows to#just insane. i could never#🧸#character limit got me i meant *too
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Strange New Worlds got me crying with laughter, sadness, and joy all in one episode GOD I LOVE STAR TREK!!!!!!!
#strange new worlds#Star Trek#snw#SPOILERS WEEWOO WEEWOO DONT READ PAST HERE#this show absolutely proves if you write your characters well any relationship can work for viewers#I was cool with Spock and T’Pring for the first time ever#and I am fully on board with Spock and Chapel now too#the amount of nuance this show has been able to add to relationships we see only a tiny fraction of in tos#ITS INSANE AND SO GOOD#just the way it builds the things we see later without sacrificing it’s own identity I’m!!!!!!!#also Pike wearing the formal green shirt and Spock wearing the iconic Vulcan Disguise Beanie#the nods to tos without it feeling forced is MWAH CHEFS KISS#also also love the nuance with the Vulcans#T’Prings parents showing that there is variety in their personalities#T’Pring herself being a mix of her father’s more relaxed and excitable nature#and her mother’s intensely logical and blunt nature#UGH THIS SHOW IS SO GOOD
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I wish I could inject pasilyo into my brain so I can have permanent happiness
#There’s this specific part of the song#It srsly alters my brain chemistry#Anyways#i hate tumblr sm#Idk like I Gen hate being on here sm#No matter what account I make no matter if I tell ppl about it whether I don’t tell ppl I just hate this place soooo much#Like if I have a following it sucks because it’s rlly lonely if I don’t it’s still lonely and then if there’s nobody at all it’s lonely#Loneliness is what got me to discord boy so like :D#The fact I am genuinely missing him sm I’m gonna krill myself 😻🙏#Also I think I hate talking to minors cause these kids be letting themselves get groomed all the time I’m so tired of seeing it#The creep in my course is being so weird to Raisa who is a minor … I can’t help but think it’s all my fault … I invited her to the pharm gc#To show her how messy it was ….#I didn’t expect her to follow and accept requests of everyone …#Anyways I just am so annoyed. Like I wish I could have one person just one where I can be confident in being their no.1 but every time I th#Think I’m maybe somewhere high up on someone’s list of important ppl I realise I overestimated my position even tho I’m rlly self conscious#And being myself down over that. Also I still hate Eid. I hate Eid sm. How do ppl genuinely enjoy Eid. Idk if I’ve ever been excited for Ei#It’s like I’m just suddenly getting more sick of ppl by the day. I Gen don’t like talking to ppl at all even tho I used to rely on talking#To others like its sustenance now it’s just such a hassle to me because I’m so sick of being unimportant to literally every single person I#Have ever known. Literally everyone except maybe dahlia idk. the only person who has never gotten mad/snapped at me o is dahlia#And knowing my luck that will soon be taken from me too. Anyways good riddance to tumblr i loathe this site and im sick of the mind games#All the time from just existing on here. Gen makes me feel ill. I’m so sick of that girl I like and sick of everyone. The only time ppl car#Is when I cause a scene. And ykw atp I loathe being showed sympathy and pity for these sorts of posts because it just feels like a big joke#Cause why couldn’t you just care when I was fine. Why do you ONLY care when I’ve had enough of your bad behaviour. How does one make someon#Like me go mad with all these things#Istg if I come back to this dumb site whether to this acc to the tora one or my other account everyone has permission to beat me up.#dora daily#Tldr;I HATE ppl and everyone ever + I’m just sick of pretending like everyone doesn’t suck cause how can ppl be so insufferable intolerable#Insane horrible in every way and ppl like them. How do they live with themselves when they’re this aggravating. Every day I hate ppl more#Because their mannerisms their everything is just so embarrassing.#Essay tags 😻😻😻
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