#but all i have is daydreams
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death eater Barty Crouch x auror Sirius Black
For interrogation, Sirius using Barry's addiction against him because torture doesn't work.
...what kind of addict is Barty?? idk but Sirius is definitely connecting their mouths for this, he'd blow smoke on Barty's face?? Or directly into his mouth?? Or drench his own mouth with it (a potion??) and lick Barty's lips?? then says he'd give more of whatever it is in exchange for information.
It doesn't work at first, Barty would scoff and taunt Sirius for this, deny himself even though he badly wants it until Sirius does that. I think it gets pretty sexual at some point too. Then Sirius brings up Voldy killing Regulus and Evan? (he didn't, but Sirius is manipulative here, I think) Emotional attacks? He's on Barty's lap, soothing, comforting, petting him.
And it messes with Barty. His only emotional support system is gone now so Sirius saying this shit really gets to him?? Plus the drugs are getting to his brain too so his loyalty is weakening.
Sirius even promises to break out Barty because of past affections? Do they have history? Either that or because he's Regulus's bestie?
And he isn't allowed to do any of this obv, the entire...method and promising that stuff, but he will do it. He isn't even that antagonistic to Barty even though Barty is a well known muggle killer??
Sirius only cares about the information and maybe he is interested in Barty?? Yeah ok idk where I'm going with this. Probably not a happy ending. Sigh I tried.
#see if i know how to write i would#but all i have is daydreams#rule breaker sirius and drug addict barty#sirius black#mauraders#dead gay wizards#mauraders era#maurders era#sirius x barty#barty crouch jr#barty crouch junior#bitchkiller#regulus black#evan rosier#death eaters#aurors#sirius orion black
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How u one of the strongest in DC but loose to ADHD?
#Universe ended due to a speedster daydreaming#You can't be mad at an unfortunate person#Therefore it is okay if they blew up a city 🙏#This was made 5 months ago and I just got lazy to post it#Or I just forgot#We all have a speedster in ourselves#the flash#wally west#bart allen#barry allen#Procrastinated
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They are constantly on my mind 24/7. I literally can't get them OuT of my hEad-
...Yup... I'm screwed-
Triad Au belongs to @novelcain
Vault Hunters AU & Eternal Servants AU belongs to @emelinstriker
Twice As Bad AU & Monster Boyfriend belongs to @semisolidmind
Bone King Au belongs to @ninjasmudge
Cross belongs to @jakei95
#you did this to me#sometimes my friend is even concerned whenever I daydream (all the time) lol#I'm like utterly smitten ahgfhgfhfjfsf#lmk x reader#sun wukong x reader#macaque x reader#liu'er mihou x reader#sans x reader#murder drones x reader#Undertale#Lego monkie kid#rottmnt x reader#Rottmnt#bill cipher x reader#Gravity falls#Bone King Au#Twice As Bad AU#Triad AU#lego monkie kid x reader#cross x reader#leonardo x reader#donatello x reader#also like I literally have exam next week#it was suppose to be in mid August but the goverment for some reason rescheduled the date last minute so I'm frickin screwed-#...anyways time for me to crawl back into my hole again-#also lemme know if I miss something or someone in the credits#monster boyfriend
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weird hearing "were you a Theatre Kid" "were you a Sports Kid" "were you a Choir Kid" "were you a Dance Kid" bc no? i mean i did all of that and more but resented ever minute of it? actively avoided sticking with anything? i was a "In This Family After School Activities Are Mandatory Kid"
#oh and i was really really bad at all of it btw#which was a good thing actually otherwise i would have gotten bored even *more* quickly#christ if i was good at a Activity i probably would have had to stick with it#that would have been EXHAUSTING#i survived soooo many Activities by standing in the background doing the bare minimum so I could focus on the Hyperrealistic Daydreams#baseball was my favorite. if u wear a glove u can literally just stand in the back of a field & stare at grass & no one bothers you#i mean usually no one bothers you but there is one specific situation where everyone starts yelling your name real loud and pointing
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It's actually really ableist that I have several expensive interests and no money. I should be given 5k a month just autism related spending money
#actuallyautistic#actually autistic#autism#autistic#autism spectrum disorder#this is sarcasm#but also its true#special interest#i have several expensive special interests#they all tie into each other#glam rock music which leads into fashion/makeup#but also ties into music in general#anyway i went to the store to buy hair dye and black face glitter#because i need it for an outfit for an upcoming concert#they didnt have either one#but i stopped at the bookstore#and they had david bowies moonage daydream book#about ziggy stardust#and they had a beginners learn-to-play drums set#and i wanna learn to play drums#but i think i need to get better at guitar before i take on a whole new instrument#but i cant justify spending the money right now#especially with the upcoming concert#thats going to be expensive#i have to go out of state for it
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toji is so grounding. he's able to make your worries disappear without ever even doing anything (he doesn't know he can do this btw). like yeah he makes his jokes and his fuckass old man comments and he is still bad with feelings but the second he sees you drawing back into yourself for whatever reason, he's quick to just.. poke at you. he'll knock his knee against yours ever so gently, trying to get you to look at him. and when you don't, when you avoid his gaze, he turns into a very docile creature. his voice gets lower, his eyes way softer as he nuzzles into you. he knows his words won't be any good, he's not good at using them, so physical touch has to do.
pulling you into his chest or kneeling down beside you when you're laid down on the bed and tracing your features with his calloused fingers, there are many ways to do it. he just wants to make it go away. make whataver is bothering you just fuck off. he wants to protect you from the world and keep you safe from your own brain and so, nothing is too much. for a man so unfamiliar with tender touches, he's surprisingly gentle. his hands are rough but never with you.
he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear, he swipes his thumb over the sensitive skin below your eye. he presses a kiss, a small peck to your forehead. is this the same man who tripped you a few hours ago? is this the man who teased you for spilling water on yourself? is he really the one that groans and sighs and rolls his eyes whenever you serenade him with a silly song?
he does trip you and he does tease you and he does act like your antics aren't the most endearing thing in the world, but he also feels sick to his stomach at the sight of your teary eyes. he needs you to feel better, he needs you to smile again. you're the one who keeps him afloat and he refuses to let you sink an inch. down on his knees, he devotes himself to you in all of his might. he nudges his nose against yours as a silent promise before enveloping your body under his. he'll kiss you better, he'll hold you better. anything and everything – he's all yours.
#another wordvomit post bc my head is hurting so#idk how much sense it makes again but#he's my comfort character okay#and so i have to talk about him at all times or i'll die#toji#mickey is daydreaming#toji x reader
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ngl i get that people hype up hating writing for the bit but like. idk. yall i Do actually really like writing. it is so satisfying and fun and rewarding and i get to look back what i made over and over again and get joy every single time.
yes writing is hard but if you hate it more than you love it im kinda like. idk. find another hobby?
#also the planning parts and the daydreaming is part of the process so idk#yall it is getting exhausting seeing all the quirky see how little i’m writing shit#like what if for once i am writing and im having a grand time!!#what if not being able to write isn’t a fun joke it is honestly detrimental to my brain!!!#what if writing has been my friend when i never had any and it is the love of my life and love language and i love actually doing it perhap#talking#ren hot cakes
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So my bf has this cool yt channel about pikmin and a while back he asked me to make some frames he's gona use in a future video 🤯 I liked these quite a bit so I'm sharing them here 🤯🤯
#also free promo for the bf 🤯#dooodle daydreams#dooodle draws#bruh i have gotta make more art some day#pikmin#pikmin 4#captain olimar#pikmin olimar#pikmin 1#red pikmin#blue pikmin#yellow pikmin#bulborb#tw animal death#tw eye contact#although im starting to dislike the goofy filter... they were all very colorful before............
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Happy pride month to specifically these queer people.
Pride to everyone else, obviously, but specially them.
#gay#bisexual#aroace#monster fudger#theyre all the couples i daydream about when i gotta go to sleep#i want what they have#batjokes#bowuigi#zolusan#spidypool#symbrock#THEY MAKE ME BELIEVE IN LOVE#(not only romantic because they're all so queer platonic in a way too)#HAPPY PRIDE MONTH#and notice how the zosan magazine and the venom 3 trailer both dropped in june#niche post alert
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lrt wrt carrying tiny things around -tbh this is relevant to what I do when im overthinking/spiralling on a walk, I don't have a tiny baby on hand but I *imagine* theres a tiny baby resting gently in the cup of my hand and its like ok sleepy energy gotta be chill and calm theyre sleeping shh
#mal talks#i guess its like#daydreaming but more presently#I find body/breathing focus very stressful so like body focus but the thing isnt real is kinda good#i dont talk about it at all but I have v bad anxiety lol
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what's fun about shipping Tim with Dick, Jason, or Damian is he has, at some point, hallucinated all of them to comfort himself. even when he doesn't like them or particularly get along with them, he has to imagine/hallucinate them just so he has the power to go on. Tim's concepts of the Robin mantle and what it should be is so fun, because he respects the others through the Robin mantle. Tim worships Dick because he was the first Robin. he wouldn't be Robin if Jason hadn't died in the mantle. and a lot of his frustration with Damian is he feels Damian isn't honoring the mantle correctly. when you ship Tim with the other Robins you can't divorce their identities as Robin from it because Tim will always see them as a Robin first and that's so fun and fucked up. like.
batman (1940) #456
Tim perceiving Dick as *Robin* cheering him on, not Nightwing, which is the version of Dick that Tim actually knows? that's just. wild of him. he will always view Dick as Robin first, his personal hero but also the original of the legacy. his love for Dick is shaped by that.
and then of course, even when he's hallucinating/imagining Jason cheering him on, it's *still* through the lense of being reminded how Jason failed? subconsciously believing that Jason got himself killed because of his actions, and that being a lesson for Tim to learn from? Jason isn't a person to Tim, he's a moral lesson about how to be Robin. any potential idolization he could have of Jason isn't because he loves Jason, it's because of the lessons Jason's death taught him.
and then, even though him hallucinating TIm is from the New-52, which makes characterization all kinds of questionable, i do think it makes sense for TIm to hallucinate/imagine Damian after Damian's death in an attempt to cope with it.
teen titans (2011) #18
to an extend, he sees Damian's death as in part his own fault. and even hating Damian, Tim needs the comfort from this to cope with Damian being gone. he's angry that Damian even was Robin, and has to learn something from Damian's death and how it impacts the Robin mantle, and teenage heroes as a whole. like, Tim can pretend he hates Damian all he wants, even getting taunted by the image of Damian, but there's still an underlying love to their relationship.
i think that's just the fun of shipping Tim with any of them. you will never divorce Tim's views of them from the Robin mantle and how fucking Unwell he is about anyone else who's been Robin before or after him, to the point he has to hallucinate them comforting him when he's at his lowest. it's always going to be a little unhealthy, a little toxic, and driven by Tim's relationship with being Robin as well. i need more Tim being weird about Robin in these ships.
#necrotic festerings#batcest#jaytim#dicktim#damitim#this post was first going to just be about tim hallucinating damian but i got carried away thinking about the identity crisis arc#have whatever this is.#idk if there's much of a thesis other than “tim's fucking weird about the robin mantle and that should extend to shipping too”#been meaning to post this for forever#finally got around to it though so yay me.#now i need to go work on my jaytim in the new-52 thoughts bc. i have a whole post planned.#a stack of comics next to me for research and everything. god help me.#ALSO while rereading to grab panels#why is it that everyone talks about how jason says “robin is magic” in an attempt to mischaracterize him as sunshine boy#and not the fact that tim *also* says robin is magic?#like it's not a jason thing. it's a robin mantle thing.#that's just what robin *is*. it doesn't say much about jason's character for him to say that when he's robin. it just means he's robin.#the robin mantle is magic. that's the point.#and you could argue that's more of a meta thing that exists on the wavelength of how children where supposed to project onto robin#moreso than an in-universe commentary on what the robin mantle is#(honestly the same argument applies to tim hallucinating here for like. meta intent vs in-universe meaning.)#i hesitate to even call it hallucination it's more like. daydreaming coping.#giving a face to his internal monologue type thing and this is just how the medium depicts it#also it was just sexy and cool for characters to hallucinate loved ones in the 90s in comics. it was a convention of the genre.#but still my point stands. tim pictures all of these ppl as robin first internally#and he self soothes using their image in his head. that's wild of him like what#tim you are weird about the robin mantle more than anyone else i give you that.
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Just dropping in with a healthy dose of love for Sarah Rogers and the brave strong kind man she raised. And also a reminder that canonically Sarah called Steve her 'sunshine boy'💛
Healthy dose of love for Sarah and Steve Rogers accepted 🌻💛 Not a day goes by that I am not grateful for that incredible woman and the beautiful sunshine boy she so lovingly raised. She deserves all our love and respect (of which the mcu showed her exactly none), because she's the one who made sure that Steve, who had every reason to be angry at a world that didn't show him much kindness at all, still cared enough about it and about others to want to help where he could. She's the reason Steve grew up into a good man, a great one, even. She's the one who taught him the kindness and compassion and strength and resilience and loyalty that make him such an extraordinary man. They both deserve the world ❤️
#funnily enough I have been daydreaming lots of headcanons lately that involve sarah rogers#we need more of her in fics!!#gimme all the mother-son shenanigans pls 💛💛💛#sarah rogers#steve rogers#minnie answers
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*shrieks in anger*
#diary pages#writer meme#writer problems#writers of tumblr#fanfiction writing#fanfiction writer#ao3 writer#especially since i have a myriad of ideas#and they're all clawing at me threatening to rot#writer life#writing journal#writer humor#meaning writing#i should be writing#maladaptive daydreaming#girlblogging
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eloise and her daughter🥺
#ok my warm up scribble of the day#I’m happy you all liked the sebastian one🥹🥹🥹#thinking of these two with a little baby😭🫠💓#anyways I’m off to the rest of my week/weekend which includes:#tattooing a LOT working on my real art (kind of booooooo bc I like fanart more recently😆😆)#finishing Mansfield park#daydreaming about asallowgrave’s writing & writing-intheundercroft’s Theo🥹🥹🥹#deep cleaning my apartment#teaching a LOT of art classes & hopefully I have time to scribble some more between demonstrations🫶🫶🫶#Eloise puts her hair up in a more mature hairstyle as she’s older in the nice timeline🥹🥹🥹#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#oh also I’ll do a scribble that’s the three of the#together🥹🥹🥹#plus I have a bajillion more dad sebastian scribbles as well🫶🫶🫶
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wolf!suguru pretending to bite reader's neck just to feel you tremble and squirm in his arms... pushing at his chest... maybe letting out a quiet little whimper..... all that for him to pull away with a sly grin, his teeth on full display as he coos at you teasingly,, telling you that he would never hurt you.....................
#actually i've been thinking abt the differences between the wolf x bunny dynamic and wolf x lamb dynamic#he wouldn't do this with the lamb i feel like.....#he wants to tease the bunny#it's more of a playful thing#but i think the lamb would be a bit calmer yk?#it wouldn't have the same effect#i keep thinking about guard dogs which is funny bc well a wolf isn't a guard dog...#and yet....................#suguru is like a mixture of both#he doesn't even really understand what he wants to do with you#does he want to actually bite you or does he just want to keep you all to himself............#hmmmmmmm#mickey is daydreaming#sugu#cw hybrids#wolf!geto
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Sketches done for a Kofi Request! Though honeslty it was less of a request and more of a very kind donation :)!
#frank castle#the punisher#thank u all for the requests n tips/donations!#I have a reoccuring daydream of giving frank castle a warm cup of soup#so uuh included that here
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