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MEGUMI MENTIONED LET'S FUCKING GOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITAFUSHI NATION RIIIISEEE!!!!
#GEGE PLEEEEAAAAAAASE#please馃檹馃檹馃檹馃檹馃檹馃檹馃檹馃檹馃檹#and oh my fucking god..#yuuta#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#i mean we're doing good since he isn't dead..#but i'm still scared#also it's never gojover#he's coming back.#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk 263#mayor of loserville
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Carlos might replace Logan at Williams next year
#someone sedate me#i cant do this#logan sargeant#wtf#alex albon#crying rn#formula 1#what the fuck#it makes sense#but i'm still scared#no more loscar#loscar#we lost#wrap it up#carlos sainz#lando norris#formula 1 imagine
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almost done with the draft of my essay about the interaction of power and gender with the concept of divinity in paradise lost
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I've gotten paranoid recently, I just need to ask
ygs will let us know when we get posted on systemcringe, and not leave us blind to the onslaught of hate towards us, right ?? you will let us know, right????
We haven't been posted on system cringe or similar as far as we know, but we're still terrified, yk ??
#we did make it on reddit once though; just not in a fake claiming context thank god#r/curatedtumblr if you're curious; it was actually kinda funky to see#but anyway#we're just rlly worried . what they will say about us? what will they lie about? what if people see those posts before meeting us#and actively try to ruin our LIVES let alone reputation ????#honestly those subreddits r exactly why we don't talk directly about the system as much as we would like#I'm rambling and shit . Probably should take a small break for today to sizzle down#but I'm still scared#proxy: 馃拪#decayed vocal chords !!
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finally gathered the strength to lower the dose of one of my meds that i want to quit and oh god am i anxious today after taking three quarters of my usual dose,,, wish me luck or something, this is just day one
#i hope if i survive day one its gonna get easier but who knows#im 99% sure the anxiety is just nocebo effecy#cause ive read so many horror stories of people quitting these meds and having a horrible time#and i went down 25% instead of 10% which would be ideal#but i just cannot split this tiny pill into 10 chunks#and we don't have liquid version of them anywhere#this is still a slow taper like im planning to stay on this dose for three weeks#but I'm still scared#mostly of it giving me gastrointestinal symptoms cause my emetophobia is Bad#so yeah. we'll see how it goes#so far im just more anxious and thats it
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Can't see the gastroenterologist until 2 months from now... 馃檭
#at least I'll see him eventually but seriously 2 months?#will whatever is going on in my intestines have finally killed me by then? 馃ゲ#they asked me if I had any nausea or abdominal pain and I said yes to both...#but I don't know if that really made a difference#at least he has good reviews online so hopefully he won't be a bad doctor#but I'm still scared#ugh
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I am now scared that I will be cancelled.
Hopefully that won't happen.
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Guys, I don't want Fujimoto to kill Fami... 馃槩
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oh I took my body two days to acknowledge that I'm moving away from my parents house in less than two months and now I'm having physical anxiety symptoms.. nice :)
#I'm glad I'm moving away but at the same time I'm terrified#maybe it's because i don't have a better job yet and I'm gonna have to work my ass off to pay all my bills#hopefully my sister will be there to help ne through it#but I'm still scared#this ia truly the most terrifying thing i did so far but i know it's the right one for me right now#I'll never get to be happy here. not I'm my parents being highly homophobic.#i want my freedom to be who i am. to love who I love. and I can't have that here..#i just wish i didn't had to leave.. you know?#but if this is what it takes for me to be happy than I'm doing it. for once I'm gonna be selfish and chose what's best for myself#anyways... yeah#if anyone got any tips I'm accepting lol#anny.txt
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Last night I dreamed about Trump supporters holding up a sign reading 'We Want Another Trump Presidency!' and was so scared I woke up and spent the next few hours laying awake in bed.
Guess I'm more scared than I thought...
#rhys-ravenfeather signing on#tw: current events#politics#don't get me wrong i DEFINITELY plan to get out and vote for kamala on election day#but i'm still scared#like...GENUINELY scared
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one of my fave things about spiders is how they walk. theyre so thoughful and melodical about every step and i think thats really cute. they pause when they're unsure and approach everything with this poise about them.
from the perspective of my engineering degree, its also really cool how they move their legs using hydraulics of their own haemolymph (bug blood).
they also have little toe beans. thats also great.
hehehghsh look at them
#i'm still a little scared to touch these guys but its mostly a 'i dont wanna freak you out :(' kinda thing now#but i'm still working on that#i really want a pet tarantula someday#bugposting#spiders#spiderblr#bugblr#.txt
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ICJ Ruling
Okay, let's get into this.
First of all, I get the frustration at the court not ordering a ceasefire. I was disappointed and frustrated at first too, since a ceasefire was the biggest and most important preliminary measure South Africa was requesting - and of course we just all want this horror to finally end for the people in Gaza. So I get the frustration and disappointment, I really do.
However, I do think this ruling is still a major win for South Africa, Palestine, and international law as a whole and here's why:
The court acknowledged that it has jurisdiction over this case and completely dismissed Israel's request to throw out the case as a whole. It will now determine at the merits stage (that will probably take years) whether Israel is actually commiting genocide.
The court acknowledged that Palestinians are a "distinct national or ethnic group and therefore deserving of protection under the genocide convention". Pull this out next time someone tells you "there's no such thing as Palestinians, they're all just Arabs".
The court acknowledged very unambiguously that "at least some" of Israel's actions being genocidal in nature is "plausible". South Africa has a case, officially. Israel is accused of genocide, in a way the ICJ deems "plausible", officially. This is huge. (And seriously, how freaking satisfying was it to hear all of those genocidal statements by Israeli politicians read out loud and used as justification for this rulling?)
The court might not have ordered a "ceasefire" in those words, but they did order Israel to "immediately end all genocidal acts" (which includes killing and injuring Palestinians) and submit proof that they actually did. How are they going to comply with this ruling without at least severly reducing or changing what they're doing in Gaza?
In fact, this wording might actually be more appropriate for a genocide (vs a war), as author and journalist Ali Abunimah notes on Twitter:
He's completely right. Israel lost today, by overwhelming majority (I mean, 15 to 2? I heard people predict the rulings would be very close, like 9 judges vs 8, but instead we got 15 to 2 (and even 16 to 1 on the humanitarian aid). Holy shit.) The court disimissed almost everything Israel's side of lawyers said, while acknowledging that South Africa's accusations are "plausible".
And this is important especially because of Mr Abunimah's second tweet there^. Because the question is, where do we go from here?
This ruling means that Israel is officially /possibly/ commiting genocide and that should have huge international consequences. The rest of the world now HAS to take these accusations seriously and stop arming and supporting Israel - and if they won't do it on their own, we, the people, have to make them. This is THE moment to rise up all around the world, especially in the countries most supportive of Israel (the US, the UK, Germany): Protest, call your representatives and demand a ceasefire and an end of arms deliveries to Israel.
We now have a legal case to back our demands: If Israel is, according to the ICJ, "plausibly" commiting genocide, then all of our governments are, according to the ICJ, "plausibly" guiltly of aiding in genocide. And we need to hold that over their heads and demand better. We need to do that right now and in huge numbers. Most politicians only care about themselves and saving their skin. We have to make them realize that they could be accused of aiding in genocide.
(As a German, I'm thinking of Germany here in particular: After South Africa's hearing, our government dismissed their case as having "no basis" - how are they going to keep saying that now that the ICJ officially thinks otherwise? Over the last months, people here have been arrested at protests for calling what's happening in Gaza a genocide. How are the police supposed to legally keep doing that now that the ICJ has officially deemed this accusation "plausible"? I used to be scared to use the word "genocide" at protests or write it on my protest signs - not anymore, have fun trying to arrest me for that when the ICJ literally has my back on this one 馃枙馃徎.)
So yeah - don't be defeatist about this, don't let Israel's narrative that they "won" (they didn't) take over. This might not be everything we wanted, but it's still a good result. Don't let what the court didn't say ("ceasefire"), distract you from the very important things that they did say. Let this be your motivation to get loud and active, especially if you live in any country that supports Israel. Put pressure on your governments to not be complicit in genocide, you now officially have the highest international court on your side.
#ICJ#ICJ ruling#ICJ hearing#South Africa vs Israel#Free Palestine#Palestine#Palestinian genocide#Gaza#Germany#I get why Palestinians are disappointed and I don't want to devalue those feelings#(but maybe this can give you hope)#But thinking about this as a German this is huge#Most politicians and people here still deny (or at least strongly doubt) that there's a genocide happening#Calling it a genocide is seen as an 'extremist' position#And some of our politicians have been borderline gaslighting us and calling anyone who calls it genocide 'crazy'#So I'm just feeling immense vindication and a newfound fearlessness and motivation to be louder and more active than ever#and I hope others here feel the same#I hope the quiet masses stop being scared to say something now
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"I will delete the world to build a world." WHAT
#hermitcraft#docm77#doc. doc you're scaring me. i mean i'm so looking forward to this. but you're scaring me.#the hermits are the only reason i still use twitter. for shit like this#edit: added ID
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#Hc that after they all move in together Ambrosius is still scared of Nimona#no bc he thinks she's a monster but bc he's terrified of sharks#nimona#if my gf sees this no you didn't I'm still showing it to you after you watch the movie and you need to act like you've never seen it before#nimona movie#nd stevenson#ambrosius goldenloin#nimona ambrosius#dad ballister boldheart#ballister boldheart#nimon fanart#nimona spoilers#nimona meme#nimona netflix#nimona 2023#nimona ballister#nimona and ballister#ambrosius x ballister#ambrosius#ballister#ballister x ambrosius#ballister blackheart
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i'm ready to try
#This drawing is kind of personal to me#I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing#but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point#When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life#This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with#eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself#which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now#I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me#I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif#I think i'll be okay either way#either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like#i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off#so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude#AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp#empires smp s1#empiresblr#esmp#geminitay#art#fanart#alice.art#mcyt#mcytblr#song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP
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鈥擡van already forgave you. He loves you.
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#fnaf#michael afton#evan afton#fnaf 6 au#me doods#RAAAAA I'M DONE#for this part at least#gonna make a some more mini comics for this au but for different scenes#evan never held it against michael. but he was afraid of his brother for a long time#but fnaf 1 happened and he knows that the strange security guard is somehow his brother. he's seen how much michael has change#and for all that he's scared of michael he still loves him too#evan's just glad that he and lizzy can finally talk and be w michael#tho he's sad that it has reached this point for them
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