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If Thame and Po really want to keep their relationship a secret, they should just star in a BL together. Then they can act as gay as they want and everyone will call it fanservice. Living together with an army of cats (EarthMix)? Fanservice. Strolling through the market with your hand around your partner’s waist and a baby strapped to your chest (MosBank)? Fanservice. Filming yourself literally naked in bed together (BillyBabe)? Somehow still fanservice. It’s like a life hack for being gay in a conservative country. You can be as loud as you want but suddenly no one will believe you.

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Raiden and Jin Yun signing the theme song together😭❤️🥰

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THE SOUND OF MUSIC (1965) dir. Robert Wise

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THE BOY NEXT WORLD

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i've had some thoughts rattling around my brain about Keen since episode 9 showed us flashbacks of the boys as kids when they were adopted and then a little older when they started their training for real, and this week's episode just added more fuel to the fire.

i think one of the saddest things that the last couple episodes have really exposed that a lot of people might miss because of the other bombshells that have been dropped is the fact that Keen was set up possibly even worse than Fadel and Bison were in this life. they were adopted together, told they were going to be a family, and then Lily manipulated them all into becoming who they are as adults. she lucked out that Bison and Fadel liked each other so much and bonded so strongly to each other, and she used that bond to isolate and control Keen in a completely different way.

Keen's desperate to be in the field like the other two and to be sent on missions; he doesn't have the same set of skills that they do and wasn't able to develop his talents in the same way, and it's clear that Lilly took the natural aptitude of Fadel and Bison and turned that into what they are now, but she chose to push Keen into the behind the scenes aspect of the business. she's also made it clear from the start which set of talents she values more as is clear from the way she glares at Keen when he can't shoot his bottle in the flashback.

Keen isn't given any kind of reassurance or support for missing his shot, or told to try again; Lily answers Bison's questions about why they need to learn to shoot by telling them that they have to learn to protect themselves, then she gives Keen a few more judgey looks, implying it's something she doesn't expect him to be able to do. the next scene in the flashback is her giving Bison and Fadel their first assignment, and by this point Keen has already been relegated to being the paper guy and having an office job.

these kids all lost their parents and are gathered up by Lily at the same time and told they're going to be a family; they look like they're all roughly the same age. we all know how seriously Fadel and Bison take to the brother relationship, but Keen is pushed to the outside of this by Lily and her priorities. i had figured before episode 10 that they had been trained together for a longer period of time and maybe Keen had just not gotten along with them because he was jealous of their talents, but Fadel telling Style that he doesn't really know anything about Keen besides that they were adopted at the same time says to me that Lilly purposefully kept them apart instead of it being their choice.

Fadel saying they don't care about Keen makes me so sad for him. the fact that he only really knows that Keen was adopted at the same time and does other work for Lilly that's not in the field means they don't care because they don't know him at all. they haven't had the chance to bond with him the way that they did with each other. they weren't pushed together with him; they were pushed to each other, and Keen was pushed off on his own to watch them be the favoured children and struggle by himself.

imagine your parents are murdered in front of you, you're scooped up by this woman who says she's going to take care of you and build a family with you and two other boys your age who have been through the same experience, but then you're not as good as the other two boys at the tasks she sets you, plus the two of them deeply connect to each other and fall into a sibling bond and leave you outside of it. that you're kept so separate from them that despite being a "family" for years, they know basically nothing about you, while your shared mother keeps dangling the things you want right outside of your grasp.

she's driven a wedge between the boys so deep that Keen resents Fadel and Bison enough to WANT try to kill them himself, while they don't have any idea that he would even be willing or able to. he's been kept so far out of their notice while their successes and talents have been constantly waved in front of him as well as being consistently put down by Lilly for his mistakes and inadequacies. she's pushed Keen into a corner and made him think that it's Fadel and Bison's fault for putting him there instead of it being a way for her to control him and keep him under her thumb.

Fadel and Bison have given the impression from the first episode that it's the two of them against the world; brothers bonded so tightly together that nothing can shake that. they have a Mother, but really they only have each other. it's the two of them and it always will be. but there were three of them. there were three boys when this started. and they don't care about Keen. he's alone.

i'm really hoping that the current situation snaps Keen the rest of the way out of Lilly's control. he should have already figured out what his future looks like if he really wants out of the family business like he's promised Thanon, because if he's known the entire time that Fadel's last boyfriend got murdered instead of just leaving, he should be fully aware that they face the same fate if he tries to leave Lilly. with that knowledge plus finding out that Lilly killed his parents along with Fadel's and Bison's, hopefully he turns on her and helps the others take her down. her lack of hesitation to send him or other hired hitmen after the two favoured sons should be a pretty clear signal to him about her willingness to off him as well at the drop of a hat.

fingers crossed that Keen and Thanon get to have a happy life far away from Lilly and that he finally gets to have an actual family that doesn't involve manipulation, abuse, and murder.

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tagged for this by my lovely @tortibomb 💖🌟

rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first 10 songs, then tag 10 friends to do the same

1 Yuta - Save You

2 Babymonster - Drip

3 A.C.E - Pinata

4 Jaehyun - Smoke

5 ZeroBaseOne - Now Or Never

6 Monsta X - Fantasia

7 NCT Dream - When I'm With You

8 Minho - Call Back

9 Jeff Satur - Ride Or Die

10 Oneus - IKUK

don't be like me and keep accidentally tapping on your links and opening up spotify repeatedly while trying to make this list and screwing up your shuffle queue!

zero pressure tags for pals, apologies if you've already been tagged: @negrowhat @impala124 @callipigio @iguessitsjustme @zhouxiangs and i know you've been tagged but @poetry-protest-pornography because it's only fair after i actually linked you my actual on repeat earlier tonight 🤣🤣

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y'all in a show that's already unhinged, i cannot take Sainam seriously, he looks like a 15 year old trying to cosplay as Prapai from LITA with none of the swagger, how is this guy supposed to be a rich hotel owner with ulterior motives, he's an actual baby

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NCT 127 — 【Fact Check - The 5th Album】 MV Teaser Image #1

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sorry not sorry but my first thought on these shots of Yotha making a face and looking at his binary code tattoo in the mirror was "it's okay baby boy, it's a bad fake tattoo, you can just scrub it off"

it's already cracked so it won't take much effort let's be real 🤣🤣

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@stvksn on ig

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QUICK! Choose Your Fave Scrapper!

A scrapper is a person who is always about that action. He's always ready to tussle, sometimes it might even be on sight with him. A real 'Talk Shit Get Hit' sort of guy. Choose which one of these BL boys is your favorite scrapper?

I tried not to choose character's whose job is to fight which may be why you don't see some of your faves on this list. I think the only exception might be Ai Di because he was in a literal gang but even if he wasn't he was still be scrapping. I also tried not to choose characters who only seemed to fight when it came to defending their significant others.

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i would like to take a moment to thank Jeff Satur for dropping a banger like Ride Or Die that is perfectly in my alto range which means it's quickly becoming one of my ultimate driving songs because i can comfortably and confidently belt the lyrics while cruising down the highway with my car's volume maxed out and i know that even if i probably don't sound great i definitely don't sound terrible, and i don't feel like i'm stressing out my vocal chords by doing so

A+ would sing along at top volume every day, have been doing so, will continue to do so

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listen y'all posted enough cute gifs that i got curious but i'm three episodes in and Sangmin Dinneaw is one of the wildest shows i've seen in a while

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how many times can one listen to python by got7????

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JACKSON 'PYTHON' 250123