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so often I feel like I put the more awful parts of my personality on a leash. like I’m always sweet, always cute, catering to the more visual aspects of my personality. but that’s not all who I fucking am. sometimes I get tired. and when the self control part of me gets too tired, I feel like all the awful fucked up parts of me are awakened.
#i am my fathers daughter#sadisticyouko rants#not writing#I try so hard to be good#I try so hard to be kind and sweet#it’s like#at what point do I realize that all the trying means I’m just not good or kind or sweet#like I shouldn’t have to try so hard to be good things I should just be them#but I try everyday#and I’m tired today and I’m just fucking over the leash#it’s fine it’s fine#I whisper to myself in my head#just leave me the fuck alone#I just wanna be good I just wanna be left alone fuck why can’t I just do it right
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Everyday, my best looks different💕
#illustration#artists on tumblr#cute#artoftheday#digital illustration#wholesome#cat illustration#cat of tumblr#caturday#pretty cats#everyday#my best looks different everyday#love#sweet art#relatable#trying my best#i am trying my best#best#sweet#procreate comics#procreate art#relatable art#relatable illustration#mood#current mood#art#artist#artist on tumblr#comics#everything will be okay
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Max 💥
#might try to post these lil portraits everyday til I am through. 4 more to go#art#my art#stranger things#photo study#max mayfield#fanart#stranger things fanart#stranger things art#st#stranger things max#Max mayfield art
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shuake week day 1: roleswap / amnesia / hobbies
#is this fem shuake or r they crossdressing?? idk whatever u want it to be#everyday i struggle with the prompt i am so sorry. i swear. im trying.#p5r#persona 5#shuake#this took FOREVERRR#persona 5 protagonist#akechi goro#shuakeweek2024#my art#doodle#doodles
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But once your time had run out, the hourglass simply turned on me, and the cycle repeated.
Lawlight Week Day 1 - Death
#death note#dn#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#lawlightweek2024#my art#and so it begins....#i. only prepared in advanced for like. 2 days (i've never done a ship week thing before) i might be cooked LOL#might not be able to submit something for everyday but i'll try my best
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i was asked to give connor this and here we are
#dbh connor#dbh#detroit become human#hank anderson#i'm sorry i can't draw hot men but i'm trying rly rly#thanks for the idea more excuses to draw connor#i freaking love bryan's face he's so pretty and yet so like regular looking idk how to explain but he's so pretty#but also looking like a regular guy you could meet everyday#i have no idea how to draw him i tried many times and he's impossible#idk i hate pretty men they make me feel things bc what are you pretty for#lol
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3D CAS Room Replacement - Christmas🎄
Converted from Sims 4, credits to Ellcrze who's not in the sims community anymore from what I read. You can find the Sims 4 version here
This will replace the default CAS Room. Haven't figured out how to extend that to Create a Pet/Create a Bot yet. Have to work on geostates and things and I don't wanna get into all that 😅 The background for those is just a blue background. You can only have 1 CAS Room at a time.
Since the Christmas tree has transparency, it will conflict with some hairs a little in CAS because they both use transparency, but it's fine and not an issue.
Credits
Thanks to @mspoodle1 @nectar-cellar and @greenplumbboblover for helping me and answering my questions
Download
#ts3cc#s3cc#download#tutorial still coming for this soon#just a lot of trial and error#I was gonna do an advent calendar but I don't think I can commit to releasing something everyday lol BUT I'll try 😊
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Doodels and wips n such
#surgamy#shadow the hedgehog#amy rose#surge the tenrec#maria robotnik#sonic the hedgehog#the last 2 doodles are me trying to give sonic aky cotl outfits LOL#I WANNA MAKE A SKY AU BUT AUGHHHH i am too uncreative ig HHAAHHAHA#sky cotl is my obsession btw i literally play this game everyday#my art
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one small step for. kitties
#mine#cats#i was gna share th process vid of this but its just 90% drawing little dots not thrilling#anyway i had a Day today but we live we go forth !!#i am going to try a new journal thing bc th hobonichi hasnt been slaying ngl . i might b a filofax girlie#ive bought a 2nd hand one off ebay for 12£ which will Do For Now to see if actually like it#i need to figure out th sizing of my pages im gna make my own....brain is so so small#i was gna do mini pages for daily journaling but i think ive excepted i am not. gna journal everyday like thats not happening#n then what happens when im then using dated journals is i fall behind n then i hve such an atrocious memory i cant remember what i did#like 3 days prior to back fill so its lots of empty pages and AAAA#ironic that i am journaling to help my symptoms but my symptoms r stopping me from journaling. can i win once#anyway i think this system will be better yes yes
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On average, what is the total MONTHLY amount that you spend on dining out*?
*(This doesn't only count going out to restaurants, but also stuff like picking up fast food to bring home, getting a coffee on the way to work, getting a premade sandwich from a grocery store deli during lunch, buying a quick snack from a convenience store or food cart whilst walking somewhere, ordering a pizza or any other food to be delivered to your home, etc.)
*(If you often dine out in groups/as a household: calculate and divide the costs so that you get a Per Person average. This is for YOU individually, NOT the total household/group costs)
(I'm sure polls similar to this have been made before (very common topic), I just haven't personally seen one that I can remember, so, I was curious to do my own! I was discussing this with a group of people today and it was very interesting to see how widely the number varied between individuals. :0c )
(Reblog for bigger sample size if you can, and feel free to explain your answer in tags if there's anything extra to add!)
#polls#tumblr polls#I'm mostly in the 0/1 - 25$ category. Maybe the rare month is a bit over $25 if there's something specific going on like birthday.#Which I'm NEVER eating in an actual restaurant (erm... covid... plus I just hate restaurant environments. i would rather pickup#the food and bring it home to a peaceful quiet environment that I control lol). But more typically like stopping by a grocery store deli#section or something. I don't have coffee that much. And I can't eat fast food much due to my health issues/diet restriction stuff#so if I'm out like coming back from an appointment and I start feeling really sick and weak. I know that a hamburger will just#blow up my system and cause nausea or something. So I try to pick the breadiest most#neutral looking turkey sandwich at the safeway deli to eat during the hour ride home or whatever lol#I actually kind of wish I could do stuff like get food more often vecause it would take the burden of cooking everything off of me#but.. alas... Money... and Health Things... T o T#I still wouldn't do it ALL the time but like... once a week instead of once a month or something.. or maybe turning into a coffee#person.. I do love drinks A LOT .. i am a drink person who will have 5 different drinks sipping on at all times#But i just have to make them all myself mostly lol#And I cant really have too much coffee since it will make me sick. so like.. teas and juice mostly#When I inevitably become a millionaire by never using social media never networking and only finishing one#sculpture every 5 months which I dont even post about or sell - then I shall... get more drinks..#I will somehow wean my body onto coffee and drink one a day solely for the ritual of it#Though even then... I would still probably just like.. buy the mateirals to make it at home or something#Like if you had a million dollars you could just buy a kitchen grade ice cream machine and other stuff to make your own milkshakes and#coffees and smoothies and bubble teas. Genuinely I think even if I were a BILLIONAIRE I would still look at playing likr $8 for a single#coffee and go .. uh.... I could just buy the equipment to make this and then save that money. PLUS. its in my house now so no need to#have to leave. I can make my own drinks in the comfort of home. .. ideal..#Like no matter how rich I ever got I would still have the lingering scroogey stinginess. like i am NOT paying for that. I will jus#make it myself. Especially if it was an Everyday thing. Anythign thats part of my routine I try to optimize and make as efficient as#possible... ANYWAY.. In an IDEAL world I would get treats. but probably not that much. as on a daily basis it would start to get#to me and I would just save up to buy kitchen machinery if I was rich lol
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"You've always wanted to cure what you thought were weaknesses. [...] [But] there's beauty in imperfections." // "I thought I could bring an end to the world's suffering. But when every equation was solved, all that remained... were fields of... dreamless solitude. There is no prize to perfection. Only an end to pursuit. In all timelines. In all possibilities. Only you... can show me this."
"Viktor really thought what he was doing was right, that he's a good person and was trying to do good. But without Jayce, he kind of lost his way. At that point Viktor had lost his hope in humanity, so he needed Jayce to show him there were reasons to still try." - Amanda Overton
• Wasteland - Royal & the Serpent (Arcane Season 2 Original Soundtrack)
#arcane#jayvik#viktor#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayce arcane#my edits#wasteland fitting both viktor and jinx so well... i needed them to interact more so badly 😭#also au viktor will never get his jayce back and i'm dying everyday thinking abt this#at the very least he can try in other timelines...#also it was supposed to be gifs but tumblr said “fck you” so...#dragonflies symbolize change; transformation; new beginnings; new perspective; revelations; growth; hope; etc.
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I'm not fucking joking when I tell you I saw this panel and literally started sobbing and crying over seeing my babygirl buying chocolate with just fucking quarters. This is the people's jason todd for real, thank you Juni Ba
#actually was just squeaking and squaking over this like oh my god real jason rep#gotta make him a loser boy flag or pfp#love when my bbg is a boyfailure whos just trying to do right#bro has no equipment and risks his life everyday because hes emo and has trauma /hj#if he doesnt get a hug from bruce by the end of this and a new pair of clothes ill cry#pls give me a fic w this version of jay getting hugs and love from his bros#bro looks like he has one pair of clothes he can actually stand to wear with his autism#and he never takes that mask off even if it kills him#i know his hair is matted#boy wonder dc#boy wonder#dc comics#jason todd#red hood#dc black label#barking and woofing and waughing#jason todd kinnie#red hood kinnie#batfam#batfamily#batman#batman comics#batman jason todd#damian wayne#damian al ghul#damian wayne al ghul#jason todd wayne#boy wonder preview#scruffy jason todd#loser boy jason todd
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What happens now? Do we have another go? Do we bow out and take our separate roads?
🌻 Watch the whole video on yt!
For @desert-duo-week day 5 - Allies and Enemies 3 days late LOL o7
#desert duo week 2023#desert duo#grian#goodtimeswithscar#secret life#secret life smp#trafficblr#traffic smp#my art#also#dddaily4sherin#day 151!!! :D#everyday i question why did i decide to do this but it turned out pretty decent ig HAHSDJASAHd#i should really try to make videos more its HARD#<3 hope you guys enjoy!#are they allies or enemies THIS WILL BE THE DEATH OF MEEEE#(removed the trimmed video bc i realized tumblr doesn't need that LMAO that was mainly for twitter🫡)#Youtube
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Odysseus with his head in his wife's lap, happily not paying attention to anything, humming one of athenas song and carving something
Some random guy: your majesty----
Odysseus: not bothering to sit up: whatever my wife decided is fine.
#the odyssey#epic the musical#Odysseus#Penelope#Odypen#Post-canon my beloved#Odysseus tried to hold court exactly one time before he 1. Realized he's very out of date with everything and#2. Remembered that these meetings sucked so much#Odysseus then quickly climbed into his wife's lap and was like penelopes been ruling for 20 years she's got this#The first time someone tried to insist that it wasn't acceptable for penelope to answer ody nearly killed the guy#Nobody tried to force the issue after that#The only time odysseus sits up to contribute is to be like 'no no we can take that route now I killed the monster that lived there years ag#This is not to say he isn't listening and paying attention! He is! He's just scoping everybody's out#Noticing who's more pushy when they're trying to deal with penelope than they are with him#He's got twenty years of politics to catch up on! And he's going to be sneaky about it#Odysseus post return gaining a reputation for being uninvolved and uncaring only to pull the rug out from underneither the other person#Penelope is a okay with this for many many reasons#First off her system is one of beauty and the fact that her husband didn't spend all her hard work to take back over the second he came bac#Is rare and penelope is grateful everyday for who she married#Second she gets to show off look at how well she did odysseus look at how clever she is ody ody watch as I scam these people isn't that hot#(It is and yes of course odysseus was watching)#Penelope enjoying how odysseus lays out over her like a lazy lion#It scratches her possessive side to show him off like this and she gets to play with his hair#Telemachus attending some of these meetings to learn (tm) and spending the whole time deeply embarrassed#Odypen being 🥰🤝 rat bastards in love
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Guy who has to go through his own blog every so often to to re-learn his speech patterns
#i fr get so paranoid that other people can tell when I'm completely disconnected#trying to get better w/ journaling everyday so i like. have more references for how to emulate myself#-i also think pretty often about whether or not my cat can tell
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As an eligible young noble of no small fame, Ambroys had a number of arranged courtships and suitresses in his youth, but any nascent marriages always fell through.
It's not that he didn't try; he certainly knew how to court a lady (perhaps too well, according to many fathers and husbands), and when he lacked knowledge on the affairs of womens' hearts, he sought counsel from a young woman who was a dear friend of his (perhaps too much counsel, according to his own father). Nonetheless, all he garnered for his efforts was separation after separation.
Ah, well. Maybe it was for the best.
#been working on this for a while... was just struck by the fact that I don't have much showing Ambroys' character in his “normal” “everyday”#so I wanted to do something “short” and “quick” to try to highlight some of his... quirks#and to contrast the loverman persona I think he's garnered#like yeah he's good at romance but also he's so fucking bad at it#just like he's good and bad at everything to do with interacting with people really#no matter how well you mimic dance steps it doesn't count for much when you don't know what the music is#or something like that...#also wanted to draw Lou (the goat) his girl best friend (with benefits)#who is actually quite important to him and his history but who I haven't drawn actually speaking or having a face yet#comics#my draws#amaranthine#ambroys#anthro#fantasy#unicorn#etc
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