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Y'all ever get So Angry that the only way you know how to cope is to recreate "Saturn Devouring His Son," by Francisco Goya? No? Just me?
#it's v rough cause I did it in less than 2 hours in a rush of emotion#but I think its better rough#technically vent art#vent art#cw: gore#tw blood#cw blood#dungeon meshi spoilers#dunmeshi spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#laios touden#laios dungeon meshi#dunmeshi laios#the winged lion#winged lion#saturn devouring his son#francisco goya
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#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt raph#rottmnt splinter#separated au#villain au#TECHNICALLY i kept my promise#coz a week is a 7 days period#sorry if its scuffed last few days were super rough for me#non-stop freaking out#the writers block has been blocking#the jokes have not been joking#the speech bubbles have been trying to murder me again#but i think im doing a lil better now#april soup in the next one??#villain pb&j duo
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soap's whole deal being sniper and demolitions gets me going bc on the surface they sound so different but when you get into it, you realise it's bc soap's smart
sniping is all math; calculating distances and wind interference and bullet drop. something i think people overlook is he was listed as a sniper first so it can be implied that he's better at it than demolitions. he does more sniping in both campaigns than demolitions work; in capture or kill, ghost specifically calls on him to take down the aq snipers
and demolitions is math with a hit of chemistry; knowing what mixes with what, knowing how much to use, recognising environmental factors and adjusting accordingly. it's not just about the boom; so much work goes into contained/ planned explosions. especially when having enough power for a breacher charge and not bringing down the whole building is the difference between mission success and failure
the chemical bombs he makes in alone can't just be any old cleaners, they have to have the correct reaction to each other; he just knew off the top of his head what would mix with what to create what reaction. he would also potentially have to recognise them by sight/smell bc they would’ve been written in spanish
soap would also have to know architecture; recognising structural integrity and weak points so he knows exactly where to plant a charge to bring it down and how it'll come down
he has an incredible soldier's mind people just forget that bc he's sociable which itself is a skill
we know he tends to buck against orders he doesn't agree with like when he pushes back against ghost in capture or kill and shepherd when he tells them to release hassan
he gets closer to people and sees if he can trust them and that's when he follows them without question. really think about how he talks to alejandro and rudy; he asks about their home and alejandro's family and rudy's relationship with him. those aren't questions you ask a stranger after a few hours of knowing them. that's not even touching on his relationship with ghost
he also deliberately brings people of higher ranks down to his level; talking informally with ghost and giving him a shoulder punch, addressing alejandro (a colonel!!) by his first name and rudy by his nickname despite literally just meeting them. he personalises all of them and it’s in direct opposition to the reason most characters do that; it’s not due to insubordination or lack of respect, the more he respects and trusts someone, the more casual he is with them
he digs into people; he wants to know what makes them tick and that determines if he can one, trust them and two, follow their orders. once he decides that, he's the ultimate soldier; he bleeds loyalty which makes him vicious when that loyalty is taken for granted
he isn't naive or bubbly or insecure; he's an incredibly smart and aware soldier. he's aggressive and bloodthirsty and loyal and intuitive and i love him so much
#i cant believe i never posted the soap meta that got me twitter famous™️💅#as with damn near every piece of characterisation in this franchise soaps is only apparent in subtext and connecting tiny little dots#it is very easy to just pick up his surface personality and think thats all he is#but soaps not a sunshine character#hes not super friendly or bright#hes just willing to talk to people and hes paired up with ghost who never wants to start a conversation#every time i see soap presented as this bubbly airhead thats super sweet and just blows stuff up i lose a year off my life#and i dont blame people for getting this vibe from him but im begging you to look a lil deeper#this isnt getting into his anger or the fact that he is a soldier which automatically makes him a wee bit fucked up#like he is hyperviolent and takes joy in it#we all know ghosts snuff film joke but soaps the one who responds positively to it#he returns the joke and only calls him out on it when he says he wont watch it more than once and even then its teasing not grossed out#and if we take the ‘he tried to join the military at 16’ factoid from 09 as current canon then he very easily could have a rough home life#no one tries to repeatedly join the military early without having some kind of problems#soap knows his worth and his abilities you dont get to be as good and specialised as he is without being completely sure of yourself#we know ghost has an ego but soap constantly butts up against it with his own affirmations#‘you wanna be better than me johnny’ ‘maybe i already am/i will be’ ‘a little helps not so bad eh lt’#being a sniper makes me hate the ‘cant sit still’ hc hes literally an sas sniper he wouldnt be complaining after a few hours of overwatch#i like the adhd hc and maybe he fidgets in his day to day life but the second hes at work hes At Work#tldr soap could be just as complex a character as ghost if cod would stop treating their campaigns as an afterthought and actually commit#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#talk meta to me#john soap mactavish#soap cod#cod mw2#soapghost#save post#call of duty modern warfare#cod meta
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I imagine barnaby trying to be all cool and flirting with howyd subtly but his smoke gives him away fjsns
he thinks he's smooth smh...
#cracking up thinking about this ngl#like howdy continues on with work#and whoever's at the table with barn - lets say uhhhh idk julie#is like 'awww your smoke turns pink when you talk to him'#and barn just freezes a la 'excusemeitfuckingWHAT'#aaaand Slam that panic button#bbg didnt know....#rambles from the bog#wh fantasy au#anyway i think ill never draw a better howdy#i squandered my Him points on an au scribble- AN AU SCRIBBLE#ive peaked ill never get any better!#< lie. there's always room for improvement and reaching new heights#on the flip side i had such a rough time with barn#its always an exchange - i can either draw a good howdy or a good barn Never both smh#still though idk How this came out as good as it has i have not drawn in days#nary a line nor doodle to be found...#but covid is wearing off and babey i am BACK!#slowly. it beat me up pretty good ngl#it took me tf out im gonna be extra tired for a while...#but since my congestion has cleared up and im not Hacking and Sniffling anymore#stream soon probably! Normal Stream To Get Back In The Swing Of Things#it feels like ive been sick for a thousand years but i think its been like#three days??? i really dont know...#i hope everyone is doing well and Not getting covid. wear your mask#i wore mine but my stepdad didnt and Look What Fuckin Happened
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i drew myself again but with some differences from carnival jax so that theres at least a slight difference lmao
i still identify as carnival jax obviously, but i wanted to showcase a difference between me and the character so when i draw myself its easier for people to understand that
#centipedes cartoons#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#introject#fictive#tadc#the amazing digital circus#digital circus#digital circus fanart#tadc fanart#jax#jax fanart#jax tadc#the amazing digital carnival#carnival au#carnival jax#carnival!jax#things have still been rough#but im doing better i think#i have people to talk to#its weird#but nice
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I just beat Veilguard for the first time after about 100 hours, I give it a 5.7/10. I would’ve enjoyed it more if I hadn’t loved Dragon Age since 2009 and had this story not been one of the cornerstones of my life since I was a child
#against my better judgment I held it to a very high standard that could not have been reached#it was fun it had its moments but so much was lacking and there were too many rough edges for me to say I’m happy right now#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#da4#I’ve mentioned before that it felt like the heart of what made dragon age dragon age was gone and I’m saying that again#I think people who haven’t played the previous games would like it more#They don’t know what they’re missing and what beautiful thing this story could’ve been#I feel empty right now#A very deep and resounding ‘that’s it?’ is sitting in my heart#that being said time to play as a crow
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shep I was talking to my brother about dbhc xisuma as one does and mentioned that ask about not being able to puzzle xisuma's face together mentally and my brother joked that the reason you put the spoiler bars and such on his face is cause you cant draw his whole face yet 😂
anyway I might have talked his ear off about dbhc idk tho lmao
LMAOO NOOOO!!! MY SECRET FINALLY IS OUT!!! /silly
#HEHE thats rly fun though i hope your brother is enjoying the osmosis XD#truthfully... drawing xisuma's face is still really difficult for me... bc he's always like. the character whose personality and character#like. comes from the fact that we never see his face? and so there's something about him that feels more... right when his face is just.#a mystery#but i DO have a facecanon for him. esp for dbhc bc its important. even if when i think Xisuma i don't think of his face the way i might whe#I think of other characters. that isn't the reason why I spoiler it though XD when we get the face reveal it'll be obvious enough. i hope#LMAO.#anyway#idk like#some of the first sketches i did of Xisuma's face will still be my favorites tbh#it's hard to capture the same energy of a rough sketch when you try to sharpen those soft edges into a clean picture yknow?#i HAVE gotten better at it though.... square-ish face but soft on the edges... kind blue eyes... hair always tied back tightly and neatly#idk. i think about him a LOT#especially lately but we knew this hehehe#i think he deserves to take the helmet off every once and a while and just. breathe and get out of his own head yknow#i think he gets better at it in s9 even if he only takes it off around people he really trusts (keralis and cleo)#not that doc hasnt seen him or that he distrusts doc but... well. that whole relationship is a work in progress since season 8 was. well#anyway im really and truly rambling <3#xisumas face is both an enigma to me and a soft sturdy shape in my brain... its hard to replicate consistently but those doodles are#just for me anyway =w= <3#(and a few select others. who Know. you know who you are)
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FUCK THE KARKAT VANTAS PLUSH THEY CUT ME OFF FOR FUCKING REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
I WAS GOING TO MAKE A KARKAT VANTAS PLUSH AND SELL IT TO THE PEOPLE!! I WAS GOING TO DO THAT!!! I HAD A MARKETABLE PLUSHIE DESIGN AND EVERYTHING!!!! DO YOU SEE THIS FUCKER??? DO YOU SEE HIM??? DO YOU FUCKING SEE HIM?
I SAID IT TO ALL MY FREINDS!! TO MY FAMILY!! 'gonna make a marketable plushie out of this dog hes sellable as fuck' FUCK!!!! THEY FUCKING GOT TO IT BEFORE ME AND THEIR DESIGN ISNT EVEN GOOD!!! WHY IS THE HAIR LIKE THAT ITS FUCKING makeship THEY CAN MAKE SOME PRETTY QUALITY WORK!! ITS GOING TO COST 30 DOLLARS YOU DIDNT FUCKING NEED TO skIMP ON THE HAIR!!!!! PROMISE!!! WHAT IS THIS A FUCKING FNAF PLUSH??? ARE YOU JOKING??? WHO DID YOU COMMISSION TO MAKE THIS PLUSH DEISNGNNNNN WHY IS THE HAIR FLATTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
I WAS GOING TO DO THAT!!! IT WAS HALF THE REASON I MADE THIS STINKIN COMIC AND NOW I HAVE 60 MORE PAGES I WANT TO FINISH NOOOOO FUCKKKKKKKKKK NOW I HAVE OFFICIAL COMPETITIONNN WHYYYY
its fine. im fine im. FIIIIIINEEEEEEEE. its on me for not working on aphids... f in the fucking chat (this post is not very serious)
#genuinely was going to try and do some kind of makeship plush of my karkat design#also did not think the makeship plush was real. i mean. its kind of bad#like i want to get it but also it's bad. you feel??? you fucking feel? hes my favorite little guy but there has been way better plushies#made than this#a lot of worse ones two but fuckit#dont take this seriously at all please#im just whining#i have been talking about turning aphids karkat into a plush for months before like the whole life went off the rails thing and i stopped#updating aphids for a while#BUT I WILL FINISH IT#tbh when its done id like to try and do a plush still but we'll fucking see LOL if theres an audience for it#definetly a bummer homestuck official got there before me but i dont like their plush design. like its just woof. rough#its a 30 dollar plush you can afford hair and arms. promise
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The Expanse | Season 5 (2020-21), Mark Fergus and Hawk Ostby
#the expanse#theexpanseedit#wow this season was BLEAK#it worked much better in context with the other seasons!#(first time i watched it there were just too many things flying over my head because i didn't remember things from the past)#so it's definitely better than the impression it left me#like... it was a rough ride! but it was because the story was so depressing!#our space babies all scattered!#mars dying#amos on a dystopic-er earth#drummer's storyline???#naomi's storyline???????#(holden storyline not as strong sorry)#and i think they really could have made a better job with marco inaros#but everything makes sense and has its place in the bigger narrative#tv 2024#i made this#i just want a tag for the things i personally put out into the world
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What's inanimate insanity? Should I watch it?
God no. Absolutely not.
#This is a curse I wouldnt inflict on my worst enemy#Its an competition show think Survivor/total drama but with objects and lets just say its uhhhhhhhh. Rough.#The first season is borderline unwatchable from of visual quality cringe jokes and poorly aged opinions/plotpoints#They do try to get better at rep as the series goes on but it is still eghhhhhh#You know those medias that are just god awful but they occasionally have a glimmer of SOMETHING and just makes you want to explode#its fun to go insane about with other people who already know#but I could never in good consciousness suggest it to someone
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this time i wont pink/purple/yellow combo. im stronger than the pink/purple/yellow combo. pink purple and yellow as a color combo has no control over m
..............+ rough board below cut
#literally cannot help it idk why#i always start out with different colors but then im like hmm. i gotta tweak this so its more red undertones#ah but now everything else looks weird in contrast. better give everything else blue undertones!!!!!#sigh#anyway having fun with perspective#even if the skeleton boarding of elliot is super rough i think you get what im going for. enough.#brambleramble
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#persona 3#art.mymp3#Mochizuki Monday#late mochizuki monday posting but uh have a doodle#very loose. not much to it but its a comic#i was thinking of a sad and desperate ryoji and how hed want to be by minatos side despite the fact they dont know each other too well yet#life's been super rough recently and i havent been able to draw too much but uh. yeah.#idk if im gonna maintag this#sleep well anyone whos reading this#hope yall have a wonderful night and an even better day
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something has possessed me i think bc why am i in the year 2024 thinking about merlin/gwaine but also merlin/lancelot but also gwaine/merlin/lancelot. what have i done to deserve this
#merlin#bbc merlin#bbc gwaine#bbc lancelot#in truth this is not surprising at all#gwaine is my favorite character#and there is no world in which gwaine didnt know about merlins magic#i love the merlin tv show so much#it couldve been so much better. IT COULDVE BEEN SO MUCH BETTERRRR#and no one knows just how much this show means to me#like in terms of comfort shows this is the number one#even though i dont rewatch it all that often#i think about it so much#chat do i rewatch merlin in its entirety for the first time in years#i usually just rewatch my favorite eps#the ones with gwaine as a main character#and the ones that make me sad#i also love lancelot so much and i do kind of hate how the show did him SORRY#when morgana brings him back. love my toxic queen but i cant watch it#to me gwen was always in love with arthur and morgana#idc about actual legends i care about the tv show#one day ill read some retelling of the whatever and WHATEVER#but. i can feel how i want#the way i view the various different ships... its wild#like i can go into depth one day... but not today IM TIREDDD#sorry im rambling its 3am and ive had a rough few days rip#im gonna take some melatonin and go sleep good lord#why does my pc think melatonin isnt a word its literally a drug???? whatever#anyway. ramble OVER i need SLEEP
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Gyjo in the fandom
cw: light discussion of ableism
Gyjo… what am I thinking about gyjo…
I like them. I like them a lot, actually. They have paralleled narrative arcs, they complement each other nicely, the romantic subtext is incredibly obvious to the point that even the most homophobic fan you know will admit they understand why people ship it… so why do I also have a problem with it?
There’s a lot of good fanart. Hell, I’ve reblogged plenty. Maybe it’s just something that’s more pronounced in fic.
I’m trying to word this correctly. My issue with gyjo has nothing to do with the text itself. I think my problem is just how people portray it in the fandom.
Maybe it’s because it’s so popular, or maybe it’s the sheer prominence of applying ‘Character A’ and ‘Character B’ dynamics without considerable regard for the characters involved, but I feel gyjo is very prone to flanderization. I believe the intersection with how ableist people are toward Johnny (intentionally or not, subtly or not) and the old tropes these two get shoved into makes it so I have trouble enjoying fics in the fandom.
I’m not saying it’s bad to enjoy certain tropes. I’m not saying headcanons are bad either. What I am saying is that writing is hard, but if you’re going to write fanfiction please have consideration for the characters you’re writing. The arcs of these two are complex and multilayered, which is why I think they have such staying power, but I also think they also provide a good opportunity for us as writers and artists to examine our biases when it comes to the portrayal of certain groups, personality types, mental illnesses, queerness, disability, etc. and maybe come out better people for it.
#gyjo#steel ball run#sbr#jjba#very rough idea of my thoughts concerning their portrayal in the fandom#imo there’s weird implications in any situation where gyro is written as johnny’s doctor or some such since it presents many power issues#again: what I am Not saying is that you can’t have a medical kink or whatever it may be#it’s just that#there’s a prevalence of ableist presentations of Johnny in so many ways but for me it’s especially bad in gyjo fic for whatever reason#perhaps it’s people continuing to write heterocized power tropes for a gay couple#on top of an already complicated presentation of disability and mental illness in the form of Johnny#(thanks Araki)#and to be honest gyro is not treated much better. he’s usually very ooc. I think its probably due to just how much he changes that#people could just find it easier to pick a certain aspect of his personality and make that the whole thing#but I just don’t enjoy the gyjo that’s in the ao3 tag. and I want to emphasize there *is* good stuff by people who do treat these topics#with respect#but it’s not the norm which makes it just not enjoyable to check out the tag#at least to me#vent post#kind of#my posts#gyro Zeppeli#Johnny Joestar#ugh I don’t even know why I’m writing all this#to reiterate this is me talking. on my blog. please don’t hate spam or w/e
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another day another fern and jermaine sketch dump whats upppp
#fern the human#fern mertens#jermaine the dog#my art#adventure time#its a hard life when u only love drawing two mildly unpopular characters who never interact in canon#but i do it for me and my dedicated fans.#nothing is better than looking at these two guys standing next to each other#rough... not a marketable fandom skill.#anyways do you guys think jermaine has good music taste?#i think him and bryce slowdance to vinyls sometimes and fern mimes gagging the corner in his chair#(he found himself a chair and dragged it in for when he didnt want to be touched)#fern is a guy who is often touch repulsed. you can tlel#oh also i found the art of ooo book. have you ever seen finn and jake?#pendelton ward knocked it out of the park on these guys. i wish i could smash them on the wall#i wish any adventure time merch really appealed to me but i think a lot of finn stuff fails to nail his side profile#hes built like a marshmallow#ok this is a lot of tags thanks if you read them#happy christmas
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I've been listening to all the audio record for the r6s operators in arknights and I had a few thoughts
I think I've realised in all my hours playing frost I never really listened to her voice. Its actually really nice.
I always was like 'haha kapkan frost friends cause they both trap operators' but her voice lines actually really back that theory up
Frost calls the Doctor sir which is big sad as a female play BUT it's also really funny if I think about it that she just asumes my Doctor is male and shes too embarrassed to correct Frost
Intrestingly enough they translated all of Tachankas Russian lines to English in the subtitles but they didn't with Fuze (малыш was translated) (same goes for the rest of operators I'm just using them as an example)
I did very much short circut when Tachanka said малыш ngl. covered my face and everything. Vlado Stokanic did a fantastic job
Ash's voice sounds kinda different than in the game. Perhaps its the sound mixing or maybe its just the voice actor but she sounds older. At first whenever I borrowed Ash I wasn't a fan but its really grown on me.
I straight up just don't understand what this Ash voice line means
Especially after reading through her event, I think Ash has grown a lot as a character in Terra.
I think all the second crossover voice acting sounds exactly the same as the game (r6s), it could be just because of the voice actors age or perhaps the mixing, it could also be because their tone of voice is pretty much the same as when they say the same lines in r6s. Eg Ela's depart line sounds exactly (it is rerecorded tho) how it does in the game. "No time to waste". The second crossover operators shout some of their lines where the first crossover operators say all of them
I love Blitz I do but his voice lines have made me realise if I was paired with him in combat I would slap the shit out of him. Hes such a nerd, I understand why Ash is so done with him
This Iana line gets so me so hard because its like, is she talking about the fact shes human in Terra or is this a reference to her albinism and her compromised retina? My poor baby I love her
That all being said I still think they all did a fantastic job and for a still anime picture I think they have made the characters feel so alive, even with just a still anime picture. Then again the r6s cross over kinda exspanded the charactisation of most of these operators more than ubisoft has in the last uh 5 odd years.
#I only have the rerun ops at low trust so theres a few lines im missing#Im excited to get their trust up and look at the operator records too#the second cross over ones were REALLY GOOD but then again I do think the second cross over event overall was just plain better#but then again thats also because there was just more story cause storys in general are way longer#I think it also had a different tone so its a bit harder to comapare#like Ash's squad had such a rough time where as Ela's squad had support far earlier#arknights#r6s#rainbow six siege
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