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Ive hit 4K and taking a break to eat. Have another Vik x reader smut snippet while I wait for more coffee to brew (its only midnight). On that 2nd cup and my drink isn't the only thing getting steamy.
Part 3 is already being outlined and I'm thinking Heimerdinger's lab or Hoskels house 🤭
Part 1 Here
“In.” His thumb started to stroke between my shoulder blades as his breath fanned the side of my face, voice a low thrum in my ear. My breath hitched as I felt myself gravitate toward him, eyeing him from the corners of my vision. My heart starting to make its nervous ascent up my throat again. “What?” “It’s incautious.” His corrected with a self-satisfied smile, delighting in my surprise as his hand shifted up to thumb at the cord wrapping around my neck to hold up the front of my dress. He played with it, running the finger along the stack, his hand resting at the base of my neck. Holding me gently as he guided me away from the increasingly crowded table, deliberately closing any lingering distance between us as our sides came together. “How do you say…�� We were so close he only needed to murmur, “The student becomes the master.” A rush of heat coursed through me, breath hitching in my throat. The cord around my neck felt suddenly too tight, and I weakly pulled with it in search of relief. His thumb slid under the cords in response, relieving some of the pressure from the back. Simultaneously, pulling them into my throat, the contrast made my insides twist and flutter. Did he know just what he was doing? “Viktor—"
I seemed to have devolved in the tags. Read at your own risk teehee
#fanfic#snippet#sneak peek#viktor arcane#arcane smut#viktor league of legends#viktor smut#viktor x reader#the long game fic#slow burn#arcane#x reader#arcane x reader smut#viktor x reader smut#smut#smut preview#smut snippet#im sleep deprived at its making my writing better#when my brain starts eating itself i become shakespear#my coffee riddled brain is seeing viktors fingers down your throat in pt3.#im taking anatomy next semester so all im thinking about is prof!vik too#his hands#i cant!#i just wanna feel his calluses?! is that weird?!#like his hands roaming every muscle and tracing every bone and joint#rough skin dragging against yours as it memorizes how the tissues twist and pull#what is taught and what is soft.#gods make him real#just one chance#viktor lol
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Took me very long in life to realize that when an article about anxiety or whatever says "listening to relaxing music helps :)" it means music that's relaxing to YOU. Not just the usual slow and calm and soft relaxation music. This whole time I was wondering why listening to those didn't do anything, it's because they're not what I personally find relaxing!!
Turns out, if your favorite musician screaming moaning and crying in your ears is what you find relaxing, that's what you should listen to when panicking.
#Good for you if soft calm music helps you! For me it just leaves too much room for my brain to think. Same for breathing exercises.#For breathing I also had to find one that works for me because none of what I usually found worked#For people wondering. It is 3 seconds IN 6 seconds OUT (or a certain amount of seconds in and double the amount out)#My therapist actually taught me that one. Very good!#Panics. Hand me my shovel I'm going in by Will Wood. Am okay. :)
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if the ship doesn’t feel like “nothing’s gonna hurt you baby” by cigarettes after sex regardless of the general plot then i don’t wanna write about it
#g talks#it’s a pattern it’s a cliche it’s a goddamn marvel#i just want that soft and sentimental vibe even when it’s all going to shit#no matter how hard and dark they might be#as separate people#they just have that beautiful vibe together#I’ve been doing it by accident mostly with the last few projects#but the book I’m publishing taught me a lot about what i want and what i prefer#so I’m actively striving for that with this new one#and I’m obsessed with it#mine#/mobile#/okay to reblog
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I hate that whenever there's a gay ship, people immediately het-ify it. people are so obsessed with making one the "man" and one the "woman" when that's completely unnecessary, because they are both the man or the woman. It's extremely annoying. these people will completely mischaracterize a character to fit into their stupid little het roles they force on them.
for example, you don't need to make one man the "wife" and feminized him to the extreme and fit him in a traditional "woman" role so the other man can be the big strong masculine manly man. they can both be masculine or both be feminine or both be both at the same time! they do NOT need to be gendered opposites to fit het roles. crazy, I know! it's like no one considers it a possibility! or sees how good it can be to have them be equals without gendered nonsense.
when there's a gay relationship, you have the perfect opportunity for the couple to stand on equal ground. they get to be equals who are just as strong and just as soft as each other. there's no faulty power dynamics where one is above the other (because let's face it, society unfortunately deems masculinity > femininity). one doesn't need to protect the other. they can protect themsleves, fight aide by side as equals. one doesn't do all the housework. they share that duty equally. one isn't weak and pretty, while they other strong and manly. they both are strong and pretty, or masculine and weak at the same time.
equal relationships are amazing and need to be explored more and appreciated. there can be more understanding and working together. i'm bad at explaining what I mean, but I prefer these equal relationships over forcing them into opposite roles to mirror het relationships, which are usually extremely unbalanced and unequal. especially because these not het relationships! so why must they look like one? they can and should look different! so why does literally every shipper and writer out there make them so het coded?
I don't understand why people do this. do they actually believe all romantic relationships must mimic het ones to exist and thrive and purposely force that on them? or have they genuinely just not fathamed that they can be different and dont need to follow the expected het standards?
I wonder, it feels like no one actually knows how non-het relationships are meant to be and how they could work, since het ones are always forced down our throats since birth. it becomes The Standard that everyone thinks they must follow. maybe it's all people know since they don't see any other possibilities. their preferred dynamics for their ships are what we are taught and nothing different, because they don't know it can be different. i also think people might be obsessed with that whole "opposites attract" trope. but that opposite doesn't have to be the traditional het-fueld feminine vs masculine or wife vs husband characteristics. it can be other personality things like one is loud and one is quiet, one is dumb and one is overly smart, one is rich and one poor, etc. it doesn't have to be masculine vs feminine!
BREAK OUT OF THE HET NORMS!!!!! TEAR DOWN HETERONORMATIVITY!!!!!!!!! FREE THE GAYS
(disclaimer, not saying masculine vs feminine ships are all bad/shouldn't be done ever. but it doesn't need to be 100% of the time either 😅 can't think of one ship people dont do this with lol)
#cant even say its only het shippers because lgbt shippers do it too#i enjoy the ships i see more as equals. like cynonari and xingyue for example#first ones that came to mine lol#everyone feminizes the shit out of nari calling him cynos wide constantly but they're both strong leader types with a soft side#wife*#THEYRE SO EQUAL???? AND THAT MAKES THEIR RELATIONSHIP SO STRONG????#then xingyue is funny because ive seen people frame BOTH yingxing and dan feng as the “wife” at different times. proof theyre equals!#maybe not proof lmao but you cant say the arrogant craftsman and proud dragon arent equals who get along super well#they arent het opposites at all imo. not even close#i just really enjoy balanced equals over unbalanced opposites. because the feminine is always seen as lesser and weaker than the masculine#and that always bothers me a lot lmao#im probably the minority here. im giving benefit of the doubt that people just never thought about it and do what theyre taught#but if everyone actually orefers this and its on purpose.......please reconsider 🤣#prefers*#lee text#lee rambles#gay#lgbtq#gay ships#one relationship i felt was presented as equals (from best of my memory) was korrasami#they balance each other out and i see them as equals. one doesn't lead over the other. they're both leaders in their own ways. and carers#one reason i dont date is because most people are ovsessed with this unbalance opposite gender roles thing and i cant stand it lmao#obsessed* am tired of tag typos i miss until after i hit enter hfhfhdhdjdjsjs#this was long and rambly but i suddenly had many feelings and needed to say them#*
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everyone’s actions in epic are pretty understandable and at times, justified. except the suitors. they’re evil and rude and deserved to die. and zeus bc he’s super annoying with his little god games.
#i get where poseidon is coming from#i would also be mad and call out odysseus for not finishing a job#and also want him dead#i get athena for saying ‘ur soft and this isn’t what i taught i’#i even understand euryelochous (i am spelling this wrong)#bc i would also begin to doubt my captain and worry about his mindset#all the monsters…technically they were minding their business#i guess u can’t really defend calypso despite her predicament of being trapped on the island#but those are murky waters i don’t wanna talk about today
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omfg send help I am crushing BADLY on one of my classmates (let's call him actor boy) because I was having an overwhelmed moment and he gave me a huG AND I JUST- I need to act normal but I am fAILING BADLYJWJQIJCJQLCJAKS
#actor boy#YES HE'S GETTING A TAG HAHAHAHAHAHA#also when I said bye to him he said 'bye baby' and it's been in my head since then pls#HE GIVES SUCH GOOD HUGS#and he hyped me up after#AND then I taught him dabke#I'm#god I'm pathetic#he's literally gay too + so supportive of my transition what if I exploded#HE GIVES SUCH GOOD HUGS HE'S SO SOFT WHAT IF I DIEEEDDDD
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OHMYFUCKINGGOD ON THE TOPIC OF VASHWOOD IMMM OKAY UH HOW THeY uuUH cooking meals for each other,?,, mhmbqnd yeA h DOMESTIC? ?? Yes but UM UH, more like, sharing a simple moment doing such a simple thing, yet in spite of how simple the thing is they rarely get to enjoy it, and now that they do it’s togETHER— I WILL,, OHGOD….
What if. Wait a minute. I’m an artist what the fuck.
#they get to use a kitchen and show off what each others maternal figures taught them#Vash rusty as hell but he has cooked and is decent but WW has such a homely seasoning it moved Vash to tears#not even his dramatic for the giggles kind of crying but genuinely moved tears#better yet it’s not full on crying it’s just that. tears slipping out of his eyes and it’s genuine and he is smiling#he doesn’t even praise WW exaggeratedly he just says after the first spoonful ‘this is delicious’ and keeps eating#WW doesn’t say anything he just hums and lets him. eating with him sharing their meal#AAAAAOOOUGHHFUCK GUYS LISTEN I am the weakest soldier in the domesticity war#you have no idea how soft it makes me. it’s peak love for me sharing the mundane#i almost made myself cry writing this. not even the lord can save me#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun stampede#trimax#vash#wolfwood#nicholas trigun#vashwood#lenssi rambles#writing for this also. nothing long. something similar to the promises post yeah
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Decided on an orange minky for her skin! Its so soft omg but I learned the hard way that sharpie ink shows through to the front. I'll be adding some batting underneath to soften the curves.
Waiting on the eye blanks i modeled to be 3d printed before I tackle that. Ogerpon's eyes do this weird glowy thing at times so I'm unsure if it's just the game being weird or if I should at some sort of led to the eyes?
#ogerpon#pokemon sv#cosplay#hand sewing these together because I'm so stressed atm#still not sure what to do about her leaf bangs if they should be soft looking with fabric or if i should go a painted foam look#cannot believe i taught myself blender just to make fursuit eyes for ogerpon lmao
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my plan for the future is like after the societal collapse I will find a gruff, highly capable middle aged man who sees me in trouble and takes me under his wing and develops a soft spot for me and loves/protects me with his life. we become a team and survive together. he patches me up when I get injured and hunts down medication for me when I get sick. We snuggle up together when it gets cold and he strokes my hair and murmurs comfortingly to me when I get scared. he like teaches me how to shoot guns and stuff. as god intended for me.
#/lh#and he looks just like j.osh b.rolin. isn't that crazy#eventually we find a safe place and start farming or something and it's beautiful peaceful and full of sunshine#I probably would end up having to bury him though but he taught me everything and his memory and love are forever stamped on my heart?#he would also be my first love bc the apocalypse got in the way of me yknow... having a normal 20 something experience 🥺#so YES he's my first time. he wants me to know what it's like to be loved by a man. and held. and treated gently#he wants me to feel beautiful and soft despite our circumstances#GODDDD
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Bobby Eddie character parallels yes obviously flawless no notes but Bobby Eddie Maddie character parallels??????? I think about that too hard I need a sedative
#shoulders back chin up this is how you have to greet the world to survive#but then 5 seconds later open vulnerable big eyes compassionate heart softest ever??#soft underbelly squad!!!!!!!!!!!!!#giving thoughtful compassionate emotionally aware advice about other people’s insecurity & then looking in the mirror and not measuring up#i’m a failure i’m a failure i’m a failure weight of the world on my shoulders since childhood and it’s my fault i couldn’t carry it alone!#always looking out for other people and having to be taught and claw their way into how to look out for themselves#endless reservoir of love despite it all incredible parents incredible friends#everyone on this show could easily be so bitter and hardened by what they’ve gone through and none of them are. wow.#sorry 2 people who think it’s just a silly procedural
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YOUR WRITING IS SO PRETTY I COULD EAT IT. YOU CHARACTERIZE THE CHARACTERS SO WELL TOO!!!
thank you so much!! ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ happy you think my writing is very pretty!! and also makes me happy you think my characterization was correct.
when writing for characters always take a bit of extra time to ensure they sound good? thinking about having an actual conversation with them for a minute and what they’d do! ♧ personally a big fan of viginettes since that reveals a lot of a character more than mainstory.
Σ('◉⌓◉’) mini (huge) rant within the tags of the way of my process to understand a character!!
#i’ve been trying to work on characterization with trey for example because in the main story he is relatively nice#but within his viginettes he’s a bit more than that like a slightly smug teaser than boy next door.#the characters tend to have complexity rather than one dimension traits people tend to stick by#which isn’t a bad thing but to start writing it could help kick you off but majority of the time your characters do have many emotions to#aspirations- such as vil being mean BUT that coming with subtle charm of care- he does not derive pleasure from purposefully degrading other#he firmly believes he can see the beauty in everyone if they try and he attempts to get others to apply themselves so they can be pretty#he does not go around like ew you’re ugly go away unless you have a negative attitude like leona who purposefully does not put any effort#but sometimes his pursuit for beauty can go out of hand like with epel or neige but his dorm ssr perfectly illustrates he knows what he does#he does not always explain himself with having epel do heavy lifting which only helps epel improve but he would not tell him this directly#there are other characters i can rant about the way i write. such as sebek being a malleus fanboy#but that was not a central part of his personality to warrant every fic just mentioning malleus each sentence#the best way to learn how to write for him would be looking at his viginette or his event story without tsunotarou!! he is quite a wonderful#-ly designed character but gets overlooked due to his ‘louder’ part of his personality. but he genuinely has captivated me as a character#the best examples for eng players would be during harveston- when he was extremely passionate about what he did with a soft side for his#plush!! he’s a big softie. he’s just very confused because his grandfather openly hates humans. he acknowledges marja and complimented her#he’s not hating humans for no reason but because it was taught to him. he’s trying his best to be what he is but you can tell he is not too#prideful that he would refuse to acknowledge marja just for being a human. in fact in his viginette he HELPS humans with their lumber#though that is technically due to him being confident he can do so compared to a human thanks to being a guard for Malleus but he is quite#happy to be complimented!!-. he is a character with more depth: ceremony viginette next#he tells yuu to just let him handle things since he’s stronger which shows he’s also blunt and says things without thinking about others at#times. but people are MISSING out on fics with sebek yuu and tea bonding over tsunotarou because he has no hostility to those who like#tsunotarou. he is happy to teach!! his other viginette think pe??: lilia tricks him into eating steak with yogurt iirc and he does honestly#it’s disgusting but he trusts lilia and 100% believe the old fae. THE POTENTIAL. authors need to use that?? just lilia messing with him or#how he can sometimes be so gullible you can get him to trust you mixed together with how attached he was to squirrel plush#he’s actually such a cute character.#there’s also Kalim who KNOWS there are bad people. he is not innocent as he knows there are bad people that want him gone#his least favorite food is curry because Jamil got sick for a week after taste testing his food.#Kalim just chooses. he wants to believe the kindness of the world not due to purity but due to the fact he does not want to live in constant#fear. which in itself already makes him more than one dimension. he may seem carefree but there’s room to play with when describing him??…#questions of styx.
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Mario and Peach | Paper Mario | Yuka Tsujiyoko, Taishi Senda
#mario#the part with chanterelle's song taught me what emotions are#its so neat and mysterious how a song from an easy-to-miss sidequest is also the last thing you hear in the game#maybe one of the composers just had a soft spot for that melody they made#i can see why#theres something that feels special about it
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ok going back soon to the regularly scheduled posting. nothing changed it's just that the sun is up and i feel braver being a girlwreck so we're back to that not so sweet spot where i just don't care. just don't care. so what if i don't hand in anything or hand it in a week later and get a bad mark and have to apologize profusely and everyone's disappointed and they think i'll never amount to anything. what about it. what are they gonna do, kill me? better make it count. better make it hurt. because otherwise, well i do not care
#it's my armor it's the only useful thing my father taught me#i hate being a shell of a person though#but what can you do. in this environment. in this economy. i mean come on#so what if i never amount to anything. the world needs cashiers and janitors and maids. i can be that#i'd love to work with my hands‚ my brain is kind of killing me#getting in the way. i can't be someone with a diploma‚ i can't be like my mom for real#for real! but the other option is my dad and you know how i feel about that#my mom's miserable btw. you think i can take her path and not go absolutely insane? naw!!!!...#i do know that blue and pink collar jobs are not equal to ''not amounting to anything'' btw#that's just what certain people would say that means‚ in my case? like there's something people expect from me#and then i suck at it but i'm also like a delicate soft-shelled turtle or maybe a turtle without its shell at 20. seems like i wouldn't be#good at like‚ costumer service or manual labor. i feel like i'd crumble they say i'd crumble#but maybe i should just take that chance cause it's better and more fitting than whatever this is and eventually i'll be happy#i could still help people and be relatively comfortable without a degree.. i don't know why i act like i want this#well i do know but i've already said a lot of stupid personal shit and i don't even have time for this i'm wasting time right now#so.. whatever 🥴#kata.txt
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Ghost decides after one blind date that you're going to be his.
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Simon isn't used to dating. A quick hook up in the loo, sure. A drunken one night stand? He's had too many of those to count. But proper courting? Hell, it's been years, maybe a decade, since he's taken a bird out on an actual date.
It's probably going to be a disaster, but he gave Johnny his word he'd go out with his bird's best friend, so he can't back out now. He'll just have to grit his teeth and power through it.
His sour outlook for the evening is forgotten the second he sees you walk in with Johnny's bird. You're no tipsy tart on the pull, like the birds he's used to dealing with. You're a proper lady, dolled up nice for your date with him. It makes his chest feel tight when he gets a good look at your pretty face and nervous little smile.
His usual gruff manner is obviously not going to fly with you, so he quickly tries to recall the mannerisms he's seen his captain use around women. He gets to his feet with Johnny when the two of you reach the table, trying his best to look less intimidating.
Johnny introduces the two of you, and Simon melts inside when he takes your soft little hand in his for the first time. His brain goes fuzzy, dark eyes glazing over, and he's not sure what he says when he greets you, but it earns him a smile.
"It's really nice to meet you, Simon," are the first words you say to him.
Your voice is soft and sweet, and the way you say his name? Oh, he's gonna need to hear more of that, and often.
For the first time in a long time, Simon's worried about what someone thinks of him. He's worried he'll put you off with his harsh manner. So, he minds his words and gentles his tone. He slows his steps to match your pace and tucks your small hand at his elbow to keep you close and safe. He's holding doors and pulling out your chair. He compliments your dress and hair.
And when your heel catches on the sidewalk and you stumble, he doesn't bark a laugh or say something mean, wouldn't bloody dream of it. No, he catches you before you fall, and all that softness in his hands makes something shift in his brain. You're such a fragile little thing, delicate as spun sugar. You need a big nasty mutt like him to protect you, take care of you, and he's more than willing to do the job.
When the date is over, Simon sees you home, and you kiss him on your front stoop. It's not all groping hands and tangling tongues. It's a gentle press of lips, his big hands cradling your face, the sweet intimacy making his eyes flutter shut. He's floating when he finally gets back in his truck and drives himself home.
Instead of going to bed, Simon begins to formulate a plan of strategy. He figures it'll take a few more dates before you invite him into your flat, and several more after that before you invite him into your bed, then eventually into your life. It might take months, even a year or more. That's alright, though. If his years in the military have taught him anything, it's patience.
Simon knows how to play the long game. He'll go at your pace, let you get used to having him around, then make himself indispensable to you. No one will treat you as good, meet your every need and desire the way he will. He won't stop until he is your world, your reason for being. Your everything.
And when enough time has passed, he'll claim you completely as his. He's going to put a ring on your finger and a baby in your belly, then tuck you away safe and sound in one of those cute country cottages he looked up online. You'll be his little missus, and he'll be your tamed beast, keeping his teeth and claws hidden but at the ready.
By the time he arrives at your flat the next evening for your second date, he's already got your engagement ring in his safe at home and the names of your future children picked out.
And when you text him the day after to invite him for dinner, the new name he replaced yours with pops up on his screen.
It says 'Missus Riley', of course.
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