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ok going back soon to the regularly scheduled posting. nothing changed it's just that the sun is up and i feel braver being a girlwreck so we're back to that not so sweet spot where i just don't care. just don't care. so what if i don't hand in anything or hand it in a week later and get a bad mark and have to apologize profusely and everyone's disappointed and they think i'll never amount to anything. what about it. what are they gonna do, kill me? better make it count. better make it hurt. because otherwise, well i do not care
#it's my armor it's the only useful thing my father taught me#i hate being a shell of a person though#but what can you do. in this environment. in this economy. i mean come on#so what if i never amount to anything. the world needs cashiers and janitors and maids. i can be that#i'd love to work with my hands‚ my brain is kind of killing me#getting in the way. i can't be someone with a diploma‚ i can't be like my mom for real#for real! but the other option is my dad and you know how i feel about that#my mom's miserable btw. you think i can take her path and not go absolutely insane? naw!!!!...#i do know that blue and pink collar jobs are not equal to ''not amounting to anything'' btw#that's just what certain people would say that means‚ in my case? like there's something people expect from me#and then i suck at it but i'm also like a delicate soft-shelled turtle or maybe a turtle without its shell at 20. seems like i wouldn't be#good at like‚ costumer service or manual labor. i feel like i'd crumble they say i'd crumble#but maybe i should just take that chance cause it's better and more fitting than whatever this is and eventually i'll be happy#i could still help people and be relatively comfortable without a degree.. i don't know why i act like i want this#well i do know but i've already said a lot of stupid personal shit and i don't even have time for this i'm wasting time right now#so.. whatever 🥴#kata.txt
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i may be sick but thats not gonna stop meeeee
this is gonna be short I think but when i get better m gonna send a longer one >:3c
but !!! wolf!toji and bunny!reader where the heat cycles match up but Toji doesn’t realize how bad things are gonna get until he knots you, thinking that you’re gonna need a cool down, but you just keen so pretty and ask him why he stopped fucking you!! asking him to keep going, thank he has to make sure his cum takes so that you can be a good little bunny and give him a bunch of pups like he deserves !!
also when can we discuss bunny!reader and snow leopard!satoru who reaaallly wants suguru to play with him so he makes it a point to start touching you even when your heads in suguru’s lap…im talking like, satoru makes a certain noise and you just INSANTLY know what he wants and present for him, not wanting to move your head from sugu’s lap because he’s rubbing behind your ears so perfectly
MMMMMMMMMMMMMM BIG WOLF!TOJI N CUTE LITTLE BUNNY!READER I'M SOOO INSANEEEE THE THOUGHT OF TOJI KNOTTING YOU IS SO CRAZY I NEED THAT I NEEDD. IT. toji gets ready to pump another load in you when you pout at him with teary eyes🥺🥺🥺🥺like tojiii c'moonn🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺need more🥺🥺🥺🥺yeah no this is so hot lunar i love you so fucking bad
FUUUUCKKKWAITT BUNNY!READER AND SNOW LEOPARD!GOJO BOTH WANT SUGURU TO PLAY WITH THEMM🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴BC THEY'RE BOTH JUST SO FUCKING NEEDYYYFUUUUCKKKKK suguru gets so smug abt it too..... and he let's satoru wait just to torture him a little..... he can see his boner and the wet patch on his boxers but he refuses to do anything other than to just keep scratching and rubbing at your ears🥴🥴🥴🥴 satoru is just kneeling in front of the couch, face level with you but he keeps his eyes on suguru. he's glaring at him, hoping that suguru will break bc:(((( he wants attention too:(((((( his tail thumps against the floor and his ears twitch:(((((((he wants sugu to touch him soooooo badlyyy:(((((
#and i just know suguru loves the way your nose scrunches up so cutely when he plays witj your ears🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴#you're his baby!!!!!#you both are!!!!!!!!!#sighhh i'm so unwell#lunar c'mere kiss kiss kiss#i'm gonna cure whatever kind of illness is bothering you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#YOU'RE MY BABYYYY!!!!!!!!!#ILYYY#thank you so much for these little treats i really fucking love them:((((#you're too good to mee:(((((#lunar <3#wolf!toji#bunny!reader#snow leopard!gojo#friends!!#toji#angel boy#sugu
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being blindfolded, wrists tied behind your arched back and being mindlessly fucked on Satoru's lap while Suguru stands behind you, gently caressing your extended throat with gentle touches and watches you intently get ruthlessly slutted out by his former best friend.
#this isn't a want it's a NEEEED 👏🏼😩🥴💕💦#LITERALLY cannot stop thinking about this#how Satoru knows you and his former best friend have been secretly fraternizing for the past ten years behind his back....#he ends up corrupting you...fucking the information out of you gradually...day by day as he interrupts whatever opportunity you and suguru#could meet up again in secret...and then finally has enough of it (he's HELLA jealous lmao) and finally decides to intervene....#so he believes this would be the best way to do so.....#he didn't mind sharing with his best friend...his one and only with you...molding you to his and suguru's greedy little clutches <3333#oh god oh god oh GAWD HELP ME#this would be suchhhh a GREAT FIC IDEA#I NEED TO GET ON THIS#I REALLY DOOO 😩😫😭#gojo x reader x geto#gojo satoru x reader#geto suguru x reader#gojo satoru#geto suguru#jjk
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Finally, we reach the final season… of Turn: Washington’s 𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝓼
(Maybe saved the 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓮𝓼𝓽 for last 👅)
Tag your faves if you so choose besties, personally I will never be over my favorite episode title; 𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 Woodhull 🤪
#and mm yes gives me a great new name for my OTP; who else ship freaky Woodhull x our freak in New York? 🥴🤡#also shoutout to Nightfreak gotta love whatever that means#turn amc#turn memes#turn washington's spies#but seriously thanks for coming along for the ride Turn besties!#I fucking DIED laughing making all of these so I am delighted to share them with you now 🥰#amc turn#turn: washington's spies#turn: washingtons spies#turn washingtons spies#turn washington’s spies#Turn: Washington’s 𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝓼 ❤️
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im depressed in a way that makes me unable to get into or enjoy anything and that's making me feel frustrated and unable to relax bc i cant escape into something and distract myself from the pain
#like i dont have a show im watching.. i've tried 7 different ones and i watch like 10mins and then im like nah :/#and i switch to the next one... but that one isnt good enough either lol. so i just dont care enough to get into any of them#and it's the same with games.. i cant choose just one to watch. i get bored by any gameplay i try to watch#books too... trying to read books but with all of them im like meh :///#!!!!!! going crazy#im just the kind of person who NEEDS to have my current show/book/gameplay bc that is my only comfort in life#but i cant find anything that is fun bc im simply too depressed to like or care abt anything >.<#i get this general unrest and frustration when i dont have my moment of just settling down and relaxing and escaping into whatever media#so that makes me even more miserable and unhappy yikes 🥴 i hate everything rn im so unhappy and everything's a mess & idk what to do abt it
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Spoiler? for fear the walking dead. if you care about that? Alycia did it again 💀 I’m not sure about anything else that happened since she left but apparently her character finally reunited with her mother
Baby I seen, and she looks fine as fuck
I haven't seen exactly what happens entirely cuz people are being slow posting clips but it's fine cuz I'm,,, pretty sure it's offensively nonsensical plot wise anyway, but whew. Damn Alycia, back at it again. Girl will do community service for all the busted ass shows of her past and I suppose I respect that. Loyalty and all that
#anon#ftwd#ftwd spoiler?#maybe?#i doubt anyone really cares all that much anymore 🥴#sooo.... Alicia has immunity then?#like that's... that has to be the logical conclusion here how else could she have lived?#what happened here I need to understood this fuckery#lovely to see her face tho Alicia deserved so much better#also like#she thought Madison was dead 🤨#if eyeeeee saw my momma after thinking she was gone for years idk if I'd just “.... mom?....” and then ~calm hug~#whatever she looks insanely hot here I'm not gonna question the gifts I will simply say thank you#woke up to take more pain meds and had a rollercoaster of emotions alright then
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terfs have single-handedly made me lose whatever inherent respect i’ve had for cis women.
now i just look at them like this
waiting to see if they show their ass for being a dumbass terf
#its so funny when cis women think they're inherently more worth chasing or whatever and that trans men are somehow below them#in the dating realm when.... queen... you've barely given me a reason to consider you an option sdhjbhgdsvgh#show me you're not a terf and ill think about it 🥴 otherwise maybe stop thinking of yourself as the end all be all of whomst ppl are#attracted to. bc idfc
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ugh like. WHATEVERRRRRRRRR
#MAN. ellipsis x100000 🧍♂️🧍♂️🧍♂️#the dream thieves (2013) book of ALL TIME btw. if u even care.#r.txt#went through almost the entire book without posting abt it ONCE 👍 my self-restraint knows no bounds 💪#trc#pynch#this whole part of the chapter is soooooooooooo like it's so it's literally soooooo... i can't even speak on it. it's only you. why do you#hate you. ronan thought about it. i don't he said. and he woke up. BROOOOOOOO#but anyway. SOMETHING INSIDE OF RONAN UNWOUND AND HE ALMOST SAID SOMETHING ✋🥴 PLEASEEEEEEEE#ronan's second secret was adam parrish next but i'm not gonna read to that part 2day bc i'm literally gonna explode if i do. ARGH.#already i wanna reread but also i want to get to bllb bc i LOVE bllb but also i want to reread the dream thieves again..i hate u dilemmas..#actually need 2 be reading a book for exams LOL but the author's pissing me off w/ certain descriptions & also i want to be reading trc so#like. whatever idec i'm ignoring the book until at least the day after tomorrow peace n love ❤🙏❤#literally actually genuinely gonna reread the dream thieves again right after i finish it i think. as one does <333
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yeah shows with awesome first seasons are great and all but I have such a fondness for shows that have a strong and promising start, like good television for sure, but then each season just gets even better! it’s truly a joy of TV
#this is about hacks but also the bear!#liked s1 and then s2 was just so fucking good#this also applies to the good place#also first 3 seasons of elite!! like s1 was super fun and then s2 was just like woah and s3 was awesome#although there were also things that made me go wtf 🥴 each season too but whatevs#dana rants
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supernatural s1e16 shadow (w. eric kripke)
Dad's vulnerable when he's with us. He's stronger without us around.
#supernatural#spn 1x16#sam and dean#john winchester#sam winchester#dean winchester#by grabthar's hammer this MUST be my last gifset from this episode! dear lord.#supernatural gifs#spn gifs#mygifs#spngifs#long post#there were so many face journeys that i felt were important but i tried to cut it down to the most important ones 🥴#dean is exhausted and seems so defeated admitting that john should leave#in my humble opinion i feel like this was a fairly flimsy reasoning thrown at the issue because jdm wasn't available for much filming#the two times i've just sat and watched the episode - like everyone seems to believe what they're saying - but i don't#like yes. safer. alone. of course??? whatever man. it's a tropey thing you say but i'm not buying it :p#i do buy however that it's the sam and dean show and we got limited jdm time and we need the focus to stay on s&d and get john out for now#and sam seems genuinely really upset that john is leaving - but his words say he's upset that he doesn't get to help catch yed basically#not that it's like... an emotional attachment to being with john? sam's feelings about john are always confusing#but his face is definitely saying it's not just about catching the demon#i don't have anything disparaging to say about john here. who am i? oh. except jdm smiled at weird times with him in this role#and it made him seem kind of... smug to me in a way?? that made me wanna punch him :P#there was one weird smile in this interaction. earlier in the episode there was a lot of what i consider inappropriate smiling LOL
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why do they always draw endeavor so large. he's so fucking big. like. am I supposed to dislike him..? how could I possibly do that. he's huge
#i know it's the size kink talking or whatever but like look at how big he is!!!!#he's so large i mean what do you want me to do#i mean yeah. ok yeah it's the size kink talking but like. have you seen how big he is.......#god. next to his wife. she's so small.... 🥴🥴#u know what... don't perceive me...#i just see him and something primal kicks in. i don't hear a word he says tbh
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SUKI. another heart crushing update😩 Thank you sm and as always, it's chefs kiss🤌 Question though, why did rin make y/n hate him even more? When he could've avoided that and proceeded on telling Iris to abort it🧐 If it's for the plot feel free not to respond RAHH🥰
that’s so sweet nonnie thank you, glad you’re enjoying the update !!
rin is deliberately pushing yn away because he can’t handle her looking at him differently once she finds out about his true origin. being despised because he lied about the iris thing, he can stomach - he deserves it. but her looking down on him? or maybe even thinking he’s not worthy of her time because he’s not special? that’d make his inferiority complex worse 💔
#asks with naoya's trophy wife#series: dusk till dawn#also in the series. especially in sunarin’s monologues#he always has this pattern of thinking that he can do whatever he wants bcos he’s crown prince#and that he has to choose the best (us) because he doesn’t deserve any less#so for that to be thrown at his face... 😭🥴
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mmm need more stuff with yuuta and feet🥴🥴🥴🥴
#i do not. have a thing for feet#don't look at me#it's whatever#he's so into it that i'm into it okay#🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴#mayor of loserville
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genuinely so devastating to finish my flcl rewatch and pull up the tumblr tag confident that everyone else is also down cataclysmic for haruko and posting abt it but *crickets*
#I THOUGHT IT WAS REALLY POPULAR ON HERE.... WHAT THE HELL GUYS#appreciate all the artbook stuff and the handful of fanartists but other than that its so dead its so over 😭😭😭😭#and most of the posts abt her are like 'shes such a terrible person but fun character other than that!' STFU. POSER#her selfishness and apathy and singleminded drive is literallt what makes her so fucking hot whats so hard to understand#a woman is headstrong n decisive n doesnt care abt ending the world for her ambitions n suddenly ur like ohhh devotion is baaaad#move aside gayboy im gonna get it id let use me in whatever scheme she needs thr fact shed only pretend to care abt me is even better 🥴#i love physically violent women i love being smacked with bass guitars hi hello im right here 😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚#wheres that post thats like i dont even have mommy issues i just think its hot to be a womans pet LITERALLLYYYY#god i need to draw her 5 million times but i wont have any free time until at least tues.....so sad#wait for me babygirl...... i wont forget abt u#we would have the most toxic relationship ever it would be awful for everyone in a 50 mile radius people would die#fake manic pixie dream girl fans when a girl with real mania comes at them:#ANYWAY RANT OVER i need to get my shit together for work tmr#also my chocolate orange cake turned out sooooo good i need to use this recipe again sometime#feeling way better plus i didnt even fully crash i just had like an hour or two of turbulence. but i do need to start winding down for bed#soooo goodnight everyone... and haruko especially.......#.diaries#flcl
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“Fun fact” “We should” Baby who’s WE? 😭 lmaoo Now that I got your attention lol The Namor x Shuri fandom poll is wrapping up soon. Shout out to everyone who already participated! If you didn’t get a chance to or haven’t come across it yet, go to the link here. It will take you to a poll series that’s super easy and quick to get through. Feel free to submit your input, have fun and as always, don’t take this or yourself too seriously! TY 💖 [ I will follow up soon ]
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#like who is WE?!! 🥴 rofl#YOU are free to do whatever you like…ME on the other hand…#nashuri#namor#shuri#namor x shuri#seaprincess#poll results#also leave the akoye fandom out of this#trust me they aren’t concerned with you one bit#not them deleting this two seconds after I saw it in the tags 😩#still thought it was a dope opener to a post so here we are lmaoo
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#so i have an appt. to the psychiatric department for personality disorders tmrw...#and like i tried sending a self referral to them last year lmao#and they only said that heyyy you're doing amazing sweetie you are high functioning ����🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻#then i've ben to the health care center and since they think they cant treat me bc it's too severe they've sent referrals to other places#which have all declined me... so they also sent one to the psychiatric who sent a referral to this pd department#who that time also said that they can't accept me#so the therapist at the health care center like idk exactly but she sent a report on how they didnt handl my case properly#which made them call on me for an evalutation appt.#but i have 0 hopes. i honestly think the entire psych care is fucking lame and bullshit#i highly doubt they're even equipped to treat personality disorders#& even if they are theire budgetis getting cut bc ppl love having rightists ruling the government .... which means no funds for healthcare#anyway. PLUS it's a man.... -_- which reducuses my chances of being taken seriously even more...#i also hate talking to male therapists/psychiatrists... no fucking thanks. but i have to </3#i just really dont wanna go. like im gonna have to put energy into trying to argue for my right for treatment. w ppl who should inferstand#UNDERSTAND* i hate typing on my ipad ffs. they should understand my personality disorders..#bit health care proffessionals are horrible ppl and dont give a fuck abt their patients lol. so they're only condescending and rude 🤢🤮#i hate being in these environments bc everyone treats u like shit. the receptionists are so fkn rude and almost outright mean and insulting#the doctors and therapists and psychiatrists are all bullies who look down on u and make u feel small and worthless#so im really dreading it... but im also at my wit's end. i am missing out on my entire life. im desperate for help#even if i wholeheartedly believe that these worthless wastes of space wont give me any treatment i'll still need to go and try#then ig i'll just have to keep pestering the healthcare system. i might wventually even have to start going to the psych. ER so they put#that on my records and like idk. that costs money tho. plus from everyone i've heard from...#being at a psych ER esp when your situation isnt dire is awful and hell#my cousin who had been ther after a sui attempt had said that it 'scared him straight'#and that it was so terrible that he did everything to get back home as soon as possible and do whatever to never end up there again#so yuh... i'd rather not!#i was supposed to (my own decision) to write a list with ALL my symptoms and bring and be like LOOK MONGREL!!!#but since i suffer from avpd...... i havent. i procrastinated and now it's too late whoopsie. i'll just have to wing it fuckkkk 🥴#ofc it also has to be 8.45 .. so early in the morning for me im so mad ahhhhh i dont wanna go i am throwing up and screaming#but atp i'd have to pay $35 myself for not going so that will motivate me enough to force myself to go
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