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Magic mountain 3/7
#bandit's doodles#goodtimeswithscar#mr zookeeper#this design is pretty similar to the one I did during HADM#but I really liked it so sue me man#drawing scar heals my soul#his whimsical nature transfers to me#I want to go dance around in a forest#and talk to squirrels
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I'm starting Mission to Zyxx Season 5 now, and I have feelings about that.
First, it generally scares me when people hype anything up at all because there is no guarantee that anyone values the exact same thing I do to the same degree. Even if I trust the creators of a thing to value something and try to do right by it, that doesn't always necessarily mean it will be successful, especially if that involves doing something wildly different than what made it good in the first place (I have been burned this way before). I guess I'm just hoping they continue the format of goofy improv shenanigans for the majority of it with something more planned and emotional in the finale if they want, like they've been doing all along. I'd think they would, and I've heard nothing bad about the ending, but I guess it still makes me nervous because I'm so close to the end and I want it so badly to stick the landing. I'm setting my expectations on the floor so I can be surprised instead of disappointed, but honestly, I don't need it to be better, I just need it to be on par with the rest.
Second, and more briefly, I'm happy it's (hopefully) ending before it has a chance to decline. I am so on board with that philosophy. But on the other hand, finishing a thing that I really, really like and knowing there's not another one out there gives me a special kind of heartache. Like, I know there will be other good media, and stuff that's good and unique in other ways, but I know for a fact that there are no other podcasts out there that have the same mix of a balance of off-the-wall improv and structured narrative, quality comedy, fantastical sci-fi setting and loveable characters, and high quality production. There are other things out there with many of those qualities, but nothing that checks every one of those boxes. It's a lightning-in-a-bottle thing that very much feels like the right people had to be in the right place at the right time to do it. Attempts to do it again would feel hollow because it had to be born out of necessity and passion and the talents of the people involved, so if you switch out the people it loses the reasons it's great, and if the same people tried to do it again it'd feel tired. That makes me so, so grateful it exists, but also so, so sad that it doesn't, and I'm 80% of the way done. When it's over, it's over.
Anyway. Now that that's all out there, I'm just gonna finish listening and have fun. Wish me luck.
#pickle pontificates#mission to zyxx#if you freaking flip on episode 1 after reading this and are like. wow. they're talking a lot about butts and ejecting people into space.#what is pickle on about#well. sue me i guess. idk#I have a lot of feelings about this as a general topic so this is moreso just the most recent thing that's touched on it for me#okay so time for essay 2 in the tags#1. I don't really talk about TAZ on here but it's something I carry with me whenever I think about this kind of thing#I think that in the same vein as MTZ it started off very goofy and directionless and then gave me more emotions than I thought it would#and it's not perfect but balance was a cultural landmark in a lot of ways#i enjoyed amnesty but it didn't have the same spark. what drew me to balance was all the goofy improvisation#and the fact that it was never serious until it was#amnesty (although i loved the setting/concept and enjoyed the characters) crossed the line into taking things more seriously#and while that's not a bad thing in and of itself the thing i enjoy about the mcelroys is when they're goofing around#that's what they're good at and it's why i like them#subsequent arcs suffered the same thing to varying degrees#i slogged through most of graduation for some reason and although ethersea was better i didn't finish it#taz dracula was the first time i've felt that same kind of fun while listening since balance#and I really think it was because they were just getting silly with it. sure yeah elizabeth the sports druid. lady godwin turns into a hors#whatever!#their dad gets to follow through on his ideas and do whatever crazy but kinda logical thing he comes up with#but i guess the point is that to me taz feels very lightning in a bottle. balance is what it's capable of being but is not the default#all the other right ingredients had to be in the soup#2. noragami. ohh noragami.#you wormed your way deep into my heart and then flopped out of it like a messy slimy dead fish#and i can't even be upset about it because the creators sounded so tired and unhappy with the way it ended#but there was so much potential. so many themes that DID hit hard throughout the story and could've knocked a man out cold#had they come back at the end#and they could have right up until so very close!!! it wasn't unsalvageable#in fact it still isn't. you'd hardly have to revise anything. you'd just have to write a different ending
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How do you have kids and don’t make them do chores. I’ll never get it, man. They grow up to be one of those ppl who’s never washed a single dish before and are usually dirty and of privilege mind. Parents essentially sending their usually annoying kids out into the world to be an even further nuisance just because they don’t know how to do simple, everyday chores when they are fully capable of doing so and are able bodied.
#my younger bro is like this unfortunately the most he does is empty the trash and that’s it bro#he’s lazy and unfortunately he sues his autism to get away with Everything im so serious#it doesn’t help that mom used to baby him now he just doesn’t do anything but eat sleep and shit#we’re not privileged idk where he even got this mentality from outside of mom babying him man#rambling#but#outside of the brother ppl who live like this really are the most ugly ppl on earth to me#not pulling your own weight and helping when you can when you are physically able to and have the time#especially as an adult#you got other mfs cleaning up after you and you’re grown…… that’s….#you should be embarrassed sorry#not even talking about ppl who hire maids that’s a whole other thing but just in gen man#you are taught how to clean from a young age#you only become#a burden when you go around other ppl making messes and looking stupid when told to clean up after yourself#you’re like ‘huh? someone else was gonna do it I guess haha-‘ like noooo you did that#no one around you is your maid bro stop playing with ppl#even having a dishwasher is not even an excuse tbh like especially when washing dishes by hand is sm more effective and faster
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I would pay exorbitant amounts to see a live action, adult-oriented show with all the agony, heart, and hilarity of ourgoodshadows surrounding queer women pretty pleaseeeee
#yes i know all about the cartoon lesbians they're excellent#but an explicitly queer show geared toward adults about a sapphic relationship would be nice yknow#theres older shows but they dont really align with the vibe i like#plus im a fan of vamps pirates and demons. sue me.#the only adult woman-centric queer show i know with the same sort of fantastical life-or-death will-they-wont-they vibe is utena#which is excellent but theres only so much utena in the world unfortunately#if anyone has any recs please feel free to share im desperate here#because being a lesbian with my main obsessions almost exclusively surrounding masculine queer expression feels lonely sometimes#dont get me wrong masc queer expression is great!#in fact i tend to relate to it more than femme lesbian stories since im butch/genderfluid/whateverthefuck#i just want a show that examines feminine queerness with the same complexity that o/fmd does#and the women get to try to kill eachother as a treat <3#tldr; old man yaoi is great but i also if someone did a old woman yuri romcom i would explode on the spot#um. essay over.#personal
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#creator speaks#a funny i saw on my twitter thought i should insert my ship into it 👍👍👍#WHICH IS FUNNY BECAUSE THE ORIGINAL *IS* A TUMBLR POST but oh well#man the thoughts that simmered in my head in the past year and a half over them and how her inclusion kinda changes the story...#lol ik i always “speak” of it and discord besties would know a little more than those who aren't but i digress#i love it i love the thought of just...Madison putting so much of her faith and trust and love in them that she just becomes loyal to them#helping their cause and personal issues wanting to be a reliable friend and loved one to them#(probably the abandonment issues that's operating in that brain of hers lmao but) she just wants to stay by their side !!#and hope that they let her stay there in the years of them growing up together#somewhere in the messy notes in my brain and in my laptop's notepad did i think far in changing their overall fate to make the ending happy#but i just feel like that's just gonna stay there or be discussed in really tight circles IF i feel like sharing it hehu#i feel like madison and me inserting her into the jojo universe as a sort of “fix-it” tool is one that araki and many others wld surely hat#HAHAHAHAHA#when my notes and lore try to go against the biggest theme of fate in the series and how we're destined to go through it-#-that it can't be changed. how the joestars are cursed yadda yadda#i'm so normcore domestic life happy ending mary sue fix it canon divergence pilled okay !!!#i want both jotaro and kakyoin to be happy and alive !!! and making that possible by inserting my lame ass op oc 😎😎😎#HAHAHAH whatever i'll stop yapping <33
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Can I make a confession. I do not get the paranoia around selling bound fanfic
#like I think it is probably messy legally speaking#but also like#so is fanart?#and uhhh idk if you’ve noticed#but people buy and sell a LOT of fanart lmao#and it’s accepted#I don’t get why fanfic is different#like. both are probably breaking copyright law#but like. nobody really cares that much#and I think the vast majority of creatives will not sue people selling fanfics if their work#idk it’s just a weird thing to me#the huge moral panic over it#maybe there’s a layer to this I don’t get??#but uhhhh#idk man
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i am so done with crying this week. first i hear the sunspot, and now these penultimate eps of his man. i already cried last week and this week i cried even more. seriously, this is not fair.
i don’t exactly wanna give a person by person run down for these eps seen as there wasn’t a lot of drama, it was more about healing a lot of different relationships and coming to terms with the show being over which is always hard. but looking back, i have really enjoyed this season. and i think what makes his man as a show special is that, from the 3 seasons we’ve had so far, all of them have felt different, and i feel like the staff are really good at working off what is happening naturally between these people to craft and guide the show. it makes it so that the people on the show really do make it, whatever develops is what we see and it gives such a good insight into just what it’s like to be human and develop relationships of all kinds. season 1 had its first season awkwardness and season 2 had its big romance but also felt a lot more romantic, but this season felt fun, in both its drama and it’s lighter moments, i was always enjoying watching, and im not mad just bc i don’t have another great junseongho love story. yes it’s premise is a dating show, but it’s more throw 8 men into a house for a week and see what happens, and this season i felt like touched more on like… the intensity of the whole thing, and how it effects people and how people dealt with it, like for so many of them we saw them at their lowest most overwhelmed point but we also saw them come out from it and be happy again, and it was the people around them that helped them. no matter what was going on, there was always a sense of ‘we’re in this shitstorm together so it’s alright, i can be by your side’. take this last ep, we saw so many people cry, and what touched me the most is that whenever someone was upset, they were never left alone. they always had someone to comfort them in whatever way they could, be it reassurance or jokes or just company. it almost felt like the end of a high school movie where everyone who’s been mean to each other through the whole thing says sorry and and joke and move past everything and have fun which i love. just as much as finding a romantic partner, this show has come to be about building friendships within the gay community, where you can talk to someone that has that experience or is just similar to you in that way so you have that comfort and space to be yourself. these people are so vulnerable on this show bc it’s the shows nature to expose parts of people that make them the most vulnerable, like only on this dating show do you get fully grown men crying like babies, and while it’s difficult, it’s also like a fast-track to make strong bonds with the people around you, like shared trauma but nicer. idk, i don’t know where im going with this rant, it’s just both the hwi and jaeseung and hwi and seungjin moments really touched me and i needed to stop crying so i started typing. i just love how human this show is and i love friendship and i love love. goodnight.
#i also had a large glass of wine while watching plus im hormonal so it really just snowballed into me crying like a baby#god im gonna miss these guys#i swear to god i need hwi and seungjin content 24/7 they need to start a YouTube channel otherwise im sueing for damages#his man 3
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And today on "What Song do I associate Starbula with?":
Russ Chimes - Targa
I've tried to fight, I've tried to hide it But I want you, want you tonight I'm gonna bite the bullet I'm following your every move I've tried to fight, I've tried to hide it But I want you, want you tonight I'm gonna bite the bullet Oh baby, we'll be dancing all night I've tried to fight, I've tried to hide it But I want you, want you tonight I'm gonna bite the bullet I'm following your every move I've tried to fight, I've tried to hide it But I want you, want you tonight I'm gonna bite the bullet And I'll chase the night with you Oh baby, we'll be dancing all night Oh baby, we'll be dancing all night Oh baby, we'll be dancing all I'm following your every move Gonna chase the night with you I'm following your every move Gonna chase the night with you I'm following your every move Gonna chase the night with you I'm following your every move I'm following your every move I'm following your every move I'm following your every move Oh baby, we'll be dancing all Oh baby, we'll be dancing all night Oh baby, we'll be dancing all night
#gotg#guardians of the galaxy#starbula#peter quill#nebula#quebula#song is lyric-wise kinda basic but I just really love vibing to it#*insert awesome starbula fighting and pining edit right here*#there is an amv out there with that song called “Accursed Memories” of an Anime that pretty much makes me associate this song with a#fighting montage so sue me man#russ chimes#targa#Spotify#also dunno my tumblr keeps messing up the edit#like it's just coloring and smaller font???#huh??
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Arwin's a menace, and I like him just like that, I fear 😔✨️
#miss not-so sidekick#manhwa#this comic is slowburn and very silly but i'm quite enjoying it!!! it's pretty consistent and i like how it's progressing so far#latte's a bit ridiculous but she's charming and arwin's pulling-their-pigtails type of flirting have annoyed some readers in the comments..#but not me !!! not yet at least 👍#i can deal with this much#the artstyle... has lots of personality. i'd say 😳#it can be ugly at times but it's mostly coherent with the silly plot and latte's characterization#i think it goes really well with the overall set up because this is meant to be a jab at novels with extremely Mary Sue leads#anyway back to my ship. i'd like to think arwin's okay with latte getting chubby or fat#we stan a decent man !!!!!#(yandere tendencies not withstanding)
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Liv what’s new in your life we need updates bc we miss you 🙏💕
i am just busy all the time what the hell is up with that!!! this SUCKS
#liv got mail#there have been a few interesting turns of events the past few weeks#i got into an HR situation at work because i was verbally abused by an angry colleague in a company wide meeting#and i think they thought i was going to sue so the owners have been really nice to me#uhhhh what else#it was my best friend's birthday!!!!! wahooooo#one of my exes is back in town and has been moving insidiously behind the scenes trying to get in touch with me and i Don't Like That#oh i thought i had covid! (didn't! just hadn't slept in 3 days)#ummmmm i finished a big project at work and it went well so they got me a nice gift#i am on ep 277/500 in my naruto shippuden rewatch n i cried so hard at one point that i went to work the next day w my eyes swollen shut#idk man pretty much all the same as usual
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cue the last post: what did you think of the majima saga in yk2?
it was fun playing majima again, and it was really stellar to hear takehito koyasu play essentially prototype yakuza aoki :)
oh yeah the makoto thing was nice too ig
#snap chats#i be actin like i wasn't emo the first time watching it OK HATER#it was really sweet i aint even gonna front. almost made a man cry#i love makoto so gettin to see her again and gettin to see majima vulnerable during the massage was nice#Not To Quote Makoto but i did like 'the old'/0 majima more like sue me officer#and Evidently im p sure majima is like. aware of the comparison yk what i mean#like i really like that contemplative look he gets as she talks about the watch#he can at least acknowledge he's had to change himself 'to survive' but there's always that 'what if he didn't' question he prb thinks bout#idk i aint a majima guy my majima essays are very subpar compared to my other rambles BUT i get the occasional thought
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If you think coming out as gay is hard try telling people you actually like the stealth sections with MJ and Miles in Spider-Man PS4.
#especially when you have to sneak around and avoid rhino as miles#that gives the killer croc section in arkham asylum a run for its money in terms of how stressful it is#or at least they're both super stressful the first time#spidey ps4 is 4 years old now and i've played it at like once every year since it came out#and asylum is 13 years old and i've lost count of how many times i've played it#so like at that point those sections are significantly less scary cause i know them like the back of my hand#but they're both really effective the first time lmao#but anyway literally every review of spider-man i've seen theboerson HATES the mj and miles parts except for like one guy who liked them#and most other players seem to agree but. i liked 'em. sue me.#shut up tristan
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i took 7 people to see the substance yesterday they were like hm...
#my phone keeps adding a second m to my hm and it's not the same vibe at all. i think only i know the vibe but like#no they weren't actually like that and they liked it we talked about it after. except for two girls because they left we spent the rest of#the night together. not the rest OF THE NIGHT. the early part of the night you know what i mean we went home at some point#actually one of the girls told us that she liked it before leaving so it's just the one girl#i LIKED IT but i didn't love it. or idk. i gave it 3.5 stars on letterboxd and i had a great time the end was soooo overkill i was like#okay now it's over. now it's over. now it's gonna be over. now it's gonna be over. and it just kept going for like 15 minutes#but like i did have a great time watching it. maybe i did love it and it's actually the other way around i loved it but also was like hm...#i didn't like all of it. idk. but it kind of made me like revenge (2017) more in retrospect because idk...some of the things i really#disliked in revenge like very specific things i liked more in the substance. but idk. but it was fun#nothing about the movie was subtle and at first i was like...but then i got used to it and had fun#it was fun to see the context for that gif of sue smiling with her mouth closed😭#pas de galères man pas de galères#and like i say: brf slt
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So pissed because I rly do still love limbus’ story (writing is fantastic) and literally every character (solid 10/10 characters 😭) but unfortunately, they’re all tied to a shitty company who will rather spread their assholes for weirdo incels than protect their artist’s/ employees whenever they face any form of harassment and abuse bro. The fact that I can easily see this happening again and soon is crazy to me.
#and the whole thing with the levitation artist 🙁… it’s all still a mess#now they’re apparently threatening to sue anyone who talks about the shit and have been updating the game as if nothing happened like man#rambling#cuz no one really stands for anything and y’all would rather continue playing it because it’s fun and you don’t rly care about what all had#happened foreal#crazy to me#I miss Sinclair Gregor literally everyone like the writing is so great but mannnn
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not to be That Guy but i am. not excited for the welcome to derry prequel show. like i HOPE that i will be wrong and it will be good and add something valuable to the original story but my problem is that IT has never been about derry. or even fucking pennywise for that matter. IT is about beverly, bill, stan, richie, ben, and mike, like, at it's core. its about childhood friendship and overcoming fears and bullies and like forging a bond so so so closely with your best friends in the world. i know anyone that actually gives half of a fuck about the integrity of the the original work already knows that but from the first look we've gotten so far i cant help but think theyre just going to try to catch lightning in a bottle for a second time. and i just don't think IT and derry and a group of kids can be done in that way again.
#i dont hate fun im just not super hopeful idk man#and yes i know there are issues with the book itself but i love it so much and its one of my favorites im sorry sue me idk#the show really just seems like itll be like... look pennywise is terrorizing a group of kids from derry part two: electric boogaloo#and i think thats lazy because then like.. where does it go from there??#like.. we're going into it with the knowledge that whatever group of kids they shove at us isnt going to defeat him because#THATS WHAT THE OG KIDS DO!!!#idk idk idk#it#txt
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woke up feeling like I just had a 2x4 forcibly skewered through my lower abdomen can someone PLEASE get rid off this shit ass organ I am begging
#nebbles talks#god cursed me with a uterus bc he knew id be too strong without one#begging and screaming and crying and throwing up and i STILL. cannot find a single doctor thatll approve a hysterectomy for me#despite. literally so many legit medical reasons.#fr ive had to have surgery before bc of this p.o.s. organ and they STILL wont even consider a hysterectomy#like. bro. please. i PROMMY im not gonna sue you later down the road for whatever fucking reason you might think#'but what if you change your mind and want to have kids later?' I WONT!!!#AND EVEN IF I DO THERE ARE SO SO MANY OPTIONS TO HAVE A KID#like for fucks sake if i really ever want to end up having a kid in the first place i would have looked at adoption right away#i don't wanna be pregnant like.ever. that shit always sounded so scary to me#i feel like even if i DID try to have a kid myself it wouldnt go well. considering how fucked these stupid reproductive organs already are#pregnancy already has so mnay possible complications in a healthy body#do not wanna even imagine what kind of fucked up compounded complications would arise in my very not healthy uterus#god damn man#anyways. done with my tag ramble#time to. crawl under a blankie with a heating pad and curl up like a wounded beast
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