#but I know he was a sweet gentle man
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they say that a person dies twice; they first die when they stop breathing and then when someone speaks their name for the last time. and I hope my uncle will only ever have died once
#I don't know what he liked#or his friends#if he had a lover#or what he looked like#but I know he was a sweet gentle man#and the only man in this family like me#and I wish every day he had held out just a little longer#he could've met me if they made medicine for HIV sooner#I would've loved him#and I think he would've loved me too#sorry for getting emotional on my sims blog. I just miss my uncle#nerv rambles
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#my godddd 😮💨❤️🩹#life is so beautiful you guysss#bless Sufjan's fucking precious mind😮💨🩷!!#everything written‚ produced and recorded by him + all the artwork and essays also by him!! he's everything!! ❤️🩹#the entire album sounds both familiar and new (like Goodbye Evergreen is literally how The Age of Adz goes from Futile Devices to Too Much!#sounds very atmospheric and melancholic and bittersweet but also dreamy and euphoric. and very gentle#and there's a sense of urgency and helplessness but the album ends in a very hopeful note which is so beautiful!!#lyrically is so impressive and breathtaking. man the way he feels everything so deeply 🫨❤️🩹#stunning compositions + so much heartbreak and existential despair and unsettling imagery and self-sacrifice#and distress and personal atonement and resignation and so much HOPE and LIFE and LIGHT#and also religious devotion (shocker i know lol)#and the Neil Young cover (shoot me!) is better than the original lol it's just so sweet and hopeful 💐#i really loved it so much!!#sufjan stevens#javelin#📓
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I've never wanted to follow orders so bad in my life
#COMMAND ME MAXIMUS PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU#he's so in charge and authoritative yet humble and kind#this man i swear#look how unbelievably attractive he is#look at that kind gentle face#those soft eyes as he looks at someone who is like a father to him AAUGGHHHH#and his neck!!!! i'm never over it!!!#WHY is he so crafted by the gods#specifically to my tastes#every time i see him in his armor all i can think is “i wish i were taking that off of him so we could make some sweet love in his tent”#i NEED to be the general's wife#y'all don't even know#the level to which i am obsessed with him#the sun rises and sets for him alone in my heart#i am withering away with need for him I JUST#I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE HE'S TOO FLAWLESS#I ADORE HIM IN EVERY WAY A MAN CAN BE ADORED#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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I keep thinking that this Gojo is just like Sukuna. I truly don't see much of a difference between them beyond the human/curse point of view
#If not Sukuna then some other more palatable special degree curses like the one he just killed that talked about the new humanity#It truly looks like that I don't know#Trying to be unbiased about the pretty concepts I take personally#and trying to ignore the silly fact that Sukuna's domain is literally called temple of evil or something (makes one want to ask#so many things like why the hell does he call it such? isn't evil good for you? Isn't a species kind of thing?#Why are you adhering to human notions and conceptualisations if you seem so beyond them and think nothing of them?)#Gojo is quite terrifying from a curse point of view. He is cruel and merciless. He can't be reasoned with and he is playful. He has his fun#His powers are not much different in structure from those of a curse and he said that the power capacity of a sorcerer comes from birth#So it's ontological. It's not just skill. It's an essential differentiation. Just like curses#It's just... I don't know. It's almost as if he were a curse himself. He talks about emotions being the source of curses?#Maybe that's the difference? Was Sukuna born that way too?#I don't know. I keep thinking that he is quite idk monstrous in a very Sukuna way. He isn't terrible like Sukuna is like with the kids#But he is human after all. He does adhere to human categories. Sukuna is something else#And yet Gojo uses the kids. He draws lines and he is caring and gentle and sweet in his way#but he very much uses the kids and is a bit flippant about it. And he is human#I don't know. It seems completely intentional this similarity between Gojo and the curses and Gojo and Sukuna in particular#Sukuna seems interested in Megumi while Gojo seems interested in Itadori and idk I just keep thinking#but I'm not even know about what or how#I find this man very hard to trust haha the parallels are intriguing#I think this piece of worldbuilding has potential as well as their characterisations#I hope the author will do something with all this#I talk too much#Jujutsu Kaisen#Gojo Satoru#Sukuna
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“Yes, there is a place where someone loves you both before and after they learn what you are.” ― Neil Hilborn
#gallya#gallyaedit#tmfuedit#the man from uncle#tmfu#illya x gaby#not spn#my edit#idk i was just thinking about them#initially this was supposed to be a napollya+gallya set#but while i have feelings about this type of theme and napollya too i feel like in the context of the movie it doesn't suit them as well#napoleon and illya tried to kill each other immediately it was more of a showing each other the worst bits immediately kind of situation#they learned to care about each other DESPITE all that so they are safe from this. or so they think#i feel like this 'still loves you after they learn who you are' thing will apply later#once they get closer and napoleon starts painstakingly shedding some layers and illya voluntarily lets napoleon be there for him#meanwhile i feel like this quote is 100% the horrifying realization happening in gaby's head at the end of the movie during the hotel scene#that not only illya loved the innocent civillian to protect she pretended to be but he loved the traitor spy too#terrible realization. 0/10. she doesn't want these feelings. evil.#forever obsessed with the way gaby RECOILS when he's being sweet in the final hotel scene#she seeks out gentleness from him when she's asleep or drunk otherwise she is like 'nope NOPE' or at least looks conflicted i'm obsessed#and i feel like she tried to talk herself out of feeling any feelings for him because well. he doesn't like HER he likes her COVER#AND THEN stupid illya had to be stupidly sweet with her even AFTER he knows. smh. how dare he#also off topic but DYING at illya's green hat helping him blend in i never noticed looool#i'm sure he has a whole collection of hats so he can always hide in different environments#god i hadn't giffed in forever i missed it looool
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Season 1-2 Lois Lane is crazy.
Idk how you can be in the same room as Clark Kent and not fall in love with him.
#lois & clark: the new adventures of superman#tnaos#he is my ideal man#sweet and kind and gentle and smart and good sense of humor and respectful and good morals and a gentleman and has a calming aura#he’s also SO cute and handsome#i know her thing for ‘superman’ has almost everything to do with it#but also Lois doesn’t seem likenthe kind of person to have a crush on a superhero#she seems like someone who would be unimpressed#krista watches tnaos
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Okay y'all it is over it is done the conversation has been had he knows I love him we are still friends I have cried my eyes out properly I have laughed again my heart will keep on hurting for a while but it is FINISHED
#it is a bit rough to be told that the age gap (3 years??) is too big and life stages are too different#and that it would be unwise since im graduating next year#and then be told that he's not attracted to you in that way#and THEN be told that if you were younger he might consider it#but alas that is the way the cookie crumbles#i do value his friendship very much and i am glad for it#but i am also glad he was honest with me#lads if i could choose i would go through all of it again! i have loved this poor sweet oblivious boy for a short while#but it has been very long and very deeply lodged in my heart#anyway i will be okay and im glad i can laugh again so soon :)#thank you for praying for me it really has been a fresh new hell in many ways#and i do love him. i do love him so terribly much#but i know it will pass#also he WAS very sweet about it. very sweet and honest and vulnerable and i deeply appreciated it#part of me is like. WILL I EVER LOVE AGAIN??? and the other part is like. i cant imagine loving anyone else#i kid you not he is the most wonderful God fearing gentle kind man of integrity i know. i love him terribly.#and there is no other guy who i trust implicitly and know i can tell or talk to about anything#so it is hard to imagine loving anyone else. he is so precious to me and just being around him makes my heart so happy#it will pass!!!!!#the waiting room chapter
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i decided to play just a tiny bit of my Inquisitor-as-Tav game I had lined up, and I just.... god, i love this old man
he looks so tired, and kindly, and he's a good head taller than everyone
Lae'zel is so damn tiny next to him, I think he needs to pat her head very sweetly (and then succeed a DC18 dex save to avoid getting his fingers bitten off) (it'll be worth it though, maybe it'll calm her down)
#i just love the idea of this tired dad shepherding a gaggle of mentally ill children#this Ray might be the only one it makes sense for everyone to ACTUALLY follow right away#i mean if a LARGE man who is sweet gentle and roughly my dad's age showed up?#looking every bit the experienced veteran hero/adventurer?#yeah i too would trust that he knows what he's doing#and follow his guidance#i've decided that in this world he's “the Inquisitor of the Dalelands”#and was instrumental in repelling an as-of-yet-unspecified attack on a large swathe of land there#stopped a war and that sort of pish; you know how it is#and he is to Wyll what Hawke was to him#NARRATIVE PARALLELS HELL YEAH#squirrel plays bg3#oc: raymond trevelyan
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making myself tear up thinking about "i'll have ruined the most important relationship in my life" and how angsty it would be if tim and lucy's first fight triggered lucy's fears of her single handedly ruining the best relationship she's ever had like she thought she would, and then voicing those fears to tim later that night when he comes over to apologize and smooth things over with her like, "maybe... maybe this isn't worth the risk after all." — cue tim immediately shushing her and cupping her face in his hands, desperately reassuring her that she's wrong. that they're worth the risk. "you're worth everything to me".
#*and this is icarly!#the rookie#s5 wishlist#5x16#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well#i can't keep doing this to myself i am AT WORK!!!!#i'm looking like a damn fool on the job!#... getting all teary eyed and sniffly over my babies making up after their first fight i- 🤧🤧#i can just picture this man peppering lucy's face all over in gentle kisses while whispering sweet nothings about how much he adores her...#.... how much he wants to be with her#i am not well 😭😭😭😭😭
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#such a sweet and gentle soul 🥰🥰#anthony edwards homophobic compilation#he NEEDS a boyfriend who is as equally famous if not more famous than him#pov you are jaylen brown stammering and pulling at straws after ant asks (tells) you to hang out#and he is staring into your soul with the same intelligence a full grown moose might before it walks onto your car and crushes you#:3 (evil)#(demented :3)#all you know about this man is that he is from georgia and he wants in your house.#it's never even a crazy stalker type situation like this man found out that in some point of your lives#you have shared a state#and now. you must be conjoined. or Crumbled.#there is no other option#you WILL be his friend#you Will.#:3#' I Want In Your House . Please :3 . '#jaylen: i uh i well i i... um.#i didnt clean and uh u know uh. i have so many scorpio instagram posts to like --#ant: :3#jaylen: ........okay.#jaylen just sits at his house being goth and expecting ant to leave but ant just walks around touching everything and borrowing his clothes#he's stayed for so long that jaylen has just become used to his bumbling about presence#jaylen getting a plate to mic their pizza rolls and grabbing a fine china tea cup plate while hes at it#just for ant to instantly oo and admire at while jaylens fixing their food bcs apparently ant lives with him now. he guesses .#ant eds
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i think. ted is a service top actually.
#man would be such a gentle dom. dont get me wrong thats a versatile man if ive ever seen one but like he WOULD make such a good dom#you know what im saying#he's just enough of a bitch he could definitely be firm and a little mean if he wanted#but he's also keen to spoil and be so sweet#anyway realistically they both switch but i personally am most entertained by ted fucking trent senseless lkdjgfgh#sub/bottom trent truthers rise up#but im not brave enough to put this in any of the main tags lmao
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little collection of screencaps of my adorable stockman boyfriend <3
#egan is unironically one of my favorite russell characters#i don’t care what logic or propriety dictates#if he rode up on his horse right now i’d go with him#like yeah he’s sort of obsessive and jealous and possessive and isolated and all that#but he’s also??? kind-hearted and loving and gentle and patient and in touch with his emotions?#also lonely and definitely touch starved which i could fix#but yeah i think he has no flaws and i love him#that sweater is knitted from the yarn of 100% boyfriend material#anytime he’s tired of riding his horse i know something else he can ri—#anyway#i need to post my egan headcanons#i wrote a bunch one day but never published them#i think about him way too much to be considered normal#he’s just so CUTE AND COZY AND SWEET AND LONELY AND hhmmmhggghh#okay done now#the silver brumby#egan#the man#russell crowe#low quality screencaps of a high quality man
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Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of
#writing him has just been like. OOOOWOEOEOEOOE i piss tears i cant handle this shit this gay ass shit#i came up with an idea for just like a cute short one shot i wanna do soon and hnnnghh im so emo about it#very healing its like very hard to write some of the shit im gonna be writing cuz basically#some of it is just a little too real man and while i crave the angst and the drama i am just like#AND THEN EVERYONE HOLDS HANDS AND ITS OKAY PLEASE DONT CRY PLEASE#and ive mentioned how shinji has accidentally become nb to me now because i just kinda happened to write him that way without meaning to#and now another thing im noticing is that in my fic hes kinda bpd coded#it definitely wasnt intentional but now im accepting it as truth no one can stop me#i just really need him to be happy its more important to me than anything else man i need it for me#and he needs to be gay with aki they need to kissy and i think its funny cuz even in the parts where shinji is mad at aki and pushing him#away its like. he kinda has it bad lol and its clear he feels no actual hatred towards aki but more just self deprecation because he doesnt#feel good enough and like idk i just think about their respective roles in society like#aki is an honor student star boxer hero very attractive very kind very popular got adopted by a rich family#hes going places you know meanwhile shinji is a drop out who never had a family ever hes homeless hes sketchy hes on drugs#his reputation couldnt be any worse and he just leans into it and feels he has no future and hes worthless garbage#and aki could literally have anyone he wants you know he has an army of girls pining over him but he doesnt want them#HE WANTS SHINJI AND NO ONE ELSE HE SPENDS YEARS CHASING AFTER HIM#and shinji HATES it hes trying so hard to push him away and be the crusty delinquent and make aki see how worthless he really is#but aki just doesnt stop he loves him so much makes me sick SICK#and shinji really loves him back hes like not gonna shut up ever about aki hes like either doing it in a gay ass annoyed way#or hes like ‘haha omg aki is so cute though hes always trying so hard to be tough but hes just so sweet and gentle you know i hope he#doesnt push himself too hard if he got hurt id fall apart hes so silly i hope hes eating good i desire him carnally’#yeah sorry gamers this is just a pairing i cant be normal about they mean so much to me personally the fate of the world rests upon them
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1 and 16 for the end of the year ask game :3 if possible
1: Song of the year?
probably predictable, but there's no real contest for that one: shisen hold me tight.
16: Post a picture from the beginning of the year
my bestie's cat gently holding my foot from under the couch. taken january 2nd 2023.
#lily answers#juu#he is the most polite young man ever#very gentle#very sweet#a baby#doesn't really know how to meow so he tends to do something like that to get your attention#i can't remember exactly but i was sick at the time (a recurring theme i'm starting to feel like) and i think i sneezed#and this was his reaction#also: i just remembered#i think this was taken while we were binging one of the worst tv shows i have seen all year lmao
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Devon rescuing Andy in season 2 is kind of low-key wholesome, tho.
#he's being all cautious and gentle and trying to reassure andy#i dont know man#its just sweet#devon is andys favorite forever
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#Hi#Shouting in the desert bc all my friends have already heard about this#But I'm in love!!! So in love with a beautiful gorgeous brilliant man#And he's my boyfriend!!! I'm so lucky!!!#So fucking lucky!!! And I don't even know what to do with this love#I'm finding out which ways work to show him that I care#He really likes gifts even when they're small and when I do stuff for him#He likes when I'm so sweet and gentle with him#He likes telling me all about his loves and interests#And the closer we get the more open he becomes#I think that sometimes he's afraid of being honest with his needs and wants#I'm devoted and my love doesn't waver. I don't want any relationship. I want a relationship with him whichever shape it takes
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