#bruh it’s all fucking gone
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me when my phone decides to delete me and my bf’s messages so now i can’t listen to our conversation last night and i want to kms .. thanks apple !!
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what university sends out academic integrity suspicion mails on CHRISTMAS EVE??? 😭😭 i know they’re just being overly careful with this assignment and that it’s not Actual suspicion, just that i have to meet with my tutor to “check in” and “ensure” but BROOOO that shit makes me so stressed out
#you know the fear of ai has gone too far when students who DONT USE AI AT ALL have to deal with the concerns#why am i compiling my editing history and notes into an evidence document when i’ve done nothing wrong#it’s adding so much unnecessary pressure#especially on international students!!! bruh i am Fucked if i get issues with my uni#and international students usually get flagged more often#i have no evidence of that other than what i’ve seen happen around me#but the only thing i’ve ever had to defend is my writing style#like yes i was not born in england yes i can write academic english#stfuuuuu#sorry for the rant the uni gods tried me today#hoping my tutor will be chill and let the meeting actually be super informal and short#carina is a student
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QSMP UPDATE! :)
Q!Pac is alone again! :)
#oh for fucks sake hes fucking lost everyone again jesus christ what the fuck is up with this guys luck#walter bob has been gone for months. richas is still fucking missing. he only just got mike back.#last time he saw Fit he had just watched him be kebabed by his teammates#AND NOW Mike and Fit are gone. Terminated. whatever the fuck that means#like he still has tubbo but what the fuck man#the only other brazilian is fucking cellbit who hes terrified of!! (and really fucking should be afraid of now Roier's gone)#like can my man catch a little tiny break please#ok felps is technically here and maybe Santo Felpinho is the guiding light we need#but like bruh#let pac just have his family back ALL AT THE SAME TIME FOR ONCE#qsmp#qsmp lore#qsmp pactw#pactw#qsmp purgatory#i have rambled becuase it is the middle of the night and again i am awake and sad over little block men
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What began as a friendship between Ann and Abraham [Lincoln] turned at some point into romance. They shared an understanding, according to friends, that they would marry after Ann completed her studies at the Female Academy in Jacksonville. Ann was only twenty-two in the summer of 1835. While New Salem sweltered through one of the hottest summers in the history of the state, a deadly fever, possibly typhoid, spread through the town. Ann, as well as several of Lincoln's friends, perished in the epidemic. After Ann's death, Abraham seemed "indifferent, to transpiring events," one neighbor recalled, "had but Little to say, but would take his gun and wander off in the woods by him self." Elizabeth Abell, a New Salem neighbor who had become a surrogate mother to Lincoln, claimed she had "never seen a man mourn for a companion than he did." His melancholy deepened on dark and gloomy days, for he could never "be reconcile[d]," he said, "to have the snow—rains and storms to beat on her grave." Acquaintances feared that he had become "temporarily deranged," and that unless he pulled himself together, "reason would desert her throne."
goddamn. fuckin bleak period in mr sixteenth president's life
#def getting the vibe he almost didn't make it that far!#also: in the tags because this is far too embarrassing and dweeby of commentary for the main post BUT#okay you know how e.g. wolverine xmen has that thing going on where like#EVERY girl he ever meets dies tragically. usually after they date and/or fuck#which is very appealing if you're into manpain but even so once you read the xmen wiki article and discover he's got like FIVE dead exes#it's like okay come on no one's life is THAT sad#dude. lincoln's early life. is that sad#super close to his mom/sister/first-beloved#all of whom die horribly#and like admittedly horrible death was not that uncommon back then#childbirth/typhoid/etc was a hell of a thing#but they're also like. the only ppl who appreciate his intellectual habits etc etc it's just#super heavy dude#then the next passage in the book goes on about how Lincoln said he was sure there wasn't life after death#even though he wishes he could believe it b/c it sucks his beloved is gone#and it's just like BRUH DUDE#anyway. lincoln.#lua reads team of rivals
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Chat I think I need a psychiatrist
#I can no longer ignore it. there must be something clinically wrong with me#and if there’s not.#I might just break down for good#because what the fuck is this#one panic attack- one near panic attack- severe (and mostly baseless) paranoia while I’m home alone at night (but not every time- and it’s-#-never predictable)#random weeks here and there that I Do Not Feel like Myself#and I can’t always describe what exactly that means#but it usually turns into some form of apathy paired with self loathing (which comes with thoughts of self harm and/or suicide)#but then sometimes im fine?#and there’s never a clear trigger or stressor#I mean I know my hormones play into it- but I don’t think it should cause stuff this drastic- and it’s also not pms#pmdd** not pms#and I went to therapy for the self harm and suicide stuff and I mean it worked for that- but now I feel like I’m worse off than before#and maybe it’s just because the most glaring issue is gone now so all the other shit is coming up#but I’ve never had a panic attack before (I think I maybe had one once when I was like 7 and very scared of the dark) but this isn’t-#-normal for me#anyways.#vent tw#I really just need a diagnosis for something. even if no one can fix it I just really want to know for certain if there actually is#something wrong with me. or if I’m just really bad at handling life somehow??#bruh I dunno
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how the motherfuckers in college feel after giving you info LAST FUCKING MINUTE. DO THEY WANT ME TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF I SWEAR TO GODDDDDDDD
#by god you shall see me on the news#WHY DOES MY COLLEGE DO THIS ALL THE FUCKING TIME#FIRST WITH CLASS LOCATIONS NOW WITH CLASSES THEMSELVES? WHY CANT THEY LET US KNOW A WEEK IN ADVANCE??? THAT CANNOT BE TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR??#ITS SO FUCKING ANNOYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG#i cant do this anymore#AND ITS NOT EVEN LIKE A ME-SPECIFIC ISSUE#ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS HATE THEIR COLLEGE TOO THEY DO NOT GIVE INFO ASAP#fucking annoying ass institution#i dont wanna be here anymore bruh no wonder bitches drop out all the time#a professor is allowed to be late for a whole HOUR and they're allowed to randomly switch the location to a different BUILDING but#im not allowed to be more than 15 mins late. like ok. what if i killed you#theyre allowed to MAKE U RUN ACROSS CAMPUS TO THAT DIFF BUILDING BUT I CANT BRING TEA INSIDE THE CLASS?!?!? ALRIGHT.#stupid complaints . no shit theyre allowed to do that. it still makes me mad#god taht building thing actually pissed me tf off . when i say lastminute i MEAN LAST MINUTE#THEY TOLD ME THEY SWAPPED BUILDINGS ON THE EXACT HOUR THE CLASS STARTED LIKE WTF#this is just a rant#im like really mad . right now. cause i accidentally skipped a class. again.#ugh i know its not that BIG of a deal i missed once for one class but it still makes me so fucking mad bc#i couldve easily gone in IF I HAD KNOWN BEFOREHAND#is it really that hard to update ur students. omfg.#THE ONLY REASON I EVEN KNEW WE HAD CLASS TDY WAS BC MY FRIEND DM'D ME#'im late" WAIT HUH!?!??!? LATE TO WHAT BRUH#ohh its over i cant keep up like that#this means i have to actually lock in and get the best grades ever. omfg.#blabberpar#IM SO MAD IM SO MAD IM SO MAD#im so mad i could. end up on the news.#starting now im checking that damn portal and all the news in the world .#omfg.#im so mad man.
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#ngl ive been needing to put this somewhere but like#please explain to me how youre supposed to control what pokemon somebody likes#every time i look at sables pokemon tastes n theyre similar to my ex's im just like Ok. like what am i supposed to do about that help#but my ex was like youre giving MY pokemon to THEM meaning YOU hate ME#me when theres literally multiple of the same type of pokemon. what do you want me to do#mind you i gave them furfrou. because it looks like their sona. and they got soooooo up in arms about that for no fucking reason#and god forbid they just happen to also like decidueye. oh my god#like does any of what im describing and have been describing on this blog sound normal or healthy to any of you. be forreal#i recognize my hypocrisy about the fox thing but even still theyre both different. like maybe if he rped as a furfrou and like#talked about furfrou literally all the time help#its different when youve made smth your identity. brother it was just a pokemon you liked and you forgot it existed half the time#its not like i gave them skitty? like im so over it help#looking back on everything n realizing how unhealthy and insane most of my relationships were w these people bruh#im just glad that anxiety and worry he was constantly inflicting upon me is gone#cus i can tell you rn i dont miss any of it#angelo is literally like the vacation ive been needing jesus chriiiist
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i hate my man roommate and his bitch girlfriend so much
#my gf and i needed a roommate and one of our friends needed a place so it was like omg! perfect#he neglected to tell us until after we signed the lease that he had gotten back together with his ex gf who hates us bc ‘we want him’#(we r lesbians.)#but he fucking tracks dirt all over the house even though we’ve told him multiple times to please take his shoes off at the door#he took over what was supposed to be MY office (bc i have a hybrid job)#and now he just plays video games in there all day#but like. i don’t even wanna go out there to use MY bathroom#bc this bitch has been nothing but evil and mean to my girlfriend and talked shit abt her#and this stupid motherfucker of a man just lets her and goes along with it#AND THEN HE WANTS TO SAY THAT OUR CAT IS HIS!!#YOU DONT EVEN CLEAN OUT HIS LITTERBOX WHEN WE’RE GONE FOR THE WEEKEND BRUH#YOU NEGLECTED RHAT SHIT#grrrrrrrrrrrr#it just makes me so upset and i hate that this happened in a house that i would otherwise love#anyways sorry rant over#last time i ranted abt this gf on tumblr dot com (years ago) i got called a pick me bitch#so don’t call me a pick me bitch this time guys please#i do not want this man i am not attracted to men 😭😭 i just want to feel comfortable in my house#and like i don’t have to mother a 20 year old man
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Incredibly frustrated by how condescendingly jaded my uncle can be but I’m being so brave about it <- not blowing him up with my mind even though I want to
#ra speaks#personal#I love him. but my dude. bruh.#made a comment abt how I should try working/volunteering w the homeless#after I commented on his tirade abt homeless ppl ‘gaming the system’ by getting arrested in the winter#to have somewhere warm w food to stay like ‘why are we not talking about how fucked it is that the homeless will fucking die if they don’t?#like sir. buddy. you do remember that I grew up on food stamp right? I have gone to a food bank as a recipient before.#I’ve volunteered at shelters and soup kitchens before. I know addicts and homeless people in town.#this isn’t some naive wide eyed college socialist ‘those poor homeless people are saints’ schitck#this is a tired university food pantry anarchist ‘aren’t you fucking tired of being cruel to people who make the best o thr circumstances?’#sorry you can no longer see the divine value of every human life and must endure the tragedy#of considering everyone not to your standard a lost cause.#some of us see the work to be done and will be doing it instead of wallowing in hate and pity.#shut up and get to work like the rest of us if you hate it so much.#it’s just like *strangled him* you see me twice a year dude I DO WORK AT A SOUP KITCHEN YOU IDIOT#I just don’t talk abt it because it’s just something I do sorry I thought making acts of charity your whole personality#was vain and frowned upon in christian society???#this makes my plans to ditch academia and go into fulltime aid work feel all the more. idk vindicated???#that’s not the right word but you get it. uncle t I love you but you know fuck all and have hardened your heart to the world.#god break that heart of stone you have and bless you with love for your fellow man. or whatever.#for context this convo happened like two years ago but I saw him last week and in light of recent personal revelations I’ve remembered it#core memory locked in ‘are you for fucking real uncle t?’#vocational woes
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I might stop posting for a bit tbh, my mental health is ass rn because of school
#it fucking sucks everybody here is homophobic or rude#😭😭😭 half my friends gone too bruh#ik this is a vent but idk#i just might not post cuz i havent rlly been feeling inspired lately#this one girl took a pic of me and my girlfriend and i got called a f@g 💀#i cant even walk to school without getting dirty looks man its hard being gay out here#going to school in texas and being slightly alt is like a death sentence#all the “gangsters” too#😔🤞#rant/vent over
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umg removing certain tiktok audios is actually my roman empire because wdym some of the best edits ever have no sound? wdym? this is my burning of alexandria
#I AM NOT OKAY.#ACTUALLY#FUCK THIS SHIT BRUH#so so many of the edits i had saved#THEIR AUDIOS#THE PEDRO ONE#THE JOSH ONE#ITS OVERRRRRR#LIKE#WHAT DO I DO KNOE#WHY WOULD U DO THIS#who’s ass to i have to eat to get them back#ALSO ALL NCT SOMGS R GONE ON TIKTOK TOO??#neo does not have my back rn#tiktok#ugm#kpop#kpop edits#tiktok edits
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i don’t succ post as much as i used to, mainly bc i think i was having weird mental health issues and didn’t want to allow myself to indulge in something i know would cheer me up? idk, it doesn’t make much sense, i don’t know how to explain it, but please know i will always love succ with all my heart and soul. succing my session forever <3
#like the hyperfixation has never fully gone away#also ivy is watching rn so i’m basically gonna be in her dms like a rabid dog at all times#so prepare for that <3#🪻#all the awards shit is making me scream#nb and mattmac are insane but we been knew <3#i miss this show so fucking bad bruh#anytime there’s something new to do with it i poke my head out my cave like ‘succ? succ!!!#she’s my best friend and i miss her everyday!!!!#sending a kiss to the sky for succ session#fly high baby girl#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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@le-monchou @fungifanart @aivy-saur
everytime i see someone reduce leona to just "lazy", an angel loses its wings and i lose a year off my life
#literally my thoughts exactly#ive gone on a lot of rambles ab this lion man and how much the mischaracterization fucks him over#like everyones dunking on him and I'm like bruh hes fucking depressed#the signs are all there but it gets written off as laziness bc thats what the symptoms look like#but no one ever take a moment to look deeper and figure out WHY things are this way#ugehrhrhtj#can u all tell I'm very miffed ab this subject?#doesnt make it better that he reminds me of myself in that regard since me and leona are depresso buds ayee-#but yea I'm very normal about him mhm#nemi rambles
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Im going to explode and die because Some Harry Potter facts said that Fred Weasley WILL DIE, AND ALSO REMUS LUPIN TOO?????????
WHAT DO YOU MEAN ALL THE MARUADERS DIED
I also saw someone saying that the maruaders map, when every Maruaders died, the map was erased and it was permanently written "Mischief Managed"
I can't handle this anymore, fym all my faves died
I couldn't even handle Sirius dying when I read a fanfic about it NO
#harry potter#little rant#IM GOING TO SOB#MY HEART ACHINNGGG#sirius black#remus lupin#All my fucking faves DIED#Harry Potter gone and became the worst in the more books#i feel so bad for Harry though#it just meant he's destined to be the only potter#☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#I got spoiled so bad bruh#I couldnt even cry for Cedric's death because i was literslly outside#sobbing uncontrollably
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When you form your own grid on top of the grid it doesn't mean the owner of the Grid can't come Knocking
#oh father is a dark one for sure but I learned to calm those demons when they came my way#they were not used to the light that cast them#always serving elsewhere redirected but the Master Source they always listen to#the weird crimes the A-team revealed yanno#when I was a kid I just liked Mr T calling everyone sucks#sucka*#I just needed someone to watch the stash is all 🤔#bruh this is God's snow now sucka#I have gone opposite now it would be nice but I don't future tweek very well#now boning that I can do all day long until I realize my cock isn't gonna get sucked#even if I cloned myself I wouldn't give myself a hand job#I wouldn't even let you gove him a hard on#I mean I can't tell if you wanted me to get hard or not but there it is yanno#you can see why I try not to let timhis happen in public....um I guess it's obvious according to your face....fuck#I am always looking for Orion's belt out there#and it is close to polaris so not a hard find#you were just dying to tell me liquid spillage isn't covered under your warranty#a war rant....probably#I would come with that knowing me#the spectral wings of The Archangel arrive with Lucifer#mom must have sensed the Michael perception we had in the womb#it would have been nice to whisper to her as she went oh you remember that girl tjat called herself tara mom right before she left yanno#I was just like....well if you want to hang out with my mom I don't care go ahead#I am gonna dig regardless#did we get a night in the tent?#the dog would have been there#if you have that dog and you sleep out in a tent the dog must come#WT would have considered it rude if I didn't have him for a night in the yard#he would look at me and let me know his intent and his want of the current situation#I loved petting him above his hair and making his hair stand up there
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Some people????? Weird. Strange. Offputting. Me? Supernormal
#not me vagueposting at 12 am#lemme just. not be..... mm#THE THINGS I WANT TO SAY....#lemme just say this#people are starving in africa Kim#or whatever the Kardashians said#like oh noooo your life is so hard oh nooooo#im kwnxjnwnx#jesus I'm an asshole#come back to me when youre losing everything. come back to me when the grief consumes you#come back to me then bruh#till then if you're complaining i don't want to HEARRR ITTTRKSMCMMS#but I'm kcm3kkcmd#I realize my feelings are.....#crazy. I realize I fail to be empathetic#and I apologize but also like#mmmmMMMMWKXMKWMXMS#I'm going blind homie like I just have a hard time giving a fuck about anyone else's petty complaints#when my life is so.... gah#painful yk?#anyway#one day I'll stop being an asshole#maybe when it's all gone and I can't read stupid shit anymore KWNXJSMXKSKJXMS#JOKES I'm jokes#I'm... I'm working on it fr I am
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