#bro don’t even know who she is
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the caption is hilarious but can we take a second to admire how far ive come? this was at a fitting for a silent hill cosplay shoot i did a while ago. i was not mentally in a great place here. at best i was 98lbs and im 5’4. im afraid im falling back into old habits and im starting to scare myself. im not asking for sympathy or pity but when these old photos pop up that people are liking them it makes me sad because i know a lot of people see these and think i look good (which doesnt make sense but is appreciated) and like even now i stopped posting photos and vids of my body because im so ashamed of how im treating it. ive lost control of everything and i just dont really know how to handle it. im losing friends im losing family my entire relationship went up in flames in the blink of an eye and im losing my house in probably a year and a half on top of having to help someone get out of debt so they’re not completely fucked when the time comes. i really don’t know what to do anymore and im just so fucking lost and alone.
#and of course dumb bitches decide to try and come back into my life at the worst times#it’s like clone high up in here#like I know exactly what she’s doing#and it’s all because I tagged him in a post#maybe if bitches weren’t so goddamn fake and throwing themselves at people#they would get the attention they want#but also#bro don’t even know who she is#so why are we getting pissy with me#this is why kiki keeps her relationships private#I don’t think she knows he has a girlfriend either which makes this all even weirder#but hey#there’s a reason im the only one he stayed in contact with 🤣
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and the crowd… exchanges confused glances?
#lowkey the ending kinda made me mad#like i know she was a ghost in the comics and stuff but it feels meaningless to kill her and let her come back#maybe it has something to do with her making rio promise to never see her face again but idk#and also that kiss? the kiss of death? what?#why would they almost kiss in ep 4 if agatha knew it was gonna kill her? or did rio pick the moment? have they never kissed before?#there’s just so many things that don’t make sense#like the darkhold and why rio sent the salem seven after agatha#i had really high hopes but i really did like the series#i LOVEEEEEE billy maximoff so that was a win#the way nicky went with rio had me sobbing bro he definitely knew who she was#he wasn’t afraid at all#and we saw with alice that you don’t really know that you’re dead bc alice was super confused until she saw her body#but nicky recognized rio so he’s seen her before for sure#agatha all along spoilers#agatha all along#agathario#give me agathario or give me death.#agatha x rio#agatha coven of chaos#agatha harkness#agatha spoilers#rio vidal#mcu#marvel#agatha all along episode 8#agatha all along episode 9#don’t even get me started on the fact that billy made up the whole road#where’s the bitch that suspected this?? someone ask her if she’s okay damn 😭#billy kaplan#billy maximoff
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I just think that you aren’t as “progressive,” or whatever you think you are if you can’t talk about American imperialism and fascism without being weird about black Americans, man. You’ve already lost the plot.
#and our role in America as a whole#period#it’s just crazy to see this topic be streamrolled like this and a lot of whites and nbs#well#you could just tell that they were waiting for the opportunity to be antiblack af behind a wall of words#fyi: just because you don’t outright call us slurs doesn’t mean that you aren’t being antiblack lol#and sm of you losers are still defending that kr girl who deactivated even tho she was up here calling black ppl chimpanzees but somehow#black ppl are evil or whatever#her initial post wouldn’t have even been that bad if it didn’t turn into that a weird rant about black play ppl#like it’s obvious that BP have participated in the military as well. No one said that they fucking haven’t#but it’s insane to randomly single out black ppl when you have your fellow Asian Americans and other nbs being just as ready to die for the#United states lmfao#like get over yourself bro#like black ppl stay catching strays we already know you guys hate us#the post would’ve been better if she just called us niggers right off the bat instead of sugarcoating her bullshit#white people jumping into the convo is always weird but they always have the audacity#apparently all this started over some Asian saying that they make the best fried chicken and it’s part of their culture until a black#person said that that was definitely not true and that it’s ours lmfao#Anything sets these ppl off bro just as a black person opens up their mouths#rambling
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thinking abt how he spent his birthday in the inbetween
#recreyo#recreyo chan#Ao#curt richy#ughhhhhh#cus like when I ponder on s1 lore I feel like all curt had was “single father”?#anyway what even he had the least lore in s1 fs#but forgot who said it but hell yeah bro got all the lore(trauma) in s2#still tho like#i just think that ao would create an illusion of a cupcake for him to make a birthday wish or something#just to remind him that he’s stuck here#just like she was for all those years#even on his birthday#and Curt’s so done with this shit like he wants to be nonchalant#and I don’t know if he cares about birthdays#but you know#it is a special date#and I like to think that he doesn’t even know what day it is#He only knew that it’s been a very long time#but ao reminds him on purpose that it’s his birthday#just to inflict as much sorrow as she could onto this man
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no one can hate on wally west quite like bart allen & my mom when i was reading ntt
#i’d agrue my mom is bigger hater because bart & wally is like. mutual#& obvs they don’t genuinely hate each other#as opposed to my mother who was just annoyed that he took all that time to write his parents a letter just to deliver it to him 😭#*them#the only titans ginger my mom fws is kory and i find it extremely entertaining#she doesn’t even dislike roy she just doesn’t like the name arsenal#she does NOT know who lilith is#what’s bro yappin about#wally west#dc
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TenGolf is one of those awesome ships I get to project into and it’s really fun
^ This is THE dynamic ever
#IsaSpeaks#something about Tennis Ball isn’t straight AND neither cisgender#gb is low key cisgender 2 me tho#the only reason i don’t 100% project lmao#anyway#aromantic gb who makes an extremely well calculated list of possible contestants she finds suitable to date#girls are added; tb? is not#AND BRO KNOWS IT#2 me; tb is that guy friend who gets a crush on his girl best friend and is scared shitless to ruin the friendship#my vision is awesome#they’re queerplatonic partners#it’s just they never discussed about it <\3#AND are blind to the possibility#tb is the only fuck ass object gb would be willing to spend her LIFE with#she doesn’t need to worry about this type of stuff with him ! that’s her best friend! lab partner! GET THE VISION NOWWWWW#DO I EVEN NEED TO RAMBLE MORE? DO I NEED TO OFFER BUTCH TB?#SHAKING YOU BY THE SHOULDERS OH MY GODDDD
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do i have the power to engineer a chance encounter in which my sister is endeared by the artful dodger enough to watch it with me… well not tonight but we will persist!!!
#unfortunately she sucks and doesn’t have any REAL all consuming obsessions#so i can never just be like heyyyy Actor You Know And Like is in this!!! that’s never enough i’ve tried it#she wouldn’t even watch now you see me and that franchise has like. THREE actors she likes in it… bro…#and this is why harry potter fans are losers who don’t have any real conviction#woah that was mean. listen all i’m saying is that that woman owns a truly frightful amount of harry potter merch and yet every time i try to#dangle daniel radcliffe over her head like bait to get her to watch something i like it doesn’t work#can you imagine being like that. imagine your favorite media. imagine the star of that media. if someone was like hey you should watch this#the star of your favorite media is in here! YOU all would be like one yes i would love to see that! because YOU have conviction and passion#these people do not. normie ass franchise to be into dear god#of course. there ARE freaks. we know this. we’ve seen this and proved this. i would know#but like. i’m not saying this in regards to redacted i’m saying it in general
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Man I just give up.
#dora daily#if only there was a way to just stop everything#idk if I want to die but I want everything to stop#like so many times I go out or smth and something bad happens#or I get triggered in public and I try so hard not to lose myself and start drama in public but I just can’t#every time I show any emotion people start laughing#I can’t even try to stop myself from bawling in the middle of the store without someone#just being so insensitive and rude and diminishing how I feel#you know I say I’m never mad and that is true bc I may seem mad a lot online but I’m not like this irl#but for the first time I actually got mad at someone irl and I was literally gonna beat him#I was genuinely seething so bad it’s not fair and things keep getting worse and worse#I was so close to just throwing this stupid phone and shattering it and ripping up those dumbass#birthday cards they sell in the store#and that stupid bitch of a sister I have is so fucking stupid#she sees someone anxious and incredibly upset and she acts like that ? fuck her#like bro idek how I have lived for this long and idek why I don’t go and just overdose on SOMETHING right now because#logically speaking I should just give up#but I don’t know why I can’t#like please my life is literal shit okay is replying on time so hard for you to fucking do so I don’t go even more insane fuck all of youuuu#UGHHHDJSOS#I SWEAR TO GOD I am so sick of this just you all wait#none of you deserve normal treatment all you deserve is something even worse than ghosting#just you wait let this stupid semester end and I’ll deactivate my socials go speak to the fucking wall you morons#you think I’m gonna wait around what are you paying me to be here ? if anything IM paying with my sanity#like if this was related to a spouse who was a billionaire but he was treating me as shittily as you guys treat me then I’ll say fine#at least I’m getting something out of this transaction who gives a fuck#but im not getting paid#im not receiving support#I’m getting laughed at and ignored#and used only at YOUR CONVENIENCE !!! what the FUCK ! I don’t exist for anyone and certainly not yall even if I did.
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y’know I genuinely like our community of tiny houses on this lot (and honestly this neighborhood in general) but this brazilian ju jitsu bozo who moved in to one of the houses a while ago is truly fucking up our vibe
#when I find out who snitched out the last person who lived in that house for having a dog and forced her to move I’m going to kill them#she was PERFECT. she was a nice chill woman!#this asshole has so many shirtless bros wandering around the yard/driveway it looks like a fucking brothel#and I don’t even think HE lives here anymore#I know we don’t ‘own’ these houses but we should be able to vet anyone trying to move in lmao#(brought to you by my period and one of said bozo’s idiotically loud bass line coming directly into my window)#I did ask him to turn it down (nicely!) and I think he did and it was a fine exchange all around but jfc
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WORK NIGHTMARE INCREASED
NIGHTMARE! NIGHTMARE!
One of my much older cousins works at my job now?? Has been there for months?? Works in the building right next to mine but I never saw her till today??
anyway. I don’t know who told her or HOW she even knows this but she was like “So you’re like gay right? Or is it something else?” We. Are in public. My coworker walked by just a few minutes later. SHE COULD HAVE HEARD THAT. HELLO? SELF AWARENESS? HELLO??
HOW DID YOU EVEN KNOW THAT. I NEVER TALK ABOUT IT. I don’t think it’s obvious either. If it was obvious I think women would be more friendly with me
I did not know what to do man I just kinda nervously laughed and told her I don’t like to talk about it and then she’s like “I’m open minded” Yeah ok. Anyway I just was like “we can talk about that some other time” because wtf
She asked so many questions. Interrogated me.
Now she knows that’s where I walk through and there’s no other way for me to go to avoid her.
#I was trying to walk past her so fast but she recognized me anyways fuck my life man#how do I put this nicely. uh. the family. does not like her#in fact we used to rent an apartment she owned and she kicked us out to charge someone else more :#she delayed me getting home by 30 mins. by not shutting tf up#my panic is less about random people hearing it#but now I’m like. oh god my coworker walked past us. who knows what she heard#I live in trump territory bro. people already don’t like me. I don’t need your loud mouth saying stuff like that#it had to have been my mom. my dad would not talk to this lady she’s not even related#but my mom doesn’t like her either so?? how the fuck.#or maybe my mom is talking shit with someone else and then they told her#cause the gay part is like. ok well anyone in the family would maybe realize hey you’ve never had a girlfriend lol#but the ‘or is it something else’ Ok Where Did you get that from#cause that part my mom won’t even acknowledge#SCARY. SCARY.
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I just read a whole wacky thread of people arguing which parent was bad Garmadon or Misako and I’m no longer scared of the Misako defenders
#shoutout to the one person who was going on about how garmadon was bad for LETTING LLOYD GET DRAFTED??? HUH???#they had a whole bunch of essays about that and everyone just had to ignore it cuz wtf were they on about#their argument kind of just turned into Everyone Is Bad Cuz They Let Lloyd Be A Ninja#and like. sure? but that’s just (LIKE THEY LITERALLY SAID) bc of the writers not realizing the implications. so it’s irrelevant#cuz it applies to EVERYONE man so WHY ARE WE DISCUSSING THIS. also why point to GARMADON do u think he WANTED LLOYD TO BE THE GREEN NINJA#WAS THAT NOT LIKE. HIS ENTIRE GOAL. TO MAKE HIM NOT THE GREEN NINJA. applies to Misako too actually#my point is it was SO IRRELEVANT LOL#oh yeah but um the actual post. uh. yeah the ppl defending Misako were literally making stuff up and refusing to fact check#like listen I hella respect if you want to make ur little headcanons that justify her actions a bit more but you CANNOT be treating them as#fact like you literally made that up 😭#it wouldn’t be as bad if they weren’t also making stuff up to make Garmadon look WORSE. like wtf. they were straight up contradicting canon#to say that Garmadon didn’t care or whatever and never even tried to be there for Lloyd LIIIKE#honestly my biggest damning reason I don’t like Misako is honestly the fact that we meet her GIVING A TOUR. THAT IS NOT MORE IMPORTANT THAN#UR SON. like sure research prophecy or whatever SHE CLEARLY IS DONE WITH THAT AND IS JUST CHILLIN AT THE MUSEUM LIKE WHATTT#it’s like ‘oh she’s on break’ or ‘oh she’s just earning some money yknow ppl need that’ BUT LIKE. UR TELLING ME SHE HAS FREE TIME OUTSIDE OF#RESEARCH AND SHE CANT SPEND EVEN A MINUTE TO REACH OUT TO HER SON????#a lot of the arguments I saw acted like she couldn’t spare a single moment for Lloyd otherwise it gets in the way of her research when#CLEARLY SHE CAN. bro was CASUALLY STROLLING ALONG THE MUSEUM and just goes ‘oh hey abandoned son’ LIKEEE#Misako could’ve been a better character if the writers like. thought about things a LITTLE MORE. and gave her some depth.#and YOU CAN HEADCANON AS MUCH DEPTH AS YOU WANT ONTO HER. THATS COOL. BUT ITS NOT REAL.#I just think Misako defenders should be less ‘free my girl she did none of that’ and more ‘free my girl she did all that but the writers#didn’t know what they were doing’#like Misako has great potential but they fumbled. rip.
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the one thing abt being hyper aware of ur flaws is that u can kinda make it a lil bingo game
#I had to ask my gf how I should like. act to my mom who was dealing w my older bro being arrested and my gma not doing too good#I had to ask lol#like. bro I think I’m the Devil and it scares me#and it’s not like I don’t care#I do. just differently I guess#I try and make sure to remind my ma to eat shower etc the things she struggles with#I usually try and … diffuse her negative sed talk even if I agree with it#I may not feel. what I’m supposed to fee but I act on it#I can’t love her but by god i never want to see her cry#both cause it makes me feel awkward and weirdly angry and also because. don’t be sad wtf :(#but like genuinely. if my mom wants a hug. I may not like it but fuck it#if it helps somehow I’ll be the hugger#I can be very useful and service full at times#idk my emotions are weird. I just don’t know how to interact with Her#none of us do in here
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Man….. :(
#let his show die I hate how he be talking to the women who guest on there#he tried to do it to katt Williams as well but he had to let him know that he wasn’t the one#I feel like he’ll probably try to be a perv/freaky old guy towards her as well#all of these dudes do#Megan no 😭#rambling#Shannon also isn’t the best interviewer and ask really stupid questions and tries to argue with his guests about their OWN experiences a#lot as well especially if he’s interviewing a woman so this is going to be annoying af#I’m dreading him bringing up the assault… he’s not the most articulate when it comes to stuff like this (not to sound antiblack but he’s 🚬)#he’s just an old nigga with a white partner who laughs at black women so#well not laugh but he doesn’t take them seriously#Amanda seals is… but the interview that she did with Shannon was hard to watch bro he really does not know how to interview women who don’t#bow down and suck it up#I haven’t seen the Monique one but I learned that he kept on trying to over talk her and stuff as well and even more so#all he does in his interviews his buck dance for white people and gaslight the people he’s interviewing especially black women so I’m not#looking forward to this I kind of hate this for Megan sm omg#who decided this… I hope she walks out if he starts asking her dumbass questions
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aksndbdhdhdhhd
#watch me fuckin scream lmfao bro#i’m on a trip sorta to a conference thing that my dad has kinda made me and my brother go to lol and#we’re sharing airbnb and ig the whole trip w a few ppl he knows that i don’t know at all#and i have to room w this 13 yr old girl in like not even a full bed 😭#and like it’s partly a lot funny bc why am i so scared of this situation lmfaooooo like i’m absolutely more scared of her than she is of me#i keep thinking of that john m/uIaney bit abt 13 yr olds or whatever being the meanest ppl in the world LOL#she’s not mean afaik i’ve barely talked to her bc i am a fully functioning twenty fucking one year old 🤩💀#idk bro i had a trip earlier this yr where like i could’ve shared a double bed w one of my best friends but we found out the sofa was a#sofa bed so we didn’t and i was highkey relieved jfchdhdhdbh#but here we are also apparently after we get back from this i have to share a bed at home w another near stranger who’s staying w us 🥳#like it’s not that big of a deal i feel like i’m not super uncomfortable or anything i just feel like whining and i don’t want to do it#lmfaooooo 😭😭😭#anyway 🫡#it’s fine everything’s fine im just getting kinda annoyed on this trip by the two other strangers my dad knows#who idk are fine they’re fine i just wasn’t expecting any of it 😭 and i don’t like#new ppl apparently DNBCFJSBCHXNDB anyway#🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 <- waow it’s me#jeanne talks#but bro sharing a bed isn’t gonna make me alr not super great at falling asleep in new places fall asleep easier 🤩#and we have to be up early lol not that that’s usually a problem for me anyway#rly the point is i just rly wanna whine and complain <3#it’s rly not that serious#so sorry LOL 🤡🧍🏻♀️ ok lemme go to sleep bc i am actually tired sndbchhdjdhc
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“anyone can pick up an instrument and play” get the fuck out I’m never reading fanfiction again
#fake tay jardine ruined jalex fics#she really said that with her whole chest#like bro imagine being in the fucking music industry and having no respect for musicians#don’t get me wrong Jack was being a dick in this scene too but WHAT#home girl I know u didn’t just wake up and start singing like that with no training whatsoever#you wanna call ur voice an instrument but won’t respect the guitarist#nah#gtfo#I’m so fucking mad about this#I think it’s cuz I haven’t slept#but this is blasphemy#it’s not just guitar either like#bro it took me ten plus years of on and off practicing#losing and regaining my passion for the instrument#to be able to play fucking power chords on beat#and she wants to come in here and undermine every musician who’s ever walked the face of the earth#talents only half the fucking equation#and even that’s debatable#music takes dedication and hard work and so much fucking persistence#and she (fake or not) should know as a vocalist AND lyricist#because this is what gives vocalists bad names#I know she’s not real#I know this isn’t her real opinion#but this was written by a genius fucking writer with so much truth behind some of those elitist full of themselves musicians#respect the craft or get fucked#I want that on a t shirt#neon reads#neon vented
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drawing something for a mutual and she will never see it bc I’m scared to show it to her but now I just feel like crying bcos I know she doesn’t mean to forget but at the end of the day people just forget me much easier than they do others and I tried pushing that feeling down for as long as I can remember but now it’s like I’m crumbling down under the imminent weight of that idea.
#she doesn’t mean it and she’s quite busy but#it’s easy for her to remember others#or like#reach out to them first#I grew up and continue to grow up denying everyone’s attention and insisting I loathe attention and stuff#and even denying any attention and getting uncomfortable when people give it to me#but I just want *her* attention#just one person#I’m so confused . .#𓏲 𝐍 ܀ᬊ#let’s distract myself by continuing to draw it for her#even tho I’m gonna delete my blog soon so now we would have zero contact#I don’t ask for socials first bcos it feels like I’m begging them for it and then we won’t even talk#I don’t know why ppl ask for others’ socials if they don’t end up interacting anyways#but I don’t want to ask her bc I don’t want her to think I’m annoying#in truth I don’t think she likes me much#but that is okay I suppose#it’s no one’s fault but mine because all I do on there is stupidly be sad how can anyone even find anything worth liking if all I am is just#sad all the time on there#what is worth missing of a miserable person#honestly this is for the best for everyone#even tho the reason I was sad is bc I felt left out and other life problems . .#@bunveh was the cutest ever blog name but I ruined it bc of my stupid mental illnesses and my foolish brain and this stupid anxiety that#leaves me paralysed#I’m so tired bro I just wanted her to like me#and maybe be closer friends or something I don’t know . .#I just thought maybe it’ll be kinda cool to have an online presence where people could talk and maybe someone could like me or smth and then#we can be friends or wtv and be like besties idk but I was a fool that will never be my reality my mum was right who could ever want to be m#my friend . . how could one willingly want to be my friend out of their own free will this is stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid
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