#brain blogging

[nikiiwi]

i think asking for historical accuracy from the netflix bridgerton universe is a lot. it's been made clear from the beginning that this is a series inspired by fact, but never attempting to portray it. it's always been a fantasy story and that hasn't changed.

[shoutsindwarvish]

brain: feel shame and guilt!!!

me: but i didn’t do anything wrong???

brain: SHAME

brain: AND

brain: GUILT

[fluentisonus]

i met one of my aunt's archaeologist friends/colleagues earlier today & he was telling me about legends that not too far from here there's the ghosts of a roman legion that people see walking up the cliff towards the edge of the sea and then off the edge of the cliff and onwards, because the coastline has receded so much since roman times that the 'land' they're used to walking on goes on far past the point it falls into the sea today. and like. OUGH. I don't even strictly believe in that type of ghost but I'm Obsessed with this image of them still interacting with landscape that has crumbled into the sea & completely disappeared over the thousands of years since they were alive. ghost landscapes Real

[professionallyunstable]

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

[aphel1on]

AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be

[zeibee]

[kziecyrius]

im so convinced i was some kind of really bad person in my past life and my current life is my punishment for what ive done

[fevekko]

🏹🐦💘 happy holidays from your favorite super-heroes!! 💘

(i am not late today is the 25th everyone please shh)

fanart inspired from @kitsuneisi and @xmaruu11 's DDVAU! my brain is so rotten with these two silly gooses...

[dragonshapedskittles]

It’s been a bit since I’ve actually written something on here because life…but I hope all of you lovely folks have been doing ok and hanging in there the best you can. It’s definitely been a struggle from time to time but here we are…almost at the end of 2023. We made it. Most of us probably don’t know what day it is, but we made it!

As we rapidly approach the holiday season, here are a couple things to please keep in mind.

- not everyone celebrates the holidays, whether it be for personal reasons, religious ones, etc…so please be respectful if not everyone shares the same feelings about the holidays

- calling or showing up at someone’s job and causing a scene ain’t attractive…get yourself together for the sake of everyone’s dwindling sanity

- it is ok to say no! as a matter of fact, it is appreciated because being honest and straightforward is the best thing you can do

- just because folks are blood related does not make them family, and as a matter of fact some of the people I am closest to are not related to me at all

- holidays are not an excuse to get together and bring up unwanted topics such as: weight, sexuality, money/job situations, marriage/kids or lack thereof…ya know, the kind of topics that make people anxious because contrary to popular belief, there actually is a time and place for everything

- don’t go out and buy a bunch of crap you don’t need just because it’s on sale….because do you honestly need another set of dishes? we tend to buy things impulsively (I am an expert here) and regret it later & the older I get the more I am seeing these things

- be kind to any kind of service worker….it’s not their fault you’re having a bad day or waited until the last minute to buy something

STAY SAFE EVERYONE!!!

[urkitty-girl]

my ownership kink is making me go absolutely feral. like pls make sure everyone knows i’m yours. it could be with a bracelet, ring, collar, hickies, bruises, ANYTHING. id gladly show them off. i need need need it pretty please i need them to know i’m yours and yours only

[letsventstuff]

No no no no no, you don't understand. I can't keep going on like this. It's draining me and I can't take it anymore. No more, please.

[nikiiwi]

🫠

absolutely tragic that the telegraphed endgame ship for taeoh is not with

a) his enemies to toxic bestie he keeps proclaiming his unflinching devotion to (and has amazing chemistry with),

or even

b) his bestie's younger sister who has been unflinchingly devoted to him almost that entire time and who he is uniquely gentle (and has great chemistry) with,

but rather

c) the girl with a similar home life who is also using his bestie to get ahead and he doesn't seem to have much else in common (or really any chemistry) with.

absolutely torturous that i'm going to witness this to the end. something's got to give. i hope their dynamic becomes interesting at some point because 4 episodes in, i do not care. so far hyewon is most compelling as a tool to make taeoh and inha's relationship more complicated. she doesn't make for a good love interest for either male lead and she's not as interesting as I'd like her to be. I want to see her do something that grabs me. the other 3 steal the show whenever they're on screen.

[shoutsindwarvish]

i had an especially nasty 30+ hour migraine from friday through saturday and then spent yesterday without my adhd meds because i had to ration them since my psychiatrist didn’t submit a new script and then first thing this morning i had therapy that dug into some good stuff but has got me low-key sad

i think i deserve to be on my phone all day tbh, i’ve done enough already

[totheoneswhostayupallnight]

Sometimes I forget that I have no real friends and go on my phone expecting something; I don’t even know what, maybe them texting me first for once? Someone actually caring? Someone being interested in me or my life at least a little?

[professionallyunstable]

kinda tired fighting for a life i don’t even want

[tear-stained-lenses]

*No reply*

Oh so you want me to kill myself?