#both of them bottle their feelings | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

majikuriboh · 4 months ago

Text

"what pisses me off is that shoko did not give a rats ass" and yet she smoked a whole pack of cigarettes because she was worried about Satoru and it makes it even worse knowing about the swapping brain plan.

#she really does #she's like satoru actually #both of them bottle their feelings #they don't open up easy #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #reading jujutsu kaisen #shoko ieiri

9 notes · View notes

me-beef · 4 months ago

Text

@strangeravatar made a great point

i was gonna focus on the spike-hotboxing-celestia aspect but i got distracted somewhere along the way and i think i forgot what joke i was trying to make

but dont you think its interesting how many guards of the exact same color/body type she's managed to accrue?? i do

ooohh you want to go look at our stickers so bad

#conclusion: if one of them smokes weed they BOTH get high #but it's a baby's metabolism vs a sun god's so if CELESTIA is zooted spike is DEAD #i also like to imagine rainbow dash becomes quite the philosopher while under the influence #and yes their bong IS zecoras potion bottle from season 4 episode 1/2 thanks for asking #anyways #this is a long ass comic with. minimal payoff. but we're POSTING IT ANYWAY BABES #i couldnt decide if it would be funnier to have zephyr breeze at the end or one of those regular white blue-haired blue-eyed stock guards #i left it as zephyr. the real ones get it #i guess the real ones are everybody who saw season 9 episode 4 #but cmon why ELSE do you think celestia would hire that guy #it's cause she's a freak and im calling her out on my tumblr dot com #mlp #mlp fim #mlp friendship is magic #mlp g4 #mlp fanart #princess celestia #princess luna #rainbow dash #fluttershy #spike the dragon #zephyr breeze #horse comic #me art #also that font is one i made based off my own handwriting!! im so happy about it #though it does look. exactly like comic sans #idk how to feel about that tbh #wow you can just talk to yourself in the tags forever and no one will even know huh

5K notes · View notes

grayintogreen · 2 years ago

Text

“Shauna tries so hard to be a good person but sucks at it” vs “Natalie tries so hard to be an awful person but sucks at it.”

Shauna is fully capable and willing to kill and lie and cheat while maintaining this perfect apple pie illusion of a wholesome life and her family stays by her but even they’re starting to see the cracks in the veneer.

Natalie believes she destroys everything she touches, is constantly on a downward spiral of self-destruction, and hates herself for everything she did and yet she can’t even kill a goldfish on purpose and despite being openly antagonistic to everyone in the wellness center, they all seem to really like her.

FASCINATING dichotomy here.

#I feel like there’s so much Lottie vs Nat or Misty vs Nat foil comparisons #but dude she and Shauna are just representing two violent differences in the coping with trauma spectrum #Shauna bottles everything up #Natalie bottles NOTHING up #Shauna causes more destruction on ACCIDENT than Natalie causes on uproar #it’s so interesting!!#and I feel for them both #yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers #shauna shipman #natalie scatorccio

6K notes · View notes

canisalbus · 9 months ago

Note

have vasco & machete ever gotten into any big arguments?

.

#I think if you get close to someone you're bound to get into arguments eventually it's only natural #Vasco and Machete don't argue a lot neither of them enjoy and seek out conflict #Vasco is very patient and hard to rile up #and Machete bottles up his emotions and mostly just seethes quietly #in the original canon the time they get to spend together is always limited and they don't want to waste it being angry at each other #they probably bicker and disagree a little bit more casually in the modern au but it's purely because they feel more safe to do so #there's a lot less at stake and their situation is stabler #and for the most part they can handle any arguments in a reasonably healthy and mature way #answered #anonymous #both of them are quick to apologise and that helps a lot #the will to sort things out always prevails usually sooner than later

183 notes · View notes

flowerakatsuka · 2 months ago

Text

SNIFFING DAT MAN GOALS HAVE FINALLY BEEN ACHIEVED, ( excuse winter date kara staring into your soul. )

#ya'll.... it smells so good you don't understand....#first perfume to actually make me understand what top middle & last notes mean #it smells really similar to cool water for women and arrogant by english laundry...#which is really funny bc i used to wear both of those perfumes 😭#i really love fragrances so i feel like i'd get into collecting them as a hobby if they weren't so damn expensive #... i say as i'm willing to import merch of this damn muppet man #anyways i used rinkya as a proxy for this one specifically bc they're able to import stuff that's alcohol-based #my usual proxy can't do that so this sight was a god send #also i finally started to set up one of my nerd shelfs so winter date kara is free from his plastic bag now #i'm rationing this shit like it's the last bottle of potable water on the planet #especially since i know a good dupe #i could probably get a similar smell by layering those two fragrances i mentioned before #osmt #karamatsu #merch #mj rambles

40 notes · View notes

amxthystiine · 2 months ago

Text

RAHHHH IM NOT DEAD I HAVENT BURNT OUT TRUST

Canto VII is going absolutely insane rn GOD I hate THAT stage you know the one took me a day to complete it

BUT RAHHHH IM BACK!!! SELF INSERT UPON YE

I’ve been stewing on her lore a bit and have a possible scene that could play out in my mind but ye!!

#amethyst’s little rambles #ocs #oc #art #limbus company #artists on tumblr #digital art #lcb #project moon #tbh I did fuck it we ball the background but I will say there are still a couple intentional choices here n there #trying to integrate some of her main symbols yknow #also slightly related Hokma was so based for saying time is like a scythe #like PEAK FICTION YOU YOU GET IT #the feature of the moon is for somewhat obvious reasons (weapon name + moonstone)#the fog and the shattered mirror is to represent how she’s kinda lost her way #as in she’s lost touch with her passion and anger and more intense emotions #due to bottling them all up as those above her considered them distractions to her work #(via the experimental moonstone)#their reaper had to be as efficient to harvest the best results the fastest doesn’t she?#also yknow harvest moon + a scythe having a crescent shaped blade - moon motif #and yknow the two pillars #two mirrors #duality is what that’s supposed to represent because I feel like making a specific other little guy of mine her animus #well the manifestation of her animus AND her repressed true more extreme emotions #both good and bad - yknow he’s where her emotions are going to somehow #she doesn’t know this at first but eventually there’s a reveal where they’re one in the same #and the moonstone fully shatters #leaving her in shambles and most likely distorting as her worldview crumbles around her as like at least a decades worth of repressed #emotions storm over her #with this having been his plan from the beginning - could make Kairos part of the blue group at this rate lmfao he even has the colour

23 notes · View notes

harvestmoth · 2 years ago

Text

heres my one page thesis on why hinomori mafuyu real

#back on this again. apologizes but the newest event hit me across the face #they found her in a wet cardboard box all alone…#also all of l/n call her babygirl its just that mafuyu only knows this from kanade who in turn has only heard honami say it #anyways heres my thoughts on the hinomoris and why they should get to keep mafuyu #uh.#so everyone knows how mafuyu has the mask she puts on yea. but i dont really see people mention how shiho and shizuku. also have that #in different but still similar ways #with shizuku putting on a perfect act where shes always smiling for her idol job and as to not worry her friends and shiho #while shiho puts on her act of not caring and pushing everyone way so they dont have to deal with her or the people who target her #so as we can see here. they both put on a mask and are self sacrificial about it for the sake of others #mafuyu does that too but instead of doing it for her friends and those that actually care about her. she does it for her mom who does not #idk. anyways something something these three have a similar way of dealing with things by bottling it up until they no longer feel it #do you get me #do you understand what im on about #if not idk i might be making it all up i havent had a chance to watch all of the events and ive been kind of skipping around on them #like watching the newer ones first which is probably not the best idea #okay im done now i just want others to see the vision and do my work for me #project sekai #mafuyu asahina #shiho hinomori #shizuku hinomori #oh last thing. shiho and shizuku absolutely beat up asahina its what they all deserve #asahina mother i mean. not mafuyu. they beat each other up in the losing at card games way while they beat up asahina mom with a steel chair

65 notes · View notes

nexus-nebulae · 2 months ago

Text

love watching weather science videos but like. why am i 1000x more interested in tornadoes over hurricanes. they're both spinning air

#we wanted to be a stormchaser when we were younger #nowadays we have to worry about our health too much to have such a risky high-stress high reaction time job #been watching nothing but tornado history videos for days it's one of our intermittent special interests #stemming from the weather science workbook we OBSESSED over as a kid #would read that thing cover to cover multiple times a week. i was the kind of autistic who would read the Encyclopedia for fun #i actually had a fave encyclopedia entry as a kid and now i cannot fucking remember it 😭#i also learned what sex was through the encyclopedia 😭😭😭😭 was legit my first exposure to the concept #but like even though we watch A TON of weather videos including tons of stuff about thunderstorms and blizzards #(thunderstorms my fucking beloved. favourite weather pattern ever. cumulonimbus my bestest friend <3)#most of the videos we watch are mostly tornado videos. and hurricane videos feel boring to us #even though hurricanes are wayyy more powerful #tornadoes are still fucking powerful it's just more. concentrated #tornadoes to me feel Targeted like. that's weather that says Fuck YOU in particular actually #especially multivortex tornadoes where you can literally have two houses both in the middle of the storm at once #and still only one of them gets destroyed #or like pictures you can see of demolished houses with their mailbox in the yard simply untouched #i like to watch tornado videos bc they help me. prepare. just in case #our state gets hit with tornadoes pretty frequently though not as much as tornado alley #and i like to know all the information for sheltering and what to do in the event of a collapsed building and such #i have a little survival kit in the bathroom just in case with like basic first aid and a radio and bottled water #bc thats probably the safest room for me to be in since it's not near any external walls and also hiding in the tub is usually good #also in the event you're caught on the road during a tornado #DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE shelter under a bridge or overpass #those work basically like straws where as the air gets pushed through it goes MUCH faster and gets dangerous way easier #as far as im aware the best place to be is in a ditch or hole if you absolutely cannot find a shelter in time #if you do not have a car with roll protection then being in your car will probably be worse #NOT AN EXPERT THO pls verify this information on your own if you think it is relevant or necessary i have poor memory and can be stupid #i just know that overpasses are dangerous as hell

5 notes · View notes

br1ghtestlight · 10 months ago

Text

I like the linda-pendant woman episode but it always annoys me a little bit that it's implied that bob can't take care of the kids or the restaurant AT ALL without linda which is just.... not true? like it's probably easier with her around and she knows a few things w/ bookkeeping etc

But bob can obviously take care of the kids by himself. he does it in SO MANY episodes. it's not a struggle for him (or for linda when she's alone with the kids) it almost feels like they were doing the "incompetent dad can't do anything without his wife and doesn't know how to take care of his own kids" trope except we KNOW that isn't true because he is alone in the restaurant or in the apartment with the kids all the time without any problems?? just a very weird writing choice. it's easier with linda around obvs but bob is clearly not incompetent like this episode kinda tries to protray. unless he's just having a really bad day or something

#“don't leave me with these freakin' kids bob” “these kids are a two-parent two bottles of wine a night job”#you could make the argument that usually one of them is taking care of the kids and one of them is running the restaurant #and that having that balance is what makes it easy for both of them vs bob doing all of it #but i feel like that isn't always true either. he's definitely been in charge while linda was doing whatever the fuck she's doing in eps #bob's burgers #txt

11 notes · View notes

stinkrascal · 10 months ago

Note

hi jaiden. i read your ask and im very sorry about your loss, i've decided to spread some positivity. you are an incredible writer and as much as you cringe at your older posts i find myself rereading it every now and then. its kind of crazy how i'm quite young, and i've been growing up with reading breanna's story - yet i haven't lost interest. there is something so aesthetic about your standstill posts, i dont know if its the colors or the dust, but its so pleasing to the eye. literally everyday after my work i go and i check if standstill has gotten an update. the way your dialogue is written is so natural. like it doesn't feel like this fake poetic or overly descriptive, it sounds like natural realistic dialogue. and ive also been reading your character bios and in my language there's a word called härlig, thats the only way i can describe the little bios. for it being a sim story, its so incredibly clever and i can tell you put effort into it. the poses are always fitting. and your game doesnt even look like sims. i hope you realize that we will always enjoy your story even if it would be with low graphics or vlad would be a 8x8 pixel. so dont ever shy away from taking a break, because u really deserve to take a break. there is so much i could say about standstill,, but i wont for the sake of it already being quite lengthy! i hope your healing, and i hope that you can accept some positivity into your life. <3

wow okay hello anon... i won't lie, this made me cry a lot ;-;. i've been really struggling lately with intense anxiety and honestly just feeling really shitty ha. reading this means so much to me, more than you will ever know. it's silly ik but i put my heart and my soul into my sims, it can be a little embarrassing bc they're literally just sims and here i am pouring every piece of me into them like they're my diary, taking it so seriously. but like........ i do take it seriously.......embarrassed as i am to admit it..... i love them so much. so reading something as kind and reassuring as this makes me feel really appreciated. thank you for your kindness, it's more appreciated than you will ever realize

#jade answers #Anonymous #my grandpa was old. he suffered w dementia it was honestly his time #but his death has brought up stuff within my family that's been difficult to grapple with. it feels like i'm mourning the death of both #my grandpa and my parents. even though they're still alive it will never be the same #i wouldn't want it even if things did stay the same. ig in a way i'm mourning myself too. i'll never be the person i was before #i'm grateful i have my new family with my amazing partner but it hurts to know i can't have that w my birth family i'll never have that #this is silly but like......putting those feelings on vlad and brie has saved my life. ok. lol #they were like me... their family hurt them in unspeakable ways and then they were adults without a family at all...#but through it all through the dysfunction and trauma they made their own family....... they survived and i will too #having emotions is cringe you guys<3 #im gonna be really embarrassed about this in a few hours but im trying to practice this thing where i dont bottle stuff up so its ok #being embarrassed just means i care.......and theres nothing wrong with caring........i say thru gritted teeth

7 notes · View notes

youngpettyqueen · 4 months ago

Text

once again thinking about the post-canon dynamics on DS9

#star trek: ds9 #the strange depression and loneliness-induced friendship that springs up unexpectedly between Julian and Quark #which leads to Julian Quark and Kira becoming a more tight knit trio #Julian and Kira's bond really deepening and them spending a lot more time together #I think it'd be strange for Ezri #she's been there with them all these years but it wasn't HER #sometimes when shes with them she feels like theyre seeing a ghost #I dont think she lasts very long on DS9 and I dont think her and Julian's relationship lasts #she stays for a couple years #but once her and Julian agree to end things she leaves within a couple months #Julian Kira and Quark all bonding more with Kassidy #the three of them taking on different nurturing roles with Jake and helping him out #Kassidy finding herself in this single mother role with Jake but having the village of her friends on DS9 to help #and theyre all behind her and helping her when she gives birth #older brother Jake...#I think Julian leaves sometime after Ezri does #he holds on for a while- mainly for Jake and Kassidy and the baby- before he gets a certain letter from Cardassia #and he stalls for a bit but then he goes to visit Cardassia #and when he comes back after a week its just to gather what he needs to go back for a much more permanent position #assisting with the relief efforts wherever he can #maybe Kassidy and Jake and the baby move to Bajor #to that land Sisko bought #when he comes back- whenever that is- home is ready for him and waiting with open arms #Kira and Quark end up being really tight #still up to their old banter and butting heads but theres a new respect there on both sides #both of them will die before they admit it #but they've stayed awake all night at the bar #sharing a bottle between two glasses and talking about who they miss #Kira's the only one who's ever seen how Quark's eyes light up when he hears Rom or Nog is coming to visit #Ezri comes to visit sometimes

3 notes · View notes

angelmush · 1 year ago

Text

i love that my cousin and my bestie send me all their perfume samples they think i'd like it's so CUTE

#my cousin has a scentbird account and when she gets a scent she doesn't love but thinks i will she mails it to meeee #and savannah is always giving me her half empty bottles when she outgrows something or needs to downsize her collection #literally 50% of my fragrances are hers lol #my trusty amber oil from sprouts is from her <33 #and my little cherry punk sample i've been OBSESSED with lately is from kylie #so i always think of her when i wear it #i don't live near either of them anymore bc kylie is back in colorado and savannah is all the way in oklahoma now so #it's sweet to feel connected to both of them like this #personal

10 notes · View notes

soft-serve-soymilk · 5 months ago

Text

Actually I’ve come to the conclusion that Cynthia would like Kingdom Hearts for the exact same reason she likes Graces f (the homoerotic tension,,,,,,)

#Also she’s just an action girlie in general! (sorry dism you have Inigo to enjoy turn-based games with instead 💔)#just pav things #She likes graces better though because it has multiplayer :) So she gets to ramble to Inigo as they both play!#In her mind this is basically forcing Minty to pay active attention to said homoerotic tension rather than passively watching 😎#But also she assumes that with Inigo’s demeanour he doesn’t want to be there :(#So also in her mind she is trapping Inigo into socialising more actively with her. Gaming is a cover for her desire to connect with him #After all it’s easy to say ‘heeey you promised you were gonna do a full playthrough with me >:(‘ and not ‘I really miss you’#Classic You Have No Name Poor CommunicationTM ✨✨✨✨#Inigo DOES want to be there wholeheartedly and sincerely derives enjoyment out of neurodivergent people monologuing about their interests #He loves his creachurs very much and that’s why he gets along so well with Dism and Cynthia! Inigo enjoys interesting people :)#Buuuuuuut he’s driven to suppress his feelings for Cynthia in particular because he’s trying to prevent having an attachment to her #Attachments lead him to get careless and hurt people :) Murder them even :) And then it hurts reeeaally bad :3 #Of course this is where you can see the flaw in his logic #Why would he be trying to protect Cynthia from himself. If he didn’t already have an attachment to her in the first place <3 #He doesn’t want Cynthy to ‘die’ bc he loves her. Inigo tries so hard to deny this fact in his head bc it defies his faulty belief system #he wants to keep indulging in the Lie born from his emotional Wound :3 #In truth though feigning detachment makes him incredibly lonely and dissatisfied and ultimately hurts them both 💔#Cynthia doesn’t help in this either with her own ambitions to heal him hurt/comfort fanfic style for her own loneliness’s sake #So in conclusion fuck yeah codependent relationships ✨ truly a concoction of bottled up feelings #We love the drama hehehe. On some days I even prefer this over Dism and Archie’s mess just because of how natural and realistic it is #There’s no spiriters adding fuel to the fire and facilitating corruption this is just 100% flawed people doing flawed things!#…..Can you tell I was thinking of the moment where Cynthia and Inigo mend their relationship today 😭❤️

2 notes · View notes

villainsidestep · 9 months ago

Text

got sad abt fawn’s little motel room again 😞

#gideon shut the hell up challenge #we were thinking abt it in canon but then thought abt it in v3/v3au so. now we have to talk abt those #themmy who gets to be the first to get invited over. it takes a bit to build up to it and then even after they all think they’re ready #it takes another few days to actually Work Up To It. themmy gets first pick bc they’re the least intrusive of the group #the ortegas are close to the group ofc but they are nosy and pushy but this is The Becker’s space. so they get told no when they ask #if they can tag along. (they ofc get approval later after a few times of themmy getting to visit #bc 1. they won’t stop asking but 2. they’re more comfortable w the permitted intrusion that they get a test run)#honestly I feel like one of the ortegas would offhandedly ask Whose room it is (bc they expect them each to have their own)#and the siblings are like no it’s Ours. plural. and then the topic gets dropped bc they’re skittish enough already they won’t push more rn #ohhh the besties giving them little house warming gifts to help spruce the place up but next time they go over it still looks just as plain #except u ask ‘hey what happened to [xyz]?’ and they retrieve it from wherever it’s squirreled away #solo!survivor au…. imagine having to go back to the motel room alone for the first time #you know where the traces of your siblings are hidden. but they aren’t in immediate sight so it feels so Empty.#digging out all of their belongings just to have them closer to you even if it goes against everything you’ve all done this whole time #maybe you don’t stay alone. maybe you invite an ortega over. maybe you invite both.#maybe they show up with a bottle of wine each and none of you say anything bc you don’t know what you even would #maybe they help you pack up everything to move apartments. maybe you don’t let them touch anything. maybe them just being there is enough

3 notes · View notes

gay-otlc · 1 year ago

Note

Being a diaspora Jew is a lonely fucking existence honestly. I have one (1) gentile friend who just simply supports me in these hard times and doesn't tell me that it's acktchually very nuanced and israelis aren't saints either! As if I didn't know that already. Everyone else just doesn't give a flying fuck even though I expressed that this is hard for me for a number of reasons. I'm so tired.

Yeah, I'm having a really hard time rn and I can't really talk to any friends about it. I had one conversation about Israel with a gentile friend today and ended up having a panic attack. She was actually quite respectful, but ig that just highlights how I don't feel safe talking to anyone about this. I wish I lived in an area with more Jews so I could talk to my friends yknow

#i spent all of today bottling up all my awful emotions because i don't feel like i can express them around goyim #even goyim who are my best friends #because i can't shake the feeling that they'll go 'stop making this a both sides thing' or 'israel deserved it' or smth #so i just. can't talk to many people right now #israel/palestine

10 notes · View notes

queenlua · 7 months ago

Text

@jaggedwolf said: east coast is unwisely awake and would like to know what you’re drinking

the west coast salutes you for your service

& also, yeah, i'm drinking an incredibly mid Washington State rosé, because what is summer for if not drinking (generally mid) rosé all day

#i had one (1) mind-blowingly delicious rosé in the Russian River valley in 2013.#both myself and my drinking buddy took photos of the bottle because we were both like.#i didn't know love was real until i tasted this rosé.#then we BOTH lost our fucking phones and forgot the name of the fucking place #and alas i've never had an above-mid rosé since.#mysterious actually-delicious rosé where are you....#feel free to sound off in the comments if you know a good rosé.#i'm not kidding i'll try any rosé.#like most of them suck b/c they just taste like Watered Down Red or Cowardly White #and don't have an identity of their *own*#but this one. this one tasted INCREDIBLE. and UNIQUELY ITS OWN THING.#that being said even a mid rosé is incredible in my book imo

5 notes · View notes