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The Bear Season 2: And Why Iâm Fucking Annoyed (Full Spoilers below)
*Long Post*
The Bear is something truly special. When it dropped in June of last year it wasnât a major hit right away. It was a sleeper and it grew its fanbase over time. If you were here this time last year you remember how small the fandom was posts on every platform could barely reach 200 interactions, but with the Golden Globe wins and the word of mouth this fandom began to grow and expand, because season one of the show was just so good.
Season 2 however is an interesting piece of media. I am well aware that I have some bias in this department and I canât view this season objectively, but neither can the rest of you so Iâll say what I want.
To start off I really enjoyed some of the episodes this season, the first two? Excellent. The Marcus Episode(with my husband Will Poulter at his side)? Fantastic. The Richie Episode? Perfection. And letâs not even talk about Fishes, which was beyond words. I genuinely went into this season wanting to like it and praise it the way I did the previous season because I thought it was good. The writingâwhich is spectacular in nearly every other placeâtakes a nosedive with this romance plot. I still do think itâs good, but I canât act like this whole season hasnât left a sour taste in my mouth, because it has. Because the show runners are lying racist misogynistic nasty assholes who bullshitted us for nothing.
Toward the end of last year/beginning of this year Chefâs Kiss fans words made their way to some journalist who then asked about the potential for it with the actors and the writer( in an article stupidly named âdonât worry the bear doesnât want carmy and sydney to kiss, eitherâ the writer of which goes on to ship carmy and marcus so clearly they have excellent taste đ) who all shut it down. Fine. Thatâs fine. Thatâs their opinion and it doesnât affect us. What bothers me is the words of the co-creator Chris Storer who said this đđŸ
He went on to say the show was also just meant to be focused on these people doing their jobs. So fine. We said even if it wonât be canon thereâs no way they would bring in a new love interest cause thatâs not âthe visionâ they have for the show, right?(He also goes on in the pic above to act like we couldnât separate our love of the plot of the show from the ship which isâŠinfantilizing and annoying) continuing on though, he also said this
He thought it would be cool to see a show with no romantic plot. Mind you this statement was made in January and the show starting filming in February. So unless they want me to believe they added this romance plot as some last minute thing (which very well could be the case as Claire has quite literally no personality outside of being pushy and being Carmyâs girlfriend) they knew they were having a romance plot in the second season and chose to lie about it. So the actors, the creator, basically everyone who was apart of this project said that Syd and Carmy were a weird ship (a strange thing to say to your, at the time, small audience even if thatâs how you felt) just for them to turn around and have Carmy with a new love interest from school and have Sydney and marcus develop feelings for one another in the second to last episode? can yâall be fucking forreal for one minute?
Suddenly all you âyesss let men and women be friends, not every show needs romanceâ ass bitches want to ship something. I can tell you know Syd and Carmy have chemistry otherwise you wouldnât have been shaking in your boots hoping the writers wouldnât get them together. There was some dumb post i saw rooting for Claire and Carm but then adding âno one was better than platonic SydcarmyââŠ
I see you.
I spoke about this before, but this constant sidelining of black women in these types of shows irks me. Sydney is basically hunting Carmy down for 85% of the season because he canât do his fucking job heâs so consumed with Claire. And I know people are gonna say iâm being overdramatic, but itâs so clear they just did not want their main white boy to be with a black girl. Something that happens over and over and over again so many fucking times you can just lose count. Carmy, who in season one was so in tune with Sydneyâs emotions he quelled his own anger and anxiety to ask if she was ok now ditches her at their restaurant to go help some girl he hasnât seen since high school. He ditches her to go to a party then has the nerve to bring up Claireâs helping to inspire him.
Like yeah no shit Sydney is sorry that sheâs there, yâall are opening a restaurant together which could fuck both your lives if it fails and Carmy is off doing god knows what instead of his job!
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?!? And yeah, Carmy fucks it up at the end with Claire but that doesnât negate the rest of the season. Chefâs Kiss shippers are strange and delusional and the show doesnât need romance and then Claire is half naked in Carmyâs apartment? Look Carmy deserves happiness, his life has been basically nonstop stress and trauma since he was a kid and him ending the season thinking he doesnât deserve fun or love is heartbreaking because it isnât true, he deserves all the love in the world especially since he is actively trying to break the cycle (along with his sister). That doesnât negate the fact that he agreed to being partners with Syd and then left her to make decisions on her own about a business they agreed to start together. Which is why he apologized and rightfully so.
And I know for a fact annoying Sydney and Marcus shippers are going to be like âwell ackshully they are clearly setting up Sydcus this season so how can they hate black women.â I love Marcus as much as the next person and honestly after I saw where the writing was going I was like fuck it why not at this point, but if Sydney and Carmyâs shippers were living off crumbs Sydney and Marcus shippers were living off the memory of food. But sure that ship had development.
also no i donât fuck with that syd and marcus ship because why the fuck are you snapping at sydney cause she rejected you and it wasnât even really a rejection that was very incel core and itâs not about being upset half the kitchen is always screaming about something, itâs why he snapped at her.
Iâm just angry so yeah fuck this show.
Iâm genuinely contemplating if I want to watch the next season at all. I said if they wanted to go no romance, fine go no romance, but to not only lie about that but bring in some whole new girl we donât know and throw the black girl to the closest guy despite the fact Sydney and Carmy are more alike than anyone else? You clearly need to do some introspection and think about why you can view Sydney and Carmen as friends but get sick at the thought of them being more.
There is a possibility (a slight possibility) that they are playing the long game we wanted, but i am wary because they lied and put a manic pixie indie girl in as a love interest this time and it sucked. But then I remember the scene with Syd and Carmy under the table and how open and honest they were with each other and even though their relationship wasnât the best this season I can see itâs potential, because that one scene had more chemistry than all of that other ships other scenes combined. I donât know.
This got me thinking though Will Poulter romcom when? I will be seated. Also the consensus on twitter is that people really didnât like Claire and thought the show should have ditched their plot all together so thatâs nice. A lot of people seem to think this is a setup for sydcarmy and idk, maybe iâll rewatch when iâm more calm.
#the only little bitch here is the show runner for being a lying sack of shit#the bear#the bear season 2#the bear s2#the bear fx#the bear hulu#carmen berzatto#carmy berzatto#sydney adamu#syd adamu#carmy x syd#syd x carmy#sydcarmy#chefs kiss#carmney#the bear marcus#the bear tina#black girl romance#misogynoir
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Whenever I see the sheer love that people still have for My Chemical Romance, the way that they made a single piano note so recognizable, I think of this Cracked article from 2006 and laugh and laugh and laugh
#Imagine doubting the impact of teenage girls#couldnât be me#my chemical romance#gerard way#ray toro#frank iero#mikey way#wwwy 2024#The Black Parade
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#manga#manga caps#manga panel#mangacap#manga love#manga romance#manga art#dailymanga#manga black and white#daily manga#doujinshi#anime and manga#manga couple#me and you#me and who#anime love#intimacy#intimate#love#romantic#relationship#couple#relationship goals#couple goals#could be us#us#when us#daddy's good girl#Soul
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I'm yours
#2014 grunge#soft grunge#grunge#grungy aesthetic#grungyteens#grungy girls#grungy style#2014 nostalgia#bring back 2014#2014 girl#2014 revival#2014 aesthetic#2014 tumblr#kiss#couple#romantic#kiss of life#kisses#couple kissing#choke me please#romance#romance quotes#black and white#his hands#bd/sm kink#sensory#intimate#intimacy
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#weâre so back#black luxury#black love#luxury lifestyle#wealthy lifestyle#soft life#soft black girls#soft black women#hypergamy#black tumblr#rich black women#mood board#black girls in luxury#romance aesthetic
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the feeling of being soft & feminine >>
#just girly things#feminine beauty#self love#experience#luxury#soft girl#black beauty#tumblr girls#pinterest#finance#romance
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My heart
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warnings đœđș 18K word count. toji zenin, biker!toji plug!toji, kinda/sorta! third person omniscient pov, black woman, vaginal penetration, a lil bit of angry/rough sex, lil bit of sweet talkinâ, hair pulling, squirting, creaming, oral [f] [m], choking, praising, LOTS of dirty talk, condomless sex, overstimulation, edging maybe? kissing, spanking, aggressive toji, lil bit of sweet toji, megumi as a baby, toji as a daddy hehe, minors arenât welcome!
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SPIDER-MAN DOODLED WITHIN THE CORNER OF THE PAPER IS WHAT DRAWS HER ATTENTION, immediately recognizing what student it belongs to. She canât help the small smile that comes along her face as she brings her eyes up to search for him, seeing as his nose is shoved closer to his journal than the actual coloring pencil.
She adored being a Pre-K teacher. Being able to influence the mind of children growing into their own people made her feel like a superheroâIt was their giggles, their constant questions, their curiosity. A happiness that no one could replace. But her favorite student in particular was Megumi.
His dark hair that sprawled all around his head, doe-like gray eyes that beamed when something took his interest. Heâd always been more quiet, not as interactive with other students, barely joining in during activities or even recess.
He stuck to her like glue, even when he didnât have anything to say. His nose was within his Spider-Man booklet, drawing pictures with his left handâsheâd be lying if she said she didnât enjoy the childâs company.
She stood from her desk, passing by her other students that were in different stations within the classroom, coming to the âart station,â as she kneeled down to the table next to Megumi who continued to draw.
âHey, sweetheart,â she calls softly, âYou okay?â Her eyes drift between him and one of her other students within this station, a little girl with pigtails, toffee skin shining under the classroom lights.
âDid you see what Anabel drew?â She asks.
Megumi looked up at her with a small nod, his dark bangs sticking out a little. He glanced at the girl and gave her a kind smile before looking back down to the table. He looked a little tired, but his large eyes were as observant as ever.
"It is very pretty," he mumbled in his timid voice. His small hands still continued to shade in the page he had started, filling in his favorite heroâs color scheme.
She blows out a breath, wishing he had a little more to say as she prods, âIt is,â she agrees, looking at Anabel who was extremely talkative, âHey, Belâs, did you see Megumiâs picture? Heâs really good at drawing.â
Anabel nodded excitedly, her pigtails bouncing. She was a bundle of energy compared to the quiet Megumi, her bubbly personality on full display.
âMhmm!â she chimed with a giggle, her eyes landing on Megumiâs page as she leaned over, her small hands gripping the side of the table as she gasps, âThatâs a pretty picture! Did you draw it all by yourself?â
Megumiâs gaze slowly turned from his page to the girl. Despite his shy nature, she hadnât seemed pushy like most children often were. He slowly nodded, his eyes meeting hers as she leaned closer to look.
âYes.. I did it all by myselfâŠâ his soft voice mumbled quietly. He was often proud of his drawings, it was his favorite thing to do.
His teacherâs eyes almost brightened. She then tries a different tactic, âHow about you show Anabel the drawing of Spider-girl you made? Or maybe, you can make her one?â
The boyâs attention moved back to his picture with a thoughtful expression. He seemed to ponder over the teacher's words, debating on the idea. After a moment of hesitation, he looked up to Anabel, who seemed excited.
ââŠI can show her my other pictureâŠâ he nods his head, going into his desk as he says, âI can make you another Spider-girl one, okay? This one is for my dad,â he tells Anabel, pressing the paper to his chest with his small fingers.
Speaking of the bastard, this was the one person that she didnât have the opportunity to tell about how amazing Megumi wasâhis father.
She had been trying to contact Megumiâs father since heâd begun school, his nanny being the person that dropped him off on the first day. When she asked the nanny if there was any particular reason why he never showed up, she shrugged, as if she didnât have an answer either.
âHeâs a busy man,â sheâd tell her. She didnât think it was her business to pry, but when she concluded that the reason why Megumi clung to herâeven if she didnât want to admit it to herselfâ that this need for attention was lacking at home. She proclaimed that whenever his father decided to make his grand entrance by meeting the person Megumi was around more than his nanny, sheâd give him a piece of her mind. She just didnât know that day would be today.
âThank you, youâre sweet,â she compliments, ruffling his hair. She sees as that makes his cheeks go russet, sliding his picture over to his classmate. As she stands, she looks up to see her co worker coming in to do her usual act of bothering herâwhich she didnât mind, she was her friendâ a smile upon her face as she sung playfully, âHeyyy Ms. Honey.â
She sighs, giving a soft laugh with a roll to her eyes at the playful call of her last name. She knew there would always be a never-ending joke anytime someone greeted her, always giving a rendition of, âBecause sheâs so sweet,â waving as she replied, âHey, Ms. Em.â
âI love your classroom, your kids are like the ultimate palate cleanser,â Ms. Em sighs, âReady to get out of here?â
âReady as Iâll ever be,â Ms. Honey exhales, âDid you ever find out what time your class was going to that anti-bullying program?â
âOf course I did, who youâ think I am? Someone who doesnât do their job?â She chuckled a little before letting out a slightly exaggerated sigh, âAlthough, I must say, that event is gonna be such a boreâŠâ
âExtremely,â Ms. Honey mutters, looking over her desk for her pen, never noticing as Ms. Em is grinning at the scene behind her.
Ms. Em turns towards her co-worker as she asks, âIs that MegumiâŠmaking friends?â She whispers.
She sighs in return, âTrying to. I asked him to show Anabel his drawing, I thought he was gonna faint.â
Ms. Em chuckled at her words, her hands landing on her hips with a slight laugh, âHeâs so shy, what a cutie.â
âI just wish he wouldnât be so afraid to make friends. Everyone in class always wants to talk to him, heâs sweet irregardless. And his drawings, itâs nothing Iâve seen come from a four year old. Theyâre amazing,â she crosses her arms, âYouâd think heâd want the entertainment, heâs an only child. Iâm sure that becomes lonely.â
âSpeaking of home, any updates on daddy-day -care?â she grins, seeing as Ms. Honey immediately became irritated.
âGirl, donât make me laugh. I have to go through an interview just to have the nanny tell me he canât talk. Iâve never spoken to the man directly. And she acts like sheâs terrified of him, so I donât know what to do.â
âDamn, this guy is so busy that he canât even give you a call or email himself?â
âNot even a letter from a bird,â Ms. Honey retorts, âI asked if he was some CEO with this unattainable free time, the nanny said she only sees him when itâs close to Megumiâs bed time. She doesnât know what he does for work, she just knows itâs somethingâŠillegal,â she whispered the last part.
âMafia-daddy or assassin, hot,â Ms. Em playfully whispers in return.
The more she explained the situation, the more irritated she felt herself becoming as she thought about it. She truly didnât feel like it was her place to have anything to say about his fathers job or even the slight abandonment to his child, but as it affected him on a daily basisâand the bastard seemed like a bastardâ she cared about Megumi more than a way that a teacher cared about her student, it was a motherly nature that she had for him.
âBut seriously, youâre kidding me, right?â Ms. Em raises her eyebrows, âHe has to be a business tycoon or something, thereâs no way that the time he does have for his kid is almost charitable.â
Ms. Honey shrugs, âLetâs hope for my sake Iâll eventually run into him. Or over him, whichever one Iâm successful at first.â
âIâd like to be a fly stuck to the front of that car.â
Ms. Honey laughs, âIâd like to be the one driving the car.â
âThat too.â
She feels her stress lightly release from her shoulders as her co-worker makes her feel better. As they both laugh amongst each other, their attention is suddenly taken away to the front of the class, a masculine cologne hitting their nose before the figure meets their eyes. Ms. Honey couldâve choked on her spit.
The silhouette within the doorframe nearly reaches the ceiling. He was⊠terrifying. It was in all the ways that sent shivers down her spine, also sending throbs in between her thighs. The scar jagged across his lips told her everything she needed to know. Onyx hair, steel gray eyes that had a familiarity she couldnât pinpoint. Olive toned skin and baby pink lips, her eyes falling to a dark inked skull along the side of his neck, making her nearly want to faint at the sight. His broad shoulders were camouflaged by a sable shirt, tight along his hard torso that almost pulled inwardsâthatâs just how sculpted he was. More ink scattered along his large arms, dark jeans and hefty boots along his feet. He dropped the motorbike helmet he had within his veined covered palm along the desk by the door, stoic face searching for something, or someone within the room.
She takes a moment to breathe as she hears Ms. Em whisper, âWho in the hell is that?â
âIâŠdonât know,â Ms. Honey mutters back, still stunned.
He was a sight for sore eyes. As she looked at him, she immediately thought to herself, âgoddamn.â Jawline as sharp as a knife, body nearly straining against his shirtâjust an overall ominous aura, this man was a demon in the flesh. She knew she was staring.
âUhâIâll be right back,â Ms. Honey mutters, beginning to make her way over to him.
She didnât recognize this to be one of her students' parents. As she goes to introduce herself, this time, his eyes are the ones studying her. Her strawberry red hair is pulled into a ponytail that swishes along her mid back, edges perfectly sculpted along her forehead, the rich red contrasting her caramel skin, freckles spruced along her face, nose and lips. Similar to him, she has a large rose blooming within the side of her neck, something he wouldnât expect for a teacher to have. Her double golden nose rings shine within the light, baby pink long sleeve clinging to her body in a way that shouldâve been inappropriate but was only at fault for her geneticsâlarge hips and ass that she could only thank her mother forâ blood red skirt flowing down to the floor with white sandals along her feet, orchids clipped to the top of them.
She comes up to him, nervously pulling at her ponytail as she greets, âGood afternoon,â giving a polite smile, straight teeth shining under her brown-lined lips, âI donât think you have the right classroom, what teacher are you looking for?â
The manâs eyes never wavered from her form as she approached. He was taking in every little detail. How her red hair framed her face, the gold on her nose, how her shirt and skirt clung to her body, her scent, he felt like a dog in heat, wanting to howl as her aroma of cinnamon and vanilla choked up his windpipe. His gaze slowly went down to look at her hips and ass, his expression unreadable, before going back up to her face. He noticed her nervous habit of pulling on her ponytail, as well as the nervous tug on her skirt. She was sexy.
âNah,â his voice had a rasp, deep baritone crawling to her spine as he replied, âIâm in the right place. Youâre Ms. Honey, arenât you?â
Her eyebrows raise up, âMe? I am. I justâ Iâm sorry, I donât recognize you to be one of my students' parents,â she places her hands behind her back, his eyes dropping down to her physique, eyebrow twitching. This definitely wasnât the time to think about how erotically attractive this man was.
âIâm Megumiâs father, Toji Zenin.â
As it hit her, she muttered, âOh shit,â fixing her posture as she turned towards her co-worker, âMs. Em, do you mind getting some of the kids started with dismissal?â
Ms. Em was caught off guard, not expecting to be roped into this situation. She looked between Ms. Honey and the mysterious man with a slightly surprised expression, nodding to her before turning to the children and saying in a convincing tone, âOkay cuties, letâs put away your supplies and go get ready for dismissal, okay?â
She turned back towards the man, âYouâreâŠMegumiâs fatherâŠâ to which he drops his eyes along her face and replies, âThatâs what I just said.â
âUhâitâs nice to finally meet you!â she takes a deep breath as she gives him another kind smile, placing her hand out.
It feels like an eternity as a hand never comes out to shake hers, her eye almost wants to twitch. Toji looked at her outstretched hand, an unamused expression on his face.
âYeah,â he grunted.
He stayed leaning against the wall, broad frame nearly bending the doors hinges, his arms still crossed, looking down at her as he stated, âYouâre the one with the âconcernsâ about how Iâm raising my fuckinâ kid.â
Okay, so he wasnât the type to be passive aggressive. Just aggressive-aggresive. She places her tongue on her cheek, raising an eyebrow as she laughs awkwardly in response, âThat I am. Iâve been wanting to speak to you for a while, youâre very good at ignoring someone. Now that youâre here, Iâd like a sliver of your precious time?â
His jaw clenched as she spoke sarcastically, his eyes narrowing at her tone, âSpeak then.â
She wanted to smack him upside the head right then and there. But she kept her composure, looking back to Megumi who giggled absentmindedly with Anabel, wishing sheâd been anywhere else but this conversation.
She turned back towards him as she spoke, âWell, Megumi is a really good kid. Heâs sweet, polite, and respectfulânot sure who I have to thank for thatââ she throws shade, âBut the only minor problem I do have out of him is his participation and social skills with other students. He has an issue making friends, and the only thing that keeps his interest is his school work and drawing.â
âYouâre upset because the kid isnât some damn social butterfly like the rest of your class?â
Her eyes squint at him as she pensively disagrees, âNo. If youâd let me finish, he draws a lot. Itâs essentially his passion. When I ask him what heâs drawing about, or who heâs drawing for, he says itâs for his father. He seems to be seeking your approval, Mr. Zenin. Not that itâs my place to tell you how to be a better father, but Iâd give notion that if you were more of a participant in your childâs life, his social skills would bloom just like a social butterfly,â she tilts her head, gritting her teeth to keep from cussing him out.
His large arms go over his chest, a humorless laugh coming from his full lips as he asks, âYou gotâ kids?â
âNo sir, I donât,â she replied, a shift in her face at the question, yet she remains stoic.
âThen who in the fuck are you to tell me about how to raise mine?â
As she goes to reply, he cuts her off, â You must be some dumbass, naive idealist who thinks everyone can be a perfect parent with enough love.â
âWhat I am is somebody telling you to watch your mouth around my students. Quickly,â she raises an eyebrow, voice going lower, âBut I absolutely think with enough love and attention to your son, we wouldnât be having this conversation in the first place, Mr. Zenin.â
He grits his teeth for a moment to hold back a nasty reply, âI donât need some gentle parenting bullshit spout about how to raise my own son,â he then remembers her threat, âShut me the fuck up if youâre gonna threaten me. Know Iâm not one of those other parents youâre used toâIâm your worst damn nightmare.â
She pulled her face back, raising an eyebrow. Was this motherfucker trying to scare her? Who in the goddamn hell was he talking to?
All of her professionalism went out the window as she sneered, âCome find me in my sleep, then. Nobodyâs telling you to do anything. But Iâd appreciate the effort of at least faking as if youâre committed to having a goddamn child, rather than clocking out when you donât feel like being a father.â
âMaybe I ainât one of those fathers that bakes sugar cookies with my kid and reads him a bedtime story, Ms. Honey, but Iâm present. I donât need your fuckinâ advice.â
âThen double it and pass it to the next person, Mr. Zenin. I literally donât give a fuckââ
âMs. Honey, can I take this book home with me?â A sweet voice calls from below, her attention being pulled away by one of her other students. It hits reality that sheâs still at work, still standing within her classroom.
She was thankful that her students hadnât heard this back and forth, but she could see Ms. Em felt the fire coming off of both of them.
She pressed her hand along the childâs cheek, âYeah, of course, baby boy,â she replied to her student, Oliver, tan skin and bright green eyes giggling excitedly at her, â Go âhead.â
When she faces the man again, she realizes that sheâd made a damn fool of herself, allowing this man to rile her up in a way that she never was with a student's parent.
She takes a deep breath as she leaves him with, âIâll go get Megumi.â
Tojiâs anger had simmered at the interruption. Even he wasnât heartless enough to continue the argument with a child present. He watched as she went and spoke to her other students in her softest voice, almost admiring the way her face changed as she interacted gently. It nearly made him forget how fucking irritating her adamance was.
As she comes over to Megumi, she squats back down as she sighs, âHey, handsome. Look whoâs here,â she speaks softly to him, running his hair out of his face with a soft smile.
Megumi looked up from his drawing, his face lighting up slightly when he saw his father. He was surprised that he was the one to pick him up, but he felt happy to see him.
He set down his crayon and immediately started to pack up his things, almost saying to hell with his backpack as he ran towards his father, Toji grunting with a soft chuckle as he caught him within his arms. The manâs entire physique softened as Megumi acknowledged him.
âYou wanna leave some of your snacks here for recess tomorrow?â She asks him, happy at how elated he was to see his father. She was glad it wasnât another response, otherwise she wouldâve actually crashed out on this man.
Megumi thought for a moment before smiling and nodded gently in agreement. Her words reminded him that he did forget his snacks at his desk, but if he was to take them home now, he would eat them all before morning came.
He looked up at his father, who was still holding him and he pointed over to the desk. âCan I grab my snacksâŠ?â he asked in a shy voice.
âGo âhead,â he replies even softer than Megumi asked, running his hands over his hair as he pressed a kiss to his childâs forehead, letting him run back over to his chair.
Megumi grabs his snacks from the table as he begins to take them to the classroom fridge, placing them where his name is taped on the shelf. Ms. Honey was now intentionally avoiding her gaze along Toji, taking a breath as she clasps her palms together, âI didnât hear the clean-up song while Ms. Em instructed dismissal time!â causing the entire class to recite the tune theyâd come up with, packing up their last bit of things into their backpacks.
She hadnât noticed as Tojiâs eyes dropped down to her ass, never in doubt of this womanâs attractiveness irregardless of their debacle. Maybe if he fucked that stick out of her ass, she wouldnât have room for another one.
Once she makes sure he has all of his things together, she lets out a breath as she exhales, âOkay, Megumiââ a shriek from her own mouth interrupting her sentence as he swiftly dropped his backpack, tightly wrapping his arms around her lower half.
She canât help her small giggle, hugging him back as she speaks softly, âIâll see you tomorrow, Meg. Promise Iâm not gonna run away.â
Megumi smiled up at her as she hugged him back, enjoying her soft giggles as he clung onto her. He nodded and pulled away, reaching down to grab his backpack as he waved, âBye-bye! See you tomorrow,â gripping his small hand within Tojiâs larger one.
As she watched him grab Toji's hand, their entire argument recited in her head. The guilt immediately hit her chest, wishing it wouldâve been more productive conversation. On the other hand, he was still an ass, and she didnât necessarily feel like she wanted to apologizeâyet.
She gave Toji one more glance before she turned her attention back to the class, leaving the conversation exactly where it was before as he and his son left the classroom. There was nothing to say.
Once the entire class cleared out, she could tell Ms. Em wanted to practically explode, holding her mouth up until the kids were gone.
âAnd uh, what the hell was that?!â she exclaims in a whisper-yell, her tone full of curiosity.
âGirl,â she sits along her desk, crossing her arms, âI almost killed that bastard. Did you hear our conversation?â
âI wouldâve heard him swallow if I was listening any harder. Goddam, the tension in here felt like it was ready to explode. I was afraid a chair was going to catch fire or somethinâ!â
âFunny,â Ms. Honey rolls her eyes, âI canât believe him. Getting mad because you donât spend time with your son?â
âThe audacity to try and argue with you about his terrible parenting. And the damn gall to walk into this classroom and act as if youâre the one in the wrong!â she pauses for a moment, raising an eyebrow, âAlthough, you shouldâve seen his face from my perspective. It was like he was trying not to smile or something, I swear,â she teased in a sly tone.
Ms. Honey twists her face, âI hope youâre not trying to insinuate something in that big ass head of yours. It doesnât matter how hot he was, still doesnât not make him a bastard, Emâ.â
Ms. Em sighs, laying herself on her friends desk as she dreamily sighs, âCome onnnn, you canât argue that the man wasnât attractive as hell. That scar, those muscles, that heightâŠâ she trails off, looking back at Ms. Honey with a smirk, âUgh, I could moan right now. And he rides a damn motorcycle? My cervix hurts. Maybe you should give him a chance. You might be able to get him to change his ways,â she presses her hands to her chest.
âWhat Disney song are you about to start singing?â Ms. Honey raises her eyes, her co-worker raising her middle finger to her as she retorts, âIf you donât want him, Iâll put his ass on a leash, quickly!â
âIâll meet you at Pet-Smart to buy his food then.â
Ms. Em rolls her eyes, âYou're getting bitchy. Thatâs my cue to exit stage left!â She begins walking out, dramatically swaying her hips, âI feen for a good enemy to lovers trope. Call me when you wanna go to Pet-Smart!â
Being left alone with the classroom allows her to let out a big exhale, wishing the conversation hadnât gone so left. She was simmering on this thought as she sat at her desk going through her students homework, a FaceTime call interrupting her work. She sees the familiar picture of her best friend, answering as she continues looking at the papers, âYes, Ezra?â
Ezra groans dramatically as his face appears on her screen, brown skin and emerald green hair appearing as he draws out her first name, âAhâsighâyelll, Iâm boooooreeeed,â pouting like a child.
âBored? Donât you have that car show to go to later?â Asael looks over the camera, âOr have a little sneaky-link toâŠlink with?â
Ezra rolls his eyes, âThat last man was a lilâ hookup. Heâs not really my type. Besides, I have a new toy to play with,â he responds slyly, letting out a sigh, âBut, thatâs actually what I called you for, the car show is tomorrow nightâand youâre coming with me.â
Asael frowns to the camera, âSays who?â
âMe, thatâs who. You havenât been out in a hot minute, you just need to let loose and relax, maybe find a sexy biker to swipe your little abstinence card,â he replies with a small giggle, ignoring the glare she sends through the camera.
âItâs celibacy, smart one. And I just havenâtâŠfound anyone that truly arouses me, Iâd rather be in isolation than have meaningless sex,â she shrugs.
âAlmost a year of no dick is insane. You have a strong sense of mind and body,â Ezra shakes his head.
âMy dick doesnât have a mouth to get on my nerves, and only complains when I need to change its batteries,â she shrugs, âBut as far as your plans, Iâm good on that. Not in the mood to watch a bunch of guys do donuts in a parking lot for hours.â
Ezra rolls his eyes at her words, letting out a scoff, âCome on, itâs not going to be just guys doing donuts. Thereâs going to be live music, food, hot guys, oh, and hot guys again! My manâs gonna be there with his lilâ fire ass retro car.â
She hadnât done anything with her last couple of weekends but cuddled in the bed with her cat, grading papers and overworking herself until all she wanted to do was sleep. She figured that flirting with a couple of guys with nice cars wouldnât be the worst thing in the world, and maybe would be a great start to her weeknd.
She tilts her head, humming as she thinks over the proposal, âMmm, food truck food, hot guys with hot cars. Doesnât sound too bad now that I think about it.â
âSee, I knew youâd agree with me in the end. Ezraâs always right!â
She sighs, âI need an outing after the day I just had,â she admits more to herself.
Ezraâs eyebrows shot up with curiosity, âOh? And why is that? Was someone mean to my bestie? Whose feet do I need to tie bricks to and throw them in the nearest ocean?â
âYes, actually!â She exclaims, âRemember my student Megumi? The one I always send you pictures of? Super cutie with bad social skills?â
âThat sweet lilâ kid who looks like he could kill with a single look?â
âYeah, well I met his father. After playing telephone with the nanny I finally got a hold of Ghostface, and he ripped my ass to shreds. Told me it wasnât my business how he raised his son,â she briefly explains, not wanting to piss herself off all over again.
Ezraâs jaw practically hits the floor as he processes her words, âYouâre lying, who the hell does he think he is? The goddamn pope?â
âDid I mention the bastard is the hottest fucker youâve ever seen?â She adds on, seeing Ezraâs jaw drop down to the core of the earth, Asael nodding as she laughs humorlessly, âYeah. It gets worse. Motherfucker could put a nun out of commission.â
âAnd he ate you up that bad?â
âChewed me up and spit me out. He literally came in on ten! He was not playing with me. Although I snapped his ass right back up, Iâm starting to feel like it wasnât my business,â she sighs, âBut you know how I feel about MegumiâŠIâm just afraid that the lack of attention will cause him to change.â
âDamn. Megumiâs a sweet kid. He doesnât deserve to be neglected by his own father, no matter how hot the man is,â Ezra shakes his head.
âI feel bad. I want to apologizeâbut the bitch doesnât even deserve that,â she leans along her chair, rubbing a hand over her hair as she groans, half covering her mouth as she quietly admits, âHe had a fuckinâ neck tat, Ezra! I wanted to lick him,â She admits, hearing as Ezra laughs at that.
âCanât believe you didnât snap a picture with your eyes and mind transfer it to me. You donât love me forreal,â he smacks his lips, âBut seriously, if he comes back to pick him up tomorrow, just take off your huge ass prideful panties and apologize. If he starts tripping, Iâll pop up and pop his ass.â
âAre you trynaâ get me fired? Or arrested? Donât be funny,â she frowns, âIâll just apologize and hope he isnât on some extra shit. But if I call you, just know you will get the opportunity to slash someoneâs tires.â
âIâve been waiting all my life for this moment,â Ezra fake-cries into the phone, âI can finally shine!â
Asael softly laughs, rolling her eyes as she says, âI gotta finish these papers, just meet me at my place by the time Iâm off work tomorrow.â
âNoted. One more thing?â
âYeah?â
âIf you donât want him, can I have Ghostface? I promise immaâ answer the phone.â
âEzra, get the fuck off my phone.â
âMuah! Bye!â
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WHEN THE NEXT DAY COMES, Asael becomes antsy, glad for it to be Friday, but not glad that she admittedly has some apologizing to do. She knew that an apology was in order for her as well, but she wasnât necessarily holding her breath on that oneâespecially when the person who picked up Megumi was the nanny and not Toji.
She knew it was now the weekend and that meant leaving behind issues at work, but she couldnât help being the emotional person she was, constantly stressing on issues she wished she could immediately smooth over. She now stood within the full body mirror in her bedroom, eyeing herself as she was her own constant critic.
Her strawberry hair flowed around her face in layers, falling to her mid back. She wore a black mini skirt, the bottom of her ass poking out as paired it with thinly strapped matching heels, black baby tee and her red hello kitty purse. She leaned within the mirror as she lined her lips with brown liner, fluffy cat-eye lashes hanging above her previously darkened water line.
Ezra came behind her, playfully whistling, âSo you are trynaâ get that card swiped tonight, huh?â
âCan I just be a girl that wants to be sexy, not because of a man?â
Ezra smirks as he tilts his head, seeing as she then mutters, âIf heâ fine, then maybe.â
âMhm, whatever. Youâ ready to go?â
âNot as ready as you, youâ ready to see your man?â She teases.
Ezra leans within the wall, dreamily sighing, âIâm ready to do bad things to him. Letâs go!â He nearly drags her out of the house, preparing for an eventful night.
As they pull into function, cars line down the lot, motorbikes also grumbling along the ground as they model next to the customized vehicles. The air smells of gas, people taking pictures or showing off their most prized possessions, men and women all talking amongst each other, feeling the thrive of energy.
Asael looks around in excitement as they arrive at the car show, taking in the sight of the various vehicles and the crowd of people buzzing with excitement. From a pink Kuromi styled suped-up motorbike, to a black and white BMW E-30, tires screech under smoke as the vehicle takes off, swiveling around the parking lot almost like a video game.
They step back as cars fly past them, excited yells whooshing into the air. Itâs a chaotic scene in the best way. Asael has a warm smile come to her face, feeling as if it's been a while since sheâs enjoyed herself like this.
âDaddy!â
She turns as Ezra squeals, wrapping his arms around a taller man that chuckles, low waves along his head, brown skin almost matching the sweatshirt he wears. A bright smile comes to his face as he pulls Ezra into a hug, kissing his lips as he mutters within his ear.
âThis is Cam,â Ezra grins against his mouth, Asael giving a soft smile as she greets, âAsael. Nice to meet you.â
âNice to meet you too,â he chuckles, âI donât know too many girls that are into shit like this.â
She shakes her head, âTo tell you the truth, Iâm terrified of motorbikes and extremely loud cars, but theyâre cool to look at, Iâm just here for the ride. No pun intended.â
Cam replies amusingly, âWell by all means, you can always just chill by my car. Itâs the â79 dodge charger.â
She takes a deep breath, nodding her head as she hides the jump her body wants to make every time someone loudly revs their engine. Itâs not that she was afraid, her mind just thought of the worst when seeing these vehicles and bikes mindlessly racing one another, the fear of being hurt more concerning to her than anythingâthat definitely came from being around kids all day.
When she looks to his car again, seeing the multicolored headlights, she then compliments, âItâs fire as fuck, Cam. My chest hurts just thinking about how much you spent on customizing it.â
He sighs, âIt was fashoâ a splurge, but the shit was worth every penny. She purrs like a kitten when she's revved up."
Ezra lets out a scoff as he rolls his eyes, âYeah, yeah. Keep bragging about your car like it's your new boyfriend or something."
âHow do you know I wasnât talking about you?â Cam replies, wrapping his hands around Ezraâs waist, tugging him forward. They both laugh as they pull themselves into a kiss, and for the first time, Asael feels like the third wheel. Times like these made her wish she did have someone to romantically entertain, it made her feel a little lonely.
She clears her throat as she mutters to them, âIâm uh⊠gonna go find something to eat,â giving a weak smile as she waves, giving them no time to reply as sheâs already searching for a food truck.
The music they play along the lot keeps her company as she takes pictures of cars she likes, too anxiety filled to actually talk to any of their owners. Most of the men had women who glared deeply at her, almost hissing as she passed by. She was starting to feel insecure for her outfit choice.
As Asael walks down the line, she makes her way to the small bar they have within the event, ordering a crown vanilla and coke mixture, taking light sips as she continues walking around. Her eyes slowly catch the attention of a handsome, caramel complexioned man who takes pictures of a custom challenger, headlights royal blue with a blower engine plummeting atop of the hood.
Okay, this was it. She lets out a deep breath as she compliments, âNice car.â
The man looks up as he hears her compliment, his eyes roaming over her with appreciation. He smiles, clearly enjoying the attention.
"Thanks,â he leans against the hood of the car, crossing his arms over his chest, âShe's my pride and joy. Been working on her for months. Youâ showing off a ride here?â
âOh, no. Iâm uhâthird wheeling my best friend,â she lightly laughs, âDecided to walk around by myself before they started hooking up in the car.â
The man chuckles at her response, "Ah, so you're in need of some company tonight,â he replies, looking her up and down with a slightly cocky smile.
She shrugs, already feeling slightly buzzed from her drink, âMaybeee,â she hums, âUnless you already have a passenger princess.â
The man smirks at her response, clearly enjoying the banter. He takes a step closer, leaning his hip against the car and looking down at her as he replies, âNah, no passenger princess... yet."
Her tipsy aura has her feeling giddy, nodding her head as she agrees, âYou seem to have good taste in cars and women.â
Just as she thinks thereâs a possible connection between them, she turns her head to find the sound of people yelling, and her entire physique comes to a stop. Itâs as if the hairs on her body stand upâ instantly recognizing that aura from a mile away.
On the other side of the lot, the familiar neck tattoo filled her eyes, watching as he leaned on the seat of a Suzuki GSX-R750 street bike, cigarette within his mouth as his low voice sexily laughed about whatever conversation he was having. Her blood couldâve boiled as she watched him clasp palms with another man, dabbing him up as her eyes noticed something retract from his palm, now successfully within the other guy's hand. This had to be a joke.
âCan you uhâŠgimme a second?â She turns towards the guy she was previously talking to, giving an angelic smile.
She knew that this would be her second time being in this manâs business, but now she actually had a reason to spazz out. She can still feel the effects of her drink, knowing thatâs another reason why sheâs so adamant on going over there to knock his head off of his shoulders. Maybe she shouldâve just headed back over to Ezra.
But as her hips twist with a vengeance and her heels thump along the ground to draw herself closer, maybe not.
A glare burns into the sockets of Toji as she stomped towards him, unable to hold her emotions back as she says, âYouâve got to be fucking kidding me.â
Toji catches the familiarity of her voice as he looks up, his eyes meeting hers. A smug expression immediately appears on his face as he recognizes her, he lets out a lazy chuckle.
âYou look pretty as fuck,â he tells her, his voice deep and gravelly. The statement has her face go blank for a brief second as he takes a drag of his cigarette, âWho are you trynaâ show out for?â exhaling slowly as he looks her up and down.
She realizes once again that sheâs outside of her job atmosphere, pulling at the mini-mini skirt. The last person she expected to see was one of her students' parents, especially the one sheâd just previously had beef with. Now he was looking at her in a way she hadnât seen before. She wanted to punch him. It also made her very, very, horny. What the hell was happening to her?
âAre you serious, Toji?â
âSay my name again.â
âBastard. What the hell are you doing here? What the fuck are you even doing? And donât play dumb, I just saw you slide some shit over to the guy that walked away,â she fires off, his smug look making her want to jump atop of him and elbow him in the face.
âYouâ watching me now?â
âYouâre not very fuckinâ discreet!â
He shrugs, âIâm just showing off my car and bike.â
âDonât play fucking dumb. I could call CPS on your stupid ass right fucking now!â
He pulls the cigarette from his lips, smoke pulling from his nose as he replies, âDonât be a pain in the ass.â
âDonât be a pain in the ass? Niggâooh!â she exclaims, watching as that makes him raise an eyebrow, a smirk coming along his lips as she continues, âYou canât be serious. I have to be immensely drunk if youâre gonna sit here and justify being a goddamn plug while you have a child. Where is your fuckinâ son, Toji?â
âYou think Iâd have him in this type of environment? Donât fuckinâ play with me,â he almost sneers, Asael crossing her arms as he states, âIâm not an idiot. Heâs with the nanny, her son comes over during the weekends to hang with Megumi. Got some other shit you wanna scream at me about?â
âIâll give you five more things I wanna scream about!ââ
âHey, Zenin. I got you a beer like you wanted,â a girl comes beside him, interrupting the conversation as her green eyes stare over Asael, blonde hair and pale skin shining under the light of the lot.
A brief scan over Asael comes from the girl, jealously feigning her body as she narrows her eyes at her, âWhoâs this?â
âThis is my sonâs teacher, Ms. Honey.â
âMs. Honey?â The girl raises an eyebrow.
âThatâs what I said. Her ass is nowhere near sweet,â he replies, Asael grimacing as he opens the bottle with his teeth effortlessly, the cap popping along the ground.
âFunny,â she squints her eyes, âItâs just Asael,â she corrects.
âA teacher,â itâs like this girl's eyes move without her permission, scanning Asael for the second time before she then states, âIâd never be able to tell.â
Itâs shady, yup. Itâs shady. Asael holds her breath as she asks, âAm I supposed to be wearing a cardigan or something?â
âTo cover up that attention seeking piece of fabric you call a skirt? Maybe,â she gives Asael a dismissive once-over, still continuously sizing her up.
Her insults are corny, not enough to actually piss off Asael. The same way she attempted to dismiss her, she turns to Toji as she sighs, âI need to talk to you.â
âNow?â He leans himself forward, pushing off of the bike as he comes closer to her with a frown, âIt canât wait?â
âDo you think I give a fuck about your play-thing? I donât. Yes, now.â
âWho are you calling a play-thing, bitch?â the girl sneers.
Asaelâs eyes couldâve jumped out of her sockets, head swiftly tilting as she narrows her eyes, âWho are you calling a bitch, bitch?â
The thought of two women fighting overâŠessentially him, was an entertaining thought. But seeing Asaelâs anger for himself and knowing he could handle her just fine, he wasnât too sure if a girl heâd only been flirting with for the last hour or so had the same capabilityâ or she was just a little too big for her own bridges. He also didnât want to see his sonâs teacher get into a fight.
âWhatâs your problem?â The girl scoffs, as if she didnât start this conflict herself.
âWhat youâ mean? You were just talking all this hot shit, now Iâm with whatever! Iâm on that type of time!â She looks around Toji whoâs hovered in front of her, hands shoved in his pockets as he mutters, âChill.â
âHow about you stop being so ghetto and act like a professional, Ms. Honey?â
âGhetto?â she blinks, a crowd forming as Asael becomes visibly pissed off, âWho the fuck are you calling ghetto? Iâll show you ghetto, the fuck!â Now feeling racially attacked at the girl's words, Toji now steps forward as he grips for Asaelâs waist, seeing as sheâs inches away from hemming the girl up.
"Knock it the fuck off,â he snaps, his voice firm as he holds her back.
âDonât tell me shit! Tell your hoes to watch theyâ fuckinâ mouth! Talking about âghettoâ, bitch you donât even know me!â She lunges forward again, the girl flinching back a bit, Toji gripping Asael harder, glare along his face as heâs now irritated.
His eyes hardened as he felt in her body that she hadnât relaxed in the slightest. He knew she hadnât been drinking enough to become belligerent, but he could tell her anger was something that wasnât a simple passover.
His voice was now low as he firmly pulled her jaw up to meet his face, snapping at her in a way she hadnât expected him to, "You're not getting into a fight over this. You need to calm down."
Toji then turns towards the girl as he says, âGo.â
âWhat?â She frowns, âGo?â She repeats.
âYou heard me. Fuck off,â he tells her.
The girl rolls her eyes, âWhatever. You two can fucking have each other,â walking off as she throws her beer along the ground.
The moment she leaves, Asael feels herself still shaking, ripping herself away from Toji as she grunts, âI didnât need your goddamn help.â
He instantly tugs her back, large hand having a deadly hold along her wrist, âOh yeah? Then why was your little ass about to start a fight in a damn parking lot?" he snaps, his eyes narrowing as he looks down at her.
âYou think I was gonna let a white girl call me ghetto? Have you lost your damn mind? Like Iâm just acting out for no reason,â she sneers, yanking herself back, a game of tug-o-war at this point.
Toji actually becomes pissed off as he commands, âGet in the car.â
She looks over to the Dodge Durango Hellcat, engine humming, wrapped a shiny black with blood red headlights shining across and below the vehicle.
âWhat? Iâm not getting in your fuckinâ car.â
âWoman. Get in the goddamn car.â
Theyâre now both staring at one another, neither of them making a move. He nods his head, a humorless smirk coming along his mouth, giving her a couple more seconds. Nothing.
He then leans over and opens the passenger door of his car, turning back as he firmly wraps his fingers along Asaelâs throat and yanks her towards him. She yelps as he shoves her down into the seat, removing his hand from her neck as he brings his face close to hers, âPut your legs inside, cause Iâm seconds away from tearing your ass up in this back seat.â
With the mouth she had on her, his was worse. She was learning that. Her parted lips shut tightly, face pulling back from his as she felt her cheeks go hot. She quickly pulled her legs inside, jumping as the door slammed next to her.
Now sitting with her arms crossed, he gets in on the drivers side, the silence between the two now being filled with her heavy breathing. Toji removes the leather jacket he wears, inked up arms flexing as he leans back against the seat, hovering his hand over the lighter within his car as he ignites another cigarette.
He takes a slow drag, the smoke filling the space between them as itâs still silent. He eyes her for a moment.
"Are you good now?â he asks, his voice level but still hinting at irritation.
âIâm calm,â she says flatly.
"Like hell you're calm. You nearly got into a fight over some random ass girl's words,â he mutters, exhaling smoke from his nostrils.
She turns her head, âDo I need to repeat why I was initially upset? It wasnât about her. I donât give a fuck about that hoe. Iâm mad about what she said.â
Toji sighs, taking another drag from his cigarette. He glances over at her, studying her angry expression as he tells her, "You gotta learn to let shit like that roll off your back, baby," he says, his tone slightly softer, âGetting all worked up and trynaâ fight isn't going to prove anything."
âOh? Says the motherfucker with the anger of a hornet? Just like you donât need my advice, I donât need a fuckinâ father.â
âHow are you such a sweet thing to kids, yet act like this right now? Do you always get this pissed off?â
âNo. Probably that damn Crown I drank. I donât know,â she admits, the alcohol within her system feeling like two cups of coffee, her leg immensely shaking as she feels slightly frustrated.
Toji glances at her leg, noticing how much it's shaking. He reaches out, setting a hand on her thigh and giving it a squeeze to stop the movement.
"You're going to shake the whole damn car," he mutters, his hand still resting on her leg.
The touch makes her leg stop shaking, a chill running up her spine at his rough hands. Her arms soften as theyâre still crossed, looking out the window as the event continues to play out, sounds of cheering coming from the other side of the lot as cars do donuts.
She looks back towards him as she mutters, âMy bad.â
He notices the way she tenses up when he touches her, the subtle shiver that runs up her spine. It's a reaction that he finds intriguing.
"Your bad? That's all I get?â he asks, thumb slowly tracing small circles on her leg, almost absentmindedly.
âIâm not apologizing for almost giving that bitch a hands on tonsil removal, but I didnât mean to make a scene,â she says, making that her version of an apology.
Toji lets out a low chuckle, the sound gruff. He continues to trace circles on her leg, his touch light yet firm as he sarcastically replies, âThat's real mature of you.â
âIf some asshole came up to you talking shit, you wouldâve had his heart placed within his prostate. Donât even lie,â she turns her head towards him.
"You're damn right I would," he roughly replies, his hand sliding higher up her thigh, his fingers squeezing the flesh there.
âDonât you think thatâs hypocritical?â She raises an eyebrow.
The moment after she asks the question, she lightly shifts her thigh away from him as the buzz of her drink has her core throbbing, feeling the secretion creating in her between her legs. Her hips nearly shook at his touch. She did her best to hide it.
He lets out a chuckle at her question, noticing the slight movement of her knee. His hand moves again, this time resting on her inner thigh. He can feel the warmth of her skin.
"I never said I wasn't a hypocrite," he replies, his voice dropping to a rough whisper. His thumb continues to slide across her skin, teasingly close to the hem of her skirt.
âThenâŠâ
She didnât mean to do it, she really didnât. But damn, she couldnât help it. The quietest gasp left her lips as his finger shifted right above the now drenched fabric of her panties, her entire body jumping at the simple touch. Her fingers yanked for the car handle, opening it up as she insulted, âYou arenât a hypocrite, youâre a fucking bastard!â Getting out of the car as she slams the door, mind fuzzy, legs shaking and hot as she makes her way back over to Ezra and Cam.
Toji watches in amusement as she jumps out of the car, shaking his head with a cocky smirk on his face. He shrugs to himself, leaning back against the seat and taking another drag from his cigarette.
âHey? What the hell happened?â Ezra asks, seeing the look along his best friend's face, hands coming from around Cam's waist.
âAlmost got into a fight, found Toji here, almost got my coochie touched in the car by Toji, and now Iâm here, telling you!â
Ezraâs head nearly spins, âWha?! Huh?!â
âOkay, quick run down. I was talking to this cutie with a challenger before I saw Toji in my peripheral doingâŠI donât know, illegal shit with this guy. I said oh, so this is what weâre doing? He said itâs not a big deal. I said you have a son?! He brushed me off. Some girl walks up and sizes me up, we get into it and she ended up calling me âghettoâ Toji physically put my ass in the car cause I was about to show her what the fuck ghetto was. He calmed me down and he was rubbing my thigh and I got really horny so I jumped out andânow Iâm here?â She says the last part softer, Cam unable to hold his laugh, causing her to whine, âItâs not funny!â
âFighting at a car lot, friend? Might be ghetto,â Ezra giggles, Asael letting out a sigh as she places her hands along her hips.
âYou can say that, I donât care. She couldnât though. But seriously, you guys suck. I need another drink,â Asael grumbles.
âTo pump you up for your next battle?â
âFuck you. Immaâ smoke instead.â
âBetter go ask your man then.â
âI will hit you!â
As Ezra dramatically pulls her into a hug to comfort her, she canât help the soft laugh that comes from her lips. She just hopes this night becomes better before it ends. Asael was unsuccessful in all of the promises to herself, talking to Toji about Megumi, even getting that hot guy's number. All she wanted to do was ball up in a corner and cry at this point, but instead she sat atop of Camâs car with the both of them, watching as people swerved around the lot with their own vehicles. It was now time for the motorbike show, large custom bikes revving loudly as they began flying past their bodies, Asaelâs hair lightly flies back at the haste of the bikes.
Her eyes catch the scarred lip as he pulls in front of the car she sits upon, saying nothing else as he states, âGet on.â
She raises her eyebrow, looking him up and down as she frowns, âExcuse me? Iâm not getting on that.â
Ezraâs eyes couldâve popped out his head, glancing over at the man as he said, âThis is Toji?â
âEzra, not now,â Asael grits her teeth, knowing he was shocked by the attractiveness of this man.
âCâmon, pretty. I donât do all that stubborn shit,â He revs the engine of his bike, the sound filling the air as he rests his arms on the handlebars.
âAsael is afraid of bikes,â Ezra smirks, Cam wrapping his arms around him, purposely instigating the conversation as Asael glares.
Toji raises an eyebrow at Ezra's comment, turning his head to look at Asael, âCute. Is that true?â
âFuck you,â she says to him, hearing as that makes him darkly chuckle. When he tosses the helmet to her, she reflexively catches it before he states, âYou got a couple more seconds of my patience before I put you on this bike like I put your ass in the car.â
She raises an eyebrow, âIs that a threat?â
âI make promises.â
She narrows her eyes at him, once again calling his bluff as she disagrees, âYouâre not gonna do thatââ she begins, her mouth nearly dropping open as he sucks his teeth, locking the bike onto the ground as he begins removing himself from it.
She shrieks lightly, âOkay! Damn. Shit. Iâm going,â standing from the car, hearing as Ezra and Cam giggle. She goes closer to the bike as she asks, âWhereâs your helmet? Whyâd you only give me one?â
âThat is my helmet, stop stalling and get on.â
âItâs gonna ruin my hair,â she pouts, Toji snatching the helmet out of her hands as he replies, âThen get on a pray we donât crash and your head doesnât explode,â causing her to pull herself back, eyes wide as she shrieks, âWhat?! Toji!â She then whines.
His full on laugh is deep, sexy. He actually found her entirely adorable. He slides his fingers around her hips, lifting her leg onto the opposite side of the large bike as he murmurs, âYour hair is gonna be fine,â reflexively pulling her skirt that rolls up, eyes flickering to the hello kitty panties she wears. Yeah, okay.
Her heart stammers in her chest as she gets on the back, Ezra and Cam whistling out, âNice ass!â as she has to arch herself a bit to comfortably sit behind him. As he now sits in front of her she immediately places her hands along his stomach, feeling the hardness of his abdomen, her fingers shaking as she does so.
She mutters to him, âPlease donât kill me,â a seriousness coming to her voice as sheâs actually terrified.
Toji can feel her fear as she wraps her arms around his stomach. He chuckles softly, a faint smirk on his lips.
"Weâd both die if you wanna be technical,â he chuckles, Asael closing her eyes as she presses her face into his back with a whimper at the thought. When he sees sheâs genuinely terrified, he brings his hand backwards, lightly patting the skin close to her ass as he soothes, âRelax, baby," his voice low and rough, "Youâre good. Just hold on tight,â bringing both his hands to the front, revving the monstrously loud engine of the bike.
âCâmon, Zenin! I didnât put five-bands on this race for you to play around!â A voice calls next to him, another street bike braggingly revving their exhaust.
Her heart nearly dropped to her ass when all the other bikes began revving their engines. Sheâs expecting some type of circus act at this point, spinning around like maniacs and possibly killing her in the process. When she feels the bike begin to move, it takes off before she has time to mentally prepare, squeezing herself tighter around his torso as she clutches her eyes shut, pressing her cheek into the broadness of his back as she faintly shrieks.
Toji chuckles as she clings to him as if her life depends on it as he asks before it gets too loud, "You good back there?"
âMmâmm,â she shakes her head, eyes still tightly closed as she squeals, feeling as the bike increases in speed, swerving through the lot, snapping past other bikes, gas within her nostrils as engines plummet and roar within her ears.
Toji can feel her shaking her head, her fear still evident as she buries her face into his back. He doesn't let up on the bike, pushing it faster than necessary. He can feel her body tremble against him, her cries only making him want to go faster. He swerves, making a sharp turn that causes her to cling to him even tighter, her mind going back to him saying her head might explode. What was she going to tell her students?
âDamn, pretty.â She can hear him chuckle lowly, gripping the material of his shirt as she trembles softly, âDonât be a dick.â
He leans back slightly, shifting his weight and making her have to cling to him harder. He keeps the bike moving fast, zig-zagging through the other bikers.
"I'm not going to let anything happen to you. You're safe."
His voice is gruff yet somehow soothing. It feels like for once heâs not purposely being an ass, or constantly making jokes to rile her up. He feels genuine, knowing how terrified she actually is. As she leans against his shoulder, she peeks an eye open, her hair flurrying through the wind as she sees other bikes trying to keep up with him, going faster than anyone on the street. Her arms slightly relax as they still keep a firm hold on him, clutching as they lean to turn, a tickle coming in her stomach at the movement. A hesitant giggle pulls from her lips.
From all the crying she had been doing before, she could barely hear the music that came from his bike. Her mind focuses on the song, âYamâ by Yeat plays, a curse yelling out from the biker beside them as they flurry past him like lightning.
Toji feels her arms relax slightly, her body responding to the movement of the bike. It was almost as if she was starting to enjoy the ride. A faint smirk tugs at the corner of his lips when he hears her giggle. He continues to weave through the other bikes, pushing the bike to go faster. Expertly maneuvering through the lot, Asael's hair flies wildly behind her, her body finally starting to fully relax.
"Youâ getting used to it?" He calls over the wind.
She nods her head, softly replying within his ear, âIâm okay.â
It was as if the moment she said that, Asael shrieked as he floored it, another biker beside him as she felt her body falling backwards, looking to see as the front of the bike came off of the ground. Although she wanted to shit herself, she could admit that it was a cool sight to see.
As the front of the bike came off the ground, Toji let out a low chuckle at Asael's shriek. He could feel her body tense up behind him, her arms wrapping around him even tighter. He continued to control the bike, keeping it in balance as it rode on just the back wheel.
âStill scared?â He briefly turns his head towards her.
She rolls her eyes, âJust keep doing this cool shit!â
She giggles as he takes off in front of the other biker, engines nearly bursting their eardrums as they race one another. Asael yells out in excitement, Toji howling as the other biker struggles to keep up with them. In this moment her body feels like air, her hands sliding up to Tojiâs chest as she places her face within the back of his neck, eyes closed as she relaxes against his scent.
His heart actually races as he feels her hands slide up his chest, her face burying into the back of his neck. He smirks, enjoying the feeling of her body pressed against him. The roar of the engine and the sound of the other bikes fill the air, but all he can focus on is her. He weaves the bike through the other riders, leaning into each turn with skill and precision. He can feel her breath on his neck, the warmth of her body sending a jump to his dickâhe must've been losing his mind.
The race continues, Toji and the other biker neck to neck, engines screaming as they dart back and forth across the lot. Asael's heart beats louder than it ever has, the adrenaline pumping through her veins. She can feel Toji's heart pounding as well, the vibrations of the bike and his body making her cling to him even tighter.
Eventually, Toji pushes the bike just a bit harder, pulling ahead of the other biker. As they cross the finish line, he grins, feeling the thrill of victory coursing through his veins.
âThatâs five grand on me, bitch!â He howls out, the other biker raising his middle finger to them as they both laugh within the air.
Asael rolls her eyes, giggling nonetheless at the cursing between the two men. They finally slow down, her hands loosening from around him as she immediately checks for her hair, still feeling her makeup intact as she adjusts her skirt, strawberry hair layering around her face loosely.
He smirks as his eyes take the sight of her adjusting her hair and skirt. Her red hair frames her face in an almost angelic manner, even after the wild ride they just had.
"Looks like you and your hair survived," he teases, a hint of amusement in his voice.
She brushes him off, âWhatever. Do I look okay? Do I have wind hair?â She asks, genuine concern in her voice.
He chuckles, watching her as she fusses over her appearance. He turns around slightly, his eyes roaming over her hair and face.
"You look fine. A little messy, yeah, but still pretty as hell," his voice rough yet sincere, coming forward as he pulls her hair out her face that sticks to her lips, the contrast of her caramel skin and colored hair, the lights of the lot making her almost ethereal.
The comment makes her cheeks grow hot, her legs coming off of the bike as she nods, pulling her hair behind her ear nervously. She then hears Ezra squealing, coming as he wraps his arms around her, spinning her around as it causes her to giggle as he asks, âDid you have fun?!â
Asael smiles, âI did. It was cool, I canât lie.â
âGood. Iâm glad you didnât kill my friend, donât know what Iâd do without her,â he sighs, âWell, itâs getting pretty late. You ready to go?â
Asael doesnât even realize itâs almost three in the morning. She looks back to Toji as she realizes she still hadnât had the conversation regarding his relationship with Megumi. She nods her head as she says, âYeah, uh. Actuallyâ you guys go. I need to talk to him.â
Ezra frowns, âAre you sure?â
âYeah, go end your night with your lilâ boyfriend thatâs so madly in love with you. Iâll be fine, promise,â she smiles softly.
Toji watches the exchange between them, his arms still resting on the handlebars of the bike. His expression is neutral, but there's a flicker of curiosity in his eyes as he glances at Asael.
Ezra hesitates, looking between Asael and Toji. Her words reassure him, and he finally nods, âYou know I love you?â wrapping his arms around her as Asael hums, âI know, I love me too,â giggling as she teases, âKidding. Youâre my heart. Iâll call you tomorrow,â she blows kisses, both Ezra and Cam waving as they make their way back to the car.
Asael then turns to Toji as she says, âSo, uh. I actually wanted to talk about Megumi. Is that okay?â
Tojiâs eyes flicker, a stoicism returning back to his face as he says, âYeah. Câmere, I wanna show you something anyways.â
Asael frowns, âIf itâs in your pants, I donât want it,â she crosses her arms, hearing as that makes a huff of a laugh fall from his lips.
Toji smirks at her comment, his eyes flashing with amusement. He shakes his head, his voice low as he replies, "I'm not trying to show you my dick. Come here."
Her eyebrows raise, arms crossing as she comes forward. He nearly rolls his eyes, taking her small palm within his large one as he pulls her towards his car. He throws his bikeâs keys to one of his friends, helping her back into his truck as they take off out of the lot. The city looks pretty underneath the street lights, Asael rubbing the sides of her arms as she lets out a breath, âWhere are we going?â
Toji glances at her as he drives, his eyes flickering over her figure as she rubs the sides of her arms. He notices the city lights reflecting off her skin, the girl more beautiful than he could ever imagine.
"You'll see," he says, his voice cryptic. He keeps his gaze focused on the road, his hands gripping the steering wheel firmly.
âOh god, are they never gonna find my body? Did I make the wrong choice?â She asks, hearing that makes him chuckle, rummaging through his car compartment for his lighter, his attractiveness sticking out like a sore thumb as he drives with one hand.
"Nah," he replies, finding his lighter and igniting a cigarette between his lips, âI said you were safe with me. I meant that.â
They pull in what looks to be a garage, her eyebrows furrowing deeper at the navy blue building. She watches as he steps out, coming around as he opens the door for her, eyes still searching hesitantly around his face.
âI have pepper spray, gorilla,â she tells him, scanning over his large figure. That makes him laugh once again as he chuckles, âYouâve got jokes forreal. Câmon.â
She takes a deep breath, trying to keep up with his long strides as heâs taller than her, Toji opening the door to reveal a completely different idea of what she had in mind. It was similar to an art studio, having a bed and a projector playing music on a loop in one corner of the room, the other side having canvases, paint splashes, rugs along the floor, seeing this is where someone took their time to discover their creativity. The pictures amongst the canvases were womenâs silhouettes, landscape creations, colors and different ideas all amongst her eyes.
Asael walks slowly inside as she looks around, turning to him as she asks, âYou draw?â
Toji's eyes flicker as he watches her take in the studio, the surprise evident on her face. He takes a drag of his cigarette, leaning against the doorframe as she walks around the room, taking in the various artworks on display.
"Yeah," he says simply. He watches her as she stops in front of some of his more recent pieces, his eyes studying her expression carefully.
âSo thatâs where Megumi gets it fromâŠâ she hums.
Her body comes to a halt as she sees another wall. The pictures are familiar to her eyes, every single drawing Megumi made at school was within this wall, including the spider-man one heâd made not too long ago. A guilt almost hits her within the chest, crossing her arms as she mutters, âShit,â to herself.
Toji watches as her eyes settle on a particular wall, filled with drawings that are unmistakably Megumi's. A mixture of pride and sadness flickers across his face, knowing that his son is far from a typical child. He stubs out the cigarette in his hand, his voice low as he speaks, âKidâs obsessed with drawing. Always scribbling something."
It hits her like a ton of bricks. Maybe Toji wasnât the white picket fence father, but she could see just how much he loved his son. She hated to be wrong or even admit to it, but it was time to face the music.
Asael sighs, âIâŠI feel bad about the first conversation we had,â she admits.
Toji raises an eyebrow, the corner of his mouth twitching slightly. He leans back against the wall, his arms crossed over his broad chest as he eyes her.
"You mean the one where you called me a bad father?â
Asaelâs arms drop, eyes narrowing as she says, âYou know thatâs not what I said, Toji.â
Toji's expression remains stoic, his eyes fixed on hers. He pushes off the wall, coming closer to her, his steps slow and deliberate.
"Ah, right, I forgot. Potentially bad father," he replies, his voice heavy with derision. He comes right in front of her, towering over her small frame as he looks down at her.
âWhat was I supposed to think? I mean, I never met you. You ignored my emails, my phone calls. I didnât have anything bad to say about Megumi. Heâs a sweetheart, I couldnât ask for a better student. I just wanted to know where he came from. What made him tick. Maybe it was wrong of me to assume you had no type of relationship, but for your nanny to say youâre a âbusy manâ and rarely spend time with Megumi, it made me concerned,â she sighs, admitting this as she sits along the bed, head tilting up as she stares over his towering frame.
Toji listens to her words, his jaw clenching slightly. Her concern for Megumi is evident, but her assumptions about his relationship with his son irritate him. He lets out a scoff, looking down at her seated form on the bed.
"I may not spend as much time with the kid as I should. Life's tough and I do my best to provide for him. But that doesnât mean I'm a goddamn bad father," he mutters, his voice low and rough.
âThatâs not what Iâm saying,â her voice goes soft. âIâŠâ she begins, taking a deep breath as she continues to speak, âI didnât have my father when I was younger. I donât have a good relationship with my mother, and with that, I vowed to give my child the love and attention I never receivedâŠuntil I found out that I was infertile, and that Iâll never be able to conceive my own children. Maybe thatâs why I love my job so much, maybe thatâs why I take these things to heart. But that doesnât make it right,â a weight comes off of her chest, embarrassingly admitting her insecurities.
Toji listens to her, his expression stoic as she admits her past. He can sense the vulnerability in her voice, the weight of her insecurities. His arms unfold from his chest as he apologizes, "Iâm really sorry to hear that, Asael. I appreciate the way you care for Megumi. I can also understand why youâŠcan be the way you are at times, life hasnât been a walk in the park for me either," he admits sharply. He pauses for a moment, his eyes roaming over her face, "But it doesnât give me an excuse to be a dick or use my trauma against others."
âIâm not a dick,â she brings her eyes up to him, âMegumi clings to me like Iâm his damn momma, it makes me almost want to cry at times,â she laughs hoarsely, âI really do care about him, heâs different from my other kids.â
Toji's eyes soften a bit, his expression losing some of its usual stoicism. He can hear the sincerity in her voice, the genuine affection she has for Megumi. He lets out a sigh, running a hand through his dark hair.
"Yeah, the kidâs like a magnet," he admits, "Damned if I know why, though."
âBecause he canât stick to you all the time. Listen, Iâll leave you alone about him. I justâŠplease be sweet to him, you donât seem like the type of father to be all mushy and shit, but it makes him smile. Little things go a long way with children, and at this age they need that affection,â she runs her fingers through her hair, sighing out, âHe loves you, and you love him. I can see that.â
Toji listens to her words, his eyes studying her face. Thereâs a flicker of something in his gaze. He lets out a huff, crossing his arms across his chest again.
"You think I donât think about how I havenât been there for him as much as I should be? But you gotta understand, I do the best I can with the hand Iâve been dealt."
âHave you raised him alone since he was born?â
Tojiâs eyes narrow at her question, her curiosity evident. Thereâs a moment of hesitation before he responds, his voice low again.
"Yeah, pretty much," he admits. He sucks his teeth, his eyes fixed on the floor, âHis motherâŠwell, sheâs not around. And I donât have much of a family to lean on, so itâs just been us most of his life."
It makes more sense to her why he is the way he is, understanding that his constant abandonment could be him wanting better for his child than he had, or his own traumas relaying over.
She sighs, âYouâre doing amazing for what you can. Heâs truly a little ball of sunshine,â she giggles, âJust wish heâd talk more.â
Tojiâs expression softens a little at her words, a hint of gratitude in his eyes. He lets out a huff, shrugging his shoulders, "He's always been a quiet kid. But he's smart, always has been. Got his damn mother's brains.â
As silence falls between them, her eyes come up as she then hears him say, âIâm sorry.â
She tilts her head, âFor?â
Toji sighs, his usually impassive eyes meeting hers. Thereâs a flicker of hesitation in them, a vulnerability that he rarely shows.
"For being a dick to you, I guess," he mutters gruffly, "You were just looking out for Megumi, I canât hold that against you."
âMs. Honey says that adding, âI guessâ to an apology doesnât necessarily make it sincere,â she tells him, not wanting to put her teacher hat on, but unable to help herself as she gives him a soft laugh.
Toji scoffs, a hint of a smirk playing at the corner of his lips. He leans against the wall, his arms still crossed over his chest.
"And you got that from your big ass teaching handbook, huh?" he retorts, his voice holding a hint of mockery.
She shrugs, âIâm more street smart than anything. But seriously, I gave you a real apology, so I expect you to get on your knees and kiss my feet or something.â
Toji laughs at her comment, his expression amused. He pushes off the wall, taking a step towards her, "Kiss your feet, huh?" he repeats, his voice low, "You're not asking for much, are you?"
âMmm, this one of my smaller requests,â she giggles, trying to mask the nervousness she feels around him, crossing her legs as she plays with the end of her skirt.
A shocked laugh comes from her as he pulls for her legs, lifting them to the sides of her as he has a hold of her ankles, lowering his mouth as he kisses the side of her foot. He raises an eyebrow as his gruff voice calls, âYeah?â
The giggling comes from still being slightly tipsy and now face full-on hot, nodding her head as she amusingly replies, âTâthatâs a start.â
âOh, now I got youâ stuttering,â he drawls. He removes her heels off of her feet, beginning to suck the skin of her ankles, dragging his lips down her legs as he goes between the both of them, creating quick pecks as he latches the skin into his mouth with a popping sound. Her giggling subsides as this causes her hips to raise, her fingers digging into the sheets as she presses her mouth into itself, a line of fire being created within her body.
She then clears her throat as she dumbly asks, âUâuh, did that hurt?â She refers to the tattoo along his neck.
Tojiâs eyes flicker as she asks about his tattoo, a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips as his vision bores into her own. He keeps his lips along her ankles, "Nah, didn't hurt too bad," his eyes roaming over her form hungrily.
âMine hurt like hell,â she refers to her own, the rose nearly taking over the left side of her neck, trying to keep conversation as she feels herself tremblingâwhy was she trembling? Has it really been this long?
"Yeah? Tell me where else you gotâ ink,â he wants her to keep talking to hear the shake in her voice, now hovering his face above hers, keeping his hand wrapped around one of her ankles, slowly beginning to lift it along his shoulder.
âUâuh, something on my chestâŠsomething on my hipâŠLittle drunk ideas at the time,â her tipsy aura had faded, soberness knocking her in the head as she soaked in the fact that she wasâŠalone with him.
Toji's eyes darken at her admission, his gaze traveling along her curves, imagining the tattoos hiding beneath her clothes. The thought makes something primal stir within him, the desire to know...to see. His other hand slowly traces along her thigh, tips of his fingers gently grazing up her inner thigh as it halts right over her panties, Asaelâs mouth slightly parting as she sucks in a breath. His mouth parts along with hers as a dark chuckle leaves his lips, "Just those two, huh?"
âProbably more,â she says in a softer tone, her own hand raising to his shoulder, gripping lightly along his shirt to stop her hands from shaking. He leans forward more, letting their lips just barely touch each other. His fingers brush over her clit, rubbing against the fabric down to her opening as he hears just how wet she is, dropping his eyes down as he grunts, âOoh, fuck,â Asael gasping along his mouth, her face probably as red as her hair at this point.
She moves her hand up to the back of his hair as her hips tremble, gripping the dark mane as she gasps out, âTojiââ unable to get out her words as he roughly kisses her. Their tongues fall deeper into one another as they filthily make out, Asaelâs open mouth dragging out a moan, eyes rolling to the back of her head as he practically fucks her mouth, head spinning as she desperately kisses him back.
He delves his fingers beneath her panties, Asael gripping for his shoulders, breathless as she whimpers, âFâfuck, justâfuck.â
âWanted your pussy around my fingers the minute I seen you in this fuckinâ skirt,â he grunts within her ear, Asael whimpering deeper at that, feeling as he sinks his middle and ring finger past her opening, shuddering out a whine at his voice. Her skirt shoves up to her hips as she leans into the bed, unable to fight as he groans at her opening squelching from how aroused she is.
His fingers continue to work their way deeper into her, teasing her clit with each stroke of his thumb while keeping her legs pinned open with one hand. Their voices become muffled as they share a mix of moans, grunts, and gasps, lost in the intense pleasure of their mutual pleasurable experience.
Itâs like sheâd gone blind, eyes rolling to the back of her head as she gripped for his hair, his mouth parting open a his fingers fell deeper into her, catching her mouth with his as she groaned, âToji,â she canât stop herself, whining peevishly within his mouth, listening as her opening gushes, legs trembling as she pleads for his mercy, nearly killing her without doing much of anything to her.
As Asael's walls tighten around his fingers, signaling her impending climax, Toji presses his thumb against her clit with increased force, âWhy is this shit so fuckinâ wet,â causing her to let out a series of desperate moans and whines. He watches her face closely, enjoying the sight of her flushed features and glazed eyes as she succumbs to the pleasure storm building within her body.
âIâm gonna cum,â she gasps, pulling one of her hands down to stop his wrist, crying softly as he snatches her hand away as he grunts, âCum all over my fuckinâ fingers.â
He slows down, leaving her aching for more. His free hand wraps around her wrist once again, preventing her from trying to stop him as he begins to thrust his fingers deep inside her core, hitting her g-spot with precision. Asael's body starts to quiver in anticipation of her impending orgasm, her body feels desperate, creating a constant state of heightened arousal that leaves her completely dependent upon him for release.
She trembles out a moan, her other hand hanging onto his shirt as his mouth envelopes over hers, grunting out, âRight there?â She nods her head, whimpering shakily, âRight there,â bringing her hand down as she pulls his wrist towards her, his fingers scathing her gummy walls, a dark chuckle pulling from his lips at that.
Feeling the desperation in her voice and seeing the need in her eyes, he pushes his fingers even deeper into her tight canal, rubbing against her g-spot with just enough pressure to send her over the edge.
Asael lets out a long, drawn-out moan, her body shaking violently as she succumbs to the waves of pleasure crashing over her. Her hand releases his shirt and comes to rest on his shoulder, providing some stability amidst the chaotic sensations coursing through her body.
Her opening spouts out her arousal, Tojiâs lips upon her neck, her hand gripping for his hair as she curses out, whining as she squirts along his fingers, something sheâd never done before. She trembles, âOh shiâshittt,â crying as he spanks her for that, grunting as he pulls his face up to kiss her, Asael whimpering as she attempts to kiss him back. Sheâs already completely spent.
âGonnaâ cum like that on my dick?â
âShut up.â
âTell me.â
âShut up. Please.â
As Asael's body shudders and shakes, releasing her pent-up frustration in hot, messy streams onto his fingers, Toji watches in satisfaction. He savors each moment of her release, feeling the warmth of her juices coating his digits as they slide against her sensitive inner walls.
He brings his mouth up to meet hers once again, capturing her lips in a bruising kiss. Their tongues dance together, exchanging saliva and taste as he pulls away slightly to grunt, "Good fuckinâ girl. Gimmeâ your eyes,â he pulls her face to meet his, âYou got a fuckinâ mouth on you. Gonna make you cum as many times as you pissed me off.â
ââM sorry,â she whimpered. He then snatches her to the end of the bed, spreading her legs as his mouth attaches to her clit, shaking his head from side to side as he spreads her opening with his jaw.
His tongue laps at her wet folds hungrily, teasing her sensitive nub with delicate flicks of his tongue, sending shockwaves of pleasure throughout her entire body.
He holds her legs open with one hand, tracing patterns on her inner thighs and giving her ass a light spank. The combination of sensations sends Asael spiraling further into submission, making her completely reliant upon him for any semblance of relief.
She lies spread-eagled across the bed, her body still quivering from the intense orgasm she just experienced. Toji leans in close to her dripping entrance, his tongue working feverishly against her sensitive flesh, the mixture of wetness and heat from his mouth combined with the occasional smack to her ass sends shivers down her spine, leaving her completely vulnerable and exposed.
His eyes flick upward, gray pouring into her vision as his voice groans, âTell me how you like your pussy ate.â
She leans her head up, breathing harshly as she grips for his hair, her own strawberry curls sticking along her warm face as she whimpers, âPut your tongue in me,â begging essentially.
Tojiâs mouth is quick, sliding his tongue deep inside of her, swirling it around and teasing the sensitive walls with the tip of his tongue. He can feel the anticipation building within her, and he knows that she's on the verge of another climax.
As he continues to lap at her folds, he speaks in a deep, rumbling tone, "Your pussy is so fuckinâ pretty, baby,â he adds an extra emphasis on the word 'pretty,' making sure she knows exactly how much he appreciates her beauty both inside and out.
She nods her head, opening tightening as she listens to his mouth, head falling back onto the bed as she spreads her legs for him, âYâyou look so pretty too,â she softly compliments, hearing him chuckle, a shiver coming across her body from the rumble of his amusement.
Her teeth digs into her lip as he spanks her again, jumping as her entire body ignites at his roughness. His hands move to cup her hips, holding her in place as he continues to eat her out. He loves watching the way she reacts to every touch and command, knowing that he has complete control over her body.
"Wait until Iâm done eating you, immaâ fuck you so good," he growls menacingly, pulling his mouth away from her dripping entrance, leaving a trail of saliva in its wake as he looks up at her with a predatory glint in his eyes.
As he stands up, he grabs hold of her ankles and lifts them up towards his face, positioning her legs straight up in the air, tongue sloshing up and down as he indulges himself within her. With her legs held high in the air, he begins to slowly thrust his tongue deep inside of her slick entrance, pushing it in, eyes rolling to the back of his head as he moans, spanking her again. His hand reaches down to grab hold of her hip bone, using it for leverage as he starts to fuck her with his tongue, driving it in and out with relentless force.
She moans, music to his ears as she spreads more for him, whimpering harshly as a pout comes to her face, âIâm gonna cum all over your fuckinâ face, baby,â gasping as he bruises her skin with his palm for her sultry words. He deeply kisses her opening as he grunts, âNext time you cum itâll be causeâ Iâm fuckinâ you stupid,â he corrects her, âBetter fuckinâ wait for me.â
She nods her head, pulling her thoughts together as she continues to take the pleasure he gives her, thighs shaking as she feels herself coming closer to the edge.
âTell me you want my dick,â he gruffly commands.
âWant your dick so bad, baby, please,â she begs, spreading her legs wider, âPlease,â she repeats.
He slows down the pace of his tongue, teasing her with gentle laps and light sucks before picking up speed once more, flicking his tongue against her clit relentlessly as he drives deeper into her throbbing core with each stroke of his tongue. The combination of sensations leaves Asael nearly breathless, her body trembling in anticipation.
He yanks her to the end of the bed, Asael gasping as he pulls her legs over his shoulders, lifting her up as they now stand inches away from the bed, her body held in the air by his strong arms. His hands hold the skin of her ass within his palms, Toji gently kissing her lips, pulling away to leave her mouth parted. She almost feels lonely. His tip is full and fat, smushing along her opening in a teasing way.
She places her fingers along his back as she whimpers, âStop teasing me.â
Her mouth goes from parting to dropping open, feeling as he slowly sinks her onto the heaviness of his length, a sense of pain rupturing through her spine, overriding by a pleasure that nearly causes her to black out. Toji groans lowly within her mouth, Asaelâs eyes rolling back as silence goes in between them, her legs trembling as she shockingly squirts along his abdomen, body shuddering as she groans from the unexpected orgasm.
Toji smirks arrogantly as he lifts his hand to smack along her cheek, âKeep your eyes open. Look at you, cumming from me putting my shit inside of you. You needed this, didnât you?â
She grips for his hair, gasping against his lips as he lifts her up, dropping her back down, listening to their skin collect arousal together. Tears collect in her vision, whining mercilessly. Her body hasnât subsided from her orgasm as he bounces her down, skin clapping together, Asael sobbing, âOh my god, fuck.â
"Tearing your shit up so good, baby, you feel that?â Heâs evil, continuously bouncing her up and down on his length, gradually increasing the intensity of their movements, battering her walls relentlessly while maintaining eye contact with her tear-streaked face.
She sniffles, nodding her head as she cries out, âI feel it.â
Tojiâs teeth were nipping along her neck, leaving red trails against her skin. His hips snapped into hers with enough force to cause her to whine. Her nails dig against his skin, but it was far from uncomfortable. If anything, he liked it.
âThis is what you wanted, huh?â he murmured, his hot breath against her ear. His tongue trailing against her earlobe, licking the sensitive skin.
âAll youâ been thinking about.â
Asael helplessly nods her head, her eyes falling down to watch as their hips connected harshly. She breathed out, âFuck, Toji.â
Tojiâs breath hitches as he hears his name fall from her lips. It was a sound he could definitely get used to. His name was like a melody. It was a sweet song leaving her lips, hearing her say his name was like music to his ears.
âWatch your fuckinâ mouth.â He warned, sucking softly on her skin, biting down just enough to leave a mark.
âThought you liked a lilâ potty mouth,â she attempted to tease, gasping through her words. Her eyes fluttered shut, inhaling softly as she felt his hand slam along the skin of her ass, his other fingers traveling up as they shoved into her mouth.
âYouâre pushing it,â Toji tells her, squeezing her skin in his hand, biting down on her shoulder as his fingers press against her tongue.
âKeep mouthing off like that. Gonna use your throat for something else.â
âSorry,â she whimpers, wrapping her mouth along his fingers, sucking gently as she moans.
âYeah, youâre definitely not sorry.â
Her mouth wrapped around his fingers felt nice, her tongue pressing against them in a way that would send a shiver down his spine. He could only imagine what else that tongue would do to him.
He leaned down, moving his fingers out of her mouth to bite along her jaw, down to her neck as he grunted, âFuckinâ tease.â
âAnd youâre a bastard,â she gripped the back of his hair, pushing out the words with the last bit of air within her throat.
Toji lets out an amused chuckle, the grip on his hair pulling his head back slightly. All of it drove him crazy.
âYou like that shit,â He murmurs against her ear, his hips still forcing themselves into hers. âAdmit it.â
She shakes her head, eyes rolling to the back of her head as he pulls her head back, looking within her face. She digs her teeth into her lip, refusing to give him a response.
âFuck you,â she grunts out, her stomach dropping as he shoved his hips up, dropping her hips down. She trembled, her mouth flying open as she whines, âFuck, baby. Fuck. Fuck.â
âYeah? Thatâs all you got now?â
She gasped, hips shivering as she used one of her hands to cover her mouth, unable to stop herself from the broken moan she releases, âFuckkk, my god. Stop it.â
He continued moving, forcing his hips against hers. He wanted to hear more of her. No, he needed to hear more of her.
âTâToji,â she holds onto him, âCanât hold on much longer, oh myâŠâ she gasps, âFuckinâ hâhate you.â
âYou donât.â
âI do,â she promises, eyes fluttering shut, âSo much.â
âYouâre giving me all this attitude, but youâre holding on so fuckinâ tightly to me like you donât wanna let go,â he raises her hips, tip halfway out of her, feeling as her legs shake, Asael swivels her lower body as she whimpered.
âCause I donât wanna,â she then admits, her moans dropping from her lips like she couldnât stop them, the sound of their hips connecting alarming around her ears, she trembles out a harsh cry.
âThere we go,â he murmured against her skin, his lips trailing along her shoulder, âThat wasnât so hard.â
Each time he slams her down onto his dick, her pussy gripping tightly around him, releasing small waves of pleasure that seem to radiate throughout both their bodies.
âPussyâs talking to me baby, huh?â
âUgnâmhmmmm.â
She grips the side of his face, nodding her head as she begs, âDonât stop,â trembling as she kisses along his neck.
âDonât stop?â
His fingers dig into the flesh of her ass, grinding her onto his abdomen, arousal dripping down his abdomen each time their bodies connect.
âDonât.â
She feels like heâs punishing her for the mouth she had before they ended up here, her attitude something that needed to be tamed. Now here she wasâbroken and needing him, attitude nowhere in sight.
âReckless ass fuckinâ mouth of yours. Now look at you.â
âFuckk, baby. Please.â
âWhat? Talk to me.â
She gasps, back of her thighs clapping along his hips, coating her arousal along his length as she breathlessly whimpers, âSorry.â
âYou should be.â
A peevish whine leaves her lips, dragging her tongue along his jaw until it reaches his lips, âWant you so bad.â
Toji grins at her whimpers and begs, the sound fueling his desire further. He captures her tongue with his, dominating her mouth as he increases the pace of his thrusts. The room is filled with the sound of their bodies connecting, the lewd noises and gasps they're both making.
"Fuck, never heard pussy talk the way sheâs talking to me,â he groans in her ear, his voice filled with satisfaction, âYou want me this bad?"
She gasps against his lips, holding his hair tightly within her fingers, brokenly moaning as she nods her head, head tilting back as he slams her hips down harder to meet his.
Asael's gasps for air between moans, her body twitching with pleasure and anticipation, only serve to further fuel Toji's hunger. He revels in her cries of pleasure echoing throughout the room as he continues to fuck her senseless.
She nearly whines like a brat when he pulls out of her, carrying her over to the bed as he lays his back against it. Pulling Asael by her blood rich curls, he grips his length within his other hand, slapping it along her tongue before pushing it between the lips of her mouth. Her eyes roll to the back of her head as she moans, immediately bobbing her head up and down as she sucks him within her mouth.
He pulls her hair back roughly, forcing her to look up at him as he holds her head still while he pushes his length into her waiting mouth.
âBegging for my dick, you even want my shit in your throat,â He watches closely as Asael eagerly takes him into her mouth, swallowing his throbbing length wholeheartedly, showing no resistance or hesitation in pleasuring him.
Her warm cheeks grow hotter at his words, keeping her eyes down as she opens her throat, mouth entirely full as she moans, tip slamming into her mouth each time her lips meet with his abdomen.
âAll you needed was something in this pretty ass mouth of yours,â he grunted, using his other hand as he held her hair, positioning her up more as he guides her head down, bobbing her mouth up and down harshly that it causes her eyes to roll back, thighs squeezing together as she feels her clit throb at his tone. Sheâd never expect herself to be this indulged to a man speaking to her like this, embarrassingly enjoying every second of his dirty talk.
âIâm soâŠwetâŠâ she admits between airs of breath, watching as that makes him grunt, head falling back as he grunts, âYeah? You are? Shit, baby,â her lips smacking to his abdomen, taking him all the way down her throat.
He pulls her away from him, holding her up by her hair as his palm smacks along the cheek of her face, seeing the natural beauty of it as her lip liner fades away off her full lips, teary eyed vision lessening of mascara.
Her teeth digs into her lip as she nods, elatedly giggling as he growls at the sight. He grunts, âYeah, okay,â pulling her up by the ponytail he creates as he scoots his body down, her hips now above his as he takes his other hand to spread her ass cheek, core squelching from the air it collects from the movement. The emptiness she feels is now replaced by the full girth of his dick, Toji mercilessly dropping her down onto his abdomen.
The shakey gasp that leaves her lips as Toji groans with her at the same time, âOoh, shit. She missed me,â causing Asael to whimper as he spanks her in repetitions.
Heâs propping her up to where her feet are along the bed, putting her in an almost squatting position as he puts his muscular arms under her legs, holding her by the thick flesh of her ass before heâs pulls her up slowly, slamming her back down, arousal spewing through the separation of their skin, Asael gasping deeply at the sound.
Silence goes between them as they listen, her eyes falling slightly behind herself as she watches her ass drop devilishly against his hips, wrapping her hand around one of his arms that holds her. Tojiâs eyes are locked down, watching as each time he lifts her up, more of her arousal paints against his length.
His eyes flick up to her face, seeing as she can barely keep her eyes open, pouting heavily as sheâs barely in control. He tells her gruffly, âSpread your pussy. Gonna go deeper,â guiding her hands to both of her ass cheeks, pulling them farther away from one another. Asael trembles atop of him, hips stuttering as she nods, desperately trying to keep up with him.
He guides her, roughly slamming her hips down to his, Asael now mewling defeatedly, feeling her eyes brimming with tears again as she runs her fingers over his arms, wanting to hold one of his hands.
âKeep going with all that whining shit you were doing earlier,â he tells her, a shockwave being sent along her body as heâs back to spanking her, Asael spreading herself from behind as she whines softly, âYouâre so fucking deep, baby.â
âIn your stomach?â
She nods her head, no words allowing from her lips as a late gasp shudders from her mouth. Toji tightens his grip on her hips, his fingers digging into her skin even harder as he forces her movements to follow his pace, his eyes never leaving her flushed and pretty face. He can see the way she's struggling to keep herself together, her eyes teary and her body trembling with pleasure.
Her desperation becomes evident in her movements, so he reaches up to intertwine his fingers with hers, gripping her hand tight, grounding her to him.
"Pussy keeps pulling me in,â he groans breathlessly, his eyes locked onto hers as he continues to slam her hips down onto him. He can feel her hand squeezing his, the touch adding to the intimacy of the moment.
"Just like you were made for me," he prods, his voice rough and possessive. âI can tell youâve never been fucked like this. Thatâs why youâre so fuckinâ mad all the time.â
âToji,â her chest shakes as she sobs, taking his hand as she places his fingers within her mouth, needing a way to quiet herself as her eyes roll to the back of her head.
âJust needed a dick to cum on. One to make you cum, yeah?â
âYeah.â
âYeah?â He arrogantly repeats.
âAughhhhâugh, fuck. Yeah.â
She felt as though she didnât have any more energy to give, wanting to tap outâ she knew that wasnât happening. A soft gasp leaves her hips as they swiftly switch positions, Asael now against her stomach as her hips are arched within the air of the bed. Tojiâs abdomen presses along her back as he hovers over her, eyes rolling to the back of her head, shoving her face along the sheets as she jerks out a breathless curse, fists tightening as he pushes back into her. She feels his lips along the back of her neck, his arms trapping hers beneath his.
She hopesâ prays he tires himself out. He takes one hand as he wraps it around her throat from behind, deeply grinding his hips down into her. His lips attach to the side of her neck, fingers clutching her mouth within his hold as she shudders, âOh fuck,â Toji arrogantly chuckling right beside her ear.
âPretty ass tattoo, looks like the shit hurt,â he talks, deep voice wracking within her brain as he grunts, âLet me kiss it better,â dirtily making out with her throat, dragging his tongue along the skin nearly up to her ear. Her eyes canât stay open, feeling as if sheâs about to go blind, the pleasure of him smacking his hips directly along her g-spot has her muffling, âOhhh my god. Fâfuck. Fâuckk.â
His pace gets faster, his grip on her throat and mouth tightening. He can hear the way she gasps and moans against his hand, the sound muffled and desperate. But he doesnât let up, he keeps going, pushing her to the edge and then holding her there, keeping her on the brink of ecstasy and pain.
He leans down, his lips against her ear, his voice a dark, possessive growl, âThink this pussy had been waiting for me,â he pulls out, taking his hand as he bobs his tip along her entrance, watching as Asael trembles out a gasp, legs vibrating as she whines, âGonna cum. Sâso close, put it back in.â
He moves his hips against hers, rocking her body and making her whimper and gasp. Her body trembles and shakes, the pleasure and pain becoming too much for her to handle.
âToji, please. Please.â
âPussy makes me wanna fall in love,â he grunts, spreading her apart with his own hand, seeing her opening throbbing, gummy pink walls pulling themselves inward as they need his connection.
âUngh,â she softly groaned, biting her teeth against the pillow, eyes shut tightly as she moaned along the sheets, eyes rolling to the back of her head as he rolled his hips against hers, still not going back inside of her.
âYou wanna cum?â
âYes.â
âSay that shit, then.â
âWanna fuckinâ cum all over your dick, baby. Câcanât wait,â she nearly feels tears in her eyes.
The evil bastard rumbles a deep chuckle against her body, pulling her hair into his fist as he twists the mane into a ponytail, other hand spreading her opening father as he shoves his dick back inside of her, yanking her hips back with an angle to hit directly to her g-spot. Asael feels elated, a high-pitched giggle leaving her lips as she whines, eyes rolled to the back of her head as her orgasm nearly pushes his length out by the strength of pleasure, her mouth sobbing out half screams, face shoved into the pillow as she releases wildly. He picks her head up as he grunts, still keeping his hips plummeting into her, âNah. Fuck all that. Cum. Shit feels good, doesnât it?â
She nods her head, whining, âYeahhh,â tears dropping from her face, catching his wrist within her palm as he damn near leaves a handprint on her ass, ignoring as his final words to her are, âSo fuckinâ polite now. All you needed was to be fucked.â
The chaos of the moment drives him to a brink of insanity. To hear the suction of air spouting from her opening, Asael defeatedly gasping, head turning as her mascara ridden face tiredly moans, itâs euphoria.
His hips stutter as he pulls out with a moan, an unexpected movement from Asael as she quickly turns herself to let him release along her flushed face, her hands wrapped around the base of his length as she sticks her tongue out.
It makes the man halt, his eyebrows raising as she does so.
Both of their heavy breathing fills the room, her shamelessly beautiful face staring up at him with practical stars in her eyes, Toji for once in complete silence as she giggles from his shocked face.
âShit,â he grunts, âMaybe I was wrong. You are sweet.â
Her eyes scan along his face, a new rise of confidence within her as she shrugs, âCould just be one of my better moods.â
âBetter? Youâre not in the fuckinâ heavens right now after I tore your ass up?â
Asael shrugs, âMaybe. Maybe not.â
As she continues to giggle, Toji raises his eyebrow. She mustâve forgotten who he was just that quickly. But sheâs about to be reminded, a gasp falling from her lips as he twists her hair into his fingers, pulling her eyes up to meet him so she can hear every word.
âNah, fuck that. Turn over.â
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