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someone on fb just said i was "obviously encalturated on tumblr" and i can't even be mad because he's not technically wrong akfnkwndkeneje

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why do you dummies feel the need to tag yancore as actuallybpd and blatantly romanticize and sexualize a fucking personality disorder that kills so many people :) you make me so uncomfortable. i really don't need to see a girl get choked out on my dash and have that framed as a bpd relationship, okay, it's five am. go to bed.

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holy fuck i think this is the most depressed ive ever been in my 20 years and that's saying something

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i feel like absolute garbage rn and i want to talk to someone but a) no one's awake and b) everyone that i can talk to thinks im a terrible person. please direct me to a hole in which i can crawl into

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that bpd feeling when someone tells you to leave them alone and it feels like they ripped your heart out if your chest and curb stomped it :) we love that feeling in this household!!

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GUESS WHO FINALLY GOT A JOB SHE'S NOT GOING TO HATE AFTER THREE MONTHS UWU

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anyone else get uncomfortable when an app or company calls you "babe" or "baby" or is that just me

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I've been real depressing on main lately sorry folks, it's the depression

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manic and feelin real cute

and powerful

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guess who just got dumped ayyye

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like....... i just told the man i love w all of my heart that i fucking hate him. and while ik i dont mean that im literally vibrating with rage and idk how to stop it. im just laying here crying because im so frustrated with myself that i cant move. like........ wtf....... i need to CHILL

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i hate having bpd and bipolar disorder because like.... depressed me is either in a constant and extremely deep state of "oh shit, who am i? who are you? we don't know each other" or "i wanna fuckin die we should die together aha.... jk.... unless???" and manic/mixed me is like "im so in love w you uwu we're getting married rn!!!" or "fuck you, ill rip your eyes out and feed them to you, you are SCUM and i dont ever want to see you again" and theres no fuckin in between and i cant do this anymore.

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fuck you if you hold financials over someone who's dependent on you as a way to get them to submit. like, honestly, you're the worst.

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my professor just sent me a friend request on Facebook. who wants to help me k word all my posts about weed and liking pussy

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don't take this the wrong way because i love men but fuck i fucking hate men

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im about to cry. i was eligible for the $1000 refund from my college for the CARES Act. i have $27 in my bank account and this will set me up to have my car payment paid for the next 3 months + some. aifneknfkekekek