#bc i wouldnt feel trapped there

[piplupod]

pretty sure i just got a spider bite while trying to fall asleep 🧍

[schrodingers-romy]

I love entering a fandom and being apathetic about the fandom's Most Specialest Boy

[botseeksbot]

[fiendishartist2]

nvm turns out i just bring more tma doodles

(image 1): "maybe if i pretend to have a nervous breakdown elias will let me leave" "i think im in love with my boss"

(image 2): "DRUGS GIVE ME DRUGS GIVE ME DRUGS-" "can you feel the love tonight~"

[braidwoods]

i hope mc makes mal wear a wig or im not buying a single scene with him in bolas2

[club577]

airr in my lungss til the road begins as the last of the bugss leave their homes againn and im spliiiitting the roooaad down the middlee for a miiiinute the wooorld seems so simplee feel the rush of my blood im seventeeen again i am not scared of death ive got dreeaams againnn it's just meeee in the curve of the valleyy and there is meeeaning on earth i am happy ooohhhhh ....

PAST ALGER BROOK ROAD IM OVER THE BRIDGE A MINITE GROM HOME BUT I FEEL SO FAR FROM IT THE DEATH OF MY DOG THE STRETCH OF MY SKIN ITS ALL WASHINY OVER ME IM ANGRY AGAIN THE THINGS THAT I LOST HERE THE PEOPLE I KNEW THEY GOT ME SURROUNDED FOR A MILE OR TWO THE CARS IN REversee im gripping the wheelll

im back between villages

and everythings stilllll

[mast7r]

feeling insane. the best way i can possibly describe how i characterise hari and why i hate how canon made him so inactive and prioritised love as the greatest strength etc. is that hari tried that, tried to do it by the book and get traditional justice an doing everything properly when he stopped sirius and remus killing wormtail. and that choice singularly led to him losing everything including his surrogate father. and i truly don't think he could ever let himself forget that.

[socialbunny]

thinking of skip and don being best friends in high school like super close spend almost every day together type shit until he gets brandi pregnant and proposes to her all around the same time. don gets jealous but he doesnt know why, he rationalizes it as being upset bc his friend is whipped now and isnt trying to bullshit around all the time or that skip gets to have a family hes on the fence about while don doesnt really have anybody. he shoves down these feelings bc 🙄 why would he be jealous about/over another man 🙄🙄 but then its after skips bachelor party and he starts venting about everything happening so fast. theyre both a little more than drunk and don ends up comforting him the best way he knows how :) afterwards they never mention it again but its on dons mind all the time. idk if it would mess up their friendship tho i dont think skip even remembers and i dont feel like don would bring it up

[timehascomeagain]

My back hurts and i still dont have my historical interpretations. I want to go to bed and just skip out on history this week so bad but i literally caurnt. But i also just cant be fucking ARSED atp like if i dont get this shit done tonight im just going to get more and more fucked and idk what to do. I would literally just come clean to my history teacher and let her know but i just know shes not going to care at all she's going to pull me aside for a chat and say the exact same bs about meeting deadlines and it'll get us nowhere at all and i cant DO IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!! Cries

[gay-fordeath]

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[nomairuins]

the difficulty of trying 2 explain to ppl that im Not being self deprecating or belittling my mental illnesses when i say something that could be perceived as overly critical towards myself but that thise things actually r true abt me. ppl did die.

[mechawolfie]

grrr I hate being so scared al lthe time of making my art too not sfw bc I love showing my siblings my art but I cant show them my art if it's all h*rny!!!! grrrrr

[johnbleepingzoidberg]

sometimes i torture myself by intentionally reading thru stupidly rude/unnecessary comments on random instagram posts. why do i do this to myself

[erwinsvow]

no bc if rafe was my boyfriend i would send him all my thirst trap tiktoks i make bc im too scared to actually post them and well duh someone has to see them! (this almost feels like shy!reader) and with no context ofc😭

omg you are so right this is soooo shy reader!!

especially when she gets all dolled up before one of their dates or she's going to a party with her friends and tipsy enough to feel confident esp since her girls are hyping her up!!

i can imagine her recording like a fit check by putting the camera on the ground and then stepping away and up to show the outfit and twirling esp if its a going out fit !! rafes eyes would fall out of his head i fear seeing the little tiktok logo but then shes like no its private <3

or one of those mouthing along to lyrics esp if its a song he likes a lot that he knows she wouldnt listen to like future or travis or sm. it doesn't even have to be revealing he would be hard asf tho. source: i just know him

hes the type to spend an hour trying to figure out how to make a tiktok like that his wallpaper when you hold down on it. immediately comes over to show u when he finally gets it. ur like rafe its 2 in the morning.

the out of context part is so funny imagine he doesnt know she last min decided to go out with the girls & receives a video with her tits out in the shortest dress full face singing along to glock in my lap hed spam her immediately going 'WHERE R U. PICK UP'

[angel---eater]

thinking about how my usual go-to intersex dirk is affected by cooercive gendering in both the beta and alpha timelines.... and just gender stuff in homestuck in general.... cause the timeframe really counts. where babydirk lands temporally really makes or breaks this guy and his rship with his body. dirk as a character is so concerned abt how others percieve him that he wears his interests and hobbies like leather armour. he wears the projected images other ppl have of him more than he just, yknow, is

dirk in the beta timeline wouldve been fostered and was CAMAB, but his puberty started doing Unexpected Things, so they took little bro to the doctor so he can have his manly male puberty 'fixed'. bro would spend his whole life directly under the thumb of hegemonic cismasculinity, and he would know that if he adjusted even an inch, just to shift his weight even a little, then he suddenly wouldnt be Man Enough. and the blowback for that would be terrifying for him. hed be being slowly suffocated by the adults in his life and lil cal constantly whispering into his ear. this would be part of bro's experience with being groomed for sure

dirk in the alpha timeline however would be a free range kid. he wouldve grown up basically genderless until he figured out how to peruse the dead internet and discovered what boys and girls as cisgender concepts were. alpha dirks problem wouldnt so much be that hes directly under the thumb of Cis Manhood, but bc hed be desperately chasing after the ghosts of communities long dead. hed be directionless. he assumes hes a boy, he feels like one a lot of the time, but is he really? he keeps finding conflicting information on what Being A Man is, what Being A Woman is, what being Anyone At All is. hed chase after cismasculinity bc itd just feel the most familiar to him. he'd fall into the traps chrisofacist gender rolls laid out for masculinity bc thered be no one around but himself and his own very fallable perspecetive on this stuff to help get him out of it. and roxy is in the exact same boat. theyd have no idea how to even START talking about this except through the pidgeonhole of compcis

and its interesting too cause there IS talk of gender in the alpha session, but its from calliope whos also very very very removed from human (and troll, bc theyre analogous in canon) gender in the first place, eerily similar to dirk and roxy and their particular brand of isolation from humanity**. callie very explicitly represents the side of fandom that is good-faith exploration of canon, but whos too married to their own fanon and always more biased towards it over canon. i love callie so much but shes my biased and unreliable queen haha. what she says about gender, esp supposed gender-locked classpect stuff, isnt nessicarily, actually true. and thats REALLY cool bc of course everyone is a little biased about gender stuff and trans theories. its so personal how can we not be yknow?? and we experience other ppl through our own lens, having even residual biases (just favouring pink moreso than blue for example, im not talking abt bigotry) is just really normal imo. callie's a really good example of this. she knows shes a girl and loves being a girl, as she fuckin should, so she holds a grain of bias towards femininity and womanhood

**normally i would include jake in The Social Isolation, but again, where the alpha kids landed temporally REALLY makes a difference. jake is also completely isolated but he has an active and current internet to dig through. i wanna explore jakes relationship w/ himself more often but my brain is so full of dirk and roxy and callie its, well, its bias LMAO

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

wibta if i quit birth control without telling my partner? (somewhat nsfw)

i am NOT looking to baby trap him. we are both in our 20s, hes a cis guy and im afab enby (any pronouns). we have been together for around three years and we both agree we dont want children. i started taking birth control to begin with a few months into our relationship because he says he hates how condoms feel. however, i have gotten a bunch of side effects from birth control, some of which i actually dont mind, but a big one that bothers me has been loss of libido to the point where there is a big difference in our libido and hes usually the one initating now. he has been very respectful of me not being in the mood and saying no tho, but this has led to us barely having sex at all, and i can tell it bothers him, not to mention i miss it myself.

where we live i dont have many options for bc. its basically either the pill i take right now, or a iud which TERRIFIES me so i dont even want to consider it, or just sticking to barriers. its not the us so please dont reccommend me online pharmacies. i miss my sex drive, but also we have sex so infrequently it honestly feels pointless to keep paying for pills every month. i brought up stopping bc once, but he shut me down completely and got really sad about having to use condoms, saying they make him feel barely any pleasure at all.

i think he is being unreasonable because there are many ways of having sex that dont involve piv and carry a risk of pregnancy, which we used to have and both enjoyed, but my lack of sex drive has killed even that for us. so my plan is basically just quietly quitting birth control and waiting until im actually in the mood to tell him to put a condom on or redirect sex to something that wouldnt make me pregnant. if just stopping bc doesnt fix my libido though i might just restart it just as quietly.

is it a dick move though?

What are these acronyms?