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nocofamilyau · 6 months

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tell him you imbecile (17/24)

#so so SO sorry for the absence #back at uni and trying to juggle this w schoolwork #ill make it up tho ;P #How I Met Your Father (Again)#total drama #noco family au #total drama noah #total drama cody #total drama noco #noco lore

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popping-greenbean · 5 months

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there are so many things that i could do so well,,, if only i could like.actually do them

#ok to rb or comment on if anyone wants to ??? i just want to ramble a bit #this post is about everything at once and nothing in particular but also very much about my art career wtf #i miss school already.having structure and clear immediate tasks to focus on and surrounded by people who i can tell myself can understand #like id still be feeling the raging imposter syndrome and self hatred but then at least i can still bury myself in schoolwork and #tell myself that its the best that i can do at the moment and i make excuses to forgive myself undeservingly for not doing more #back home with same old people into same old habits and i am once again 14 hiding in my closet writing edgy poetry plotting murder and #trying to ignore the yelling downstairs and trying to convince myself that its not my fault but at the core of it all it really is isnt it #and out of sight out of mind its harder to convince myself that i am still loved or worthy of it or even capable honestly #and craving the academic validation hearing someone say that what comes from my mind has any value at all any real meaning #and maybe then im still just trying to fool myself because what i want is for someone to believe im capable because i cant do it for myself #craving someplace i can distance myself from being who ive been all my life and guilt for not wanting what ive been lucky enough to receive #ok going to stop before i incriminate myself even more #prob will delete later but if i forget to haha hi #greenbean talks to plants

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kenjirose · 2 months

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Wonderful, my parents fucking hate me I guess

#before they left the house for a few hours I was asked to clean the cat litter #a simple and easy task #but then Riggs #my dog came into my room and decided to shit on the floor #so ofc that was GREAT #I had to clean it up #and then I continued my schoolwork #and naturally #I got very busy and forgot #my apologies #fast forward to my parents getting home #I was in the bathroom and when I walked out I saw my dad cleaning it #I said sorry and he didn’t respond or turn to look at me #I went back to my room awkwardly to later be greeted by my stepmom #she asked why I didn’t clean it #I said that I had forgot #she then told me that that is not an excuse and I should know better #I apologized again #she said me forgetting things is a serious problem and something is wrong with me and I need to fix it #I am diagnosed with many conditions and she knows this.#now both of them refuse to look at me #to speak to me #I hate being here #vent

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crystalkitty1220 · 4 months

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Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN

#had to re-edit the image real quick because the original edit was from a post I made about Drew years ago #and while the Drew thing is becoming less and less likely. Nevin havinv one has basically been canon since #someone mentioned Greg's (was it Britney's) aura being familiar in s2ch1. ive been putting together a list of every line #that points to Nevin's aura throughout the whole thing (most from s2ch1 but then s2ch10 came out and it was really canon at that point)#but clearly i'm running out of time to say ''i fucking called it'' before it's explicitly stated and i dont want to be in another situation #where somebody else will beat me to a theory and me posting anything about it will seem like copying them. sorry about that btw i had #thought i had already mentioned theorizing that nevin was possessed by a demon in that old theory i made but i had forgotten that one was #super old and was about sigma. so no copying there i just got extremely paranoid there was a mention of a cult and i was like ''nuh uh #that's way too specific and out there of a detail to end up in both our theories'' and i forgot the rest of my super old post was outdated #as hell. and echos had gone ''yeah they're so similar!'' and i took their word for it but now i'm realizing they were probably just trying #to be supportive. so yeah no copying there i was just beaten to the punch of saying something. but i will NOT back down from the aura shit #because i have been calling that shit FROM THE START or at least since i started reading ibvs back when ch20 came out.#also not backing down from saying chris was the worse friend because these past few chapters are the first time isaac has done anything tha #could knowingly upset chris meanwhile chris has. let edward drag isaac to the lair after isaac said edward would beat him up. chose not to #believe edward was holding the secrets over their heads because 'it was something isaac had said' and then immediately distrusted edward in #the next chapter because a random person he didn't know said to steal a book (might i mention how that entire scene proves chris' lack of #development and refusal to take responsibility because it perfectly alludes to when chris had brought those fireworks into his old school #and makes me wonder if charlie has actually gotten him in trouble with his past schools or if he's still just not taking responsibility #and if him following nevin to the woods to test out their powers is an extension of ''if something bad happens its not my fault''#like seriously this man would bring a mysterious suitcase onto a plane if he's told to). uh what was i talking about agai #anyway on a related note my mental state has only gotten worse since i left tumblr and the habit of thinking about chris instead of sleepin #or doing schoolwork has not stopped. so i was still failing for a while and might graduate now but am still staying away from tumblr.#so yeah this was a little update and im not going to linger this time im just going to leave tumblr again right after hitting post #addendum because i just can't let things go. and was thinking about chris again. i don't think his lack of development is because of bad #writing (anymore. i used to.). instead i'm certain his character arc is going to continue into him following someone (nevin probably) into #doing something really bad. and then he'll finally get actual consequences and go 'oh shit i fucked up real bad this time'#if you think that theory is reaching too far into the future you should hear mine about isaac dying at the end lmao

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negativ3cr33p · 1 year

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#the infamous doodling on schoolwork is back again #two #second doctor #classic who #art #artwork #fanart #traditional art #doctor who #doctor who fandom #doctor who fanart #the doctor #sketch #doodle

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fridayyy-13th · 14 days

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it's also like. fuck man. i feel like i don't really have anyone to talk to about problems like this. at least not irl. i have one proper (but still very new) friend here and a handful of acquaintances, none of whom i'm close enough with to talk about my issues...and then there's my family, which, no. there's my therapist, but we've been meeting virtually for a while now and i never quite feel comfortable talking candidly on video calls, and i don't have an easy means of getting to her office if i wanted to meet in person anyway. plus i'm just shit at talking to people about myself in general, regardless. and like with y'all i know you have your own troubles, and i'm busy enough as it is without taking time out of both my day and someone else's to try and figure my shit out, so i just. don't. and things get worse. and i really hate it, but what else am i supposed to do?

#i just. why can't my brain be good at what brains do #why can't it all be simple. if it can't be easy then why can't there be a simple solution to my brain's issues #i'm really tired. but i'll be behind on my schoolwork again if i go to bed now #so i'm just gonna. get back to work. finally. after however long i've spent dilly-dallying.#friday chats #tw vent

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showrunnerihardlyknowher · 9 months

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As the first math anon (the one with the failed exam), I really do appreciate you writing out a response for me. I will sincerely take your advice and tips to heart.

I hope it helps, anon!! If there's any specific parts giving you trouble (except geometry bestie sorry) I'm happy to try and help break it down!

#ask #anon #i will never forget being in middle school while my dad went back to college for some certificate thingy #and by chance we happened to be at the same level algebra for our math class #and on the same lesson #so i asked him for help with my homework one night and he was like 'yeah i got you we just learned that watch THIS' and showed me how #next day i got it back and i was like **so that was fucking wrong**#my dad says that was the day he knew he'd never be able to help me with my current schoolwork again it was too above his paygrade #did we all have that childhood experience of our dads angrily yelling/repeating a math question at us because we didn't know the answer #but also like 2 years ago my nephew asked me for help with his online math class and ofc it was geometry #i spent like 30 min working out one problem and i was like 'okay i am confident THIS is the answer (:'#and my answer wasn't even one of the 4 multiple choices lmao #listen boy you live in the golden age of the internet where you can just google the solution okay i had WORK for it at your age so #stop asking me about the angle of a cylinder or whatever

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orcelito · 2 months

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I'm tired of dreaming about my dad. I know it's part of processing, but I am just so tired.

#speculation nation #negative/#sometimes theyre nice dreams where i have him back. except i still wake up sad.#sometimes theyre dreams where im trying to prevent what i know is going to come. but without fail i wake up. and he's already dead.#and then there are dreams like the one i just woke up from. where i know he's dead and im feeling the full force of grief once again #bawling and bawling in-dream. with enough force that it wakes me up.#and of course. i wake up sad from these too.#it makes me think about that passage i wrote for ITNL. well over a year ago. before the Year Of Death even began.#where i wrote about vash dreaming of wolfwood. with a similar sort of vibe to this.#i wrote that inspired by the death of my grandma. who i was close with and greatly troubled by her death.#even that had nothing on my dad though. no loss has ever felt this severe before.#it's been 5 months and sometimes i feel okay. but then i feel the ache deep in my chest again #and i know im never going to be fully free from this pain.#i want to go back to the person i was before i lost my dad. to before i lost my uncle.#i want to go back to early may of last year. where life seemed hopeful and i was minimally touched by death.#only 2 deaths from people close to me. 3 deaths if you count my childhood cat.#now im up to 5 deaths of people who were close to me. and 7 if you count my sweet baby boys.#can you believe that? 4 deaths ive grieved in the past year (and a bit). 2 more deaths of ppl i knew but wasnt close to.#and 2 of them were so genuinely life-altering that they changed me as a person. my uncle and then my dad.#i still dont know who i am now. i feel so lost. i look out at the piles of boxes of my dad's stuff and i feel so overwhelmed.#im supposed to go through them. i havent touched them in months. i dont know how to even begin.#and so i try my best to keep up with my cleaning and my schoolwork. it's about all that i can manage

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aria0fgold · 4 months

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I sometimes miss school for the experience and also just wondering how it'd go now with this version of me but then I start thinking bout the schoolwork and teachers and just frown like: Yeaaahh... nah.

#aria rants #i was REALLY socially anxious back then so i was the ''quiet kid'' of the classroom cuz everything was so scaries...#but now im a lil less socially anxious. still scared with new settings and new ppl but i ease up easily now so im managing better #one thing that i know i can never manage well no matter how hard i try to is schoolwork pain and Teachers (frowning. dont like em)#if theres anything that made my school life harder than it is with the undiagnosed problems and adjusting i had to make #itd be the teachers cuz goooooddd theyre the most unbearable ppl ever. i had few decent teachers and everyone else was SHIT #the one and only best teacher i had was during FIRST GRADE! and never again. i never got anyone like her again. she was the best

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copper-skulls · 1 year

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