#baby Lilian

[spacebubblehomebase]

"Meet The Magnes."

Happy PRIDE Month, everyone!!! And because it is the month of Pride, I found it very fitting to post about the family that best represent it. ��� Sorry I have nothing for Radioapple week, you guys. Between working on my #HHStargazersAU and other school projects, I might just go INSANE. Haha! I know there's a lot of info, but while a lot of these seem random, I assure y'all that there will be explanations for them in the future. I'm leading y'all up to something fun! Besides that, Bonus fact: Lucius is a diehard Chaggie shipper. Happy to have this pretty future daughter-in-law for his perfect baby girl. (He's just like me fr. 😩🤌🤌) Also, I realized that with the scale of my usual world building, ya'll will have to do a fair bit of reading in the future. So from now on, consider this AU as more of an "Artfic" than just comics. It's format ever changing to suit this and that part of my story. My very own passion project! (Lore drops go brr-) I hope that's okay? -Bubbly💙

[vitch-with-v]

@crowliphale's coalecoux fankid birth meme doodle on paint lol (this has probably been done already but eh)

original and inspiration under the cut

the original meme/base

inspired by this post!

[flos-obsessivus]

Peek a boo

THE BABBYYYYYYYY!!!! OMG YOU CAPTURED HIS VIBE SO WELLLL!!!!

The pretty baby admiring you from the window ♥️♥️♥️

[ultramarine-spirit]

I love them, my sillies...

[sidonasks]

"Hello, Sidon! How have you been...?"

*A voice asks, and a young looking Zora stood not far from the prince. Lilian.*

--- @lil-cel-saku-esso-yuu-and-reza

I'm doing quite great! how are you doing? ^_^

[preraphaelitepaintings]

Four Corners to my Bed

Artist: Isobel Lilian Gloag (English, 1865–1917)

Date: c. 1901

Description

Allegorical work highlighting the beauty and innocence of a newborn baby, serenaded by three angels with instruments while a fourth prays beside the bed, painted c. 1901 by pre-Raphaelite-influenced English artist of Scottish parentage Isobel Lilian Gloag (1865–1917).

[jabberwockprince]

still refusing to render sprites because my brain only cares abt full illustrations now - but either way, here's Venison! finally got around to doing their garments and chibis properly

here's their old stuff if you wanna look at it!

Venison is the former leader of Spina Venatores - a mercenary group working under Manus Vindictae that are tasked with erasing people from history through any methods possible, ensuring that their name is TRULY gone from everyone's minds and mouths to continue causing "Storms" by fucking with history

it also doubles as the one place for Arcana to send all the Manus members that are MUCH too troublesome and volatile to keep close, but much too useful to get rid of. Venison and the rest of Spina Venatores are introduced in their own event, "Underbelly of the Unforgiven" where all main characters are related in one way or another to arcanists Vertin has met, to really drive home how she can't save everyone and how some people, instead of being sifted out by the storm, will fall victim to Manus Vindictae

I imagine Venison later shows up on the main story to try and make up for their failures during the event, but Arcana abandons them to their luck on account of now being useless to her - so they go a little deranged about it and attempt to side with the Foundation instead, but Vertin shows up like HEY. HEY DONT DO THAT, CONSIDER ENTERING MY SUITCASE INSTEAD

so the Venison in the pictures above is the much, much, much more calm version since they're actually getting some good exposure therapy to healthy mindsets in that suitcase <3

[monkeyssalad-blog]

1934 illustration by Guy Hoff by totallymystified Via Flickr: For the poem For Eight Days Old by Lilian White Spencer. From Good Housekeeping.

[0glitched0-1out1]

Well here it is with and without the word :)

HOLY SHIT

ITS SO FUCKING PRETTY

IM GONNA EAT YOUR PRETTY ART

[amaliaofnassau]

Ines Silvia Marie Lilian, Duchess of Västerbotten

[everythingroyalty]

Would CG have cocked up the pronunciation of Ebba? 🙈

Re: names for the new Swedish princess, I think they could use one of Silvia's names, considering they used names of Carl Gustaf as well. Maybe she'll have 4 names, like Alexander. So they'll have 2 kids with 4 names, and 2 with 3 names.

IIRC, I actually did include a potential fourth name for if Julian had been a girl – just because there are so many women to honour 😂 I still think the mismatched amount of names is an eye sore but hey, the more names the merrier, I'd take it! Though I'm a pessimist and I think they'll stick to 3... but in the case of a fourth name:

Amelia Lilian Ingrid (Britt)

Ebba Silvia (Lilian) Marie

Ingrid (Lilian) Victoria Britt

And what the hell, another guess: Matilda Lilian Alice (Britt) – would have been Elvira if their niece wasn't called Ellie 🙈

Duchess of Västerbotten obviously 😉

[witchygagirlwrites]

Baby's First Christmas

Jay Halstead x Reader

You and Jay have a 2 month old and its her first Christmas @allisonargent144

“Jay, baby she’s two months old. She’s not even going to remember it” you couldn’t help but laugh because your boyfriend was nothing shy of adorable. He wore your daughter Lilian across his chest in a baby sling and showed her every bulb and asked where she wanted to put it before placing it on the tree. 

He cut his eyes at you with a small smirk “I know this but we will and she’ll see pictures. I want her to know that we have always gone all out for her. That’s she’s been celebrated” you shook your head but snapped a photo nonetheless. Christmas was a little over a week away and this year was different for you and Jay considering you were parents now.

The most stressful day of your life was finding out you were pregnant. You’d caught two rounds to your vest and med wanted to do an xray to ensure nothing was broken but needed to do a urine test first as a precaution like they did on every woman to ensure they weren’t pregnant. The look on Will’s face when he’d come back into your room was something you would never forget.

“Repeat that one more time Will” you couldn’t believe what he was telling you. “Um you’re about six and a half weeks pregnant Y/N” you nodded slowly, holding your side where it was sore from the blow you’d caught “What about the slugs I caught in the vest? Did that hurt it?” he shook his head “We can do an ultrasound but by now you would be bleeding if anything was wrong besides with how far up you were shot it shouldn’t have affected anything. Am I safe in assuming it’s Jay’s?”

“No shit Halstead!” you hadn’t meant for your voice to get so shrill but between the dull ache in your side and now this you couldn’t help it. He grinned “Well then congrats, want me to go get him?” You nodded “Please”

You’d heard Jay long before he got to your room “If something is wrong with her and you’re out here with me instead of helping her you’re gonna need a doctor” the door to your room burst open and he stormed in, freezing when he saw the look on your face “What’s wrong?”

You swallowed hard and looked back at Will who nodded “I’ll give you two some privacy” once Will walked out you took a deep breath “Jay um they couldn’t do an xray. Will just had to physically check my ribs” his eyes scrunched up like they always did when he heard something he didn’t quite understand “What? Why?”

You shrugged one shoulder, a small smile on your face “You don’t xray a pregnant woman unless absolutely necessary” his eyes widened and he didn’t say anything for several long heartbeats then he was across the room, pulling you into his arms “You’re pregnant?” “And hurting from my ribs” you reminded and he loosened his grip.

You cut your eyes up at him, feeling the knot in your stomach loosen “You’re happy?” he nodded “Yeah, I mean..aren’t you?” you shrugged “We’ve only been together a little over a year Jay. Do you want a baby with me?” he sat down on the bed next to you, one hand gently cupping your cheek while the other slipped around your waist “It doesn’t matter how long we’ve been together. I know I love you, I know this is it for me. I’d never want another woman to have my baby”

You felt tears spring to your eyes at his words “I love you too Jay” and he pulled you into his lap, being careful of your ribs as he whispered “I’m gonna be a dad,you’re gonna be a mom”

Jay was a dream your entire pregnancy. He was at your side for every appointment. Any time morning sickness got the best of you, he was holding your hair back then there with a warm rag and something to settle your stomach. Weird cravings? Even if it’s two am, you’re getting them.

Emotions getting the best of you? He’s figuring them out before you are and offering what you need. Back hurting? He’s rubbing it. He’s staying up at night just to talk to your growing stomach and draw patterns across it. If any man on earth was meant to be a dad it was Jay.

The day you found out it was a girl, a part of you had worried he’d be disappointed but no, he’d grinned at the ultrasound tech “Explains why she reacts to my voice so much. She’s already a daddy’s girl”

The day Lilian was born was a week before Halloween. Jay supported you so much during labor the nurses joked that he needed to teach other dads how it was done. If you hadn’t already been in love with him you would’ve fallen in love watching him with her. He was a natural at being a dad.

You were talking to Will next to his tree. Him and Nat had thrown a little get together Christmas eve so you and Jay came over. Jay was currently talking to Kim with Lilian secure across his chest in a baby sling, one hand at her tiny head and the other across her body.  

“He really is amazing at that isn’t he?” Will observed and you smiled proudly “He really is. You know he decorated the apartment with all the colors the pediatrician told us babies can see. He’s trying so hard to make sure when she gets older and looks back on photos that she doesn’t doubt for a moment that she’s always been loved” 

He smiled, “Did you take her to see Santa?” Santa this year was played by Mouch and you had indeed taken Lilian to see him. She’d cooed at him and the entire firehouse had fallen in love.  You pulled your phone out and clicked the photos to show him. He swiped through them “Those are too cute. Send them to me” 

You sent him a few then looked back over towards Jay and realized he was already looking at you, a small smile on his face. Where you originally worried your relationship was too new for a baby, if anything it made the love you had for each other grow even more.

Will cleared his throat and when you looked back at him he raised an eyebrow “So when are you getting upgraded to sister in law?” you felt your face warm and shoved playfully at his shoulder “Oh hush Halstead” he laughed “I’m serious! My little brother thinks the sun rises for you and Lilian. He needs to give you both the same last name”

You shook your head “I don’t need a ring to be Jay’s” he nodded “I know but still” you laughed “You sound like a mother hen Will”

You woke up slowly and realized you were alone in the bed. You sat up slowly, stretching as you did. You could hear Jay’s voice drifting in from the open door and knew he was talking to Lilian.

You swung your legs out of the bed and headed towards the living room. When you opened the door, your heart flipped at the sight that met you. Jay was sitting next to the tree, with the blinds open to show Lilian the snow falling. She was wearing her jumper that had rudolph and frosty all over it while Jay was wearing matching PJ pants. You were currently wearing a matching set.

He was talking low to her and while you couldn’t catch most of the words what you did catch was “Your first Christmas” “I love you and your mom more than anything” 

After a moment you stepped further out of the room and cleared your throat “Merry Christmas Lilian” Jay looked over at you, a broad smile slipping onto his face “Look! Mommy’s up!” you walked over to sit down next to them and leaned your head over on his shoulder “How long have you two been awake?”

He shrugged “About an hour. I wanted to let you sleep in” you pressed a kiss to his cheek “I love you” then leaned down to press a kiss to her forehead “And I love you”   

You reached for her so he transferred her into your arms then kissed your temple “I’ll go grab her bottle and start coffee” you nodded, holding her to your chest as you ran a finger across her features. When he came back he sat behind you, pulling you back against his chest before handing you her bottle.

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The two of you sat like this a lot of mornings. Just holding her and enjoying each other. He wrapped his arms around you while you fed her, his chin resting on your shoulder. “This is the best christmas I’ve ever had” you cut your eyes up at him with a grin “You just woke up an hour ago”

He nodded “I woke up to her making little babbling sounds over the monitor with you curled up on my chest. I woke up feeling complete. You and her were missing pieces I never knew I needed” “Jay, don’t make me cry while I’m feeding her” he laughed lightly “I’m sorry baby” and kissed your cheek.

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After Lilian was fed and had a diaper change it was time to open presents. You and Jay took turns “helping” her open her presents. Considering how young she was it was mainly new outfits or diapers but watching Jay hold her and show her everything as he unwrapped it like she was going to give her opinion was better than anything you could’ve received.

Once you were fairly certain there were no more presents he pulled Lilian up to his ear and acted like she was saying something “Is that right? Where did he put it?” 

You raised an eyebrow “What are you doing?” he winked at you before standing up with Lilian and heading towards your bedroom. A few minutes later he returned with her and was holding something in his hand but considering it was under her you couldn’t see. You did notice he put another outfit on her.

“Jay?” you asked and he smiled “Wanna see her onesie?” you shrugged and stood up to walk over to him. He transferred her to your arms and you read that her onesie said “Will you marry Daddy?”

You looked back at him and realized he was already on one knee and had a ring in his hand. “Y/N I loved you by the time we were together a couple months,when a year hit I knew this was it for me. Then when you told me you were pregnant? Everything just clicked. You and her are my everything. She’s already a Halstead so do you think you’d like to be one before next Christmas?”

You nodded, fighting back tears “I’d love to marry you Jay” he slipped the ring onto your finger then stood, pressing a gentle kiss to your lips “Merry Christmas Mrs Halstead” you smiled against his lips “Merry Christmas Mr Halstead”

Lilian made a cooing noise so Jay broke away from your lips to kiss her forehead “And Merry Christmas to you little Miss Halstead”

[blue-sadie]

Love Even In Death

Halloween Special

Colby Brock x Ghost Reader

Summary: the story of a haunted school in the eye of a ghost, the investigators being the new owners which some ghost might not like

Warning: murder (described)

Yn/2nd person pov

You've seen the paranormal explorers come and go, none of them ever intriguing you, Farrar school has been your home for quite some time now since 1927 the day you came to pick up your baby sister and you were both killed there, she moved on while you were stuck here.

Your case was closed and said to be unsolvable no evidence or leads so the police said but the other ghosts know it all, they saw the male teacher hit you over the head with a metal pipe, they saw how he dragged you and your sister as she struggled all the way down to the boiler room.

They saw how he strangled your sister to death and tied you against the boiler, they saw the sick things he did before leaving you there, they watched as you sobbed for your sister and how you screamed in agony as your body burned against the boiler, they saw as you died from the pain You and your sisters body were only found 2 weeks later.

You kept to yourself not bothering any of the others especially the principal, you've never seen him and you never bothered to look, you heard enough of the other ghosts whisper of how horrifying his is and you don't want to be around men in general.

Since the day of your death your body would shake whenever your around them, goosebumps would raise upon your skin and your breath would cut short, the others felt almost sorry for you but their stories weren't any better.

"Welcome guys to HELLS WEEK" I rolled my eyes as I heard male voices down the hall I watched as the little children went to go see our new visitors they were always exciting to make new friends but they would get all sad when they leave.

"Are you gonna come with us to meet them" my eyes turned to Lilian a young former student at the school I smiled slightly as I looked at her, she had strawberry blonde hair that was slightly frazzled her skin pale but clear except for around the neck which held marks of her death.

I leaned down to her level raising my hand and tucking a strand of her hair behind her ear "you know I won't but you have so much fun Lilian" I murmured making her slightly huff and pout out her lip "but it will be different this time I can feel lit" I smiled at her whines.

"It might but you go ahead" I said she smiled at me before running off down the hall I waited for a bit trying to hear their conversation but I was too far I soon gave up and walked down the hall into whichever classroom I found first.

The three explorers came and went into every single room looking around and talking they all looked the same to me but there was one that caught my attention his dark hair and blue eyes just mesmerized me he felt different.

"Ok guys we're about to go head down to the boiler, Colby and I will start there looking for activity" his blonde haired friend said as he placed his hand onto Colby's shoulder "Colby" I said to myself.

I followed them down the stairs almost against my will, my body moved on it's own, I was following them just behind the group of kids following them Lilian joined me by walking beside me "they said their the new owners, I don't think he'd like that" my gaze turned to her as she spoke her eyes where fixed to the explorers.

I knew who she was referring to "he'll hurt them" she paused as she looked up to me "like he did to the others" I grabbed her hand and slightly squeezed it as reassurance as we continued down as soon as we reached the room I stopped at the doorframe not daring to go further.

"this place just feels terrible this room in particular" Colby muttered taking a seat in one of the abandoned chairs, I watched as they started trying different methods, the kids playing with them and only answering every few minutes and they laugh at their reactions.

I was enjoying myself until I heard the nearing footsteps from behind me, a shiver ran down my back "hide" I muttered for everyone to hear me "hide hide" I said moving into the room ushering everyone into different spots as i dragged along Lilian with me and at the end pushed her into a hiding spot before finding my own "run" I shouted loud enough for the monitor to hear me the boys looked shocked.

"He's coming"

@laylasbunbunny

[harrywavycurly]

Do you write dad Harry?🥹❤️

Hiii lovey!!! I haven’t written anything dad Harry related in ages so I hope you enjoy this, it’s just a bit of random fluff! 💖

A/N: Don’t ask where the names came from I’m the worst with names, but here’s Harry enjoying nap time in the Styles house✨

Harry smiles as he watches his son Bowie’s little hands reach for the chain around his neck that holds his cross pendant, the newest fascination for the nine month old who quickly tries to bring the object to his mouth but before he can succeed Harry gently takes it from between his fingers and tucks it back under his shirt. He tries not to chuckle at the immediate pout that takes over his son’s face as he brings one of his hands up and begins to rub his back while his other hand reaches over on the bed for one of his favorite books. A sound of excitement erupts from the little boy once he sees the book in his dad’s hand making Harry laugh as he sits up a bit to get more comfortable with his son in his lap.

“Is this your favorite?” He asks making the boy just let out a string of babbles in response. “Oh really? You’ve read it that many times? I’m impressed.” He says with a smile before he leans down and places a kiss to his cheek. “What do you say to us reading it now? Would you like that?” He asks with a raised brow and his little boy just does what Harry can only describe as a nod a few times before he rests his head on Harry’s chest getting comfortable. He smiles when he looks down just as Bowie lets out a soft yawn while Harry begins to once again rub his back to help him relax even more.

“Okay let’s see what mischief this Cat in the Hat gets up to shall we?” Harry knows his little boy will be asleep by the end of the book by the way he lets out another little yawn before he’s even started on the second page. But he still reads the whole thing, rubbing his back while he reads and when he’s done he gently puts the book down on the nightstand by the bed. Before he can help himself he leans down and places a kiss to the top of his son’s head after he brushes some of his hair out of his face and takes a moment to enjoy the feeling of having his little boy peacefully sleeping on him.

Nap time is often the only time Harry gets to sit and take in the rare moments of quiet calmness in the normally hectic and loud household that is the Styles home. Bowie being the newest addition bringing the number to an even six that includes three amazing little girls, himself and you, his wonderful wife who he honestly doesn’t know what he would do without. Harry knows this is it for the two of you, that the little boy sleeping soundly on his chest with a steady stream of drool coming out of the corner of his mouth is the last one he’ll get to experience moments like this with so he just closes his eyes and lets out a soft sigh of content because he honestly can’t imagine wanting to be anywhere else in this very moment.

“Who do you think fell asleep first?” You whisper to your oldest daughter Lilian an hour or so later as you the two of you try to be as quiet as possible while entering your bedroom and walking towards your master bathroom.

“Daddy.” She quickly replies without much hesitation making you laugh as you grab your hairbrush and the hair ties you need to do her hair for her dance recital later that evening. When you hand her the brush and hair ties she smiles at you before turning around and heading for your bedroom door. “Thanks mom.” Is all you hear before she closes the door and you wince at how loud the noise is, you pause your movements waiting to hear if Bowie or Harry make any noise from the bedroom.

“Baby?” You poke your head into the bedroom at the sound of Harry’s sleep filled voice calling for you. When his eyes find yours a sleepy grin takes over his face as you fully walk into the bedroom. “S’nap time why are you being all loud?” He teases as you come and sit on your side of the bed.

“Sorry that was your daughter.” You answer as you get comfortable and place an arm over Harry’s shoulders letting him rest his head on you as you look down at Bowie who’s still peacefully sleeping on his chest.

“Ah well I have a few of those love so you’re going to have to be a bit more specific.”

“Lily needed her hair stuff for the recital tonight.” You explain as you begin to run your hand through Harry’s hair making him let out a hum of approval at the feeling of your nails lightly scratching at his scalp. “You enjoy your daddy son time while I went shopping with the girls?” You ask as you lean down and place a kiss to the side of his head.

“I did yeah. We had a great time.” You smile as you watch Bowie stir a bit at the sound of Harry’s voice. “He’s quite cute isn’t he? I hear he looks like his dad.”

“Really? That’s odd he doesn’t have blue eyes…”

“Don’t even start with the Niall jokes baby you know-”

“Harry that little boy is your twin. All I did was birth him and be his home for nine months.” Harry just chuckles as he shakes his head while looking at Bowie who he knows looks exactly like he did when he was a baby, while the little girls who Harry can only assume are off somewhere in the house are just different versions of you with the green eyes on Lilian, the soft curls on Hailey and the dimpled grin on Jamie being the only traits of his seen on three of them.

“We made cute kids.” You smile and nod your head in agreement as Harry looks away from the sleeping baby on his chest and over to you with a grin. “I love you.” He whispers as he leans over and places a kiss to your lips.

“I love you too.” You mumble between little kisses to his lips before pulling away. “Enjoy the rest of nap time.” You say before placing a kiss to his forehead and slowly getting off the bed without disturbing Bowie. “I’m going to go make the girls a little something to eat and make Bowie his snack so he’s not super cranky when he wakes up and I’ll prep dinner so we aren’t rushing before we have to go to Lily’s recital-oh don’t forget to charge the video camera and she requested no signs this time she didn’t like the extra attention she got last time but did you get her flowers? If not we need to grab some.” Harry just smiles as you ramble off the list of things you’re going to do and the few tasks for him to do because while his life is busy it’s also little moments like this, a baby asleep on his chest while his wife tells him what’s going to happen for the rest of the day and honestly he wouldn’t trade it for the world.

[maybankslover]

dropped your hand while dancing- rafe cameron

rafe cameron x kook!reader

chapter one

warnings: angst, mention of miscarriage, rafe isn't a pscho, rafe's mom is alive, he has a good family life, angst pure angst.

summary: what happens when the only love you've ever known doesn't love you anymore?

playlist

a/n: sorry if the are grammar mistakes I wrote it from my computer

rafe's pov

i watch as she excitedly talks about the wedding venues we went to see in the past few days with our moms and sisters. we agreed to wait a little before starting to plan the wedding when i proposed a year ago.

but now i can't make myself feel happiness aboout this, i know i should because she's the love of my life but somehow at some level i regret proposing. this doesn't feel like it used to.

thrid person pov

she felt the shift. it was the small thing's, thing's as not getting in the shower with her, not waiting for her before going to bed, not wrapping his arm around her waist in any moment he found possible but she didn't said a word to anyone. only crying when she get's home from work an hour before he arrives.

the home they bought less tha six months back, a coastal style house with five bedrooms and a huge yard to raise the big family they always talked about. maybe three kids and a dog, rafe used to say.

the dream.

it now felt so cold, flowers didn't adorned her vases anymore, night's dancing to frank sinatra in their living room to end making love at any time they could turned into rafe watching something in the sofa while she sat at the other end of it trying to contain her tears.

she got up and placed a kiss to his lips, which he didn't reciprocated, only said goonight and sent her to a cold empty bed.

"rafey is something going on? you've been distant lately." she asked for the hundred time in the past three months. she tried to sit in his lap but he stopped from doing so.

"just work y/n/n, don't worry about it." not baby, not sweetheart, just y/n/n. he watched the tears starting to form once again in her eyes. "baby..."

"don't." she backed away from him and walked to their bedroom, getting some things from her closet and bathroom. when she came back with a bag in her hand, rafe was already standing. "i'm going to my sisters, i'm tired of this so call me when you decide to tell me what the hell is going on with you."

"hey hey hey you don't have to leave, come on." he tried to grab her arm but she dodged his touch, this must have been how she's been feeling he thought when hurt rushed through his body.

"i do, i do have to leave. we are supposed to get married in two months and you've been treating me as if i'm some kind of stranger to you." the sobs threatening to leave her chest. "you don't let me touch you, i can't even remember the last time we had sex. you used to die to touch me, to sleep in my arms everynight."

"y/n/n..."

"no! let me talk. i've been trying for weeks to know what's going on with you and you won't tell me!" she paced around the room. "do you love me?"

rafe looked at her. he didn't have an answer for her. "do you?" she whispered.

"i don't know." her heart dropped, her blood pressure going down and before she could even answer, she fell to the ground.

"y/n/n!" rafe rushed to her side trying to wake her up but all his tries were in vain, it wasn't until he saw blood dripping down her legs that he freaked out and hurried to the hospital. while she laid uncoscious in the back seat of his truck, he called his parents who alerted y/n's parents.

"she was admitted twenty minutes ago and no one has said anything to me yet." he told to their families, his parents and sarah were standing next to lilian and edward l/n.

fifteen minutes later a doctor came out. "relatives of y/n l/n."

"here i'm her fiance." he stood up quickly

"it took us a while for her to respond but she's okay. now awake in room 218 on the second floor and luckily we were able to stop the misscariage." the older man noodded.

"she's pregnant?" rafe asked. all blood missing from his face.

"yes mr cameron, almost 18 weeks whcih would mean she's around four and a half months. her body isn't showing but it has a strong heartbeat and in good size." the man smiled at the face of her relatives to the news. "congratulations, now if you excuse me." leaving the family to celebrate, he walked the same path where he had come from.

"son, are you okay?" ward asked.

"yeah just shocked. i'm going to see her." he squeezed his dad's shoulder before walking to the elevator.

in the room she was connected to a few machines to keep track of her and the baby, one hand on her stomach and the other holding her engagement ring.

"sweetheart." rafe sat beside her in the bed.

"this is yours." she whispered extending the ring without looking at him.

"y/n/n no." he touched her leg. "honey you're pregnant. did you know?" she nodded no.

"take it and leave please. i want my dad here."

"y/n/n i'm not leaving." he stated but she hated to hear his voice now.

"rafe please, you don't love me."

"that's not true." placing his left hand on her face he tried to shift her face towards him.

"you don't know if you love me then, it's the same thing." she took his hand in hers and placed the ring in his palm. "please rafe leave. i'm giving you the out you want. i want my dad." thee families waiting outside heard the raise of her voice.

edward beingthe first one to come in.

"my baby, how are you feeling?" he kissed her head once he got beside her.

"daddy." she cried.

"you're having a baby sweetgirl." he kissed her head again.

"tell him to leave please." she begged her dad who now noticed the engagement ring on rafe's hand.

"we are celebrating a new life people!" ward exclamed with a smile entering the room.

"i want him gone, get him out of here." she cried harder.

"y/n/n please don't make me leave." rafe tried to take her hand.

"i want him gone." no one in the room understood what was happening.

"what the hell did you do to my dauther rafael?" her dad got in front of him followed by ward.

"we were fighting when she fainted." he sighed. sarah was now caressing y/n's hair trying to get her future sister in law to calm a little.

"he doesn't love me anymore." y/n whispered to sarah who looked at her brother in shock before speaking.

"rafe c'mon, let's talk a walk. let her calm down." he shifted his gaze towards his sister.

"i'm coming back." once the siblings left her mom asked.

"honey what happened?" worried about her daughter who wouldn't turned her sight away from the window facing the sea.

"he doesn't love me anymore." everyone froze.

"that can't be true y/n." ward said. "rafe has been in love with you since forever."

"ward." her dad warned him.

"he hasn't love me for a while now." her tears continued to fall. "he changed a few months ago and before i fainted he told me he didn't know if he loved me. my baby wasn't made out of love daddy." her dad sat on the bed and let her cry in his arms.

it took everything in the man to not go and kill rafe.

ward rushing out of the room in search of his son. he couldn't believe rafe would be doubting his love for the girl he had wanted for so many years.

sarah's pov

"rafe what happened." i sit beside him on a bench in the garden of the hospital.

"i don't know, i just distanced from her a while ago. i thought it was the stress about the wedding but i don't think it's that anymore."

"are you saying that..." i wish it wasn't what i was thinking.

"i don't think i love her anymore and now she's carrying my child." he looks at me and i know it hurts him to not love her. she was who he always wanted, since they were kids all through college.

"she doesn't want you near rafe." he nods acknowledging my words.

"i can fight for custody."

"edward is the biggest judge in the outer banks rafe, i don't think you stand a chance there."

"god what's wrong with me."

"rafe what the hell is going on?" dad's voice startling us both. "are you an idot?"

"dad please not now." i stand up.

"do you think i don't want to love her? dad please shut up." his voice raising at him -.

"fix it rafe, fix whatever is going on with you. find a psychologist or pychiatrist. she's carrying your child, my grandchild." he points at him. "edward will put a fucking restriction order against you if she asks him to keep you away from her."

y/n's pov

visiting hours finished a while ago. now i'm alone for the night.

i didn't even know i was pregnant. never in my darkest nightmares i imagined this would've been the way we would bring our first child into the world.

always thought i would tell him in some cliche way that he was going to be a daddy and he would be so excited about it but now he doesn't even love me.

"oh my god how am i gonna do this alone?" i lift the shirt my mom brought me and touch my belly. "i'm your mommy sweet thing."

i don't understand what happened. when or why he stopped loving me.

why wasn't i enough?

i shift my body towards the window tilting the covers up to my neck and close my eyes when i hear the door opening.

"y/n/n are you awake?" rafe. when i don't answer he sighs and i feel the bed dip at the end.

"we are having a baby and i fucked up so hard." he touches my face with a finger. "you're perfect and someday someone whill be very lucky to have you."

"then why don't you love me?" my voice seems to make him flinch.

"i wish i knew."

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ꨄ︎ ven's gravity falls dr.ᐟ

" must be the season of the witch... "

Lilian Evans - Jones, shipped from her tiny stuffed new york apartment, and all it's smoky air glory, to airy and fresh oregon.

Lily had been to gravity falls every summer since she was a baby, staying in her grandparents cozy summer house and working away at their diner. Every year, the same exact thing. Mundane, calm, safe.

Until suddenly, the air wasn't as calm as it used to be. things rustling in the trees, shifting in the water, moving in the shadows. And two newcomers are determined to figure this bizarre town out. Little do they know, Lilian might just be the most bizarre thing around.

what could possibly go wrong!