#at least with my father
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suscept
apartment's empty - seems poetic
to even happen to expect
to see a face, the analgetic
for pains of overdue inspect
all bitter spews have integrated
the thorns start sticking out of flesh
thats why their words seem so curated
the parasite is me, I guess
it is so wrong, so digenetic
to even take a part in this
your stare is not apologetic
the conscious ceases to exist
it seems so forced, nonpolygenic
to be a pest along your side
my role so stale - the one abandoned
and yet all think - the one defied
#this one was written cus i had so. much... hurt... piled up bc of my parents#and its better now#at least with my father#I havent talked to my mum in 2 weeks#and no im not trying to be smart using all those genic genetic words#its just it.. my relationship with my parents it's sometimes feels so doomed its almost clinical#thus why the biology shit words#herere explanations#analgetic is a painkiller#digenetic is a type of parasite that needs two or more hosts to complete their life cycle#polygenic basically means a hereditary trait that takes more than one gene to determine. I just liked the word. I used it incorrectly but#I used it as in āthis feels so wrong almost like im not ur actual kid#theres no way I'm related to u the way ur treating meā#poetry#my poem#writers on tumblr#writeblr#spilled ink#writers and poets#poets on tumblr
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dad issues
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(I think they were all fundamentally affected by what they saw and just collectively decided not to share the upsetting details)
#dungeon meshi#aj art#chilchuck#chilchuck backstory stuff#sorta#comic#tw alchoholism#tw death#tw parent death#dont generally tag for death stuff but in this he straight up dies on screen so I thought I should#Uhh I think they all had extremely grim visions bc I think thatās sort of the nature of ghost attacks#I mean Laiosā was basically just him being like āI shouldāve died no one would care if i diedā#I think Marcilleās would be. Horrifying. Given all her baggage around death.#Tho iirc this would be before Falinās backfired resurrection#But anyway the mentioning of his father got me thinking#Since at least judging by Laiosā vision#They focus on people whoās death you have baggage around#Especially since Falin wasnāt ever like. Dead dead.#And Chilchuck does mention his father multiple times#Specifically he mentions his death and how he died#Like it seems like that specifically is a notable memory for him#Like you never see him like āmy dad taught me to do thisā#It seems like he remembers his dad *for* his death#So I anyway I made an extremely grim comic about it#beabell
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[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason š and then even longer to post
#dc comics#dc#damian wayne#dick grayson#talia al ghul#batfamily#dc robin#nightwing#anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther#like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it#they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc#but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself#anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did#it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios#also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul#you will always be famous to me#son of the demon origin...bwahhh#anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic#but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up#so go look at that as well#anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy#i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!)#so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!)#when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself#it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on#I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue#i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :]#idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups#so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat#mine
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You know, it's genuinely sad to me that aging favourite character actors no longer have any fun murder-mystery tv shows to guest-star as murders on.
#murder she wrote#matlock#diagnosis murder#father dowling mysteries#agatha christieās poirot#columbo#quincy ME#ironside#perry mason#there are a few others#yes i know there are murder mystery shows on now#but i'm talking specifically about the silly old fashioned ones that have guest stars as murders who used to be quite famous#and yes I know they have rebooted several of these buy none of them are watchable#but that is a whole lot of white people#still fun shows tho that had fun guest stars#yes yes Iāve seen the hallmark movies they are awful and usually donāt have good guest stars#and whilst i love these shows there are way too many white people#I just wanna see old people on tv drinking tea or eating chilli and chasing after murderers.#Perry mason was actually quite young. I want someone over 50 or 60 at least.#and give me more older people with disabilities. I wanna see canes and wheelchairs.#yes the nun in father dowling played a nun in#sister act#but Perry mason was brought back when he was older so he still counts.#yes Iāve seen poker face and itās good. but I want older people on my screen.#yes I've seen father brown. no
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he's been through a lot
#kakashi#hatake kakashi#boruto#uzumaki boruto#i love when he appears in boruto because well i love him#but this ep kinda bothered me a bit#because it really made it seem like people in konoha have almost no respect for this man#he was the ROKUDAIME HOKAGE#come on guys u should at least tremble a bit in his presence#maybe i'm biased but i really didn't like how these characthers were talking down or even screaming at him#i'm not even going to mention boruto because he was always like this but him too yes show some more respect to ur father's sensei boy#just a small ramble yes#AND let me say that he solved the whole problem in the episode like expected so yes that's my hokage āØ#mine#boruto 260
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pavitr prabhakar i love you. hobie brown i love you. gwen stacy i love you. miles morales i love you. peter b parker you're on thin fucking ice but i still love you.
#pavitr prabhakar#spider man india#hobie brown#spider punk#gwen stacy#spider woman#miles morales#peter b parker#spider man across the spider verse#spider man: across the spider verse#across the spider verse spoilers#atsv#spiderman atsv#peter b shoudlve done more to defend miles#IN MY OPINION#he inspired you to be a father#you want your child to grow up just like him#the least you can do is look him in the eyes and tell him he's not a mistake#or visit him#or SOMETHING#you're the adult in the situation#whatever#i forgive him
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Older Sylus as actual dad ššāØ
#u can't tell me he doesn't sound like divorced dad who tried his best to reconnect with his daughter & care her on her cramp clumsily#love and deepspace#at least it is until the part he started the massage; tbh only after i think of him as a dad that his charm point increases for me#i just feel the whole thing with sylus is weird like it is kinda forced that he is overly affectionate as the bad guy#love and deepspace fanart#lads fanart#fanart#love and deepspace sylus#love and deepspace mc#love and deepspace kieran#love and deepspace luke#love and deepspace zayne#sylus#luke#kieran#zayne#lads zayne#lads sylus#lads luke#lads kieran#lads mc#i want him olderr damnit!!! make him actual mafia father#fshdh the way he made small talk about the blanket was so dad#and the way he clumsily talk about the sugar is so dad#what the hellll HE is SooooOOooo daaaddd..........#plsss adoopt my MC and stop being flirty with me (impossible)#sorry guys i don't want to date sylus i want older him to become mc's adoptive dad dot png
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Lucifer = muppet
he is so silly but look at that face
He just reminds me of a Muppet, like come on. You gotta see it like:
look at that Muppety man
I can not be convinced otherwise, plus I'm pretty sure this is already something the creators knew/intended, he looks like a puppet!
They made him a puppet!
#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#lucifer hazbin hotel#Lucifer is a god damn mumpet#At the very least a puppet#I'm pretty sure this has been talked about but I haven't seen it anywhere#Lucifer=Muppet#charlie morningstar#charlie hazbin hotel#dad beat dad#vivziepop#lucifer#Reminds me of my father
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#greek mythology#mythology#Odysseus#the odyssey#epic the musical#Calypso#comic#tragedy#tw sa mention#tw sa#tw sa implied#greek myth art#greek myths#let me know what you think? it made me sad thinking about them#like they are mortals they are unwanted products of their father's suffering#i have no doubt Calypso loved them#at least she did in my headcanon#but like.... made me sad
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Itās funny that Sumire is the one with the Cinderella persona and Akechi is the one with the prince outfit and yet the most Prince Charming-coded thing in the game is Joker holding onto a single glove, waiting for its owner to return after the magic that let them spend a brief time together was over. The glove is functionally the same as a glass slipper. So in conclusion detective prince? more like disney princess--
#no chance of the glove breaking either. much more portable and practical than a glass shoe#which is why Mr. Yearner over here can carry it around in his pocket wherever he goes forever (which totally isnt sad at all)#anyway i was thinking of how akechi has a lot of fairytale-esque motifs. or at least his detective prince persona does#robin hood and all that#complete with evil father that rules the country (like an evil fairytale king) and dead mother and his desire to be a hero#it's probably why shuake works so well in Royalty AUs but i digress#my post#persona 5#persona 5 royal#shuake#goro akechi#akira kurusu#p5r akechi#p5r akira#p5#p5r#sumire yoshizawa#royal trio
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I think some of you faux-cest writers aren't going far enough. "Daddy" is overdone, doesn't have the raw gut-punch power of "Dad"
Because hearing John Price say "let Dad have a look" while bending you over and tugging your panties down???? Got me shaking in my boots.
#tw fauxcest#daddy always squicks me out#that's what I call my real father#it feels too childish#be a freak and call him dad#make that man go insane about it#āyour daughter calls me daddy tooā#wrong you wish she called me daddy because at least that feels like entry level kink#I'm not even tagging this with a character tag#sorry for the faux-cest I know I said I wouldn't write more but actually the worms...
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doodle
#art#illustration#drawing#digital art#daredevil#fratt#frank castle#the punisher#i have more shows and movies to watch#but omg are they the cutest#theyre both like highly regarded regular members of society but society failed them#or at least frank . and mr orphan is like by lightly kicking people i will save the planet#and mr soldier is like they took away my chance of being a bad father...because society#and they're perfect together#but nobody gaf but i gaf#matt murdock#mcu#marvel
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Iāve been thinking about Miles as Serizawa quite a bit š
#doctorsiren#ace attorney#mob psycho 100#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#narumitsu#wrightworth#serizawa katsuya#reigen arataka#ace attorney fanart#ace attorney au#psychic lawyers au#digital art#my art#procreate#LETāS GO GAMBLING!!#aw dang it-#squib and I were trying to figure out how the claw thing worked if Gregory took Sakuraiās place#we decided that part of the reason why Miles locked himself away for 15 years was because 1) his powers and 2) his father went missing#Gregory (instead of being killed by MVK) was instead made to join Claw (which now means Claw is an older organization)#without his father there to help teach him how to control his powers. miles got scared and locked himself away#much to the sadness of his mother Eleanor (who is alive in this AU)#I think im gonna have it so neither Gregory nor Miles know that the other is part of Claw#at least not until the World Domination Arc (probably post-WDA)#itās easier this way HAUHUISu#yeah gamer milesā¦needs to touch grassā¦and take a showerā¦and get a haircutā¦#also hooray! he gets glasses ššš AND HIS DAD IS ALIVE AND SO IS HIS MOM#THIS MILES EDGEWORTH TRULY IS WINNING
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my reaction to sonic 3 post credit scene but as shadow because I had my very cool shadow hoodie on lol
#sonic 3#sonic 3 spoilers#spoiler#shadow the hedgehog#now ill be the one littering places with spoilers for everyone else#ill remember to try and tag them though#NOBODY commented or reacted on my shadow hoodie >:( at least not within my ear- or eye-shot#maybe one kid trying to pick everyones attention about it but i couldnt hear him well#kept trying to make myself as visible as possible. smiling friendly and showing my bootleg sonic plushie i also brought and all#no avail#so since nobody was to match my freak i decided to do it all myself and go full out#my family isnt the type to stay on credits you see :( so when the scene started i decided to stay in place right before exit and watch#Forgive Me Or Not Father But I Shall See My Next Character Teaser Whether You Want or Not#also given shadow got the same ending as in adventure 2#it mustve been very fucking funny actually#to see a girl cosplaying as him tripping on stairs and almost falling#Helios Cinema we are seeing each other again in my full sonic freak mode in 2027#or whenever they announced the movie on#long post
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Dad always said I was like him
Meijack and Chilchuck Tims Dungeon Meshi, Ryoko Kui
^ 1: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 2: Bug like an angel, Mitski / 3: Woodtangle, Mary Ruefle / 4: The Third Hour of the Night, Frank Bidart / 5 & 6: FROM THE MAKERS OF "TWO-MOM ENERGY DRINK," IT'S "LET YOUR FATHER DIE ENERGY DRINK,", Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 7: Batman: Year Three (1989) / 8 & 9 : FROM THE MAKERS OF [ā¦], Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 10: Wilt, CJ the X / 11: How Do We Forgive Our Fathers, Dick Lourie / 12: Milk and honey, Rupi Kaur / 13: And My Father's Love Was Nothing Next To God's Will,Ā Amatullah Bourdon / 14: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 15: Someday Iāll Love Ocean Vuong, Ocean Vuong / 16: untitled, Joan Tierney v 17: Drunk, The Living Tombstone / 18: unknown
When your father tried his best to provide for you but he worked all the time and even when he was home he was either tired or stressed and heās always liked to get drunk to relax and cheer up. When you know he values work ethics and respectability so you grew up to be capable and quiet. And when he says youāre like him youāre sort of puzzled, does he really know you so little, or does he know himself so little? But you like the feeling of your father ruffling your hair so you accept it, and still you stand next to your mother just as silent and just as stoic as her during family gatherings. He leaves again and again and when your mother leaves him nothing changes, really. You wonder if itās more telling that you know him better than he seems to himself or that you donāt know him as much as you wish you did, or that you donāt think about him all that much these days. Out of sight, out of mind. And heās never really been there, even when he was there, after all.
#Itās ok they do get in touch again and he prob at least lives to 40#Alright Iām ready to be normal about chilchuck again#Spoilers#I guess?#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#meijack#chilchuckās family#meijack chils#Web weaving#alcoholism#cw alcohol#webweave#A couple more i liked are like a rearview mirror weāre not as close as we appear line and this french one from#Kristina Gauthier-Landry that goes like hands full of trout running up to you / look what i caught look / how much you love me#And this other one about chocolate coins that a dad arriving from work in middle of the night gives the happy little daughter running up#And itās so anticlimatic and about transactional relationships and oughh ough itās a good book#I am Chil is a complex absentee father truther sorry. Idc go see my analyses if you want donāt argue w me here#posts for which i am the target audience#Oh oh another one : So were we close? Or was it just the big things that held us together and the small things that let us fall apart?#The word father rotted in my mouth#Bc itās left there to rot get it get itā¦ā¦ā¦..#Sigh. Like father alike daughter#Iām a truther that sheās more like her mom demeanor wise
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[jttw swk oc children] tried out giving them some new clothes but I dunno bout this oneā¦ š¤
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#drawing them again because I love them#you Will Look š«#/threat#digital art#my art#journey to the west#jttw oc#jttw sun wukong#jttw au#original character#for those not aware these are my swk children ocs#theyāre powerful but obviously not as much as their dad#I imagine they just have high ranking roles in his monkey army and defend huaguoshan while heās off journeying#shooting comet and frozen river#my son tomato and his brother turnip#tomato was born first#Iām torn between making them twins or half brothers born at the exact same time#tomatoās actually very nice but other monkeys find it a bit hard to read him cuz heās always making the monkey#face equivalent of killing intent face#turnip was born without eyes so he has no problem just letting em bangs hang#I imagine they were like toddlers when swk left and when he comes back he gets like two full grown adult demon monkeys thrown at him like#welcome back father!!! and heās just befuddled standing there like who are you people šæ#they have so many other half siblings I think#donāt ask me who their mothers are#I hc swk as on the aroace spec now but back when I first started getting into jttw I imagined he would have a lot of concubines#or willing partners at least - of both genders of course Iām not stupid#his advisors looking for him like where is dasheng??! šØ#meanwhile thereās a pile of babies with a suspicious tail peaking out from under them
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