#as if i started acting weird
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anyways!
i think i am very mental ill and emotionally damaged from just wanting someone to really want to be seen with
to act like they really like and love me in public
but i would have to show them instead of being surprised and thought of and put more actionable work into
i am not worth that much work to you
you are already too tired for this relationship
you already put in too much of whatever of yourself is here
and yet when we are together in front of people, it feels like me vs everyone including you in the room
you sink into everyone else in the room, you are less mine and more of just whatever the room feels like to you
#and then some cute shit happens with another couple#and you start to act weird around me#as if i started acting weird#when you know i just think about us#and how we just aren't them#we don't compliment each other in front of anyone#we aren't close to each other when in front of other people#we don't hold hands or look into each others eyes to make sure that we are okay#we are just there#two separate bumps on the same log#and i am just really fucking tired of it#because you could just ask what i be thinking about in those moments#instead of treating me like im weird#or i have to say something first and feel unheard the entire time because you never want to talk in depth or say enough words to comfort me#but i better not say anything because then you'll just start doing it because i said#meh
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Danny commits to the Bit a bit too hard...
So! For the first few weeks after his accident, whenever Danny would try to help the people of Amity Park, he would be treated as a Villain.
No matter if he had just defeated the Big Bad of the Week or saved a Cat from a tree, everybody in town only saw him as a Monster or Villain to he feared and hunted down. Danny was really getting sick of trying to get them on his side, until Sam made a suggestion.
"Why not just...play into it?" She said, barely looking up from painting her nails.
It was just an offhand suggestion, but it stuck with Danny. Why shouldn't he lean into it? The people of Amity Park already saw Ghosts as Evil, and they already assumed he was in cahoots with the Ghosts attacking the town. Why shouldn't he just...play into it?
So he does just that.
From that day on, whenever Phantom was spotted he would dramatically monologue about his Evil Plans, or claim that another Rogues attack on the City was his own act of terror.
Box Ghost destroys the towns Warehouses? It was on his orders.
Ember mind controls masses of Teenagers? All part of his Plans somehow.
Every Adult in Town is kidnapped by Young Blood? Danny gave them over to a friend as a Gift.
He crafts an identity for himself as the most Vile and Horrible Ghost that has ever attacked the City, using his own infamy to cement his legend even more firmly. The town only sees a Monsterous Villain, who has eveded capture near effortlessly for months on end, who constantly attacks their City and gets away with it.
Of course he still needs an excuse for how his plans keep getting stopped, and he gets it when his girlfriend Valerie becomes the Red Huntress. Before that, he just claimed infighting or the Fentons getting lucky, but Valerie becoming the Town's Hero meant he had a plausible excuse for how he kept getting "Foiled".
Val was suspicious, because she was not as involved as Phantom painted her to be, but in the end she had no proof of him faking his defeats. And she couldn't come up with any explanations for why he would do that in the first place. I mean, who would fake being a Supervillain? It had to he something else.
This did come back to bite him a while later, when the Justice League decided that enough was enough, and dispatched Justice League Dark to recruit Red Huntress and help Deal with him.
Coincidentally, that was the same day Pariah Dark attacked the Mortal Realm and sucked Amity Park into the Ghost Zone.
And honestly? Danny had spent over a Year proclaiming himself as a Villain who commanded Ghosts to attack the Human Realm, and he had heard about the Right of Conquest being Absolute in the Ghost Zone, so why not make it official? Why not overthrow the Ghost King, become the Ghost King, and cement his identity as a Villain while also forbidding Ghosts from entering the Human Realm without his permission?
He may have gotten a bit carried away and forgotten that the Villain thing was a disguise...but hey! He was still preventing Ghost Attacks! ...mostly. That's got to count for something right?
He may have let the Bit run a bit too far...
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#Dpxdc#Dp x dc#Dcxdp#Dc x dp#Danny Phantom#Dc#Dcu#Danny is a Villain#Or he pretends to be a Villain#It started out as a Persona so he didn't have to keep justifying his existence to civilians and then spiraled out of control#He got a little too committed to the Bit#Danny claims that all Ghost Attacks are on his orders as a convenient excuse for being at the scene of every attack#He befriends a few of his Rogues and actually does command them sometimes to keep up the charade#They can indulge in their Obsessions from time to time and the Kid gets to keep up his weird Villain Act that he likes to do#It's a win-win#I wonder if Danny would try to recruit Vlad?#Or would Vlad fully buy into the Villain Persona and try to join Danny's team only for Danny to REPEATEDLY reject him?#“Why won't my incredible Villain Godson accept me?! And I not enough of a Villain for him?!” He cries to himself sometimes#Danny is the Ghost King#He just decided to overthrow Pariah when he attacked to cement his Villain Persona#And completely forgot that it was supposed to be a Persona for a minute there#JLD and Red Huntress are working overtime to defeat him#He is now the Next Big Threat™️ and doesn't even realize it#Sam and Tucker are just laughing theirs asses off at the mess he got himself into#Jazz is tired#And Val is wondering why her boyfriend is so awkward whenever she mentions Phantom
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Birds of a Feather previous / next
#my art#feralnette au#birds of a feather#long tags#sorry I went apeshit in the tags#LETS SAY IT ALL TOGETHER NOW#I - M - A - G - OOOOOOOOO#its fun drawing marinette's back to Alya and having her appear stout and unstoppable and totally logical#and then you see her face and she's like two seconds from completely snapping and is keeping it together by a thread#as a note just because mari feels very certainly abt smth doesnt mean she's right. feelings can be valid and also irrational#in the throes of grief she decided it was better to be alone than to lose someone again so she started pulling away#and lila made pulling away very very very easy to do#shes also vaguely aware she's being unfair in pinning this on alya which is why she started spinning the drain on cockmoth again#legitimately all the shit that's happened to her wouldn't have been so catastrophic if he was never in the picture and she knows it#but the bitterness of her bestie choosing a fantastic liar over her at the worst of times stiiiiiings#alya's personal timing was bad but lila really took advantage of the fact that marinette had been acting off and weird#she basically clocked marinette as being unstable from SOMETHING and made up a lie about her#knowing she wouldn't have the strength to defend herself#between her social life going tachy bc of lila and losing fu in a way that felt like personhood death marinette was really put on the spot#and alya doing her thing of busting in there and assuming her bias is correct was a terrible combo#essentially marinette is highly unstable and alya is just realizing that#busting in and giving her a lecture when she's slightly hysterical and definitely delirious from exhaustion is NOT the way#to show her she's self sabotaging#cuz thats just gonna make her double down on self sabotaging. bc marinette will not accept that she is also a CHIIIIILD
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act 5 my beloved
still images belowww
#i recently replayed act 5 for funsies and i very much like thinking about this moment#like. siffrin has been going through the motions the entire way through the house and fighting the king#but then he passes out and gets sent to this weird headspace void and it kinda feels like the wind was taken out of his sails#and i just wanted to draw the feeling of wtf i felt the first time i played it#also wanted to draw the mdp part where he gets really freaked out but. school started. not enough time to do the things i want rip#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#isat#isat act 5 spoilers
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huggin & kissin - big black delta
#ur supposed to see this as pregame namgyu being his dealer but then he starts acting weird and stops charging him#this is the censored version cuz i am a normal person on tumblr#fanart#my art#squid game#230#124#choi su bong#thanos#nam gyu#thangyu#thagyu
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"yandere evil cycle Clara" this "yandere evil cycle Clara" that, yes i agree, its drawn very well and is very Aesthetic and im so excited to see where this is going but i have a Question-
why is Iruma blushing through most of this chapter-
either Clara's subtly put a charm spell on him (though wouldn't it affect Azz too in that case?) or, he's somehow kinda into this.
i know the first option is more likely but the idea of Iruma thinking the evil cycles are hot is so fucking funny. could you imagine.
#mairimashita! iruma kun#like that'd be CRAZY#...would kind of explain why Iruma's fake evil cycle acts a lil flirty though#like. its a ''hes doing what he thinks is attractive'' kind of thing#would he have reacted like this to Azz's evil cycle too is the question... now im thinking maybe there's a reason Iruma didn't get to see i#THINKING ABOUT IT. ISN'T THIS THE FIRST TIME HE'S /REALLY/ SEEN SOMEONE IN AN EVIL CYCLE#im not counting those who returned to origins in that#cause the difference in those situations was Iruma was actually in danger around Origins people. he trusts Clara and Azz#the thing that's killing me is that it wouldn't even be out of character for Iruma to think its attractive#especially since the story's been making Iruma more ''demonic'' in making him more greedy#since he started off as way too selfless and all that#and the whole underlying arc for Iruma specifically is that like. ''sometimes indulging and being selfish is a good thing''#so it wouldn't even be that WEIRD for this to be a Thing#...also i just really want a Love Trio Polyam development please upgrade from soulmates to ''soulmates who are lovers'' RIGHT NOW
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Something something every time Charlie isn’t fighting to be the center of attention, he is always looking around to others to gauge their reactions and silently observing them all something something he is searching for connection, to fit in and be loved but he doesn’t know how to ask for love so instead he gains their attention by acting out in ways he knows they’ll notice and tries to pretend their attention and love are the same thing
#Charlie knows how to push people’s buttons just right to make them pay attention to him because he’s always observing them first; like he’s#not as reckless as we all think he is; he’s fairly smart and also#like Charlie seems so emotionally intelligent in the way he can gauge most peoples reactions from observing them and I think that’s why he#liked keating because keating didn’t act the way he expected and so it was amusing and enthralling to see someone he couldn’t clock#keating would do weird things and Charlie would watch in amusement and he would try to push Keatings buttons in the ways that would make#other teachers upset but they all just slid off Keatings back without him getting upset so Charlie had to try harder but keating seemed to#praise him so Charlie actually started getting what he was craving and so he tried to do something big for keating only to be confused when#keating didn’t like what he did; but then Keating still gave that unconditional support even tho Charlie didn’t get the right action and I#think that’s at the root of their relationship like you can’t have the keating and Charlie dynamic without Charlie being smart#charlie dalton#dps#dead poets society#dps fandom#dead poets fandom#like it’s so interesting to watch him in scenes not about him cause it feels like he is such a more dynamic and complex character when you#do cause we all say he doesn’t know how to be quiet but so often he is silently in the background watch and observing like the walking#scene is a good example and idk I just feel like Charlie is silent and observing more than we think he is we just don’t realize cause he is#so loud in his other moments we take those as him#and ignore him otherwise which feels like exactly what he wants because he wants to connect with people but he wants it to be on his terms#because he spent so long manipulating people’s perception of him that to be vulnerable or not in control makes him scared and he can have#this front he puts on criticized and made fun of because it’s not the real him but if the real him was ever rejected I don’t know if he#could handle it and I think he knows that; idk I just think we need to give Charlie more credit than we are giving him cause hes so complex
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Few sketches I did this…summer ?
I lowkey like Varre ones so maybe I’ll use them later digitally
#random old sketches I found in my drafts#just testing if tumblr is still acting weird#or the problem was in a certain thing I was trying to post yesterday#aaah elden ring#I had to put it aside because of bg3 release#started the game recently only to find out I remember nothing#who am I#where am I#where am i going#🥲#elden ring#white mask varre#blaidd the half wolf#my art#fanart#sketches#traditional art
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if i had more time/energy/motivation i would write a fic that's UT Sans/Reader and seemingly very normal and slice of life
but you notice tiny little quirks and oddities around Sans and it's slowly revealed that it's actually Dust and he's taken this Sans' place to get close to you
#like it's played so straight that the readers of the fic don't even realise it's Dust either#like as you're reading it you can pick up on the lil foreshadowing bits with the reader character and put the pieces together but it-#wouldn't be SO obvious that you could figure it out immediately you know#reader character wouldn't know anything about the multiverse though so they'd just be noticing that his stories/alibis etc don't add up#and maybe he acts a lil weird sometimes around certain people#maybe he knows things he shouldn't#perhaps you get a visit from a 'coworker' of his that looks like his weird twin but /off/.....................#perhaps he lets slip some stuff that he shouldn't and now you're wondering if your Sans is actually Sans or an imposter............#but he /is/ Sans of course. just not the right one#maybe you start questioning when the switch happened. did you ever know Sans or was it always Dust? you start overanalysing all your dates#the months you've spent together#this idea is free btw if someone wants to yoink it please go ahead i do NOT have the time to dedicate to this except by maybe doodling
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💕happy valentine's day💕
here's boys kissing
here's a drawing I did based on the song Um, It's Kind of A Lot by Will Wood (the brain worms hit me hard last night)
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have a great day everyone
#sims 2#sims 2 premades#almeric davis#tank grunt#pascal curious#nervous subject#tanmeric#pasnerv#ripp grunt#guys I'll be real#the power has been out for days where I am#and our generator is kinda acting weird#so I'm fighting for my life a little bit trying to post these 💀#update while I was trying to get the images to upload the generator started working again so yayyy wifi#pray that it's done being sketchy
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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
#so… hi#i think…. i might start making some stuff here soon#i’ve been gone a lot longer than i intended to be#& i feel a lil bad about it bc i really miss my boys & bein here & all that but#idk it’s just been a rough month#but i’m starting to get the itch to create again#i have a very silly idea for the mbz AU#i also just really want to draw some stuff#i miss making things. i’m going nuts. i’ve hardly done anything fun in WEEKS#i’ve sort of started working on some new OCs but ngl#doing anything that doesn’t involve dhes or kel genuinely feels like i’m betraying them#but i have a concept that i really want to explore so that’s what i’m trying to do#i have been working on a few AUs here & there too but#but mostly nothing fun#i need to do something fun while i still can bc i’m starting at uni next month#& i just know i’m gonna have shit for free time then#i’m taking all in person classes which makes me very nervous#i’m trying to be excited about it but mostly it’s just causing me anxiety lol#but anyway. um. yea. hopefully i’ll catch up on everything & reply to the tags/asks i’ve gotten since i’ve been gone#if i reply to something you said/sent to me a month ago… pls just act like that’s not weird. thanks.#rainyrambles
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I love Will so much. He makes every single person fall for this scared, lonely weird sweaty man act. This whole thing he presents to all even to the audience. But then you see him in his classroom, he's arrogant, he knows he's so much smarter than everyone in that room and none can even reach his level of intellect. Then you also see him snap at Jack that's Will, then he hides again and acts like the wounded boy he makes everyone believe he is. Will is an extremely manipulative man, he knows he's weird and he knows everyone knows its why he gotta act discreet act like he doesn't like being the way he is in fact this act is so good he even manages to fool himself at times. Truly Will Graham my beautiful boy I would've loved seeing him in season 4 and how well adjusted and stable he finally is. Finally in control, finally comfortable in his own skin.
#hannibal tv show#nbc hannibal#hannibal#hannibal series#hannibal nbc#will graham#I love Will so much#he acts all confused but in the deepest corner of his mind he knows what he really is#its possible he acts this way becuase he's been bullied back then#because he was weird#so he had to act like he's scared of himself as well to gain some sympathy#and I guess he just started presenting himself like that to ablot of people
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the funniest part to me is that rio started leaning in and agatha started leaning away 😭😭😭😭😭 her face too she’s like 😬
#agatha starting shit with rio for the plot but then being too pussy to finish it 🤦♀️#girl i know that exhibitionist kink was trying to get u no need to act like ur weirded the fuck out#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agathario
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I knew you could distract her with "lustful thoughts" of someone but my specific option was "distract her with your yearning for Gale" and it took me out. Then she called Gale pathetic and told me I could do better, which, rude.
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I feel because of Jinx and Viktor’s popularity in fandom (having some of the most annoying fans in Arcane fandom) and the attention they receive in the show itself, people forget/don’t realise how bad they were done by the writers in s2
#saying this as someone who had thought jayce was reasonable for killing viktor in s2#the way they stripped all nuance from viktor’s actions and made jayce 100% right and the arcane/glorious evolution instead of highly flawed#and morally dubious/neutral#into just bad and wrong(tm)#was weird. it was weird.#i don’t want to compare to league because i do think adaptations should be judged on themselves for the most part#and i’m not too familiar.#but i think the ending should have been left open. like let piltover and zaun still be at war and the characters finding their place in that#also escalation from misguidedly transforming unwitting but willing people to viktor just deciding to turn everyone into an emotionless robo#was weird too#someone smarter than me do a deep dive idek#everyone became a centrist when faced with the true enemy; extremist zaunite (but like not even for zaun)#its not that i wanted viktor to be innocent. his actions in act 2 were morally dubious and he was destined to become darker and more extreme#but the way they did it was weird#and the way they resolved his character. it just feel so half-assed if you look past how emotionally charged and beautiful it was#do not even get me started on jinx… the ‘jinx is alive’ theory better be real because that’s the only way to salvage her character#but like i think they handled her character terribly for all of act 3#i think ekko and mel were done dirty in the way characters like lucas in st were. but i won’t get into that rn#jayce and vi also kinda felt reduced to their relationships…#arcane s2 act 3#arcane critical#arcane criticism#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#viktor arcane#viktor#jinx arcane#jinx
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guess who still hasn't rewatched season two yet 😃
#i think something broke in me#jinx#arcane#arcane season two#arcane fanart#arcane art#my arcane art#wip#like im not even joking#i got my arcane soundtrack cd this week#played it and started fucking sobbing#just from the damn music#like yes ive rewatched act 1 many times while waiting for act 2 but i never rewatched act 2 and act 3#and you know what's weird?#when s1 ended i rewatched it more than i could count within the first week of its ending alone#compare that to now when just the thought of rewatching s2 makes me shudder#what's wrong with me?#kali rambles#my art
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