#played it and started fucking sobbing
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guess who still hasn't rewatched season two yet 😃
#i think something broke in me#jinx#arcane#arcane season two#arcane fanart#arcane art#my arcane art#wip#like im not even joking#i got my arcane soundtrack cd this week#played it and started fucking sobbing#just from the damn music#like yes ive rewatched act 1 many times while waiting for act 2 but i never rewatched act 2 and act 3#and you know what's weird?#when s1 ended i rewatched it more than i could count within the first week of its ending alone#compare that to now when just the thought of rewatching s2 makes me shudder#what's wrong with me?#kali rambles#my art
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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D
#undertale yellow#uty#my art#<- ifg#spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad#that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways#CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly#but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD#ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO#LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER#ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD#BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE#n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of#everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS#WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING#AAND THE GROUP HUGG#I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD#AND THE FUCKOGN#THE F U C K I N G#AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD#to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho#and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump#just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece#anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way#this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to#oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig
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please do yourself a favor and listen to david tennant malvolio reading the fake love letter to him (act 2 scene 5 of twelfth night). im going to actually start sobbing. oh my GOD
#twelfth night#shakespeare#malvolio#david tennant#my edits#ws#DYING AND SCREAMING. SHAKING AND SOBBING#HOW DOES HE MANAGE TO BALANCE HOW FUCKING FUNNY THIS SCENE IS BUT ALSO PLAY IT IN SUCH A WAY#WHERE MY HEART BREAKS SO BADLY FOR HIM AND I AM ALSO SUFFERING THE WORST SECONDHAND EMBARRASSMENT OF MY LIFE#DAVID TENNANT MALVOLIO MY WET BEAST OF ALL TIME MYYYYYYYY PATHETIC LOSER EVERRRRRRRRRRR#I CANT TAKE THE HANDS OFF MY FACE I AM SO EMBARRASSED I FEEL SO FUCKING BAD FOR HIM PLEASE SOMEONE HELP THIS POOR MAN#THE WAY HE TRIPS AND FALLS OVER THE BOXTREE AT THE START AND ITS SOMEHOW DOWNHILL FROM THERE#th production of twelfth night i just watched (mark rylance's version) has malvolio played in such a way#where he's sort of like this doddering old fool that gets easily duped by the prank#here it's like. david really plays into how malvolio thinks he's ALL that he thinks he's soooooo so smart#and that's why he's even falling for it at all#and like this def has more basis in the text cuz maria is like Oh this loser thinks so highly of himself and thinks everyone likes him#this is going to be how my plan works#which is so so mean btw i think this woman has something wrong with her too
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So the scepter here is what makes you Primus, who is in charge of all of the magic world basically... and is also the key to opening the coffer to the rest of the Dread magic that Jayce has been trying to get this entire time. He thought it was something he could start "a new Golden Age of Magic" with, but eventually realized it would only do more harm than good and now is out of plans as he's being torn apart from the Dread.
In the AU towards the end of the story, he and Lucy got the scepter together but he's the one that technically got it, even tho he gave it to Lucy so she could become Primus and avoid further temptation.
So during Lucy's coronation, the scepter ends up shooting across the room into his hands in the audience bc he's the actual owner. This isn't just his nerves about becoming Primus instead and is FAR, far worst unfortunately... Apocalyptically bad even! 8')
Was everything he had wanted before and now it's a literal nightmare.
(Also "Everything You Ever" from Dr. Horrible's Sing-ALong Blog is very fitting for this part whoops.)
#Daniel Spellbound#Jayce Chinda#Lucy Santana#monster transformation#Bleeding Magic AU#the scepter thing is actually a concept from the original but I changed the design of it and how it all works lol#they didn't have a coronation in the show but I'm having one lol#so I can fuck everything up I guess lol#feel bad bc everyone is dressed so nice and then the climax of the story happens lmao#at this point this really could be an original but I'm having too much fun playing with the dolls as is for now so whatever#demon#my art#you know it's bad when the guy who never cries in front of anyone starts openly sobbing in front of a crowd
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Okay so objectively a lil silly, but it's kind of making me lose my mind, so I watched @shortonegaming play ISAT which has engrained upon me Loops voice being Fucking Like That. So with the Twin Hats ending it also has had the unforseen consequence of making me go. Wait. Is their Siffrin voice how Siffrin hears themself while Loop's voice is how everyone else hears them???? Cause if so, fucking wild to think about in retrospect. Siffrin out here going "Nya~~~" and everyone has to pretend it didn't sound like a Victorian actor decided to be a valley girl that meowed
#Not tagging cause kind of weird to tag this but it's fucking getting me okay#I was reading fanfiction and suddenly started hearing loops voice for frin lines#Fucking sobbing over this it's stellar and I love it#ISAT spoilers#Anyway sorry for @ing Shortonegaming but it felt weird to do so when y'all are on here#And I'm talking about a game I'm recommending everyone to watch y'all play 😭#Okay I'm done now. Here's my thoughts.
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THEY DID WHAT TO DANIEL?!
#NOT THE FUCKING “Calm down Danny Boy” TO GO ALONG WITH IT#KREESE YOU FUCKER WHY PULL A SILVER PLAY LIKE THAT LMAO#I'm just starting the 3rd episode so I'm a little late on the partyyy sobs#CK Spoilers#Cobra Kai Spoilers#I can feel the silverussos going feral in chat over this rn
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I got bored and made a design for human Blitzø.
+ the references I used
I disliked how inaccurate the other designs would be, also blitzø would totally have a mullet, I’m sorry I had to say it.
Edit: I generally use Twitter for references but I am SCARED to post on there JESUS people on Twitter are scary. Also someone tell Vivienne Medrano to get off of Twitter please. Twitter is scary. Also I bet my art would have like ten people screeching “BURN THAT WITCH.”
#helluva boss#blitzø#blitzo#human blitzø#yippeee#this is garbage#art references as well#I WAS LISTENING TO WILL WOOD AND THE TAPEWORMS WHILE MAKING THIS#AND THEN FUCKING CHAZ TIME STARTED PLAYING ON MY PLAYLIST#I’M SOBBING#I’M SHAKING IN MY BOOTS#HELP
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Fucking listen to this. My friends and I. We playin Two Truths And A Lie. This was my fucking thrn
1 ”imagine being attracted to an old man twice/three times your age. Couldn’t be me”
2 “Imagine having been hit by a car twice in one week and being completely fine. Couldn’t be me”
3 “Imagine losing your virginity to a friend and then (casually) never talking about it. Couldn’t be me”
literally all four of my friends bro
friend 1: “1. You look like you’d fuck an old man”
friend 2: “yeah, 1”
friend 3 + 4: “old man fucker”
friend 2: “didn’t you say in 10th grade how you’d go down on our Economy teacher?”
they didn’t even fucking flinch. I got shot with a double barrel gun and then thrown in the pool of fire by them. Inconsolable. Fucking destroyed. I am. losing my shit. Sticks and stones can break my bones but fuck. Those words hurt me more.
#I fucking hate them /j#i mean#They were right#BUT THATS NOT THE FUCKING POINT#sobbing#I canttttt#We just finished innout rn and we’re gonna watch the planet of the apes movie at 8:30 so to pass the time we were playing two truths-#and a lie#we usually start our sentences for it with “imagine ___” and end it with “couldn’t be me”#but this was so fucking funny I had to talk about it#Literally only two of them even knew about me getting hit#Well I guess clipped technically. Does that count as being hit? Idk#Once was my fault fs but the other I was at a fuckin crossing street so 🤷#But anyway#they barely even bothered to think#I’m dying#help 😭#they know I’d fuck an old man and I’m dead#rey rambles#meme#memes#lmao#lol#dumb shit#funny#relatable memes#funny memes#best memes#I don’t even want to finish the rest of the meme tags#Anyway we’re gonna watch the movie in like 10 minutes now
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why the fuck did i just start crying while listening to a danny gonzalez song
#to clarify these things are not related#was pissed the fuck off and let my youtube play whatever it wanted and while i was washing my face i started SOBBING#and it happened to be danny singing in the background
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I literally refuse to acknowledge that we’re now less than a month out from Pinoe’s final USWNT match.
#if I think about it too long I’ll start sobbing#a fucking legend#has changed the game forever#so thankful I’ve been able to grow up watching her play#there will never be enough thank yous#uswnt#uswnt players#woso#soccer#megan rapinoe
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Thinking about baby patty 20 dead 40 wounded
#stranger things#patty newby#(through tears) noo ahah dont think about how patty had no friends in hawkins growing up#and how the closest thing to a friend wouldve been bob vs rhe way bob’s annoyed w her initially re: his radio stuff/the whole fucked up#newby damily dynamic as a whole/the emotional distance that Does exist between bob and patty as a result of mr newbys favouritism#towards bob. do NOT think about how patty is the same age as s4 el vs how el’s had friends since s1#like imagine if el didnt meet max or the party until season 4…. and the fact that patty’s first opening scene/one of the very first things#we’re told about her (and henry) is that she’s lonely… stop stop im already dead#:((((((((#patty i would been your friend its ok#(through tears): when do you guys think baby patty stopped trying to play with bob/when do you guys think that the whole family dynamic#really started to squash any like. proper close bonding yk like they dont hate eachother in tfs by any means but its like#there’s definitely a Distance there in a lot of ways & definitely resent etc you can feel under the surface (although in the end that def#improves) but i just. dont look at me im thinking about baby patty trying to ppay with bob but then going off to sit alone#(through tears and comically loud sobbing sounds) do you guys think that bob blamed patty for his mom leaving the same way mr newby blamed#her for his wife leaving? do you guys think that’s why bob didnt protect/defend her until the end of the play? and even then he didnt DO it#so much as say that he SHOULD have…..#(through even more tears) do NOT think about how quickly patty accepted mr newbys apology and even insisted initially that he has nothing to#apologize for despite the way hes treated her vs the fact that patty so clearly just wants to be loved#do not think about patty’s dad being the principal vs her still getting bullied all the time and then getting in trouble for defending#herself/mocking walter… mr newby when i fucking catch you!!!!!!!#pattyposting
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i love final fantasy so much i might go insane
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#urgggfhfgfh listening to distant worlds 6 ... battle theme medley. i heard the ff1 and started Crying already oh fuck this#i can listen to cosmo canyon (i loveu red) and then just start cryying it's insane actually. what reason do i have to cry from that#i am Ignoring the#. the uhm.#the eternal wind one bcs i will be uncontrollable (in sobbing) ..... Man!#idk man i missed this :( haven't been self-indulgent w any interests aside from acads for the past months (which is cool but also) !!!!!#ff1 to 16 and then the spin-offs and sequels and prequels and other games i love you all#will always rmbr my super cool adoptive-tito (he is. american LMFAO gay friend of my super cool aunt so he kinda got adopted into the family#when he went w her on vacation here) who is insane w the piano and played. mario and ff songs for us.#aerith's theme.... oughhh....... rufus' welcoming ceremony and esp uh#the battle theme i forgpt the name of atm. Insane! amazing
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Thought about the okami sequel too hard again and instantly teared up I swear I've never been so happy and emotional over a game announcement in my life
#okami sequel#okami#okami 2#oh look she speaks#i still can't stop watching reaction videos and every time someone screams when they realise i tear up#if i was home alone i fully believe I'd just start full on sobbing#when they said the stars aligned they really fucking meant it#i JUST started a new game for okami just the other day before the announcement and i want to start another already#words cannot describe how much i have longed for this game above all others#no other announcement will ever compare i will never be this excited for a new game ever again#nothing else can get this reaction#not zelda not ace attorney. not even pokemon mystery dungeon#and anyone who knows me knows how much i love pokemon mystery dungeon#but okami is special. it's THE game to me. mystery dungeon is my favourite series but okami is my favourite game#it tops every single game I've ever played combined#I've never cried over a game before until now#I've never cried tears of joy until now#oh my god someone let me sleep and don't wake me up until the game comes out#BUT DON'T FUCKING RUSH THE GAME I S2G I DO NOT WANT THIS GAME RUSHED#I WANT IT TO BE DRENCHED IN LOVE AND CARE WHEN I FINALLY PLAY IT#i want to play it knowing everyone on the development team poured their heart and soul into making it. do not rush this I'll bite someone#anyways back to shaking from shock and joy#and trying not to cry because it's 3am and i don't wanna wake people up and have to explain I'm crying over the pretty wolf game
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actually it should be illegal to name fantasy high sophomore year ep6 "pirate brawl." It's too fun of a name for the absolute rollercoaster shitshow that episode is and made me have expectations that were quickly undermined 10 minutes in. I experienced at least five different emotions I've never experienced before in the last two and a half hours spent watching the episode.
10/10 don't watch fantasy high, you'll take 4d6 psychic dmg every other episode
#fantasy high sophomore year#specifically fabian seacaster and riz gukgak#it was like an angst pile#a pile of angst#and all of it made me want to cry#especially the line “because the second you slow down you'll have to deal with the fact that he's not coming home”#might as well tear my fucking heart out#it'll probably hurt less#this is why i'll never play dnd#if a character arc like this happened in front of me irl#at the table i played at#i'd just start violently sobbing and disrupt the entire game
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The best feeling in the world is when there’s a piece of media you know you love and you’ve hyped it up as your favorite thing for so long but you haven’t revisited it in a while so you start to worry if it’s really as good as you make it out to be and so you go back and revisit it and it’s like. Oh this is even better than I remembered this shit rules
#the klock keeps ticking#i always get this feeling when i play 999 but tonight i got it with the letter#cuz ive uh finally decided to bite the bullet and play the evil meanie route where everyone dies 😟#a route ive put off for so long cuz its just too damn sad to think about akjdksk god it hurts#and ive played like for the most part every route of this game EXCEPT this one but i know the ending is really dark and i need to see it#plus i will at least get my beloved torture scene in so thats nice#i didnt kill off isabella though its a coma route which i hope still allows me to get the ending i want cuz i mean shell still be out of#commission in the final scene so hopefully it works out#but yeah no i started off tonight on the marianne chapter and while i did skip around through it cuz ive played it many times and i just#wanna get to the important stuff already alskj i also just replayed some of the best parts#aka the shit where lorraine appears and the gay shit alksks and god like hnnnghh not only does this chapter still ruin me emotionally#i also just remembered why i love this character so much and remembered just how good the character writing in this game is#and i also played into the rebecca chapter and didnt skip as much cuz i actually am not as familiar with the coma route#cuz it makes me sad and i never revisited it lol and i havent gotten to The Scene that makes me sob yet#its so coming though dont worry but idk i guess its just been cuz ive been thinking about p3 so much lately#and in particular shinji both the death route and coma route but in particular the coma cuz thats what im writing#and damn lol the letter just writes the grief and nuanced relationships and death stuff so much better lol god#like marianne loses her childhood best friend whom she has a gay ass relationship with to suicide and like its just better#she blames herself and still isnt even kinda okay with it after 13 years#like it just fucking ruined her and the only thing keeping her from losing it is her repression and drinking problem and unattached sex#and then with coma route well fucking first off isabellas friends actually like. visit her frequently damn#and they just all have such unique ways of coping like Zach is being optimistic so no one gets too upset#rebecca is sorta in charge of making sure everything goes smoothly she has to contact the family and make big decisions#and shes also just taking the most stress and shes got so many complicated feelings around isabella going on but she genuinely cannot stand#that isabella is hurt shes fucking destroyed she loves isabella and then ashton AAAAA god yeah i also just remembered that hes SUCH a good#character hes like being a genuine asshole right like Rebecca calls to tell him that isabella is comatose now and he literally doesnt let#her say anything he literally says ‘i dont have time for other things rn’ like the wellness of his friend is just ‘other things’#but you just know thats not it not at all hes burying himself in work to the point of destruction so he can figure out who did this and make#everything okay and he refuses to show even an ounce of vulnerability cuz THE SECOND HE DOES IT ALL COMES OUT AND HE CANT GET OUT OF BED#ANYMORE CUZ HOW IS HE SUPPOSED TO BE OKAY WHEN THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE IS DYING
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when you're perusing songs for a cheeky fic title and discover that your favorite band has a whole goddamn album that you didn't know about
#dsfkjadsklfjasldf i'm going to throw up#i'm going to actually be sick#WHEN THE FUCK#played the first song. started sobbing immediately.#there's even a song about???? fuckignjfladskfj emily dickinson????? i'm dying. this is it. i won't survive this.#i'm such a fake goddamn fan how could i let this happen#okay so i looked it up and it came out on monday i guess??? so i'm not THAT behind but still. I didn't even fucking know. who even am i.
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