#played it and started fucking sobbing
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guess who still hasn't rewatched season two yet 😃
#i think something broke in me#jinx#arcane#arcane season two#arcane fanart#arcane art#my arcane art#wip#like im not even joking#i got my arcane soundtrack cd this week#played it and started fucking sobbing#just from the damn music#like yes ive rewatched act 1 many times while waiting for act 2 but i never rewatched act 2 and act 3#and you know what's weird?#when s1 ended i rewatched it more than i could count within the first week of its ending alone#compare that to now when just the thought of rewatching s2 makes me shudder#what's wrong with me?#kali rambles#my art
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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D
#undertale yellow#uty#my art#<- ifg#spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad#that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways#CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly#but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD#ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO#LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER#ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD#BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE#n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of#everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS#WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING#AAND THE GROUP HUGG#I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD#AND THE FUCKOGN#THE F U C K I N G#AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD#to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho#and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump#just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece#anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way#this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to#oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig
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finally played disco elysium, my camera roll is full of shit i just HAD to capture so here are some of my favorite moments (obviously, a shit ton of spoilers ahead):










forever in love with this game (and kim) 💯🙏
#disco elysium#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#i love kim kitsuragi so much i could start sobbing rn#Kim is here#He's still alive and breathing#I'm so normal about them i swear#this game was beautiful#i will play it again and again and again#brought to u by me taking pictures of my switch lite screen with my iphone camera#yes i played de on the switch (fucking lite) it was terrible and it kept crashing
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please do yourself a favor and listen to david tennant malvolio reading the fake love letter to him (act 2 scene 5 of twelfth night). im going to actually start sobbing. oh my GOD
#twelfth night#shakespeare#malvolio#david tennant#my edits#ws#DYING AND SCREAMING. SHAKING AND SOBBING#HOW DOES HE MANAGE TO BALANCE HOW FUCKING FUNNY THIS SCENE IS BUT ALSO PLAY IT IN SUCH A WAY#WHERE MY HEART BREAKS SO BADLY FOR HIM AND I AM ALSO SUFFERING THE WORST SECONDHAND EMBARRASSMENT OF MY LIFE#DAVID TENNANT MALVOLIO MY WET BEAST OF ALL TIME MYYYYYYYY PATHETIC LOSER EVERRRRRRRRRRR#I CANT TAKE THE HANDS OFF MY FACE I AM SO EMBARRASSED I FEEL SO FUCKING BAD FOR HIM PLEASE SOMEONE HELP THIS POOR MAN#THE WAY HE TRIPS AND FALLS OVER THE BOXTREE AT THE START AND ITS SOMEHOW DOWNHILL FROM THERE#th production of twelfth night i just watched (mark rylance's version) has malvolio played in such a way#where he's sort of like this doddering old fool that gets easily duped by the prank#here it's like. david really plays into how malvolio thinks he's ALL that he thinks he's soooooo so smart#and that's why he's even falling for it at all#and like this def has more basis in the text cuz maria is like Oh this loser thinks so highly of himself and thinks everyone likes him#this is going to be how my plan works#which is so so mean btw i think this woman has something wrong with her too
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so. I just got to Maruki’s attempted persuasion of Ren before the deadline and. hey what the fuck. what. what.
Akechi is the sole bargaining chip? Akechi’s life and their continued connection is what Ren wished for?
#that was. so much.#ow???#I have so much to process. but the furious way ren flung that calling card. what what what#my brain is spinning. THAT was ren’s greatest regret and biggest wish?#for akechi to be alive and to start over with him???#I. How devastating must that realization have been for akechi. when did he figure it out? it must have been close to the beginning#the guy who wanted to be loved and needed so badly and now someone does. and he has to reject it because unfortunately#this genuine sentiment has been co-opted by a therapist with a god complex into another cage for him#also. there’s the option to say you’ll accept the reality. you can accept it? actually accept it?! to save akechi. because ren is that upse#what the fuck. what the fuckkgfl#akechi grew so much as a character. seeing his personas fuse and his third awakening made me really happy honestly#but god. he awakens right before he dies??? because he chooses death over letting himself be chained again?? come on atlus that’s just MEAN#and ren just has to. deal with that. lead the team tomorrow. no time for it to even sink in. he didn’t know!!!#how much sleep do you want to bet ren got that night? 👍 haha… ha…#ugh. ow.#the universe really said ‘let’s doom these two sad sobs for no fucking reason. just because’#storyrambles#story plays persona 5#p5r#oh. oh my god. the glove. of course. he wanted their rematch but what that actually meant was#‘please survive. please be alive’#again I reiterate: what the FUCK#edit because I remembered from their rank 10: ‘your wishes became one’#now I know the context is different. but did they not both voice their regrets? did they not both wish to meet again through the glove#and its associated promise? ‘If only we’d met sooner’? ‘I want to keep our promise’???#god. it was mutual wasn’t it? their biggest mutual regret and wish is each other.
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Okay so objectively a lil silly, but it's kind of making me lose my mind, so I watched @shortonegaming play ISAT which has engrained upon me Loops voice being Fucking Like That. So with the Twin Hats ending it also has had the unforseen consequence of making me go. Wait. Is their Siffrin voice how Siffrin hears themself while Loop's voice is how everyone else hears them???? Cause if so, fucking wild to think about in retrospect. Siffrin out here going "Nya~~~" and everyone has to pretend it didn't sound like a Victorian actor decided to be a valley girl that meowed
#Not tagging cause kind of weird to tag this but it's fucking getting me okay#I was reading fanfiction and suddenly started hearing loops voice for frin lines#Fucking sobbing over this it's stellar and I love it#ISAT spoilers#Anyway sorry for @ing Shortonegaming but it felt weird to do so when y'all are on here#And I'm talking about a game I'm recommending everyone to watch y'all play 😭#Okay I'm done now. Here's my thoughts.
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You wanna know the single hardest fight in the entirety of Kingdom Hearts 3? The Xion Data Battle. I don't even know what the fight looks like because I hear the first bars of Vector to the Heavens and start sobbing.
#the song started playing in the car today#I fucking started tearing up#sniffles and everything#kingdom hearts#kh3#kh xion#fucking sobbing#and crying#and throwing up
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THEY DID WHAT TO DANIEL?!
#NOT THE FUCKING “Calm down Danny Boy” TO GO ALONG WITH IT#KREESE YOU FUCKER WHY PULL A SILVER PLAY LIKE THAT LMAO#I'm just starting the 3rd episode so I'm a little late on the partyyy sobs#CK Spoilers#Cobra Kai Spoilers#I can feel the silverussos going feral in chat over this rn
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I got bored and made a design for human Blitzø.
+ the references I used
I disliked how inaccurate the other designs would be, also blitzø would totally have a mullet, I’m sorry I had to say it.
Edit: I generally use Twitter for references but I am SCARED to post on there JESUS people on Twitter are scary. Also someone tell Vivienne Medrano to get off of Twitter please. Twitter is scary. Also I bet my art would have like ten people screeching “BURN THAT WITCH.”
#helluva boss#blitzø#blitzo#human blitzø#yippeee#this is garbage#art references as well#I WAS LISTENING TO WILL WOOD AND THE TAPEWORMS WHILE MAKING THIS#AND THEN FUCKING CHAZ TIME STARTED PLAYING ON MY PLAYLIST#I’M SOBBING#I’M SHAKING IN MY BOOTS#HELP
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Fucking listen to this. My friends and I. We playin Two Truths And A Lie. This was my fucking thrn
1 ”imagine being attracted to an old man twice/three times your age. Couldn’t be me”
2 “Imagine having been hit by a car twice in one week and being completely fine. Couldn’t be me”
3 “Imagine losing your virginity to a friend and then (casually) never talking about it. Couldn’t be me”
literally all four of my friends bro
friend 1: “1. You look like you’d fuck an old man”
friend 2: “yeah, 1”
friend 3 + 4: “old man fucker”
friend 2: “didn’t you say in 10th grade how you’d go down on our Economy teacher?”
they didn’t even fucking flinch. I got shot with a double barrel gun and then thrown in the pool of fire by them. Inconsolable. Fucking destroyed. I am. losing my shit. Sticks and stones can break my bones but fuck. Those words hurt me more.
#I fucking hate them /j#i mean#They were right#BUT THATS NOT THE FUCKING POINT#sobbing#I canttttt#We just finished innout rn and we’re gonna watch the planet of the apes movie at 8:30 so to pass the time we were playing two truths-#and a lie#we usually start our sentences for it with “imagine ___” and end it with “couldn’t be me”#but this was so fucking funny I had to talk about it#Literally only two of them even knew about me getting hit#Well I guess clipped technically. Does that count as being hit? Idk#Once was my fault fs but the other I was at a fuckin crossing street so 🤷#But anyway#they barely even bothered to think#I’m dying#help 😭#they know I’d fuck an old man and I’m dead#rey rambles#meme#memes#lmao#lol#dumb shit#funny#relatable memes#funny memes#best memes#I don’t even want to finish the rest of the meme tags#Anyway we’re gonna watch the movie in like 10 minutes now
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why the fuck did i just start crying while listening to a danny gonzalez song
#to clarify these things are not related#was pissed the fuck off and let my youtube play whatever it wanted and while i was washing my face i started SOBBING#and it happened to be danny singing in the background
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gahhhh i js finished the last of us holy shitballs it was so good, rdr2 and tlou back to back did Not disappoint... cause like when i was younger around when the game came out i watched my dad play and he described what the game was abt n shit but its been so long i only knew the basic idea of the game yk? so it was nice going in almost completely blind
now im considering watching the show, i dont rlly want to because im never a fan of adaptations rlly, they always disappoint but i may because i luv pedro pascal... im ALSO considering playing tlou 2 depending on how much i can find a disc for... if its cheap i might play
ugh no but seriously it was so good like, im not a Huge fan of games w a lot of combat because im not great w shooting mechanics n shit but like, i got the hang of it yk
next im gonna look into silent hill since i keep seeing it around, oh and also finish the epilogue of rdr2 cause i gotta do that... honestly i started a new game so i could go n do all the side quests n shit i didnt do the first time and its so calm... like compared to how it ends wow buddy oh boy AND sean n keiran r there soooo
#anyways rant over#lmk if i should play tlou2#like if its worth playing n shit#ghost talks#dude i thought joel was actually gonna fuvking die when he got impaled like i started sobbing i was so pissed#but luckily he did Not!!#which idk why i thought he was gonna kick the bucket soon after that cause i also watched my dad play a good portion of the beginning of#tlou2 and hes there so. obviously he doesnt die#but i didnt think abt that so :p#like if i played rdr2 js for arthur to fucking die then immediately play tlou and joel die i would lose my mind
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I literally refuse to acknowledge that we’re now less than a month out from Pinoe’s final USWNT match.
#if I think about it too long I’ll start sobbing#a fucking legend#has changed the game forever#so thankful I’ve been able to grow up watching her play#there will never be enough thank yous#uswnt#uswnt players#woso#soccer#megan rapinoe
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Thinking about baby patty 20 dead 40 wounded

#stranger things#patty newby#(through tears) noo ahah dont think about how patty had no friends in hawkins growing up#and how the closest thing to a friend wouldve been bob vs rhe way bob’s annoyed w her initially re: his radio stuff/the whole fucked up#newby damily dynamic as a whole/the emotional distance that Does exist between bob and patty as a result of mr newbys favouritism#towards bob. do NOT think about how patty is the same age as s4 el vs how el’s had friends since s1#like imagine if el didnt meet max or the party until season 4…. and the fact that patty’s first opening scene/one of the very first things#we’re told about her (and henry) is that she’s lonely… stop stop im already dead#:((((((((#patty i would been your friend its ok#(through tears): when do you guys think baby patty stopped trying to play with bob/when do you guys think that the whole family dynamic#really started to squash any like. proper close bonding yk like they dont hate eachother in tfs by any means but its like#there’s definitely a Distance there in a lot of ways & definitely resent etc you can feel under the surface (although in the end that def#improves) but i just. dont look at me im thinking about baby patty trying to ppay with bob but then going off to sit alone#(through tears and comically loud sobbing sounds) do you guys think that bob blamed patty for his mom leaving the same way mr newby blamed#her for his wife leaving? do you guys think that’s why bob didnt protect/defend her until the end of the play? and even then he didnt DO it#so much as say that he SHOULD have…..#(through even more tears) do NOT think about how quickly patty accepted mr newbys apology and even insisted initially that he has nothing to#apologize for despite the way hes treated her vs the fact that patty so clearly just wants to be loved#do not think about patty’s dad being the principal vs her still getting bullied all the time and then getting in trouble for defending#herself/mocking walter… mr newby when i fucking catch you!!!!!!!#pattyposting
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i love final fantasy so much i might go insane
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#urgggfhfgfh listening to distant worlds 6 ... battle theme medley. i heard the ff1 and started Crying already oh fuck this#i can listen to cosmo canyon (i loveu red) and then just start cryying it's insane actually. what reason do i have to cry from that#i am Ignoring the#. the uhm.#the eternal wind one bcs i will be uncontrollable (in sobbing) ..... Man!#idk man i missed this :( haven't been self-indulgent w any interests aside from acads for the past months (which is cool but also) !!!!!#ff1 to 16 and then the spin-offs and sequels and prequels and other games i love you all#will always rmbr my super cool adoptive-tito (he is. american LMFAO gay friend of my super cool aunt so he kinda got adopted into the family#when he went w her on vacation here) who is insane w the piano and played. mario and ff songs for us.#aerith's theme.... oughhh....... rufus' welcoming ceremony and esp uh#the battle theme i forgpt the name of atm. Insane! amazing
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when you're perusing songs for a cheeky fic title and discover that your favorite band has a whole goddamn album that you didn't know about
#dsfkjadsklfjasldf i'm going to throw up#i'm going to actually be sick#WHEN THE FUCK#played the first song. started sobbing immediately.#there's even a song about???? fuckignjfladskfj emily dickinson????? i'm dying. this is it. i won't survive this.#i'm such a fake goddamn fan how could i let this happen#okay so i looked it up and it came out on monday i guess??? so i'm not THAT behind but still. I didn't even fucking know. who even am i.
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