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smollsmule · 1 month ago

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hi! are you still working on this (https://www.tumblr.com/smollsmule/761903621939052544/ok-ok-but-you-wanna-know-the-real-tea-ive-read?source=share) fic?

Hi anon,

short answer: yes!

Slightly longer answer: yes, yes I am.

I did get started on this fic while I was writing another story (also DBD), that I wanted to finish first. That one is almost ready to go up (!!!!), but my writing does have the tendency to spiral out of control a little, length wise, so everything always takes a little longer than anticipated. Do be assured though that I am very much still in the thick of the beach story and can't wait to share more of it!!! Thanks for sticking with me, I'm so happy everyone is as excited about this idea as I am!

#as a matter of fact I am working on it rn #though that other story also spawned a part two actually that I ALSO want to dig my teeth into #speaking of escalating lmao #I might share some wips if people are interested in that?#smule speaks #ask #Charles' Beach Episode TM #smule writes #anon #smoll smule

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lostxmelody · 3 days ago

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hello!! i was just wondering if you’d be okay with someone possibly making a small fan animatic of parts of a human? absolutely understand if not — new reader here who just fell very in love with it, thank you for writing such a fantastic story <3 TT

HELLO??? oh my god, yes, absolutely please feel free!!! im very honored!!! im very glad you enjoyed it ☺️

#lxm textposts #i would add a lot more yapping tags but im at work rn so #just AAAHH YES that would be so cool 🥺🥺🥺 im so flattered and it hasnt even been made yet #just the fact that people want to make art for my silly little fics makes me want to cry (joyful)#auguhhhhhdhdhhhh im so unwell ...#thank u very much anon i will absolutely look forward to it no matter how long it may take #i am. no stranger to long wait times 😔#see: time between chapter posts

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queenofbaws · 4 months ago

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hey it's wip wednesday and i'm here to be extremely sappy and remind you that sometimes the wip you should be the most excited about is yourself. progress is progress no matter how big or small, you'll feel better about that progress some days than others, what might seem like a tiny achievement to you might look much, much larger to someone else (or vice versa), and that's all there is to it!

hope you guys are having a good week and are being as nice to yourselves as you can be <3

#queenie rambles #this post brought to you by the fact i've been making baby steps in my medical journey lately #it hasn't been a lot. the change hasn't been big. but sometimes you have to stop and look at the baby steps and be proud y'know #i went grocery shopping today 😎 which is such a little thing but also something i was physically INCAPABLE of even a few months ago #anyway we're all works in progress no matter what's going on and if you're not proud of you rn then i am <3 you got this #and i stg if you sit there thinking 'well not ME tho' i will absorb you in my sap and crystallize you like a bug in amber #i will run unethical experiments on your dna strands and start another jurassic park dont even TEST me

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crossbackpoke-check · 1 month ago

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re last answer: please don't stop, being very unhinged about these two pretty white boys is helping distract me from the sharks losing streak rn so bring it on

https://www.tumblr.com/bondedpairs/764566430180147200?source=share

(sideblog woes but there's the link for you) anyway in the vid they talk about going over to each other's houses to have dinner and things and while that is a delicious example of their codependence i love it bc through an rpf lens there is definitely some old man ******* going on. they can have the dilfs and each other.

(someone else mentioned kept boys which i could write an essay on but i fear being Perceived™️)

anyway if you have anything to add to this please do, if not ignore me and i will hide under a rock until the stress-related insanity has worn off and i am a functioning member of society once more 😂

- @bondedpairs

ty for the video!!! and please, WRITE THE KEPT BOYS ESSAYYYY i promise i will read it with my hands over my eyes if you don’t want to be perceived. do it scared!! do it anyway!! we’ll all love you for it!!!

#like. i don’t know how to explain how narratively aware will smith is to me. he knows he’s being put into the codependent rookies arc.#he’s aware that zeev buium transforms into a dog. he knows that he and mack aren’t getting together because mack’s gotta work it out first.#& in a less unhinged way i simply mean that will smith has an air of both self-conscious thought & projection i think is maybe fascinating.#but not in a way in which i actually know this or think that he thinks about himself and how he comes across. he just Is Something ????#the best way i can explain is one of my alltime favorite fics i use it like a shorthand citation bc i love it so much but catchascatchcan’s #many worlds universe but specifically the second tk/pat story second person you the ouroboros spits out its tale nolan walks off screen.#like that is the kind of narrative awareness i am trying to explain that no matter where i put him will smith knows he’s inside a story but #not in a way where he’s trying to do anything to it. he’s just present there. this makes no sense to me either please understand #liv in the replies #bondedpairs #happy to have brought you something in your times of woe!!! also hope things get a little less stressful for you!! <3 #we’re 2gether p much 24/7” no go on i say in my nature documentary voice. watching them like bugs under a rock rn observing from a distance #this DID get me to actually watch the video. agreed with puckpocketed saying rich text and ur tags like. YES the daddy issues popped out.#just wants to make sure he’s having fun!! checking up!! mack the prime irritance in will’s life!! foisted off on one another w/ no choice #it’s like when your parents are friends so then you have to be friends with their kids in a way and then also like. you’re the only kids #close in age to each other but they’re NOT but it is definitely not like. i would choose you for any lifetime it is very will smith hockey #(once again) very aware he has to wait for mack to settle down. like now that i’m saying this i DO want clairvoyant will smith which is not #where it goes in the first half but just in the sense of like. those silly posts that are like ‘invested early in stock!’ & it’s a picture #of braden holtby & his beautiful bisexual wife brandi back when holts was a hipster who wore skinny scarves & now everyone thinks he’s sooo #like that but it’s will smith saying my god you are insufferable but you’ll be fantastic in five years. get in the fucking car.#(yes i am drawing extensively from the one picture where will has COMPLETELY tuned him out (there is a football reasoning reference here?#with the patriots? neonfretra drew this also but it was a tweet about the teams. there’s layers to this here ANYWAY) we’re building a life #i realize after the fact i addressed neither the dilf (gilf?) fucking here nor the content of the actual video & polycules to which i say:#brain scrampled egg. the burnsie/joe/patty/(pavs???) polycule just exists to me and the kids intersect the venn diagram but in a much #smaller portion than they intersect each other in both ways (will/mack joe/the guys)#also as for the content of the video. you’re gonna have to give me at LEAST (how long did it take me until i actually started posting tzjd?#i hate that this is my metric but it really was like. i see everyone yelling about them & i’m like ok. [please ignore the irrational hatred #i have for tz at the time it has to do with moritz seider and also whenever i see him on the ice something awakens in kill mode] and i DO #blame tzjd for my 800 drafts and it took me like. a good while before i finally went OH kay. i see it. okay i can get invested. horizon at #a 45 degree angle moon in the late waxing gibbous winds scented of orange & blowing S by SW from the vortex cycle etc etc ass conditions)

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lesbianlenas · 1 month ago

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applied for my absentee ballot & will be getting it in the mail soon!

#michelle speaks #couldn’t vote in 2020 bc of my dad so my first time voting will be for a woman & i think that’s beautiful ❤️❤️❤️❤️#bc i was at home during covid & my dad does not believe in voting anymore lol…..my parents used to vote when i was younger but #my dad prob thinks the govt will kill him ot smth if he votes idfk. my parents r republicans anyway so idc if they vote #voting in a very red state unfortunately but that’s fine i believe in voting no matter what. as someone w a poli sci degree.#and as someone who recognizes the importance of women having the ability to vote #despite the fact that SOME PPL. looooooooooove to downplay it & be like blah blah it wasn’t that important 🙄🙄🙄🙄#omggggg the only reason women got MORE rights is bc they became a voting bloc that had to be campaigned to. but let us continue to diminish #the work those women put into for the basis of all of the rights women got after. anyway i’m arguing w the wall rn basically #but that is smth that pisses me off so bad. like ppl who r like achually 🤓☝️ women never needed the ERA either. SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!#ANYWAY I AM EXCITED TO VOTE AS EVERYONE SHOULD BE

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orcelito · 1 year ago

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At this point, I think... this has gone past a hyperfixation. I think IAMX is just straight up my favorite artist, now.

& those who have been here for the past... lmao 7 months now. Y'all might just be like "Duh???" But I don't really Do singular favorites. I have a batch of favorites that I cycle through. Usually. But I've been listening at least 80% to IAMX Only in the past 7 months now, and I'm realizing that. Yeah. Yeah. This goes beyond a hyperfixation.

Realization spurred on by this song:

#speculation nation #music #audio #the original is already a fav of mine. and i think i still prefer it over this one.#but this one is just... hitting rn.#the intro is kinda Meh. i dont like just how slowed down it is. but then the song truly starts #and it's like oh. Oh. yeah. this is exactly what i love out of Spit It Out #and im at work and having a Moment. hhhhhhhh #mind kind of blown by the fact that i have a new FAVORITE...#i dont think ive named anything as a singular Favorite since MM. as a teenager.#their music still hits. but ive changed i think. so iamx hits more with who i am.#a longform darkness. a perpetual pain. but dancing through it all. no matter how morose it gets.#less of a wallowing and more of just... living. if that makes any sense.#aghhhh i need to finish opening. and i am Having A Moment...#Spotify

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nudibutch · 1 year ago

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i need this field season to be over so i can go home and soft pack in my new sweatpants.

#the fact of the matter is i am deprived in gender euphoria rn #we are in a mass deficit. the minnow governing body is in chaos.#also i miss being able to look hot.#ive been wearing the same sets of work clothes for 2 months

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audiovisualrecall · 8 months ago

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Also my dad is having surgery on his heart on Wednesday bc the radiation treatments caused his heart murmur to get worse and leaving it alone isn't an option.

#meanwhile I'm still going 'i want to make muffins rn but i also want to paint doodle witj my new gouache but also i need to work on steph's #book illustrations and i have work tmrw and i hate it-' and then i feel weird abt just. acting like this is perfectly normal #i mean yes i am anxious but i cant actively BE anxious abt it #dad and ma both have more right to be anxious rhan i do and theyre seemingly not and if theyre just keeping themselves together then i have #no right to make everything about me and my feelings and fears #like. if i get upset ma will. dad idefk how he feels abt it he doesnt Seem anxious or uncomfortable or anything abt it. just matter of fact #like ok this is happening now #only thing is hes determined to finish ma's puzzle mat thing b4 hes stuck recovering and not able to do the bending and lifting and stretc #stretching etc of woodworking etc #but yeah am i worried Yes am i going to be able to process that before Wednesday at the earliest? no #idk #I'm not able to phrase this well its not like I'm being weird abt it but i dont want to make ma anxious or have her be preoccupied by worry #she wants needs whatever to be there for him and i need to be as self sufficient and not meltdown as i can #i also just dont want to examine my fears bc that makes them have weight instead of being illogical #if i dont focus on them and distract myself from worries they cant be real

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mirrortouchedsea · 10 months ago

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getting motivated to work on that kaokana fic finally and i have added like 1k this week.... so much progress for me i'm so happy

#not writing #shay speaks #not guaranteeing the next chapter will be soon i'm still unsure #of when i want to end this one and start the next #but this one is only like.... 2k words right now?#okay google docs says its 1.4k words rn so yeah #we are making progress i'm hoping to get 4k or so at least before i decide to start ch4 #and then i have to edit it and all that jazz obviously.... but augh i'm just happy to be working on this again #and i edited my bb fic a lot today since my beta has given feedback on like 7 pages of that #AND i quit my job at joanns so i should go back to working only 5 days a week instead of 6 #and maybe i can get more motivation to write. i think part of why i'm writing more is the fact that i qui t aamfpdiosd #i am already feeling better knowing there is an end in sight to these 6 day weeks #my boss was chill about it she understands and i'm not going to like #slack off just bc i put in my 2 weeks #but yeah. thats my life update ig mapsdfiomsdpifodjs #big bang fic is looking very nice so far after edits and i'm excited to get that out #again its probably going to be split in two idk if i want to try and finish it before whenever i end up getting to post #mostly cuz like. idk i'm probably still like 4k out from finishing it and noooooo thank u. maybe another day #it's at the word count minimum though thats what matters

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httpiastri · 1 year ago

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as happy as i am for lissie and marcus (even though I knew they were already together because I literally watched them make out with my own two eyes) it was honestly my last straw. I’m so tired of seeing everybody on my social feeds happy and in relationships when I’ve just had the worst week of my life and have basically given up on falling in love because if I can’t even drive how am I going to go to places where I’ll meet people?!?!? i have spent every Valentine’s Day alone while my friends go on elaborate dates and I’m just so so tired

not the make out sesh 😩 oh to see them with my own two eyes irl... what a pretty sight it would be

this got quite personal and hit a little too close to home so im putting a lil keep reading thing

love :(( i’m truly sorry you feel this way... but god i felt this ask so much... first of all, i'm really sorry about you having a bad week. it's completely fine to feel the way you're feeling, it must really suck, but i'm sure you'll get the license and you'll be driving shortly!! i am keeping my fingers crossed for you ❤️

i’ve always been very calm about relationships and love, very much “i’m not in a rush” and “it’ll come when it’s time”. i’ve always been a hopeless romantic but i haven’t been stressed about it – i’ve always been so busy that i haven’t really had time for love, and i've been okay with hearing about friends and their great love lives while i've spent pretty much every weekend and holiday alone at home. but… eventually, it becomes exhausting, you know? when falling in love for real just seems so far away and like something so hard to achieve in some way....

i also kind of feel you on the driving part... i decided not to get my license for a bunch of reasons, and idk how i'll get around without driving... but also as i am still living with my parents, it just seems impossible to meet someone, because where would i bring them? home to meet my snooping parents?? no way

i think we just gotta hold on to the hope that when it is the right time, it will happen. i don't believe in the whole "don't rush it" thing, i think that we're all allowed to seek and chase love if we want to, but i also think it's okay to take a step back and just breathe and be okay with the situation. unfortunately, our current day society is so formed around relationships, soft launches and hard launches and dinner date pics on insta and public proposal videos, that i feel like the pressure easily gets overwhelming. there's also something in the way that people think other people's love lives is any of their business, like friends and relatives asking me why i don't have a boyfriend, as if a partner is something i need to live my life? surely it would make it better, but i don't need to be reminded and hurt yet again over the fact that i'm alone, when i'm just trying to move on in life...

i'm trying to stay patient, open to any opportunity, and remembering that social media is merely a highlight reel and not reality. i hope you too can find peace in remembering that things will get better, we just have to work through this first. we will get through it and come out stronger on the other side. darling, if you ever need something from me, want to rant, or anything else, know that my messages and inbox are always open 💗