#anyway.... just needed to bitch lol
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I don't want to be up right now 😔
#i am. so sick of waking up at 4 o clock in the morning.#last night i was like ok tonight i will get to bed at a reasonable time so im not tired!#lay down at 8:30. dont fall asleep until after 10.#i like never get anywhere near enough sleep on these nights so im just sleep deprived two full days per week#this will have no long term consequences. surely i am not sacrificing my health for a grocery store job#anyway.... just needed to bitch lol#mine
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Narilambs your goat
Get adopted, idiot
#fanart#cult of the lamb#cotl#narilamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl goat#narinder boutta throw hands up until the goat starts talking#then is just like - 'oh you crave violence??? bitch me too the fuck :)'#the lamb is absolutely standing on a box here - there is absolutely no way they are that tall#shorter than both their husband and adopted child - So Sad (yet so adorable)#anyway if the lamb isn't able to use the mating tent in the new update i will personally scream because I NEED CANON SHITTENS#i made this instead of sleeping or working on more important comics lol#ok time to go be sleepydelirious while inking other things
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SAID HE LIKES CRAZY GIRLS,
BUT HE HATES WHEN I ACT CRAZY,
IT TAKES TWO TO TOXIC!
FINALLY!!! Finished these pics of jinx I’ve been working on!!!!! HOLY SHIT, these took so long…. But finally… they’re done… pls enjoy this art of my beautiful princess w a disorder. Featuring alternate colors for the big pic and also a closeup! Cuz I rlly like how both the lines and coloring on her face turned out… like the pink gradients w her eye… her deer in headlights expression,, like uve just startled a raccoon digging thru ur trashcan and r two seconds away from getting mauled.. m proud of it!
#arcane#league of legends#jinx#jinx arcane#arcane jinx#doodles#hate and love how hardcore I relate to jinx…#little sisters w dependency issues.. + a whole lot of other issues#anyway the ‘he’ in the ‘crazy girl’ lyrics is in my mind referring to both vi and silco lol#I’m sORRY! I keep seeing ppl hardcore pitting these 2 bad bitches against each other#and it’s like… silco is objectively. morally worse than vi.. vi is not like. a ruthless crime lord#vi IS 100% trying her best and loves her sister. but she still screwed up w jinx#and silco ALSO truly loves jinx. but also screwed up by fucking. trauma bonding w her ghgh-#like.. silco is too close. he’s like. yes go apeshit jinx I support and love you and understand u no matter what fucked up shit u do.#were the same. and that’s beautiful!!! I love how supportive he is…#but its like.. silcos too close. he just became a new person for jinx to glomp onto and base her self esteem around after vi left#and he doesn’t manipulate that on purpose but. he DOES effect that girls mental state. cuz he needs her too#meanwhile vi is too far away… she thinks she knows who jinx is. but jinx has changed… time marches forward. she’s not that little girl#anymore#and nOW! after the finale jinx has NOBODY TO BE CODEPENDENT W..#her mental state has always been so tied up in how the ppl she puts on pedestals view her#and now there’s no pedestal anymore. she knocked down the statues. she’s alone…#it’s interesting….#anyway I’m not trying to say vi is as bad as silco at ALL. just that she’s an equally important building block in jinx’s mind#that has made her into the fucked up lil person she is today. and I think that’s neat.#lol anyway! I’m hyped for season 2….#aLSO GOD DAMN THIS GIRLS OUTFIT IS COMPLICATED. WHY DO U GOT SO MANY BITS N BOBS JINX??? I mean I get it accessories rock.#but u take so much time to draw ghfhg- require so much brainpower#aLSO ADDENDUM. while silco is objectively morally worse than vi his relationship w jinx is genuinely. like. makes me emotional ghgh-#its not perfect. or healthy. but… it’s. the both of them. being seen. and accepted. and loved and understood.. and I love that shit.
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Don't feed the plants.
#the things i would do to this man it is insane he has a damn chokehold on me i never want him to let go#im sorry i am going nuts over him but he is my problematic babygirl#he is such a bitch in my head but i love brats#lmfao jfc sorry sorry ya'll i just needed to vent#anyways#osomatsu san#osomatsu-san#mr. osomatsu#Karamatsu#Karamatsu Matsuno#Akuma Karamatsu#Beelzebub Karamatsu#fan art#my art#little shop of horrors ref#anyone is free to go wild in the tags i love reading that shit lol#btw i am probably never gonna draw something this nuts ever again holy shit that took forever#worth it but daaamnn dude never again unless you pay me
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i liek how lucanis follows the playbook and recites the perfect lines right up until the almost kiss—saying a cup of coffee tastes like a kiss, “you don’t know how much trouble i can handle yet”, “you like to walk close to the edge”—and then a switch is flicked and he stops the theatrics. bakes a cake to lock a romance, leaves his own party early just to have a cup of coffee in the quiet dark, gets on his knees with tears in his eyes. i like that very much
#I’m having a normal one today#i also like how it’s 9am 🕘 and im already losing it#i never have a chance to have a normal day because by this time every day i have already begun to spiral#also you guys i do not say this lightly i am so fucking stressed out about the move it’s happening in like 2weeks i thought about it too#much and i feel like im losing my hair LOL i think I am genuinely going bald?? like my hair is falling out LMAO#I’m being fr i think my hair is falling out!!!!!#i mean its fine#anyway i guess this can go in the lucanis tag i have been in there all day anyway#lucanis dellamorte#da4#i need to be euthanized#how many times can a bitch replay the almost kiss scene????????? the answer is at least 50 because I have seen it 49 times and one more tim#will absolutely kill me dead i can feel it#i can feel the edges of my sanity im reaching the limits now#good morning!#just keep scrolling dont look at me too hard
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People complaining about Mel not liking Viktor and being "mean" to him as if this guy didn't hate her guts too and wasn't constantly rolling his eyes every time she opened her mouth.
#also she doesn't hate him she just doesn't give a fuck about him bc she has more important things to deal with lmao#like i know that's YOUR favorite character but for MEL that's genuinely just hemier's assistant#and not it isn't nice to ignore him and she clearly doesn't treat him fairly but it's a manipulation tactic she would've used with ANYONE#it's not about viktor in specific and i'm sure she'd get along with him if they tried to talk#in fact people claiming she's a bitch for not saving viktor too in the explosion (as if she could control it lol) .... side eyeing you#she couldn't control her powers and also she just cared more about jayce and that's VALID she barely knows viktor like-#it's always MORE bc women have to be KINDER and NICER and MORE POLITE and more more more and it's never ENOUGH#but then a man is mean and bossy and an asshole and he's just ✨sassy✨#and also viktor doesn't HATE mel he just dislikes her on a surface level the way he hates the council in general#and what they represent and what mel is doing#despite being extremely similar!!! and probably getting along if they talked!!!#viktor has his reasons to dislike her and she has her reasons to not care#and I KNOW it's also a metaphor about higher ups not giving a fuck about the disabled guy from the undercity™ but c'mon now#that doesn't exclude the fact that most people are extremely misogynistic towards mel#anyway viktor is a grown up man he can protect himself he doesn't need you all to hate mel collectively#and viktor doesn't even want her to be nice to him lmfao they dgaf#'shes soon mean to viktor :(' yeah it sucks he knows it sucks he doesn't care he's bothered by her mere existence and position too#they didn't make them bff bc they would've been too powerful#arcane#mel medarda#viktor arcane
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closing time
#you know situation's dire when sparks breaks out the color block sona vent art LOOOOOOOL#sparks speaks#vent#again to all my new-ish followers i do post stuff like this from time 2 time PLEASE block one of those tags if you don't want to see it#long post#edit: fine to rb idgas#ummm NEway. i go back to college in like a month and the thought of it makes me want to curl up and die. idk if i can do it again tbh lol#i dont know how i survived the first time#<- LYING he does. and it was by letting the dissociation he is currently bitching about swallow him completely#if i really committed and tried i could probably claw my way out of this. but there's really no point when i'll just fall back into it soon#the forgetting my entire life does suck though. it does suck.#its really cool learning you've lost the only thing you thought you couldn't lose.#anyways. i'm fine im chillin i just. needed to get this out#if youre reading this preciate you. drink water
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sfth fandom appreciation post (aka me yapping about my personal experiences with this fandom for an entire post)
I know I talk a lot about how great the sfth fandom is, but genuinely, y'all are some of the loveliest people i've met on the internet. Like, ever.
I've been on the internet for a good portion of my life, but I've always been scared to join new spaces and fandoms. Amongst the fandoms that I do join, most end up becoming toxic which just adds to the anxiety. This basically means that while I've been familiar with fandom culture for quite a while, there are very few fandoms that I'd say I'm actively a part of.
I'm gonna be honest, I was incredibly scared when I first joined the fandom a couple weeks ago because the community felt so tight-knit that it felt like I was intruding on a private gathering. Nonetheless, I tried stepping out of my comfort zone and all I can say is that it was so worth it. Y'all are so sweet and talented and some of the most welcoming people ever, and that really means a lot for someone like me who's entering a new fandom.
All of that is to say, being in the sfth fandom has eroded just a little bit of that fear of stepping out of my comfort zone. So, from the bottom of my heart, thank you all :]
#shoot from the hip#this ended up being a lot more personal than I expected but seriously#y'all are lovely people and I really hope that this fandom stays like this for as long as possible#BUT I will say I'm still incredibly intimidated by some of y'all ^^; I promise it's no one's fault anxiety's just a bitch#(especially some of the older members I always feel like I might offend one of you by not knowing all the lore lol)#is this ridiculously cheesy and maybe a little bit too personal? yes absolutely#but also who cares lol we need more positivity on the internet anyways
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Eavesdropping
(timelapse + notes under the cut)
soo this was actually meant to be part of a comic but i wound up just illustrating this part on its own and had a blast trying out a new lineart style and coloring all the dramatic lighting. the comic was about amity willow and gus talking about staging some kind of intervention for luz and hunter bc of their Concerning Behavior, meaninwhile cut to luz and hunter had been having a fun chat on the roof about how shitty they feel, who have now been interuppted and are awkwardly listening in. wonderful times. anyways i actually dont hate this piece shocker. lets hope it doesnt look super weird after i post <3
also im trying out smthn new and posting my timelapses! a sneak peak into my weirdass art process! i couldn’t figure out which style i wanted this piece in hence the weird back and forth at the beginning lol
#the background is kinda sparse but i feel like if i added more details it would look stylistically weird???#and also im just shit at backgrounds lol. need to work on that#anyways. this will probably be the last art piece i post for a While#now that classes are sucking up all my free time#woohoo i love switching to a major thats 10x more difficult what is wrong with me <3 (i say like i don't fucking love it)#anyways please pray for me. and the kiddos too theyre going through it rip luz and hunter#the owl house#toh#toh fanart#luz noceda#amity blight#willow park#hunter toh#gus porter#lilac art#god luzs face is still bothering meeeeeeeeeeeeee#whatever its fine i dont wanna look at it anymore a bitch is tired#anyways. this is an excuse for more luz+hunter suicide pact moments <3#image id included#image id in alt text
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oh no a bird of thought may or may not have gotten into the empty cage of my brain
unfortunately the thought was 'yo but what if riding that triple stryke dagur kept the braid.. . the tails kinda look like braids.. . .... theyd match.. .' and it.. didnt get any more clear. whiiiich didnt stop me i mean ?
#bitch i cant BELIEVE i forgot the tails effects god Damn wdym theres a hallucinogenic one ? for the rider i hope ?? twins would love it#my 11yo self would be disappointed in me ..#anyway..#dagur the deranged#<- im fucking occupying that tag lol#hope the rest of dagur drawers are mad at me just enough to draw him even more so that i dont take over the taag#httyd#ivan shitson the killer of grass !!!#sigh need to get a bit freakier last time i cooked with it
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NaNo 2024: Victory!!
Hello, world, here's my tidied desk in the aftermath of FINISHING ANOTHER BOOK!!! It took me EXACTLY four (4) pens this year (I was literally writing my wrap-up stats in the back of the notebook when the in on the last one started to go!), on 82 pages across two (2) notebooks, and preliminary* word count is 71,541!! (*subject to change once typed--I count by hand and tweak as I type haha.)
Also featuring: the NaNo Earrings, Volumes 2 and 3 of the Bitch Journal (where I whine about writerly things and also Reflect On My Process--I learned very much this year and got a lot of dopamine from it!!), the tiny watch that kept me company in my tertiary writing space, the earplugs that made working at home Tolerable (mostly), and some of the frantic scribbles on scrap paper (I got a LOT of mileage out of a dead receipt that Panera misprinted for me lol).
Now, onward to TYPING!! I would love for this not to take most of December, so I'll probably have more Unhinged Goals About That (I don't know why I am the way that I am), but! The hard part is done!!
#nano2024#hh#writing#i already don't love the title i wrote at the top of the manuscript by the way lol#i might just call it 'the wintergreen house'#instead of a street address#it doesn't need a street address because of where it is#i just also like how 'seventeen wintergreen' sounds so....unclear lol#and anyway listen the half a space lichen doesn't really vibe with names humans can pronounce anyway#so they end the book not sure what to call it#or how to refer to it#which is fair because how would YOU try to pronounce a constellation of flashing lights and weird almost-smells??#exactly. good luck lol#ANYWAY I HAD SO MUCH FUN I LEARNED A LOT ABOUT MY PROCESS (i have tag rambled about this elsewhere i won't do it again lol)#100/10 recommend doing a Journal Thing if you have a creative process btw#to hack your way around said creative process#The Bitch Journal has been THE biggest game changer for me in writer land lately#it started out like the top one says 'mostly just whining' but it's wild how easily that slides into Reflection and Figuring Yourself OutLO#if i ever taught writing this is the only kind of journal i would implement#i had a professor who wanted us to do Idea Journals which fine cool observation things#but GOSH this one was SO MUCH MORE HELPFUL TO ME#and really framing it as whining was SO good#because you get all the gunk out and then words can GO#anyway. everyone needs a Bitch Journal i think#be a bitch do your bitching etc#nano#the Void already started coming for me last night btw#IT'S TOO EARLY FOR THE POST PROJECT CRASH LEAF ME ALONE!!!!
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a little update on what I’ve been working on in school :))
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me becoming increasingly more consumed by The Charcoal™️
also I don’t usually name my pieces but I’m trying to get into the habit of it so two of these do actually have names, the first one with the dogs is titled Chimera and the self portrait with the tree rings is called Fire Scars :))) it’s a representation of age and how we grow around the traumatic periods in our life <3
#it’s been really awesome to actually have fun with traditional art again!!!#it’s been ages since I’ve really enjoyed and finished a traditional piece#but that’s all I’ve been doing in class lol#it’s truly very fun and it’s been healing a bit of my relationship with art that I didn’t even know needed help :))#it’s like oh yeahhh I like art just for the sake of making art and not just to create content or get attention. woahhh#anyways I love art I love being an artist I love my artist peers and I love being at art school <333#even if certain professors deserve to be killed with hammers#looking at you andrew you son of a bitch 😑😑#*NOT my best friend andrew. my asshole professor named andrew#my art#art
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i was trying to think about yrz and why he'd leave heaven in the first place. yrz loves being human, even if he doesn't like people. he loves learning, loves ideas, loves sitting in a warm room built by other people, reading a book printed by other people, eating food made by other people. he loves being a part of such a curious, clever race, no matter how many irritations that come with it.
humans will never stop looking for improvement. they will never stop churning out new ideas. breaking through to new sciences. never stop wondering.
heaven isn't like that. how can it? by gods own word heaven is perfect, forever and ever, amen. how do you improve on perfection?
yrz could feel himself stagnating. so he either had to leave, or lose himself.
#heaven seeing yrz as a being made of literal information: is this free archivist?#yrz: wow i hate it here! i feel like my brain is rotting out of my head :)#bye bitch#i was listening to apple by the narcisist cookbook in the shower#and it definitely shows lol#love that take on eve and the snake#no bullshit just the truth and a choice#anyway#vrrm vrrm#hazbin au#i really need a name for this au
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Listen up!!!! I am experiencing many feelings!!!
#sunnie thoughts#im just gonna post this instead of the long read me vent post i just made LOL#its that friend again LOLOL#that bitch has had me on delivered for two weeks and its smelling less like taking the time needed to reply and more like AVOIDANCE#anyway im gonna sort pokemon cards
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it’s 3:12am and I just hyperfixated on caitvi for HOURS — oh the edit I will serve I AM LOCKED IN FOR SATURDAY
what can I say ? they own my little heart (or what’s left of it, they do like to stomp on it and tear it to little pieces) (among other things, but I digress)
caitvi brainrot is SPREADING RN
#viv speaks#faves: arcane (lol)#otp: you’re hot — cupcake#caitvi#vicait#piltover's finest#I just have so many feelings abt them#they are a perfect mix of reckless bad bitch and uptight pretty princess#vi brings out cait’s wildside and cait gives vi rationality and logistics#they compliment each other sm 🙂↕️🙂↕️#manifesting their endgame on Saturday#MOMS COME HOME PLEASE I NEED TO BE FED ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#anyways..#edit sooner than later I s2g
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lol i pregamed a tiny bit for agatha but now after finishing im just taking shots for coping reasons
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#i am…… not all that pleased with the ending#/not trying to sound like a complainy bitch#SPOILER WARNING ->#i expected agatha to die tbh#but honestly what i Did not expect was for the ending to feel unfinished#and for me to come out of it feeling so deeply unsatisfied#and it’s not that any of the scenes were bad really!! i loved them#i just feel like a lot of them…. needed some further context or elaboration that we got absolutely none of#like i have So Many questions still that weren’t at all answered by the finale#and also questions that came up BECAUSE of the finale that didn’t get answered lol#idk i’m just.#i’m so proud of kathryn hahn and all of the cast and crew#and i don’t want to seem ungrateful bc i can FEEL that they put their heart and soul into this show#but the writing and contextualization just REALLY really fell flat for me in the last two episodes#also some decisions that felt…weird and last minute#like the reveal of agatha being the one to take jen’s powers?? still makes zero sense to me#idk i just wish we had more time with them i think#also i’m not upset that agatha died again i kinda expected it but the manner in which she died felt abrupt and inauethentic to. e#it just didn’t feel fleshed out at all idkkkkk#ugghhhhhgg#can’t believe i got fucking got by yet another sapphic show#i’m just asking for one good sapphic show with a satisfying ending PLEASE#(read: NOT necessarily a happy ending im not asking for all that i just need it to MAKE FUCKING SENSE!!!!)#anyway. i have more thoughts that ill get into soon im a bit tipsy and prob and not expressing myself right but TLDR love them all but…. 😬#agatha all along#agathario#agatha harkness#billy maximoff#kathryn hahn#joe locke
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