#anyway.... just needed to bitch lol
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I don't want to be up right now 😔
#i am. so sick of waking up at 4 o clock in the morning.#last night i was like ok tonight i will get to bed at a reasonable time so im not tired!#lay down at 8:30. dont fall asleep until after 10.#i like never get anywhere near enough sleep on these nights so im just sleep deprived two full days per week#this will have no long term consequences. surely i am not sacrificing my health for a grocery store job#anyway.... just needed to bitch lol#mine
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Narilambs your goat
Get adopted, idiot
#fanart#cult of the lamb#cotl#narilamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl goat#narinder boutta throw hands up until the goat starts talking#then is just like - 'oh you crave violence??? bitch me too the fuck :)'#the lamb is absolutely standing on a box here - there is absolutely no way they are that tall#shorter than both their husband and adopted child - So Sad (yet so adorable)#anyway if the lamb isn't able to use the mating tent in the new update i will personally scream because I NEED CANON SHITTENS#i made this instead of sleeping or working on more important comics lol#ok time to go be sleepydelirious while inking other things
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SAID HE LIKES CRAZY GIRLS,
BUT HE HATES WHEN I ACT CRAZY,
IT TAKES TWO TO TOXIC!
FINALLY!!! Finished these pics of jinx I’ve been working on!!!!! HOLY SHIT, these took so long…. But finally… they’re done… pls enjoy this art of my beautiful princess w a disorder. Featuring alternate colors for the big pic and also a closeup! Cuz I rlly like how both the lines and coloring on her face turned out… like the pink gradients w her eye… her deer in headlights expression,, like uve just startled a raccoon digging thru ur trashcan and r two seconds away from getting mauled.. m proud of it!
#arcane#league of legends#jinx#jinx arcane#arcane jinx#doodles#hate and love how hardcore I relate to jinx…#little sisters w dependency issues.. + a whole lot of other issues#anyway the ‘he’ in the ‘crazy girl’ lyrics is in my mind referring to both vi and silco lol#I’m sORRY! I keep seeing ppl hardcore pitting these 2 bad bitches against each other#and it’s like… silco is objectively. morally worse than vi.. vi is not like. a ruthless crime lord#vi IS 100% trying her best and loves her sister. but she still screwed up w jinx#and silco ALSO truly loves jinx. but also screwed up by fucking. trauma bonding w her ghgh-#like.. silco is too close. he’s like. yes go apeshit jinx I support and love you and understand u no matter what fucked up shit u do.#were the same. and that’s beautiful!!! I love how supportive he is…#but its like.. silcos too close. he just became a new person for jinx to glomp onto and base her self esteem around after vi left#and he doesn’t manipulate that on purpose but. he DOES effect that girls mental state. cuz he needs her too#meanwhile vi is too far away… she thinks she knows who jinx is. but jinx has changed… time marches forward. she’s not that little girl#anymore#and nOW! after the finale jinx has NOBODY TO BE CODEPENDENT W..#her mental state has always been so tied up in how the ppl she puts on pedestals view her#and now there’s no pedestal anymore. she knocked down the statues. she’s alone…#it’s interesting….#anyway I’m not trying to say vi is as bad as silco at ALL. just that she’s an equally important building block in jinx’s mind#that has made her into the fucked up lil person she is today. and I think that’s neat.#lol anyway! I’m hyped for season 2….#aLSO GOD DAMN THIS GIRLS OUTFIT IS COMPLICATED. WHY DO U GOT SO MANY BITS N BOBS JINX??? I mean I get it accessories rock.#but u take so much time to draw ghfhg- require so much brainpower#aLSO ADDENDUM. while silco is objectively morally worse than vi his relationship w jinx is genuinely. like. makes me emotional ghgh-#its not perfect. or healthy. but… it’s. the both of them. being seen. and accepted. and loved and understood.. and I love that shit.
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Ken, it's too early to give yourself a mid life crisis and worry too much 🙃
#i survived my viva bitch now back to my brainrot#ACTUALLY IM SO HAPPY I GINALLY GET TO DRAW AND DESIGN KEN FOR THIS AU WAGSSHSKAK#i mentioned this again so anyway in this AU both Shinji and Ken lives in the same foster home#Shinji's kind of protective over Ken because he really has trouble cozying up with the other kids#and tends to be alone most of the time#but just like everyone in this AU (and canon to a certain degree) shinji is just so awful at communication#so he has a hard time telling Ken to fully rely on him instead#Ken doesnt really have any resentment towards Shinji nor does he has access to pointy weapons to stab him with it#so like he is just a normal yet unfortunately angsty little child that Shinji feels sorry for#i honestly need to sit down and work on shinji and ken's relationship in this au tbh lol but for now im just so happy to draw this :3#asukart#00s highschool au#persona 3#persona 3 reload#persona 3 portable#shinjiro aragaki#ken amada
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Don't feed the plants.
#the things i would do to this man it is insane he has a damn chokehold on me i never want him to let go#im sorry i am going nuts over him but he is my problematic babygirl#he is such a bitch in my head but i love brats#lmfao jfc sorry sorry ya'll i just needed to vent#anyways#osomatsu san#osomatsu-san#mr. osomatsu#Karamatsu#Karamatsu Matsuno#Akuma Karamatsu#Beelzebub Karamatsu#fan art#my art#little shop of horrors ref#anyone is free to go wild in the tags i love reading that shit lol#btw i am probably never gonna draw something this nuts ever again holy shit that took forever#worth it but daaamnn dude never again unless you pay me
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closing time
#you know situation's dire when sparks breaks out the color block sona vent art LOOOOOOOL#sparks speaks#vent#again to all my new-ish followers i do post stuff like this from time 2 time PLEASE block one of those tags if you don't want to see it#long post#edit: fine to rb idgas#ummm NEway. i go back to college in like a month and the thought of it makes me want to curl up and die. idk if i can do it again tbh lol#i dont know how i survived the first time#<- LYING he does. and it was by letting the dissociation he is currently bitching about swallow him completely#if i really committed and tried i could probably claw my way out of this. but there's really no point when i'll just fall back into it soon#the forgetting my entire life does suck though. it does suck.#its really cool learning you've lost the only thing you thought you couldn't lose.#anyways. i'm fine im chillin i just. needed to get this out#if youre reading this preciate you. drink water
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wip wednesday
f1 iliad AU
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“Pat.” Diomedes takes a seat on the edge of a bench close to the windows, right beside where Patroclus stands. He’s still completely suited up. “Vibes are fucked in this place today. Achilles might as well have killed Odysseus, he’s been wandering around like a ghost with unfinished business.”
Patroclus can’t tear his eyes away from the screens above the track, the image of Achilles and his pink cheeks, his jaw set, his hands balled into fists at his side as he and Agamemnon trade words. The headline reads, “Chosen one chooses to walk”. Diomedes follows his gaze and rolls his eyes.
“I hate this chosen one shit,” he says. “Can’t a man be good at racing without all this prophecy and destiny talk?”
Patroclus shrugs. “It sells tickets.”
“I sell tickets too. And so do you. And we don’t have media on our ass claiming we’re chosen for anything.”
Patroclus looks around for a subject change. The rivalry between drivers on a different team is none of his business. Achilles has had this talk of destiny floating around him since he was born, the son of the legendary racer Peleus. Of course the media would bestow a title like Chosen One onto him. And of course a driver as talented as Diomedes would find such a title boring and predictable.
“All this destiny bullshit is spoiling the race,” Diomedes continues. “Achilles thinks he’s supposed to win because of divine right, so he took this personally. I just don’t get it. He sinks the team and yours too probably, allowing asshole Hector and Paris to win, just because he won’t place first personally. It’s just insane.”
“It’s really Agamemnon’s fault,” Patroclus says. His words come out with more force than he intended. “First of all, what’s a team owner getting so down into the weeds for? Also, he should’ve known Achilles’s pride would get in the way of conceding a win to you. Yes, I know you’re on the same team,” Patroclus says before Diomedes can protest. “You’re looking at this from a team point of view. That’s not how Achilles thinks. That’s not why he’s here.”
#im serious im having the most fun with this AU it’s like playing with barbies#everyone is being a huge bitch and it’s so much fun#odysseus the miserable mother fucker team principal#pat dio achilles hector and paris as drivers#helen the lucrative sponsorship everyone’s fighting for#i also placed menelaus as the pr/marketing to get him higher on the team leadership lol he fits so well there#it’s just so fun#im maybe halfway? through idk it seems like it’ll stay one chapter but we will see#might need to split it#anyway#thanks for indulging me lol#the iliad#f1 iliad au#patroclus#diomedes
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sfth fandom appreciation post (aka me yapping about my personal experiences with this fandom for an entire post)
I know I talk a lot about how great the sfth fandom is, but genuinely, y'all are some of the loveliest people i've met on the internet. Like, ever.
I've been on the internet for a good portion of my life, but I've always been scared to join new spaces and fandoms. Amongst the fandoms that I do join, most end up becoming toxic which just adds to the anxiety. This basically means that while I've been familiar with fandom culture for quite a while, there are very few fandoms that I'd say I'm actively a part of.
I'm gonna be honest, I was incredibly scared when I first joined the fandom a couple weeks ago because the community felt so tight-knit that it felt like I was intruding on a private gathering. Nonetheless, I tried stepping out of my comfort zone and all I can say is that it was so worth it. Y'all are so sweet and talented and some of the most welcoming people ever, and that really means a lot for someone like me who's entering a new fandom.
All of that is to say, being in the sfth fandom has eroded just a little bit of that fear of stepping out of my comfort zone. So, from the bottom of my heart, thank you all :]
#shoot from the hip#this ended up being a lot more personal than I expected but seriously#y'all are lovely people and I really hope that this fandom stays like this for as long as possible#BUT I will say I'm still incredibly intimidated by some of y'all ^^; I promise it's no one's fault anxiety's just a bitch#(especially some of the older members I always feel like I might offend one of you by not knowing all the lore lol)#is this ridiculously cheesy and maybe a little bit too personal? yes absolutely#but also who cares lol we need more positivity on the internet anyways
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Eavesdropping
(timelapse + notes under the cut)
soo this was actually meant to be part of a comic but i wound up just illustrating this part on its own and had a blast trying out a new lineart style and coloring all the dramatic lighting. the comic was about amity willow and gus talking about staging some kind of intervention for luz and hunter bc of their Concerning Behavior, meaninwhile cut to luz and hunter had been having a fun chat on the roof about how shitty they feel, who have now been interuppted and are awkwardly listening in. wonderful times. anyways i actually dont hate this piece shocker. lets hope it doesnt look super weird after i post <3
also im trying out smthn new and posting my timelapses! a sneak peak into my weirdass art process! i couldn’t figure out which style i wanted this piece in hence the weird back and forth at the beginning lol
#the background is kinda sparse but i feel like if i added more details it would look stylistically weird???#and also im just shit at backgrounds lol. need to work on that#anyways. this will probably be the last art piece i post for a While#now that classes are sucking up all my free time#woohoo i love switching to a major thats 10x more difficult what is wrong with me <3 (i say like i don't fucking love it)#anyways please pray for me. and the kiddos too theyre going through it rip luz and hunter#the owl house#toh#toh fanart#luz noceda#amity blight#willow park#hunter toh#gus porter#lilac art#god luzs face is still bothering meeeeeeeeeeeeee#whatever its fine i dont wanna look at it anymore a bitch is tired#anyways. this is an excuse for more luz+hunter suicide pact moments <3#image id included#image id in alt text
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a little update on what I’ve been working on in school :))
bonus content:
me becoming increasingly more consumed by The Charcoal™️
also I don’t usually name my pieces but I’m trying to get into the habit of it so two of these do actually have names, the first one with the dogs is titled Chimera and the self portrait with the tree rings is called Fire Scars :))) it’s a representation of age and how we grow around the traumatic periods in our life <3
#it’s been really awesome to actually have fun with traditional art again!!!#it’s been ages since I’ve really enjoyed and finished a traditional piece#but that’s all I’ve been doing in class lol#it’s truly very fun and it’s been healing a bit of my relationship with art that I didn’t even know needed help :))#it’s like oh yeahhh I like art just for the sake of making art and not just to create content or get attention. woahhh#anyways I love art I love being an artist I love my artist peers and I love being at art school <333#even if certain professors deserve to be killed with hammers#looking at you andrew you son of a bitch 😑😑#*NOT my best friend andrew. my asshole professor named andrew#my art#art
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i was trying to think about yrz and why he'd leave heaven in the first place. yrz loves being human, even if he doesn't like people. he loves learning, loves ideas, loves sitting in a warm room built by other people, reading a book printed by other people, eating food made by other people. he loves being a part of such a curious, clever race, no matter how many irritations that come with it.
humans will never stop looking for improvement. they will never stop churning out new ideas. breaking through to new sciences. never stop wondering.
heaven isn't like that. how can it? by gods own word heaven is perfect, forever and ever, amen. how do you improve on perfection?
yrz could feel himself stagnating. so he either had to leave, or lose himself.
#heaven seeing yrz as a being made of literal information: is this free archivist?#yrz: wow i hate it here! i feel like my brain is rotting out of my head :)#bye bitch#i was listening to apple by the narcisist cookbook in the shower#and it definitely shows lol#love that take on eve and the snake#no bullshit just the truth and a choice#anyway#vrrm vrrm#hazbin au#i really need a name for this au
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it’s 3:12am and I just hyperfixated on caitvi for HOURS — oh the edit I will serve I AM LOCKED IN FOR SATURDAY
what can I say ? they own my little heart (or what’s left of it, they do like to stomp on it and tear it to little pieces) (among other things, but I digress)
caitvi brainrot is SPREADING RN
#viv speaks#faves: arcane (lol)#otp: you’re hot — cupcake#caitvi#vicait#piltover's finest#I just have so many feelings abt them#they are a perfect mix of reckless bad bitch and uptight pretty princess#vi brings out cait’s wildside and cait gives vi rationality and logistics#they compliment each other sm 🙂↕️🙂↕️#manifesting their endgame on Saturday#MOMS COME HOME PLEASE I NEED TO BE FED ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#anyways..#edit sooner than later I s2g
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lol i pregamed a tiny bit for agatha but now after finishing im just taking shots for coping reasons
#i am…… not all that pleased with the ending#/not trying to sound like a complainy bitch#SPOILER WARNING ->#i expected agatha to die tbh#but honestly what i Did not expect was for the ending to feel unfinished#and for me to come out of it feeling so deeply unsatisfied#and it’s not that any of the scenes were bad really!! i loved them#i just feel like a lot of them…. needed some further context or elaboration that we got absolutely none of#like i have So Many questions still that weren’t at all answered by the finale#and also questions that came up BECAUSE of the finale that didn’t get answered lol#idk i’m just.#i’m so proud of kathryn hahn and all of the cast and crew#and i don’t want to seem ungrateful bc i can FEEL that they put their heart and soul into this show#but the writing and contextualization just REALLY really fell flat for me in the last two episodes#also some decisions that felt…weird and last minute#like the reveal of agatha being the one to take jen’s powers?? still makes zero sense to me#idk i just wish we had more time with them i think#also i’m not upset that agatha died again i kinda expected it but the manner in which she died felt abrupt and inauethentic to. e#it just didn’t feel fleshed out at all idkkkkk#ugghhhhhgg#can’t believe i got fucking got by yet another sapphic show#i’m just asking for one good sapphic show with a satisfying ending PLEASE#(read: NOT necessarily a happy ending im not asking for all that i just need it to MAKE FUCKING SENSE!!!!)#anyway. i have more thoughts that ill get into soon im a bit tipsy and prob and not expressing myself right but TLDR love them all but…. 😬#agatha all along#agathario#agatha harkness#billy maximoff#kathryn hahn#joe locke
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I promise I don’t mean it in a hater way but I just never really understood the “MC is basically a therapist to the overblot characters” memes when applied to twst bc I feel like Yuu is barely involved in the overblot breakdowns compared to the other characters (aside from the meta that we r I guess helping guide the teamwork for battles / how things go in the manga/novels)
#IM NOT COMPLAINING THO like its ppl having fun making jokes its not an issue lol#i just feel like I interpret#it a bit different from. a lot I guess lol#the memes make sense woth like Obey Me’s MC like we r way more directly involved#in solving people’s ISSUES with each other in that one#and I mean I guess yuu isn’t totally uninvolved like we are there alongside other characters doing things sometimes#tho to me? we are there along for the ride. situations are more happening To Us sometimes lol#I forget we r even there sometimes im so busy looking at the characters attacking each other lol#it’s fun hehehe#I do like in the heartslabyul manga tho#when ace was being a lil bitch and yuken kept being like#hey you brought that on yourself actually u need to apologize 😑#and ace was like. wtf no 😤😑 lol I do like the silly bestie trio adeuce and yuu/grim. I guess that’s four LOL#and yuus bond with malleus is cute :’) awkward little friends….#anyway blah blah blah old person doesn’t understand a meme who give a shit#well I mean. I understand it. it just doesn’t land for me LOL but that’s okay 😌👍
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kuroba toichi you need to stay dead or im going to fucking kill you myself
#you sick son of a bitch#if you truly love your son you wouldnt be alive#it's bad enough that you basically left the mantle for your teenage son to take up but you actually being alive????????#you just out there living your life while your son is destroying his relationships chasing after something that you started????????#his very motivation is your death and it's not even real??? the utter fucking betrayal???#and maybe being kid has kade him a better magician and has helped him find out more about himself#but he shouldve been able to have a choice if he even wanted to be kid at all it shouldnt have been a responsibility pushed upon him#AND IF YOU ARE FUCKING ALIVE AND YOU'RE JUST WATCHING YOUR SON RUNNING AWAY FROM THE POLICE WITH PRIDE INSTEAD OF GUILT YHEN YOU CAN#GO FUCK YOURSELF#Honestly the worst#also that theory that maybe chikage is travelling the world because she KNOWS toichi is alive and she's with her elevates this fuckery into#a whole different level#anyway go read cuethesun's tomorrow and the next day#good fucking food and bad parent chikage and toichi enjoyers will be pleased ;>#lol#dc prattles#as much as i want happy everybody is alive kuroba family#i need touichi and chikage if she knows too to feel the repercussions of their horrible parenting and i need kaito to be able to let himself#feel the hurt and betrayal that he is justified to feel even if he is happy that his dad is alive#but i dont trust gosho to handle that nicely if anything i think hes gonna just handwave it and wont address it properly#anyway my point is i just need more hurt and angry kaito also if shinichi is there im happy#sorry i sneaked in a kaishin i cant stop the brainrot unfortunately theres no cure 🤚😔#ALSO DONT GET ME STARTED WITH BAD PARENT KUDOS OOOOOHHHH
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when characters have poofy messy but otherwise straight hair, i like to headcanon that their hair is actually naturally wavy/curly and they just don't know how to/don't care to take proper care of it. bc irl that is often the case (speaking from personal experience)
#eliot posts#*looks back at my younger self who didn't know their hair was wavy just thought it was Bad*#i was fuckin. walking around with hair poofed up like a mix between a founding father and a startled cat#and with a halo of frizz at all times#older relatives would call it nappy or ratty and suggest i cut it off or get a relaxer treatment done on it#(sidenote a bit ago i learned that apparently ''nappy'' is usually a racialized term tho i myself am white)#fascinating that they knew that straightening treatments would ''fix'' my hair but did not actually know my hair was wavy#i wore my hair real long back then too so it was constantly tangled lol#memories of being a kid and my dad having to basically corner me to brush my hair in the morning before school#my mother would bitch about my hair being too long when i was a kid and sometimes TRICK ME into getting it cut shoulder length#but then when i was an older teen and wanted it cut real short she FORBADE ME from going any shorter than a bob???#so i just left it super long til i moved out and then chopped it all off and sold it to a wigmaker for a $300 profit lmao#now that it's short tho the wave pattern is very minimal#part bc of the way i style it part bc it's just a 2b wave pattern so you need a bit of length before the waves start getting really defined#anyway like. looks at catra and eda. let me get u some good conditioner and a wide toothed comb bby
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