#anyway yea fuck dream
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
So bc I’ve been sick for a few and I’ve been following along with the dream drama cuz it’s entertaining and bc I also followed the dsmp shit in lockdown.
And wow. That man is so immature. Does not take accountability, blames everyone and their mother (literally), using fallacies left and right, jokes about the situation and does bits for whatever reason in what is supposed to be a serious vod, and downplays the whole situation.
And it was like 3 hours, while he talked about the actual tweet for like what, 10 - 15 minutes?
Insane man. Loved the family reunion tho!
#also he showed so much ‘evidence’ that he thought made him look good#but it actually made me weirded out by him#this whole thing threw me right into mcyt man#omw getting into the realm smp fr#anyway yea fuck dream#dream#tommyinnit#tubbo#dsmp#dream situation
59 notes
·
View notes
Text
now that the era of musical movie adaptations is upon us, what do I need to do to get a movie adaptation of the mad ones
#more importantly how do i audition for sam#dream fucking role since i was 14#if not sam then i dunno the comm major in me is willing to direct#but anyways yea the mad ones is an underrated coming of age masterpiece (that i genuinely believe has some level of gay)#and i hATE that its underrated bECAUSE THE WRITING IS SO GOOD ITS SO CRISP ITS LIKE A GROWN UP WATT#so like i need this musical back i need this in the mainstream#like a movie adaptation of the last 5 years wORKED in cementing that work's legacy so like#yea i want it pls#the mad ones#i'll fly to the us just to audition for this ngl#the mad ones musical
12 notes
·
View notes
Note
zavijava info PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!! PLEASEEEEE ZAVIJAVA COME HOME ... PLEASE .... umm um um ill tell you about umm . tma au im making for nastya if u tell me about her .PLEASE!!!!!!!
so she is definitely a star of some kind. i mean she is an angel but in that story in particular The Stars are kind of angels. like they’re otherworldly beings and they jus kinda hang out. cosmically. it’s a different dimension separated from the human one but like, obviously stars still exist for humans, they just don’t do anything crazy because the rules of the world dictate that their realities shouldn’t interact. angels can observe the other world from far up above yet they still exist on a different level. But tbh zavijava had never enjoyed the otherworldly ethereal whatever lifestyle—she just didn’t feel like she fit in there. she is a #1 humans fan though so she knows that’s where she’d fit in. so she does just that. she fits in perfectly :) and normally :) yay :)
#see the thing with zavijava is that there isn’t much info to share on her just on account of her being what she is#she is like a Concept trying to humanize and shove herself into a box#it’s like asking a rock what it likes. a rock can’t like anything it just sort of exists#that’s zavi babey#that’s not to say she doesn’t desperately try to like anything and everything . and that’s precisely what she ends up doing#she loves everything ! but she doesn’t really understand it or have a genuine connection to anything just by virtue of not being part of the#world. it’s like having a 6d being try to exist in a 3d space. very limiting. very incomprehensible for the 6d being#so her enjoyment of things (debatable if she’s even Capable of feeling Anytning) is artificial in a way#she is Uncanny Valley she reflects humans she does not really have an inner world or proper opinions of her own#so like she Does really love humans and everything about their world. but no specifics or a detailed understanding of them & it#as much as she likes humans she does not grasp their concepts like at all. Or only in a rudimentary manner#haze could explain to her why some people walk holding hands and she would be like Wow i guess that means we are married :) because we are#always together :) we can even hold hands too :) (she tries to hold his hand and he immediately starts seeing the hat man)#so yea. tldr. she’s more of a concept made character so there’s not a lot of Character Info on her#she’s more of a force#cramswering#idk if any of that is a coherent fucking explanation LOL she’s just kinda dream-like in that sense. idk#like yknow the way humans can’t truly comprehend eldritch beings or non euclidian shapes or whatever#the eldritch being in turn is not fated to understand da humans ….#& anyways for now the rest of the stars are aware that zavijava is Goofing but it’s not urgent enough to send someone after her. yetttt#tho hell dude 2 angels in the world would probably make it implode instantly so maybe that’s why they’re hesitant to do anything#also yea idk if this needs to be said but those angels arent tied to religion or humans really. they’re not guardian angels they’re just#Things that exist on a different Plane Of Existence. parallel to the human world#they watch over it but not in a guardian responsibility way#just sort of in a It’s Something To Look At way#ok yeah it’s 1:30am too by the way so i think that’s enough incomprehensible eldritch rambling#tell me about ur au boy
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
where is my fat husband
#stream#i’m lonely !!!! i want a man !!!!!!#me: where’s my man#me at the same time: not leaving the house nor dating apps & also is having a mental breakdown everyday while self medicating#also i’m 90% sure my meds are starting to fail again ALSKALKSLAKSLAKLSAKLSMAKSKK#ANYWAY#i didn’t even go to gay bars when i was allowed to drink like 😭😭😭#it’s all a bunch of straight people#there’s no point#like i constantly here old queens going ‘young gays don’t do xyz’ or ‘don’t know how to xyz’ like ok girl its because that shit died like#idk probably before the pandemic truly it was dying but the pandemic was the nail in the coffin like girl …….. i turned 21 a month into#lockdowns like#ok so i did stuff illegally & went to other shit but it still was straight bars 90% of the time there’s like 6 gay bars in houston total 😭😭😭#like idk what they expect like if … those venues aren’t there & are increasingly AGAINST doing the goofy tings …. how would the YOUNG KNOW#like at this point idk i truly think that it’s kinda on the elders at this point ALSKALSKLAKSAKSLAN like yea they’re boomers at the end of#the day so like i’m not saying that they didn’t have it hard they did they did ok but. get over it ? ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLA like alright … but#i’m saying this as someone who knows the history & bullshit like ok yea everyone needs to understand what it’s like to have your community#die before ur eyes but at the same time. there’s no community now ? ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLLA like girl …#girl …….#yall HAD a community but now all that shit is gone & none of us young ppl have any funds to make that 😭😭😭#like girl i have 12$ in my bank account i dream of being able to rent a flat at some point like a ONE BEDROOM u know W A LIVING ROOM & yall#own rentals so like this is UP TO YALL …..#like ur the problem ? 😭😭😭😭😭#@gays for trump & loghouse republicans i’m looking at YALL#a lot of these mfs are liberal too - pro invasion of iraq democrat back the blue bootlickin NIMBA faggots 😭😭😭💔#anyway that’s just me bitching#i’ve been so fucking IRRITABLE today
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
The pogues are actually so toxic together, its sad that we don't talk about it more often.
#outer banks#obx#like??? yes they'd kill for each other and move mountains and travel to other countries#but they're also sooo toxic#they're just so attached and reliant on each other cuz they literally don't have anyone else#its so clear some other characters have different goals and dreams but because one of them fucks up the rest have to suffer too#yes I'm talking about Pope having big dreams but not being able to achieve them or even work towards them#because his friends are insistent on doing some fucked up shit#like that has got to hurt man#like yea they love each other but they're also constantly hurting each other n are in this constant pattern of having to “help” each other#even in crimes#like???#someone get these kids therapy#the poverty has a done a num on them n their shitty ass parents have done a num on them not to mention the fucking kooks man#anyways analysis over guys#could've have def worded this better but oh well#ps: I get that the entire show is about their friendship and all dat is very admirable but I'm just looking at an alternative angle
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Salty bitch in me sooooo satisfied by the fact that I probably make more money than the person who made my life hell last year lmfaooooo
#speculation nation#chatting with a coworker about how they ended up seeing her by chance#and she Asked about me. she seemed so preoccupied with me Specifically it seems!#and she apparently mentioned how shed consider coming back here and im just loke#lmfaoooooo girl im in charge of the hiring now and there is no WAY id hire her back#even without the personal grievances. she just caused some Real problems. like hell id accept her back.#but also she was a total BITCH to me. like really fucking nasty. and yeah maybe im still holding a grudge about it!#im a chill person but when someone makes me cry that hard for that long TWICE#yeah fuckin right id hire you back. keep dreaming.#anyways ive just been hanging out at work and chatting Whoops hfkshfj#my shift ended an hour and a half ago. i really should be going home soon.#the good news is i should be able to secure the lease renewal for only $40 more than the original renewal offer#the bad news is they havent replied since sending that which means its not in writing yet#WHICH MEANS the showing is still on for tomorrow. ugh.#which means i need to clean. blegh.#i guess having the pressure to clean isnt the worst but i really dont wanna lmaooo#at least i do have tomorrow off. i can make it work...#but yea my anxiety is a lot more manageable now. tempered by the satisfaction of being better paid than an old enemy#IT'S KIND OF FUNNY to call her that but she kind of is. it was mostly 1 sided bc she took issue with Me#i was fine being friendly work acquaintances but noooo she had to go and make my life fucking hell for several months#the social atmosphere has changed man. im not letting a snake back in.#im a nice person but i am a Resentful person. if youve wronged me i am never fucking forgetting.#but yeah i make more money than her ❤️ yay ❤️
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
If I could not be emotional over stupid shit today that would be great thanks
#not only am I up early but i had a dream about memal and im a large 30 year old woman and she just put me in her lap lol#its been a while since Ive been 'visited' by her and then it got me thinking of pop and my childhood and then thinking like shit when's the#last time i held my mom or dads or even my fucking sister's hand and i dunno why that thought made me sad#i know I'm not super touchy feely like i leave with hugs and air kisses and my dad always traps me to give my cheek a real smooch but yea#hand thing got me sad i gusss anyway
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
idk when i made my movie verse i was trying to keep it as unobtrusive as possible since everything was so fresh but man….. thinking about all the mike afton theories where he wasn’t necessarily too young to remember anything related to that but his “memories” are just so unreliable due to trauma
#been seeing a LOT of talk about it which is also something i considered as a possibility pre movie and MAN#mike who sure could just be constantly dissociating about his past#yea his brother who was uhhh taken in [tv static] vague woods location and his parents named uh [more tv static] who were just like#families in old commercials and certainly not with any familiarity with a Certain Restaurant-#you have got to admit. That Is So Fucking FNAF. That's So Novel Charlie Core. IM JUST SAYING......#and of course this could also be used as an explanation for the emily theory and why he just has zero memories of fazbear#BUT... you know. This Is A Michael Afton Blog DJSFHGDFSJ#unfortunately a very difficult idea to work with BECAUSE if the dreams are entirely unreliable that would leave Everything up in the air#but hooo boy it's a concept. canon who he has literally been my oc this whole time what if-#⁂ ・゚: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc#and of course i still don't want to be too obtrusive like there is POTENTIAL for his dynamic with vanessa here oh god!#as for abby and garrett who knows i don't it's not like this is a coherent post anyway-
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
It's so funny that I can now tell when I'm getting close to ovulating cause I'll start having those types of dreams and it's like... yeah, we know <3 and then I wake up and I'm even more frustrated than before
#yea I had another dream last night and I kinda hope I have another one.. my last one stopped right before it got good#I was so fucking saaddddd and it had such a good concept too... fuck me I guess#anyway. manifesting another sort of that kinda dream I need it and all that
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Conventional nightmares are scary but I think it’s the unrealistic ones that are the most scary
#the conventional ones I have are ones where people try to kill me or I kill people or do other bad things to them#or other bad things happen to me that could happen irl. but euhgh#I had such a weird nightmare#I WSS like ? on a weird ship thing with extended and being gay was like. not allowed but. I was gay anyways#and I hid it pretty well until like. suddenly at a huge fancy family dinner like? I was hashtag exposed and I tried to be like no please noo#but they were like TO THE HELL DIMENSION WITH YOU!!!! and I got sent to … s dark room with a stage and.. prom decorations?#there were other people and stuff and people onstage preforming the same thing over and over but I sat in the back bc I was pissed#also I was a borzoi. important detail😭 I remeber it because I always had to swish my tail off the chairs so I didn’t sit on it#anyways I was pissed as fuck. hal was there (the person not the character) and I was maaaaaad and it for some reason and I feel kinda bad#glitch was telling me yea ur in hell with (PEOPLE WHO DID REALLY HORRIBLE AWFUL THINGS. like. really bad.) and I was like awesome. kys#and it was like OK. don’t be like that let’s go sit at the chairs up high by the stage. and we sat on the same chair all squished 😭#everyone also had a small pack of plastic dinosaur beads that are. identical to ones that I have. and he talked to me as I fiddled with them#I was reallyyy scared because there were fucking. really dangerous people also apparently I was supposed to rot here forever.eventually hal-#-got up to strech and so did I and I sat back down ready for him to sit with me and he was like no. and I was like :? and it was like. the#the house. then glitch pointed to a small plastic house in the room like the ones for kids to play with outside and I was like oh :(#cos I thought he was leaving me and I got really sad because he was like. the only#good thing there. but it was like no. come#and I didn’t hear and I kept moping and he was like COME WITH. and I was like omg it’s talking to me. YAYYY!!!#I got up wirh my borozi paws to go follow glitch into the house then I woke up because someone called me just now😭😭😭#and I’m not gonna sleep again. it’s nearly 2pm. woof.#anyways that was horrible it was worse than the time I had a dream I killed someone and was a wsnted fugitive#I think hal was there cos I was thinking abt him right before I EME went to sleep and when I think of ppl before I sleep they often are in-#-my dreams#ok I need to get up and do stuff now. auhh#hollowspeak
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
another one from, becoming my favourite guest artists
[Raphael: Snapper, Pub'd in Turtle Soup Vol2 #2. Writer: Rick McCollum, Inks: Tom Anderson, Colours: Laird]
[Coloured with vibrant brights and true black inks]
[ID: Raph peering into a small glass bowl that holds a snapping turtle. He' smiling and says "OH HO! And who are you?" END]
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/2e2ae15766900be53de76517c4fbf385/adccebda42ed67ed-d5/s540x810/28a301ab29250c75768adcd4fa728a6c7de7c2c2.jpg)
ID: Multiple panels. The snapper hissing and snapping. Wider, Raph holding it by the tail regarding it as it hisses. "Hey, your sure are a fiesty little guy!" Close of the turtle biting his finger, drawing blood. A "SNAP!" sound effect rendered in red and green. Raph clutching his hand with a "YOW!", the snapper falls to the ground. END
ID: A low angle showing the snapper hissing from the floor, Raph has his bleeding finger in his mouth and says "You're mean, too!" END
ID: Large panel, Raph scared of a large more humanoid apparition of the snapper. It's face pitch black with bright red eyes and mouth. Smoke like substance in pink and green swarms around its figure. Raph is scrambling over the plush seat, sai drawn, as it says "I am a creep all the time. My attitude is in my soul. And I'm nasty for the same reason you can be." END
Two panels, the snapper has grabbed Raph by the face, with a large clawed hand. Red smoke pouring from its mouth. "But you're less than what you could be! Should be!" It pushing Raph farther down as he struggles "You eat this weak fast food! You've forsaken your heritage!" END
One guess for what the snapper thinks turtles ought to eat instead? (blood. its blood)
ID: Cropped panel, Raph the floor, with the regular snapper sitting on his head. The appartment is trashed, April enters, saying "What Happened to my living room." Raph, disoriented says "Huh? Wha-? I'm not dead?" END
April, holding the snapper in her palm, looking fond "I found him in the street and was going to give him to you to set free." The snapper has a thought bubble filled with hearts. Raph rubs his head, confused "It must have been the pepperoni- huh? That little monster?" END
The snapper in its bowl, shadowed face, a devious red smile, it says "Heh" END
#some shit#turbles...#wifi blogs mirage#oh ho!!! hehe... im obsuring the joke/framing device a bit but yea its alllll a dream. but its that good shit#extra reasons to love it... plays well with the raph demutating arc (his blood was taken by a leech and had to eat it BACK...)#and thus ofc with sons of the silent age (raph introspetion com)#AND. 12 raph keep a snapper turtle too (maybe in ref to this or other comic stuff that comes from/after this???)#also artist first time in their style? don: the ring was more. house mirage/87 look#idk I just LIKE IT. yay! do that shit! make the boys fucking haunted#ohhhhh and the wiki page for this does have the full. Always Meant for Adults rating. due to.#that is raph dreaming he got. Ate... non graphically id say but it must count.#anyway also cute april too. a real. do any of them no abt turtle care. No. no they do not. but understandable. given...
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
you know it probably should've been a clue to me that I'm prooobably not totally cis when I first realized long long ago that I would probably kill for a chance to play Moritz Stiefel in Spring Awakening and that playing that role is equivalent to all of my dreams coming true. anyways me rambling about my want to play moritz stiefel on twitter is how I came out as nb on twt woo enjoy.
#and for comparison#my dream dream role of all time is sam from the mad ones#and on a tiny tier above that named 'if given the fuckin chance' >#is moritz fucking stiefel#I DUNNO LIKE MORITZ JUST SPEAKS TO ME LIKE HIS CHARACTER IS JUST SO CATHARTIC FOR ME PERSONALLY#aLSO I ROCK HIS SONGS LIKE I'M FULLY CONFIDENT SINGING HIS SONGS#anyways yea not totally cis woo someone hire me to play Moritz stiefel#spring awakening#moritz stiefel
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
okay penacony has been very fun so far but the only thing to actually make me say Oh Shit out loud was acheron saying yae sakura's line. anyway
#personal stuff#seraph plays star rail#watching firefly straight up die in front of me and going haha but this is just a dream. right. right.#they wouldn't kill off a character with a playable design before making money off of them. right. Right.#anyway acheron. my wife. she stabbed me and then cried blood about it i trust her with my life.#she saved me from an ominous twink by forgetting where her room was. i love her#but yea ''no compassion for the enemy for that is cruelty upon yourself. but you must see clearly who the enemy truly is''#is the same as yae sakura's ''whoever shows mercy to an enemy denies it to themselves. but you must know who your true enemy is''#like HMMM.#so interested to find out more about her i LOVE how ominous she is about possibly knowing us before#SHE'S AN EMANATOR??? wait her being a finality emanator would be so fucking cool. explains her having ''met us'' before#since finality goes backwards through time.#ROBIN?????????#FUCK.#SHAKING HYV STOP KILLING OFF THE ONLY CHARACTERS I WAS INTERESTED IN.#man.#penacony is NOT shaping up to be what i expected#in a good way mostly but also like...............#so many deaths in the first act?????????#two of the characters i really was interested in. and then duke ifrit just. off screen???#i find it hard to believe that the trailer they dropped with the everflame mansion character designs was just like. a red herring#AND SPEAKING OF IFRIT. still don't know what's going on w him and ratio tbh. but him just Leaving at the beginning was so fucking funny#anyway. i'm not opposed to penacony being a more serious turn but like. it feels so weird like okay we are jumping RIGHT into it#it's hard to really wrap my head around some of it because like. they specifically said you don't die in real life if you die in the dream?#like you just wake up.#and we still don't know who or what supposedly killed robin#so. hmmm#idk. i am looking forward to future installments but i'm wary on principle of me not always liking star rail's story#but so far they have been treating the tragedy with appropriate weight. which was a gripe i had before#and i like that we've mostly been on our own on this one and experiencing things ourselves
2 notes
·
View notes
Note
this is unrelated to anything but i am walking in here and throwing the razzmatazz album onto the floor and pointing at it
there is at least one song in there that makes me think of your guys and i don't know which one it is but i KNOW ITS IN THERE. Anyway hi hello im normal help. hello?? GHLEP ME PLEA- (I think it might be new invention? unsure.)
……………… (looks around)
uhmm. Well
#hold on my neighbors are knocking on the ceiling for some reason SHUT UPPPPP#anyways .#i’ve been listening to their music for years and i licherally have the album bought on my gay little phone#i relistenened to it just this month actually#it’s so fucking good i could die#but uhmm yea there’d probably be a song. Maybe new invention#what was it#and nothing i can do can stop the bad dreams something something until i fall asleep bad dreams#hmm ….#To be fair i’d have to listen to the album again and focus really hard on the lyrics#and the vibes#to see which song could fit my fucks#i mean i already have stuff from the album on my other ocs’ playlists but ik you mean my robot fucks#so i will do that listening session sometime. maybe#cramswering
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
ep 9 is a lot to process uhm
#well yang kindaaa went batshit crazy (only bc of that fucking cat whos the real antagonist all along) but im glad she still got herself tgt#ruby is obviously gonna live i think. but yea its implied but idt shes gna use cresent rose anymore 💔💔 LIKE NOOO CRESENT ROSE WAS SO OG#also what the actual fuck is going on w the fight scene like????#okay i get why neo has no reason to return anymore BUT JAUNE FALLING?#LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ROOSTER TEETH IS HE DEAD DONT YOU DARE KILL HIM OFF I FUCKING SWEAR#i hate that fucking cat so much bro hes so annoying i want him DEAD by next week once the final ep drops#but if he dies ... does that mean neo will die to since shes the vessel :(#as much as i hope thats not gna be the case it's a bitttt inevitable? pls let me have my delusions of neo having her redemption arc pleasee#anyways go ruby do what makes u happy 👩❤️💋👩👩❤️💋👩 as much as i love cresent rose if not using her anymore is what makes u heal +#+ happy i will have no complaints do whats best for you baby 🥹 ueueue i love her sm#no but what if she just uses summers weapons to kill off that cat#and then when they go back to remnant it's back to cresent rose (im delusional)#it's very impossible looking at rubys situation now but hey one can dream yk#SPEAKING OF SUMMER I WAS VERY SURPRISED WHEN I SAW HER IN THE FIRST BIT#i wish they showed her face like cmon why is rt acting like we didnt see her face in that one season like?? 🙁 let me see the pretty mother#AGAIN WHAT THE FUCK IS RWBY V9 EP 9 it felt like some type of filler ep 💀 not that i hate it but it was kinda short to me#season finale next week better be good or else im gna be so mad like we did not just see neo getting POSSESSED all 4 a bad ending 4 the szn#on a side note: i hope we get to see the others again pls pls pls i NEED renora development 😣😣 my og childhood bffs to lovers 40k words +#+ mutual pining and slowburn romance (it took them 8 seasons to kiss)#rwby v9 spoilers#this was so long to break down damn sorry for the typos i am not redoing all of these tags just to correct them
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
nightmare every night for three days in a row will we make it four for four and also what planet can I blame it on (aside from earth)
#first one. I normally have environmental disasters as stress dreams but it’s always bushfires cuz that’s the most real n relevant to me yea?#PLOT TWIST TJIS ONE WAS A CYCLONE#plus other things going on#second one my darling baby my absolute soul cat who had to be put down the day before my birthday and I miss her every single day?#yea she was dying again but it was way worser horrible way and I couldn’t do jack shit for her ! and it wasn’t quick and easy either !#third one last night involved a fucking car accident that killed two random ppl idek where my brain conjured them up from but it was !#horrifying ! one guy wasn’t even entirely dead either it was fucked up!#it’s now nearly 1am and I don’t wanna sleep again for obvious reasons dkfjfk#anyway I need a new phone case so if anyone has suggestions for a !!! CUTE!!!! protective case for an iphone se. pls lemme know#wish me luck lads#mercury.txt
1 note
·
View note