#anyway that's it for today's ramble how are you guys doing?
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#digital art#artists on tumblr#original character#oc#nova draws#songs of stars and dreams#brart#hans falkhart#hansel falkhart#my most handsomest man#I finally can say I love drawing him#now to get used with drawing aLL THE OTHER CHARACTERS#too bad i'm in a voltron brainrot so everything I have planned now is fanart oops#i would draw for Arcane too but Arcane is so pretty and my art is so shite#i wouldn't be able to do it justice#voltron is pretty too but it's closer to my style so I have a better time drawing them#anyway that's it for today's ramble how are you guys doing?
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im with fam but i always thinka him so doodle time
#xmen#xmen comics#erik lehnsherr#magneto#snap sketches#'hey guys i wont have time for doodle posting for a bit' me when i lie fCKJWRBKH#i actually dont likr this too much but im posting just so i can ramble bout erik fjKJCNWKDCHJ#I dont think its bad just not really post worthy#i draw this mfer sleepy so much thatswhy i dont like this#i usually just hoard doodles like these since they dont feel super share worthy to me but i repeat#i just want an excuse to talk about erik and i wanted a homegrown visual#anyway. i have wine in me im being bold <- its not that bold#sometimes i look at how the black lines on krakoa eriks design put focus on his. //coughs// front#and i get lightheaded like mfer if you do not want me to stare do not put a literal box in front of my EYES#ok thats literally it. i wanna try to doodle something ill be Happy happy to share but lbr i cant muster anything anymore tonight#so for now bye bye hope everyone had a good day today !!#im gonna go draw erik indecent maybe ill feel better then
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ANCIENT wip that i finally got around to splashin color onto. NO idea where this colorin style came from n it WONT happen again!! anyway i LOOOVE the general dynamic between arthur n emizel. both are so cool and so awesome and yet SO silly...
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#arthur bennett#emizel tucker#WEEE art is so fun..FUCKED UP THO that when i posted this on TWITTER...#i wokeup today to like 9 new comments n i was SO HAPPY!! but then i realized they were all BOTS!!DISGUSTING MACHINES MADE BY DISGUSTING PPL#VILE!!anyway so. YES i scribbled this up back when the ep w this scene first came out. what ep was that?? like 2 or so??#GOOD STUFF i love this show so much... the thought of arthur tucking himself down into the back o the car so he wouldnt be seen..#hes so serious&stoic and he just does the funniest shit with the straightest face.ive said it amillion times but i LOVE ARTHURS DRY HUMOR..#I ALSo really love emizel bc AAAA!! THE WHOLE SCENE B4 THIS ONE w him just catching up with soda...#those two are so cute w eachother.... ouhhh....... they are bestieeeessssss#do u guys ever think abt void... where did she come from.. how did her n arthur become friends.....#okayokay i think thats all the ramblings i have in me. enjoy my creations and your day aswell. if you can
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one thing I find really interesting, and kind of sad, about Scaramouche/Wanderer, is that, despite currently being in his healing era, he's still concerningly nonchalant about a lot of his backstory. Let's take Dottore for an example. The Wanderer says, in hs voicelines, something along the lines of being disappointed that he has destroyed all his segments, because he would have liked to destroy them by himself, and in Inversion of Genesis, he says he will seek revenge on Dottore eventually. Should be a sign of him confronting his trauma, and to an extent, it is, but the way it's portrayed in game makes it seem like his desire to get revenge on Dottore is primarily motivated by what happened to Niwa. Which is valid, it was Dottore who did that, but it's a little concerning that we don't really hear Scaramouche/Wanderer complain about the whole human experiment thing, no? Sure, he agreed to it and states that he participated voluntarily, but it's a little disconcerting that Nahida describes it as genuine torture, and for Scaramouche, it's kind of just a secondary thing. Of course, if we go with the three betrayals, obviously Niwa's death messed him up a lot as well, but after Inversion of Genesis it kind of seems like getting revenge on Dottore is part of his whole self-atonement thing, since Dottore killing Niwa led to Scara eventually killing all those blacksmiths. I do wonder if they'll elaborate on any of this when we get their confrontation ingame- because I do think there will be one. I'd really like to know whether Wanderer's reasoning for revenge is really anchored primarily in Dottore's murder of Niwa, like it seems to me rn, or if we'll get some lines about the experiments as well. I think it could honestly be part of the healing process, having him want revenge for the sake of others at first, and later accepting that he can want it for himself as well. I think maybe he's still a lil hung up about the fact that his other attempts at getting revenge turned out to be him hurting innocent people, since Niwa never did betray him, so he might need to take some time to accept that he can still want revenge for himself as well
#anyways that concludes my ramble for today#scaramouche is so well written and I really love him. I hope we get more insight in his trauma as mean as that sounds#I think its so interesting to note the more subtle ways that his backstory messed him up#like yes there's the obvious with Ei; the gnosis and the betrayals#but having his whole life turn out to be a lie? the fact that he thought he was getting revenge but the betrayal never happened?#thats gonna mess someone up too#I do also wonder how much of it is intentional on Dottore's part#hell even his failed ascension might have been planned- theres some theories on the “divine gaze” translation from the lazzo trailer#appparently it might refer to a vision in which case uh. Scara honey youre in danger#like imagine going through all that trauma; failing at the one thing you always wanted#and then you finally start healing#only to figure out it was all planned#Really excited for this guys future. unless he dies. then I'll quit life#anywaysa#genshin impact#scaramouche#fatui#fatui harbingers#I do have high hopes that he wont die#mainly because showing a character that has 2 canonical suicide attempts die on screen to progress the story might not be the uh#most intelligent thing in terms of storytelling
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I have the worst luck with nail salons dear grace, what I wanted vs what I got
#radiorambles#first time was a couple years back they did a horrible job#flashforward today they did a worse job didn't do what I asked for and The guy that did my nails massaged my hands and MOVED MY SLEEVES UP#to MASSAGE MY ARMS the hands I get BUT MY ARMS??#dude had gell fused to my skin so it was stuck then took off half the polish and wasn't going to fix it like I asked#I SAID hey can you fix this I don't like how it is I was polite and this shit happens#I don't know if there was like a language barrier or ehat but I almost had a mental breakdown in the nail salon#thankfully the day got better me abd moons got boba and went to Barnes and nobles#it was a nice day but I'm still peeved about the nail thing#GUESS WHAT THEY CHARGED? 35 BUCKS#like??? i was supposed to get fake nails n' stuff not THAT#I hate it so much#my mom and sister were pissed#my sister does nail stuff as a hobby and shes REALLY good at it and then this professional place just this#I could do a better job on my own like what the fuck anyways ramble over I needed to get that off my chest again AAA
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Frenchie calling other men in the crew babe and dear is something that can actually be so personal
#Frenchie ofmd#yes yes I know its just how dudes talk in certain areas#but that doesnt make it any less special for people who arent used to it#I live in a pretty progressive city and still most guys would never do that for fear of being seen as gay#some people in my inner circle do but outside of that it's pretty uncommon#seeing Frenchie say these things so casually gives me emotions#anyway can you tell I'm feeling talkative today?#ofmd#lex rambles#original posts
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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us
#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left#and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them#and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up#today keekki was being himself#then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it#and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those#but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew#i laid on the floor next to him#then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news#at this point i was about to call the vet anyways#and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate#so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch#crying with keekki in my arms#i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down#when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic#anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing#anyways. this fucking sucks#i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight#its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms#i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone#it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses#as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him#its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything#and that was my last moikka keekki#i hope he felt how loved he was#my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me#idk man im going to stop rambling now
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I really want to be moots with one person on here and idk what to expect for writing something with Logan oscar and liam as my offer for friendship help.....
#how are they even named?#liloscar?#oscar piastri#logan sargeant#liam lawson#it's so funny that I don't know how to deferentiate lilo as ship name tag from everything else named lilo on this app#I'm scared of adding loscar tag here bc i spammed it quite a bit already yesterday and today......#anyway if you have any suggestions or ideas about them i would love to talk abt it because i got a thought that I want to write something#like five minutes ago so i still have zero idea WHAT to write#my rambling about writing something and never doing so gonna stick with you guys forever i fear#(i hope that a lie and i will find at least one fic that I'm working on atm)
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Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh today I've been constantly experiencing the urge to un-private today-in-the-devildom & start writing for it again
#i'm gonna ramble in the tags but#i've been talking with starr (if you're reading this--hi starr!! <3) about the blog today and sharing some of the entries#and it just made me miss it so much#+ the conversation actually made me realize some other reasons why i didn't enjoy the blog in general anymore#like i genuinely love the blog and i genuinely loved writing for it & that conversation reminded me of that#but also there were so many reasons that ultimately pushed me to more or less abandon the blog & then later private it too#so i'm kind of at a loss here#tbh i think i'm mostly just scared to pick the blog up again only for it to end exactly like last time i picked it back up#i've actually always wanted for the blog to be a source of inspiration y'know?#like the things mentioned in the entries are kinda just small ideas right#i was hoping that people would read these & feel inspired to write or draw something of their own based on my entries#that was actually what made me start the blog in the first place. the hope that i could inspire others that way#aaahhhhhh.... maybe it's on me since i could have more openly communicated that idea......#i did get to meet one wonderful person who wrote a few fics based on my entries tho!! (hi ali <3)#but yeah..there's that#also the way engagement just dropped significantly after a while#like i know i was gone for a good while & that a lot of people left the fandom and all that#but still getting maybe one reblog if i'm lucky really feels like a punch to the gut#ESPECIALLY considering that i was close to 900 followers on there#do you guys know that feeling when you proudly show someone you care about something you did only to get a disinterested answer?#yeah...#that's essentially how it feels like to me#and well as you might know the feeling of “why should i keep writing if apparently no one cares” eventually won... haha.....#but aaaahhhhh i'm still clinging onto the hope & what ifs here#that conversation with starr really just made me forget about everything that frustrated me about the blog & left me with this#longing feeling to start again lol#hey if you've made it this far into the tags let me just ask--would you care if i picked the blog back up?#would you also *show* that you care?#i'm actually quite curious (you could almost call me george lol)#anyway maybe we'll see each other on today-in-the-devildom again in the future.. who knows
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one thing about all my y.akuza s/is is that they love older men
#ash rambles 💚#it's a running gag for a lot of them#my k.iryu s/i literally says in 0 that k.ashiwagi is the hottest man that she's ever seen#she thinks the same in y1 (this is the only time in the series we get to hear her inner thoughts btw)#and in y2 she makes a comment about how (wow.. he only gets more handsome with age- WAIT I'M AT A FUNERAL RN I REALLY SHOULDN'T)#there's no feelings there but it's absolutely played for laughs#even my i.shin Ash makes a comment about I.noue being supeeerrrr hot#(as a side note k.ashiwagi is one of my favorite y.akuza characters! i also think he's the most handsome man in the series!)#(i don't ship with him but he's like a blorbo to me)#and ofc. k.iryu!ash makes more comments about how the bartender is hot-#my N.anba Ash says that she likes older men with glasses. which is both a reference to the bartender and N.anba#my J.udgment Ash (the older one thats besties with Y.agami) has a comment about the bartender being hot too#and she also says that H.amura looks a lot like a guy that she got handsy and heated with in the back of a club once. Y.agami thinks she#has some serious issues. H.amura?! seriously?!#oh and my K.ido Ash makes a comment about A.rai being super hot. says that it makes sense that K.ido is so loyal to him#K.ido's jaw just drops. seriously?! A.RAI?! THATS HIS ANIKI???#it's just something thats played for jokes#after all the series can be quite comedic#but a good chunk of my y.akuza s/is do make comments about older men that are not their men being super hot#oh and D.ate Ash says something about how her type is a little older and a detective and basically everything that D.ate is#all of my y.akuza s/is are VERY different. but they do all share a love for men twice their age apparently#my s/is are all around the same age as their respective f/os though#the comment about wagi is the REAL reason why N.ishiki shot Ash in Y.akuza 1 btw /MASSIVE J#he did shoot her though- ash says in y2 that she's glad because the scar is a way to remember him#she was not so glad when she was bleeding out in her bar-#ily n.ishiki.. i miss you buddy#this is just a ramble post huh. anyways happy holidays! I'm gonna grocery shop today! and my copy of y8 came in the mail...#WITH NO DISC INSIDE?! my life is so fucking wild man#shark attack 🦈!#patch me up 🩹
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#aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh#friends how is it like when you think you're heartbroken (?) over something that happened between you#and this person even if you were never really romantically involved but you felt something and it was just so genuine#though things are probably never gonna go any further#something happened today and it's been hitting me like a bunch of bricks and i need to get it out of my chest#it's important to note that i've never been on a date never been in a relationship previously#and i'm not dating anyone btw it's just that. i'm very confused with my feelings about this guy#to quote eloise bridgerton:#“my feelings about his feelings do not matter if i do not know for a fact what it is he is feeling”#tldr: i'm in a th e loise kind of situation since the past few months LOL#anyways#personal#maria rambles
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Goodnight wonderful people who live in my phone!!!
#im sappy and you guys are so cool ;-;#im a bit of a hermit and really bad at meeting with (or moved far from) irl friends so my connections on here have been really meaningful#dont know how to say that without sounding like a loser but i promise its a good thing lol#but anyway i queued a post earlier today about friends thinking of you all the time#and i kinda just repeated it in my tags and ill probably just repeat it again now but its true#there are so many mundane things that make me think of the kind people ive met#i love bonding about interests and characters but theres also little peeks of each others lives#jokes and facts and songs and favorite animals that make me go 🫵 my friend likes that!!!#and dates! ill be like 'oh my friend is doing X today across the globe :)' 'ah i hope my friends X went well across the country :)'#'i remember they love this food/hate this food/has never tried this food :)'#'i remember them talking about how much they like this song :)'#'oh i learned a new saying like this in their language :)'#i hope they feel better from being sick#i hope their pets vet visit went well#i hope they got a good grade on that project#i hope they can rest after work#i hope theyre happy with their haircut#i hope they can dress like they want soon#i hope theyre happy#i hope theyre happy.#i hope theyre happy i hope theyre happy i hope theyre happy!!!#oh shit. cryin in the club. (<- my bed.) not even drunk or hormonal just SAPPY WTH#i have to keep up my intimidating and stoic reputation!!!#so goodnight!!!!!!#i love you!!!!!!!!#rose rambles
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my inbox is piling up :(
#i've been tagged in 2 tag games and i have Many Asks across my blogs#but when i get back from work my social battery is in the negatives (except for my irls you guys are special)#so i just keep like. ignoring them-#BUT THEN ON MY DAYS OFF IM USUALLY HANGING OUT WITH PEOPLE#SO I JUST NEVER GET TO IT ;-;#why cant i verbally answer and ask and it just gets beamed to the person who sent it#anyways im going to bed i have a 10am tomorrow but it'll probably be very easy#today was very chill it was so nice even tho it was a really early shift for me#weekend good... i would not mind more weekend work#im also gonna have so much money i cant wait to buy this desktop#my laptop is struggling a bit more i dont know how much time it has left in it kjghdfk#chat#should i spend my paychecks on a desktop? ehh probably not it feels wasteful#but what in the world am i gonna do without a laptop#not even in a chronically online way i just have most of my stuff stored on here#my phone is kinda useless besides being portable#so it feels a bit like a necessity tbh...#anyways i just wanted to ramble bc i havent done much today. going to bed (probably) gn o/
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i keep reading that lil story u shared and that’s just so heartbreakingly cute(?) idk,, i’m sending him good vibes
aw anon!!! 🥺🥺🥺 this is really sweet :(( i understand what you mean! it’s stuck with me for years, especially the way he said it like the ‘i can’t—i can’t take you out just yet’ was so,,, honestly i don’t even have a word to describe it. really earnest, maybe? not desperate or begging but a genuine hey, i’m getting out of here soon and i’d really love to take you on a date the moment i can. i dunno, it was really endearing! i really do wanna write something inspired by it 🥺 i sincerely hope he’s doing wonderful <3
#i literally said ‘i have a boyfriend; i’m really sorry’ because he was so aaah i dunno yeah it really is that like risking it to just catch#up to me for a moment and talk to me#i think it was also just that hopeful note in his voice#like almost proud that he’d be leaving soon—which he should be!!!#that’s awesome#it takes a lot of bravery to be there and go through their programs etc#my dad could never make himself go through rehab so i have a lot of respect and admiration for the people who were brave enough to do it#people don’t understand how terrifying it is to do that and the strength you need to stick with it#so really hope this guy is absolutely flourishing now#sending him tons of love#probably would’ve said yes to him had i been single tbh#anyway anon!!! i’m glad this story touched you! i don’t know why it was on my mind today but i wanted to share it#because it has touya vibes#dabi was out presumably homeless on the streets from ages 16-24 so#i’m rambling i shall stop now#i hope thursday has been treating u well!! <3#stay safe n drink water bb <3#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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i cant even like post about the horrors that are going on currently because im gonna get too mad but oh my god. like i would give her really good credit for writing a character like marius that has 0 self awareness about his insanely disgusting behavior bc like. that CAN work. you can make the reader feel disgust and see things through the eyes of someone who is horrible while not romanticizing the behavior. clearly anne did not get the memo for this one.
#twist rambles#vc posting#like i get now why the blog i was going thru the liveblog of to decide if i wanted to commit to the bit was so so glad to be done w this#book bc this is like. i genuinely cannot express how mad i am reading this lmao. quite honestly i thought mer.rick was bad and thats nothin#compared to this. i know the next one will also be rough but oh my god. oh my god. why did i commit to this. i really may have to start my#silly notes project sooner > later because i need to actually enjoy something because like. i just. god. i cannot really clearly get into#why this pisses me off without going into insane (and prob triggering) depth w mar.ius as a character but like. my godddd oh we are in hell#like i remember when i was reading the wit.cher books i was like wow the SA is really excessive. dont like that and how it keeps happening#to minors. this book makes that seem like a cakewalk w nothing wrong. this makes tva which had like... i think 10 sex scenes before pg 100#and all of them were horrific to read seem like just fine and dandy. i need anne to explode#you can tell im suffering bc i weirdly dont like posting abt the positives bc these books DO have them dont get me wrong but i dont normall#have as much 2 say when im like oh this is fun im enjoying this. and i dont really want to get any of my mutuals into the books im gonna be#honest bc theyre bad. but you can tell when im posting a lot that im in the TRENCHES. which is why ive been posting a billion times today#abt this bc its like... interesting? but also i have a lot to say. and there just rly isnt much positive abt this book in particular#nor the last one to be fair but this is like easily the most miserable ive been. with tva i could at least go yeah maybe its just anne#trying to depict an absuive relationship w the rose tinted glasses that arm.and has bc of how long hes been abused. but w this its just lik#mar.ius being like yeah im such a good guy while hes going after like his 4th minor. im so sick of itttt im so sick of it.#good lord sorry my tags have been so long today but thats bc i think im done ranting in the main post and then get another thing im mad abt#that i need to add. like idk i think while these books infuriate me at points at least i have shit to say abt it yk#anyways good god. i have to wrap up this chapter.
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The kids I teach think I’m magic because I have a puzzle ring that falls apart when I take it off but stays together when I wear it. It’s just very sweet.
#one of them wrote a story for English class with me as the main character because of it#I had a rabbit sidekick and was the lost child of the queen#I also one time called the robot tattoo behind my ear my lucky robot that keeps me safe#and they’ve developed a whole mythos around how all of my tattoos give me powers.#(the actual reason the robot keeps me safe is cause he reminds me it’s okay to stop masking and sink back into my natural roboticness)#he’s my ward against autistic burnout)#like. I just love the way kids think.#anyway it was our end of year show today and my two little baby classes did me really proud and I might have cried a little#they’re the first time I’ve had a full class on my own that I’ve not shared with other teachers#and this year has just…it’s been a fascinating learning curve and yeah#my boss was like ‘watching you today with them made me somewhat envious of the rapport you’ve managed to develop with them and how well they#respond and interact with you’ and I’m looking at this guy that I’ve looked up to for over 15 years now like? that’s what I’ve always been#envious of you over like every single kid you teach loves you. and like we just had a really good conversation about the different dynamics#yeah I just needed to ramble cause it’s half three in the morning and I’ve only just got home and my little ones were so good!#like! uhhhh they’ve had a really difficult year for various reasons and we’ve hit so many roadblocks but they went out today and danced#their little hearts out.#my ballet group also showed up and actually performed my choreo properly for the first time ever. with technique!#do they do that in class? never seen it. but they were so good. ahhhhhh.#also the group that I perform with had our final performance as a group after dancing together in one configuration or another for ten years#and it was kind of emotional and there were lots of hugs and tears.#and it’s wild because I’ve seen these kids grow from 9-10 year olds to like…nearly adults and I’m just like…I’m so proud of you guys#they’re all going off into the world to be awesome
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