#anxiety tings

[cherilemon]

I’m insecure and I don’t even know what about

[sawxwhxrex]

i hope you get everything you want and it’s not enough

[cozy-the-overlord]

Seeing people complain about the Speak Now vault tracks being too teenagery …. gee, you’d almost think a teenager wrote them /s

[ashthewaterghoul]

WIP Wednesday

Ik I don't usually do this, but oh well have this from my Swiss one shot that ending up having a lot more SwissAlps than intended. Not complaining though...

Lil TW for severe anxiety, panic attack and disordered eating.

[roseverdict]

why they ourple in the shwoer

[koos-euphoria]

Does anyone else cringe at themselves multiple times a day because theyre so awkward around others?

[demon-of-side-quest-hell]

Why did I agree to this Why did I agree to this Why did I-

[madhyanas]

the problem with really wanting to learn how to skate is that i have no idea where to start

[nerdie-faerie]

Love when I get scheduled things like 'blood pressure' lab for my 'human anatomy and physiology' class, feel like I'm playing at being a real adult

[materialistvampire]

Side note because I mentioned it earlier but the If Books Could Kill episode on The Rules does genuinely make me think of Cocoa in terms of the like... Extremely toxic ideas and mindset she's internalized. It's sort of the thing that I think best ends up displaying that.

[mllemouse]

I remember reblogging posts several years ago that were like, dreaming of having my own little apartment in the city with cats and books and plants and just wanted to take a second to appreciate that I have my own little apartment in the city beside my favourite park that is filled with books and plants and my two kitties

[house-of-stars]

the battle in my brain that takes place when a mutual interacts with someone who i dislike and blocked who also abused me and some other friends but im not going to block said mutual cuz i adore them and they dont know so it shouldnt matter to me but

[sometimesalana]

Christabel: *whispering* you don't get to be upset with me about this. I'm not doing anything wrong!

Enya: You're not doing anything smart either

Christabel: What's the big deal? He's just a boy!

Enya: Exactly! He's just a boy. You've been to his house you've spent time with his family. He's a regular person. We're not! You're not!

Christabel: ....

Enya: You don't even want to be in this life, and you'd endanger someone else because of a high school crush??

Christabel: It's not just a crush Enny...

Enya: No. For your sake that's all it better be.

[the-caged-jester]

This how I feel about a friend of mine rn but shfhshd the misunderstandings and societal norms>:(

(the correct solution is to eat societal norms and bonk people who can’t seem to understand deep friendships on the head with a cricket bat) /j

Being aroace with a squish is really like. You look so nice and cute and pretty (not like that), I’d like to snuggle up in bed with you (not like that) and play with your hair (not like that) and lay there for a while (not like that) and hold your hand all the time (not like that) and hang out with you one-on-one (not like that) and get to you know you on a deep and personal level (not like that)

[awaitingfall]

08.01.24

135.5

Ugh I think I gained a little because, even though I ended up getting a salad for our work lunch outing, I still snacked on some of the greasy sweet potato tots that they got to all share and it might’ve been too salty. My fingers definitely feel a bit swollen this morning so I think it’s just water retention weight from the salty food.

Hopefully my weight will start going down soon. I made more of that healthy sweet potato & chicken soup last night to have for my meals today and this weekend. I think it came out even better looking the second time around 🤤 I put a little more chicken and sweet potato in this time around.

So I’m hoping that living off of that the next few days will be a nice flush to the system after eating only cheese and crackers all last weekend 🥲 There’s still a sleeve of crackers leftover, too. But my bf will probably finish it off while I’m busy eating my soup. And if he doesn’t by the time all the soup is gone then I’m tossing them cuz really neither of us need to be eating those crackers 😩

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Today’s the first day without our co-worker and I’m a little nervous to see how it goes, but it probably won’t sink in until next week when we haven’t seen her for a few days. I think the new kid will be starting next week as well. But thankfully my boss is here until the end of August and said he would focus on training him so I can just work on getting orders printed and shipped on time.

[weirdqueernerd]

I'm so scared of doing something wrong I'll feel bad accidentally clicking the wrong option in a tumblr poll