#anti trash el

[tryingonametaphor]

if i could ask the duffers one question i’d ask them why they made mike throw el’s last letter in the bin.

if it was necessary for plot purposes, they could’ve had him put it in his back pocket and show that it slipped out during the shooting. why the hell did he throw away what could’ve been el’s last letter to him??😭

[artsyna]

"what did you draw today?"

I've done things... That I'm not proud of Vanessa...

[aceyanaheim]

My dad really raised me ( sorta) playing Mercedes Sosa and expected anything but the person I am. Wild

[catboy-cabin]

this post reminded me of something that's been rattling around in my brain since the first time i watch vol 2 & i still have yet to see anyone else really talk about this so i guess i have to now before it makes me insane:

the way that el not being able to find max in the void is revealed.

she finds the empty coke bottle she & max used to decide who to spy on in s3 under her old bed in the cabin, and when she spins it, it transitions to her alone in the void (or something like that, it's been a while since i last watched this scene).

the fact that she spins the bottle always really stuck out to me, even the first time i watched this scene. like idk it feels more significant than just a cool transition. it feels like el is making a decision here.

obviously, when she looks for max in the void, she's trying to make sure that max is okay. but i can't help but think that there's something more to it, that maybe el was looking for max to bc she wanted reassurance that it's okay for her to break up with mike (just like mike tries to get from will throughout s4, as the post i linked earlier points out).

it's pretty much a foregone conclusion that max will give her that reassurance, but if el can't get to max, then spinning that old coke bottle might just be the next best thing.

[eddiediazismyhusband]

🩺 or 🙅🏻‍♀️

Otherwise, I’m gonna start sharing anti-Eddie, pro-Tevan screenshots on your posts 😤

(I would never actually do that but pretty pretty please, these both sound SO FCKN GOOD, I need them 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺) (also I’m not at all creative & obviously very bad at threats but I wanted to follow the rules 😇)

That is legitimately the most threatening thing anyone could ever say to me to get me to write, please don't play with me like that, I promise I will have my wips written and on your desk by 5 PM Friday.

🩺 - The Nurse!Eddie fic:

----------

Eddie looked up at him with a raised eyebrow.

“You were crying over a movie with Dolly Parton in it?” he asked.

“Hey, don’t trash on Dolly,” Buck admonished. “Besides, she wasn’t the focus of the scene, it was- Sally Field’s character is giving this really emotional monologue and I just… it gets me every time.”

“You’re telling me you’ve cried at this scene before?” Eddie gave him an amused look.

“It gets to me, man,” Buck defended. “It- it’s kind of a sentimental movie to me. Maddie and I used to watch it all the time, and… I don’t know, I just love it.”

Eddie frowned at the mention of Maddie’s name.

“Ah, and how is she?” he asked, changing the subject. “Maddie, I mean.”

“Oh she’s…” Buck trailed off. “Don’t tell Hen, she wants it to be a surprise, but she is pregnant.”

“Congratulations,” Eddie said, trying not to let the agitated edge show.

“Thanks,” Buck smiled. “I think I’m honestly more excited than she is about it. To have a little Buckley walking around.”

Eddie’s brow furrowed. Based on what Buck had said in the store a week ago, the baby wasn’t his, so technically it wasn’t a Buckley.

“I’m sure that it’s going to be a big adjustment for you both,” Eddie said.

Buck shrugged his shoulders. “I mean, not really for me- I’m planning on spoiling the kid, but Maddie and Chimney are the ones who are gonna have the brunt of it all. I’m just gonna be Uncle Buck.”

Eddie swore he heard a record scratch in his brain.

“Wait, what?” he asked.

“What?” Buck furrowed his own brows in confusion.

“What do you mean, Uncle Buck?” he clarified.

“I mean, my sister’s baby is going to be my niece or nephew,” Buck chuckled awkwardly, still looking at Eddie with a confused look.

“Sister?” Eddie asked, his eyes growing wide. “Maddie’s- She’s your sister?”

----------

🙅🏻‍♀️ - The Homophobic Marisol fic:

“She what?” she practically hissed.

“I-” Buck stammered. “I- she figured out I had feelings for Eddie and she… she told me I should stay away from him and Christopher. That she’s Eddie’s girlfriend and she doesn’t want me around to mess things up for her.”

Buck could swear he saw the faintest twitch of Pepa’s eyes before she took a deep breath, closing her eyes and bowing her head as if in prayer.

“Dios, por favor dame la fuerza para no retorcerle el cuello a esa perra la próxima vez que la vea-” she muttered quickly under her breath.

“Pepa!” Buck’s eyes went wide- picking up on the gist of what she was saying even though he didn’t understand it exactly. 

“I’m sorry, Evanito, but I never liked that puta for my Eddito,” Pepa told him. “I knew there was something off about her when I met her, but I never expected her to be so vile.”

“I’m really wondering if I should tell you the next part,” Buck chuckled as Pepa turned to face him.

“There’s more?” she asked.

“She told me she didn’t want me to ‘turn Eddie’ so that he would be with me,” Buck told her- feeling like a weight was being lifted by sharing this with someone other than Maddie or Chim. “And that if she found out that I told anyone what she said then she would tell Eddie how I feel about him.”

“Ay dios mio,” Pepa shook her head.

----------

[eddieydewr]

imo it's very ironic that a show made for the marginalised kids and is very anti bullying has so many bullies who are marginalising the exact communities they claim to support.

what are ur thoughts on this?

i agree! people like them only watch the show, and “participate” in the fandom to bully and criticise, is because a lot of the cast are visually appealing. for them, it’s usually millie, finn, sadie, natalia, and joe keery.

their mindset is like this -> mlvn MUST ‘make love’ in s5 bc they need to be able to see fillee ~doing it too for their edits (and more) • they don’t want to see anything between joyce and hop bc they are hags (even though they are attractive people, especially winona) • st@ncy MUST be endgame bc they are pretty people and rich. impoverished jonathan who? • people who ship henderhop are LIARS and only claim to ship them so el doesn’t get in the way of byler (definitely nothing to do with being unable to see dustin/gaten in a relationship due to ableism. duzie don’t count, sorry. they don’t have a physical scene together so they’re easy to ship or disregard lol) • dirty and smelly trailer trash eddie munson is ugly and cringe because their fans are embarrassing the fandom (???) with their devil horns while being fat, ugly, poor, jobless, etc., just like their fav! but they (and non ST viewers) have warmed up to joseph quinn because he’s attractive and is making it in hollywood • and will! just like eddie, he is too obsessed with dnd, is chronically bitchless even though he canonically pulls girls without trying despite the fact he’s into men (and mike). like all the shitty CW shows they watch, will will die a very homophobic death or end up loveless and lonely like a f@g! homophobically. while mike and el get married in the village with the 3 waterfalls and have a son named willy in disgraced memory of some guy they knew once, idk. not to mention he’s portrayed by… drum roll pls… the zionist! gasp. imagine if byler happens and gamze’s precious baby finn has to put his lips on that (insert antisemitic and homophobic slur here) MAN.

it just doesn’t bear thinking about! it’ll be hellfire (heh) if things don’t go their way. they are normal, unlike us!!

conclusion: ST is a mid CW show with pretty actors and they watch it on a surface level to fulfil their flvn desires, with their fingers crossed that ugly will schnapp, wait no, noah byers?? gets pwned BIG TIME! and die horribly. it’s what he deserves for spoiling the El Show; they want to see el do her Scream and Save the Day thing again, while mike is dumbstruck by her powers and thus hero worship, due to his own feelings of inferiority; because of his dwindling mental health and being unable to admit that he feels something for his best friend but is lowkey aware of his attraction to men (eddie) and the fact that he felt like he died too when he saw will’s “body” in the quarry too corny? and steve… ah steve, we like steve! with his bouffant hair, and his outrageous levi’s clad ass. while getting beat half to death as a running gag. someone give him an MRI pls.

ps. it doesn’t matter what we watch the show for, but the people we’re discussing, i feel like they’re not getting it. which is fine ig. but that doesn’t excuse their behaviour in the fandom, they don’t even enjoy fandom and think we’re just delulu, breaking THEIR LAW if we ignore canon, whether it’s actually canon or not, lmao.

[lovemyromance]

Why make so much content on GA/EL opinions and how they be clowning, like i am trying to distract myself from being in a tornado, I am so sorry but please on my request can you put some elriel art you love or some cute hc Or something, I can't see another Ga/el opinion/theory whatever the fuck they think, too many anti posts. Please let's try to spread positivity.

I get it, but this is also my blog 🤷🏻‍♀️ I post whatever my heart desires at the moment. I love some good Elriel art, but I avoid reblogging on my blog bc I am very guilty of randomly opening tumblr at work (muscle memory atp LOL) and I don't want to risk having some of our ~spicier~ art popping up

I've been trying to be good! I swear 😫😫 but it's hard when i see a lot of my posts being trashed and I'm like .... the Nerve!

I think I post enough only Elriel content but if you have a problem with the anti EL/GA content feel free to just block those hashtags!

[girlactionfigure]

🔅ISRAEL REALTIME - Connecting the World to Israel in Realtime

🔻HEZBOLLAH - Anti-Tank Missile(s) - at Margaliot - HIT, 3 farm workers injured.  

🔻HEZBOLLAH - Suicide Drones - Beit Hillel, Kfar Yuval, Gonen and many surrounding towns.

▪️HOSTAGE / CEASEFIRE NEGOTIATIONS.. A senior Hamas official who is in Cairo told the Wall Street Journal: "The first week of Ramadan - a realistic target for a deal”. 

And a new demand: A report on the Saudi Al-Arabiya channel: Hamas handed the "keys" to the mediators to release the prisoners in exchange for the Israeli hostages. Hamas demands the return of 500 families to the northern Gaza Strip every day of the ceasefire.

▪️GAZA.. Sources in Gaza report that athis morning our forces destroyed several high-rise buildings in the city of Khan Yunis. According to reports - the explosion was also heard throughout the south of the country.

▪️JORDAN.. Jordan is asking for an increased water allocation (Israel provides them a significant amount of water from the Kinneret) after trashing the Israelis for nearly 5 months and downplaying the Oct. 7 massacre - along with arranging threatening along-the-border night exercises of their military.

▪️COUNTER-TERROR BATTLES.. Fatah terrorists shot at security forces this morning in the al-Amri camp near Ramallah, with one of our forces shot and injured. In response the IDF had large forces enter the El Omari camp near Ramallah, the Arabs report at least one terrorist killed.

Tulkarm - IED road mine damaged an armored carrier (a panther).

Tubas - terrorists opened fire from a building at our forces. The building was charged, the force identified the source of the shooting and an exchange of fire began. No casualties.

Shechem - the Shin Bet and the Israel Defense Forces operated tonight in Nablus and destroyed the house of one of the terrorists who carried out the attack in which the members of the Dee family were murdered.

▪️RED SEA - WORLD INTERNET CABLES CUT.. HGC Communications reports 4 of 15 undersea cables in the Red Sea have been cut - reducing their communications by 25%.

▪️RED SEA - GERMAN NAVY SHIP EXPLOSION.. apparently (from grainy video - if real) a failed counter-missile launch that exploded in the tube. 

▪️RED SEA - UK SAYS.. The British Embassy in Yemen announced in a statement:  The responsibility for the environmental effects caused by the sinking of the ship "MV Rubymar" in the Red Sea lies with the Houthis, and despite international efforts, today the ship "MV Rubymar" has sunk and 41 thousand tons of ammonium phosphate fertilizer and its fuel will leak into the Red Sea.

▪️AID DROP MISS.. Gazans show videos of aid drop misses into the sea, a few close and some a significant distance offshore.

[gayofthefae]

Being like FULLY anti Byler or anti Mileven because you ship the other is so weird because like literally the only right answer is one is your otp and the other is your brotp or you're anti MIKE. Like he would never runaway with one and leave the other behind girl did you even watch the show.

No he isn't gonna trash Will and stay with El. No he isn't gonna dump El without a second thought for Will. (this is also true for screen time btw I doubt they're gonna be like "and then the other one was happy offscreen teehee" bc both are very important relationships to him in the show)

(why can't we just all be happy and have what Elumax has 😭)

[i-am-still-bb]

No. 19

“I’ll take one final step, all you have to do is make me.” | Floral Bouquet | Psychological | “I’m not as stupid as you think I am.”

Alt. No. 3

Brass Knuckles

Characters: Kili, Bolg, OCs Rating: T AU: Fast Car (formerly Dead Batteries) Words: 1619

Direct continuation of No. 18 - “I tend to deflect when I’m feeling threatened” / Blindfold (Tumblr)

I feel like the prompt gives you all the warning you need?

--

Kili watched his back after that. He took the long way home. Walked past his apartment building to circle back. He did not know how much information Cameron had shared with them. Kili had moved since he had called the agency that Cam worked for. But Kili knew that it was not hard to find someone if you put your mind to it. There were property deeds, accident reports, alumni newsletters; all of which were easily accessible. 

He had thrown that post-it note away in the nearest trash can after he left the El. 

But he remembered all of the listed medications. Some he could have just purchased. He could have taken the medicine to the counter, presented his driver’s license, paid, and left the pharmacy with a little plastic bag containing medicine that could either be used to treat cold symptoms or to make meth, buyer's choice. 

But he didn’t.

And then there were the medications that were harder to acquire.

And he did not even think about ways to get his hands on those in a way that would not get him fired and arrested.

And he did not see anybody who seemed to be watching him. He did not see the man with scars again.

By Thursday he had relaxed a little bit, only to wake up Friday morning full of tension and nerves. He went to the gym early and spent more time zoning out to an audiobook and following the workout that an app had generated for him. He felt better afterwards, but still jumpy and nervous. 

And it was getting noticed. 

Tauriel and Ari had noticed when he was out their place for their biweekly Wine Wednesday where they ate disgusting amounts of takeout, drank wine, talked, and maybe watched a couple episodes of whatever show they were currently binging as a group. 

Kili brushed it off. Said that there were talks about a union walk out and he wondered what would happen to the people that needed their medication if that happened. That quickly led them down a well trodden path of arguing at each other about insurances, unions, nonsensical laws, and poor working conditions in a variety of contexts. 

And Kili’s ill mood was forgotten. 

For the first time he wished he worked for a large pharmacy. The chances of some remote CEO caring about Kili’s sex life were lower. And even if the CEO cared Kili would likely never have to see the person who had been on the receiving end of those images and that video. 

Kili worked for a family owned pharmacy that was nestled into the corner of a suburban neighborhood. He knew many of the customers. He asked how people’s babies were doing. And he knew the owner, he attended the Christmas parties, and enjoyed any of the “team building” weekends. So even if he kept his job he would probably quit and seek employment elsewhere, probably in a different city, very likely in a different state. 

On Friday his miscounted pills, almost gave Mr. Peterhof Mrs. Peterson’s prescription for blood pressure instead of his anti-rejection medication. He was distracted at best. He thought about leaving early, but decided against it. He did not know these men well enough to know if they would stop the store manager, Rebecca, who would be closing up if Kili was not there.

“See you on Monday!” Rebecca said cheerfully, waving to Kili as he was finishing up the last of the prescriptions that were slated for pick up over the weekend. 

He worked slowly. 

In November it got dark early. The large windows that faced the street now just reflected the dimmed interior of the store. Instead of letting him see the rest of the world they let him see double of the rows of pop, candy, snack foods, and baby diapers.

The hair on his neck stood on end. He felt like he was being watched. He watched his reflection as he got closer to the front doors. Locked. Just like they should be. Walking back to the pharmacy counter he stiffened; that sense of being watched had only increased. 

He paused when he was filling a prescription for Oxycontin, the Albrecht kid had just had surgery on his ACL, what if he just…

No. 

Kili recounted the 15 pills. Sealed the bottle. Put it in the little plastic bag and sealed that bag with its tamper-evident seal. And hung it on the rack with the rest of the As. 

The stack of orders was completed.

Kili sighed. He hung his white jacket up, pulled on a bulky denim jacket and a beanie (a half-assed attempt at altering his physical appearance along with the scruff he had let grow over the last couple of days). He pulled down the metal gates, locked them, checked the front door again, before exiting into the back alley. That feeling of unease did not fade. He kept thinking that he saw things over his shoulder, or reflections in the mirrored glass windows while he did these final few tasks. 

The lock clicked in place when he shut the door.

The alley was dark, red brick and dumpsters barely visible. He fixed his gaze on the light of the street where cars and people would be. 

The voice was low, but clear, “Working late?”

Kili startled, hands going to the strap of his cross body bag. He felt the brief flash of a desire for something to defend himself with. 

“No,” he said curtly. 

“You’re normally off by 6:30,” the shadow separated from the wall between Kili and the warm glow of the streetlights. “And it's nearly 8.”

“Busy weekend,” Kili said brusquely. “Lots of work to do.” He did not stop moving. Hoping that he would just be allowed to keep going. 

Then another shadow was there. This one was even larger and standing directly in front of Kili. 

“Do you have my order?” the first man said, now behind Kili. 

Kili turned to keep both of them in his sights. “I… I do not.”

A speculative noise, “Why?”

Kili swallowed and tightened his grip on his bag. “It’s not possible.”

“There’s always a way.” He walked behind Kili, forcing Kili to keep turning, now only seeing one, now both, now one. 

“There’s not. I’ll get caught.”

“But I’d still have my order.”

Kili wanted to ask, “And what about me?” But was sure that he already knew the answer. 

A distinctive click. Kili’s blood ran cold. He had not heard it in years, but he knew the sound of a pocket knife blade flicking open and locking out. A sound he knew well from years spent in the club house. Nori had a habit of flicking open a knife, closing it, flicking it open, again and again. A nervous tick, a habit that always made him seem a little menacing. He would be talking with you about different motor oils, the movie he saw that weekend, the video game he was currently playing through, but that blade would be be going snick, click, snick, click, like a metronome. 

“I hate having to ask for things twice.”

Kili’s whole body tensed. Waiting for contact.

“But I will.” 

Click. 

The blade closed. 

Kili exhaled. Relieved that he would have maybe another week to figure out what to do. 

And then he was dropped to his knees. A blow slammed into his lower back, angling up under his ribs. And he forgot how to stand. 

“But Jean here is going to make sure you remember to fill our prescription next time.”

Another one made his vision flash and spin. 

Kili fought to throw off his back. And when he was pulled over onto his back to another fist raised, light flashing on the brass knuckles he was able to throw up an arm, blocking the blow. Kili kicked Jean’s inner thigh, just above the knee.

Jean grunted and dropped to one knee. 

Kili grabbed for Jean’s arm, pulling it close, pulling Jean off balance so that Kili could flip them, giving him the upperhand. He straddled Jean’s waist grappling to get an arm around the other man’s neck. The martial arts classes he had taken for years at the suggestion of his college therapist were finally coming in handy, but his hands did not quite remember the move. His hands slipped, and Jean’s hands were free. Kili fought for control again. He was sweating and cursing the heavy jacket. His hat had fallen off. He grunted in effort as he forced Jean’s arm flat. Before he could take the hold further though, an arm wrapped around Kili’s throat, applying expert pressure, enough that Kili was lightheaded in moments, weak in a few more, but not enough that he lost consciousness. 

“That was not a smart move, Kili,” the voice growled in Kili’s ear. His hot, rancid breath was the last thing that Kili remembered before there was the glint of the brass knuckles again and his vision went dark, then his hearing stopped and he knew no more.

—

Kili was stiff and cold when he woke up. He was still in the alley. He fumbled around for his bag and found his phone. It was just past midnight. He shivered and collected himself. Everything hurt. His face felt swollen. He gingerly felt for the margins of the swelling, wincing as he pressed more firmly, trying to ascertain the level of damage. 

He winced, pulling his bag over his head. That was when he saw the note pinned to his chest. It was another post-it note, with a handwritten list and another date—next Friday.

Kili straightened. He had earned a reprieve of one week.

--

Taglist Everything@silvermoon-scrolls @metztlilua @i-am-pinkie

Fili/Kili @dubhlachen

[acourtofthought]

I used to really respect this blog but you’re turning so anti-Azriel that you sound like an el/riel. He’s no where near perfect and no where close to being my favorite character (so don’t come at me like I’m some kind of stan) but like…chill out. Your favorite characters don’t get better or more page time by trashing others. Your book theories don’t come true because of how much you ship two people. There’s this epidemic in this fandom where shipping clouds judgment, and it’s very few blogs where it doesn’t happen.

I honestly thought the elucien side was fun and sweet, but people like you are ruining that. You’ve preached about how above you are from el/riels and gw/nriels fighting that you quite literally mimic their weird behavior. Congrats on becoming your own worst enemy.

I don’t like to leave hate. Consider this constructive criticism.

Delete this if you will. I’ve blocked you anyway.

I'm glad you've blocked me because no one should be forced to read content that makes them unhappy however I'm not going to follow your suggestion to "delete this" because sometimes a girls just got to journal her thoughts and after your post I've got many 😂

If I were an E/riel then wouldn't I be singing Azriel's praises? I'm not sure how that comment makes any sense.

Also my Anti E/riel posts, Az's problematic behavior, and Lucien deserving his HEA before Az go way back so I'm not sure what new content you're suddenly having the problem with.

It's incredible when other people decide to box you into what you're allowed to write about. That because I support Elucien, all my content must be hearts and flowers in regards to Elucien at all times. Seriously, who the hell is anyone to place that label on someone? SJM writes raw and real characters who deal with heavy stuff, she's not a fluff writer. So it's alright to have strong opinions.

Don't get me wrong, there are definitely Elucien blogs that are 100% positive all the time and they are a gift to us all however let's not go around shaming the blogs who argue against some of the takes they've seen in the fandom.

I am an Elucien through and through however my username does lend itself towards the series as a whole.

I'm also a realist and that means I know that Az is getting a HEA. That means that I'm capable of picking up on the clues that the author has left for us, clues as to which female Az is well suited to be with, clues as to the direction Az might be headed in, clues as to which female he's got the chance at the healthiest relationship with. I also don't act like Az is a lost cause because that's not SJMs style. He's a main character and I know by the end, everything will fall into place. So maybe posts I've done demonstrating why I think Gwynriel is well suited and the fact that I do envision a HEA for Az has led someone into thinking I have a great opinion of Az?

Right now I don't, there is nothing that I find appealing about Az and I'm not sure why that's an issue.

Do you know how many posts I've seen where others don't care that much for Elain? Sure I wish that weren't the case and I'll argue in favor of Elain but I'm not about to go on to their page and tell them "chill out. Your favorite characters don’t get better or more page time by trashing others. Your book theories don’t come true because of how much you ship two people. There’s this epidemic in this fandom where shipping clouds judgment, and it’s very few blogs where it doesn’t happen."

In your own words there are "very few blogs where it doesn't happen" so I'm guessing the list of those you follow is fairly short? If you're a Gwynriel than I have to imagine you've seen a few judgemental posts on Elain that are clearly a result of the ship war. If an E/riel than I imagine you've seen the same slander in regards to Lucien and Gwyn. And I can't be the first Elucien you've met who isn't Az's #1 fan. Did you unfolllow those blogs with a farewell message? Or maybe I'm just the singular lucky target of your "constructive criticism".

Someone can disagree with me and create posts on why Az is their favorite, they can explain why they disagree in hopes I'll change my mind but why is it that crazy that I'm not all that impressed? Honestly, what makes Az all that special or awesome?

Right now there are so many posts building Az up to be some glorious creature who is so much more worthy than Elain. Or so much better than Gwyn who is just luring him. Who is a poor boy who was screwed over by Mor. Whose opinion that Lucien will never be good enough must be taken as fact rather than the more likely scenario that it's jealousy through and through. And I don't agree with any of that, there is NOTHING that makes Az better than Elain or Lucien or Gwyn.

Do my posts speak untruths about Az? Is he not fixated on the wrong women in unhealthy ways? Is he not insanely jealous of Lucien and being a dick as a result? Is he not a hothead when it comes to Rhys and Feyre as of late? Has he not made Mor uncomfortable at times, something she herself tells us?

While people are entitled to their opinion, I disagree with some of the takes placing Az as ruler on high too superior for the likes of Gwyn / Elain (choose your ship) and my posts are a rebuttal of sorts.

Which is no different than what the entire fandom does. One side claims Gwyn is evil, the other side argues against it. One side claims Elain is not good enough to be with Az, the other side argues against it.

I do think Gwyn deserves better than getting dragged into the mess that is Azriel's love life right now. However I think SJM is writing it so Gwyn is it for Az and I look for the positive in their relationship as a result. I anticipate the ways they will be good together eventually (as there are hints of it now) but since Az and Gwyn as a thing is not the current situation, I don't like Az all that much at the moment. The Az of the moment is yeesh and that's why the first half of the bonus was a shit show. Am I supposed to like Az for how he acted with Elain? For the way he acted with Rhys? For the way he spoke on behalf of Elain, that she should not be allowed near the Trove? For what he thinks of Lucien? If I applauded those moments then I'd be an E/riel.

I love when people gaslight with phrases like, "I thought the Elucien side was fun and sweet and people like you are ruining that". As if Elucien's can never be anything but fun and sweet. They MUST listen to the bullshit around them and take it up the ass with a smile on their faces. Somehow only other ship stans are allowed to yell the loudest to have their voices heard but as soon as an Elucien does it, we're suddenly the problem. Somehow E/riels are allowed to talk smack on Gwyn and Lucien and it's acceptable, some Gwynriels and even Eluciens are allowed to talk smack on Elain and it's acceptable but nobody better dare speak ill of Az!. If the posts tearing down Gwyn, Elain and Lucien did not exist in the first place, maybe there would not be the need for posts pointing out that Az is not the Grand Poobah of the ACOTAR world.

Eluciens are no better or worse. We're here trying to make our points and stand up for our characters (who really are two characters who get a lot of hate from many in the fandom).

Also, my ship is clouding my judgement of Az?

Most of Az's personality is wrapped up in his desire to be in a relationship, his self loathing or his anger at many many people. That's not my judgment being clouded, they are common refrains throughout the series.

Is it not possible that your ship is preventing you from actually paying attention to Az's personality outside of Gwyn and the problematic ways he's acting?

Sure he and Feyre had a few good scenes where he taught her to fly and it definitely seems like there's a good relationship forming between he and Nesta but that was a newly introduced thing. And yes, there are the fun brother moments where they're ribbing on one another, in the sauna or playing chess. But outside of that, what have we really been told of Az? He doesn't talk to anyone about the truly important stuff. He hates an entire group of men because they're Illyrians. He actually sulks when having to follow orders or simply ignores them. He is a bit of a dick when it comes to Lucien. For each warm and fuzzy Az moment there are way more problematic ones, for now.

Am I supposed to love Az for these things? I know Az will be different by the end of his book but right now, what is truly amazing about him? What makes him a stand up guy? Do I have to put him on a pedestal for running into danger and being a protector? Tamlin did that too yet it didn't win him favors with the fandom.

I'm an Elucien so isn't the goal to point out why Az is not well suited for Elain and why his behavior in regards to both Lucien and Elain is problematic? If I didn't take note of those things than wouldn't I think that Az is right in thinking Lucien isn't good enough for her? Wouldn't I think Az was heroic for just trying to protect Elain from the Trove?

Every Az and Gwyn interaction I've written about has been extremely positive and demonstrates how I can see the good in Az. Because there is an amazing vibe that surrounds the two of them. But compared to the Az/ Lucien / Elain stuff in the last few books, we have been given more problematic behavior from Az than we've been given positive behavior and honestly, that is basically the majority of Az's character these days. SJM has written much of his persona as being obsessed with Mor and a bond, his anger at the Illyrians, his anger at Eris, the jealousy he has over Lucien and Helion, his anger at orders he doesn't agree with.

For me, it's always a scale. I expect a character to have flaws, I don't expect them to be perfect. However the pro side of the scale needs to weigh more heavily than the cons side and that's not where Az is at for me right now.

Az has good moments, absolutely. Even villains are probably likeable in certain scenarios (not that Az is a villain but I'm making a point). But a characters "character" is more telling when they're at their worst. It's in how they treat others even when they don't like them. It's whether they unfairly take out their problems on those who don't deserve it. It's in their ability to communicate in a mature and healthy way.

For me, Az being sweet to Feyre during flying lessons, kind to the priestesses during training, his thoughtful gift for Nesta at Solstice, etc. don't really add up to all that much when stacked up against his more problematic behaviors. I'm sorry but one or two "awww, how sweet" moments don't eclipse the other things right now. I think it's SJM showing us who Az is capable of being but it's still overshadowed by the rest. The way he's disrespectful towards Feyre in SF, they way he disobeys his High Lords orders during a war, the way he would completely wipe the Illyrians off the map if given the chance, the way he's got issues with Lucien for no good reason at all (come to think of it, Az has issues with every single male in the series outside Rhys and Cassian), the way he can't control himself in important political meetings, the way he pouted after Rhys and Feyre told him not to go after Briallyn, the way he, at 539 ish years old doesn't know how to communicate to the people who have done nothing but love him for 500+ years.

I expect that balance to eventually shift but I'm not there yet. And I do think Lucien deserves a chance to prove himself before Az gets a HEA with his own mate after his having little respect for Lucien's own bond and Lucien in general. I'd like a lot more space between Az's history with Mor and his fixation on Elain before Gwyn ends up with him because she doesn't deserve to be stuck in the middle of a Jerry Springer-like episode.

And I've never preached at being above anything. In fact I'm quite sure I've mentioned I will match the energy of that which I see around me because sometimes being nice and sweet doesn't get you anywhere when dealing with certain people or groups. When others have sent anons on how well I hold my temper I respond with a personal acknowledgment that I know I got a bit feisty and apologized for it.

That will be all for now. I'm done "preaching" and I hope you've enjoyed the gospel of ACourtofThought.

[xtruss]

EL LOCO! Tantric Sex and Dog Cloning: A Guide to Argentina’s Trash Trumpy New President

Leftist-hating Libertarian Javier Milei won the Nation's Presidency in a Runoff Election Sunday Night. The Former American President, Donald J. Trump, is a Big Fan

— By Nikki McCann Ramirez | Rollingstone | November 20, 2023

Javier Milei speaks to supporters after winning the Presidential election runoff at his party headquarters in Buenos Aires, Argentina on November 19, 2023. Luis Robayo/AFP/Getty Images

Argentina has elected a self-described anarcho-capitalist libertarian Javier Milei as its next president. The result of Sunday’s runoff election will mean sweeping changes to the second-largest economy in South America, which will now be helmed by one of the most bizarre figures in modern politics.

An economist-turned-legislator, Milei’s abrasive political stylings, unruly mop of hair, anti-communist ravings, and taste for conspiracies have earned him comparisons to Donald Trump, and support from right-wing figures within American media and international politics.

While wielding chainsaws as campaign props and sporting “Make Argentina Great Again” hats, Milei, nicknamed “El Loco,” has promised drastic cuts to government spending and social programs in order to curb skyrocketing inflation. As Argentina braces for what promises to be one of its most consequential presidencies in decades, here’s what you need to know about Javier Milei.

He’s an Anarcho-Capitalist Libertarian … Most of the Time

Basically, Milei wants a much, much, much, smaller government, charged only with the maintenance of justice and state security. In a viral video, Milei was filmed ripping tags with the names of a slew of government agencies off of a whiteboard. The ministries on his chopping block include: Education (“Indoctrination”); Culture; Environment and Sustainable Development; Women, Genders and Diversity; Public Works; Science, Technology and Innovation; Transportation; Health; and Social development.

They are all “out,” as he put it, “Even if [they] resist.”

As a libertarian, Milei supports the legalization of sex work, increased civilian access to guns, and the decriminalization of drugs. He has also stated that he is largely indifferent to same-sex marriage and issues of gender expression. However, his commitment to personal freedoms has been described as inconsistent when compared to his ultra-conservative views on abortion, which he opposes in virtually all circumstances, including instances of rape. Earlier this year, Milei proposed Argentina hold a referendum to overturn the law that established a right to abortion in 2020.

He Says He’s a Tantric Sex Guru

Milei’s journey into politics began largely through appearances on various Argentinian TV channels. In one interview, Milei revealed that he was not only a libertarian in an economic sense but also in his personal life.

“Yes, yes, yes,” Milei responded when asked if he supported open relationships and non-monogamy, adding that in his view, relationships should operate under the same principles of competition as the free market. “I don’t like monopolies,” he said.

In another interview, Milei spoke openly about having had threesomes and previously working as a tantric sex coach. At one point Milei revealed that through his tantra practice, he was able to hold off ejaculation for up to three months.

Interestingly enough, Milei considered comprehensive sex education to be a form of socialist indoctrination by the left.

He Cloned his Dead Dog and Consults the Clones for Political Advice

Milei considered his now-deceased English Mastiff Conan (named after Conan the Barbarian) his child, so much so that he had him cloned. Milei now owns four of those cloned mastiffs, one named after the original Conan and the others after famous conservative economists. He considers the clones his grandchildren. In his view, cloning is a way to “approach eternity.”

The president-elect dedicated his victory on Sunday to his fur babies, but it’s not the first time Conan and his progeny have been referenced as an integral part of his campaign. Milei revealed earlier this year that he communicates with his four-legged children via a mystic and that each dog serves a distinct advisory role.

Milei has also indicated that through his medium, he has been able to communicate with famous economists like Murray Rothbard and Ayn Rand. He’s even claimed to have communicated with God, who convinced him to launch a career in politics.

He Supports the Sale of Human Organs, and Maybe Kids

Free-market-loving Milei has indicated his support for private sale of human organs.

In June of last year, Milei stated that he would legalize the sale of organs, which is currently illegal in Argentina: “If you have your daughter about to die, and you need to pay for a [medical] intervention. If someone wants to buy your kidney and you could sell it to them. The solution is very painful, you are giving up an organ and, if you also add state regulations, it is worse. I’m talking about social cooperation and voluntary exchanges. It’s the decision of individuals.”

“If liberalism is the unrestricted respect for the life of others, based on the principle of non-aggression and in defense of the right to life, freedom and property; and my first property is my body, then why shouldn’t I be able to do what I want with my body?” he said in another interview.

The comments generated controversy as Milei was essentially suggesting that an individual sell a kidney and undergo invasive surgery in order to afford a separate life-saving medical procedure for a loved one. Additionally, the black market trade of organs has frequently been associated with organized crime in many South American countries, and often results in the exploitation of poor individuals.

What Milei was willing to see on the free market once again generated controversy when he suggested that he might be open to the sale of children. In 2022, when asked if he would support the right to sell one’s kids, Milei responded “it depends.”

He clarified that while he personally wouldn’t sell a child, it’s all a matter of context. “It is not what Argentine society is discussing, perhaps 200 years from now,” he added.

Milei later claimed that his comments had been misrepresented, and that he was “obviously not in favor of the sale of children.”

He’s an Anarcho-Capitalist Libertarian … Most of the Time

Basically, Milei wants a much, much, much, smaller government, charged only with the maintenance of justice and state security. In a viral video, Milei was filmed ripping tags with the names of a slew of government agencies off of a whiteboard. The ministries on his chopping block include: Education (“Indoctrination”); Culture; Environment and Sustainable Development; Women, Genders and Diversity; Public Works; Science, Technology and Innovation; Transportation; Health; and Social development.

They are all “out,” as he put it, “Even if [they] resist.”

As a libertarian, Milei supports the legalization of sex work, increased civilian access to guns, and the decriminalization of drugs. He has also stated that he is largely indifferent to same-sex marriage and issues of gender expression. However, his commitment to personal freedoms has been described as inconsistent when compared to his ultra-conservative views on abortion, which he opposes in virtually all circumstances, including instances of rape. Earlier this year, Milei proposed Argentina hold a referendum to overturn the law that established a right to abortion in 2020.

He Says He’s a Tantric Sex Guru

The president-elect dedicated his victory on Sunday to his fur babies, but it’s not the first time Conan and his progeny have been referenced as an integral part of his campaign. Milei revealed earlier this year that he communicates with his four-legged children via a mystic and that each dog serves a distinct advisory role.

Milei has also indicated that through his medium, he has been able to communicate with famous economists like Murray Rothbard and Ayn Rand. He’s even claimed to have communicated with God, who convinced him to launch a career in politics.

He Supports the Sale of Human Organs, and Maybe Kids

Free-market-loving Milei has indicated his support for private sale of human organs.

In June of last year, Milei stated that he would legalize the sale of organs, which is currently illegal in Argentina: “If you have your daughter about to die, and you need to pay for a [medical] intervention. If someone wants to buy your kidney and you could sell it to them. The solution is very painful, you are giving up an organ and, if you also add state regulations, it is worse. I’m talking about social cooperation and voluntary exchanges. It’s the decision of individuals.”

“If liberalism is the unrestricted respect for the life of others, based on the principle of non-aggression and in defense of the right to life, freedom and property; and my first property is my body, then why shouldn’t I be able to do what I want with my body?” he said in another interview.

The comments generated controversy as Milei was essentially suggesting that an individual sell a kidney and undergo invasive surgery in order to afford a separate life-saving medical procedure for a loved one. Additionally, the black market trade of organs has frequently been associated with organized crime in many South American countries, and often results in the exploitation of poor individuals.

What Milei was willing to see on the free market once again generated controversy when he suggested that he might be open to the sale of children. In 2022, when asked if he would support the right to sell one’s kids, Milei responded “it depends.”

He clarified that while he personally wouldn’t sell a child, it’s all a matter of context. “It is not what Argentine society is discussing, perhaps 200 years from now,” he added.

Milei later claimed that his comments had been misrepresented, and that he was “obviously not in favor of the sale of children.”

He’s a Fan of Fascist Trump, and Fascist Trump is a Fan of Him

Following Milei’s victory on Sunday, Trump congratulated him on Truth Social. “Congratulations to Javier Milei on a great race for President of Argentina. The whole world was watching! I am very proud of you,” the former president wrote. “You will turn your Country around and truly Make Argentina Great Again!”

It’s true that Milei has embraced his own version of MAGA politics, and even sported his own “Make Argentina Great Again” hats.

A staunch populist who pulled off a dark horse bid for the presidency amidst a wave of public ire at the establishment, the comparisons between Trump and Milei are plain to see, with uniquely bizarre hairstyles to boot. Milei followed one of Trump’s most infamous tactics in his own rise to the presidency: preemptively claiming election interference to guard against a potential loss.

Milei has expressed his desire to improve the relationship between the United States, and with Trump remaining the clear frontrunner in the Republican primaries, a future relationship with Milei could mirror Trump’s past relationship with other right-wing leaders in the Americas like Brazil’s former president, Jair Bolsonaro.

He REALLY Hates the Left

Milei is, at heart, a culture warrior. A soldier in the batalla cultural unfolding in Latin America and South America, Milei, like many of the American right’s most staunch culture warlords, is bitterly antagonistic to leftist politics.

“Leftist sons of whores,” “shit leftists,” and “filthy leftists” are just some of the descriptors Milei uses to describe his political opposition, and much of his rhetoric regarding progressive values is practically a word-for-word translation of the kind of language used by the American right.

Milei accuses “cultural Marxists” of promoting feminism, environmental sustainability, gender ideology, diversity initiatives, and social welfare that (in his opinion) will inevitably turn Argentina into a socialist hellscape. Sound familiar?

“You can’t give leftist pieces of shit even a millimeter because if you give them a millimeter they will use it to destroy you,” he exclaimed in a now-viral interview earlier this year. In his own political platform, Milei has promised to take the metaphorical chainsaw to Argentinian government bodies and organizations who he sees as the most prominent promoters of leftist ideology.

[gothneighbor]

Tagged by: @el-patito-de-los-ojos-triste

Rules: You can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. Put your playlist in shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people. No Skipping!!

1.) MANTRA - Bring Me the Horizon

2.) Whore - In This Moment

3.) Simple Man - Shinedown

4.) Bejeweled - Taylor Swift

5.) everything i wanted - Billie Eilish

6.) We Don’t Need Another Hero - Ghost

7.) From the Pinnacle to the Pit - Ghost

8.) Anti-Hero - Taylor Swift

9.) Trailer Trash - carolesdaughter

10.) Masterpiece - Motionless in White

I tag @splinterfree @mauvv-is-dead @justawanderingsomeonewithteeth and other people. Idk I don’t have many tumblr friends lol

[thetremorssaga]

Some facts about Burt Gummer

-Frosted Flakes are "Grrrrreat" because Burt Gummer said so.

-Just because you're paranoid, doesn't mean Burt Gummer is not out to get you.

-Heather Gummer did not go to visit her sister. She was used as graboid bait.

-Assblasters do not carry eggs. They carry calcium deposits that have formed around Burt Gummer's bullets.

-Graboids are only endangered because of Burt Gummer.

-Graboids lay dormant for 300 years out of fear of Burt Gummer.

-Shriekers reproduce at incredible rates to keep up with Burt Gummer's kill count.

-Graboids don't really have three tentacles. They originally had five, but Burt Gummer shot two off.

-Graboids don't stink. They reak out of fear of Burt Gummer.

-The original mascot for every school was Burt Gummer. But he demanded royalties in 50-mil. tank rounds, which were too expensive.

-At the end of each Tremors film/show, Stampede Entertainment includes the following disclaimer: "We wish we could say no graboids were hurt in the making of this film, but Burt Gummer condems all liars."

-The original mascot for Corn Flakes was an assblaster, up until 1990. The year Burt Gummer was born.

-Shriekers and assblasters are only deaf because of the sounds of Burt Gummer's elephant gun.

-Nessie does not show up for tour boats anymore. The last time she did, she came face to face with Burt Gummer.

-Maguyver may be able to build a helicopter out of a paperclip and duct tape, but Burt Gummer can blow it up.

-Burt Gummer trained Yoda.

-Four pounds of C-4 is never enough. Because Burt Gummer said so.

-Burt Gummer single-handedly brought down the Romulan Imperial Fleet, using only "a few household chemicals in the proper proportions."

-The Phantom of the Opera's face is so deformed because he dared defy Burt Gummer.

-Sauron got his idea for the Ring from Burt Gummer's hat.

-Dick Cheney did not shoot his hunting partner. Burt Gummer did.

-Graboids exist for the sole purpose of Burt Gummer's target practice.

-Burt Gummer is Chuck Norris's role model.

-Burt Gummer does not teach his Survival School students how to make potato guns. He teaches them how to turn potatos into anti-tank rounds.

-Burt Gummer did not start on a BB gun. He started on tomahawk missles.

-Burt Gummer does not need a deity to condone such irony. He condones it himself.

-Burt Gummer does not own a cat or a dog. He owns an assblaster.

-When Burt Gummer's power wagon breaks down, he rides El Blanco.

-It never rains in Perfection Valley. Graboid guts just fall from the sky.

-The Marines rejected Burt Gummer for being too hardcore.

-The Tremors series ended because the Graboid Union got sick of working with Burt Gummer.

-The only reason Melvin Plug is still alive is because Burt Gummer knows El Blanco doesn't eat junk food.

-The last time another graboid dared enter Perfection Valley is the last time it rained.

-The Oklahoma City Bombing was not due to Timmothy McVey. Burt Gummer missed his target.

-The only reason California has earthquakes is Burt Gummer.

-Humans are only at the top of the food chain because Burt Gummer does all the hunting.

-Burt Gummer was originally in a band, until he had the brilliant idea of using his elephant gun for sound effects. The result was the loss of his band.

-Voldermort was digging through Burt Gummer's trash and became all-powerful when he found a used condom.

-Voldermort disappeared because of Burt Gummer.

-Burt Gummer sank Atlantis with his elephant gun.

-Although Burt Gummer does not own a dog, he does enjoy a game of fetch on the weekends. With El Blanco, a watch, and a toy truck.

-Burt Gummer is paranoid of himself.

-Burt Gummer had a sebaceous cyst removed. That cyst is what we now call "Chuck Norris". (Thanks to Alan Wells of Phoenix, AZ)

-Mark Zuckerburg secretly works for Burt Gummer.

-You never heard of Hawks on Burt Gummer's hat? That's 'cause he made them extinct and wears it as a trophy. (Alex Harman of House Springs, Missouri)

-Michael Gross even fears Burt Gummer. That's why he's Anti-Gun Control. (Alex Harman)

-The Ghostbusters only have a plasma gun because Burt sold it to them so he could buy the elephant gun.

-Burt Gummer stalks Slender Man.

-Slender Man couldn't sleep after a night of researching Burt Gummer.

[the-trapper-talks]

Trapper's Information

Legal information,

+ Angel Reyes, was born on October 13th, 1931 (37 when TF2 takes place in 1968.) in El Banco, Colombia.

+ Did not change his birth name, was born as Angel Reyes. Dubbed "Trapper" after employment.

+ Biological parent names are unknown, and dead. Trapper had two younger sisters with current unknown whereabouts.

+ Dark brown eyes, black hair & greying at the roots. Very very hairy man. 5'3".

+ Strong build, soft stomach.

+ FTM Transgender, currently on testosterone (demanded Mann Co to supply him with it or else he wouldn't sign the contract.) and has very messy top surgery (done by Medic.).

+ Multiple (undiagnoised) mental illnesses. They are as listed: Paranoid Schizophrenia, Bipolar Disorder, Autism, ADHD, OCD, PTSD, memory loss.

Other Factual Information,

+ (His) Left leg was amputated when he was 23. He wore a peg leg for years before employed. After employment he was given his current prosthetic by the Engineer. He still walks with a slight limp.

+ Sports 11 piercings. They are as listed: Earlobe gauges, septum, snakebites, dimples, (his) right anti-eyebrow, both eyebrows, (his) left clavicle.

+ Has a human bite mark tattooed on (his) left side of his throat. Snake bite tattoo tattooed on (his) right trap/junction where the neck and shoulder meet.

+ His past lifestyle kept him fit, but he eats like trash so he has softness around his chest, stomach, and thighs.

+ Hates eye contact, will never initiate it and will break it instantly.

+ Very jumpy. He hallucinates often and is easily spooked. But, has an incredibly fast reaction time. He's trigger happy.

+ Very unstable and prone to outbursts/panic attacks/anxiety attacks. His room walls are covered in bullet holes.

+ Lives at base. Doesn't have a home or family (that he knows of) outside of that.

+ Music soothes him, and loud music drowns out the hallucinations in the corners of his eyes. He doesn't have a hobby but he's very curious about everything. Will stand and watch others quietly.

+ Loves seafood. It's a childhood nostalgia sort of thing. Doesn't matter what sort of seafood it is, he'll eat it in less than two bites.

+ Quiet and soft spoken, but raspy voice due to smoking. The smell of cigarette smoke lingers on him. Doesn't outright speak very much, but mutters and mumbles to himself constantly.

+ Speaks with a Spanish accent (not Spain.), and tends to slur his words together or forget them completely. He stutters (repeating words, not letters.). Understands and can write very formal English, but can't speak it well. He gets tongue tied.

+ Terrible handwriting. Writes in Spanish too, so not many can understand it anyway.

+ Not very good at showing emotions. He's got an insane RBF and tone deaf. Doesn't understand cues very often and tucks his frustration away for the battlefield.

+ Very untrusting. Will talk to people, but don't expect him to be the nicest or most engaging.

+ On the contrary, is actually very caring towards anyone he does trust. He's still very quiet and keeps to himself, but will speak a lot kinder and show his affection and appreciation through quality time, physical touch, and gift giving.

[laurathegreatest]

Achievements of the day...

28/3/24

🪻

27/3/24

🪻Did the cementeri with my doggy.

🪻Had breakfast.

🪻Took a call from the agency.

🪻Went to my grandma's house.

🪻Fotocopied my dni.

🪻Left my cv at one place.

🪻Attended french class.

22/3/24

🪻Walked my doggy and took out the paper trash.

🪻Did 2 tests.

🪻Answered an email.

🪻Corrected my cv.

21/3/24

🪻Walked my doggy.

🪻Bought comfort diet food.

🪻Bought my pet's anti-pick products and aplied them to them.

🪻Went running with my doggy and did a body weight circuit.

🪻Cut my doggy's hair by myself with an electric machine. Took me 4+ hours! 😭

🪻Watched a kdrama and didn't rot! I maaged to get up!

🪻Went running again with my doggy and did a body weight routine.

🪻Went walkin with my doggy and my friend and got to chat with her after a loong time. 🥰

🪻Had my diet food for dinner and had only about 200cals!

19/3/24

🪻cleaned the house, finished reading the driving book, did my knee exercises.

🪻 Created a new schedule to motivate myself.

15/3/24

🪻Walked my doggy.

14/3/24

🪻Cleaned the house.

13/3/24

🪻Overate but got to "not give up" regardless, walked my dog twice, went to my gradma's house, studied french, did 2 short and light exercise routines, read 4 pages of my driving book, and went to french class.

11/3/24

🪻walked my doggy, exercised, did tests for almost two hours, and went to french class.

10/3/24

🪻Fer el cementeri, anar a ca la iaia, quedar, sopar poquet.

9/3/24

🪻washed my face, made my bed, had a cup of coffee, weighed myself, got dressed, and made my breakfast.

🪻went on a 2-3h hike, bought my cat's food, walked my doggy, and made dinner.

8/3/24

🪻Washed my face, brushed my teeth, put on sunscreen, walked my doggy, made my bed, tidied up my room, weighed myself, had 2 toasts with cheese and olive oil, and a cup of black coffee, and writed down what I want todo now.

🪻cleaned the bathroom, cleaned the kitchen, cleaned the eating table, cleaned the pet's pots, took out the paper trash and walked my doggy with my sister, and brushed the house.

🪻did my exercise routine and stretched.

6/3/24

🪻put in sunscreen and walked my doggy, stretched, weighed myself, did my bed, did the dishes, and had breakfast.

5/3/24

🪻put on sunscreen and walked my doggy.

🪻tidy ed up the house and had breakfast.

🪻studied the book for my driving test. 40 min.

🪻went to the driving school.

🪻bought myself white chocolatw for a recipy and frozen red fruits.

🪻walked my doggy.

🪻studied another 30 mins.

🪻prepared a dessert.

🪻exercised and run with my doggy.

🪻had dinner.

4/3/24

🪻even though I overate for breakfast, and did get stuck scrolling for hours, I woke up. I walked my doggy, and tidied up things. I am ready to give my all the rest of the day! :)

🪻cleaned the house except for the floor. Went on a walk with my doggy. Almost gabe up again but no!

🪻went to "el cementeri" and exercised!

🪻went to french class.

3/3/24

🪻wirting down what I want. A mix of everything?

2/3/24

🪻Went on a lon walk with my father, took care of my doggy through out the day. Just, didn't do much. But ate slowly. Stretched... Yes.

1/3/24

🪻Found the page for the work agency, had a big breakfast, writed down my goals for my life, and received a package.

🪻Went running with my doggy, did a bunch of body weight exercises that left me exhausted, and help my father move a furniture.

🪻Dug a bit more in the garden, walked my doggy, showered, and had dinner.

29/2/24

🪻Went to the driving school, ate well, dig in the garden, and waked my doggy as usual, 3 times.

28/2/24

🪻Walked my doggy, had breakfast, went to the driving school, walked my doggy, and went to my grandma's.

🪻Ate lunch feeling good and satisfied.

🪻Went to french class, got home and waked my doggy. Had dinner.

24/2/24

🪻Weighed myself and had breakfast (<300).

🪻Did 5 tests.

🪻Tidied up everything, did my skincare, stretched, and ate a bit more with a cup of tea. (<300).

🪻Okay, ended up basicslly just cooking lunch, over eating, showering, and walking my dog. .... I know I did bad, but that's it.

23/2/24

🪻Didn't got stuck in the sofa scrolling my mind away :). ✨✨✨✨

🪻Only got breakfast when I felt hungry. (<300kcals)

🪻Put on sunscreen before walking my dog.

🪻Did my skincare.

🪻Went to the driving school and did tests for an hour and a half.

🪻Bought myself healthy snacks (not that low in cories, I checked it afterwards😭).

🪻Put on sunscreen and went on a long walk with my doggy.

🪻Ate the snacks without binging. (<400kcals)

🪻Had lunch with the same snacks. (<1000) I don't know how many exactly, I don't remeber! 😭 But it can't be more than 1000, lucnch and snacks. Ayway, the actual achievement is that I didn't let that "disaster" brake my diet and will. I still did a test! 🥰

🪻Cleaned the house, took out the trash, and walked my doggy.

🪻Stretch right after getting home, no checking my phone or insta-brake.

🪻Did another test.

🪻Had dinner (<400) and spend hours talking with my sister over drinks (<200). Had a lot of fun!

🪻Brushed my teeth before sleeping! Jajaj