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WHOOOO I LOVE LISTENING TO MY PARENTS YELL AND FIGHT OVER SOMETHING IN THE KITCHEN NEXT TO MY ROOM ITS SO FUCKIN COOL CHAT I LOVE IT HERE !!!!
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SOCIETY KEEPS KILLING ONE OF THEM BCS THEIR FRIENDSHIP WOULD BE INCAPABLE FOR GALAXIES TO HANDLE !!!!!
#theyre actually the same height but cliffjumper's pedes are made for climbing leaping causing pain to others#so he has spikes that sheath and unsheath from the soles and he keeps them out pretty much all the time which gives him height#fuzzy fat bumblebee and ANT#cliffjumper#i want cliffjumper sounds just like Miss SecondOpinionson but monotone & says everything like it's a fact#he keeps a permanent judgemental and suspicious expression and will tell you all of his surface level judgement of u#which js A Lot as he is Very observant and skeptical of Everything#mirage loves him bcs he doesnt play nice. he tells u how he sees it when he sees it#meanwhile bee is mewing from the amount of hatred secretly boiling inside him & is constantly changing himself for others#when they have time to reunite as old best friends .. the girlies have fun which means cliff is smiling for once & bee is not#everybody feels bad for bee when they see this bcs they think cliff is boring him or something & ruining his good mood#but actually bee is having the time of his life venting finally abt all his 'mean thoughts' which are just His thoughts but he cant say that#and cliff loves violence & is uncomfortable with social etiquette upkeep so of course hes indulging#i need the world to stop pitting my girlbosses against each other like just get creative with their designs lol#characters can have depth without merging personalities together into 1 and killing off the other half to cover up ur stealing lol#bee def has anger issues too but it's an after effect from his overthinking backfiring#while cliff has anger issues that flares b4 actions due to not wanting to think in favor of pure Doing#i think they are lovely foils which should be explored and can be done rlly interestingly if they were friends#who keep getting pit against each other by life but refuse to lose that friendship .. it's just a little cracked now.. & keeps cracking#bumblebee#transformers#maccadam
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Sorry to those of you who are misinformed but despite what the show says Malakai did not gaslight Amerie. This show's cringe a$s lines are generally nothing to take too seriously, but some of you do not know what that word means. Say he wasn't perfect, but what Malakai did was not gaslighting and it's clear that none of you have actually been gaslit if you think anyone treating you badly is them gaslighting you like it's a common descriptive verb. In season 1, I thought this show generally used teen-cringe language to be tongue-in-cheek, but words like narcissistic (s1) and gaslight are not just used as synonymous with lying and being a jerk.
#people say the most uninformed and flippant things here sometimes#if you really thought he gaslit you would not still love him#venting#fooling myself to think i can have faith in tumblr of all places#heartbreak high#malakai mitchell#amerie wadia#darren rivers#cash piggot#quinni gallagher jones#harper mclean#spider white#ant vaughn#sorry to rant about literal fiction but people take everything on tv as fact
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cantsleep cry instad
#tw vent#someitmes i wish i never got on here. i wish i could go abck and just never ever make a tumblr i wish i wouldve stayed put#i wouldve never left if ihad never been here#i cant stand it i cant stand waking up knowin g they dont miss me#ive been hoping theyd reach otu and miss me and want me and there has been nothing#i dont want to do anythign anymore#i have been feleing so weird this monhth and its crahsing down#ah god i can never keep myself together#i wish i could go back#but ic ant#theres nithing left ot go back to.#micetalk#my ears areringing#i need ltoget really drunk over this
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I'm scared. I'm going to indulge in the CCCC special interest so I won't be scared
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I feel like such a waste of space. What am I doing? I'm ignoring all my worried friends. I'm pushing everyone away. I'm not doing anything worthwhile. I'm not helping anyone. I'm wishing I was dead when I could be doing anything more productive. I feel 14 again, sobbing on my stupid purple rug because I mean nothing to no one and my existence doesn't do much.
#personal#😭😔 maybe I need to turn off my phone for now before I make myself SO sad I cant function for the day#I'm just so tired of fucking being ME. i could have been anything else. an ant. i could have been a silly little ant#no one expects anything from an ant. or no a mosquito nobody needs them#we all expect them to leech off of us. that's WHAT I AM okay I'm making myself genuinely contemplate things rn#do I need to die? probably. will I? no. am I ugly as FUCK. yes. am I usually pretty worthless? yes. cockroach#if i could id crawl out of bathroom drains too#bpd#bpd vent#vent
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yaayayyaa im back trying something new
#nene’s interactive suicide#picos school#nene newgrounds#nene pico's school#cw sh#lack toast in toddler ants#she’s so me#vent art
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Hecata family portrait is for sure the next collaboration I'm planning BUT Ventrue Antitribu medieval times visit is definitely a thing at some point.
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Do you know about Honypot ants
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#ants#politics#uk#australia#artists on tumblr#usa sports#canada sports#1950s#3d printing#sports#60s#gifset#cartoon#top#tw 3d vent#art#breaking news#uhc ceo#ceo down#education#food#unitedhealth group inc#us health system#ceo information#japan#jujutsu kaisen#hard life#luigi mangione#tumblr news#writers on tumlr
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Methinks my friends forget how loud n weird my voice can get sometimes because of how quiet I typically am.
#Bro I can sound like a baritone if I try hard enough#And loud as fuck#It’s awesome but also#Sad bc ppl don’t hear my voice often bc I’m usually silent#I hate being the quiet kid I didn’t want this#Fuck#I didn’t choose to be an anxious wreck with confidence issues#Fuck this chat I hate it here#ant speaks#ant yaps#ant vents#i wish i was joking#but I’m being deadass#I’m pretty sure some of these fuckers in my classes have never heard me speak I’m being so honest right now#I hate it bc Im bad at inflection too#GOD why did my brain do this to me#Fuckin human mental state#Wish it wasn’t as funky n defective#Ripping my skin off this sucks /hsrs
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Shitshitshitfuckfuckfuck I lost my cross I lost it I don’t know where it is I don’t want anyone else to find it it fell out of my pocket I don’t know where I don’t now where it is I have another I could but I don’t even know where to look for that one where i’d’ve put it and I need it fuck fuck fuck
#my for now solution is to just draw one under my shirt but fuck fuck fuck#chaoticbuggybitchboy#vent#ant being psychotic
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living in the inbetween hell where I dont hate or love ttpd enough to agree with anyone on the dash so im just sort of flinching whenever I see a post about it from any side
#barry.txt#taylor swift#im not disappointed bc i didnt have the highest expectations for ttpd#but im also not wowed#a lot of the songs are fun and interesting but the writing on most of these tracks structurally is hanging by a thread#a lot of the rhyme schemes are bizarre and awkward#in my least favorite taylor style where it feels like shes barely stringing them together into these sort of purple prose poems#where she really just wants to fit in words she likes to the detriment of the lyric itself#a lot of jacks production feels unfinished and unimpactful esp compared to waht we know he can do#it feels like a lot of interesting songs that only got like one or two drafts before getting recorded#and it just doesnt hook me#however i do like the songs other ppl hate#and i love that she gave a massive middle finger to the fandom even if its 100% not going to stick#and i love florence and a lot of the second album#i like i hate it here even if its weird and bad#i dont think its her most honest vulnerable or human album but it is her vent-iest like shes just letting it all out#idk#i hope she wraps up eras ant the TVs and then takes a looooong break and does intensive therapy and gets into TTRPGs and chills#anyway the black dog and the manuscript and clara bow best tracks. my final message#probably not bc j have so much to say but
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"Life is for the strong"
A travelling monk, he told me once
But of the weak, he never spoke
Though their cries beat on his ears
I stood my gun in hand
The swallow flew to meet his love
But as they touched, I shot him down
But now it's me that can't fly
#i feel like shit mentally save me ant phillips solo work#i need to go back on my antipsychotic i am unwell lol#might make a vent post later idk#im fine but like i need better drugs lolllll#this is from the song collections btw it’s really lovely#mento illness#a beast that can talk
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What if you could exist as nonbinary in the world
#like i know i can but#i cant be out at work thats just making my social life 10x harder for almost no benefit#i cant go to school anymore i hate it there#and i couldnt really even be out at school because i hate telling people my pronouns#i have a masc name and i like my name but it means people dont assume im nb#and i hate hate hate telling people otherwise#i know there are coworkers i could come out to but#i feel alone#and i need to wake up at some point#which is a whole other thing that i cant put into words but is a thing i need to do#thats what my whole album is about#and ive been working on that thing since march and its driving me crazy#i felt so relieved to think about kirbtober and not that and now its back#i feel like I've found all the pieces and put them together only to not slot in the last one#and then just walk away and let people take whats left#maybe I'm depressed idk#i dont think so#i feel like im dreaming#like i have occasional moments of lucidity separated by days of feleing jaded#making music every day might not help?#but i want to do this#its less so a workload thing#i can make a daily song in 15 minutes to an hour#and be fine with it#but i want it to be good#starflung's comments on the song i made for her keep me going#and ant texting me in the middle of the night (or their day idk) that my music is good#feeling terrible that i want more and more attention#but like#oh okay im out of tags vent post over i guess
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why the fuck is it so important to people that I wear a fucking dress? I hate it so much. I look at myself in the mirror and I feel like someone else is looking back. someone people could love more. someone more normal. someone my mom could show to her friends. someone more palatable. someone else.
the sequins feel like forks stabbing me everywhere. I’m done. it doesn’t even fit the fucking carnival theme of the homecoming dance. my caretaker thinks I look nice. she says so. I look and feel wrong. maybe I could be a clown.
I want to rip it off, along with my skin at this point. I imagine showing up to school where everyone calls me Avi. where everyone I know sees me as a boy. or something close to that anyway. they see me as me. I’d get misgendered for the rest of the fucking year. I can’t leave this hell. I’m stuck with my mom for the foreseeable future.
#tw vent#ableism#transgender#ftm#transmasc#cripplepunk#i need to leave#asap#sensory issues#are a bitch#it literally feels like ants are crawling around on my skin#my dad is the best#he’s actually trying to support me and my transition.#okay to reblog
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Hrng
#I just need to get through today#<- said knowing full well the cycle will start anew next week#not a vent I think I’m pretty chilled but I’m tired#I want to lie face down in the dirt and watch ants#and maybe join them#one monotonous cycle of work to the next#but ants are cool so I’d be happy
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