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your love, it sings
soft and sweet,
her melody persists.
my heart is effortlessly blessed.
in bliss,
at rest,
we speak
the calmest soul-carress.
my ardent eagerness to test
the limitless.
her darling wish becomes my quest
in scarlet.
bliss incarnate,
seizing soulfulness.
#spilled ink#original poem#original poetry#poets on tumblr#poets of tumblr#poem#poetry#poeticstories#personal#heartspew#another one for the hoarde#for bunny
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"I'm sorry."
It's the first thing Steve says after everything.
After getting Vecna Cursed. After nearly dying. After a hallucination of Eddie saved him. After running through a looped forest. After finding sanctuary in Steve's memory of that Starcourt bathroom. After Eddie reveals himself as Eddie.
It's the only thing he can think of. It's not big enough to fit everything, but it's the only thing that fits in his mouth.
"Don't be."
Maybe that's the only thing Eddie can think of too. The only thing Eddie can bear to say.
Because don't be can't stop Steve's eyes from watering when he sees the vest in his closet. Don't be can't stop Steve's feet from dragging him to the cemetery every evening to clean Eddie's graffiti-covered tombstone. Don't be can't stop Steve from sitting beside Wayne and listening to him talk about the Eddie he remembers. Don't be can't stop Eddie's body from showing up in Steve's dreams, nor Eddie's corpse from his nightmares. Don't be couldn't keep the pain away enough, didn't stop Vecna from latching onto it while Steve was walking alone in the woods.
Don't be isn't enough for what Steve wants to hear. But even stuck here waiting, hoping, for someone to get Steve out, there just isn't enough time.
"I miss you."
"...Why?"
Eddie says it back so quickly, so quietly, like it's just unfathomable to him. Maybe it is, considering their last memories. But their eyes meet and he looks just as sad, just as longing, as Steve.
"You were my friend."
Steve can't help but say it like that. Like they were friends for years instead of days. Like Eddie was that important to him in their final moments. Like his heart really aches for Eddie every second of the apocalypse.
Can't help but say it like he means it.
"I wish we could've had more time..."
Steve's voice cracks a little there as he turns away, hiding. It's all he wants. It's all Vecna used to entice him with. It's all that's keeping him going, to finally fulfill the last request Eddie made. It's all he has left to feel close to Eddie.
The Eddie that's sitting right next to him, silent, his sight weighing on Steve's skin. Conscious and aware and the real Eddie. Trapped in Vecna's head as a backup power source, yet who still risked everything to come save Steve. Who Steve will never see again because killing Vecna means killing Eddie for good, and his heart doesn't want it, is begging for another solution...
But for once, his broken head overpowers his shattered heart.
"Maybe we did."
Eddie takes Steve's hand. Meets Steve's surprised look with his own small smile of hope. They're both suddenly tearing up, eyes glistening with life in this gray stall.
"Maybe in another world, we got a second first chance. A first second chance. Maybe even a third, or fourth. Maybe in a different life, we had everything we wanted. Because you, Steve Harrington, are too good for me to be doomed to meet just once."
And for a moment, Steve sees it. Feels it. Versions of them connected through the universe.
Little kids playing in the lake. One with bruised skin and shaved hair, loud but unfathomably lonely. One with a bruised heart and soft eyes, timid but stubbornly hopeful.
A rockstar with glittering chains, center stage in the spotlight. A set of eyes in the crowd or behind the curtain, watching only him.
A werewolf and a vampire, two cryptids of horror, meeting in the dead of a full moon night to feel safe with the only other one who understands.
A future where they won, where the only death was the one that mattered. A process of healing and learning, coming home to a family every single day.
A world without pain, without their hell, where two high schoolers found freedom from their shackles and company in each other. Hiding away together in the dark corners of the town.
Steve even sees other versions of them. Versions that he knows were originally never supposed to meet, yet forces so much greater than them pulled them together.
A metalhead drug dealer, constantly getting into trouble with one nail-bat-weilding cop.
A criminal's fugitive nature leading him to a rugged trailer park, and the dangerous owner within one such home.
An eccentric king in an old coliseum, always choosing one particular warrior as his champion.
A young programmer being pulled away from his work by sobs above his apartment, running upstairs to check on the law student that recently moved in.
Two actors, finding an easy friendship in the months of filming one season of a show that would change their lives.
In that moment, Steve's overwhelmed by the closeness he suddenly feels with the soul beside him. Falling into tears, he pulls Eddie into a tight hug, holding him so so close to convey everything he can't say. Feeling Eddie hold him back, hearing everything Eddie can't say in return.
Familiar music comes on outside the stall. Robin's voice calls out to him, telling him to come home.
And when he does leave, Steve hopes that someone out there will understand that he never can. Because here in Eddie's arms is the only place that will ever truly feel like home.
"Thank you... for everything, Eddie."
Thank you, Steve. For everything and more..."
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- List of AUs, in order, after, "Versions of them connected through the universe": Childhood Friends / Rockstar!Eddie / Werewolf!Steve & Vampire!Eddie / Eddie Survives / No Upside Down & High School
- List of Multiverse Steddie AUs, in order, after, "...yet forces so much greater than them pulled them together": Eddie x Gator / Baron x Michael / Geta x Sean / Keys x Eric / Quinn and Keery
#dude i dunno what possessed me#i was thinking about multiverse steddie again and came up with that “maybe in another world” paragraph#then suddenly Empty Bed by Cavetown was playing on loop and this was in front of me#so have fun with this weird mesh of steddie angst#could be platonic or romantic but either way it's requited and doomed#also shoutout the lovely 2jihiir0 here on tumblr for introducing me to the steddie multiverse i thank you immensely my friend#also also yes im still working on writing veronica harrington i promise i just keep hitting roadblocks and getting distracted i'll get ther#stranger things#eddie munson#steve harrington#stranger things au#steddie#steve x eddie#gonna try and get all the other characters and their place of origin bear with me here#fargo#gator tillman#marmalade#baron marmalade#hoard movie#michael hoard#gladiator 2#emporer geta#finalmente l'alba#sean lockwood#free guy#keys mckey#a quiet place day one#eric a quiet place day one
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you know what I want… [:
Finally revealing your identity, sibling mine
#zoc scrambled#zoc artwork#zoc asks#in stars and time#isat isabeau#isat siffrin#|| I WAS GOING TO DRAW ANOTHER ONE#him being hoarded by flowers#but I couldn't figure it out so#cup the flower gently#Another thing I was going to colour but the sketchiness looked better#(I still half-coloured it. As a treat)
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fake ep idea + doodles
#i was thinking abt how funny it would be if there was a shiftythrifting blog equivalent in lmk. and half the stuff on there is#submitted by wukong. so i thought a yard sale ep would be funny lol#basically the hoard becomes problem one way or another and wukong figures the best way to get rid of his junk is thru ebay#somehow ends up selling world ending artifacts to random megapolis citizens so mk mei and redson have to scramble to find em#purposely meant to mirror the weekly shenanigans s1-2 style eps that are really goofy (dumpling ep noodles ep etc)#but it gets darker and darker because MK is not fucking ok after that whole thing with the scroll and some unchecked identity crisis#for me id want him to kind of. freak tf out because they have to find MULTIPLE chaos inducing items that could end the world while trying t#be sillygoofy and funny about it. so hes trying to mask his panic with “ohhh guys its just like the good ol days ^_^ remember that ^_^”#ESPECIALLY after that whole thing with the ink scroll. also mei doesnt buy any of it and is worried for him the whole time#as for the B plot it could be monkey king also trying to be very relaxed abt selling 4000 years worth of stuff and tang getting all huffy#like “these are priceless artifacts that could help us learn so much about the past!! wtf man!!!”#and maybe it reveals smth like wukong not wanting to hold on anymore bc his past weighs him down. and theyre all reminders#i think azure mentioned that wukong is sentimental (idk if that was genuine or lying to mk) so that could be touched on to#so basically. the theme would be some sort of conversation abt nostalgia. i think. im not a writer so its very fuzzy in my head#if anyone wants to add on or include their own spin on it feel free. also included undercut redson as a treat somewhere in there#myart#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk red son#lmk mei#lmk MK#lmk xiaotian#lmk xiaojiao#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#doodles#lmk tang#lmk pigsy#lmk traffic light trio#yard sale ep
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The Joltik hoard growsssssss
A fun bonus because I thought it'd be funny
Ingo be judging how much the hoard is growing, and knows it wont stop
#I've made 2 of them myself#the handsewn one and the pompom scrunkled one#the offical joltik sitting cutties ones#and then the two crochets were from two amazing others ;w;#soon I will need another to add to the hoard#will it be a figure? another plush? something made of clay????#the possibilities are endlesssssss eue#pokemon#joltik#pokemon crochet#submas#subway bosses#subway boss emmet#subway boss ingo#subway master emmet#pokemon plush
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#joseph quinn#joe quinn#jq#eric#a quiet place#a quiet place day one#aqp#i somehow need to survive Hoard then this then Gladiator this year...#i need to survive so i can make it to season 5 of stranger things#and then he'll have another batch of movies out#there is no official recovery from this man
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sas rh: let eoin survive the fall au » the astronomer philosopher, the earth and the moon
#sas rogue heroes#sasrh:canonau#augustin jordan#eoin mcgonigal#paddy mayne#although it is true paddy orbits eoin like the moon does the earth (moreso after the first jump)#and that everyone knows theyre basically attached at the hip (however you wish to interpret that)#it is *also* true the more the sas wins and advances the more david is requesting paddys presence for important matters#(and *yes* david's quite sure LT mcgonigal can handle waiting outside the tent on his own paddy hes a big boy alright now get in there)#HOWEVER#paddy starts noticing that ACTUALLY eoin is not waiting on his own so much cause theres another fucking lieutenant#who keeps orbiting around almost like moth to flame#and its weird but its no big deal at first - eoin is a social guy anyways so it makes sense even if this ones french ?#(plus paddy keeps his one on one time so no notes there)#BUT#suddenly they're sharing looks and smiles and sort of digs at each other and paddy knows damn well the way eoin is teasing#and apparently frenchie goes along with it adding his own brand of *something* and what the fuck#and then it seems like they have almost inside jokes and sometimes paddy gets out of his stupid briefing#and jordan is walking away all too pleased and eoin is all to calm smiling up at him like he didn't just maybe spent an hour#talking to a fucking french of all people. THIS ONE french of all people.#but then eoin is very good at distracting him and hoarding his attention away from other things#especially when he grabs his arm to drag him to the piano#(and in truth what nags at paddys brain is that he doesn't *hate* this necessarily ?? even if the knowledge picks at his brain)#(it... gets his attention it makes him think and wonder and he gets a little grumpy sure cause thats his eoin BUT#he doesn't hate it necessarily. and *that* should be a problem or something)#anyways back with my all have two hands agenda !!! look how cute they look together !!!
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booby
Yes yes just imagine Price with his pecs pushed out like that just without his arms being bound. Imagine seeing how much the rope makes his chest look bigger before he hides it all under his shirt. Imagine seeing a bit of rope peak beneath his shirt every time he moves his arms, no one else aware of the shibari wrapped around his broad torso but you. And he teases you too, purposely calling on you during a meeting just to see you sputter and try to figure out what's going on even when he knows damn well all of your attention is on him and his chest.
#gnome's tea break#cod mw2#trinkets from the hoard#x reader#captain john price#god the brainrots are killing me#answering asks#john price x male reader#I exchanged one brainrot for another#definitely writing smut for this
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👿stupid👿demonically👿big👿boy boobs👿grrr!!👿
#☁️#when i say demonically big i mean it#if youve ever been a double D at one point or another i share your pain. im a larger C-ish cup now but still they hurt. hate it. kill me.#gotta get top surgery soon before i reach D again....#itll fix me#hoard#original character#character design#gestating#outmoded#amalgamate#sil#faisil#whorish
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What Will You Steal From My Room?
Thanks for the tag @lanafofana!! 🥰
Sweet gentle boops to: @crimson-and-lavender, @tee-dohrnii, and @femmefuck
#tag game#personal#I didn't include the hoards of clothes and pajamas#there's a handful of books too#pure silliness#the art is all made by one dr or another
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neried
enveloped in her oceanic sway,
embracing further tides,
enlivened by the spray,
and praying fervant for her eyes,
i dive in mesmerizing waves.
the taste of mystery enshrined,
in twilit oceanic daze,
i crave her face, unsatisfied,
i dip into the undertow,
my love and lowly heart to slip
amidst the tumbling below
enrobed in hope and all it's fixed.
the mist elopes into the soul,
the water holding all of this
insistent, ardent, visceral,
invincible wish for her kiss.
#for bunny#spilled ink#original poem#original poetry#poets of tumblr#poets on tumblr#poem#poetry#poeticstories#personal#heartspew#another one for the hoarde
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not a part of the wip game but DAMN your colours????? your backgrounds???? breathtaking every time, you have such an eye for atmosphere its incredible
Nom, this is so kind of you to share. I am INTENSELY GLAD to hear this. Please accept this thank-you flower that got a bit out of hand
Thank you so much!!!
#artists on tumblr#OmPu ask hours#OG art#Saw this one come in and nearly hoarded it like a letter in my desk for later encouragement when I do battle with another background#So glad you’re enjoying!#Flowah series
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Clothes, if I ever figure out how they work (Patreon)
#Doodles#Webkinz#Diamond#Ghostkinz#Ukadevlog#Half joking - I understand the basics of like - how to make clothes Appear on a Ghost - it's the layering(?) that I'm still unsure of#How does insert work >At this point I'm too afraid to ask#Lol no there's much more to discover! Clothes just aren't As important as the rest#But they are still important in bluesky lol - Webkinz /is/ a fashion game among other things!#It's another aspect that's actually really nice to be able to pull from - the fashion aesthetic is generally quite cute and cohesive!#Lines the same-but-darker colour as the body of the clothes with sometimes lots of detail and sometimes just a little#It's fun! Shopping at the Outlet and seeing what clothes combinations work on which pets is fun!#I do wish shirts at least (if not pants and shoes etc.) also showed up on the little preview pet in the corner buuuut#Having played with clothes just this Little Bit I can see why it wouldn't be the most fun thing to try to finagle around lol#I Would be half-tempted to only offer like hats and glasses and bracelets and the like but I am unfortunately Very Stubborn lol#I want to dress Diamond up really silly!! Layering a jacket over a shirt and then also a mask or something...there's gotta be a way.........#Can you tell I made those Ghost costume pieces around Halloween lol - t'was the season!#I think it'd be fun to have pet-specific clothes too... Oh have I mentioned that bit yet? Hehe#Or if not specific then like freebies or something ♪ For funsies#That is one thing that's very satisfying to the video game-hoarding part of my brain - Webkinz offers a lot of freebies#I don't see why I wouldn't follow in those footsteps! Freebies are funsies!
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Do you ever spend hours searching through Pinterest, through the same sets of pictures, until you manage to find this one golden nugget that you somehow haven't found anywhere else and as soon as you click "Save" you think:
"HAHAhajhabdjA! IT'S MINE NOW! ALLL MIIINNNNNEEEE! SSAAFFFFFFEEEEEE IN MY ACCOUNNNTTTTT!!!!"
#Demon slayer#yu-gi-oh#TMNT#Death note#hazbin hotel#helluva boss#stranger things#Karneval#legend of zelda#avatar the last airbender#friday night funkin#no straight roads#pokemon#hetalia#Pinterest#Fandom#You guys do this too-right?#I immediately turn into a rabid shell of a human being--dragging this newfound treasure into my dragon den hoard#where I then sit and stare and guard it for the rest of eternity#and it's just like.... two fricken people smiling at one another#...it means EVERYTHING TO ME THO#the sandman#the avengers#law and order#red vs blue
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Minor W for the solarpunk zombie story, we finally reached the front gate of the town GOD BLESS
Already shoving other OCs into the project as minor characters
Now the problem.....
I am overthinking EVERYTHING
#out of queue#ani rambles#'oh i want the town to be like abcxyz but what would Briar notice in the brief moments before he enters the quarantine bay'#'if i say too much is it gonna feel info dumpy? am i info dumpy? what if the solarpunks don't think this is solarpunk what if I'm a fraud?'#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#im also still deciding if this is something I wanna post to Tumblr eventually or to AO3 or if I wanna hoard it until I can maybe see about#getting it published as like. a book. because 'short story' my ASS i am INCAPABLE of writing short stories#we're 30 pages in bitches this is gonna be a novella AT BEST#actually lemme check the wordcount#we are at 17665 words as of me writing this post we JUST hit novella range and Briar hasn't even met Lead Researcher Wisteria yet#we haven't even ENTERED THE TOWN yet the gate JUST OPENED 2 dialogue lines ago#a novella is 17500 to 40000 words according to one site#and a novel is like 50000 to 100000 words according to another site#which means A: my main project Disillusions is WAY too long and B: yeah I think I'm writing a novel yall at this pace#well too long for new authors... if I can publish this story first and THEN propose Disillusions as an already published author......#homies I'm cooking I'm plotting im scheming#also if me rambling about my solarpunk zombie story is annoying to the homies just lmk and i'll move it to my quiet writeblr blog#ani's solarpunk zombie story
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Woke up from my little power outage nap and couldn’t even manage to eat a full box of macked cheese, grad school will fuck you up for life kids, do it at your own risk.
#my stuff#i don’t like to admit it but i’ve developed a complicated relationship with food#i’m a rational person i know food is important and i feel hunger and when i do i want to eat#but due to the hassle of meal prep and my tight finances i basically only eat one meal a day at the end and use coffee to power through#often until like 6pm#which i know is not good in a general or transition sense#and when i was first starting to fall into this pattern i would eat A TON at night to make up for it#but sometime during my grief in march n april i developed#a psychological difficulty with finishing food. like executive dysfunction and insecurity hoarding combined#and also i sometimes get nauseous midway through eating#or rapidly feel full after being doubled over from hunger cramps and then hungry again an hour later#and above all else it’s annoying bc its subconscious or physiological and it makes it hard to overcome#and even if i was provided 3 meals a day i’d probably struggle to stomach eating that freq in any significant amount#i feel like when my stomach is empty it tries to quasi hibernate until last minute and then goes ravenous#much like me emotionally but that’s a different tag rant#anyways another complication is ‘sleep for dinner’ right when i get home which fucks up my eating AND sleep schedule#all this bullshit when i’m a scientist who has taken metabolism classes and knows my body is getting wrecked from this#so i’m guilty as fuck abt it🙂↕️
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