#and what is and isnt cheating
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jaime turning women down constantly more bc he is very monogamous and in love with someone else right now for the first time and is also kinda scared of actually having sex with someone other than cersei is sm better to me than “i respect the kg vows of chastity so intensely rn actually because i changed into a good and serious person” or whatever lol
#i truly dgaf about that bffr jaime dude#like its a stupid vow that says nothing about u as a person lmfao#him in the bath with pia thinking of brienne like u r not fooling anybody honestly#like i truly do think its more copium and not being honest with himself tbfh#like he had a rationalization when pia came into his bed in asos too but then it was purely ‘i only love cers i would never’#and with cat it was so funny when he bluffing and was like uh i cant marry bc of my vows but i could still service u😉😉#he would have pissed himself if he was called on that bluff but only bc he would be cheating on cers and have sex with another woman#man that fucked his twins in a sept next to his sons dead body the moment he returned caring about chastity vows#his development isnt really about keeping every vow ever when most of it is fraudery anyway#like pls he is not keeping his vow to his king rn really 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i think the vows and respecting them has a deeper meaning thats the whole point which ones do u keep and prioritize and why#like weve been thru this 80x being a real vowhead is not what makes u a good person 😭#deleting ur individuality and personal life to be an honorpillhead lol#the vow to cat has meaning the elite bodyguard vow to never fuck has zero meaning 😭#he was ready to break the no marriage vow w cers pls#im not saying this bc of a shipper endgame in mind i find volcel jaime hilarious its just i dont like it as proof of his development#like ill be real guys sex positive warrior gurm is not pushing the idea that keeping ur chastity vows is what honor is about#like i get that he wants to be better and he is figuring out what that really means but
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y'all ever think abt how it was julie having the affair and it is even said multiple times that she was the one who left him, yet wilson was still the one who left their home and moved in with house. like. he couldn't bear to stay in their home alone. he immediately ran to house and stayed on his couch for weeks. suffered through his pranks and his laziness and his manipulation. telling him he wants him gone while sabotaging his attempts to leave. and he only left once he got a girlfriend again.
#chyanne speaks#house md#hilson#hate crimes md#gregory house#james wilson#i think his inability to be alone is such an interesting quality of his that isnt touched on enough#like yes we all haha at his long string of unsuccessful relationships but we dont talk abt it all stemming from his inability to be alone#his first wife leaves him and then he remarried quickly#he cheats on the second wife and remarries quickly#the third wife cheats on him and leaves him and he immediately moves in with house#and then starts dating a patient and immediately moves in with her#but!!! then he moves into the hotel and is alone for like almost a year! and honestly he NEEDED IT#bc GROWTH happened in that year and he meets someone who doesn't fit his M.O. who breaks away from the mold#although he does immediately move in with her too but still. amber was different. she was the step in the right direction#and then she dies.#and then wilson throws himself into the left field. everything needs to change. he's spent so long fearing being alone.#so he tries to leave so he is completely and totally alone without house to fall back on#but house needs him. he needs him too much. they need each other too much.#and he falls back to house again. and he's content that way. he's always the most content when he's with house. always feels the least alone#and then sam comes back into his life and ruins e v e r y t h i n g#he falls right back onto those old patterns. kicks house out and moves her in. and then what happens??? of course??? she leaves him. again.#and then he's alone again and it hurts. he gets a cat that we only hear about twice and then never gets brought up again#but wilson has his kitty. he has house. he's not alone. he can be content.#and then house fucks everything up. he goes to prison. wilson is alone again.#im honestly SHOCKED that wilson didnt remarry in that year they were apart but he was rly trying to change!#he was working on himself and trying to make changed he thought would be good for him#and then house comes back. and house won't LET wilson be alone. he wont leave him alone.#and it's exactly what wilson has been yearning for since the day he drove that car into cuddys house#and in the end. as long as he had house that was all that mattered. as long as he had house he wasn't alone.
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i dont think ive ever seen a fandom clutch so hard to their preconceived conceptions of characters before the games even out that they can write 461 pieces of fanfiction and shove em on ao3
#fray.txt#not to mention all the people writing their rooks and their relationships with these characters on tumblr and all the other stuff#even art often seems like its assuming things not yet confirmed#and theres just SO MUCH#i really have never seen anything like this before EXCEPT with dragon age#cuz i remember dai being quite similar as well#what im saying is some of yall about to be REAL disappointed when the characters uve squeezed down into tropes and assumed traits#based on first impressions are gonna not be the whole of the character and u realise the whole of them isnt quite what u expected or wanted#and it upsets you. and feels like uve been lied to and cheated out of something. cuz u set urself up for it
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Vash where he belongs (in a crop top)
#instagram keeps throwing thirst posts at me and I am weak of mind#also I need to redo Vash’s cheat sheet cause APPARENTLY THE BACK OF HIS ARM ISNT WHAT I THOUGHT IT WAS#mq doodles#trigun stampede#trigun#vash#vash the stampede#vash fanart#trigun fanart#also yall I cannot do angles wtf is this
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Shuake/akiren
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"You know, I don't actually come to Kichijoji that much," says Ann. "I didn't even know this place was here."
It's kind of a hole in the wall. In the floor. Ren glances back towards the narrow stairs like he's expecting someone. Muhen looks bored. He's flipping through a book at the counter.
"This is super good, though," Ann adds, holding up her mocktail. "Thanks for bringing me!"
"Sure," says Ren.
There's no singer today. She's not scheduled to come in for another couple of days. Maybe he'll bring Haru to see her then, since they're technically dating as of last Sunday.
Ann knows this, but didn't say anything about that when he asked her here tonight. She's too tactful for that. Besides, they're here as friends.
Ren's never brought a friend here. He's never brought anyone here. A handful of times, he was brought. The Jazz Jin feels comfortable and familiar enough to be an old haunt, but now that Ren really thinks about it, he hasn't even tried all the mocktails on the menu. What is it they say--that people come, and they go?
"Hey, so," Ann says softly.
It feels too weird to contemplate bringing Haru here. He really should. They're dating. He likes her. She likes him. He really does like her. It's just, the boy who'd brought him here that handful of times might have killed her father.
Some people may stay with you, though.
Ann's nails are painted an eggshell blue today. He isn't really sure why he called her--no, of course he is. It's always Ann he calls when he needs exactly what only she can give, something uniquely warm. Ren had been on the way to Kichijoji before he'd registered the tap of his train card, realised he couldn't stomach the music alone, and she'd said Hello? only a few shorts moments before he noticed he'd called her at all. Her company is like hot chocolate or a sticky toffee cake, warm and sweet, hard to feel empty with.
She folds her hands over his and says, "Hey, Ren, how are you feeling?"
Pretty alive, all things considered. So his cheek's a little tender, and maybe she had to help him down the stairs.
Ann squeezes his hand.
Someone changes the record. Ren likes this one. Someone else hadn't so much, but then, his opinion isn't of consequence anymore.
"I like the music here," Ann chirps. "Should I get a record player, do you think? You can give me recs, yeah?"
"Sure," says Ren again. He smiles back at her and doesn't look at the stairs again.
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(send me a one word prompt)
#UH OH... DID I HIT THE BRIEF WITH THIS ONE. IM NOT SURE#i unfortunately really like doing ship stuff where one half of the ship isnt there...</3#something super fun about his presence haunting the whole thing like an entitled ghost and his name doesnt even get said#like what's the opposite of a vampire. no invitation? no problem#anyway. this is based on my ng+. my ren started dating haru about three seconds before the interrogation room kicked off#then was left with a wealth of free time because everyone had been about maxed out. and i wanted to go to the jazz club#and i was thinking about how ren probably would also want to go to the jazz club but i/he hadn't invited a single other person all game#and i thought maybe he should invite haru since they just started dating but somehow inviting his actual girlfriend felt like cheating on#you know. the boy who just tried to shoot him in the head? like what about good old fashioned loyalty. so i had him bring ann#which i just liked so much from a narrative perspective that now it's canon to me#rookfic#p5#this is akeshu but i wont tag it akeshu. people looking for akeshu might actually want to see the other guy#im cool with his absence.
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Dumb doodle i made...
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#toffeesdumpster#toffeesdoodles#i cant believe im being cheated on#this is awful#ignore what Killer's saying#this isnt my si this is literally just me#killer sans
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Sky: Children of the Light (1993)
#sky children of the light#that sky game#sky cotl#pixel art#gameboy#I did RESEARCH FOR THIS#I tried to redo the sky kid there before I realized their 'scruffy' pixels made them look closer in frame and I liked it#I also cheated because the Gameboy palette only has 4 colors#But I really wanted to use the white to make the title pop#I also watched a fuckton of tutorials lol#traditional pixel art isnt something I do do it was a pretty big learning curve#I also wondered what the game play for a Sky gameboy game would be#I kinda thought like poppin twinbee or smth but Sky isn't really a top-down#Someone said Kirby and that probably works better
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I want to make my stance incredibly clear: despite getting divorced, loumand was never married. that was a situationship covered up by a thick thick 300lb weighted blanket named love
#iwtv#ms dpdl i saw you fighting not to label this thing in paris i saw you sleep eith every gay man in san Francisco who was not armand i saw YOU#they were self proclaimed ethical nonmonogamists who still managed to have a cheating problem#louis says it isnt a marriage in the recent years because its such a dated restrictive structure and their love is what it is and armand#dreams about killing everyone in that penthouse hes had the wedding papers drawn up for 77 years but even under mind control that man#just wont SIGN THEM#iwtv spoilers
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my personal advice is a lot of you would have more coherent politics if you didn't wish death on everyone who did "evil things" without ever stopping to interrogate which things are "evil" and why you think that. also though it is not a complete picture of your personality I have a hard time believing in your ability to show compassion when you're chomping at the bit to say certain people should be condemned to die because you hate them so much. can you do some reflection on the evilness of wishing other people would die or is that automatically fine because you only wish death on "bad" people?
#good idea generator#this isnt directed at anyone its abt a comment on a post i saw that said 'all cheaters should die'#me when i have definitely thought deeply abt what that actually means and am not just saying it bc righteous anger feels good /s#am not defending cheating i just think its unhealthy to wish death on large swaths of people#and also unproductive and actively derailing to most productive conversations. lol#also yes i also mean this about criminals
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Mav is gone. I have a thousand things I want to say but I don't have the bandwidth to write a proper post right now.
Send me asks so I can tell Mav's stories. I want to talk about him and remember all the funny and good stuff.
#about mav#tw pet death#he was the coolest dog in the world#i am so lucky that i got to plan his last days#he was truly happy right up until the end#i got to plan his last adventures and walks and meals and kisses and i got to tell him everything i wanted to tell him#and im so lucky for thay#but i dont feel very lucky#i just feel so cheated#i shouldve gotten ten more years#he only turned five last week#it isnt fair it isnt fair it isnt fucking fair#so send me asks so i can tell you the good stuff#you can ask anything and if its too personal i just wont answer#pinning thins so you dont have to scroll through a thousand asks to figure out whats happening
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Mora, the original draft of the reality. The original backbone of which all creation was supposed to be built upon, the original book that was meant to be written with everything that would exist. Every piece of knowledge, every fate, every existence upon it and within it.
Mora, tested far enough that time had begun to dig its talons in. The first crawls of the clock, the turning of the cycles and the beginnings of change.
Mora, left not but a pile of what was decidedly unfit while stripped of the pieces that had use within the final design. The tossed out pieces of creation left to rot forgotten within morass of the void within the tattered husk of primordial ooze of what failed to prosper.
Mora, failed ideas cursed with sentience perhaps due to how far they were allowed to run before severed. Only aware of what it was, the pieces that built it, and not what was removed. The extent of the what almost was. No opportunity to chose to give or keep, for it was what was denied existence from the final product.
Mora, born hungry for all that was removed from it. All the knowledge, memories, fates whose first breaths had been within it. Born blind to itself, whom cannot be read through the lens of what exists for it is that which exists outside of that. Born to merely observe but never truly interact with what stemmed from itself, separate of itself; born with a need that will never be satisfied.
Mora, the nothingness that was once everything.
#THE PRINCE OF KNOWLEDGE. files#( yknow no I will talk about my new ideas for mora and cry about it a bit actually#mora as the original draft is actually super painful the more I think about it#now there are nuances with all this. like mora if given the chance to help with creation despite the fact it literally couldn't#idk if it would have cause Power and doesn't wanna cheat itself of that but#yes I have been rping mora too long and begun to overcomplicate it / make it tragic but yknow what#this one isnt necessarily my fault I saw a joke post that became very much not to me )
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Chea!Smitten~
*sniff*
i love him a lot.
im so weak. keeping everything in my brain is hard.
#it is kind of fun to think of what people think will happen tho#i love him! he is so hurt#free my boy cheated smitten he aint do shit#so traumatized#did you guys have to get him first#/lh#and my beloved#soft prince#cheated smitten#stp doodles#slay the heroine#the voices#i just want to add that its not that he doesn't love her#but now he isnt so certain that she loves him
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the school arc to me is so good because it drags ciel out of his position as a powerful figure and literally places him in the shoes of the person he could have been. the circus arc ALSO drags him out of his position as big bad queens watch dog/head of the phantomhive estate but the school arc feels like a mockery of a future that never was. this is what he could have been had his parents not died. and even then its NOT because he will never be that kid.
he never was.
#ramblings#incoherent beyond belief its 4 am#and im trying to avoid manga spoilers#might add a reblog with more coherent thoughts when i wake up but im off my meds so i cant promise anything#actually correction im being vague w the manga spoilers#manga readers know whats up#idk if there are any anime only ppl who havent been spoiled on The Plottwist Ever yet#but i figured there will be new fans and though im not tagging this it might still get seen so#cant WAIT to see our boy absolutely miserable in animation form should they recreate that arc LMAOOO#which ofc is after the germany arc so thats still a long time away#but STILL. itd be fun i need to see this young teenager lose his mind in color with sound#him relying on sebastian to do all his fag duties (sorry. dredge) so he can work his way up the social ladder#trying to gain power while simultaneously proving that he cant do anything but rely on others#hes always needed help in basically every way and he hasnt CHANGED he just got a demon to do it for him#he learns to lie and charm and cheat and all the while hes a fucking CHILD WHO STILL STRUGGLES WITH NORMAL THINGS#ciel is my little baby and i love him deeply no matter how much of a little bitch he can be#his helplessness isnt just 'oh he was raised in british high society' its also that he never got the chance to learn anything#which to elaborate on that id also have to go into manga territory. iykyk#like absolutely at this point he just refuses to learn how to do things he has a pet demon to do it for him#but.#hi the phantomhives backstory is killing me again its so late#both atlantic and the school arc are just setup for the Big Arc but theyre very good in their own right i SWEAR#also when i rewatched the circus arc a while back and i realised how some scenes were shot#the heavy foreshadowing that i didnt realise. yk. 7 years ago or however long its been since i first watched it#CRAZY#if you are new. to kuroshitsuji. and you havent read the manga. dear god. read the manga#ALSO GRELLE IN THAT ARC IS SO BEAUTIFUL & OTHELLO IS TRANSMASCULINE. OKAY GOODBYE
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ever since i learned i was aro ive been writing romance in character relationships less and less, to the point where i. forgot how to do it. help
#“writing” in this case means imagining my blorbos#this is especially funny because 70% of what i used to think of with relationships was shipping#BUT ALSO LIKE#NO TAKE ME BACK#I STILL NEED YOU I SWEAR IM NOT CHEATING ON YOU BABE#when i try to think about specifically feeling romantic attraction that is In Character for a character i feel like im just using tropes-#vaguely tacked onto the character archetype and its just like 😭 noooo this isnt what you specifically would do (i think)#ramblings
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thinking about fallout 4 against my will
#random thoughts#fallout#unfortunately nora compels me#the fact the 'hi honey!' tape specifically mentions her 'shaking the dust off' her law degree is interesting#like she gave up her job to stay at home with her husband and kid. why?#like that's a whole year. at LEAST.#love the idea of nate pressuring her into it <3 maternity leave turns into 'isnt it so nice being with sean around the clock?'#'too bad you won't have this quality time when you return to work'#turns into 'you can always return to work if you feel like it but we DO have a lot saved up . . .'#and it's like. okay so fallout 4 would be so much better if it were set in the 1960s. literally no reason it shouldnt be#yknow beyond complying with lore which. it isnt that faithful to in the first place#i just think it's weird the game is like 'here's the FUTURE' and then it's like 'here's the FUTURE FUTURE'#anyway make it the 1960s. give me time-appropriate fucked up family dynamics#and nora's a laywer and a feminist who promised herself she'd never compromise her career for a man#and nate seemed so NICE and like he understood until uh oh. frog in a slow cooker#and he makes everything seem like it's her idea until she's barefoot in the kitchen with a screaming baby on her hip and burnt food in a pan#and she doesn't even realize she's trapped until it's too late. isolated from friends and family#idk ill do more research later to make it more time-accurate (ESPECIALLY interested in second-wave feminism)#anyway i think she cheats. with a door-to-door salesman selling places in the bomb shelters#(honestly probably the only adult social interaction she's had in weeks beyond her husband)#i like to think at some point she had a bit of a car accident due to the stress so nate took her keys#probably just a minor fender bender he blew out of proportion but she believes it because oh god what if she hurt sean#her feelings toward sean are complicated. i dont think she quite loves him which she feels guilty about so she overcompensates#with trying to keep him as safe as possible and she feels like he KNOWS and HATES her#(honestly when the bombs drop everything happens so quickly and when she's in the future and registers sean's gone she feels. so relieved)#(followed by heavy shame)#nate sabotaged her birth control btw. love evil 1960s patriarchs#never outright stated but heavily implied!#anyway nora in the future (while she felt very progressive for her time) feels very out of place#like her ideals have no place. like she has no place
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I have to write a relatively long German paper, and man its just so difficult for me. The pro side is that I can pick any topic I want, so of course I picked Charles VI. But I've literally not written any German in months, and I'm almost 100% sure our prof doesn't actually read them. I should just write and submit boy king fic....
#i wish it was in English#bcs i would be very happy about it#but i have lost so much capacity for any German writing#bcs he sucks so much as a prof and has dropped the ball on actual language learning imo#how am i supposed to suddenly write a 7-8 pg paper after youve spent all our class time just lecturing at us#and giving us no real opportunity to really learn or test our skills#i shall.. probably just cheat.#LIKE i want to learn german so badly#but what the fuck is the point of even trying when i know im not going to get actual feedback on my writing#why should i even try at that point. put that much effort in and know that he doesnt really care at all#it just sucks so much bcs i genuinely love and am so fascinated w the topic#but the idea that id put so much work into translating it only for him not to read it really kills me#again. just submit boy king fic and see if he notices sjfkgllblb#but do you know what i mean? like im sure ill write a good version in english that i think is actual good content#but translating it is such a lost cause bcs all the effort is reallt for nothing#like atp im jusy interested in the history more than making an effort w the language#ugh i wish i wasnt this way but yknow lack of stimulation anf feedback really kills my enjoyment and interest#like see i can convince myself that thr eng version of teh paper is my typical personal research#<- i mean im making a fucking family tree for funsies so this isnt that far off#but the translation part is so difficult bcs my german has been eroding a bit SOB SOB#lol anyways i say this bcs i was plotting a boy king fic in my head as i was goong to bed#and was like oh i shoulf write it out tmr! and then remembered I HAVE AN ESSAY UGH#well yeah. suffering. we'll see how i feel abt i write the original copy and if i have the capacity to germanify it#i just feel so guilty about it. cheating. I dont want to and it feels so low effort and terrible#but why would i force myself thru all that for a guy who barely reads it#catie.rambling.txt
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