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silhouettecrow · 1 year ago

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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 333

Adjective: Mystical

Noun: Ripple

Definitions for those who need/want them:

Mystical: relating to mystics or religious mysticism; spiritually allegorical or symbolic, or transcending human understanding; relating to ancient religious mysteries or other occult or esoteric rites; of hidden or esoteric meaning; inspiring a sense of spiritual mystery, awe, and fascination; concerned with the soul or the spirit, rather than with material things

Ripple: a small wave or series of waves on the surface of water, especially as caused by an object dropping into it or a slight breeze; a thing resembling a ripple or ripples in appearance or movement; a gentle rising and falling sound, especially of laughter or conversation, that spreads through a group of people; a particular feeling or effect that spreads through someone or something; (physics) a wave on a fluid surface, the restoring force for which is provided by surface tension rather than gravity, and which consequently has; small periodic, usually undesirable, variations in electrical voltage superposed on a direct voltage or on an alternating voltage of lower frequency a wavelength shorter than that corresponding to the minimum speed of propagation

#as per usual i am late and yes its cos i accidentally fell asleep #in my defence (as i say every other time this happens) i had a rather busy day #my girlfriend and i did laundry at my house and we even went out to eat with my parents #which was very nice #so we didnt get back home until late #and we were both oh-so tired #(also before all of that i finished making two magic commander decks ive been working on for a bit)#(they arent perfect but im very excited to test them out soon and see what i can do to improve them)#anyhoo i like this prompt for a variety of reasons #such as i love the sounds of these words both separately and together (mainly together because they almost rhyme and i love a slant rhyme)#but i especially love the imagery the two words evoke together #which for me is some type of magical liquid combined with the butterfly effect #i just love it #and im very excited to write a poem for this prompt #thanks for reading #writing #writer #creative writing #writing prompt #writeblr #trying to be a writeblr at least

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x-rds · 2 months ago

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That post about huge red flags from exes is going around and I’m like well mine requires some background reading

#xrdslog #um basically. made a bet they could convince me to kiss them and constantly hinted at it until it happened and then bragged about it a lot #then I told them I was aro #then we got a headmate that they had a crush on and started dating #and then used that to argue that I should date them bc it’s easier if it’s both of us #and then prioritized me over him #also: this headmate is one I have a father and son relationship with #so what the hell #also told me they fixated on people and they still loved me but they were fixated on their friend so couldn’t give me attention #their friend who they called their not-girlfriend. because that friend’s husband wasn’t comfortable with her being poly #and they still wanted to date her so they just called her that instead #gifted me an expensive adult toy and then took it and gave it to said not girlfriend #which. ok sure. but then why tell me it was a gift #demanded to talk to certain headmates and made a big fuss about knowing exactly who did what even though they were rarely correct #pushed me away whenever they were sad and then was upset I wasn’t comforting them #I baked banana bread once on a whim and then they constantly made me make it for them when I didn’t want to #NEEDED music playing at night and fans on them and they got upset if I didn’t want to sleep by them even though I couldn’t #‘pretended’ to choke me when I got a rare item in final fantasy before them #wanted to rp with me but demanded I start it because they were tired of starting rps with their friend. ok. not my fault ?#more than once tried to get me to sign a lease with them even though I had no money or job #got mad at me because my art was good? and they didn’t think theirs was or that they were creative?#did not ever compliment me without an insult attached for the last three years of our relationship #constantly tried to talk about sex or illegal things in front of my mom #constantly bragged about how they were going to become rich when their grandma died and hoped it happened soon #The Entire Trauma Part where they barely comforted me at all #oh also I spent basically sixteen hours a day in VC with them every day and they broke up with me for not spending enough time with them #even though I could not Possibly have spent More time with them #there is more than this. but this is off the top of my head. lol.

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thebigqueer · 2 months ago

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literally having the worst day ever and i cant ever be happy (has only experienced minor inconveniences today but they keep adding up)

#first of all i didnt get a lot of sleep so im mad tired #second of all the place i usually get lunch on campus said they werent doing bagels at the moment and it ruined me #cuz i was soooo excited to get bagels #third of all i was already cranky so i got all in my feels last night #so i had a dream where my gf who isnt my gf and saw each other on one fo the campuses and she was w her friends #at one point we were both leaving and iw as watcing her and her and her friend knew i was there #so then her friend comes over and shes like '[gf name] loves you so much'#and i was about to cry tears of joy i was like REALLY???#and then her friend started laughing and gestured to my gf who isn't my gf's OTHER friend behind me and she was like 'jk lol she meant #this friend not you el oh el'#and then my gf and her friends were all laughing at me and i burst into tears #and then in full on sobs i was like 'i loved you so much how could you leave me'#and then my gf was just like 'well youre a bad person and you think youre sooooo myseterious and youre a terrible person and i never loved #you' and oh my god it ruined my morning #i know a lot of it was just psychological cuz i was already moody when i went to bed #and i have this werid paranoia where i think her and her friends talk shit about me #which i doubt they do but it still stresses me out #so thats probably why that hapepned #and then on top of all that. fourth of all im getting lunch and i literally see her outside. like i dont see her for days and of course #the day i least want to see her shes right there #i mean im generally doing better than september and i didnt feel the same sinking feeling #i used to in like sept but still like brooooo bro this day could not be worseee #the only good thing that happened was that i passed my physics exam <3 #also yeah again i said these are minor inconveniences im just frustrated lol #sunny rambles

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opens-up-4-nobody · 3 months ago

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#oh lads. lads. lads. lads. im being sucked back into the world of academia #i dont even kno what happened. a week ago i was crying bc i was like: this is impossible. i simply cannot do this.#and then i went into the lab sunday and miraculously i was able to easily read some papers. like i dont kno how to discribe how baffling it #was. like reading papers is like pulling teeth and this was somehow easy. i think maybe it was bc i let myself get distracted and wander #thru it. and then after that i got so much done this week and i was tired but having fun. and like the thing is: i fucking love evolution #it's like puzzling out the code for life in both a metaphical and literal sense. its fucking incredible. and my project is also very #interesting. if a bit intimidating in its scope. ya kno. just in the way photosynthesis is generally intimidating #but i think i have a strain thats lost chlf which is really interesting and my advisor said we might have the money to try some crispr for #my cyano children. hypothetically. maybe. and i get to do some poking around in genomes. theres so so much to love there #how could i possibly want to do anything else? and yet. and yet. here at the end of the week im so wrung out and i kno i just have to start #again on sunday and i kno im gonna have to step it up in terms of reading if i want to make it through a committee meeting and proposal #defense. not to even mention a comprehensive exam. and what do i get at the end of all this? a lifetime of academia draining my life away.#bc what i do is so academic. so whats the point? its just so frustrating.#and on top of that ive got all this data from my old lab that i kno i have to work on. and i will. i will. but with what time?#anyway the point is. i can see a path forward now where i stay here and decide the pain will be worth it despite not knowing where im going #after that. im just so tried #but right now it feels like im gonna stay until someone kicks me out #but that doesnt exactly make me feel happy. ugh. but if i stay i want to get my old pi to come here and give a seminar. ill warn her how #intimidating the department is tho. we've had 2 talks in the last 2 weeks that were... not good. particularly the one this week #like she couldnt answer a single question they thru at her and didnt seem to kno her data sets. it was hard to watch. anyway. i just want #to see my academic mother again. send me back to the desert! let me rot in a field full of sage #but send me back to the hills of an older mountain range. where i can climb sandstone cliffs and lay in carpets of moss. except i wouldnt do #that bc of all the ticks and threat of lyme disease...#anyway. im still tired. still sad. and there doesnt seem to b a way out #unrelated

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carcarrot · 2 months ago

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its important to go see a low stakes concert sometimes

#as in seeing someone in concert youre not an absolute nutbag about (as i have done this year and last year)#but last night me n my dad went and saw renaissance on their farewell tour #running on like 4 hours of sleep and seething to be at work right now #or rather i would be seething if i weren't so tired #new anger management hack: just get less sleep so your senses are dulled! anyway #funniest part of the night was the multiples times when my dad who is old was like 'everyone here is so old :/'#he was literally like 'if i ever get like these people just shoot me' LMAO #the concert was good i wouldn't call it like great or fantastic but such is the beauty of a low stakes concert #youre not living and dying on every song youre not singing along to everything youre just. enjoyin the show normally which is crazy #again as someone who has seen two bands (both bands two separate times and is seeing one of those bands a THIRD TIME soon) im crazy over #that experience is fun its bonkers and you definitely gotta do it for the bands youre crazy over. you gotta #but it was nice to just. have a regular time at a show #as far as the show itself there were a few little moments where things didnt go as smooth but that may have been bc it was the first show #and save for a few moments in some songs annie haslam knocked it out of the park she can still sing as insanely good as she used to #again some parts of songs were in a lower key? but most seemed to be the same and she was still hitting those bonkers high notes #so good for her. the band was pretty good but i felt they really only like all worked together well on a few songs #if that makes sense. but overall pretty good #and my anxieties about getting there and back were unfounded bc somehow it all worked. yay #our car service trip home was in a tesla i felt like i was gonna die the entire ride home lol #i am NEVER getting in one of those stupid cars again. big ass ipad as your dashboard this is insane???? im so scared???#anywho. old musicians are forever as ive been saying lately. and they really are #oh also we were at the town hall which is a nice small theater i was worried abt bein too far away but it's laid out really well #in that you're sure to get a pretty good view of the stage #it seems like half the size roughly of the beacon for whatever thats worth #OH i did see one dude somewhere in the audience with a sparks shirt so. hashtag represent #yet another concert report. yayyyyy #(im so tired)

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teddybeartoji · 5 months ago

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PHOBIA OF SEAWEED IS AN ACTUAL THING?????????????????? you see i am not afraid of the open waters nor am i scared of the things that live there,, like i regularly spend time watching deep sea videos i think they're so cool but oh my fucking god the idea of KELP IS MAKING ME LIKE ACTUALLY TWITCH EEEEEEEEUUUUUUUGHHH okok actually looking at it is kind of fine but the thought of it touching my feet is genuinely making me wanna throw up😭😭😭😭😭

#this is such a stupid thing bc sometimes it's fine #i live by the ocean i am a fish i have seen seaweed i have touched seaweed but it's different when you grab it on purpose compared to it #just randomly touching you #DOES THAT EVEN MAKE SENSE #OMFG I'M GONNA SPIRAL #like once i thought i was gonna drown #mickey lore time #we were paddleboarding with my family and then me and my brother got off it and we started swimming to the shore and like we're both very #good swimmers so this was nothing insane aaand there were no waves or anything and my parents were still close by #but then at one point i was like oh i wonder how deep this actually is and i went under and i tried to touch the ground and sEAAWEEEDDDDD #EEEEEEEEEEEEEEUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I FEEL SICK JUST THINKING ABT ITTT #and it freaked me out so fucking bad and then i suddenly felt so tired and i just wanted to get out but i was still far away and i couldn't #stop thinking abt how it's gonna touch my feet again lmao #and i was very very very close to a panic attack in the water😭😭#oops #anyway i survived and i never told anybody i thought i was gonna drown bc i am not a pussy like that whewwwww #also. when i played subnautica (i only played for a few hours) i was more afraid of the fuckass kelp forest than anything else😭😭😭#i started thinking abt this bc i saw a video of a man in this dark scary cave (????) and like it was fine i was super intrigued until he pu #his fucking foot on the rock and you can just see the layer of seaweed i almost jumped out of my bed FUUCKKK THATTT

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kimjunnoodle · 6 months ago

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my “big brother” (my friend w the same bday as me) came for a surprise visit and we are so cute 😖

me and my twin on our birthday!!!

#don’t rb #i just really like this pic i look so happy #brian is the best and recently moved but he flew back to town to visit me for the party #it was so funny when we found out we shared a bday #we both tired to invite the other to our parties years back #and then we were like wait the 8th??? of june??? no that’s MY birthday #oh shit *spiderman pointing meme*#noodle posting #my face

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girlivealwaysbean · 2 months ago

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so sad for absolutely no reason

#👆 girl who stayed up till 3 am talking to her bestfriend about how depressed and trapped we both are for about 4 hrs #it's like that gracie lyric #you have to laugh before you start to cry😭😭#like ab toh funny bhi nahi lag raha jokes bhi nahi banaye ja rahe #oh but i love her so much i absolutely LOVE people with whom i can just be sad #im tired of people who constantly try to make the sadness go away or try to cheer me up #like sometimes you just gotta sit with your feelings na #at one point she was ranting and i said mere paas kuch kehne ke liye bhi nahi hai kyunki it literally feels like im listening #to my own thoughts on my own lying in bed at 2 am like hum itna same kaise sochte hai😭#and she laughed and was like but ye sahi hai na aise sochna like it feels wrong but it's the truth and im like i don't even #know but oh it's so good to not pretend to be okay #we're so similarly hopeless and tired cause like one point mein inevitably we talked about #the future living together our apartment and then i was like mujhe bhi ye chahiye but mujhe itni umeed uth chuki hai life se #ki koi excitement bhi nahi aa rahi like i already know ye sab kuch nahi hone wala and she's like haina same like i want to say #ki we'll do this and that but im like lol not gonna happen ab i can't look forward to things in the future im like if im living it then ok #then i can accept ki oh ok this is really happening im happy now wow but usse pehle nope #and we were talking about ki like yaar future toh ab dikhta hi nahi hai kya hoga it all feels so blurry and like a dark tunnel #atleast bachpan se we knew what was next school college but now it's like now what?#i know all these thoughts and feelings are pretty common and probably everyone's facing this but bhai.#it's fucking hard i didn't know life was gonna be like a constant battle where it kicks you down #again and again and again and you're bloody and no energy can't get up but you still have to because if you don't you'll sink #soooo deep in that state ki bahar nikal hi nahi paoge #OKAY 8 hrs sleep mandatory for me what the fuck why am i writing a ventpost at freaking 11 am girl go have lunch or something 😭

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chibifox2002 · 4 months ago

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IT'S EDDIE BABY'S VERY FIRST BIRTHDAY!!!

Have some bonus puppy pictures because he's growing up too fast

#my doggo(s)#my art #he's already a teenager 😭 both these boys are growing up too fast #Eddie's going to sometimes be a Friday the 13th baby just like me & sis 😭🥰#oh so yes that is me passed the fuck out with him in that last photo #that was the second day we got him and me and him were tired as hell lol

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 4 months ago

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I was just listening to a song I used to love while we were friends. I listened to it so often, we talked so often, it became the background music to our relationship.

I'm listening to it while I knit. I often forget that I started knitting because of you. I remembered tonight. It's strange, I never knitted anything for you. I've knitted for other loved ones, rarely for myself, but never for you. I remembered you showing me the amazing things you made, and I wished I could get to that level of skill. But at that time, you had to explain to me how to purl because I couldn't get it.

Everything reminds me of you in a terrible way. Everything I do is an echo of you. I started painting so that I could paint for you. I started knitting to bond with you. I hear your voice in the music I listen to. You're haunting the things that I love. Will I ever make a brush stroke or stitch without you on my mind?

#i should be able to block all music i listened to on Spotify from 2018-2020. i was not doing well and i dont need the reminders pls #im fine this was just kinda reflective #so much of what i do was inspired by her. i havent spoken to her in three years. we havent been friends for five #but my first painting was a gift to her. i started knitting because she knitted. i got so much music from her #we bonded heavily over music. and i used it to cope after she left. so unfortunately shes mixed into so much of it #she got me into dnd which got me into a different ttrpg im playing now (unknown armies)#shes a big reason i applied to the summer camp i worked at for six years #and a big reason i took the position i had the last two years. and the reason i told our camp legend (long story)#she was in my christmas in july gift i gave and received this year #i dont think ill ever be able to forget her. on good nights thats a good thing. its reassuring. she'll always be with me #but on bad nights. i feel like im never going to stop missing her #i was knitting tonight while listening to music. as the post suggests. and i was just overcome with her #this is the bed i was in when she called and left me. this is the bedroom we used to video call to practice sign language in #oh theres another one. i was going to be an asl interpreter. years ago in another life. i always practiced with her #we're both autistic and asl is easier than speaking a lot of the time #fuck. it reminds me of the ship of theseus. its 2:30am so i wont be able to explain well but #no actually i tried and i cannot explain. youll just have to understand. some days i wish i ciuld replace all the parts that were her #and sometimes im so afraid to lose the parts that were her because thatll feel like losing her #if i ever consciously decided to stop knitting (which i may have to do soon) it will feel like im replacing a board that was hers #how many of my boards are hers? are any of hers mine anymore? how many of hers can i lose before shes gone?#that last one was asked with fear and hope. and fear. depending on the day #god im tired. goodnight

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silverselfshippingchaos · 1 month ago

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ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..

#ash rambles 💚#negative #part of it is definitely the weather #it's so dark and dreary and i never wanna leave my bed #but also just. my mood akdjajs I'm kinda down in the dumps today #im recovering from being sick which always fucks me up #and i just cant shake this feeling of anxiety..? and i feel kinda a lot like my f/os wouldnt like me or would fall out of love or never see #me as more than a friend and other stuff like that #i.. actually got broken up with yesterday irl!#it wasnt messy. he said that this isnt what he wanted and it was fine and we're back to being pals. i wasnt sad at all in the moment and #i dont think i am now..? it's weird. we were laughing like always literal minutes after having the chat. when we got together we said that #if things domt work out we wanna keep being friends. and we're doing just that. honestly i saw it coming and idek if i LOVE him anymore #what even does love feel like..? regardless I'm not upset or sad at my breakup since i saw it coming and I'm honestly happy he just. Talked #to me about it. we communicated and then three minutes later went back to talking about x.enoblade LMAAOO it was fun!#but it is ridiculous for me to expect to feel NOTHING at no longer being in a relationship. i cant just feel nothing. i dont feel sad per s #just... in my thoughts i guess? I don't think the feeling of my f/os not liking me stems from me being dumped though. i think thats just me #being me sjdjaksj I'm very insecure a lot of the time. i dont think being dumped helpd very much though LMAAAOO #I'm doing okay i promise. and I'll be alright. theres just both a lot and nothing going on at the same time and i feel... idk what i feel.#i hope my f/os love me 😭 i hope that a lot #and honestly i know this community is ass and I'm more than happy in my own corner with my couple of followers but. ngl I've really felt as #though I'm not valued here and all that junk as of late. yeah just.. i think everything is happening at the same time and I'm tired and #i feel like I'm a confused kiddo who doesnt know anything anymore BAHAHAHA #holy shit it just sounds like i need a shower and a nap huh- I'll be alright I'm just. dealing with stuff akdjsks but i also hate to always #bring the mood down like this! i always try my best to be haha silly and all that shit. I'm just gonna try to daydream about f/o cuddles #(and try to convince myself they dont hate me ofc)#oh and. i know i mentioned this but. i hate the weather. so much. I'm sad all the time. November is actually my least favorite month too 😭#I've gotta study a lot today and I'll try to sneak in some k.urohyou and hopefully start watching monster too but yeah i apolgize if #I'm acting off these days ajdjajs I'm very stuck in my own mind these days. not exactly the most fun place to be 😭#delete later #i mean akdjajs i literally started crying the other day because my friend said that my husband (k.yohei) loves me ajdkahdb come on ash..

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kath-artic · 2 months ago

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wowowow.... im the luckiest person alive rn

#we went out to a show friday night and it just felt so natural being out with him #and then we housed some chinese food together and watched an episode of next gen #and then we were up in his room fooling around before bed and we were both soooo tired #like drifting in and out of consciousness #and hes sitting over me about to lean down and kiss me but i cupped his face in my hands and we just sat like that for a while #and i know i was not hiding the emotion on my face bc i saw his face change immediately #and he asked me what i was thinking and i said something to the effect of 'im just looking at you and thinking oh wow'#and he said 'i dont think thats the word youre thinking of' and i told him he was right #and i wish i could remember more of the conversation. but its also kind of cool that the whole thing was like a dream #but eventually we both just said we loved each other #its just crazy how natural its been. how easy it is #and then i went over again last night because neither of us was going out and i just sat and read while he worked on his pedalboard #and i was in my stupid catdog pajamas. and then we ate pasta and watched music videos in bed and brushed our teeth together #and it was just so. comfortable and playful and casual and normal #just sharing a space without any expectation

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toytulini · 2 months ago

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"why are people mad about AI being pushed on them when they SHOULD be mad about all the privacy erosion??"

1) plenty of us bitches are mad and annoyed about both, actually.

2) the privacy erosion has become the normalized state of existence for the average person for the last 10 fucking years at least, its snuck in, they disguise it as Convenient Features to Help You Shop Better, and thats IF they bother telling you theyre doing it, instead of just opting all your shit in without asking, its so fucking normalized that yeah, a lot of people do not bother to question it, they just sigh in resignation and go, yeah, i guess, do i even have other options? and they do, but theyre an investment of learning and time you dont have capacity for at the moment, or maybe you do but you feel like you dont bc it feels like a bigger hurdle than it is, and computer stuff is already kind of intimidating, cos man, what if you hit the wrong thing and brick your expensive ass machine? easier to just let it data harvest, you guess, it cant be THAT bad, can it? plenty of people live like this, put up with this, seek this out, its easier not to resist the privacy erosion. fucking whatever, i guess. yeah, i guess twitter i mean X, or walmart, or facebook, can just have all of my contact info and my phone number and my birthday and phone contacts and bank information and fuck it, give them my ssn while im at it. less effort later. this is just how tech has been for the last 10 yrs. no one can effectively get rage clicks on this topic anymore bc we all fucking know. it sucks and we know. what do you want me to fucking do about it? i have other shit to deal with more urgently. etc

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you cant turn anything on or log onto anything or go anywhere without hearing about whatever new shit theyre throwing AI at for no real reason, no one will fucking Shut Up about AI, and its Annoying, man

#toy txt post #toy pic post #image id in alt text #im so fucking Tired of hearing about it and in applications that make no sense cos they made the thing and are now trying to justify its #existence and cost instead of like. creating it to actually meet a need.#im annoyed at both of these things everytime i turn on the god damn computer #i keep getting texts about upgrading my phone to get one of the new AI models. man. i dont want that #i dont want it bc theyre as invasive as ever and the ai shit is stupid and i dont want it #AND YES. THERE ARE GOOD AND USEFUL AND DECENT APPLICATIONS AND USES FOR AI. I KNOW. ITS NOT ALL BAD #BUT MOST OF THE FUCKING CHATTER ABOUT IT IS ANNOYING AND THE INTERNET IS AS FILLED AS EVER WITH MEANINGLESS BULLSHIT #WHETHER IT BE AI GENERATED OR JUST TALKING ABOUT THEIR NEW BULLSHIT GENERATOR 3000. PLEASE DOWNLOAD #TO JUSTIFY THE VENTURE CAPITAL #man ppl are tired of it all. we want to opt out of it all #and some dont even want to bother.#and then theres ppl like my mom who no. i cant convince her the privacy erosion is a problem bc on an individual level she doesnt care #but i could convince her hopefully to be wary of 'answers' from ai and that they generate slop and if anyone asks you for money for ai shit #lmao Dont. okay #and at this point ill take that as a wij #win #and honestly the privacy erosion at this point. needs. legislative shit. legislative shit that isnt just 'oh the companies were data #harvesting teens? well if the companies stop giving that info to advertisers and instead give it to Their Parents. and also give them full #control of their accounts and everything the kids see. well that fixes it. no. god #its a big stupid messy problem that is gonna suck to fix and so far anyone who talks about fixing it on a mass scale is a fucking hack #who is fear mongering to exert more control over kids man it all sucks so bad. and it sucks more cos it doesnt Have To #it Could be good! computers could be good again. the answer is not necessarily everyone download linux bc thats not going to happen #maybe more ppl should and that would be good for us. yes. like idk teach it in school or some shit. but that cant be the only thing you do #windows and Microsoft and apple should not be retroactively fucking up the products they have monopolized into everyones homes & businesses #they should not be ABLE to do this. idkeverything sucks and is stupid and that sucks and is stupid and you all are complaining about dumb #rubes getting mad at the wrong thing and falling for ai fear mongering instead of being like. why are the bitches who are turning every god #damn computer into inherent spyware also shotgunning money into ai amd articles hyping up about ai

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electricpurrs · 4 months ago

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i just finished spark 3. im officially done with the series. i AM GOING INSANE. I INSANEEEE. ASYLUM. AAAAUUHUYGHAHGAHAHHH. UEEEEWEEEEEE UUGHGHGHVHGHGHA. UUUUUUUUUÚUUWUHEHSHSHSHHSJS

#OH MY GOD. OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDD #AHHHHHH #i genuinely cant think of what to say. me and my brother have been on this for literal hours #and now its past midnight and im so tired and so. fucked up #oh my godddsdd how did this silly game come to this. i feel insane #IM SO SAD. I WAS ON THE VERGE OF CRYING WE WERE BOTH SILENTLY SCREAMING CAUSE WE COULDNT WAKE MOM UP #THIS GAME USED TO BE SO SILLY. HOW DID THIS ALL HAPPENNNNNNNN #this shit might rewire my brain forever. im never gonna be normal about this again #🧃.txt

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whimsyprinx · 2 years ago

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neurotypical people don’t understand the importance of floor time, like sure i could lay in the empty bed but the floor beckons me and who am i to ignore it’s call?

#whimsy whispers #the floor is comfy okay #I use to sleep in the floor because I wanted to as a child #I had a bed #but sometimes you see a spot on the floor and go ‘is anybody gonna lay there?’ and not wait for an answer #anyways I laid on my roommates mawmaw’s floor today and people very kindly told me I could lay in bed to which I was like ‘nah I’m good down #here’#I like the floor #I was also very tired and had a headache and wanted to pester try Alexia which I could not do in another room #I fought her over a bottle of sprite #I only ‘won’ because she eventually gave up #I didn’t even wanna drink her sprite I just wanted to pry it from her grip and we were just tangled both trying to yank it out of one #another’s hands #full disclosure: this would’ve gone on forever if she didn’t just give in because like I am not very strong #twas fun #at least once a week I need to physically mutually attack someone or else #the other week kane and I attacked each other in the kitchen I can’t even remember why #oh yeah I put my soapy hand on their arm and then did something back to me and it resulted in me being bear hug attacked from behind while I #tried so very hard to bite them

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b-blushes · 1 year ago

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my alarm woke me up from a dream where my friends were ordering from a dinner lady kiosk foods called ‘fish dag’ and ‘five pastas’ (cannot stress enough that ‘five pastas’ was a single dish served from a single container, it looked like ‘pasta bows in tomato sauce’)

#so tired 👍#also we were in a car chase because someone in my party didn’t have 19 (of some kind of coin) to pay for coffee #so he/we left. then he was arguing when we got caught that he couldn’t count and the person who caught us was like #‘you can use your fingers’ and we were all like ohhhhhh yeah! (:#and then we held up our hands declaring ‘six’ and he was like ‘….. you know that’s 10 right…’#Also at one point I was on a path that had what looked like flooded fields on both sides and I fell off the path into the water and it was #DEEP! I was mostly concerned about my phone getting wet in my pocket so while I was still in the water #pulled it out and luckily it still worked (it was A Thing like ‘oh iPhones are waterproof now’ (???) 👍)

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