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You know what makes me soooo excited for the next phase of Fadel and Style's relationship? It's that they will finally slot into the CORRECT relationship dynamics because this whole time, it's been flipped.
From the beginning, something felt off, and I think it's because Style's true desire is to be pursued. We are shown this pretty much in Style's introduction when he blatantly puts his body on display with the Crop Top Stretch. Style wants to be approached, wants to be propositioned, wants to be desired. Also, remember how he initially flirts with Fadel when his only motivation was his own attraction? He pinned the Heart Burger badge onto his chest to create an opportunity for Fadel to put his hands on Style's body.
Of course Fadel wasn't pursuing Style; was in fact, actively trying to get away (for reasons OTHER than a lack of physical attraction to Style), so it is the plot that has to drive our lovebirds together using Kant's request and partly Style's own desire to get some revenge.
But throughout their interactions, we constantly see glimpses of Style's desire to be pursued: every single time Fadel even shows a HINT of wanting Style, he immediately falls pliant, like he can't wait to let Fadel take the reins. And nothing shows this more clearly than the absolutely blissed out look on Style's face in Ep 4 when he thinks Fadel has finally admitted that he wants Style.
(Fucking hell, just look at how dazed and almost euphoric Style looks here? It's like Style has been starving for the barest hint that Fadel truly wants him.)
Which is also why we've gotten so many fake outs. Because although Fadel IS attracted to Style (Ep 2 made that...abundantly clear), he isn’t remotely ready to pursue anyone. Not only is Fadel nursing a broken heart, barely beating, he also has very justified suspicions about Style’s connection to Kant and Style's unnatural persistence.
So it's Style that has to pursue - he dodges Fadel's footsteps, and bullies his way into Fadel's life; but in between the frustration and annoyance, Fadel's walls begin to crack. And I think it's SO COOL that the first significant evidence we have of Fadel's walls crumbling is because Style puts his body on display for Fadel. Because Fadel responded to something that was naturally part of the way Style operates before he even met Fadel. And there are other, more compelling reasons why I think Fadel begins to fall for Style, but that's not really the point I'm trying to make here.
When Fadel said "If I like you, I'll do the pursuing", it wasn't just to get Style to back off. Because now that Fadel has finally chosen to explore something real with Style, we are seeing Fadel's words in action. I know some people have said Fadel's switch to flirting so blatantly with Style in Ep 4's gym scene came out of left field, but I think it may well be confirmation that this was always the dynamic they were meant to be in. Fadel likes pursuing and Style likes being pursued. They fit, they match, they're perfectly compatible.
(Fadel looks almost faintly amused by how "flustered" Style is. Because he doesn't know that Style is actually afraid of him - why would he, when Style has evidenced zero fear so far? So this comes across like Style is getting shy in response to Fadel's unexpected and more overt approach. And possibly this is Fadel starting to remember how much he enjoys the chasing.)
Unfortunately, Kant's revelation is going to screw allll of this up. But, we are finally going to see glimpses of how they work when they're aligned correctly in their dynamics! And while it will take a journey (and oh, it will be gloriously painful, won't it?), our boys are finally on the road to something lasting and I am sooo glad we get to come along for the ride. <3
#fadelstyle#fadel#style sattawat#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#thk meta#<my posts>#Also I think one of the reasons why Style's anger in ep 4 seemed much more INTENSE is that he really DID think#that Fadel missing him meant something real had shifted between them.#And he was GENUINELY hurt - potentially for the first time; more even than when Fadel punched him after they had sex.#Because he could tell - even during the act - that Fadel's heart wasn't in the encounter.#But the kitchen scene in episode 4... that was Style thinking he'd made a breakthrough.#And Fadel dangled what Style wanted the MOST and then also MOCKED him for it.#Which is why Style lashed out at the support group AGAIN.#// also I do think it was a GOOD thing that Style had to step outside of his comfort zone for this relationship to even start#because in a way it shows that Style does want something real with Fadel at the end of the day#he's literally the only person with ZERO actual real stakes in this game other than his loyalty to Kant; if he really wanted he could bail#/// ALSO even if fadel IS planning something with his sudden change in behaviour#i think its also possible that he's having fun with it because its what he'd like to do anyway#like they don't have to be mutually exclusive approaches#because yeah fadel's last look at style's retreating back was very... contemplative#<- thoughts that didn't really make sense with the point i was trying to make but came up while I was thinking it through
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you cannot tease wei wuxian and hua cheng hunting for funsies and not show that to us??? it has to go one of two ways right? either an absolute visious blood bath where everyone cowers in fear or the equivalent of a teenage girl's slumber party. both??? both.
Hunting each other for sport is the keystone to a fun slumber party
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#tgcf#wei wuxian#hua cheng#I was so happy to get this ask because it have me the perfect segue to show these two being silly together#This comic also kicked my ass while trying to draw it....I have learned a lot while gasping for breath outside of my comfort zone#action scenes are hard....help I don't want to look at this ever again.....#But yes. These two would have a lovely time being *silly* ^_^ together (actually winding up for a sparing match).#Then go right back to being very casual and chill. They have lots in common!#Both of them love to fight and would be thrilled to have a partner for it. Then talk about paint mixtures.#How long LWJ and XL take with their cooking classes is up for interpretation. But these two are frolicking the entire time#Everyone loves being hunted and hunting. That's what tag is all about. This is just tag with swords.#I hope everyone enjoys looking at HC's bare feet. He puts those cold puppies on Xie Lian every night.
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A stroll through the royal gardens and a traditional lunch in the early 1800s 😊
#nips photos#personal#regency era#napoleonic era#historical fashion#historical reenactment#on the days leading to the ball and a couple after we attended several events in regency attire!#we did not plan on going all dressed in yellow I swear it just happened lmao#regency clothes are very outside of my comfort zone in every way but everyone looks so cute in them!!#I gained some weight lately and it makes me look a bit rounder and softer which helps the look of this period tho#but I also can't make new dresses until I'm back to my normal weight or they won't fit right for long#I borrowed clothes from a friend for these events since I only own one white dress one green overdress and a bonnet for now 😩#nips blogs
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Ok we'll pry about something different - what ya up to bigshot?
#He was smug at first but the dialogue and pose seemed very shocked/scared so i leaned in to it a lot cause its funny lol#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#A more unique pose this time because i need to do some silly things outside my comfort zone cause theyre cooler lookin#hes either good at lying or really bad at lying no inbetween its a coin flip every time#get you a man who can do both#both pathetic loser and semi-competent--(red buzzer) a little competent-- (red buzzer) uhm.... /j
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#a very fun custom!#this one was for an old friend of mine#its a joy to work on anything that's outside of my comfort zone :D#digital art#digital artwork#art#artwork#furry#artist#drawing#furry art#digital drawing#illustration#tiger#summer#tropical#vacation#???#colorful#what do you call this aesthetic
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So. That secret keeper guy looks pretty cool huh?
#I’m BACK babes!#had art block for a bit but found out a very cool very secret trick !!#I’ve just been procrastinating on my art by writing on ao3 lmao#but this new smp got me EXCITED and I will definitely be posting more fanart#and I really like how people have been drawing the secret keeper so thought I’d try#even though full drawings without people are kinda outside my comfort zone#I’m pretty happy with how it came out though!#trafficblr#secret life#secret life smp#trafficlife#trafficlife fanart#secret life fanart#digital art#artists on tumblr
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THE OWL HOUSE : ↳ How to Make a Blockbuster Movie Trailer ( Auralnauts )
#✦ videos#the owl house#luz noceda#willow park#amity blight#hunter#emperor belos#philip wittebane#toh#gus porter#this idea got into my head and REFUSED TO GO UNMADE#talk about stepping outside your comfort zone! I'd never done this style before.#and i'm ridiculously happy with the outcome.#toh spoilers#EXTREMELY spoiler heavy!! watch at your own risk!#please note: the audio is a joke audio but i made this very seriously
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Agoraphobia is not fun I do not recommend 0/5 stars
#trying to get treatment for my debilitating fear of everything and outside my very strict comfort zone is a nightmare#I need to talk to a therapist about my ‘talking to people makes me want to throw up’ issue
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why are the funniest camera angles the hardest to draw!!!!!!!!
#dramatic foreshortening my beloved and beloathed#there's also whole-body-facing-the-camera which is one of my fav angles because its so menacing but its a ball-ache to draw#my relationship with art is that i will not learn any techniques until my vision of a comic calls for it#tbh thats why its good to draw comics if youre not very motivated to actively practise#it forces you into drawing outside of your comfort zone without much pressure#that's my (super biased) advice for anyone who wants to start drawing but doesnt know where to start#make short comics
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booked a hotel and got the concert ticket aghhhh
#i talk#still gotta get the train ticket too but mannn i get way too worked up over this stuff#been procrastinating it for like a month now like i Want to go but there are so many unknown variables and that shit is scary#first time going to a concert in another country alone and i spent a lil more than i wouldve wanted but hopefully its gonna be worth it#and like im most likely completely overthinking this (as i do most things) and everythings gonna be completely fine#but ahh so many what if's so much uncertainty#but im also excited its like a tiny step outside of my comfort zone and you gotta start somewhere bc id love to travel alone more#(mostly bc i wanna travel but dont have anyone to go with but thats a whole other thing)#and ive been rly into this band for a few years now and i really want this chance to see them live bc theres prob not gonna be another one#(watch them come to my city next year lmaoo)#god im not made for this but do it scared!! do it alone!! i want to experience more things in life!!#ive literally talked to my therapist about this extensively and to several coworkers and everyones like do it! its a great first step!#went through every thing that could go wrong (but very likely will not) and alternatives for every situation
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Quixis handover: colorized
also guys i put this one in sherbs discord which was really scary for me so you should be very very proud please and thank you /silly
#ive been going outside of my comfort zone by putting more of my stuff in the discords recently#its very scary for me#im not sure why discord servers terrify me so#but they do#every time#underscore.text#ember fics#sqcu#sherbverse#reo stellam#sqcu midas#quixis
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🌀 and ⛅ please!!!! 🙏🙏🙏 I would make a blood sacrifice to read your RoyJamie fic, if that's any motivation.
THANK YOUUUU .... It so is.... I have like 39 wips and I NEVER have time to finish them but I feel like if I actually locked in on one project I could like. Actually make something idk. but yes ty <3
🌀: Post the fic summary for a fic you haven't published.
I'm literally so bad at writing summaries and I never do it, so I'll just describe one haha
It's an AU where Jamie's life veered off course in his late teens and he became a year 0/reception (or Pre-K in the US - 4-5 year olds) teacher instead of a football player. Roy is the exact same. Phoebe's in Jamie's class and Roy and Jamie hit it off when Roy's sister gets an emergency call into work and he has to go be the Volunteer Parent Helper in Jamie's classroom haha
���️: Post your favorite dialogue from your WIP.
This is from the same one just to keep the theme going. Keep in mind this is a work in progmess lol <3
“So,” she starts, drawing out the o sound, which immediately confirms Roy’s suspicion that she’s got vicious, nasty ulterior motives.
“What do you think of Mr. Jamie?”
Roy throws his head back and groans.
Since he came out, Rachel’s been on the fool’s errand of trying to lure him into talking about men with her.
It's like she thinks they're on fucking Sex and the fucking City, or something.
Roy is really no more eager to discuss men with his sister than he ever was to discuss women with her (or than he would be to, say, flatten his testicles in a vice-grip), and has tried several times to explain as much, but Rachel doesn’t listen to a goddamn word he says.
She reaps some sort of demented delight from his continued irritation.
Fucking little sisters.
Roy takes a hedonistically-long swig from his stemmed glass and swishes the bitter liquid around in his cheeks like a wine-tasting old-money prick.
It tastes like wine; he thinks he detects notes of grapes.
"Jamie’s fine,” Roy concedes, refusing to fall prey to her scheme. “Seems…nice.”
Rachel - undeterred - jabs him beneath the ribs with her bony index finger.
It fucking hurts. She’s inherited their mother's hawk talon fingers, long and sharp and probably strong enough to break a rodent’s neck in one go.
Roy cradles his poor, abused side and glares daggers at her across the sofa.
“Fuck off! What?”
“You know.”
He does.
“No, I don’t,” he insists, directing his attention back towards the TV.
He keeps his arms firmly glued to his sides, just in case she tries it.
Two of the dark-haired, belipfillered women who have been courting the same ugly little blond lad are yelling at each other in a restaurant booth, but Rachel was running her mouth through the entirety of the talking heads segment, so Roy's got no idea what's happened or where they are.
He growls in annoyance and moves to grab the remote off the coffee table.
The moment his sides are exposed, Rachel lunges at him, driving her talon into his vulnerable side.
Next time, Roy thinks, I’ll bite her finger clean off.
“Fucking stop!” He orders.
He slaps her hand away hard enough that she yelps.
"Are you really gonna make me say it?" She demands, cradling her hand like Roy's fucking broken it, or something. “I have to be the weirdo?”
“Yeah. Because I've got no fucking idea what you’re talking about.”
“Oh, come on, Roy. He's fucking fit.”
“Is he? Didn't notice. Can I just fucking watch our fucking show?”
“All the mummies fancy him, too,” Rachel continues, ignoring him altogether. “I mean, not me. I don't like athletic men. They're all vain and shallow.”
“Hm.”
“But all the other mummies. God, there's a mums’ groupchat—for, like, playdates, or day-drinking, or whatever—and the shit these women say about this boy—let me show you.”
She reaches for her phone on the coffee table, but Roy waves her off.
“I can imagine, thanks.”
#ask#kent siblings fighting like teenagers lolll#this is corny and rom-commy and very outside of my comfort zone which is part of the reason i enjoyed writing it#royjamie
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👉👈 so @silverskye13 i saw this and..............
had to make an aron helsmet!!!!!! this was really hecking fun to think about actually like what she'd be like n design (which. is a poke at the rp server she was from actually) and also made me sit down and think more on my other minecraft ocs i have sittin around and why they ended up getting redesigns lkdsfh BUT YEAH i!!!!!!!! aron!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#what do i. tag this as. sdklfjslk#i mean ig since it's like??? she's a concept from it i should???#redstone and skulk#aron#nora#<-- adding in that tag now that she's named#a lotta the stuff aron goes through in her character arc in the rps has to do with like. she has her stuff that she's comfortable doing#and stuff that she's not#and after trying and trying and trying to go outside her comfort zone and help ppl around her in a Better Way#feels like she's just not good at it and should give up and go back to what she was doing before#-only to find out through A Lot Of Events that no she actually was learning even tho she didn't realize it and she was getting better#and she was actually helping#and also. it was. kind of impossible for her to go back anyway. jlsdf.#sO i thought her helsmet would be more of the 'stick with what i know and don't leave that' kinda thing!!!#leaning into her minecraft roots; she was originally a redstoner/demolitionist (i mean she's still a demo but)#so her helsmet would- if following that idea- be Really Hecking Good at redstone#but only stick to redstone bc No I'm Not Trying Anything Else#also aron had a lot of problems trusting people she shouldn't and it really bit her back so there's that aspect too!!!#...also is it just me or does this pic feel very Camish like i don't know what it is about the style bc i tried smth different#and when i finished i looked at it and went 'huh. this looks like camish drew it.'#I WILL ALSO!! make more!! of my other minecrafters!!! i just underestimated how much thought i would be putting into making helsmets sdlkfj#but they are bouncing around in my brain!!! and i will draw them once i can get them to stay still long enough to realize what they are!!!
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the outlander
#HIII FEAR AND HUNGER FANS#ragnvaldr#fear and hunger#fear and hunger game#fear & hunger#f&h#ragnvaldr fear and hunger#the outlander#my art#sorry for reposting i feel like. no one saw it last time#if it flops this time so be it BSKDBDKFB#i stepped way outside my comfort zone art wise for this but im very proud of it!!#hes my wife
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Prayers and Hellfire
Pairing: Karlach/Tav (Hector Carlisle) Characters: Karlach, Named Male Tav (Hector Carlisle) Rating: E / 18+, NSFW Content Tags: Fluff, smut, romantic, first time, general spicy cuteness Word Count: 6.0k Setting: Mid-Act 2, expansion of Act 2 Karlach romance scene.
Summary:
“What? Hec…” She reaches out, cups his cheek to draw his face back towards her, to force him to meet her eyes. She reads his expression more closely for a long moment, and then her eyebrows shoot up. “Oh, fuck,” she says, startled. “You haven’t done this before, have you?” “Never…” he answers quietly. Gods… don’t laugh at me. His free hand, splayed out against the ground next to him, flexes nervously. But she doesn’t laugh. Instead she takes his face in both her hands and kisses him again. This time it’s slow, lingering, achingly gentle, a dramatic departure from the frantic need they both felt a few moments ago. He feels a deep calm spread through him from where her lips touch his. And he knows at that moment that there was never anything to fear. That whenever he is lost, she will find him again. That he is safe in her hands. “Lucky me,” she murmurs when the kiss breaks, and she looks down at him with a slow, playful grin. “That means I get to teach you.” ---- Hector Carlisle spent his life at a monastery before the nautiloid caught him. Karlach Cliffgate has spent ten years trapped in the Hells. They both have a lot of living to catch up on.
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#karlach x tav#tav x karlach#karlach/tav#tav/karlach#karlach cliffgate#hector carlisle#bg3 karlach#bg3 fanfic#bg3 fanfiction#bg3#baldur's gate 3#karlach fanfic#male tav#tav bg3#tav fanfic#bg3 smut#here it is after weeks of me making nervous noises about it at everyone who would listen XD#this is def me pushing myself outside my usual comfort zone but i think it came out v sweet c:#i hope y'all like#if it gets a good response maybe i'll write more of this sort of stuff :D#at the very least am glad to still be making hector content even though his playthrough is done c:
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erm! mom says its my turn to make a bioweapon
beta design cause ill be tweaking stuff wueuau
#biohazard#resident evil#resident evil art#resident evil fanart#fanart#my artwork#monster#art#digital art#this is outside of my comfort zone because i basically never draw creatures#whoops#it was fun so i wanna do more of that now#what a silly guy#who’s going to torture leon#and yes those are drills they can rotate#think a very deadly mole essentially lmao
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